Excerpts from The Nether Land Journal
4/15: I
awoke this morning to find that I had in fact wet the bed. There was a stain on
the sheet as yellow as my hair. I had a hard believing this happening. I did
not drink anything last night. I put in effort not to. I pulled off the sheet
and took them downstairs to the drier.
My little sister caught me and as
usual greeted me with "Soak another sheet Squirtle?"
I shrugged and passed by ignoring her
chuckles. I went to the washing machine and put the sheet in. My mom walked in
behind me.
"You wet the bed again?" she
said in a voice of utter frustration.
"What am I supposed to do mom? I
really can't just wake up, you remember how that alarm worked out"
"Heh... ten in 2 weeks and still
wetting the bed. Perhaps I should get you diapers for your birthday"
My little sister then barged in as if
on queue, "Bengi's wearing diapers!?"
"No you little twerp!" I
shouted shaking a bit.
"Bengi, don't talk like that to
your sister. At least she doesn't wet her bed like some baby"
After getting dressed, I had
breakfast, consisting of a glass of Orange Juice and a Bowl of Coco Pebbles. I
thought about what my mom said. The idea of diapers like I was some kind off
baby, I haven't used them since I was 4. My sister would get a kick out of that
as she was potty trained at two and has had an accident since she was three.
But me at ten, how much embarrassment can one boy take?
At School I had trouble day Dreaming,
I dreamt of being 2 again, in another world.
A little fairy came up to me. "My
name is Tinkerbell, what's yours"
"Bengi"
"What brings you to Nether
Land?"
"I was hoping you could Tell
me"
"Nether Land is the place wher
you can stay a child forever."
"Why would I want to Stay a Child
forever?"
"I cant Tell you that, but only
one who wants to be little can be here and is your diaper wet"
"What?"
"Are you wet Mr.
Richardson?" came a very different voice, like that of my teacher. It was
then I realized I had fallen asleep in class.
"You fell asleep and you looked
so peaceful I thought I'd let you sleep"
"Why Thank you Mrs.
Heckleson?"
"In fact you can take another nap
in detention, but Right now go down to the nurse's office and try not to drip
to much"
I was laughed out of the Classroom and
the Nurse did not show much more sympathy as she pulled off my pants. I had to
wear Mickey Mouse Underoos. The rest of the day in class consists of spit wads
being shot at me and, "Bengis a Baby" comments. If only this was
unusual, it would be a bad day or most likely week or two. But this was another
all too common day.
After Detention Let out my mom was
waiting with the usual look she had when I was going to get it.
"Well I see you embarrassed me
again falling asleep in class getting detention and on top of that peeing your
pants like a baby"
"I couldn't help it, the class
was boring"
"So you Had to wet yourself too?
Well this makes my next Decision So much easier!"
"And what would that be!?"
"You'll find out Soon
enough!"
At home I was sent up to my room without
dinner. My sister came a little later to torment me. She left after calling me
a few names and talking to me in baby talk. And that pretty much wraps up the
day.
4/29: Today
was my birthday; finally I had reached the day where I had lived for what I
learned in school was called a decade. My mom was real secretive about what my
gifts were. There were quite a few of them, in big wrapped boxes, some quite
large, one was about the size of a TV. "There was one so big I had no clue
what it was, maybe it was a bike in a box."
Anyhow the morning routine and school
day were quite normal. I didn't have an accident in class; I guess that was a
gift from God. I got home and my Mom and sister had me sit at the table. They
sang Happy Birthday and my sister brought me a wrapped package, the one I
thought initially was a small TV. I held it, it felt heavy enough for a TV and
Seemed like it was in a box.
"Well unwrap it" gabbed my
little sister, so witch a motion I ripped off the wrapping revealing a 96 count
case of Youth Attends Briefs.
"Happy Birthday Bengi" said
my mom sarcastically. My little sister broke out in laughter unable to control
herself.
"I can't believe you did this
mom" I said angerly.
"Why, because you don't wet the
bed nearly everynight, because you don't have a history of wetting in school?
Well?"
I could say nothing, I had nothing to
defend myself with. I was turning red.
"If you liked those gifts you'll
love the rest"
One after one, I opened gifts, each
one a toy for a toddler, an article of clothing, or baby supplies. Finally I
got to the big gift, unwrapping it I found it was a crib. I found myself so
angry that tears were coming down my cheeks and I also felt a warm feeling
forming in my crotch.
"Mommy, it looks like Baby Bengi
needs a change" said my little sister almost about to pee her own pants
from laughing so hard.
"Shut up you little brat!" I
said in retaliation.
"Or what? You'll pee on me?"
Surprisingly my mom was laughing too.
"I think your right Becky, baby
does seem to be wet. Best get him in diapers"
I could not believe what I was
hearing. I started to run toward the stairs but my sister was there to trip me
I fell flat on my face. My mom picked me up and before I could say anything my
mom stuck a big pacifier in my mouth. She laid me on a changing pad on the
floor and she removed one of the briefs from the case. She pulled off my pants
and underwear. She then powdered me and slid the diaper under my bottom and
taped it up. I was humiliated especially since my sister was only inches away
with a big dumb smile on her face. All I could do was suck on the pacifier
looking stupid or expect worse to come as if it could be worse.
My mom then lifted me up and put me in
a high chair, I surprisingly fit.
"Have to warm up your dinner
Bengi." Said my mother still smiling annoyingly. My sister sat down beside
me.
"Try not to leak on me" she
said still having the game of her life milking this moment for all it was
worth. I tried to respond but all that came out was gibberish so I spit out the
pacifier.
"Enjoy it while you can runt,
I'll get you back."
My mother came back to the table she
carried a warm Baby Bottle of milk and some type of Gerber's Baby food. She
insisted on making a big production of it feeding me like a baby. I dared not
act out as that could only make things worse.
After she was done feeding me, she
slid her hand in the side of the brief checking to see if I was wet. When she
was satisfied I wasn't, She pulled off my shirt and tuck a tea shirt over my
head. I was then lifted into the crib and my mom put a blanket over me.
"Get used to wearing them Bengi,
you'll be wearing them at the very least for a year" For some reason I
felt very tired and I passed out.
Again I found myself in that place
again, there was Tinkerbell again. I found I felt different somehow, it was
then I realized my hands were smaller and I then noticed I was wearing
something, it was a diaper; it had all sorts of nursery prints. I then noticed
there were other boys ranging from 2 to 8 years in age except for one, he
appeared to be ten or older. Interestingly I noticed they all had a bulge.
"Welcome to Nether Land, My name
is Peter Pan."
"Hey I have heard about
you?" I said intrigued.
"Where?"
"Where I come from your
famous"
"Really, where I come from I was
not cared about so one they Tinkerbell came and brought me here."
"What about the others?"
"Reasons of their own, but we are
all untied by one common interest"
"What might that be?"
"Never growing up!" came a
shout from one of the other boys.
"Well, will see you round
Bengi" said Peter.
"Wait, what do you mean? Where
you going? How did you know my name?" I said as they were starting to fade
away?
I then realized my legs were in the
air and I felt something rubbing me in my private regions.
"Who were you talking to?"
came a voice sounding like my mom.
"What the?"
"You must have been having a
dream, anyway you were soaked so I'm putting another diaper on you so you don't
flood the bed"
She finished diapering me, kissed me
on the head, and left me alone. I then stared at the ceiling for about 15
minutes thinking of the dream. "How strange" I thought that I was
having dreams about a little kid's story. After that drifted back off to sleep.
5/11 It’s been a while since I got to writing
anything down but off and on the dreams have continued, and I continue to wear
diapers as my mom said I would for a year at least. Being in diapers isn’t
really that bad, I get teased some at school, but hey, I was teased for peeing
my pants anyhow. Anyway it beats having to clean sheets.
Today when I got home from school, I
found out my mom was going somewhere for the evening.
“Can I watch the baby mommy” my little
sister said smugly.
“You’re not quite old enough for that
sweetie and since your brother behaving like he is 3 years old I think the
sitter will work out nicely”
I was mortified, a word I picked up in
spelling class today, who’d have thinked you’d actually make use of the stuff
you learn in that class. Anyway now I have to be diapered and changed by an
older person I don’t know. Well the embarrassment can’t get much worse.
At 3 I got to meet the sitter. The
horrible part was she wasn’t that much older. Only a couple of years older was
how it looked anyhow. I found her with my mom and caught the end of a
conversation.
“I have to do what with the older
one?” she said looking at me as if I had just pooped myself then.
“Is it a problem?” my mother asked
her.
“Nah, I have dealt with changes
before, but oldest I had to deal with before was a 6 year old”
I walked out of the room, I felt like
pain in my belly, I think it is called butterflies. There was this cute girl
and she had to baby me. I felt really ashamed at this point, particularly since
I hadn’t pooped yet today and probably would need to soon. Anyway I was a
little wet, but not leaking on the carpet emergency wet.
A few moments latter my mom was
heading out and the girl introduced herself to me and my sister, her name was
Wendy. She pulled my pants down and reached in my crotch, while I blushed she
seemed satisfied with my diapers condition. My sister cracked up as usual
finding this the most amusing thing ever. Well the rest of the evening was
pretty similar to others, we played some board games and then watched Some
cartoons.
After that we had dinner. I then found
I could not hold my poop back any longer. I went and with in seconds it was
obvious what had happened, my sister laughed and Wendy took me out and laid me
on the changing pad. She pulled off my pants and untaped the diaper.
“You do need these don’t you” she said
sounding a bit shocked. I found myself unable to speak as I found what felt
like a lump in my throat. So I shook my head up and down. She then proceeded to
finish cleaning me, She then used a couple of cloth diapers on me and she
pinned them up. She then pulled out a pair of plastic pants; I was embarrassed
as it had nursery prints on it. My face had shame pasted on it so it seemed.
She then put my pants back on. I stood up and found there was quite a bit of
diaper between my legs. I had to waddle like a duck so I proceeded to sit in a
chair to my mother came home.
As she left that evening, she said to
my mom,
“You have some cute kids.”
Anyway after that it was time for me
to go to bed, and my mom proceeded to take me there. She pulled off my clothes,
checked my crotch, also was satisfied and put me in a sleeper and laid me in my
crib. I drifted off to sleep.
That night I had the dream again, this
time I found myself among the kids I was with before, They grabbed my hands and
proceeded to drag me off somewhere.
“Where are we going?” I asked.
“We’re going off to introduce you to
the mommy.”
“The who?”
Several feet later I was in front of a
girl, she looked just like my baby sitter.
“Hi my name is Wendy”, she said
smiling I then found myself peeing myself. I awoke in a wet diaper.
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