Auntie Ardis
© DrMogumbo 2004
Part 1
“Brandon,
wake up baby,” his mom shook the five year old gently, “Wake up baby, we have
to go.” From a deep sleep, the boy slowly gained consciousness. Brandon
resisted his mother’s prodding, attempting to roll over and drop back to sleep.
She shook him harder, “C’mon baby, we have to go. I know you don’t want to get
up but we have to get in the car.”
Brandon
rolled over again and cracked his eyes. His mom was leaning over him now,
stripping off the covers and moving him to the edge of the bed. In a half
conscious state, Brandon felt himself lifted into his mother’s arms and carried
from the bedroom to the hall to the front room. Laying him on the couch, she
begged him, “Please don’t go back to sleep Brandon, I’m just going to get the
bags into the car and move it to the front of the house. I’ll be right back.”
With that, Brandon slumped over and went right back to sleep.
He
had no recollection of his mother lifting him again and carrying him through
the darkness to the waiting car. He was only vaguely aware of the chilled air
in the car as his mom wrapped his snugly baby blanket around him in the back
seat and then he was out again, dead asleep.
Hours later, as Brandon slumbered restlessly in a fitful sleep, as little jabs
of icy air stabbed at his legs and back. Moving the blanket, he would dropped
back to sleep. Then, with a lurch, he was awakened again when the melodic drone
of the car’s engine suddenly died. A draft of very cold air washed over him and
he heard his mom’s voice pleading with him to wake up. His eyes were open, but
he was hardly conscious of anything except the cold air and the physical
discomfort of being dragged across the seat and lifted again into his mother’s
arms. He was vaguely aware of more voices, his mother’s and another woman
exchanging staccato bursts of frantic dialogue in the dark. Then he felt
himself leaving his mother’s arms and across the shoulder of another. It was
just enough of a change that Brandon awoke to see his mom getting back into the
car. He called for her, gently at first and then more anxiously, “Mom... mommy,
mommy... don’t go...where are you going?” And then the tears came together with
more frantic cries, “MOM! Mom don’t leave me!”
Her
window down, his mother called to her baby, “I love you Brandon. I’ll be back
as soon as I can.” And to the woman holding her boy, “Take care of him. I’m
sorry for all the suddenness of this,” her voice rising as a large truck
barreled by on the nearby highway, “and don’t forget, he’s still in diapers...”
her last statement lost in the din of the truck’s exhaust...”at night.”
Half
asleep and half awake, Brandon, confused and abandoned, was gasping in loud
sobs. “That’s alright baby,” came a voice eerily similar to his own mother’s,
“everything’s going to be okay, okay.” A soft hand gently stroked the hair away
from his forehead. Brandon watched as the car faded into the darkness and he
was carried inside his new home.
As
upset as he was, Brandon settled into the lap offered by the woman and felt the
gentle rocking motion fall into cadence with his sobs, the soft fingers running
through his hair. A few minutes later he was fast asleep again.
Ardis nestled the frightened boy until she was sure he was fast asleep again.
She was saddened by the circumstances, but all too willing to help her sister
by taking on the care of her nephew, Brandon. She gently lifted the boy with
her as she stood and noticed right away, her lap was wet. She turned the boy
over in her arms and saw a huge wet spot clearly outlining his soddened diaper.
“Damn disposables,” she cursed under her breath as she walked gingerly up the
stairs of the old Victorian house, careful to avoid the steps she knew would
bend and creak under the combined weight of her and her new charge.
Once in the nursery, she was careful to the lay the boy down without disturbing
his sleep, unsnap and slip his wet pajama bottoms off and untape a completely
saturated disposable diaper. Brandon didn’t move a muscle, still deep in sleep.
“Poor baby, this kind of thing isn’t going to happen here,” Ardis said,
disdainful of the crude diaper development so recently on the market. “We know
how to properly diaper a baby here,” she continued, wiping Brandon’s crotch and
genitals with a warm, soapy wash cloth and patting it dry with a soft hand
towel. With a deft hand, practiced through hundreds of similar changes, she
lifted his legs and slipped a double gauze prefolded diaper under his butt,
sprinkled a handful of baby powder and pulled the thick cloth up between his
legs. Swiping two pins from a dozen or more stuck into a bar of nearby soap,
she snugged the diaper around Brandon’s waist and fastened it securely. With
one hand on the boys midsection, trained to keep her young charges safely on
the table, Ardis’ other hand dipped on to a lower shelf and retrieved a pair of
plastic pants. She examined them closely and put them back, fishing for another
pair, “You’re a bit small for your age Brandy,” as she liked to call her
nephew, “but I don’t think you’ll fit into your cousin Forest's pants,” she
said to herself as much as anyone.
“Here,
I think these will be more comfortable,” Ardis whispered, fishing another,
larger pair from beneath table top. “I don’t think Ryan will mind a bit if you
borrow a pair from him,” she continued, referring to her oldest son, asleep in
the room across the hall, oblivious to the midnight commotion. She unfolded the
frosty plastic and once again, with the experience that comes from years of
practice, she lifted Brandon’s legs and slipped the baby pants over the bulging
diaper.
Ardis
slipped the boy effortlessly back onto her shoulder and carried him into the
room across the hall where her two boys slept the deep, deep sleep of youth.
Her eyes strained in the dark for the empty crib, just recently abandoned by
Forest, and quickly remembered there was no bedding in it. She put Brandon down
at the foot of Ryan’s bed, hoping against hope the boy wasn’t going to roll off
and quickly made the bed up without a sound. Retrieving the boy, she laid him
down pulled the covers up and tucked him in, remembering at the last second the
boy’s cherished baby blanket was still downstairs with his other things. A few
moments later, she tucked the soft bundle under the Brandon’s arm and kissed
his forehead. Before leaving the room, she instinctively slipped her hand under
first Ryan’s blankets and then Forest’s, and checked their diapers... as usual
both boys were wet but not soaked and she thought she may have caught the whiff
of a poopy diaper but decided to let it go. No use in waking the room to change
a poopy panty, if it didn’t bother Ryan to sleep in poopy dydees, it didn’t
bother her. This was Ardis’ nature, a born-to-it nurturer who firmly believed
the universe took care of its own on its own schedule... very much a flower
child a decade after the hippies had reached their zenith.
Part 2
Brandon
awoke with a start. He was not in his bed and not at home. Without moving, all
he could see was a colorful display of cartoon animals dancing along a strip of
cloth. But immediately he new his cherished blanket was under his arm, resting
between his face and some kind of small pillow. The familiar smell and fuzzy
softness gave him small comfort as he fully gained consciousness and surveyed
his surroundings. It was daytime, he could see the sun drifting into the room
from a window somewhere. As he rolled over, he noticed the wood slats of the
crib and the bumper cloth (with the dancing animals). Feeling both out of place
and anxious, he sat up to look around. There were two empty beds in a room he
didn’t know and he was embarrassed to find himself in a baby’s crib. His first
instinct was to call for his mom, “Mommy,” he said tentatively. No answer. His
anxiety grew, “Mommy!” he said again, louder still. No answer.
Gathering
his wits, he climbed out of the crib and started for the door, quick to
remember he’d left his blanket behind. He grabbed the tattered cloth and
dragged it through the bars of the crib and headed for the door. As Brandon
peered into the hall from the doorway, he heard muffled sounds coming from the
end of the hall, one that sounded just like his mom’s. He ran to the room at
the end of hall and flung open the door.
On
a large overstuffed bed, a woman who looked strangely familiar... like his mother
but not his mother... frolicked with two boys, laughing and wrestling. “Come in
Brandy,” the woman said with a laugh. Brandon just stood there. The two boys
paused in their tracks and smiled at the boy standing in the doorway, half in
and half out of the room. “These are your two cousins, Forest and Ryan,” said
the woman, whacking the closest one on the butt, making a loud “THWAP” as her
hand slapped a pair of plastic pants. Brandon didn’t move, disoriented and
sleepy, he didn’t make a sound. For a second no one moved.
“Oh,
for heavens sake,” the woman said throwing off her covers and stepping from the
mammoth bed. “I’m your Auntie Ardis, Brandy,” she smiled as walked toward the
frightened tike with outstretched arms.
Brandon
took a tentative step back, but her voice, sounding so much like his mom’s, and
her big smile froze the boy. She swept him up in her arms and fell back into
bed with Brandon in her lap. It was then that he noticed the other boys, one
probably around his age and the other a year or so younger, were wearing
something strange. Their jammie tops were normal, much like his, but they were
wearing plastic pants like babies! It was only then that he noticed he was
wearing them too! Anxious and a bit afraid, he felt himself begin to pee as he
sat in Ardis’ lap.
As
the warmth and wetness spread to the seat of his diaper, Ardis made a silly
face at him, obviously feeling the boy wet his pants, “Oh, baby, let’s get you
some dry pants,” and in a flash he was on her hip being carried across the
hall. Forest and Ryan ran after, pushing and shoving each other as boys do.
“Your mommy, my sister, came for a visit last night, Brandy, do you remember?”
He shook his head ‘no.’ “She went to take care of some things and will be back
soon. So you came to play with me and Forest and Ryan. What do you think about
that?” she continued, lying him on the top of a padded table.
“But
first, let’s get you some dry dydees!” Ardis said as she went about stripping
away the plastic pants. At least this was a routine Brandon knew. Taking off
his night diaper was a big relief. He always felt like such a baby with his
nighttime diapers on but always looked forward to the attention he got during
the diaper change. Ardis quickly unpinned the unfamiliar garment and deftly lifted
the boy’s legs and pulled the soaking cloth from under his butt.
She
gently washed his nether regions again and patted them dry. Brandon’s heart
jumped when she reached under table and produced another diaper, lifted his
legs again and slipped under his naked butt. He wanted to say he didn’t wear
diapers during the day anymore, he wasn’t a baby, he wouldn’t have anymore
accidents like the one he’d had on Ardis’ lap in her bedroom but he said
nothing as she applied the powder.
Within
seconds Ardis had added a thick diaper doubler and pinned the pre-fold diaper
snug to his waist. Forest and Ryan wrestled on the floor until Auntie Ardis
asked Ryan to run to the laundry room and bring her a clean pair of baby pants
from the laundry basket...” yours, not your brother’s,” she called after him.
Ryan ran from the room, slipping on the hardwood floor in his socks, landing
with a thump on his diapered rear, Forest in hot pursuit. Both boys giggled as
they clamored out the door.
“I
know things seem a little confused Brandy,” Ardis cooed at the boy as she
lifted him from the table. “But everything’s going to be all right, you’ll have
fun here! Forest and Ryan are so excited you’ve come to visit.” Brandon caught
a glimpse of himself in the mirror behind the door that had swung shut as the
two other boys had bolted from the room. He wasn’t used to the bulky cloth
diaper between his legs, even at night, his mom had used disposable diapers on
him. And now, he didn’t even have the courage to tell his auntie that he didn’t
need them during the day. He wondered if he looked a babyish as his cousins did
in their diapers.
Ryan
and Forest came bursting through the door holding a clean pair of plastic baby
pants, blue with tiny colored stars on them. Auntie Ardis shook them out, bent
down and silently encouraged Brandon to step into them. Reluctantly, the boy
put one leg through and then the other and Ardis pulled the pants up around his
diaper and high on his waist. The two boys just stood and watched, making
Brandon even more self conscious. “Why don’t you show Brandon the house, boys?
She said after tucking the edge of the diaper in to the elastic of the pant,
“while I get breakfast ready.”
“C’mon
Brandon,” shouted Ryan and he yanked Brandon so hard by the arm that he almost
fell over, Forest pushing on Brandon’s jammie top from the back. At first,
Brandon didn’t know what to think about all this, wandering the large house in
nothing but a diaper and baby pants with two boys excitedly running from room
to room, hurriedly pointing things out before bolting to the next room.
“And
this is our room and Forest’s got a new bed and all our toys are over there and
Barney, he’s our dog, sometimes sleeps over there,” Ryan ran and on and on.
“And
that’s my new bed,” blurted Forest, “cuz I’m a big boy now!” Proud as he was,
Brandon thought, he’s still in diapers and then he remembered his own diapered
bottom. Feeling the bulk between his legs, the waddled walk he had and the soft
crinkling of his baby pants were both frightening and strangely comforting.
Looking at the crib in the corner where he’d spent the night, he wondered if he
was going to have to sleep in it again.
“C’mon!”
yelled Ryan. “Yeah, c’mon!” chimed in Forest as the boys ripped down the
stairs. As Brandon descended the stairs, one step at a time, Forest froze at
the bottom of the stairs just ahead of him. As Brandon stepped around him, he
noticed a strange look on the three year old’s face, he was all red and
appeared to be holding his breath. “C’mon,” shouted Ryan and Brandon scurried
into the hallway past his little cousin into the kitchen.
A
waft of wonderful smells greeted the boys, with Ardis busy at the stove. As
Ryan poked around the kitchen counter, Ardis slapping at his grabbing hands,
Forest came racing into the room with a big black dog in tow. Forest joined his
brother at the counter, reaching for tidbits while the dog, a midnight black
Labrador, sniffed eagerly at Forest’s butt.
It
wasn’t long before everyone knew why the dog was sniffing at Forest. “Do you
have poopy pants, young man?” asked Ardis in a mock angry tone, sniffing the
air.
“Uh-uh,
Ryan does,” retorted Forest playfully.
“Nuh-uh,
you do,” shot back Ryan.
Ardis
reached over and kneaded the back of Forest’s diaper, pulling back the waist of
the baby pants to confirm what she already knew. “No, young man, Ryan made his
poopy in his night diaper, this is definitely YOU!” And she wiped her hands on
her apron and took the young Forest by the hand and lead him out of the room.
“Stay out of the food until we get back and keep Barney out of it, too!”
shouted Ardis as she left the room to change Forest’s diaper.
Brandon
hadn’t said so much as two words to this point, caught up in the swirl of
activity and chaos of the big house as his new found auntie and cousins went
about starting their day. He was a shy boy not given to too much talk anyway
and he positively clammed up around strangers. As Ryan stalked around the
counter, picking at the food there, Brandon looked down at his new underwear
again. Standing there, he wondered if he looked like his cousin, spindly
preschooler legs poking out from a well padded bottom all sealed in a poofy
pair of baby pants. He looked down again at his own diapers and hugged his
blanket tighter.
Auntie
Ardis and Forest reappeared a few minutes later, Forest in clean, dry diapers
and a fresh pair of frosty yellow plastic pants, still wearing his nursery
print pajama tops. Everyone took a place at the table, with Forest climbing
head first into a high chair. In front of each child sat a half full sippy cup.
All three boys were fitted with large bibs, colorful plastic ones with terry
cloth on the underside. Still a little in shock, Brandon wanted to protest, the
diapers, the sippy cup and now the bib... did Auntie Ardis really think he was
such a baby? The fact that Ryan, a boy his own age, seemed all right with all
this was small consolation. Brandon simply was too shy to say anything.
Brandon
nibbled at his food as the boys and Ardis alternately ate and chattered away.
“Well, I’ve got things to do here this morning guys, so when we’re finished
here why don’t you and Brandy find something to do around the house. Flower’s
coming later and maybe we’ll go do something tomorrow,” Ardis said between
bites of waffle.
On
hearing Flower’s name, both boys let out a big “YAY!” and threw up their arms.
“If
you guys can manage to stay outta trouble while I get ready and get my stuff
done, this morning, maybe tomorrow we’ll go to the zoo. But you guys have to
behave!” said Ardis, in her mock stern voice.
“WE
WILL, WE WILL!” shouted the two boys, more excited than ever.
“Would
you like that Brandy?” she asked Brandon from across the table. He glanced
quickly at his cousins who immediately looked at Brandon with eager
anticipation. Forest leaned so far over his tray, his bib dragged across the
his plate, scooping a prodigious amount of syrup and butter from atop his
waffle in the process. Brandon looked at both boys, their faces bright with
excitement and back to Ardis’ warm, teasing smile and shyly nodded ‘yes.’
Forest
and Ryan immediately erupted into loud consecutive “YAYS,” bringing a momentary
smile to Brandon’s face. Ardis smiled, too, the boy was adapting to the house.
She understood how overwhelming all this could be but knew in her heart, Brandy
was going to be just fine. She loved her boys, loved her sister (Brandon’s
mom), loved her nephew, the brand new baby in her life... that was Auntie
Ardis, mellow, stern when she needed to be but never vengeful or mean,
nurturing and about as easy going as a person could be. If anything, Auntie
Ardis’ demeanor was starting to make Brandon feel safe, taken care of and
loved.
Auntie
Ardis headed up to ready herself for the day, herding the boys into the nursery
to play while she showered and dressed. As the brothers dragged out a basket of
toy trucks from the closet, Brandon noticed the urge to poop pressing on his
gut. He quickly sat down, thinking he could hold it off until Ardis was
finished in the bathroom. Ryan, and then Forest, tried to involve him in their
play, choosing a truck for him. The ploy worked for a while and Brandon
distracted himself with a very cool fire truck. As he pushed the truck along
the floor, spasms of urge rolled through his gut, each one more intense than
the last. In a few minutes he felt himself pee his pants a little, momentarily
relieving his urgent need to poop. Pretty soon a growing wet spot yellowed the
front of his diaper as he passed more pee in his pants.
But
soon enough, he was desperate to poop and very concerned he was going to do it
right there in his pants. Waddling the diapered toddler waddle, Brandon went to
look for Ardis... tell her he needed to poop and get her to take the diaper off
so he wouldn’t be a baby and mess his pants. As he walked the hall looking for
his auntie, he could feel his bottom release small amounts of poo that fell
into the seat of the diaper.
At
the end of the hall, Ardis’ bedroom, he heard his auntie singing. He peaked
through the open door but no auntie. He followed the voice to another door,
this one slightly ajar and heard the melodious voice singing softly. He stepped
through the door of her bathroom. Through the steam, he saw her standing in the
shower behind a semitransparent shower curtain. Her naked form stopped him in
his tracks. Something deep inside his head told him he shouldn’t be here,
looking at her naked but he couldn’t tear his eyes away. Brandon was
transfixed, watching her lather her ample breasts all the while softly singing “...our
house is a very, very fine house, with two cats in the yard...”
The
spell was broken when suddenly Brandon’s bowels could hold it no longer. Two
great spasms pushed two mounds of poop out, hitting the cloth and pushing up
his bottom before dropping and filling the back of his diaper. Brandon stood
horrified as the last of the poop dropped in his pants and a torrent of pee
flooded the cloth in front.
Ardis
loved this song, a Crosby, Stills and Nash classic that seemed to sum up her
life. A true flower child of the 60s, she’d been a few places, seen a few
things and made a few mistakes. But smart, beautiful and talented, she had
finally found her calling as a potter, dumped the dead weight in her life (the
men, Ryan and Forest’s father for one) and settled into a life of tranquil domesticity
she couldn’t have designed any better. Her real calling, though, was as a
parent, she loved kids, especially babies and her little boys the most. Yeah,
she took flack from some of her more stuffy neighbors for her liberal ways but
figured the boys would grow up fast enough. She’d let them be little for as
long as they wanted which included no pressure from her to potty train either
of them. The looks and snide remarks and extra laundry were a small price to
pay for the sheer joy she got from bonding with five-year old Ryan and three
year old Forest during diaper changes... and now she had yet another baby boy
in her life.
Madellaine,
her best friend, her agent and a local art gallery owner, was coming by later
with her teenage daughter, Flower. Two of a kind, the locals gossiped, those
two, Ardis and Madellaine. Some had suspicions of more than friendship, Ardis
had heard the rumors, but she knew better. Yes, she loved Madellaine, but not
in that way.
As
she dreamily rinsed the last bits of soap from her glistening body, Ardis
turned to shut off the water. It was then she thought she caught someone or
something moving near the door out of the corner of her eye. But through the
shower curtain and steam, she couldn’t quite make out who, or what, it may have
been. “Boys?” she had grabbed her towel and opened the shower curtain, but no
one was there. Must’ve been Barney, she thought to herself...
Exiting
the bedroom as quietly as he could, Brandon was awash with a host of mixed
emotions. Walking the gingerly walk of a toddler with wet pants full of poo, he
felt embarrassed, naughty, anxious and oddly excited. His poopy “accident” was
safely contained in his plastic pants, inching slowly around his loins with
each step. The wetness in front had slowly been absorbed by the double diaper
and spread to the bulk between his legs, enveloping him in a damp warmth that,
as he walked, felt more and more pleasurable. Maybe, just maybe, auntie’s
diapering wasn’t going to be so bad after all...
It
didn’t take long for Brandon’s little episode to telegraph itself around the
nursery. Anyone entering the room knew immediately one of the boys had poopy
pants. The boys, however, paid no notice, going about their play innocuous to
the unctuous aroma following Brandon around by the seat of his pants. Ryan and
Forest seemed oblivious and Brandon way too self conscious to say a word.
Embarrassed, anxious and sure he had been unthinkably naughty, Brandon plopped
himself down in front of his fire truck and made an effort to engage his
cousins. As he hit the floor, he felt the warm mess spread even more around his
diaper but within minutes he almost forgot anything had happened.
Auntie
Ardis came sweeping through the door some time later, just about the time
Brandon’s little accident started to make his bottom itch. Her long hair
wrapped Hindu style in a towel with another towel snuggled just above her
breasts, Ardis interrupted the boys’ play with firm but loving command, “Okay,
guys, let’s get going, I have a bunch of things to get done before Madellaine
and Flower...” He voice trailed off as the pervasive smell of poop announced
itself. “Okay, who’s got poopy pants?” she asked with that sly smile on her
face. She moved to Ryan first, as he was closest, wrapped one arm around him
spinning him around so as his back was to her, stretched the top of his baby
pants back and peered down his diaper. “Wet but not poopy,” she announced and
looked at Forest. “Did you poop again, Forest?”
“No,
it’s Brandon!” Forest said in a huge voice, pointing at his cousin. Brandon was
sitting on the floor, unsure of what was going to happen next. His young mind
told him he was going to be in BIG trouble for pooping his pants and he
withdrew instinctively as Auntie Ardis advanced.
She
grabbed him as she had Ryan and pulled the boy to his feet, spinning him around
and pulling the diaper and pants back for her motherly exam. “C’mon, let’s get
everyone clean, dry pants,” she said, taking Brandon by the hand to the
changing table.
Ardis
swung the young boy to the top of the table, going about the routine she knew
all too well. Pulling the boy’s baby pants down (she had gotten used the smell
a long time ago) and unpinning Brandon’s messy diaper, she made light of the
mess inside, "Brandy! you must have been holding this one in a long time,
it’s everywhere.” Then she noticed the teary look of fear washing over her new
charge. “Oh, baby, what’s the matter?” she said softening her voice. “Don’t
worry, I’ve seen much worse.”
Brandon
was paralyzed with fear and apprehension, sure he was about to be yelled at for
making such an ungodly mess in his pants. He managed a very meek, “I couldn’t
help it.”
“Oh
baby, don’t worry, I know you couldn’t that’s why we wear diapers,” Ardis
cooed. Within minutes she had completely cleaned him up, powdered him and
pinned a new diaper on him. “At this rate, though, we’re going to have to get
some more pants, I don’t think we’re going to have enough for both you and Ryan
to share.”
Ryan
and Forest then took their turns on the table, Ardis lovingly attending to
their wet diapers. Once she had Ryan off the table, she ushered all of them to
the backyard, telling them to play nicely until she finished getting ready and
getting her stuff done. Brandon was again a bit horrified about going outside
with only a t-shirt, diaper and baby pants on. He also though it odd that both
boys could handily put their own socks and shoes on and even tie their shoes
but didn’t use the potty yet. But all too quickly any qualms he might have had about
his attire were lost in exploring the yard and playing with his cousins.
All
the boys went tearing through the backdoor when Ardis had called from the porch
with sippy cups of punch. It was a beautiful day, sunny and warm and the gang
swooped to the stoop. Thirsty lips and parched throats made short work of the
red liquid and each boy had several refills. Back in the sandbox, the
consequence of all that fluid was soon pressing at Brandon’s bladder. Guiltily,
he held it in quietly, occasionally grabbing the crotch of his diaper to try to
stem the flow. Unable to really locate his penis through the thick cloth and
surrounding plastic, his frantic little dance did little to ease his
discomfort.
Forest,
sitting across from his cousin, their feet almost touching, was pushing sand
back and forth, laughing raucously as Brandon pushed it back. Mid-push, he
stopped, half-smiled, half grimaced in a classic “potty” face. Brandon couldn’t
help but notice a huge yellow wet spot spreading in Forest’s diapered crotch,
easily visible through his translucent baby pants. His own eyes watering,
Brandon allowed his own bladder to let go, quickly filling his crotch and then
butt with a warm wetness. He was fascinated with the way the huge yellow spot
spread through his loins and into the seat of his pants. Mesmerized as he
stared at his own diaper and back to Forest’s diaper, Brandon again was awash
in conflicting emotions, feeling both shame and excitement.
The
boys played and played, Brandon feeling more and more at ease with his cousins
and more comfortable in his diapers. Then Auntie Ardis was the backdoor again,
calling the boys for lunch. Brandon had let go at least two more times as he
played and his diaper sagged between his legs almost to his little bony knees.
When he moved a certain way, too, small trickles of pee ran down his legs and
collected in his socks. Ryan and Forest were also soaking wet, toddling to the
backdoor baby pants sagging under the weight of sodden diapers.
Ardis
hardly noticed as the boys gathered at the table and wolfed down sandwiches and
milk. When Ryan popped up from his seat at the table next to Ardis, she did
notice the little puddle he had left on the seat from leaky diapers. “Looks
like my babies need dry pants again,” she said cheerfully and hauled all the
boys up the stairs to the nursery. After fitting them with dry diapers and
pulling on clean baby pants (Brandon was now wearing a translucent white pair
with little nursery animals on them), she announced naptime and herded the boys
across the hall to their bedroom. There was a brief pause, after laying Ryan
down in his bed, as she pondered the sleeping arrangements. “Forest, why don’t
you let Brandon sleep in your bed and you go back to the crib, Okay?” she
asked.
Forest’s
little chin fell to his chest at this news. It had been only days since
transitioning from his crib to the new bed and he was still overly excited
about sleeping in it. There was little chance any combination of boys sharing a
bed was going to work, they were simply too big to fit two to the toddler beds
Ardis had purchased. Brandon read the disappointment on Forest’s face and
reluctantly volunteered, “That’s okay, Auntie, I’ll sleep in the crib,” even
though it had been over a year since he had even taken a daily nap.
“Are
you sure?” asked Ardis.
“Y-y-yes,”
he replied shyly. And Ardis picked her nephew up, swung him over the bars and
into crib.
Tucking
Forest in, she told him, “That was really nice of your cousin to let you do
this. I want you to be especially nice to him.” Turning to address all the
boys, she said to the room, “Now boys, no fooling around, no getting up, no
monkey business. You all have nice naps and when you get up Aunty Maddy and
Flower will probably be here.” Laying in the crib and feeling very self-conscious,
Brandon drifted slowly off to sleep. He made no attempt to stem the new flow of
potty pressing on his bladder and just let it go right in his pants.
He
was awakened by an odd damp feeling on his back and realized he had leaked
again, wetting the bottom of his t-shirt and the sheets under him. He peered
between the bars and noticed both Ryan and Forest stirring. Minutes later, both
cousins were wiping sleepy bugs from their eyes as they hit the floor. “C’mon,”
whispered Forest. “Yeah, c’mon echoed Ryan,” chiding Brandon from the crib. The
older boy was over the bars in a snap and they all sleepily paraded down the
hall and ascended the stairs.
In
the living room, the boys were greeted with warm smiles and matronly sighs as
Ardis, a strange woman and a teenage girl turned their attention to the new
arrivals. “AUNTIE MADDY!” Ryan shouted. “FLOWER!” shouted Forest and they went
tearing off to hug the two friends. Brandon hung back, fixated on the young
girl hugging and laughing with his two cousins. Brandon had never seen anyone
so beautiful in his life, anyone he had ever noticed that is. Her long, blonde
hair framed the most lovely face he had ever seen. Bright blue eyes flashed and
she smiled broadly, her full lips outlining perfectly white teeth. A wistful
gauze peasant blouse made her upper body seem to float in the breeze as it
moved with her. There was an odd tingling under his diaper and he was totally
unaware he was again wetting his pants.
“And
this is my newest baby...Brandon,” Ardis said, introducing the shy little boy
hanging back in the hall. “Come in and meet Maddy and Flower, Brandy.”
Brandon
made his way to Auntie Ardis, clutching his treasured blanket, slightly
embarrassed by the wet diaper drooping almost to his knees. When he was within
arms reach, Ardis swept him off his feet and plopped the boy in her lap,
pressing his head against her chest in an instinctual show of affection.
Neither Brandon or Ardis felt the surge of pee squish past the seam of
Brandon’s baby pants from the saturated diaper on to Ardis’ lap.
“You
ARE a doll,” said Madellaine, running her fingers gently through Brandon’s
hair. “And such bright blue eyes! Isn’t he just adorable, Flower?”
Almost
afraid to look at her again, Brandon shifted his eyes toward the girl in the
chair across from the couch where he sat with his auntie. Without moving his
head, he strained to see her. “He’s a cutie,” said Flower, tilting her head
flirtatiously and flashing a peace sign with her free hand when she saw Brandon
lift his head for a better look.
Brandon
immediately turned away, burying his head in his auntie’s chest when he and
Flower made eye contact. “Oh my... looks like we have someone who needs a
diaper change!” said Ardis, finally feeling her nephew’s urine soaking through
her skirt. Brandon was immediately horrified. Yes.. he was still wearing a
diaper and baby pants (with nothing on over them). Yes... he had wet his pants
and even soaked his auntie’s dress. And, yes... all this was right in front of
the most beautiful girl he had ever seen.
“I
think everyone needs a clean, dry diaper,” said Flower, playfully squeezing the
front of Forest’s obviously saturated diaper.
“When
are you ever going to potty train these boys, Ardis?” asked Maddy, “don’t you
think they’re more than ready? I mean think of all the work that would save
you...”
“Maddy,
they’re only going to be little for a while, what’s the rush?” Ardis brushed
aside question as she lifted Brandon off her lap and inspected the huge spot on
her skirt.
“Well,
for one thing, you’d put an end to at least some of the gossip around town
about you,” said Maddy with a laugh. “You know Mrs. Steckle, no one’s more of
an authority than her on these things.” And both women laughed.
Brandon
wanted to scream he didn’t need diapers, he was potty trained... at least
during the day. But all he could do was turn red with embarrassment and drop
his head in shame. “Now look what you’ve done, Maddy, you’ve embarrassed
Brandy.”
“I
think they all look adorable in diapers and agree with Ardis,” chimed in Flower
and she extended her hand under Brandon’s chin, lifting his head so he could
see her smile. Flower’s approval meant everything to Brandon and suddenly he
felt warm and snugly again.
As
the boys took their turns on the changing table, the conversation between the
women changed to what they should do the next day. The park, the zoo and the
movies all came up. But everyone decided it was going to be the zoo. When it
was Brandon’s turn on the table, Ardis reflected on his frequent leaks,
“Brandy, my dear, looks like you need a little more padding.” And she quickly
added yet a third layer to his already thick diaper.
“Well,
looks like we’ll have to take a trip to town,” she said, sliding Brandon’s
plastic pants up his legs and over his now bulging diaper. “I’m almost out of
Ryan’s bigger baby pants. Between you two boys, there’s simply not enough. SO,
whatdya say we take a field trip before dinner everyone?” Opinions flew back
and forth until it was decided Brandon, Auntie Ardis ands Flower would drive to
town while Maddy stayed home to watch the boys and start the spaghetti sauce
for dinner.
Brandon
was excited to be with Flower for any reason but really anxious about heading
into town. The shorts he was wearing didn’t do a thing to hide the fact that he
was thickly diapered. And the plastic pants, a yellow pastel pair, protruded
obviously from his leg openings as he sat in the back seat of the car and
buckled up.
Any
reservations he may have had about going out in public in diapers were
overshadowed by his feelings for Flower. On the road to town, Flower was
talkative and friendly, asking Brandon a thousand questions about where he
lived, his mom, his favorite toys at home, etc. And he positively tingled all
over when she grabbed his hand as they exited the car and made their way to a
department store called Grants.
Inside,
the three walked right to the baby department to the aisle with row upon row of
baby items, including a huge array of plastic baby pants. With every step, Brandon
was reminded of the bulk between his legs, causing him to waddle a bit. Ardis
went right to the end of the row where almost a dozen of colored, white and
printed pants hung from a display. As Ardis pondered her purchase, Brandon
stood hand-in-hand with Flower hoping that no other shoppers would stroll down
the aisle.
Just
as a mom with two grade school girls and a baby turned the corner and headed
down the aisle, Ardis was pressing a pair of bright blue pants against the
front of Brandon’s shorts looking for a good fit. Frustrated, Ardis bent down
and quickly loosened the boy’s shorts and let them slide down his legs to his
ankles. “Oh, for heavens sake, why can’t these people make these things with
any kind of consistency?” she said to no one in particular.
Brandon
was mortified. Here he was standing in the middle of the store’s baby section
with his diapers and plastic pants in full view while his auntie fitted
different pairs of baby pants to his waist. As the family passed in the aisle,
both girls looked right at Brandon and snickered. Stopping about 10 feet away
as their mother waded through some kind of baby paraphernalia or another, the
girls continued to stare at Brandon. The youngest one, probably about six or
seven, said in a loud whisper to her sister, “Look at that boy, he’s wearing
diapers,” and they both laughed some more. Sensing Brandon’s discomfort, Flower
turned to the girls and dismissed them with a huff, “Stop that right now, he
can’t help it!”
Now
this caught the attention of the mother, who turned away from her shopping and
quickly shushed the girls. But as she looked up to see what her girls were
laughing at, she gave a very disapproving look at what she saw. And just about
the time the woman’s eyebrow raised and her mouth turned terse, Ardis looked up
from fitting Brandon. She tilted her head ever to so slightly and smiled
sweetly. This just seemed to annoy the woman more; she turned quickly, grabbed
the youngest girl’s arm and stomped off but not before announcing loudly, “That
boy should be potty trained by now, some mothers...” Her voice trailed off. A
few minutes later, Brandon, Flower and Auntie Ardis were back in the car,
headed home with six new pairs of XL toddler sized baby pants in assorted
colors and patterns.
After
dinner, the boys were herded upstairs for a bath. Flower took charge, much to
the delight of Forest and Ryan, filling the tub and stripping all the boys of
their wet diapers. Ryan still felt a little shy standing naked in front of this
perfect vision of loveliness but Flower had a way of pleasantly disarming him.
The boys frolicked together in the huge claw footed bathtub until all the
bubbles had disappeared and water turned tepid. One by one , Flower took the
boys out of the tub and gently dried them off before wrapping each in a towel.
Ryan
was beside himself with an indescribable feeling as Flower tended to his needs.
He almost helplessly peed as she hiked him to the changing table in the
nursery, laid out his diapers and spread first a lather of baby lotion then a
generous handful of sweet baby powder around his loins. There was something
magical as she pulled the diaper up between his legs and pinned it snugly
around his waist. By the time she gently but efficiently pulled on Brandon’s
new baby pants, he had completely surrendered to her.
Ardis
dipped her head in the door just as Flower finished with Brandon’s diaper, “You
used an extra diaper on Brandon, right?”
“Yep,”
said Flower never looking up. “He’s just about ready for bed.” and she patted
the back of Brandon’s butt.
“Use
Ryan and Forest’s Dr. Denton’s tonight, it’s supposed to be colder. And I think
Brandy has some flannel PJs in the bedroom in his suitcase,” Ardis said
quickly. Flower lifted Brandon off the table in the nursery and all three boys
walked with her to the bedroom. Tucked neatly in the third dresser drawer were
two pair of footed sleepers, the smaller one in yellow with a farm animal print
and a larger pastel blue pair with a teddy bear applique on the right chest.
Brandon
stood by still feeling very conspicuous in just his diapers and baby pants as
Flower helped his two cousins on with their pajamas. After sorting through
Brandon’s suitcase, she found a pair of Brandon’s pajamas, a flannel set with
fire trucks. She slipped the top over Brandon’s head and proceeded to help him
on with the footed bottoms. They barely fit over the triple thick diapers but
she managed to get them snapped in the front, leaving the back to gap where a
good three to four inches of Brandon’s diaper and baby pants sticking out.
Everybody
rushed downstairs for a promised game of Candyland before bed. In the midst of
the game, Ardis and Maddy showed up all dressed up, gave some last minute
instructions to Flower and left for the evening.
“Where
are they going?” asked Brandon timidly.
“To
my mom’s gallery opening for a new artist,” replied Flower, moving her piece
along the game board. “They’ll be back much later, when you’re asleep.” Just as
Ryan was about to win the game, the doorbell rang. It was Susan, a teenage girl
from down the street and a Flower’s classmate. They hugged briefly and the two
skipped back into the family room of the big house. “Okay, guys, time for bed!”
exclaimed Flower.
“Awwwww,
c’mon, we haven't even finished a game yet,” shouted Ryan.
“Yeah,
not even one game,” followed Forest. Brandon remained silent.
“C’mon,
one more game, please?” pleaded Ryan. “Please. please, PLEASE? C’mon Susan can
play.” He stood up and Brandon wondered how Ryan could so bold, standing in
front of these two BEAUTIFUL girls in his PJs, a diaper clearly bulging under
the fleece. Then Susan turned her attention right to Brandon and asked, “Who’s
this?”
Brandon
felt his gut do flip flops and the odd tingling sensation return to his loins.
“This is Forest’s and Ryan’s cousin, Brandy,” said Flower. “He’s come for a
visit.”
“I
see he fits right into the family,” said Susan, reaching down and patting back
of Brandon’s seat. Brandon could feel his face flush when the girl touched the
back of his baby pants.
Flower
gave in, and the boys played one more game of Candyland as a team against the
girls, who let them win, before heading upstairs for bed. Brandon reluctantly
climbed into the crib, clutching his blanket and the two girls tucked all of
the them in. Flosser dutifully stuck a hand down each boy’s pajama and ran a
finger along the edge of the plastic pants checking for wet diapers before
finally covering each boy with a comforter.
“Oh,
shoot,” said Flower, “I forgot their bottles.” She ran downstairs and returned
with three baby bottles filled with milk. Forest and Ryan each took one eagerly
but Brandon was confused and embarrassed once again. Although he took it when
offered, he just tucked it into his arm and left it there. Then the two girls
turned down the light and left the room.
In
the dark stillness, Brandon could hear his cousins sucking their bottles. He
just lay there, feeling more and more homesick. All the suddenness of the last
two days finally caught up with him... the strange house, the strange habits,
his being back in diapers and sleeping in a crib, his encounter with Ardis in
the bathroom, the department store incident... and it overwhelmed him. Long
after his two cousins were fast asleep, Brandon lay in the strange room, crying
softly. He could find little comfort in his blanket, only as faint smell of his
old bed in his old house in his old neighborhood, where he and his mom lived.
Hours
passed and by the time Flower came back in to the room to check on the boys,
Brandon was sobbing, nearly choking on every breath. “Oh, baby, what’s the
matter?”
“I
want my mommy,” Brandon choked out between sobs. Flower lifted the boy from the
crib and carried him on her shoulder to the nursery, as not to wake the other
two. Inside the nursery, she flicked on a small night light and set herself
down in the rocker, Brandon in her lap. Rocking back and forth, she made a
valiant effort to calm him to sleep, first wiping away both snot and tears
before hugging him tightly. Brandon kept sobbing quietly, begging for his
mommy. A half hour passed and Susan had come and gone when it was obvious her
girlfriend was going to be busy for a while. After more than an hour, nothing
the young Flower could do was working.
After
two hours of rocking and walking with Brandon on her lap and shoulder
alternately, Flower was nearly exhausted. The front door tripped and she was
relieved to hear her mother and Ardis return. They called her name when they
didn’t see her immediately in the living room and she walked downstairs with
Brandon on her shoulder, pathetically sucking air between cries for his mom.
“The
poor little guy is really upset,” Flower said, passing off Brandon to Ardis,
“he keeps crying for his mommy.” Ardis took the boy and paced for minute,
assessing the situation. “I’ll handle this. Why don’t you two head for bed.”
As
Ardis’ firm experience enveloped Brandon, with her familiar voice and similar
smell to his mommy, he relaxed a bit. She walked Brandon upstairs and when she
felt he might be finally falling asleep she put the boy down on her bed and
quickly undressed.
Once
on the big bed, though, Brandon sensed he was again alone and he continued
crying for his mommy. She let the boy cry for moment as she finished putting on
her nighty, then scooped him up and headed for the nursery down the hall. In
the nursery, she lay the boy on the changing table and quickly removed a wet
diaper, cleaned him up and replaced it with a new one. Brandon hardly noticed.
Then with the Brandon in her lap, she sat in the rocker. Back in her loving
fold, Brandon calmed a bit, but was well past the point of relaxing enough to
fall asleep. Ardis knew exactly what to do. Propping the boy up for a minute
she undid her nighty and bared her breast. Forest was still taking a breast a
couple of times a week at three.
Once
it was offered, Brandon took the nipple in his mouth instinctively and let the
sweet warm elixir bath his raw throat. As soon as she knew the boy was close,
Ardis began to sing softly, her favorite song, “Our house is very, very, very
fine house...”
Brandon
awoke slowly, again with that far away feeling he wasn’t in his bed at home.
Opening his eyes was hard, they seemed crusted over and scratchy. So he just
lay there, clutching the familiar blanket still with the faint aroma of his
mom. He panicked just a bit when he felt the need to pee and surprised himself
when the sudden urge turned to a warm flow and relief. As he rolled to his
back, the puddle spread quickly throughout the back of his diaper, sending
little rivulets of pee cascading down his bottom. It kind of tickled and he
grinned subconsciously.
He
climbed out of the crib and, still clutching his blanket, moved to the door.
Ryan and Forest must be up because both beds were empty. As he reached the door
and turned to head down the hall, Flower appeared from the next bedroom wearing
only a short tank top and her panties. “Hey there Brandy,” she said with a
bright smile and sleepy voice. “Tough night, huh?”
She
tousled his hair and took his hand and they both walked down the hall to the
stairs. In the kitchen they found Ryan, Forest and Maddy at the table. “Good
morning sleepy heads,” Maddy said with a smile behind a steamy cup of coffee.
Ryan and Forest, their mouths full of oatmeal, just waived. Brandon followed
Flower into the large kitchen with an obvious waddle. His saturated diaper,
while not leaking this time, was sagging to his knees. “Before you sit down
Flower why don’t you take Brandon upstairs and change his diaper. Poor boy
looks like he’s about to lose his drawers there.”
“Sure,”
she said cheerfully, “Let’s go get you some dry pants, Mister Brandy!” With
this prospect, Brandon’s mood brightened considerably. He had become infatuated
with Flower and any attention she paid him coursed warm tinglies all through his
body. His tummy fluttered, his pulse quickened and his face flushed red. On the
changing table upstairs, she unsnapped Brandon’s pajama bottoms and slid them
down and off his legs. As she reached for the top of his baby pants, he
instinctively now raised his bottom to make it easier. Any unease he may have
felt about appearing in saturated diapers was offset by the thrill of having
this lovely creature pay attention to him. The wet diaper’s sour smell was
quickly erased as Flower gently wiped away the last few drops of Brandon’s last
little accident and spread a handful of baby lotion around his diaper area.
Brandon was a little anxious as Flower folded three pre-folded gauze baby
diapers together and, with the practiced hand of a total pro, raised the boy’s
legs to slip the cloth underneath. A sprinkling of baby powder and Flower
pulled the thick diaper up between Brandon’s legs, leaving it sit on his tummy
momentarily while she reached for some pins stuck in a nearby bar of soap.
Still a little embarrassed by his new daytime dependence, Brandon was
thoroughly enjoying all the attention. He felt secure and loved and cared for
as she pinned the diapers around his waist, lifted him off the table and
retrieved a fresh pair of plastic pants. Again, as if he had never been out of
diapers, he lifted one foot and then the other as she helped him into the baby
pants. Just the touch of Flower’s arm against his cheek as the girl stood
behind him helping him into the baby pants was enough to send more little
quivers of excitement through his spine. If he had to stay in diapers for the
rest of us life just to be close to Flower, he’d do it.
Hand
in hand, the two trekked back to the kitchen, Brandon’s baby pants crinkling as
he waddled down the stairs. Maddy had set a place for Brandon at the table with
a hot bowl of fresh oatmeal, a sippy cup of milk, spoon and a large plastic
bib. Brandon had never had oatmeal before and he was a little suspicious at
first. Flower spooned in two heaping mounds of sugar and a dollop of milk and
fastened the bib around Brandon’s neck. Again, the gentle touch of Flower’s
fingers at the nape of his neck caused Brandon a mighty shiver. “Are you cold?”
asked Maddy, then noticing that the boy was missing his pajama bottoms, “No
wonder the boy’s cold Flower, you forgot his jammie bottoms!” Ryan and Forest
peered under the table to look as if on cue.
“No
worry,” Maddy said with a smile, “”we’ll be getting ready soon because we’re
all going...”
“TO
THE ZOO!” shouted Ryan and Forest in unison, throwing their arms in the air.
Brandon smiled and turned his attention to the cereal. He picked at it at
first, not quite sure what to make of it. After a minute of watching Brandon
move the spoon around the bowl but never actually take a bite, Maddu reached
over, retrieved the spoon and offered Brandon a bite. He took it reluctantly
and rolled the cereal around in his mouth, tasting the sugar and warm milk. It
was okay, a little mushy, but he was hungry and he eagerly took another bite
when Maddy offered.
Ardis
came down the stairs and into the kitchen, prompting Ryan and Forest to
excitedly dash from the table into their mother’s arms shouting, “WE’RE GOING
TO THE ZOO! WE’RE GOIN’ TO THE ZOO!” Ardis lovingly hugged both boys, kissed
them both on the cheek and made a silly face.
“Well,
we’re certainly not going anywhere with stinky pants,” she said looking from
Ryan to Forest and back to Ryan. “Who’s got a messy bottom here?”
Ryan
visibly blushed and grabbed at the seat of his baby pants, giving himself away
instantly. “I’ll get the Ryan’s diapers changed,” volunteered Maddy, “and get
the boys dressed. Why don’t you get some breakfast and a cup of coffee. God
Knows you had a tough night.”
Everyone
left, leaving Brandon and Auntie Ardis at the table alone. She sipped some
coffee while he played with his food. She watched the boy as she sipped her
coffee, “Feeling better this morning Brandy?” Brandon shook his head yes...
actually elated to be going to the zoo. “Good, we’ll have a better day today,
won’t we?” and she smiled not expecting an answer, knowing from the way Brandon
started downing his breakfast things were already better.
Everyone
piled into Maddy’s big van, dressed for a day at the zoo. Brandon’s light blue
corduroy pull-ons barely fit over his diapers and baby pants, enveloping the
bulge. Every time he moved, the back of his trousers inched south, exposing a
good bit of his baby pants. He hardly cared, too excited by the prospects of
watching his favorite animals... especially the bears and especially the polar
bears. Ryan and Forest were both in overalls with snap legs, their diapers and
baby pants clearly visible through the gaps in the snaps when they sat down.
About
an hour later, everyone piled out of van, the three boys almost bolting for the
zoo entrance. “Hey, hey guys... slow down, wait for us,” shouted Ardis,
stopping the boys in their tracks. Ardis, Maddy and Flower each shouldered a
diaper bag and the entourage was off to see the animals. The broke cool but
sunny and by the time they reached the gate, it was a gloriously warm.
The
big cats were first... Ryan insisted. And somewhere between the cats and the
monkey cages, they all got popcorn. As they marveled at the various monkey’s
antics, Brandon’s stomach started to ache a bit. Watching two lethargic
gorillas stare at them from their vast enclosure at the next exhibit, Brandon’s
stomach was now doing flip-flops. But he didn’t say anything; they hadn’t even
seen the bears yet, although he was feeling more and more puny. And he didn’t give
a second thought to peeing his pants the moment he felt the urge.
As
they meandered through the rest of the zoo, Brandon was fighting a terrific
urge to poop and mighty waves of cramps but he resisted with every impulse.
While he wanted to say something, he was embarrassed and he certainly didn’t
want anything to delay the rest of the trip. On the far side of the zoo, they
all boarded a tour bus, thinking they’d grab lunch at the front gates and
tackle the second half of the day from there. Flower wanted to see the reptile
house and Brandon had asked about a dozen times when they were going to see the
bears. Brandon’s resolve to hold his BM was weakening, and he could feel little
poofs of what he thought was gas escape every time he exerted himself at all.
Ryan, Forest and Brandon all piled into a double seat in the bus while Maddy
and Ardis sat across the isle and Flower sat behind the boys.
What
began as a little sparring between the boys imitating their favorite animals
grew into light rough housing. And when Forest sunk his fingers into Brandon’s
side, mimmicking an African Cape buffalo, he broke down in a fit of ticklish
laughter, which, in turn loosed everything in his strained bowels. Brandon
froze for just a second, feeling the flood of poop fill the back of his diaper
followed very quickly by a second burst. Just as a third burst let loose,
Forest again plunged his horned fingers into Brandon’s side, sending him again
into a fit of giggles.
“Excuse
me,” a young woman with two kids of her own sitting just behind Maddy and Ardis
whispered, “are those your boys?”
Immediately
taking notice of the boys’ roughhousing, Ardis turned to the boys and scolded
them to behave themselves.
“No,
no. They’re fine, but I think one of them has had a little accident,” the woman
pointed to Brandon’s pants. Ardis looked back across the isle and saw a large
wet brown stain leaking out of both sides of Brandon’s diaper and spreading
down his pants legs.
“Omigod...thank
you!” Ardis said to the woman.
“Brandy,
come here dear,” she turned her attention to the boys. Brandon turned with to
Ardis, frightened that he was in trouble for fooling around. Ardis, seeing the
frightened look on the boy’s face, calmly said, “It’s okay, you’re not in
trouble, just come here for a moment and she reached across the isle and pulled
him closer by the waistband of his pants. She gently turned him around and
pulled the back of his waistband back, clearly exposing his diaper and peered
down to see the damage.
“Oh
boy, Brandy’s had a blowout,” she half laughed, snapping the waistband back.
The back half of the bus filled immediately with the dense stench of Brandon’s
dirty diaper. A couple of people got up and moved away including the young
woman who first alerted Ardis. Two boys around Brandon’s age pointed at Brandon
and loudly informed their mother, “That boy is wearing diapers and he pooped
his pants!”
“Enough!”
retorted the woman and she grabbed the boys and moved to the front of the bus,
too. The boys were laughing at Brandon as they pressed gingerly by him in the
isle, not wanting to come anywhere near him. “We’ll get you changed when we
stop,” said Ardis.
The
bus came slowly to a halt near the front gates and zoo concessions and everyone
hurried off the bus, eager to escape the smell permeating through the interior.
Ardis held Brandon’s hand as her extended family exited the bus... dead last.
She told Maddy to go ahead and get in line for food while she took Brandon over
to the bathroom. Flower said she’d go with Ardis and Brandon, as she needed to
use the potty.
Feeling
better but very embarrassed by his accident, Brandon could feel the wet spots
on the inside of his thighs and the ones down the back of his cords. He could
also see large watery brown spots had spread out in each direction from the
edges of his baby pants. Once in the ladies bathroom, there was a small line to
use the lone changing table. Almost everyone in line was either a small baby or
a young toddler. Brandon was clearly the oldest by several years. As the line grew,
a girl about Forest’s age in the company of her mother and her infant brother
cued up behind Ardis and Brandon. Now extremely self conscious about his
situation, Brandon was trying with all his might to simply disappear when he
heard the girl announce in a loud toddler voice, “That boy poopied his pants!
Is that why he’s wearing diapers?”
“Probably
Amy, now leave him alone,” the young mother said.
“I’m
a big girl, I don’t need diapers, huh mommy?” the girl came back.
“Yes,
dear, you’re a big girl.”
“How
come you’re still wearing diapers?” the girl directed the question at Brandon’s
back and he briefly turned around to see the girl. “Don’t you know how to use
the potty?” Brandon was on the verge of tears and he felt his stomach tighten
again. As the line moved forward, Brandon was helpless stop another watery
burst in into the crotch of his diaper. “Mommy, that boy just pooped his pants
again, I heard it!” she nearly shouted as the stain continued to spread in his
light blue pants, accentuating the fact he was diapered.
They
finally reached the changing table and Ardis went to work, stripping off
Brandon’s messy cords. She then carefully lifted him on to the table where he
just lay back and closed his eyes and stuck his thumb in his mouth, an obvious
calming reflex. As Ardis peeled back the plastic pants, the small bathroom
filled with the nasty odor of messy diapers. But within a few minutes, she had
Brandon all clean, a fresh diaper pinned on and everything contained in a
plastic bag inside her diaper bag. All the wile, people behind whispered about
the older boy on the table, wondering if he was retarded, slow or just naughty.
As Ardis slipped a clean pair of baby pants past the boy’s shoes and over the
dry diaper, Flower joined them. “Does he have a clean pair of pants?” wondered
Flower.
“No,
that’s the one thing we didn’t bring. He’ll just have to wear the diapers and
baby pants,” said Ardis, “Good thing it turned out to be a warm day. He’ll be
fine. C’mon Brandy, let’s some lunch and then we’ll see the bears, okay?” This
made Brandon feel a little better but he still hung his head as they made their
way past the line of mothers, kids, toddlers and babies waiting for the
changing table, the thick diapers giving him a distinct waddle and the white translucent
baby pants with bright colored polka dots crinkled loudly. Just as they were
making their way out the door, an obviously perturbed mother was yanking a
young boy toward the door, his pants dripping with fresh pee. As they nearly
collided, the mother looked down at Brandon and angrily scolded her son, “When
we get home young man, you’re going right back into diapers... just like that
boy.” As the boy saw Brandon standing next to Ardis in nothing but his t-shirt,
diaper, baby pants, socks and shoes, his eyes grew huge.
As
the trio reunited with Maddy and Brabdon’s cousins, their lunch already half
consumed, Maddy volunteered to take Ryan and Forest over to the bathroom for a
fresh diaper. “Maddy, the line’s impossible. Here,” she said handing her friend
a changing pad from the diaper bag, “just take them over there on the grass and
change them there. As Brandon gingerly nibbled at a hot dog, he watched while
Ryan and then Forest were changed right out in the open. Sitting close to his
auntie, between Flower, he told himself he didn’t care if he was just wearing
diapers and everybody could see... he was going to see polar bears.
to be continued…