| Title:
| Andrew and Connan
|
| Name:
| Andrew
|
| Email:
| not given
|
| Gender:
| Male
|
| Current Age:
| 17
|
| Posting Date:
| 07/13/08, Updated 03/29/09
|
| Story Contents:
|
| A- Post-toddler (4-8)* | | R- Sisters, other girls* |
| | B- Pre-teen (9-12)* | | S- Babysitters |
| | C- Teen (13-17) | ● | T- Masturbation | ●
| | D- Adult (18+) | ● | U- Sexual situations | ●
| | E- Cloth diapers* | | V- Gay | ●
| | F- Disposable diapers | ● | W- Erections | ●
| | G- Pee | ● | X- Bedwetting |
| | H- Poop* | ● | Y- Accidents | ●
| | I- Exposed diapers/pantslessness* | ● | Z- Punishment/Diaper
Discipline |
| | J- Multiple diapers* | | 1- Female Domination* |
| | K- Baby paraphernalia | ● | 2- Enemas | ●
| | L- Mother | ● | 3- Restraints |
| | M- Father | ● | 4- Crying | ●
| | N- Aunt | | 5- Spanking |
| | O- Uncle | | 6- Humiliation |
| | P- Brothers (diapered) | | 7- Babying | ●
| | Q- Brothers (not diapered) | ● | 8- Regression |
| | *Denotes Deekerian story elements
|
|
| Summary:
|
Please note that this story does have sexual content, and inapporiate
language, and it has contents of homosexual acts. You are warned.
|
Enjoy reading. More will be added.
Chapter 1
Andrew looked out the window in his new house, in his new bedroom. As
he saw the trees scattered across the street he liked the trees and the
nature that was around, he had a feeling that he was gonna like this
new city he was living in.
But a little background history. Andrew was a 17-year-old boy, he was
in the closet about is homosexuality, and he was nervous of telling his
parents, and since he was starting at a new high school he didn't want
to be an outcast at his new school. Andrew was born in Vancouver
British Columbia, Canada. When he was 9 his family moved to Calgary,
Alberta, Canada. Then in April his father got transferred to another
job and they moved to Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada. Andrew had two older
brothers, Tyler age 21, and Bryce 20. Andrew was the youngest in the
family and known as the baby brother. Andrew was like any other 17-
year-old boy. He had short, dark brown hair that he spiked in the front
and used gel to comb it. He was 6�4�, blue eyes, and he had a muscular
build/body builder but not that big. He was good looking. Many girls at
his old school just loved him and wanted to date him, but he was an in-
the-closet gay.
But there was one big difference about Andrew that made him different
from every other 17-year-old: he had to wear diapers 24/7. He was born
pre-maturely. He was 4 weeks early and his bladder and bowel system
didn't properly grow and the doctors weren't sure if even if he was
born on time that if it would have made a difference. His brothers were
very supportive of Andrew's condition and didn't bug or tease him about
it.
Now, back to the story...
As Andrew turned from the window he had all these boxes lying around
his new room. It was bigger than his old room when his family lived in
Calgary. Andrew began to open the first box to find all his jeans and
pants in there. He loved wearing jeans, even wearing diapers he still
wore jeans he just had to wear a certain shirt. Andrew's dad had
already set up the bed frame and the dresser in his room and Andrew got
to work putting his room together, and to begin his new live in
Winnipeg.
Chapter 2: Learning of the Area
A week had passed. Andrew and his family were all settled in and
unpacked. Andrew decided that he wanted to explore this city, so he
hopped onto his laptop and checked out the transit system. He was a
little lost when there wasn't a train to ride, but the bus would do.
When he got up he felt his diaper sag in his shorts and realised he
needed a change. He hadn't realised how wet and messy he was. He stank
and he knew he would cause a stir on the bus, so he called for his mom,
and he got on the changing table and waited for his mom with only a
collared shirt on and his puffy, wet, stinky diaper.
Once his mom removed the diaper Andrew got an erection and it stood
tall from last time he checked at 7 and a half inches. His mom was used
to this sight and continued to wipe and clean Andrew. His mom started
to powder his balls and dick and lube it with rash cream. Then she
pulled out a Secure X-Plus diaper. Andrew loved these diapers. They
were discreet but thick.
Andrew put on his shorts and headed for the bus stop. He went downtown,
and saw lots of culture, arts, and beautiful scenery. He enjoyed his
afternoon down there. He ended up getting sunburned on his arms. As
Andrew got on the bus to head home he sat down and felt his load mush
up against his butt and spread around and up his balls. He got a boner
and just wanted to jack off so badly, as it'd been like two weeks since
he jacked off. He opened up the window on the bus to lessen the smell
of his stinky wet diaper.
After his mom changed him it was dinner. His family talked about what
they did that day and that Andrew was starting at his new school
tomorrow to finish off grade 11. Andrew was so nervous at this thought
of starting at a new school that he soaked his diaper. His brothers
were both working full-time and were saving up for university, and they
planned to start that fall.
It was a warm April night, so Andrew's parents turned on the A/C to
cool off the house. It was 11PM and his mom said it was bedtime for
Andrew. As Andrew walked up nervously about tomorrow he soaked his
already wet and poopy diaper. His mom changed his diaper and she left
him in his shirt and diaper.
So Andrew locked his door, pulled out his ear-phones and went to the
first diaper video site, and gay porn. He was really horny that night.
As he began to rub his diaper he popped a really hard boner as he
imagined himself kissing a hot guy or fucking him. Soon Andrew moved
away from his laptop to his bed. He started to get this feeling in his
bowels and he knew it was gonna be a massive load. As Andrew stood on
his hands and knees on his bed with a woody he prepared for the load
that was coming. After a minute he felt a log starting to come out of
his diaper. He farted quite the few times and he started to feel mushy
logs coming out of his butt into his diaper.
He got even harder as he continued to fart and poop more out into his
diaper. When he was done he put his hand on the back of his diaper,
there was a massive bump and than he started to mash it up against his
butt and rubbed it all over his crotch and cock. He was nearly
orgasming and as he spread the mess around he peed his diaper to add to
the mess he made. Andrew lay on his pillow and began to hump and rub
his hands all over the front of his diaper and the back, harder and
harder, faster and faster. He began to moan as he imagined other hot
guys in diapers as he started cumming in his diaper.
With a sigh of relief he rolled over onto his back. As he panted he
smiled and said, "wow, that was awesome." Then he covered up with his
poopy diaper sticking up in the air as he cuddled with his plushy and
put a paci in his mouth as he drifted off to sleep, with dreams of all
the guys he thought were hot wearing wet and poopy diapers.
Chapter 3: The New School
I awoke to my alarm chirping and the sunrise was blazing through my
window, I shut off my alarm and saw it was 6:50am. I rolled out of bed
and I looked at my diaper and it was sagging big time, but I put on a
pair of pants and headed downstairs.
I was greeted by my mom and dad who were both getting ready for work
while my brothers were still sleeping. I got a cup of green tea going
and pulled out the Mini-Wheats from the cabinet and poured a bowl as I
looked at the newspaper. I sat down to the squish of my diaper on my
groin and getting a boner from it as I moved a little bit around to get
comfy.
"So Andrew, are you nervous about starting at a new school?" My dad
asked as I looked up from the paper.
I guess I am a little bit. It's not so much of seeing new people and
stuff, it's about the diaper issue I'm a little more worried about as
these kids could be really immature about it,� I said.
"Well, honey, it's a medical problem that you have no control over,
there being really discriminative if they tease you about your medical
condition." my mom said.
"Well, mom, honestly, the first thing they'll do is go right to teasing
and not thinking of what it�s like being in my shoes, and how I feel.
Let's just hope for the best, and I remain confident and that it
doesn�t get to me." I said as I returned to my breakfast.
When I finished my breakfast I went upstairs to the bathroom to go for
a shower, I took off my diaper and with a loud THUMP it hit the floor
and I jumped into the shower and hosed myself down and washed my hair,
face, and got all clean. I noticed I was getting a bit of a rash so my
mom would put the rash cream on. After I got out of the shower I
wrapped a towel around myself and went to my room and hopped on the
changing table where my mom was waiting for me with an open diaper. She
applied the rash cream on my infected area, it was cold and gave me
goose bumps throughout my body. She than began to powder me and when
she powdered my dick and balls I got an erection. It didn't faze my mom
a bit as she continued, and she brought the diaper up between my legs
and taped it shut. It was snug and felt great. I hopped down and went
to my dresser to pull out a pair of jeans and went to my closet and
pulled out a nice long-sleeved collared shirt. I put on a bit of body
spray to hide the powder smell a bit.
As I headed back downstairs my parents were getting ready to go, my mom
gave me a kiss on the cheek and told me to have a good day at school. I
continued to read the paper in the kitchen and listen to the radio. It
was funny listening to the radio; there was this guy on there ranting
about the socialist government. I didn't mind politics; I thought it's
an interesting topic.
Around 8am I got my book bag together with my binder with all my
supplies and my diaper supply for school. I headed out the door locking
it behind me. It was a toasty morning as I walked out of my yard and
closed the gate. The sun blazed down. I started to get butterflies in
my stomach about school as I feared the thought of everyone laughing at
me on my first day. The thought of it made me wet my diaper. As I
walked I looked at my pants and from what I could tell it wasn't too
noticeable. But you could hear the slight crinkle in my pants. I
listened to my iPod as I walked. I then saw the school. It was a big 3-
floor school made of stone and brick, with a massive front courtyard
and gardens, parking lots, and a small stage where bands could play
during lunch or something like that.
As I entered the school I got so nervous I thought I was gonna throw
up, it wasn't too busy in the school yet as the first class wasn't for
another 35 minutes. Just a few students and teachers walking around.
The lobby was a beautiful with a garden and fountain in the middle and
little statues of past principals of the school. It was cool lobby. I
opened the door to the office and was greeted by one of the
secretaries.
"Hello," I said nervously
"How can I help you?" she asked politely.
"Um, my name is Andrew Retranski and today is my first day here
starting class," I said a little shakily in my voice.
"Ah yes," as she pulled out my file from the cabinet. "We are aware of
your medical needs and it is provided here, just go to the nurse she
knows about you already, here is your school schedule and your
homeroom."
Thank you, I said as I walked towards the nurses office.
"Hello, Andrew, nice to meet you," The nurse said politely and
cheerfully. "I do hope that we can help you with your needs. Your
cabinet to store you supplies will be in locker number 6. Whenever you
need a change just come by and I'll be here. No matter what time it is
during the school day. All of your teachers are aware of your condition
and will allow you to leave class when you can."
I thanked her as I put my diaper supplies in the locker, and I left, I
headed to my homeroom room 321, Mr.Dionski. I looked at my schedule:
Period 1: Geography
Period 2: Pre-Calculus Math
Period 3: Transactional English
Lunch
Than my heart dropped like a rock
Period 4: Phys. Ed
Period 5: Chemistry
Period 6: Advanced Canadian History
I was worried about Gym. As I would have to change in front of other
guys and reveal my diaper, and I was scared shitless about it--
literally as I filled my diaper full with a hot, stinky load.
My homeroom teacher showed me around the school and showed me where my
classes were. I liked the peace garden they had, as I looked out the
window to the peace garden. I than proceeded to my first class as the
warning bell rung, as I started my first day...
Chapter 4: The Boys Meet
I walked into my class and I was greeted by my geography teacher as
other students filed into the class looking at me all thinking, "We
have a new student." She gave me the geography textbook they were using
and she placed me in a sitting plan. She told me I was gonna be seated
in the second row on the right side second from the back. I looked at
my seat and in the seat beside it, was this gorgeous guy sitting there;
short dirty blonde hair, dreamy blue eyes, tall, muscular, and a
smooth, clean face. I sat beside him, and when I sat down I realised
that I didn't get my diaper changed and that I was in a wet and poopy
diaper. I got a little worried if he noticed.
As the teacher started the class it started to get a little dull and
boring. Till finally she assigned reading and questions in the text
book, Chapter 9 pages 141-159 Questions #1-25, due for tomorrow. The
class moaned and groaned at the amount of work that was given and a few
started to complain how they had to go to work that night or they had
soccer.
I opened the book and began to read it. After finish reading it I
started the questions, I couldn�t get one question so I asked the
gorgeous boy next to me and asked him for help. "Umm, could you help
me? I'm stuck on number 8," I said.
"Sure, I can help you," as he smiled at me and I blushed.
"I'm sorry, I never got your name" I asked.
He said "My name is Connan."
Connan, what a lovely name, I thought. He was so hot he was almost too
good to be true, and I'm like, "he probably has a girlfriend."
He helped me out and we began talking of where I used to live, and why
I moved here. He sniffed the air, and said, "Did you fart or
something?" I lied and said, "Yeah, I did," although I had a load in my
diaper and I peed to add to the messiness and wetness in my diaper, I
could feel my diaper started to puff out and it would soon be
noticeable.
As the class proceeded Connan kept sniffing the air, and kept asking
"what's that smell?" and I said "I dunno, I don't smell anything". I
tried to keep my diapers a secret as best as I could.
The bell rang and we proceed to our next classes, as he turned the
other way to head to history class I looked at his butt and he had a
nice tight ass, and I got boner looking at it, and wanna to fuck him so
badly.
I headed to the nurse to get my diaper change. I proceed to my next
classes they were uneventful. Same things pretty much happened I got
introduced to the class and I was told to say something about myself. I
was nervous about that and I wet my diaper many times throughout till
lunch.
I left the school and headed home for lunch I could feel my diaper
bulging in my pants from all the wettings and I could feel the
puffiness as I walked. I saw Connan jump into his car with a bunch of
friends as he drove off he winked and smiled at me. As I wondered what
that was suppose to mean. Was he just being friendly? Could he tell I
was gay? Could tell I was wearing diapers? These thought plagued me as
I got home and went into the kitchen to start some lunch...
Chapter 5: Phys. Ed with Connan
I went back to school and grabbed my gym clothes out of my locker and
headed to gym class, I was wearing a clean diaper so there was no smell
to detect. As I proceed to the Gym, I ran into my gym teacher and he
told me to change in this room. Pointing to a small office, he knew
about my diaper needs and knew what emotional damage it could cause if
I was found out. So I went into that room, I removed my shirt and
looked in the mirror, I could really see my abs starting to come
through, and my muscles really developing. I took off my pants and I
saw that I wet my diaper without even knowing although that was nothing
new. I put on my shorts and T-Shirt and headed back to the class. The
gym teachers took the attendance, and I noticed Connan was there, we
looked at each other. He smiled and winked again. It was like he knew
something. What did he know?!
The teacher's told us to go outside and run around the track three
times. Connan and I ran close to each other. I hadn't noticed that my
shoe was untied, while I was running, I felt this need to poop and poop
badly. I kept letting out these silent farts and than I peed my diaper
while I was running and I could feel it trickling all over the diaper
as I ran. Than after some more wet farts I felt the load begin to poke
out of my butt, than in an instant the load just kept coming out in
massive logs and it was huge. My diaper began to bounce around as the
heavy load bounced around my diaper as it sagged. Forgetting about my
shoe lace, I than all of suddenly fell on the pavement, and Connan
tripped over me and he landed right on top of me as he mashed up my
load in my diaper. My shorts fell a little bit, and my diaper showed a
bit. I got up quickly and fixed my shorts. I panicked as I knew Connan
had seen this. I had a look of shock in my eye. Connan walked over to
me after getting up. He than helped me as I was limping a bit as I had
a nasty fall. He than looked at me and said "I knew the second you
walked into Geography class."
I said "Know what?"
He whispered into my ear "You�re wearing diapers."
I panicked was it that noticeable? Could everyone tell? He knew that
these thoughts were going through my head.
He again whispered into my ear "It�s not that noticeable, the reason I
could tell was I'm a DL and when you said you farted I knew you had a
load in your diaper, and I saw your shirt ride up a bit and your diaper
showed. I'm a TB/DL and I love wearing diapers and using them."
I looked at him I said "is this some sort of joke?" Than he said to me
"Did you ever talk to the person on the diaper chat by the name of
Wantediapers4life1991?"
Than I knew he wasn't lying, I said "yeah and I mentioned I was moving,
your a DL?!?"
He said "yes I am, and I love it and I can't believe I got to meet you
finally."
I was in a bit of a daze and than I asked him. "Do you want to come
over to my house after school?"
He said "You betcha!!!"
As we finished running I knew I had a friend, and a big stroke of luck.
He looked at me during P.E while we played tennis. We were the only
ones playing tennis so we were alone. He felt my diapers so many times,
I thought. This is awesome!!!
Chapter 6: Homecoming
The School day ended and my heart was just racing, I just couldn�t wait
to see Connan. I left the school and I saw Connan sitting alone in his
car texting someone with his Blackberry. I thought my heart was just
going to exploded of how nervous and excited I was, almost got sick to
my stomach. I approached his Audi, and he looked up at me and smiled.
"Hey, Andrew!" he said, looking up at me winking. I thought I was just
going to drop and faint, the term was correct than he is drop-dead
gorgeous as he smiled and winked at me through his sunglasses.
"Well? Aren�t you gonna get in, silly?" as he giggled, seeing my
expression on my face in an awe. I eventually stumbled to the other
side of his car and got in. he turned on the car and turned to me
looking at me with his sunglasses on saying "where's your house?"
I said "its 679 Honeybirch Crescent", the name was corny, I thought.
"That's where my ex-girlfriend used to live, she lived on the street."
Connan said in a weird voice. I ended up asking, "What happened?"
"Well, she loved me to death and that, but when I broke up with her it
just shattered her, as I told her I was gay, and I'm thankful she kept
it quiet, she could have just destroyed me in almost every aspect, I
was like dancing with the devil."
I asked "Have there been rumours that you might be gay?"
"Well some people have thought of it but it never really evolved from
much as I've had girlfriends so a lot of people don't think so, but the
suspicious are there as I dress nice, I act quote unquote "gay". But
I've been denying it so far with people but I don't deny it myself." he
said.
As we pulled up the street, I noticed there was my brother's car in the
drive-way so I told Connan to stop the car and I got out and as I did
he grabbed my ass, I blushed and said "settle down you naughty boy". He
smiled at me as I walked towards my house, I wanted to check to see if
anyone was home, as I'd get pelted with questions if I was bringing a
boy home.
I went inside the house and check and no one was home so my brother
must have gone out with friends or went with my other brother. So I
signaled Connan it was safe so he parked across the street he alarmed
his car. He walked up the steps toward the house and I slowly moved my
pants down a bit and he got really excited, he like jumped to the door
and I said "come on in your naughty boy, you need to have a diaper put
on you. He ended up farting as I pulled him into my house and slammed
the door my lips hooked onto his. I was making out with my first boy,
and Connan was too. This kiss was a dream come true. As we pushed each
other against the walls French kissing as I rubbed his boner.
Chapter 7: Things Get Hot
Me and Connan continued to kiss and make-out, we eventually made it to
the sofa in the living room. We both had massive boners, mine just
wanting to pierce through the soaked and messy diaper, and Connan's
boner was just ready to burst through his nice tight-fitting jeans that
looked perfect on him. As we slowed down kissing there was a bang like
a car door being shut. I got up quickly and fixed my pants and headed
to the front door.
"Oh thank gawd, it�s only the neighbour," I sighed in relief.
As I returned to the couch, Connan was laying there in a sexual
suggestive position looking at me with the cutest grin. I bent down to
kiss him on the lips and than he ripped my pants down.
"OY!" I was surprised that he did that.
He didn't care he did that he came around me and he started to rub my
diaper as he rubbed up against me kissing my neck (he had experience at
this). I was in heaven, and I knew we were gonna fuck, and have a good
fuck.
I than grabbed his hand, and turned to him, and said "Lets go to my
bedroom." We than ran to my room, with a double sized bed, big with a
walk-in closet, ocean blue walls with lots of posters, and flags.
I slammed and lock the door and I charged Connan onto the bed he fell
over onto my bed, as I lifted his shirt, he was more gorgeous than I
thought, flat tummy with a nice 6-pack coming in, and a perfect chest
with pecs, and I could tell he waxed off what body hair he had. I
started to kiss his neck and slowly moving down kissing his chest and
nipples and I got to his pants. I slowly started to unbuckle his belt
as when I got his belt off threw it across the room I slowly opened his
jeans and zipper. then revealed a big tent in his undies, he was
wearing these tight black, low-rise briefs that he look totally sexy in
like as if he were an underwear model.
I than took off my shirt and there we were, I was lying on top of him
in my diaper and him in his bikini underwear. I completely forgot that
I was in a messy diaper and he was mashing up my load. Then I asked him
to change me.
"Sure" he said as he got up off my bed as I climbed onto the changing
table. He slowly untaped my diaper as he got the wipes and towel. He
opened my soiled diaper to revile my big boner, he started to clean me
up Liberally I knew he wanted to fuck me so he didn't want shit on his
cock. After he cleaned me up and dried me with the towel he took off
his undies. There we were, two 17-year-old boys naked about to fuck
there brains out.
He started to stroke my hard cock and it felt so good getting a hand
job. My breathing was beginning to become deep and hard breaths as he
got harder pulling and stroking my cock. Than he started to kiss my
cock and sucking my dick, I moaned loudly "OH CONNAN!" never having a
blow job before it felt great. He than suddenly stop blowing me, and he
looked up to me and smiled, "your turn".
We moved over to my bed and I started to move down Connan kissing as I
went along, it was getting hot, I started sucking on Connan's dick and
he started moaning my name and saying he was gonna fuck my brains out.
I stopped blowing him and I reached over to my desk draw and opened it
and grabbed two condoms (gotta practice safe sex) I ripped open the
package and slit the condom over Connan's hard, fat, juicy cock. He
than forced me face down on the bed with my ass in the air. He slowly
interested his dick into my ass, it really like hell at first but it
slowly became very good feeling. I started to moan his name loudly and
he got faster in and out of my ass panting as he went things were
seriously getting hot. Soon after humping to me what felt like forever,
Connan reached his climax, and moaned out my name in love and shot his
load. He rolled over onto his ass, and I slit my condom on and I slowly
put my cock into his ass, and he moaned again. And I started to say
"you love being dominated by your boy! You love getting your ass fucked
by me you dirty naughty boy" I got even harder, and I started to reach
my climax my whole body started to seize and orgasm, I began to shoot
my load as I humped Connan and he shot another load at the same time. I
relaxed as I finished, threw the condoms out and we lay naked in my bed
and cuddled for what seemed like hours. Kissed and cuddled my clock
struck 6pm. And I heard the front door open and slam shut. We both
Panicked as we were naked and had been cuddling and kiss, we were
totally unprepared for what was coming.
Chapter 8: Uh Oh
I quickly told Connan to get dressed and I jumped onto the changing
table and started powdering myself and asked Connan to put the diaper
on me. He taped it up in a rush but it was snug and felt good to be in
a diaper again. I told him to turn on my laptop and go to a gaming site
and I would go see who's home as I pulled my shirt back on and I headed
downstairs. Nervous, I walked down the stairs and saw my brothers in
the kitchen talking and looking over the mail.
"Hey Andrew," Bryce said to me.
"hey, you just get in?" I said
"Yeah, we just got in from work, Cindy called in sick so I gotta go
work the graveyard shift," Said Bryce in a tired voice.
"Has Mom or dad called or come home yet?" my other brother asked.
"No, I've been home alone since I got home from school." I said.
"Really? Then whose shoes are those at the front door and car out front
across the street?" Bryce said, egging me on.
BUSTED! I thought FUCK they know, and I'm TOTALLY FUCKED. I eventually
said "Uh, I got a friend over that I met in school today." trying to
act and sound innocent and ignorant to the situation. But it wasn't
working and my brothers were hot on my trail.
"Then why are your pants on the floor over there behind the couch, and
we heard yelling?" Bryce said.
I resigned, they knew I fucked a boy and there's no way around it. I
had to tell them.
"Bryce, Tyler, there's something I need to tell you." I said in a
nervous voice as it felt like a lump in my throat, thought I was gonna
get sick.
"I'm gay!" I just said out loud.
There was a silence for a moment. I fell to the nearest chair in shame
of "What are my brothers gonna think of me now?" "Is this gonna be
something that will tear our family apart?" I looked up at my brothers
with tears in my eyes and looking terrified.
"Andrew," Bryce said. "Me and your brother, Tyler, we don't care who
you are, we just want you to be happy of who you are. We support who
you are, and we'll stand by you no matter what."
Tears splashed from my eyes as of what just happened, my brothers we're
fine with it. I hugged them for understanding what I've been going
through. I Eventually straightened up and said "Do you want to meet
him?"
"I guess so," my brother said.
So I headed up to my bedroom and told Connan, my brothers know I'm gay
and that if you wanted to meet them. He said sure, and my brothers met
Connan. They liked him. We talked for awhile than we heard the garage
door open, we knew our parents were home. When my parents came in
"Andrew, Tyler, Bryce we're home! We have dinner" Than came in holding
3 pizza boxes and big thing of fries and salad. My Parents looked at
Connan and Connan looked sheeply. My mom asked "Andrew, who is this?"
my mom asked demanding an answer.
"Mom, this is my friend Connan, we met at school today, and he's
totally cool with my health issue. He wanted us to be friends." as I
looked at him and smiled, my brother kept there mouth shut as they knew
I wasn't ready to tell my parents.
"Okay, hi Connan I'm Andrew's mom Linda, and this is Andrew's dad
Gary." my mom said.
"Hi, Linda and Gary," Connan said nervously.
Connan stayed for Dinner, we talked, we laughed, asked Connan about his
family, of that his mother was an elected representative to the Federal
Government and only saw her on Weekends and holidays. He had an older
brother that was in Vancouver for University, and that it was him
pretty much him alone most of the time. His dad died back in 2003 from
Cancer, so Connan was left to pretty much fend for himself around the
house and that. His mom had an assistant to keep the house clean, the
house full of food, and the bills paid as Connan couldn�t do all this
stuff alone. After about 2 hours of talking the sun was starting to set
and Connan stood up and said "I better head home, I got some homework
and my mom's assistant will be wondering where I am."
"Okay, Connan thanks for coming over, hope to see you again soon." my
mom said hugging him by. My dad shook his hand. I guided him to the
door as he put on his shoes and I walked with him to his car.
He got in and looked at me "I really like your family, I think I'll be
seeing you guys more often." he smiled.
I asked the question that was on my mind after we had sex. "Does this
mean we're lovers?"
He smiled and leaned over to the other side of the car. He started to
kiss me with tongues and gracefully, and said quietly, "yes we are." He
smiled. "See you tomorrow."
He drove off I looked down the street, I had this aching feeling, and
passionate feeling, I was in love, he was my first love. I turned
towards my house, and I saw my parents standing there, they had
surprised expressions on there face, and I was totally horror-struck.
They saw me and Connan French kissing! Hell was about to break loose.
Chapter 9:
As I looked in horror to my parents, I knew what exactly what they were
thinking, I knew my mother was in a state of shock, and my father was
blinded in rage as he was really homophobic and rallied with churched
to try and get same-sex marriage made illegal again. He didn't tolerate
faggots. Now his youngest son was a fag.
I stormed up to the steps and my mother and father both said at the
same time, "Andrew, can we talk?" and I didn't say anything, I didn't
want to say anything. I marched up to my room locked the door took off
my pants and jumped onto my bed, with my eyes watering with tears
thinking to myself, "What the fuck am I gonna do now?" I looked up and
towards my laptop on my desk and I noticed a note onto of my laptop, I
took it and it read
"Andrew, here is my phone number, address, and e-mail, this is just for
just incase and if you want to call me, call me at any time even if
it's 2am I will answer to hear your lovely voice. Talk to you soon babe
Love Connan."
I smiled weakly as I loaded my diaper, so I decided to take my diaper
off and clean myself and put on a clean new diaper, I threw the dirty
one in the diaper bin and I sat on the edge of my bed thinking of what
I was gonna do, I was feeling many emotions, fear, excitement, sadness,
depression, guilt, pain, pride, etc... So many I didn't know what to
feel. I looked at my alarm clock and it was 8:30pm, and the sun was
starting to set. Not wanting to deal with anything in the world, I
decided to go to bed in hoping this was all a horrible nightmare and I
would wake up tomorrow and it would be Monday again, and there was no
such person named Connan, and that life was perfect. I feel into an
uneasy, dreamless sleep...
12:19am...
I awoke distorted and reached for my glasses I turned on my lamp to see
the time, and it was 12:19am, and I said "Fuck, I've only slept for 3
and half hours." Than in the silence of my room I heard my parents
talking in the living room through the ventilation system, I rolled
over my bed as my diaper crinkled and squished against my skin from the
obvious wettings that happened when I slept. I heard a conversation
I'll never forget.
"Honey, please be reasonable about this! He's our son!" I heard my mom
said.
"I'm not having a faggot in my household! It's immoral and these fags
are the reason why our world is in the shape it is!" I heard my dad
roar in his voice.
"Father!" I didn't know my oldest brother Tyler was in this
conversation, too.
"I don't care what you think he is your naturally born son, it's not
his fault or your fault or anyone's fault of who he is, it's a mental
thing in his brain, no one told him to be gay, you had a hard enough
time dealing with him when the doctors told him he'd be in diapers his
whole life. He's in emotional stress as it is, you reacting this way
will only hurt him and tear this family apart and your so fucking stuck
up about family values you've forgotten who you are. This treatment of
him could turn him suicidal, and do you want a death on your hands?"
I thought, "Thanks Tyler, your a great brother for sticking up for me"
as I continued to listen. Than after a few seconds pause I heard my
father answer.
"None of that matters, I will not have him disobey my orders! He's just
doing this to get attention. He just hasn't found that right girl yet,
no one in this world is truly gay, there just possessed by Satan and
his ways."
"Your in more denial and ignorant than you ever have been, father, I'm
ashamed of you," I heard my brother trying to stay calm, I could tell
his voice was getting more and more annoyed with each passing second.
My father continued to speak.
"He won't live in this house of the way he is! What will my co-workers
and the neighbors think?! Our Reputation will be ruined and my image at
work will be destroyed as now I'll be labeled as a bad and sissy
father!"
Then shouting began and I didn't listen to it anymore, I was in
tears... He didn't want me here, he lost his love for me, and I won't
want to live in a household unless everyone loves me. I had to get out
of here and teach my father a lesson of treating me this way. I picked
up my cell phone and I called Connan's Cell. He eventually picked up,
and said "Hey baby."
I mumbled back "Hey sweetie" and he immediately knew something was up.
"What's wrong?!" He asked in an instant.
"My family has found out I'm gay and my dad doesn't want me in his
house anymore, I overheard their conversation in the living room as
they thought I was sleeping, now I don't want to be here." I said as
tears started to roll down my cheeks.
"Your Dipshit of a father said that?! Okay, here's what were gonna do.
Sleep �till morning, and when your parents and brothers leave for work
at 9am, I'm gonna come pick you up, pack as many things as you need.
You�re coming to live with me, as since your parents don't know where I
live, they'll start looking for you and it'll make a point... Start
packing when you can: diapers, clothes, pillows, blankets, supplies,
whatever you need...Just make sure you�re ready at 9am sharp."
I started to sob uncontrollably as I whispered "Okay, sweetie, I'll do
what..I...can," as I choked.
"You'll get through this, don't worry, things will get better. Either
way, you get to spend more time with me and I'll take care of you and
love you." he said trying to comfort me. "So I'll see you at 9am
tomorrow in front of your house?"
I said "yeah you'll see me, I'll be waiting, I'm gonna try and pack and
sleep now, I'll see you later love. Bye."
"Bye babe"
We hung up and I collapsed on the bed and cried myself to sleep of the
overwhelming feelings I was getting, and I ended up having a horrifying
nightmare, where my father was killing Connan with his car and it felt
so real I thought it was happening, and yelling "Stop stealing my son
you fucking faggot" and me trying to scream at my dad in trying to stop
him.
I woke with a sudden start panting, and sweating and me feeling shit
shoot into my wet diaper. I reached for my glasses and looked at my
alarm clock and it read 5:58am. I caught my breath and I headed for my
closet, I grabbed the suitcases out before I was thinking clearly, I
changed out of my diaper into a nice clean fresh one, it was probably
the best feeling I had since me and Connan fucked the other day. I
filled my first suitcase full of just Abena, Secure X-Plus diapers and
my supplies for my diapers. I had about 3 months worth there. My second
suitcase I filled with clothes, and my cleaning stuff for the shower
and bathroom. I filled my two suitcases up and grabbed my backpack and
filled it with a few things of miscellaneous stuff to give myself a
home feeling at Connan's but I thought to myself, "Did I want to bring
this stuff?"
When I finished it was 7:45am, so I headed downstairs in a shirt and
diaper, my dad wasn't there but my mom was, and she looked terrible,
her eyes were puffy red like she was crying, her hair was completely
messed up and she was in the clothes she wore yesterday. As I said down
to eat my breakfast in silent, my mother moved to the stairs as she
slowly moved up I could swear I heard her say, "I'm sorry, Andrew," as
if she knew I was listening last night. She went for a shower she got
herself the best she could and went off to work, I had the house to
myself it was 8:45am and I waited nervously with my bags at the door
ready for Connan.
9:00am hit and Connan's Audi pulled up into the drive way, he came to
the door only wearing boarder shorts and a tank top, with sunglasses on
his head in his spiked hair, and fuck, he looked hot!
I opened the door and he smiled and we kissed, and it was the most
wonderful feeling I felt in a what seemed like weeks but it was only
hours... He grabbed by diapered butt and squeezed it, and whispered in
my ear "I'm gonna get some of that diapered ass...How are you feeling
sweetheart?"
"I don't know what to feel honestly, I'm totally overwhelmed." I said
dullely.
He picked up my suitcases and put them in his trunk along with my
pillows and blanket, as he came up the steps again, I turned and looked
into my house, it was empty, quiet...I choked up as this could be the
last time I could be in this house, my father wasn't welcoming to who I
am and who I'm dating. I looked at the inside of my house once more,
and I turned and locked the door of the house, I felt my phone vibrate
I checked, it was my mother calling I had a feeling she knew what I
might be doing, but I didn't care, as we got into the car I didn't look
back at the house. I was able to avoid horrors that could have
happened...
Chapter 10: My New Life
"Andrew, sweetie... Babe wake up." Connan was slightly shaking me
awake, I looked around, things were different I was in a four-poster
queen sizes bed and I wondered how I got here.
"Wha-? How'd did I get here?" I asked groggily.
"You fell asleep in my car on my way to my house, I carried you to my
room and let you sleep, with the time your having I wanted you to
rest." Connan spoke softly as he came and sat beside me in his bed as
he wrapped his arms around me as I sobbed quietly into his chest, of
what all happened I wasn't sure what was gonna happen...
I notice there was something different about Connan he was still
wearing the same clothing as when he picked me up and he looked as hot
as ever. But I noticed his crotch and butt were bigger. I reached my
arm out and grabbed his crotch area, and I felt a familiar padding and
plastic crunch sound. My Boyfriend was wearing a diaper, and I ended up
asking him "Are you wearing one of my diapers?"
He smiled and blushed at me, and said, "Yeah, I am, and I gotta take a
major piss and shit, too. But I wanted to wait for you to wake up so
you could witness me shitting and wetting my first ever diaper I've
worn since I was a baby." he smiled with a mischievous smile as he took
off his shirt and pants and threw them on the bed as he rubbed his
hands on his body, I got a complete hard-on just looking at him with
his short spiked hair, rock hard abs, chest muscles. He looked at me
and walked up him just in an Abena diaper, and fuck, he looked sexy and
hot. He ruffled my hair and whispered, "look at my diaper". I could
hear the faint hissing and splashing of the urine soaking up in the
thirsty diaper, the sound of that got me more horny and rock hard. He
took my hand and put it on the front of his diaper and it was hot
filled with hot piss and I could feel his emerging boner as he finished
soaking his diaper. The whole front of the diaper was dropping and was
in coated in a tinted yellow covering, as he rubbed the front of his
diaper as he stood on his knees on the bed in front of me almost giving
me a lap dance. Than he grinned at me and he turned and got on his
hands and knees with his diapered ass in front of my face and, FUCK!
His ass looked great in a diaper! I just wanted to start humping it,
and yelling out his name of passions of love. But I knew not to do
that, as I waited as I knew the main course was coming and my rock
hard-on was wanting to pierce through the fabric of my wet and messy
diaper. He looked back and grinned again.
Than I heard it. A loud ripping fart, that sounded nice a juicy right
at the end. His diapered ass only like a foot away from my face, he
said to grunt and more loud and wet sloppy farts came out and than he
grunted "I'm pooping!". As he said that, and massive log like bump
appeared on the back of his diapered butt and it fell into the diaper,
weighing it done more. He pooped out two more long logs and farted a
zillion times, than ended his pooping show with a loud dose of almost
diarrhea ending in his bowel movement. He smiled at me while he was
brick red in the face. He came and lay beside me. And his lips attached
onto mine. As we kissed passionately his hand found my crotch and began
to rub, and I put my hand on his butt, and I began to mush up his load
and massage it around in his diaper, he began to gasp and moan, as I
rubbed up and down his diaper from front to back and I moved the poop
around and he loved it. He then stopped kissing me and told me to roll
over onto my stomach and I did. He lay onto of me and mashed up my
poopy load that was in my diaper and he began to hump me. We were loud
as he humped me shaking the bed and banging the headboard against the
wall. Connan got more forceful with his humping thrusting his diaper
area into mine, he than rolled off me and it was my turn to hump him,
at first I was bad but I soon got into the groove as I made him moan
like I did. Than I stopped and he untaped my diaper and cleaned me up
and left me naked, and than I opened up his diaper and WHEW!!! smelly
boy.
I said to him "You've been a dirty naughty boy, and naughty boy's
deserve to be punished as I stood in front of him naked with my cock
only a few feet away from his face, I cleaned up his diaper area and he
reached for his drew and pulled out two condoms, as I lay on top of him
kissing his neck and lips and slowly moving down kissing his perfect
chest and rock hard abs. I found his 8-inch cock sticking right up
staring me in the face and it screamed "suck me!". I than put Little
Connan into my mouth and sucked, Connan moaned out loud "OH ANDREW!!!"
as his hand ruffled my hair as I gave my boyfriend a blowjob, than he
said "stop Andrew" I stopped than he slipped the Condom onto his cock
and told me to turn over onto my belly and I knew what he was gonna to
do. He slowly put his cock into my asshole, it felt tender in there,
once again it hurt a little bit but I relaxed as he began to hump me. I
moaned and moaned, and yelled "oh Connan!" "DON'T STOP!" After a few
minutes of humping he came and took his cock out of my ass and I
slipped the condom onto my cock and humped him till I cam as I moan
passions of love to Connan as he moaned that he loved me, I made him
cum again on his sheets of his bed as I came into his asshole (even
through I was wearing a condom.) I took the condom off roll-over beside
Connan and looked at him and smiled.
He whispered to me "You�re my everything, and I'll never leave you, I
love you Andrew." As he kissed me, we lay naked in his bed as we got
under the bed covers and cuddled. We spent the next 30 minutes cuddling
and kissing and bullshitting about stuff.
Finally after that wonderful time, Connan said, "Emma will be by soon."
"Who's Emma?" I asked as Connan climbed out of the bed and went to get
the diaper supplies.
"She's my mom's assistant, she pops by everyday around 6pm to check the
mail, see if there's any messages and cooks me dinner if I want her
too." Connan said casually as he walked towards me with two diapers in
his hand along with powder, and lotion. He took his time diapering me
up playing with my tools, and kissing me as he diapered me up. After he
got it on he said "you do me now" I wiped him clean and lotioned him up
and powdered him taking an extra time on his balls and I brought the
diaper up between his legs and taped it shut and asked "Is it ok?" and
he said "Yeah its great nice and firm, really wraps my butt, feels like
a pillow."
I grabbed my shirt and pants, I put my shirt on and I was about to put
my pants on when Connan stopped me and said "Don't worry, she knows all
about us and you and the diaper thing, she doesn't care, she supports
us." So I left my pants on the floor and kissed Connan on the lips
"thanks love". He put on his shirt and we went to go watch T.V. we
cuddled and held each other spending more time fooling around than
actually watching T.V. I looked at my phone and it said "10 missed
calls" and "6 Voicemails" and "14 Messages"... I knew my mom would be
freaking out right now, so I texted her back saying I'm fine, and I'll
call her later around 10pm.
Emma walked in and she was a bigger lady, a plump women in her mid 30's
about 5'6 in height and had a warm welcoming feature to her with her
light brown hair with colourful highlights, and was tanned, Connan got
up and hugged and kissed her and asked how she was doing. "OH, you
wouldn't believe what kind of bullshit I had to put up with today. Had
the PMO keep calling me to arrange a meeting with your mother. and your
mother doesn't really like dealing with the conservatives and the PMO."
she finished and I asked "Who's the PMO?"
"OH! Hello Andrew I'm Emma, Connan's sort of Nanny (joking). So I'm
guessing you�re the lover he was telling me about yesterday and I
totally see why he has the hots for you, your totally adorable in your
diapers. She said with a big encouraging smile.
"Emma now that's enough, Don't scare Andrew." Connan chuckled. "And to
answer your question Andrew, PMO means Prime Minister's Office, and
there a bunch of dicks there, I've met them all there." Connan
explained.
"So what do you two love birds want for supper?" Emma asked happily.
* * *
10:00pm rolled around, Emma made an awesome dinner I was nearly about
to burst from how full I felt and I knew that'd lead to a very full and
poopy diaper later. I called my mom and explained to her of what I did
and why I did. And that I'd only come home till father is 100%
comfortable of who I am and I'm accepted by him and I can express who I
am freely. But if I turn 18 before that happens I'm staying with
Connan. I got off the phone with my mom and it was 11:00pm.
Me and Connan decided to head to bed, we both got undressed, my diaper
was only a little bit wet so I didn't change it, Connan's diaper was
soaked, so I changed him and while in the process he had his boner
appear, I gave him a hand job so his cock could fit in the diaper after
jerking him off and him shooting his cum into my face, cleaned it up,
and taped a new fresh diaper over him. We settled into bed and noticed
the sheets were changed but meh. We relaxed and we started talking like
and old married couple. We began to kiss and cuddle and wrapping around
each other, eventually be both became so tired we fell asleep into each
others arms. As we dreamed of wonderful dreams that we'd have a happily
ever after...
Chapter 11
As I stirred, I heard a sound that sounded like a humming so I rolled
over and opened my eyes, to see Connan's cat Monty sleeping and purring
on Connan's pillow, I grabbed my glasses and looked around the room to
see if Connan was in the room but he wasn't, so I stretched and got out
of bed in my soaked diaper, I wasn't wearing a shirt, than I saw a note
on the door as I was about to open it
"Morning good looking, I'm out in the yard, I'll make breakfast for us
in a bit."
I smiled as I wonder what Connan was doing in the backyard. As I
approached the back French doors I noticed there was a big pool in the
backyard, and there was splashing going on so I opened the French doors
and stepped outside in the morning sun, and it hurt my eyes as I shaded
them. As soon as my eyes adjusted I looked at the pool and Connan was
stepping out of the pool on the steps, and he was soaking wet from the
pool, and he was wearing this extremely sexy black Speedo with two
white strips on the side, he bent his hip to the side and put his hands
on his hips as water was dripping down his smooth body. I got a boner
trying to pierce through my diaper as I saw my boyfriend in a speedo
looking like a god, and I noticed he started getting a boner in his
Speedo as it started to poke out more, seeing me practically naked just
standing there in just a diaper.
"Morning good-looking" Connan smiled at me, as his body screamed at me
of "FUCK ME".
I smiled and choked out "morning sweetie" as I was totally lost for
words, I just wanted to grab him and throw both of us in the pool but I
knew my poopy diaper would pollute the pool.
He began to walk towards me slowly just testing me of if I was gonna
pounce on him, he walked up to me and put his hand on the front of my
diaper and rubbed it and said "you wanna go for a shower" he said
kissing me on the cheek. I put my hand on his cock that was wanting to
pierce through the Speedo. We ended up walking to the bathroom to the
walk in shower, he ripped off his Speedo and turned on the shower buck
naked in front of me, I took my diaper off as he smiled and stepped
into the shower, and my messy diaper landed to the floor with a "THUMP"
and I jumped into the shower with Connan where I ended up slamming him
into the wall, and the hot shower showered off the poop on my butt, I
started kissing him as our dicks brushed up against each others. We
kissed and grouped each other, necking, kissing each others chest. I
eventually moved down to his rock hard cock, and started blowing him in
the shower as he ran his fingers through my hair which was wet from the
hot shower, and I mean a HOT shower;). I started to suck Connan's dick
an he started to moan and said he had a hot dream last night where we
never stopped fucking, and he started saying dirty things like "you've
been a bad little boy pooping your diapers in front of me". As he
started to reach his climax he started to yell "SUCK ME HARDER! SUCK ME
HARDER! SUCK ME HARDER!" And as I felt him seize up he shot his load
into my mouth. It tasted kinda funny, tasted like chicken, I did
something gross and I ended up swallowing his cum, as I got up he
started soaping me up with suds, he started playing with my dick with
the suds, than he rinsed me off and than to revile my boner he gave me
a hand job to make me cum, and I ended up cumming all over his hand.
After we got out of the shower, he left the bathroom for a minute than
came back with two diapers in his hand and the diapering supplies and I
asked him "Your not seriously wearing to school are you?"
"Yes I am, I thought we'd might as well get out of the closet as fast
as we can so we can really enjoy our love in public." Connan said
bringing the diaper up between my legs.
I became nervous of what would people think. He taped my diaper up
after powdering me and lubing me up, he than lay down on the floor and
I powdered him and diapered him and slapped him on the ass as he walked
away his diapered ass moved back and forth with a slight crinkle. We
finished up getting ready, we put on our shirts, I was wearing a black
button-up collared shirt, and he was wearing a tight boarder t-shirt,
we did our hair and we went to have some breakfast in our shirts and
diapers, he started cooking bacon and eggs, with spices and herbs,
Connan knew how to cook, I started necking him as he was cooking.
"Sweetie don't, I'm gonna burn your eggs." Connan said
"Oh you've burned more than just those two eggs," I said winking at
him.
We ate our breakfast talking about anything and everything.
"-My mom says we can come visit her on the 'Hill' next month, she can
show you Ottawa and the Parliament, I'm sure you'll love it, it's
really exciting stuff, and plus we're gonna be watching a Question
Period and the politicians are so funny during that time they act all
like a bunch of kids." Connan explained.
"Sounds like a fun time. I've never been to Ottawa, I've never been
farther east than Kenora in Ontario. Don't travel much out east. My
parents have gone east all the time but I never went as usually I had
school." I said.
We finished breakfast, we finished getting ready for school, one last
look over our hair, I put on a pair of bootleg cut jeans that I got
from American Eagle and put on my Libra necklace as that was my birth
sign, than Connan put on his jeans that were tight fitting but looked
great, he as well put on a necklace, and it also had the Libra sign, he
was a Libra too, we had more in common than I thought and we found out
our birthdays were only 2 weeks apart. As we grabbed our books and our
bags, we jumped into Connan's Audi, as he grabbed my hand I grew very
nervous of what kind of reaction we would get from peers at school. I
grew more nervous as we got closer to the school. But I knew I had to
stand strong, it was a Wednesday so only had to deal with Wednesday,
Thursday, than Friday to deal with students than it'll be the weekend.
As we pulled up into the parking lot, I felt my diaper get wet and
Connan got out of the car, and opened my door for me, and as I stepped
out, he grabbed my hand, with dozens of witnesses in the parking lot,
he held my hand and we French-kissed in front of dozens of people, I
got scared but went along with it. People stared at us in shock. Then a
whisper began. We both knew what happened, we were both gay and we were
out of the closet, and the world now knew it!
Chapter 12
As we finished French-kissing in the parking lot, I had many emotions
running through my head as I looked at Connan then the peers that were
looking at us. I was feeling rage of I wanted to slap Connan and run
off and never see him again for doing that. Another part of me rejoiced
that he did kiss me and that making it easier for me, but I couldn't
decide so when Connan took my hand I started to go with the flow style
of thinking, and I heard some whispers, "Oh my god, Connan is gay!"
"Those two are fags!!!" We walked off as people started telling other
people, and I became worried, "great, second day of classes and I'm
considered a freak." I thought to myself in a sarcastic tone. Connan
and I went to our lockers to throw our coats in the locker and grab any
textbooks we needed, and as we walked the halls together holding hands
it was quite apparent that the news spread like wildfire, and plus it
was rather obvious when you see two boys holding hands and being quite
close.
We headed to Geography, I was becoming more comfortable. I looked at
Connan and kissed him on the lips and said, "A very courageous act you
did earlier, but we might have to watch our backs a bit more now, some
people might be after us."
"Well, I felt that the sooner we're out the better as then we don't
have to hide, and plus the sooner it�s out the sooner it's over,"
Connan said with a smile as we took our seats in Geography.
The dreaded quiet classroom, I hated this! As even if you shift in your
chair your diaper crinkles and if you don't want to be found out about
the diapers it certainly is hell, especially if your in a messy diaper
as if you�re in one position for an hour, it gets bothersome sometimes.
As we began working on our assignment on Rocky Mountains the teacher
left the class for a minute and people immediately started bugging me
and Connan about being gay. I ignored them and tried to do my work, not
much was said until the teacher came back and the silence was restored.
As the silence was restored I began to feel last night's dinner
starting to make it's exit. I started to get cramps in my lower
intestines and I knew very soon I was gonna take a dump, and it felt
like a big one. I turned to Connan and he had the same look of
desperation on his face of needing to take a dump. I raised my hand to
be excused to use the "washroom". The teacher excused me from class,
and as I left the class I heard Connan asking to use the washroom, and
I heard one guy make a remark "There just gonna go to the washroom to
go fuck! The fucking faggots!" I heard the teacher freak out on the
student when Connan left and closed the door, we practically ran to the
washroom, and we both went into the handicap stall, and Connan
immediately dropped his pants to reveal his wet Abena, and man, it was
soaked!
"Hehe, someone really wet that diaper in a hurry," I whispered hoping
no one would hear if incase someone was in the bathroom.
I dropped my pants and revealed my wet diaper to Connan and I knew soon
I would have a big mushy load in my diaper just by the feeling of the
cramps. Connan walked up to me and kissed me on the lips slowly and
gracefully as he rubs the back of my diaper and his diaper rubbed up
against mine I started to get a boner, I ripped a loud juicy fart that
came with a big a big wet log poking out of my asshole and it felt
wonder as Connan put his hand on the back of my diaper and the log fell
into my diaper and then a big wet turds almost in a runny diarrhea
started exploding into my diaper and Connan started to push up my
diaper against my ass and smearing my mess around as I moaned as I
finished loading my diaper and finished farting. Connan kissed me
gracefully as he whispered in my ear, "My turn". Connan then proceeded
with bending down and started to grunt, then I heard it *SPLAT!* a
noisy load shot out into his diaper as it made a massive bulge and the
back of the diaper began to turn colour as Connan finished pushing out
his mushy wet load we began to grope in the bathroom, and after a
couple of minutes we put our pants back on after feeling each other up
and mushing our loads we went to the nurse and got changed...
* * *
The weeks went by Me and Connan continued to grow closer, I was talking
to my mom about twice a week, had my brothers visit me about once a
week, my father still hadn't bothered to contact me and I wasn't gonna
call him until he apologized. A warm April went into a rainy and cool
may, me and Connan spent our days working out in his gym in the
basement to keep in shape. He bought me new diapers and a swim diaper
so we can swim together in his pool. As the weeks passed the homophobia
and comments started to die down as it didn't seem to bother us. We
spent the rainy days cuddling up on the couch in a t-shirt and diaper,
sometimes when our legs would rub together I would get boned and horny.
Emma was a fun and supportive as ever and mid-way through May I was
told after exams that we were all going to Ottawa to visit Connan's
mom, I hadn't met her in person but talked to her a couple of times
over the phone, I was nervous meeting her, but excited that I get to do
some traveling. No one had found out about my diapers yet which is
surprising considering that me and Connan now were both wearing full-
time and I'm starting to notice he's becoming more incontinent as it's
easier for him to wet and poop his diapers, nightly sex is always fun.
A rainy may turned into a heat-wave June, temperatures in the 30c (90)
and 40c (100) range, made my diaper area sweaty but a perfect time for
summer to kick in, pull out the shorts!
It was a hot June afternoon, me and Connan were out walking enjoying
the day and the heat holding hands, and enjoying the peace. We came to
a crosswalk waiting for the light to turn so we could cross. As the
little man appeared Connan moved up ahead a bit of me and I then heard
a loud honking from a car, I jumped back and fell over, but I heard a
scream and saw a sight that tore my life apart, I saw Connan, being hit
by a car at 60km/h (35mph) He slammed the pavement as he was out cold,
I started screaming and crying at what I saw, there was blood, people
were on their cell phones calling 911. I ran over to Connan to see if
he was conscious, he wasn't. I was screaming for help and crying as I
checked his pulse, it was weak, I began to perform CPR to keep blood
moving, I looked over to the car that hit Connan, the entire windshield
was smashed in, including the front of the car and then I recognized
the license plate on the car; it was my father's car...
My nightmare was reality, my father was out trying to kill Connan, as I
saw my dad climb out of the car, I got a seething anger, I took my
shirt off and tied it around Connan's leg to restrict the blood loss,
as I became a seething anger for my father I was also crying that I
could be losing my lover, my boyfriend, my life. As the ambulance
arrived, so did Emma, she hugged me and we cried as the ambulance
pulled off with Connan in it, his pulse was weak and I was scared to
lose him, I saw my father sitting in another ambulance getting treated
for a minor wound, our eyes met he grinned an accomplished smile to me,
and smirked, I ran over with the crowd still watching, yelling "YOU
FUCKING MURDERER! YOU KILLED MY BOYFRIEND! I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE,
FATHER!" spit flew out of my mouth as I continued to yell profanity I
came up to the ambulance where my father was sitting, I made a fist and
punched him as hard as I could into his face, when my fist made contact
with his face, I could hear bones cracking, I had broken his nose. I
had Emma and police officers pull me back and I tried to break free of
wanting to kill my father for his plan for murdering my boyfriend. Then
the cops sat me down in the cop car, and I broke down in massive tears,
I held onto Emma and cried into her and I cried, as I didn't know what
had become of my Boyfriend, my life, my lover, was he dead? Or was he
alive? I didn't know, all I knew was, that I was going to get even with
my father, and hope he was going to rot in jail...I was sure of that.
The police took us to the hospital they took Connan and we waited in
the waiting room hoping for news...I had a loaded and wet diaper but I
didn't care, I was given a tank-top shirt to cover up, I sat beside
Emma, but I constantly got up and paced, I was scared, Emma had told me
Connan's mom was already on a plane back to Winnipeg. I eventually sat
down and fell asleep. When I woke the doctor was standing there in
front of us with a blank stare, his face gave us no ease at all. He
opened up his mouth and spoke these words....
"He's going to live...We stabilized him and he's in ICU."
Chapter 13
I fell back into the chair in tears, I had tears streaming down my face
and my heart was pounding against my chest, the words I heard made me
feel that I just won the lottery. But the doctor though said we're not
out of the woods quite yet. Saying he was in medically induced coma.
Emma asked the injuries he sustained.
"His left leg was broken in 4 places, thankfully there was no interior
bleeding there. 3 broken ribs all on his left side which caused his
left lung to collaspe. Since the car hit him on the left side of him
his left side sustained the most damage. Thankfully the broke rips
didn't puncture his heart, the chances of full recovery are good, we're
just worried about one kidney and lung, we took him into surgery to
reinflate his lung and the kidney is currently failing right now but
the other is healthy, we'll keep a very close eye on Connan. He may
need to go into surgery to remove the left kidney if it doesn�t recover
in the next 72 hours. But other then that, chances are good for a full
recovery."
Emma breathed a sign of relief and I glanced up at Dr. Polson and
smiled through my tears, and I had one question to ask him "Can I see
my baby?"
Dr. Polson said to me "we're currently setting up all up in the ICU
and ensuring things are all set up and secure, we'll let you in about 1
hour to ensure all the staff know about Connan's condition." he glanced
at the clock it was 10:30pm and he looked over at me and Emma and
pulled out his wallet "here's $40 go get something to eat, you guys
must be starving. The cafeteria is downstairs and it's still open."
We thanked Dr. Polson as Emma accepted the money and she looked at me
and asked "Do you need a change?"
"Oh right yea" as I noticed my diaper was totally soaked and messy, it
was almost leaking as I was wearing it all day.
Emma took me to that handicap stall and changed me out of my messy
diaper, my private areas felt the cool air, it felt good. She cleaned
me up and powdered and diapered me up, I put my shorts back on. I felt
like a dead person walking I was totally overwhelmed with emotion, I
was like a walking zombie I felt nothing, all I wanted to do was see
Connan.
As we entered the cafeteria the smell of fresh bread, soup, and pizza
met my nostrils, it was a welcoming smell to me as I looked at what
they had to eat. An elderly lady created us with a warm welcoming smile
and asked "what can I make for you tonight?"
"I'd like to have a BLT sandwich on whole wheat bread and a bowl of
cream of mushroom soup." Emma said. The little old lady made it up
faster then I realised or that my mind was on super slow motion and I
wasn�t paying attention, I wanted to see Connan, my eyes were still
watery, red, and puffy from all the crying.
"What can I get for you sweetheart?" When she said that, I fell to the
floor with my heart falling hard then stones and I fell into a chaotic
mass of tears. Emma and the old lady ran over to me comforting me as I
struggled to pull myself together. I just couldn't believed what has
happened today, my heart was pulling down in my chest, my stomach was
sick, and my brain was just ready to explode. Emma sat down next to me
as I cried into her shoulder. "Sweetheart" that's what Connan said to
me, I imagined him saying that to me all the time it kept repeating
"sweetheart", I thought I'd never hear that from Connan again
"sweetheart, are you ok?" I was distraught, it was Emma and the old
lady that was actually saying sweetheart. I looked up, there were 2
nurses there along with Emma and the old lady. "Andrew? Do you want to
eat sweetie?" Emma asked me in a soothing, motherly voice.
"No, I don't want to eat, I'm not hungry" I managed to choke out. "I'm
wondering if I could get $20 and go for a walk?" I started to feel
stupid on how I was acting, I started to get this feeling in the pit of
my stomach. This feeling was different from what I had felt before, it
was revenge, rebellion, rage and anger. I wanted to hurt people, throw
things, ruin people's lives. I was losing everything, I had lost my
father's love, my family was now torn apart, my boyfriend is dying and
here I am sitting on the floor crying like a baby. Emma gave me the
entire $40 and said "it's ok, go for a walk, take as much time as you
want, clear your head sweetie." I grabbed the $40 and got up quickly
and ran out the door. I ran out of the hospital and looked for the
nearest cab. I flagged one down, got in and told him to go to the North
End, "Selkirk Ave please"
"Okay, bud, that'll be $20 when we get there" the cab driver said to
me. I stared out the window thinking. Thinking hard, I was distraught
and I needed to escape the pain I felt.
Once I was dropped off at Selkirk Ave. and Main St. I was in the middle
of the ghetto area of town. "Perfect" I said with satisfaction. There
were many shady characters around and I began to walk down Selkirk Ave.
I had one guy come up to me and said "hey man, do you want some weed
and cocaine?" In my sane mind I would have outright said no, but I was
hurting I wanted to escape it and good to a happy place, I asked how
much. He could tell I was really new at this, and he said "here's the a
deal for ya buddy, I'll give you 2 ounces and a small baggie of coke
for $200." I handed him $200 I had in my wallet and he gave me the coke
and weed with rollers. I told him thanks and he walked off. I put the
drugs in my pocket and I continued walking. I soon found an empty park
just off Selkirk Ave. on Arlington St. I sat on a bench and I put the
coke on the bench and took my bank card out and a $10 bill and rolled
up, I cut the coke and snorted up. My nose burned but I felt a rush.
The pain was gone. I was experiencing a high I never felt before and it
was good. I began to roll some joints and I pulled out a match book I
had in my pocket, I always carried matches incase someone asked me for
a light. I lit up and took a big whack of the joint. It was strong
shit. After a couple of puffs I began to mellow out and relax, the pain
was totally gone. I was more interested in getting something to eat
now. I wanted to have a giant burger with a huge side of fries.
I noticed cops were a couple of blocks away patrolling the street "oh
shit" I thought, I immediately finished my current joint and stashed
the rest away in my pocket. I got up and walked away from the cops
towards the cops as I saw a restaurant near by. The cops looked at me
strangely seeing a nicely dressed white boy in the ghetto, but they
probably knew I was there doing drugs. I cross the street back onto
Selkirk Ave., and head to the burger joint called "Ma and Pa's burgers,
A Winnipeg legacy". I opened up the door and the restaurant was an old
style restaurant like you'd see in the 1950's but it was clean and well
kept, I sit on the stool at the front counter, totally baked I look at
the menu and see the pictures of burgers and I began to drool at the
pictures. A Middle-aged woman with curly ginger coloured hair wearing a
red and rainbow vest with a million button's on them come over to me
and asked me "what'll you'll have hun?" as she ripped open a new pad of
paper, I giggle as her attire looks fun, and I stop my fits of laughing
I order the great Manitoba burger; a double cheeseburger with ham,
bacon, tomato's and everything you can think, and with a big side of
fries and Dr Pepper. As I sat there looked around totally stoned and my
mouth still drooling from the burgers and the smells. I was in a
completely different world right now. I grabbed a newspaper from
yesterday and read it and as I read it, I farted and I started to
giggle at my naughty thing, I was starting to feel aroused "must be the
pot or something" I thought, the waitress with the fun attire put the
burger and fries in front of me and it was huge as I dug in. It was
like god's food. I motored through the burger and fries and when I was
done my belly was sticking out I felt so full. I felt something vibrate
in my pocket but I ironed it, I paid for my food after I finished and
as I walked out the door I felt my diaper get wet and I began to go
into a giggle fit. As I walked down the street I look at a clock tower
"12:49am" was almost 1am, I could feel the coke starting to wear off
but I was feeling horny as hell right now. As I walked I kept grabbing
my crotch through my pants and playing with myself, I soon found my
park I was in earlier. I felt pressure in my bowels I knew I was gonna
poop soon "hehe I'm gonna go poopy soon" as I sat down on the bench I
continued to rub my diaper and I quickly got a boner as I massaged my
cock through my wet diaper, so the pressure became greater and greater
and as I began to rub harder on my diaper my sphincter opened up and
shit just came out and spread all over my diapered ass squishing up my
butt crack and coating my ass all over and coming up and coating my
balls and cock as I now started to mash up and rub my diaper harder, my
boner got even harder and I rubbed faster and really tried to grab my
cock through the diaper fabric the shit that coated my balls really
made me begin to reach my climax, I started to moan and groan I rub and
rub and I could my orgasm cumming and I began to orgasm I felt cum just
shoot massively into my messy diaper and I finished rubbing and relaxed
as I moaned loudly as I came, it was the greatest orgaism ever, I
thought the drugs really enhanced it I guess, but I dunno. As I relaxed
on the bench I looked at my cell phone and it said "4 missed calls" I
check my phone and it was Emma, she must be wondering where I am. I
check the time on my phone and it was almost 2am, and I thought I
should head back, the pot was starting to get a little less effect on
me. I walk back to Selkrik Ave, and Main St., I flag down a taxi and
told him to take me to Lord Stanley hospital.
The Taxi ride to the hospital seemed faster then when I left it a
couple of hours ago. When I got there the charge was $20 so I paid the
cab driver and walked into the hospital. It was quiet, really quiet,
there was a one or two people floating around as they were staff, as I
walked I tried to remain as sober as possible looking, as I walked I
saw the door "ICU Waiting room" I looked across the hall and there was
a door on the other side and it read "Intensive Care Unit Room"; "so
that's where he is" I thought. I walk into the waiting room, there's no
one there, I don't know where Emma is but I assume she went to go pick
up Connan's mom. I find the couch in the waiting room, I turn the TV on
and put the volume on low, I lay down on the couch, and eventually fall
asleep waiting to see my love in the morning...