Understanding Girlfriend Summary: A young man tells his girlfriend his darkest fantasy. It was a warm summer night and my girlfriend Erica and I were chatting in bed. She was snuggled up with her back turned to me and pressing her slim firm body up close to me. The smell of her dark blond hair filled the room with a sweetness that had me push my nose up close. I was watching her breathing and the contours of her curves and perfect breasts rhythmically moving up and down. I slid my hand up her thigh, across her hip and waste which made her quiver. She let out a little giggle which always made me smile. “What’s your deepest darkest fantasy?” She asked. “You mean sexual?” I replied. “Yes.” “You are,” I said as I gave her squeeze. She giggled. “No sweetie, that’s not what I meant.” “I don’t know, I like everything that we do already.” I said. “Like what?” She asked. “I like when you handcuff me to the bed, spank me and tell me I’m naughty, things like that.” “You do huh?” She replied with an evil smile that made me swallow hard. “I bet there’s something else that you haven’t told me yet.” She said as she turned to face me. “Maybe,” I said in a taunting voice. “Why don’t you tell me?” She asked. “I don’t know, it’s kind of embarrassing,” I said as I looked away. “Hmm, well if I guess it, will you tell me?” She asked. I took a deep breath. “Yea I guess so.” “Okay!” She sat up excitedly in the bed with a big smile on her face. “Let get started.” “Do you like hard core S&M?” “Not hardcore, the stuff we do already is fine. Why, do you?” “Shhhh!! This isn’t about me. Just say yes or no,” she remarked with a frown. “Do you like that clown porn?” “No,” I laughed. “That’s not my thing.” She leaned over and gave me a smack on my ass. “Say yes or no, nothing else,” she demanded. “One more time and I’ll have to punish you.” “Ouch!! Fine,” I said, rubbing my cheek. She then pushed me on back and straddled me looking down on me with her beautiful green eyes. “What about... cartoon porn?” She asked. “Ha ha ha ha, no honey, the Little Mermaid is cute and all but I like real life.” She fell silent and stared hard at me with a small frown on her face. “Oops, I guess that was more than yes or no.” I peeped. She leaned over to the side of the bed and pulled out 2 pairs of handcuffs and a sock. She then grabbed my left hand and pulled it towards her. She opened the handcuff and slid it around my wrist and firmly tightened it, click….click …click…click, she then continued to pull my handcuffed wrist up to the bed post and lock the other end in place. My right hand was next until I was left with my arms spread apart leaving me defenseless and at her mercy. Next she took the sock and with that mischievous smile quietly said, “Now open your mouth.” I did, and she stuffed the sock in. “Now since you can’t control your mouth you will either nod or shake your head when I ask you questions, do you understand?” I nodded. “Good boy,” she chirped, with a smug satisfaction on her face. She continued with a few more sexual fantasies that she had heard of with me shaking my head until finely she came to one. “What about infantilism?” I went silent and froze which made her give me a quizzical stare. I returned her stare with one of confusion, or at least tried to. She leaned forward and pulled the sock from my mouth. “Do you like infantilism?” She asked sternly. “What is it?” “When a person likes to be put into diapers and treated like a baby or a little boy,” she answered. “Oh, I ugh, never heard of it,” I stuttered. Erica just giggled. “Sure you haven’t, baby.” She leaned in close and pushing her breasts into my chest and whispered in my ear. “Would you like me to give you a spanking and tell you what a bad boy you are while I powder your bum and put you in diapers?” At this point I couldn’t keep my breathing calm and I new she could feel that through her perfect breasts not to mention the massive erection that had gone beyond any I had ever had. I swallowed hard again. “Erica, I...” “It’s okay, baby, I’ll put you back in diapers, you don’t have to be embarrassed.” At that point I turned my head which Erica swiftly corrected by grabbing my chin and pulling it back to face her. Her green eyes stared right through me and I gave up any fight that I might have had. She sweetly smiled at me, “It’s okay sweetie, I’m not mad and I don’t feel weird about it. If anything, it will give us something new. I love you for all you are no matter what.” “I love you too Erica.” She smiled and gave me a deep kiss. “Now, let me hear you say it,” She prompted. “I... I like...infantilism,” I whispered. “Good boy. Now, do you have any diapers here? “What? Diapers? Here? Now?” “Yes Mr. twenty questions. Diapers, here, now,” she responded. “Well...I didn’t expect... I mean...” “Where are they?” she purred. “There in the locked box in the garage,” I sighed. “And where’s the key to the locked box?” She purred as she playfully bit my ear. “It’s under the night lamp,” I said as I looked to the lamp to my left. “Good boy. I’ll be right back.” She hopped up, put on her panties and tank top and swiftly left the room leaving me still cuffed to the bed. She came back about 5 minutes later with a duffle bag and that mischievous grin. “I hear there’s a naughty little boy that needs to be punished,” she stated. I squirmed and pulled against the handcuffs. She hopped up on the bed, placed the bag to the side while pulling out some of its contents, baby powder and a soother. She looked to me with the soother in her fingers and said, “open up little boy.” I did and she popped the soother in my mouth. Next she looked in the bag and looked to me with an evil grin. “Look what I have for naughty my boy,” she purred as she pulled out the super absorbent adult diaper, crinkling, as she brought close to me and dropped it on my chest. “First things first,” she stated, “you didn’t tell me about this before and secrets are lies which you must be punished for.” With that she grabbed my feet and held my legs up with her left hand and began spanking me hard... smack… smack… smack. “You keep that soother in you mouth young man or you’ll get 40 more,” she ordered. At 38 spanks I spat out the soother and asked her to stop. In truth, I wanted more spanks. She gave me 2 more and put my legs down. “Looks like someone is enjoying their spanking too much,” she realized. She then turned both my legs to the side and straddled them, exposing my butt and preventing me from being able to turn on my back again. She popped the soother back in my mouth and began spanking hard again but this time, with the better leverage that made it hurt…. a lot. “Bad boys don’t get to enjoy spankings. If that soother comes out again, you’ll get another 50, she scolded.” After the spanking was over, she released me and I turned to my back with my butt feeling like it was on fire. She moved over and pulled my legs apart and began sprinkling baby powder over my stomach and penis while softly rubbing it in. “If you weren’t such a naughty boy, Erica wouldn’t spank you,” she said. “Now be a good boy and lift your butt up so I can get you diapered.” I did as I was told and she took the diaper and unfolded it. The sound of the crinkling and the smell of the powder was beyond ecstasy. Erica slid the diaper under me and softly pushed down on my penis to lower me in place. “Spread your legs wider, honey, I have to tape up your diaper.” I groaned in pleasure as I spread my legs around her. She adjusted the diaper and pulled it up slowly between my legs and over my waist. “We have to make sure your diaper is nice and snug. We don’t want to have any diaper leaks now do we sweetie?” She asked. I shook my head. Once she was satisfied with the height of my diaper, she began to tape up the right side. Her beautiful fingers expertly taped the side and rubbed the tape in making the diaper crinkle. She then pulled the diaper tight over my waist and taped up the other side. “There we go, now I have you nice and comfy in your snug diapers, but before I un-cuff you we have to go over some rules,” Erica explained. 1. “No taking off your diapers, only I can touch them no matter what.” 2. “The game ends when I want it to, not when you do.” 3. “If I feel you need a spanking then you will lie over my lap and have one.” 4. “No touching yourself or getting off without my permission.” “Do you understand my rules?” I nodded. She then took the keys to the cuffs and un-cuffed me never letting that smile leave her face. “So?” She asked. “How do you feel now that I have you in a thick snug diaper?” “I feel... A little embarrassed...” I said. “Aww, poor little guy,” she teased. “Some naughty boys have accidents and have to be diapered and changed by their girlfriends, sweetie.” I sat up. The diaper crinkled and I could feel the bulk between my legs. I looked at Erica and to my surprise she was touching herself and biting her lip. “Be a good boy and walk around.” She ordered. I stood up and walked around the bed the diaper crinkling as went. When I got the other side, Erica grabbed my arm and pulled me towards her. “I think my boy deserves a treat.” With that, Erica pulled off her tank top and pulled me over her thighs. With her left arm she held my head and pushed my face into her perfect breast. I spit out the soother, opened my mouth, and sucked on her nipple. Her right hand first grabbed my diapered squeezing it over and over. I then felt her hand smoothly move to the waste band of my diaper and to the front feeling my erection. Slowly at first, she began rubbing her hand. I immediately began the first tingle of an orgasm and as she went faster and fast to my moaning she whispered. “Cum for me.”