To Whom it May Concern Summary: Young boy gets what he wished for a wouldn't want it any other way. To whom it may concern: I am writing you this letter because I am currently at home and don't know what to do. This is going to sound really strange but I have to tell somebody about it. I don't think I need anyone's help but I just wanted to share what is happening to me so other kids my age can feel as good as I do. When I was 10 yrs old I was at home one day eating dinner and I wet my pants. I suppose I just wasn't thinking about it at the time because I was hungry. Mum treated it like any other accident and I was told to change my pants. I think it was from that moment on that I enjoyed the feeling of wetting myself and getting the extra attention for my parents. Mum came upstairs and helped me change my pants and I rushed back downstairs to finish dinner. Nothing was said to me but after dinner I couldn't get the idea out of my head about how good it felt to wet myself. I went to bed that night and went to sleep thinking about wetting myself again. I woke up in the early hours of the morning and need to go pee desperately but then I thought just do it in the bed and then in one second my pee came out everywhere. It was nice and warm but a bit smelly. I went back to sleep soaked in my own pee. Mum came in early and woke me up to find everything wet. I looked down and I did make a big mess, Mum looked at me and told me to get in the shower and get ready for school while she cleaned up my mess. I had a big smile on my face on my way to the shower and thought what a great night. After shower I had breakfast and mum told me that if I keep having accidents and not telling any one or doing anything about it I would be treated like a baby. If I was to have accidents and tell them straight away I could wear training pants. I told mum it wouldn't happen again and I was sorry. On my way to school I couldn't stop thinking about diapers or training pants. On the way home I was thinking about wearing a diaper and being treated like an infant and how comforting and nice it would feel. But training pants I could wet and not have to worry about other kids as much and could change them myself. But the thought of wearing a diaper was just so nice in my head. I looked down suddenly and I had wet the front of my grey school shorts and my socks where even wet. I sat down a block from my house and I knew I had to make a decision on if I wanted diapers or training pants or underpants. I knew I loved the feeling of wetting myself; but diapers, that's a whole different thing. I knew I didn't want training pants because I knew they where training pants so I wouldn't have them for long and the idea of diapers and being treated like a baby again sounded interesting. I decided diapers it would be. I thought now I've just got to wet a lot and not notice it or tell mum. I walked in the front door with my wet pants and ran upstairs and got changed. I said hello to mum and she was surprised I was changed already. I sat down and played my X-Box for a while and needed to pee again so I did it right on the carpet and soaked everything. About 10 minutes mum came into the room and looked at me with a huge wet patch around me. She told me to stop laying there and go get changed she walked up with me to my room and got another pair of pants for me to change into and put my wet pants in my hamper. She then saw my wet school pants and she asked why I was wetting so much. I said, "I don't know, mum" with a smirk on my face. She said, "Will, if you keep having accidents and don't realise it, you're going back in diapers. You have one more day and if you have any more accidents that will be it will be back to diapers and being treated like a baby." I smiled and had a head rush of all the great things that I could get tomorrow. Mum then looked at me and said, "You're smiling. You want to be treated like a baby again, don't you?" I said, "no mum," but I should have said yes, silly me. After dinner I went to bed and had sweet dreams about being treated like a baby again. I wondered why I had these feelings, but I thought being treated like a baby is a nice idea and won't hurt me. I woke up again in the early hours of the morning and decided while I was still sleepy I should wet my bed again. It was only when mum woke me up for school and looked at my wet bed and said when I was at school today she would get everything she would need for my new life. I realised then I had wet the bed in the early morning but forgot that it was the final straw for my mother. I went to school that day and I my mind couldn't think straight because I was only a few hours away from being diapered. My teacher even asked if I was all right because my eyes where wondering. On my way home from school I was almost around the corner when I needed to pee I thought why not do it my pants for one last time. I wet myself again and down to my socks. It was Friday so I knew I had all weekend to play with my diapers. I got home with mum looking at my wet pants and said, "Are you okay, baby?" I smiled and said, "I am okay." It happened on the way back from school and not at school. Mum said for me to come into the kitchen and sit down. She gave me some medicine to take and I took it with some water. Mum sat down next to me and said the medicine I just took will make me pee all the time and poo as well. It would also make me talk funny like a toddler does. It will also make my body a little bit smaller and stop me from growing. I didn't think much about it. Mum said I was going to be treated like a 2 year old all the time and there was no way out of it. I smiled and she said it was nice to see I wanted to be treated that way. She picked me up and placed me on her hip and carried me to my bedroom, but when the door opened and there was my room everything had changed. There was a nice wooden crib with a top and Pooh bear all over the walls and a change table and diapers under the table. Mum placed me on the change table. She took off my school clothes and left me naked on the change table with the strap over my waist while she got my diaper and some clothes for me to wear. She got a Huggies wipe and cleaned my areas. She then got a diaper and placed it under my bottom and got some baby powder and shook a little bit on me. Mum got the front of the diaper and pulled it over my front and it did the tapes up tight. I looked down to see it going right up over my waist and over my stomach. It was a Pampers size 6 and was a plastic type and was really nice and thick. I couldn't put my legs together because of the huge amount of diaper between my legs. Mum smiled at me and told me I looked really cute. She then got some clear plastic pants and pulled them up my legs and over the diaper. They were nice. I could still see my diaper and they were very puffy. I was in heaven looking up at the ceiling when mum did a raspberry on my tummy and made me laugh a lot. She then pulled a shirt over me and it had Bob the Builder pictures all over it. It was then mum pulled the shirt tight and joined it together at the bottom and that made my diaper tighter. Mum pulled some shortalls up my legs and did the straps up through my shirt so they wouldn't fall down to one side. I looked down and could see the snaps on my shortalls. I looked really cute, just like a little two year old. Mum put some Bob socks on me and some Bob the Builder slip-on sneakers the style for little boys who didn't know how to tie their own shoes. Mum then placed a Bob the Builder bib around my neck and attached a pacifier to it with a clip and placed it into my mouth. I was in heaven I couldn't believe I had just been changed from a big schoolboy to a little toddler. Mum said, "now, baby go outside and play, but I want you home before dark." I had to think about it for a little while because I knew this was my new life as a toddler, but to go out and show my friends and everybody with my little boy clothes on and diaper showing through the snaps in my shortalls. There was no way to hide the fact I was a little toddler. And not to mention the fact every time I moved you could hear the plastic crinkle from my thick diaper. Mum gave me a big cuddle and said, "darling, your friends will always like you if they are your true friends and the fact that you are now treated and look like a two year old is a good thing." It made me happy to know that mum was right and I started to waddle to the local park. When my friends saw me with my shortalls and bib and pacifier attached they all came over and couldn't believe that I was so lucky to be looking like a toddler. I sat down next to the sand pit and a few of my friends joined me in playing but when they sat down they could see my plastic pants sticking out of my shortalls and could plainly see that I was wearing a thick baby diaper. One of the boys touched my shortalls and wanted to see the diaper. I think he couldn't believe I was wearing one. He undid a few snaps and touched the plastic pants to feel my diaper. He smiled and said wow, and then helped me do the snaps back up. I noticed it was getting dark and didn't think much of it but soon my friends said goodbye and it was dark already and I left to go home, but by the time I got home it was really dark. Mum wasn't happy. She gave me a slap on the butt but it didn't hurt because of my new thick padding. She said I was to be home before dark and not after dark and she will fix the problem tomorrow. She said it was dinnertime and to come into the kitchen. I saw in the kitchen a nice new padded Graco high chair. Mum picked me up and placed me in the high chair and fastened the straps tight. Mum then got some dinner ready while I sat there and looked at my plastic pants sticking out of my shortalls still and trying to see if my diaper was wet or not, but I couldn't tell. The diaper must really work well if I couldn't tell. Mum got some mashed-up dinner and started to feed it to me but I couldn't open my mouth all the way for some reason and half of it ended up on my face and some on my bib. Mum wiped me down and cleaned up the mess from the high chair and around my face. She unstrapped the harness and picked me up and placed me in front of the television and stuck a baby bottle in my mouth with some milk but it wasn't milk. It was baby formula but I liked the taste of it and made me settle down a lot. Soon mum came in and I had finished the bottle of milk and was watching TV still. She picked me up and took me to my bedroom and placed me on the change mat and took off my clothes and plastic pants. She then undid the tapes from my thick Pampers and I looked down to see my poo all over my diaper and the diaper was soaked. I said, "mum, I didn't do any poo or pee." She said, "that's the new baby pill working." I smiled while she cleaned me up and placed another Pampers thick diaper under me and then to my surprise she got out a fitted cloth diaper and pinned it to me and then came my plastic pants. I couldn't believe it. I couldn't put my legs together and the two diapers were so high I couldn't bend at my waist at all. She told me because I was going to be she wanted to make sure I didn't have any leaks. Mum then went to the cupboard and got out some pyjamas for me and she slid them up my feet when I noticed it was cotton Pooh bear footed pyjamas. With snaps up the front, she fitted it to me lovingly and placed a new pacifier in my mouth. Mum picked me up and opened the top of my crib and placed me inside and kissed me good night and locked the top. I sucked on my pacifier and kept feeling my diaper to see if it was wet or not and I loved the way it felt. I soon fell asleep. I was woken up to mum picking me up and placing my on my change table again. I looked down and there it was again my diaper was full of poo and pee. I couldn't believe that so much came out of me and made such a mess with out me knowing. Mum placed a fresh Pampers on me and it sure felt great to have a clean, dry bum and fresh thickness of the Pamper encasing my hips. Mum went to the cupboard and got out a sailor suit. She came over and fitted a pair of white tights up my legs and over my diaper. They felt nice and soft and warm and covered my legs nicely She then fitted a cloth pair of pants like the plastic ones, not shorts-type and then my white sailor shirt with bow at the front. I looked so cute. I couldn't believe I looked so cute but the pants showed everyone that I was dressed as a toddler and was wearing a diaper. Mum attached my sailor bib and attached my pacifier to it. I waddled downstairs and I was placed in the high chair and was fed my breakfast. Mum told me today we where going shopping and then to the pool and then you can play in the park. I didn't want to be treated or dressed any other way I was having the time of my life and I was loving every minute but going to the shops and pool and to the park. Being dressed as a little sailor toddler was not something I had thought about before. I finished my breakfast and mum put me down to watch some TV. Thomas the Tank Engine was on and I have always loved that show. As soon as it was over my mum attached a baby harness around my chest over though my arms and clicked together at the back. It had safety 1st written on it I looked so cute I but I remembered that I was going shopping and had to wear this thing everywhere knowing my mother. All of a sudden I felt the leash of my harness being pulled and mum was taking me out to the car. As mum opened to door I saw a brand new baby car seat in the back. It was a soft padded fisher price seat, mum picked me up and placed me in the car seat and pulled my arms thought the straps and click it together in front of my diaper. I felt something funny going on and it was mum's finger in my diaper and was checking to see how wet I was it was but I knew I hadn't wet it too much because it wasn't heavy yet. Mum drove off while I was still admiring the straps holding me firmly into the seat and the baby harness that I was still wearing. It was then I looked at myself and admired how cute I was looking in my sailor clothes and pacifier in my mouth and strapped in nice into a baby car seat with my loving mummy in the front I was so happy I couldn't believe why any boy would want to be treated any other way. We soon arrived at the large shopping centre in town and mum picked me up out of the car seat and took my leash as we walked in. I couldn't help but waddle a lot with my thick diapers on and noticed that other kids around my age where all looking at me. But I didn't care I was loved and I felt great and didn't have a care in the world. I got pulled back with the harness a few times but I liked the idea of not getting lost and I knew mum was always close and attached to me. Mum was soon finished shopping and we headed back to the van and I was soon buckled in my baby seat and we where on our way to the pool. We arrived at the pool it was only a couple of blocks away and mum walked me in with my leash firm in hand and we walked over to a grassy patch next to the pool. Heaps of boys where there around my age and all looked at me when mum laid me down on the grass and started to pull off my sailor outfit and then pulled down my tights by this time quite a few boys had noticed me and we looking over to see me. Mum took my diapers off and pulled up a Huggies Little Swimmer with Finding Nemo on the front and then she pulled a floatation jacket over me. She then put sunscreen all over me and then let me play in the pool. I start to have fun swimming around and playing in the water until a couple of kids my age came up to me and asked why I was being treated like a baby and wearing diapers, too. I told them because I like wearing diapers I don't have to stop and go to the toilet and being treated like a baby is great. You get all your meals in little pieces and you don't have to do anything; mummy does it all for me. They didn't say anything but one of the boys said, "wow, that sounds cool." I kept on playing until mummy picked me up out of the pool and lay me down on the grass pulled the sides of my Little Swimmer off and took off my floaties. I lay there naked while she dried me off with a towel and then placed a fresh Pampers diaper under my bottom and taped it up tight. Then came my white tights and sailor suit. Then came my harness strapped on tight and off we went to the car. After a while we arrived at the park where I was allowed to play until it got a little dark. Some of the kids looked at the diaper that was showing though my short sailor shorts. Soon as the sun was going down mum connected the leash to my harness and led me over to the grass where she was waiting and changed my diaper right there in front over everybody. I was going to say something but I loved my diapers and didn't want anything to change. I soon had a fresh Pampers on and my pants pulled up, and was soon strapped in my car seat nice and tight. We got home finally after a busy day and was soon fed dinner in my high chair and allowed to watch some TV. It was around 8pm when mum called me in for a bath. In the big bath there was a baby bath seat and I was soon stripped of my clothes and diaper and was sitting upright in the seat and allowed to play in the bath with some fisher price toys. Mum came in after a little while and washed my hair with baby shampoo and washed my body all over with baby soap. I soon smelt like a baby and was taken out of the bath and dried off and taken to my bedroom and placed on my change table. Mum soon had some powder on me and a clean pampers taped up tight and a cloth cover and plastic pants. Then came my footed sleeper and my nighttime baby bottle and was placed in the crib and was kissed goodnight. Why would I want anything to change? When will boys around the world realise this is a better way to live for any boy?