The Story of David Mayter (2004)
Entry 05: Tension and Conflict
”At this moment in time, during this time
I write this entry, I am not sure what to be feeling…fear and depression are
the main emotions that are filling my mind at this moment and time. I’m trying
to calm and keep cool, but for some reason, I really, really don’t feel good
about this…about what happened. So I guess I should fill in what exactly
happened…alright, so a yesterday I, Jason, Sven, Justin, and Logan all had a
sleep over my place, which is all and good…but…”
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”So, is everything good?” David heard over the phone. He was talking to
Sven and Jason on three-way.
“Yeah, my room is clean” he answered.
“Alright man, so we’re aloud down?” Jason asked.
“Yeah…where is Justin and Logan?” David asked.
“In my house, watching TV. We’re all ready to come on up your house” Sven answered.
“Yeah, alright. Tell everyone to come on up, I’ll be here” David concluded.
“All right, on our way” Sven and Jason said at almost the same time. Finally after that, they said their goodbyes and hung up the phone, leaving David in his room.
He stepped away from the computer desk that he was sitting at while talking to Jason and Sven, and turned and faced his open closet.
“Alright…diapers are concealed in there…and a few are under the cabinet in the bathroom…” David thought to himself. Then, he faced a large chair, sitting at the end of the bed (think of a living room chair, big, smushy, and comfortable!)…
“And all of my other stuff…is nice and hidden behind there; under the stuffed animals…no one should find them…” David continued to think to himself.
From there, he spent the time remaining sitting on the computer, mostly talking to ‘PaciMat067’ on AIM. But as time went, his friends did indeed arrive at his house, and all packed into his room…
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“So guys…what’s up?” David asked, sitting in his computer chair. It had been a few hours since everyone had arrived, and they had already run out of things to do. They played games on the PS2, Game Cube, etc. They had looked online and played on the computer, now all they had to do was sit around, and watch David’s TV in his room.
“Man…what time is it?” Logan asked. Logan was about the same age as everyone else in the room, same goes for Justin. They were basically no different than Jason, or Sven; just average teens.
“Around midnight” Justin answered.
“Ah…okay” Logan replied.
There was a short moment of silence as everyone thought of something to do…
“SO how about” Justin said, interrupting the silence…”How about Ryan and his little group of dickheads all up in my face the other day” he said.
“Why?” Sven asked.
“I don’t fucking know man…they are just all assholes” Justin concluded.
”Man…he hasn’t messed with me in a long while” David explained.
“Welp’, you don’t talk any smack on him…freakin’ Justin does, all the time. That’d be why he was probably messing with you” Logan explained.
”Pffft, man, shut up!” Justin said.
“ME?! Man, I’ll kick your ass!” Logan said, picking up a
pillow and tossing it at Justin. Of course, they were jokingly fighting.
It wasn’t too much longer after Justin get smacked with the
pillow, that he too, picked up the nearest soft object, and tossed it back at
Logan.
”Hey!” Logan yelled. Suddenly they both started laughing.
”C’mon guys, not in here” David said, worrying about breaking something. David,
not paying attention, looked back at the monitor. It wasn’t too much longer
after that that he heard another pillow being thrown into the air, this time,
hitting Sven, making Sven laugh too. Slightly aggravated, David turned around
once more, unaware of the pillow that was flying straight towards his face. The
pillow, smacked him in the face, making even David laugh.
“Alright, that was decent” David said. Suddenly another
pillow whipped him in the face. David laughed, and picked up another pillow,
and whipped it at Sven. Now, it was war. Sven picked up a pillow, and threw it
at Logan, then; Logan did the same to Justin. Suddenly everyone began throwing
pillows, and in time, anything they found. For a few moments, they were having
a really good time. But that was destined to change…
”Whoa” he heard, coming from across the room. He turned to look, since the room
got silent. He turned to look, and found Jason, holding a baby bottle. He was
standing by the chair: the stuffed animals were surrounding it, and the box of
baby items were scattered on the chair itself. The pacifiers were in plain
sight, as were the bottle cleaners. There was silence as David got instant
panic. Not just panic, but any emotion that doesn’t feel too good, went through
his mind at flash.
“David, what’s up with this?” Sven said, picking up a pacifier by the ring.
Quickly after another moment, everyone in the room began cracking up. Everyone except Sven and David, however.
“Well…it’s…um…my…baby box…” David began to say, trying to conceive a story.
“I bet it is!” Jason said, laughing hard on the floor.
“No, I mean, it’s got a few things from when I was a baby in there…my uh…my mom put them in here so that uh…my…cats won’t tear up the box and get a hold of them, since the cats aren’t aloud in here” David lied, but lied well.
Everyone still laughed, but the tension in the air suddenly vanished, even
though David was still extremely nervous.
“Really?” Logan asked, finishing his laugh.
”Yeah…really!” David said.
“Well it is logical…alright…yeah…but it was still a really
funny idea of you using a pacifier!” Jason said. Logan and Justin were still
laughing a bit, but they got it under control quickly.
Now confident, and calmer, David looked at Sven. He didn’t look one bit
convinced. If anything, he looked as though he was just told the world’s most
obvious lie. He looked disgusted, and one thing to add to that was the way he
was holding the pacifier as though it was an infectious insect.
“Isn’t that funny, Sven?” Jason said, chuckling a bit.
”Yeah…hilarious” he said, faking a laugh. Sven dropped the pacifier back onto
the chair. Sven walked away, and sat onto the bed near Justin and Logan. Jason,
sat by the chair, still randomly giggling.
”Dude, Jason, it wasn’t THAT funny” Justin pointed out.
David laughed a bit, too: mostly at how Jason kept randomly giggling. But to him, the situation was far from funny at all. He walked over to the chair, and put everything back into the box, and finally put the box back behind the chair.
“Oh and guys” David said.
”Yeah, Dave?” everyone asked.
”Don’t tell my mom about this stuff…” he said.
“Why?” they asked.
“She’ll get really, really mad if she knew that you guys scattered them all over the place. It’d be best if we just didn’t tell her” he finished.
“Yeah, alright” they finished.
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It was now about 3:30AM. Everyone was asleep, except for David. He couldn’t. He was still too nervous about what had happened a few hours earlier. For some reason, Sven gave him chills the way he looked at him. David was extremely cautious and nervous when it came to his being a teen baby. Sometimes too cautious, other times, not cautious enough. But at this moment, he was quietly sitting at his computer, the monitor being the only source of light in the dark room.
“Dave” he heard from behind him. He turned around to see
Sven standing behind him.
”Yeah…Sven?” David asked.
“Can I talk to you…maybe in the dining room, or out on your porch?” Sven asked.
“Sure” David answered. He ticked a few things on the computer, got up, and he and Sven quietly left the room. It was a short walk to his dining room, even if all of the lights were off. Finally, once they sat down in their seats, they began to talk.
“Dave, I’ve got to talk to you about what happened a few hours ago…” Sven said.
“Yeah…I figured” David replied.
“What’s the real reason you have those baby things in your room?” he whispered to David.
“I told you why, along with everyone else” David said, trying to convince Sven.
“Don’t give me that Dave, I mean, come on. So your cats won’t get them? Dave, your cats are de-clawed” Sven remarked. There was another moment of silence as David was dumbfounded.
“I bet you’re not even incontinent” Sven snarled. Now it was personal.
“…what?!” David asked, half in disbelief.
“Yeah, I bet you’re not incontinent. You probably just love wetting your little diaper, and sucking on a pacifier like a baby!” Sven said.
“Sven…you’re being an idiot” David said. At this point, that was basically David wanted to say.
“How the hell can I trust you? You’re probably just like I said, a big lazy and disgusting baby” Sven said.
“You’ve got to be kidding me! What the hell harm is it causing YOU?!” David asked.
“If you were really dependant on your diapers, this would be a different matter. But you know what? I know you’re not; you just enjoy wetting, and maybe even POOPING your diapers, while acting like a child. Grow up! I find it disgusting!” Sven said.
“You know what, you really need to shut up right there. You need to stop, think about how stupid you are being” David began. “First off, you don’t know what you’re talking about. Second off, I am incontinent, you asshole. Third, what I do in the privacy of my own bedroom is really none of your fucking business” David ranted.
“Whatever” Sven said. “I’m going to bed, I’ll see you in the morning, I guess” Sven said.
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“I really do not
understand what the hell was Sven’s problem about this whole AB/DL thing. I
mean, so what, I suck on a pacifier! Big deal! What really made me mad was how
he didn’t believe that I really was incontinent…that hurts. But I keep thinking
about how…ANGRY he was. He didn’t just dislike it, he was seemingly angry that
I’m into this kind of thing! What the hell?! Well…anyways, I’ve got to get some
sleep…but I hope things don’t turn out bad…but I really do have a bad feeling
about it”
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