NO MORE UNDERWEAR!!! Part 1: A Birthday I'm looking out my window, waiting for the party guests to arrive. It's my 8th birthday, and I just can't wait! The whole family is coming, My aunts, uncles, cousins, and everyone! I'm so excited! Suddenly, I noticed my mom behind me. "Hey sport, they're not going to be here for another hour! Why don't you go play your new games?" "But They might be early!" "No buts, I'm trying to get this place ready!" I left my mom, and sat down to play my new games, but I still can't help but feel excited! Finally they started to trickle in. My cousin Jimmy, who's 3 waddled next to me. "Hi Danwy!" "Hi Jimmy, what are you doing?" "I wanna pway!" "Okay, Okay." I handed him a controller, and took it real easy on him. All of a sudden, he got really still, and stayed that way for a minute. Then he plopped right down and grinned. Puzzled, I looked at him, and that's when the smell hit me. I looked at Jimmy, who grinned at me back. Trying to ignore it, I returned to my game. About 10 minutes later, Aunt Chris walked in. "Hi Danny! Happy Birthday! And...whew, Jimmy, do you need changing?" "Nooooo." "I think you do, do you have stinky pants?" "Nooooo." "Cm'on ye stinker!" She pulled a diaper bag from the hall, and lay Jimmy down on a changing mat she had placed on the floor. Quickly she took down his pants and untaped his diaper. She opened up a tub of wipes and carefully cleaned his bottom, and then wiped him dry. She pulled another diaper from the bag and began to tape it on as my Mom walked in. "Jimmy's STILL in diapers? I thought he was being trained last Christmas!"(June now) "Yeah, well, let's just say he didn't want to." "Well, you shouldn't push him, heck, Danny was in diapers till he was 4, and he trained!" "Really? 4?" "Well, remember you didn't see him, Jack being stationed in Europe and all." "That's right." "Hey, I've got some videos of his 3rd birthday, want to see them?" "Sure!" "Moooom!", I whined, "don't show them!" "Oh c'mon Danny, be a grown-up boy!" Deciding that was final, mom walked out of the room and into the living room. She popped open the tape cabinet and grabbed "Danny's 3rd" out and popped it in. There I was in just a diaper and a T-shirt waddling around. Mom came up to me and asked me if I needed to go, to which I replied, "no." She dragged me to the toilet, stripped off my diaper, and sat me down on the potty. I was shown crying, to be taken off, until finally I peed and was let loose. It was while I was staring at this video that something clicked in my head. I kept looking at the diapers on my own 3 year old butt, and started feeling what could only be called nostalgia, which soon became longing. I always hated to use the toilet, it was such a nuisance, but I never really thought about it till now. Just then, Jimmy came toddling in, without his pants on and his diaper crinkling. I couldn't help but stare at him, longing. Finally, the tape was over, and Aunt Chris came up to me and patted me on the butt, commenting on how cute I looked back then. Mom announced it was time for cake, and everyone gathered around the table. My grandparents gave me her gift first, $50! I was really happy! Other members also gave me money, and some more games, so in the end I had about $300 (I have a large and generous family). I took the money inside, and put it in my wallet. While I was in my room, I noticed Jimmy's diaper bag still sitting there, almost glowing in the late afternoon sun. Without thinking, I quickly grabbed a couple and threw them under my mattress. As the party wound down, everyone had left except Aunt Chris, Uncle Jack, and Jimmy. Finally, after what seemed a gallon of coffee each, they started to pack up. Aunt Chris changed Jimmy out of his wet diaper and looked in the bag. "Huh, I thought I brought more diapers than this, we're down to your last one Jimmy! Good thing we're going!" They got packed up and left. I went to my room, and grabbed the diapers out from under my mattress. I tried to put one on, but it was too small. I sat there thinking for a minute, and then taped 2 of them together. I pulled it up through my crotch, and it fit like a glove. I reached into the stash of soda cans I have in my room, and chugalugged 2 of them to make wetting happen faster. I then sat down at my computer to wait. I logged onto the Internet, and brought up Yahoo as usual. On a whim, I typed in the word "diaper". All of a sudden, a whole slew of sites popped up! I was surprised, but started to browse them. I soon came across a company that offered diapers in larger sizes. They were located in a nearby city, and gave an address. Just then that I noticed I had to pee. My bladder jerk started a couple times on instinct, but then I was able to just let it flow. Immediately a warm, humid feeling surrounded my entire crotch area. It moved around and surrounded the lower part of my butt. I put my hand down to the diaper, and pulled it away to smell that wet diaper smell. I scootched around in my chair, and was able to spread it across more of my backside, and then I squished the gels, feeling how good it felt. When the diaper had absorbed all the pee, I had reached a decision. I'm going to order diapers in my size! I would go get a money order tomorrow so my parents wouldn't see, and order a case of the Youth diapers(claimed to be just like Pampers, only bigger!) for myself. I started to browse more diaper sites as I added to the wetness in the diaper, only thinking about tomorrow..... Part 2: The Order I woke up, still wearing the wet diaper. I realized I had to pee, and proceeded to fill the diaper to capacity. I took it off(dripping as it dropped to the floor) and threw it in the same trash can as Jimmy's diapers from yesterday. As everyone was at work, I knew I'd be safe. My brother wouldn't be home from Scout camp for at least another few days which gave me time to complete my plan. After I showered, I went down to the local 7-11, and got a money order for the correct amount, and threw it in an envelope. According to their web page, it would take till Thursday to get here(since I ordered express). Four days seemed to be an eternity. But finally Thursday arrived. I sat in the living room all morning, waiting for the UPS truck to get there. I had tracked the package on the Internet, so I KNEW it was coming, probably around 3:00. My brother came in from scout camp, dirty, exhausted and scratched up from brambles. I heard the shower running, and then him crashing into bed. So much for that danger. FINALLY! The UPS truck pulled up, and the guy hauled a big box to the door and knocked. I threw it open, and signed the slip. Quickly I heaved the huge box into my room, and opened it. Inside were row upon row of diapers!(120 in all) I picked one out, and held it up to my nose to inhale the fragrance. I opened it up, and sure enough, there were leak guards and everything, just waiting for me! Because I was distracted by the intense feelings and odors of my newfound diapers, I neglected to listen to the car that had pulled into the driveway. I looked out the window, and saw Mom jawing with the neighbor. In a panic, I quickly threw all the diapers still sealed in bags into my closet, and started to put the remaining bag of 30 underneath my winter clothes in the drawer. Running out of space half way through, I started throwing them behind books in my bookcase, and everywhere I could think of. Mom left the neighbor and started toward the door! I could hear her talking to my brother. Finally I had stashed all but 2 of the diapers, and as she opened my door, I threw them up into the light fixture! "Hi Danny, how was your day?" "Fine Mom, just fine!" "What's that smell in here? It smells kind of like baby powder." "Aunt Chris must've spilled it while she was changing Jimmy the other day." "Hmmm, don't remember smelling it yesterday, oh well. Guess I just didn't notice it." "That must be it." "What's the big box for?" "I'm...ah....going to use it as a stand for my Playstation, so it doesn't overheat." "Good idea, something just strikes me about that smell though." As she said this, the diapers I had thrown were hanging on the very edge of the fixture, so close in fact, that a breath of wind would knock them down. Finally I got her to leave, right before the diapers came down on my head! I quickly hid these away, moved the diapers in the closet into the crawlspace, and then sat down and thought. These diapers would last me till Christmas if I were careful, and then I'd order another case. This would work I smiled to myself. The rest of the evening went pretty uneventfully. Watched some TV, played my games, until finally it was bedtime. I took a shower, and then went to my room and turned off the light. I then turned on my directible light, so no one could see it under the door, and pulled a diaper from it's hiding place. I opened it, inhaling the perfume, and quickly wrapped it around me. I made sure the tapes were tight, and then chugged some more soda. I pulled out a book and waited. It didn't take very long, and soon my diaper was comfortably warm and wet. I snuggled into the warm blankets, sighing with how nice I felt. I fell asleep, wanting to stay this way forever. Part 3: A Pain on the Butt I woke up to the bright sun streaming through my window. I blinked a couple times and sat up. It was then that I remembered the diaper! Looking down at it, I could see the wetness had spread as I slept. Lying back down, I warmed it up with a night's worth of pee. Just then, I heard footsteps coming down the hall! Quickly I pretended to be asleep. Mom came in and grabbed the laundry basket, and was about to leave when she sniffed the air. A confused and puzzled look came over her face. Then she shrugged her shoulders and left the room. I jumped out of bed and quickly stripped off my soaking diaper. It hit the ground with a loud thud. I then rolled it into itself, and taped it closed like the instructions said. Then I pulled out several plastic bags and sealed the diaper in several layers to hide the smell. I then stuffed the whole package into my desk drawer. Stealthily looking out the hall, I saw the coast was clear and rushed into the bathroom. There, I took a nice, long shower, eager to wash the pee and itchy feeling off of my body. The rest of the day went uneventfully. I played guns with a bunch of friends, and we kept getting yelled at to get off people's lawns. After that we played games till our thumbs blistered. I got home at dinnertime, and spent the rest of the night watching TV with the family. Several days passed in much the same way. One morning, I woke up with my wet diaper wrapped around me, and as usual, added to it. This time however, it stung!! I sat up(wincing), and ripped off the diaper. I saw there were all kinds of red blotches on my butt! After panicking a bit, I realized I must have diaper rash! After hiding the diaper in the usual place(I had sneaked all the others out in the trash), I stood up to think. I pulled on my pants, and got on my bike. I rode to the other end of town where no one knew me, and went into the supermarket. For some reason, I still had trouble getting up the guts to go into the diaper supply isle, and finally had to force myself. I picked up some oil, powder, and Desitin, as well as rash preventing wipes. Quickly taking my purchases to the express lane, I stood there trying to keep anyone from noticing what I was buying. When my turn finally came, I just threw the stuff down, and stood there feeling my heart was going to burst waiting for the girl to scan the items. Finally, it was done and I threw the money at her and ran out the door. As I quickly peddled home, I looked at my watch and saw my brother would be home from his friend's house soon. I quickened up the pace, and made it home minutes before he did. I locked the door to my room, and stripped off my pants. I applied the Desitin to my entire diaper area (wincing as I did it), and then pulled my pants up. 2 hours later, I had beaten my highest score, and my rash felt a little better, but hurt whenever I moved or sat. Mom called us to dinner, and as I sat on the hard wood chair, all the pressure on my rash was a sudden sharp pain! Half way through dinner, Dad noticed me wincing. "Son, why do you keep doing that every time you move?" "Doing what, Dad?" "Wincing." "I...uh....fell on my tailbone today." "Are you okay? Do you think we should take you to the Doctor?" "No, really, I'm fine." "All right....." As soon as bedtime came, I went into my room, oiled and powdered myself (and treated my rash) and put on the diaper. Deciding to go to bed dry this time, I went to sleep. Part 4: The Movies I woke up to a knock on my door. Bleary-eyed, and not even thinking about my diaper, I pulled on a pair of pants and walked to the door. Outside was my friend Brian. "Hey Danny! Wanna go to the movies with us?" "Sure! Whatr'ya gonna see?" "The Wedding Singer." "Cool, Cmon in, lemme put on my shoes." It was then that I realized that I still had my diaper on! Carefully pulling down my long shirttail, I moved as quickly as I could to the couch, and pulled on my shoes. Brian looked at me kind of funny, but said nothing. It was then that I noticed I had wet my diaper overnight! Kind of shocking, but I dismissed it as I had bigger fish to fry. We left the house, my damp diaper rubbing up against my crotch, and soon arrived at the theater. After picking up drinks and snacks, we proceeded inside. During the movie, I noticed that I really had to pee from the half a jumbo Coke I'd consumed during the first half. I just let it go in my diaper while the movie went on. By the time I left the theater, I could feel my diaper was sagging from the weight of the pee in it, and I could smell myself if I really tried. During the walk home, we reiterated the best parts, and joked around. It was half way home that I realized I had to poop, not only poop, but poop RIGHT NOW!. I started walking quicker, but my friends made me wait up for them. The power was getting stronger behind the blast, and I was struggling to keep it back. Finally, split off from the group, and as soon as I turned the corner, I pooped my diaper! Quickly a soft warm paste filled the seat of the diaper and quickly spread into my crotch. The poop, while feeling good, did aggravate the remnants of my rash from a few days ago, but I didn't care. I got home and stripped off everything except for the diaper. I stood in front of the mirror, modeling for myself as the diaper hung off of my hips with the weight of it's contents. Finally, due to the impending arrival of my brother, I stripped off the diaper, and QUADRUPLE bagged it after dumping the poop in the toilet. I climbed into the shower and sprayed all of the excess poop off of my body. I got dressed, and quickly disposed of the diaper down the sewer (it would stink too much). The rest of the day went uneventfully, I cleaned the tub from stem to stern to get rid of the poop particles that had settled in it. Mom and Dad came home, and we went through the usual ritual of dinner and "how was your day". That night as I climbed into bed with my diaper on, I thought about how nice it felt, and how happy I was diapered. From underneath the table, I pulled my pacifier which I had retrieved from the attic earlier, put it in my mouth, and began to suck. Part 5: A Runny Problem I woke up slowly, groaning as I rolled over in my bed. I noticed that for some reason, I felt different this morning. As usual, out of habit, I felt down to my diaper to squish the gels, and did so. But it then occurred to me that there should be no gels to squish, as I hadn't wet before going to bed. I felt a bit concerned at that point, that is, until the smell hit me. Immediately I jumped out of bed and dropped the diaper to the floor. I had messed as well! Staring back at me was one of the messiest diapers I'd seen! I quadruple bagged it and threw it under my bed. Quickly I got in the shower to wash off the runny poop, and then disposed of the diaper the way I had done the day before. As I was walking quickly to the grate, I noticed I had to poop again! I quickly squished my cheeks together, but as this was a strong bout of diarrhea, it was to no avail. Halfway back to the house, I exploded into my pants! Shaken, I quickly went back, showered and THIS time put a diaper on, as I had to throw the underwear in the bottom of the kitchen trash. I knew if my parents found this, then they would just have a "talk" with me and let me off the hook. 3 hours and 2 poopy diapers later, it seemed as if the diarrhea was subsiding, as I hadn't pooped in an hour. The diapers had held it all in, and I still felt comfortable even though I was sitting in messy diapers. It was at this time, that I reached a decision. I LOVE DIAPERS! I decided that I never wanted to use the toilet again! NEVER! I changed into a clean diaper and a pair of sweatpants, and waited for my parents to come home. Mom was late getting home, and when she walked in the door she handed Steve and I each a package. Inside were several packs of underwear. "I noticed you guys' underwear was getting a bit ratty, so I thought you could both do with some new pairs," said Mom. Great, exactly the opposite of what I wanted. Still firm in my resolve, I headed to take my shower. I had stripped off the other diaper(which was poopy) before Mom came home, so there was nothing to give away my plan. I stepped out of the shower, and dried my diaper area carefully. I then reached into the cabinet and yanked out the baby powder. Dusting it over my diaper area, I then pulled the clean diaper I had fetched into my crotch. Satisfied it was on good and tight, I left the bathroom crinkling and waddling as I entered the den. The room was dark as they were all watching TV, and no one noticed my diaper as I sat down on the couch. I tried to move around more than usual, but everyone was too absorbed in the movie to notice the crinkling sound or the baby powder smell. During the commercial Mom turned to me. "Danny, you put on that new underwear I got you, right?" This was the moment........ "No." "Why not? Don't you want fresh clean underwear?" "No." "You'd rather wear ratty stained undies?" "No." "Then what do you want to wear?" I hesitated, knowing that there was no turning back now "Diapers." "Huh?" "Diapers, I want to wear diapers." "Diapers?" "Diapers." "You're a big boy, you don't need diapers like Jimmy does." "Yes I do." "Well they don't make them for kids your age." "Yes they do." "How do you know that?" "I'm wearing one." "You're What?" "Wearing one." "YOU'RE WHAT?!??!?!?!?!" Mom reached over and flicked on the light, and my diaper gleamed in the sudden brightness. This was enough to draw Dad and Steve into the fray. "You go up there right now and take off that diaper, young man. You don't need to wear diapers, and I won't have my 8 year old son wearing them! And bring down any others you have up there!" "But Mom! I bought them with my own money, so they're mine!" "I don't care, I won't have a baby for a son!" It was then that Dad interjected. "Son, why do you want to wear diapers?" "Because they make me feel good. They're soft and comfy, smell nice and make me feel safe and warm." "Hmmm, I'm not sure if I approve of this, but it IS your decision and YOUR money. You do realize that other kids will laugh at you don't you? And that none of us will change you?" "Yeah, I've been doing fine by myself." "As long as you keep yourself clean, and don't leave diapers around the house, I don't care." "John! How can you say that?" "Because my parents scrutinized every independent thing I thought of when I was growing up, and I'm not doing that to my kid." "Danny, I think it would be better if you went up to bed while we discuss this." I went up and snuggled under the covers. I could hear them talking for over an hour as I lay there occasionally wetting my diaper. What would they decide? Part 6: Response I woke up that morning to Mom shaking the me awake. "C'mon Danny, you need to get up!" "I don't wanna!" I moaned. "We've gotta go out, get up!" Finally she got me up and told me to take a shower. I walked into the bathroom and untaped my drooping diaper. It was halfway through my shower that I realized that Mom hadn't said one word about what happened last night. As I pulled some pants over my freshly changed diaper, I wondered where we were going. I waddled out to the car, diaper crinkling, and buckled myself in. Mom was in the car talking on her cell phone. "Yes, uh huh, we're leaving now. 15 minutes." "Mom, where are we going?" "Shopping, we're meeting my friend." "Okay." It was then that Mom engaged the automatic door locks, something she never does. I began to get suspicious.... We pulled into a long winding road. I commented to mom that this was a weird mall we were going to, but she ignored me. We pulled up to a door of a building, and two men were outside waiting. Mom unlocked my door, and the 2 guys grabbed me! Kicking and yelling I was pulled inside and into a small room. I was quickly strapped to the bed and my clothes were cut off, leaving me in only a diaper. A shot was given to me, and I quickly entered blackness. I awoke groggily, still not sure of where I was at the time. A nurse was standing there with my mother, talking quietly. I tried to get up, but noticed I was efficiently strapped to the bed. I could hear things being muttered (they had their backs to me) like "..crazy..., trying to hurt himself...toilet training...diapers...." Finally I called out: "MOM!!" "Yes, Danny," "Why did you do this to me????" "Danny, you're sick. Wearing diapers will make you incontinent all your life. When they changed you, I saw that huge rash on your butt. Wearing those diapers fully loaded for so long can and will have a serious impact on your health. I have to stop it now." "MOM!!!!! I WANT TO WEAR DIAPERS!!! I LOVE DIAPERS!!!!!!!!!! LET...ME...GO!!!!!!!!!!!!" "Sorry Danny, I want them to look at you for a few days." "Mom!" It was then that another nurse came in carrying a diaper. "Why are you putting another diaper on him? I agreed while he was sedated, but aren't we here to stop this?" "Hospital policy ma'am, anyone due to be confined under the age of 16 is diapered as a precaution. "Well, just don't let him enjoy it!" By this time my diaper was pretty darn wet. I was also feeling the urge to poop begin. It was still diarrhea, and I was trying to hold it in. "Now Danny, do you promise NOT to struggle when I unstrap your legs to change you? Or do you want to stay in that soaking diaper?" "I promise." She expertly unstrapped one leg at a time, and began to change me. It was at this point, just as she removed the diaper that I lost control. Poop went everywhere, all over the mattress sheet, my butt, and her hands. She quickly went over, changed her gloves and washed her hands and got another diaper. She put down disposable towels between me and the poop, and finished changing me. She then called several male nurses in, to move me. They arrived with the same type of bed, but on wheels, and I was transferred to the cart. "Mom, please. Think about it, do I look crazy?" "I want the doctors to look at you, that's all, Danny. They're the best and will cure you of this weird desire. You're not a baby, and you need to know that." "I DO know that, but diapers are better for ME, maybe not everyone, but ME!" "We're not discussing it anymore, Danny." It was then that I was wheeled down the hall. I could see my Mom standing in the hallway, watching. She turned away for a second, looking upset, and then left the building. "MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Part 7: Going Mental The male nurses wheeled my cart into a large dim room full of boxes on legs. They wheeled my cart over to one, and the closer nurse unlocked it. I was quickly unstrapped and dumped in. I tried to stand up, but they slammed the top down. I sat on my diapered rear, reflecting on all that had happened to me. It was then that I noticed the slats in the box. I was in a crib! I tried to see if I could break the top, but all I did was hang on the solid wood slats. As my eyes adjusted to the dim light, I could see a boy, also clad in nothing but a diaper, staring at me from the crib next to me. "Hello," he whispered. "Hi," I said back nervously. "What're you in for?" "Buying diapers and using them." "Wow, same here except I used my brother's. My Dad beat me till I was in a coma for 6 months, I've been here for over 3 years, and I don't know where my brother is, or my mother... if only I could see...... With this he started bawling and shaking, I could feel the pain rolling off of him in waves, and I started tearing up in response. I felt so sorry for this boy, at least I was pretty sure that both of my parents loved me, but was I that sure, given where they put me? Several nurses came into the room, and gave the boy a shot which put him to sleep almost immediately. Taking the hint, I decided to hit the hay myself, rolling over on the plastic sheet that covered the mattress of the crib. I awoke with sunlight streaming through the barred window of the room. The nurses were going by each crib, giving each boy (all well diapered) a bottle. The irony of the place where my parents sent me was not lost, by the way. I got my bottle and rocked back in my crib gripping it with my feet and sucking vigorously. As I completed the bottle, I noticed myself feeling unusually peaceful. Deciding that that slightly bitter taste must've been some tranquilizers, I made the best of it and filled my already damp diapers to the brim. It was about 10 minutes before the changing nurse reached my crib. She opened it up the top after making me promise not to try anything, and put me down on her portable changing table. Quickly and efficiently she changed my diaper, and a garment like a sleeper, but with short sleeves and short legs on it, and Velcro in the crotch on me. She then patted my diapered behind and sent me into "the day room." I noticed the diaper I had on now was even thicker than the one I had on before, so walking was a bit difficult. I noticed the boy from the night before playing SORRY! with a couple other boys. I walked over to him. "Hi, I'm Danny, are you feeling better now?" "Yeah, much better. I'm Scott, by the way." "What exactly is this place? My Mom just kind of dumped me here." "Oh, this is a hospital for boys with odd behaviors, they're supposed to cure us. I've just been here for 2 years because they took me away from my parents, and no one wants to adopt an 8 year old in diapers. In fact, I've lost all control from being in diapers so long. The medication doesn't help, either." Two nurses were talking in the background. "Johnny is holding his bowel movements AGAIN. We have no choice but to give him ANOTHER enema. This is so annoying! He could just let it go like EVERYONE else here, but Noooo, he has to be different! Johnny! Come here and report to Exam #3!" A boy got up from the table and waddled grinning toward the door. Scott and the other kid motioned for me to take his place. "What's an enema?" "That's where they stick a tube up your butt and pump in a special fluid to make you poop. Johnny loves them and that's why he's here. He asked his teacher to give him an enema every day until he reported it to his parents. They sent him here. Billy over here likes to be tied up. His Dad is a cop, and he kept taking his handcuffs and locking himself all over the house. You might say that we'd be a challenge for even Freud to figure out!" he finished, smiling. It was then that the head nurse announced lunch, and we all filed into the cafeteria. Bibs were tied around our necks, and we ate cut up hot dogs and beans. I noticed one kid in particular wolfing down the beans. I asked Scott if they were his favorite. "Oh yeah, he's in here for trying to light his farts, ALL THE TIME! You'll see him pretending to flick a lighter next to his diaper, which of course protects against this," He grinned. As I left to go back to the day room, a nurse grabbed me and said, "Not you Danny, you and Scotty have to go to group now. Scotty, show him the way, okay?" "This should be interesting," I thought as we waddled down the hall. Part 8: Group We entered a room with 6 comfy chairs arranged in a circle. Johnny, Scott, and the one who liked to light farts sat in chairs across from me. A man entered the room, and an aide locked the door from the outside. "Hello everyone, how have you all been this week? As you can see, we have a new member of our group today, his name's Danny. Danny, why don't you tell everyone why you're here?" "I bought, wore, and used diapers that I mail ordered, so my parents sent me here to find out what's "wrong" with me." "Okay, good. The topic we're discussing today is how your diapers make you feel, and how you can find those feelings elsewhere. Scott?" "Well, we could imagine ourselves doing it, and that might help." "Good, any others? Billy?" "I don't want my diapers on, It gets in my way." "Well, we all know that they're on for your protection. Remember the burn unit? You were flat on your stomach for 2 weeks last time, healing from those burns. Danny?" "I can't feel as good anywhere but in my diapers." "Hmmm. Well, I'd like all you boys to fill out this form for me, can you do that?" He handed us all several sheets of paper with questions printed on it. I started mine. PLEASE FILL OUT 1=STRONGLY AGREE 4=STRONGLY DISAGREE 1-Diapers make me feel complete 2-If I could never be potty trained, but have to have a different set of parents, would I do it? 3-Do I feel bad in a messy diaper? 4-Do I find toilets inhibiting? 5-Do I like to suck on things? 6-Do cribs make me feel safe inside? 7-I like to be fed in a high chair 8-Thick diapers make me feel safe 9-I like to wear baby clothes 10-I hate diapers 11-I like to use toilets 12-I hate this place 13-I like bunk beds 14-I like to have my bottom played with 15-I like cloth diapers I filled the whole thing out, and handed it to the doctor. He left the room for a moment when everyone was done, and then came back with a small device with a pendulum. He set it on the table and turned on a small light. "Now boys, look at this light as I slowly count backwards from 10. 10, 9, 8, 7...(I black out) FROM THE LOG OF DR JULIAN RICKETTS The boys went to sleep after the hypnosis began, I gave them each an injection to make the suggestions stick better and began. My original patient, Scott Jacobs has successfully been made incontinent, so it is time to begin the next phase of his training. I have introduced the desire to suck his thumb. It should manifest itself in the next few days. To the new patient, Daniel Williams, I am reinforcing his desire to wear diapers. Billy Johnson is still being treated for his pyromania(with anal concentration), so his regression cannot begin until a later date. John Buford has been having constant problems with holding back, so I will make sure that he has a bowel movement every 36 hours or more, but will still make sure his treatments continue. This concludes this treatment session. I do believe that Scott and Daniel should live together, as their interests are similar. Since Scott is an orphan, this will not be a problem. I think they will both be ready for release soon. I woke up in my crib with a loaded diaper, wondering what had happened???? Part 9: Fire in the Hole Scott and I were sitting together in the day room when the nurses came in and got us all ready for bedtime. As it was a warm spring night, they had us all strip down to our diapers before we climbed in the crib. Billy was hanging out by the back tables and the nurse's station, and was the last to be inserted into his crib. They turned out all the lights except in the nurses station, and I could hear that many were already asleep. I was about to drink my bedtime bottle, when I saw nurses in the booth talking. "...wanna go out for a quick cup of coffee?" "Sure, hold on, lemme grab my coat...." They left the station, and as usual, left the station door unlocked because "how could 8 year olds in locked steel cribs get out?" Well, they were about to find out. I heard a rattling and looked over at Billy, who was using a set of keys to unlock his crib. He climbed out and quickly headed over to the nurse's station. He rummaged through the drawers there, and found a lighter (why it was there beats me, they expressly forbade them) and the keys to his plastic pants. Quickly he unlocked them ,and stripped off his diaper. For a second, he relished the feel of an undiapered bottom, and then walked over to the "diaper closet" where all of our changing materials were kept. I could tell that Billy was trying to hold in a big one, because his face was all red. He quickly turned around, opened the cabinet, presented his posterior, and flicked his Bic. Immediately a huge burst of flaming flatulence burst from his bunghole, quickly lighting the hundreds of diapers on fire. The flames grew, and many children started waking up and crying. The two nurses came back into the room at this point, and saw the flame. Immediately they sprung into action. One of them grabbed Billy and strapped him into a wheelchair, while the other hit the quick release button for all the cribs and started helping the younger kids out. We all got out of the bedroom fast as a bunch of male nurses came down with the fire extinguishers. Finally, the fire was out, but when we were all back in our cribs, we noticed that Billy's was empty. Figuring he was getting hell, we all went back to sleep. The next morning, I was awakened by a smiling nurse, who was in the middle of changing Scott's diaper. Part 10: Homecoming "MOM!" is all I could say. "Why did you do this to me? Are you going to let me come home? I have a new friend here, who really needs to leave, Can you please let me out?" The words just came pouring out. After I calmed down, Mom explained that she had been fully informed by the entire hospital staff about what had happened, and was very pleased with my progress(??). She also said that they had already adopted Scott, and that we were going home tomorrow!!!! That night we were locked in our cribs for the last time, and sucked on our night bottles for the last time. The next morning, we had our diapers changed by the capable nurses, and instead of the usual "uniform", we had a normal looking onesie stretched over our diapers that had already been covered by plastic pants. Then, sweat pants that snapped up both legs were pulled over our diapers, and we were lead by the hand to the large mesh gate that blocked the entrance. Mom was waiting outside of our mini-van, and Scott and I were lead over to it. Mom opened the door, and inside were 2 car seats! 2 nurses lifted us into them and we were strapped in. For some reason all of this didn't bother me. I don't know why, but it seemed very natural. We arrived home, and Dad helped Mom unload the car of us. We were led by the hand into my room, which had obviously undergone a makeover. In the middle of the room was the largest crib I had ever seen! All 4 sides lowered, and there was a bumper all around it! 2 mobiles hung from the ceiling, and there was a large changing table in the corner. I opened a cabinet and inside must've been over 200 diapers! Both cloth and disposable! In another cabinet I found it split into 2 sides, one marked "Danny" and the other "Scotty", both in baby block print. Inside of each of these sides were onesies, snap pants, shirts, everything! By this time, my diaper was so wet, that without the support of the onesie, it would be leaking. I told Mom, and she decided to change us both before giving us "the talk." We were both taken out to the living room, and the rules were laid down: 1-We are NEVER to be out of diapers, except during changes and baths. 2-We are only allowed to wear normal clothes when Mom and Dad tell us to. 3-We are not allowed to change ourselves. 4-bedtime is now 9PM, like it or not. 5-We may feed ourselves, but only from the high chairs. Again, strangely enough, none of these restrictions seemed bad to us at all, and we quickly agreed to all of it. That being said, our snap pants were taken off, and we had free reign of the house in our onesies. I quickly went to the computer and checked my mail (which was backed up 2 weeks) Scott and I then cruised the latest page updates, and wet our diapers. About an hour later, my brother came in, took one look at me and Scott, and burst out laughing! He went over to the tray on my night table( on which was a rainbow of pacifiers and bottles), grabbed a bottle, and lay on the floor sucking saying "gah gah goo!" "Cut it out, man!" "Make me, BABY! Heehee! I can't get over the fact that my brother is standing in front of me wearing a diaper, and trying to tell me what to do! I thought you were joking that night! HAHAH!" Mom came in. "Steven, you cut that out right now! Your brother has had some problems, but now he's going to be just fine! And look what you did to Scott! You haven't known him more than 3 minutes, and already you're making fun of him!" "But Mom, they're both wearing diapers! And they live in a baby room!" "I don't want to hear it, young man! You go to your room, and I don't want to see you for the rest of the night!!" Scott stalked off to his room, and Mom got dinner ready. We all sat down to eat, and Mom and Dad got acquainted with Scott. It struck me as odd that they adopted him without even meeting him, but I guessed it was their way of apologizing for sending me to that home. We finished dinner, and Mom took us into our room for a change. She picked me up and strapped me tightly and securely to the table. She then unsnapped my onesie and lovingly changed my diaper. Scott was next, and as he was poopy, it took quite a bit longer. When she was done, we were taken into the TV room to play. Promptly at 8:00, we were both taken to the bathroom. We have a really large tub, as all of our family likes to soak, and Dad's 6'6". We both had our onesies stripped off, and, after Mom was sure that we had "emptied", she put us in the tub. First she washed us from head to toe, and as she was washing my hair, I saw some bubbles come up from Scott, and logs start flowing down the river! "Scott!" Mom admonished him playfully. Mom cleaned out the tub, and we were dried off and put into night diapers. These were no ordinary night diapers, these are a solid inch thick, with heavy elastic at the leg holes and top, sealed sides and a really soft feel. As it was still warm, we climbed into our brand new cribs and snuggled up to the pillows. I felt so soft, safe and secure! Mom started the mobiles above our heads that had a very soothing tone to them, I could feel myself getting sleepy already. We were handed bottles of warm milk, and were left to ourselves. I looked over at the crib next to me, and saw Scott already fast asleep, sucking quietly on his bottle in the fetal position. I finished my bottle, and tucked a nice pacifier between my lips. I snuggled into my pillow, and went to sleep one happy baby. Part 11: The Nanny Scott and I both woke up in our brand new cribs very wet, so much in fact that we were starting to leak through the plastic pants. We looked at each other, grinned, and started crying! Mom came in her nightgown, hair still messed up, and bleary eyed. She looked a bit confused when she saw us, but quickly brightened up and lowered the rail on my crib. I was lifted out and placed on the changing table. The strap was put in place across my chest, and a pacifier placed in my mouth. She pulled off the soaked night diaper, and commented on it's incredible weight. She then cleaned me up and put me into a heavy duty day diaper(only 2/3 inch thick) and placed me in the playpen in the living room in just my diaper! A few minutes later, she arrived with Scott, and we sat there watching cartoons and sucking on our bottles. Mom announced that breakfast was ready, and Dad let us both out of our playpens and into the kitchen where Mom was dishing up bacon and eggs. We were both locked into our high chairs, and handed forks(dull ones) and dug in. Afterwards, plastic pants were stretched over our diapers, and outfits like we wore at the hospital were put on. When Scott complained, Mom told him that they were practical, and not to worry, as he wasn't going back. Scott seemed to accept this, and settled down again. Suddenly, something occurred to me... "Mom, where's Steve?" "Oh, he left early this morning for summer Scout camp, remember the 3 week trip?" I had forgotten about it, and dismissed it as nothing. All of a sudden, there was a knock at the door! Mom went to answer it, and Scott and I hoped they would just go away, as we really didn't want to be seen like this. Mom opened the door, and there stood a nurse-looking woman in a white uniform. She stepped in the door, and placed her purse on the counter. Mom turned to us and said: "Boys, this is Jennifer, she's your new nanny as I can't stay home to care for you. Be respectful, and follow the rules. She has full authority, understand?" "Yes, Mom." Mom then left, and since Dad had gone while we were still eating, we were alone with our new sitter. She stood there for a second, sizing us up, and we did the same. Of course, we must've looked a bit silly with our faces smeared with jam. Finally, she spoke: "Hi boys! I'm Jenny! How are you two?" "Fiiine." "That's great! Now, do my two boys want to play a game?" "Yeah!" "OK, how about Chutes and ladders?" "YAY!" We got out the board from the closet, and started to play. My luck seemed to be down today, as Scott was hitting as many ladders as I did chutes! Jenny of course was hitting each equally, and finally Scott won. "All right Scotty! You won!" She handed him a cookie. "But Danny, you didn't win, so you know what you get? A PANKING!!" She picked me up, and started to pank my diaper softly. It felt so good, just hearing the plastic crinkle and the diaper being pushed against my buttocks. I didn't want it to stop! Finally she put me down. "Well Danny, as I could smell, I think someone needs a change." "Yeah" I said sheepishly. "That's what I'm here for! Scott, let me check you while I'm at it." She inserted her finger into the leg of his diaper, and pronounced him dry enough not to need a change. She strapped me to the table, and proceeded to change me with wonderful loving care. After this, we all settled down in front of the TV to watch M*A*S*H* and we were each given a bottle and instructed to "rest on the floor." When the show had ended, we were both given a much- needed diaper change, and were tucked into our cribs for an afternoon nap. "I have a surprise for you boys!" Out of a bag, she took 2 new mobiles with different shiny objects hanging from them. She quickly attached them to our cribs and switched them on. Immediately they produced a low thrumming sound that was immensely soothing, I sucked my pacifier harder and let out a nice coo as I wet my diaper, I could see that Scott was already about to pass out as well. As soon as Jenny said "Sleep Tight" We were out like a light. When we awoke, we both agreed that we felt really good! Jenny came and changed us, and put us in our highchairs as she was about to serve up dinner. Mom came in the door, and commented on how cute we looked, and sat down to read the paper. Dad came in and did much the same. Dinner was full of Mom and Dad asking Jenny questions about her past, and telling her how much she would like her new room (the old guest room). They also questioned her about how we were doing, and whether we were good. To this she answered in the affirmative, and told Mom and Dad what good babies we are. After Dinner, Dad put each of us on a knee, and played Horsey with us. Scott stayed on longer than I could, but once I got the hang of it, I beat him a few times! Then we raced our slot cars for about an hour, till it was time for our favorite show, In Living Color(in reruns). Just then Jenny came in. "No no no babies! You can't watch that show! It's not for you!" "But it's our favorite show! C'mon!" "No buts, when Jenny says no, she means NO!" To prove her point, she switched off the TV, and picked us up by the handles that sere sewn into the "sleepers" that we had never noticed before! We were placed in separate playpens with no toys to wait until bedtime. "Now babies, have you learned not to cross Jenny?" she asked as she walked into the room. "Yes, Jenny." "That's good, because now it's bedtime!" She took us back to our room, and put me on the changing table. After coating me with a liberal coating of oil, Desitin and powder, my thick night diaper was taped shut and secure, and I was put into my crib. Scott soon joined me, and we were fast asleep to the thrumming of our mobiles. The only sound as Jenny closed the door, was that soft, safe thrumming, and the occasional suck on a pacifier, so tightly held in our mouths...... Suddenly I found myself sitting in a highchair with books and pencils in front of me. In a recessed well of the chair was a bottle, and around me were about 15 other boys, all wearing just a diaper and going over notes. I looked down at myself, and saw that I was similarly attired. To my right, I could see the boy was pooping his diaper, as his face looked red and strained from the effort. I wet my diaper, and took a few pulls from the bottle sitting in front of me. The classroom door opened, and in stepped a woman in a white uniform. She flicked on the overhead projector, and put a Pampers ad onto it. "Notice class, how happy this baby looks, as he is wearing just his soft, safe diapers. He doesn't have a care in the world." She then switched over to a Pull-Ups ad. "This child is obviously a sad baby, look at his eyes! His diapers are being taken away from him, and he wants them to stay! He wants to feel soft, safe, and secure, just like all of you do, because you're wearing what, class?" "Diapers." "What makes you feel good?" "Diapers." "What do you want to be like, the Pampers baby, or the Pull-Ups baby?" "Pampers." "What do you love?" "Diapers." "Now as I can see you are all wet......." At this point I woke up, feeling extremely happy, I pondered the dream, but the slow soothing thrumming of the mobile quickly had me back asleep before I could make much sense out of it. Part 12: A Visit I woke up in the wettest diaper I'd ever had. Scott was still asleep, and as I didn't want to wake him I was quiet. I got up on my knees, plastic cover crinkling as I did so, and felt the crotch of my diaper droop quite a bit down. As I wet again, I felt small dribbles of pee begin to leak out of the leg holes. Deciding that I really needed a change, I took a good leap and managed to hook one of my legs on the crib rail. With this I managed to slide my wet and poopy butt over the rail, and onto the floor. As I was still groggy, I didn't even think of the rules that had been dictated to us. And as I was finishing wiping myself, Jenny came in!! "What do you think you're doing, Danny?" "Uhhhhhh." "You know that you're not allowed to change yourself!" "Yeahh...welll." "Danny, I'm afraid we'll have to do something since you won't follow the rules." At this point, Mom came in. "What's wrong Jenny?" "Danny is changing his own diaper." "DANNY! You know you're not allowed to do that!" "Sorryyyy...." "No, Sorry isn't good enough Danny. I'm afraid I'll have to go out and get something to take care of this problem. In the meantime, Jenny finish changing him and dress him." Scott and I were changed and dressed, and brought out to the kitchen for breakfast. Scott got a bowl of Rice Krispies, but I got a bowl of mashed prunes! "Ewwww... I'm not eating that," I said, pushing it away." "Oh yes you are, young man! You changed your own diaper, so now in return you'll be having a lot of diaper changes! "Aww C'mon, he just forgot!" piped in Scott. "Doesn't matter, too bad, he had his chance to be good," said Jenny. Just then, there was a knock on the door! "Who is it this time?" I wondered with a mental shudder. Jenny smiled and went and opened the door. Standing there was a lady about Jenny's age, who was holding a 2 year old in her arms, and on either side of her were 2 6 year old boys, wearing onesies and diapers! "Boys, this is Sarah, her son Jeremy, and her charges Josh and Joe. Say hello, boys." "Hewwo." "Josh and Joe, say hello, you to Jeremy." said Sarah. "Hewwo." "OK, now that we all know each other, why don't you guys all play?" We were released from our highchairs, and Sarah produced a giant playpen from her very large van. It was big enough to hold 10 kids! After it was set up in the back yard, we were all placed inside, and a netting placed over the top "to keep out the bugs." It looked strong enough to stop Godzilla, however. I crawled over to Joe, who was lying on his back with a blank stare in his eyes. Josh was sitting up, sucking on his fingers. "Hi, Josh," I said "Hewwwoo," he responded "How long have you worn diapers?" "H..how wongg? I wear dem for 2 yeaws!" After a longer conversation with Josh, I realized that the kid had the mind of a 2 year old. Possibly he's retarded, I thought, until I talked with Scott about Joe, and he said Joe was even "younger." We had both become suspicious about Jenny in the past few hours. What was her real purpose here? When we had given up on the 2 older ones, it turned out that Jeremy was a lot of fun to play with, and even managed to include Josh and Joe in some of our games. True to the prediction, by lunch time I was filled up pretty well in the diaper area. Joe had been messy since before he got here, but wasn't changed all morning, just like the rest of us. Sarah and Jenny spent the morning gabbing and watching all of us play with the various toys that they threw in from time to time. As lunch time approached, we were all getting a bit uncomfortable in our loaded diapers, and while Jenny cooked lunch, Sarah declared a mass changing session. She took out 5 identical plastic changing blankets, and placed diapers in the appropriate sizes next to each one of them. First she took out Jeremy and placed him on the blanket. As he hadn't had anything on except a diaper to begin with, he was given a toy and lovingly changed, after which he was put in the "finished area" of his highchair. Joe was next, and he was changed in much the same fashion, except he just lay there. He was propped up and fed a bottle. Josh, Scott and myself were changed and placed in our highchairs as our lunch of English muffin pizzas was placed before us. We dug in, but were surprised to see that Josh and Joe waited. Sarah walked in front of them, and cut up their pizzas into small bits, and then proceeded to feed them to them piece by piece. We watched in between bites until it was Jeremy's turn, who could feed himself. Joe, on the other hand, was held by Sarah in her lap, as she gave him several different bottles. He sucked eagerly, and cried when they were removed from his mouth. Finally he was finished, and Sarah put him over her shoulder and burped him. This done, she put him into a carrier bed. After lunch, it was naptime, and we were all trooped into the nursery where 3 inflatable cribs were set up. Each of the visiting babies were placed into these cribs and their mobiles were attached to a special adhesive strip on the cribs. The humming started and we all fell asleep. A mobile spun faster and faster in front of my eyes, with the words "Let Go Let Go" spinning out of it with every rotation. Suddenly I dropped into the middle of the street, and looked around me to see that every person on the street was wearing nothing but a diaper. They all looked so nice, and beckoned to me with every shake of their well padded posteriors. I moved out among them, and began to mingle with the people of all ages. To the side, I noticed Doug and his gang(bullies from school) in just their underwear beating up some poor kids for their money. Immediately I felt loathing for him, and wanted to be as far away from him as possible. They saw me and circled me, singing, "I'm a big kid now!" I cowered down and covered my head. I woke up covered in sweat, and quickly reached down to my night bottle and began sucking. I curled up in the fetal position to contemplate what was happening. Spontaneously, I kicked at the mobile and managed to whack it a good one. It stopped! Panicking, I kicked it again and it started up. The low, soft thrumming soon put me to sleep again. Dinner smells were in the air when I woke up again. Sarah was packing away the inflatable cribs, and Jenny was changing Jeremy on the table. With that task completed, Sarah led the three out to the van, and buckled them into their car seats. She took off in a whirlwind of dust leaving us alone in the house. "Your parents called and said they were going out tonight boys, that means we have the whole night together to have fun!" "I've rented some movies, and we can play games OK? Does that sound like fun? We both thought so :) So we ended up watching "The Bad News Bears" and "Real Genius," the latter being one of my favorite movies! Jenny popped popcorn, but insisted on feeding it to us. Neither of us seemed to mind. At 9PM, the movies were over and Jenny tucked us into our cribs, warm and dry for a (hopefully) peaceful night. Part 13: The Doctor Jenny woke us both up and changed our diapers. We were placed in our onesies and plastic pants, and to our surprise she put a shortall on both of us as well. "We're going out," she explained. We were both carried out of the house and placed into our car seats in the van, and Jenny climbed into the driver's seat. She took off in a cloud of dust, and soon we were on the freeway. After about 15 minutes of driving, we pulled into a doctor's office! "Jenny! We just got OUT of the hospital! We don't need to see the doctor!" "Yes you do. To make sure everything is all right." "No Jenny!" "Yes, or you both get suppositories and I won't change to till dinner." As Scott had had that treatment in the hospital, he advised me to shut up before anything happened. We were both placed in a double stroller, and brought into the office. I couldn't believe what I saw! Kids of all ages, from 1-12 wearing baby clothes and diapers! One twelve year old was lying in a carrier drooling, and his diaper was obviously leaking, as there were wet spots on his blue onesie. Jenny pointed this out, and his caretaker began to change him. We waited almost a half hour before our name was called. Jenny brought us into an exam room with twin tables that were covered in plastic and had side bars to prevent the occupant from falling off. She lowered the rails and boosted me up onto the first one. Quickly and professionally she removed my shortall, and then unvelcroed my onesie, leaving me in just my diaper. She lay me down, secured the chest strap and repeated the same operation with Scott. The doctor came in, a nice guy in his 30s. He introduced himself, and proceeded to begin to examine us. First he did a full physical, blood pressure, height, weight (these were conveniently built into the table)and then proceeded to examine our insides. He then said he needed a urine and stool sample, and since we wore diapers, he had to get something to do this. About five minutes later, he came back with two diapers with a spigot attachment on the front of them. He untaped my damp diaper, and lifted me up by the ankles. With my legs still in the air, he put some jelly onto his gloved finger, and grabbed a small pellet. He then inserted this high up my bottom!. My wet diaper was removed and the new one was put in it's place. He pulled it up over my tummy tightly, and taped it into place. Then, he took a hose from the table and attached it to the front. He flicked a switch and I could hear a small suction noise coming from the hose, and feel a slight breeze inside of my diaper from the suction. I looked over at Scott, and saw Jenny giving him a similar treatment. "Thanks for the help Jenny, come back in an hour." "All right Joe, thanks." Jenny left, and we were left in the room with no sound but the hiss of the pumps, and each other's breathing. "This is just like the last time I had a physical," Scott said. "Really? So this is normal?" "Yeah, they put suppositories in us, so get ready to REALLY go." What I didn't notice however, was what was going on behind the mirror in the corner... ******************* The Doctor and Jenny sat and watched the two boys secured to the exam tables, talking. They turned to each other and smiled. "Now, according to our records, Scott has achieved total incontinence during his stay in the Center, correct?" "Yes, it took us awhile to find a boy to match with him. Using the patient's parents' therapist, we were able to set events in motion that would have him come to the Center. We would have rather he achieved this level outside, so it didn't seem so much of a deliberate act, but it took us too long to locate foster parents. I am going to the orphanage later today, as Dr. Ricketts has ordered two more patients." "When are you doing this? During the boy's naps?" "Yeah, I'll slip them a mild sedative in their bottles, they'll never know." "Good. Well, the progress monitor reads that Scott has already done his duty, and that Danny is struggling. How long he takes to give in will give us a good measure of his progress. That he's lasted this long means that I think you should step up his treatment" "Will do." ********************* I couldn't take any more of the cramping pressure that had built up inside me. I wet and dirtied my diaper! As the pee came out, I could hear the suction carrying it away almost as fast as I could place it in there. A green light went on over my bed, and I noticed that Scott's had the same. The doctor came in. "I see you both have `done your duty', so let's get you changed." Jenny entered the room, and we were both quickly placed back into clean, regular diapers. I was unstrapped and redressed. As we were carried out, I could faintly hear crying, but it didn't sound like a normal baby cry, more adult....... That night, as we were helped into our sleepers, I was still feeling very tired from my unusually long nap. As a result of our "treatment" both us had been loading the diapers continuously all night. As the rail was raised, and my mobile switched on, I wondered about that crying...... Part 14: Picnic After we went through the normal morning routine, we came to our mid-morning diaper change. Instead of just being left in our diapers as normal, we were put into shortalls! When asked why, Jenny just said, "it's a surprise," and grinned. Scott and I agreed that we hoped it wasn't another trip to the doctor. Jenny carried us both out to the car and strapped us securely into our car seats. We drove for over an hour, into the countryside and up into the hills. Finally we came to a large wooden gate-like structure marked "Picard National Park" We drove through and at the top of a hill, we came to a small lake with tons of cars(almost all mini-vans) parked. Jenny parked the car, and went around to the rear of the van. She opened the hatch, pulled something out, and then moved around to the door. Sliding it open, she first unbuckled Scott(as he was closer, and put him down outside of my line of site. A minute later she came back, and carried me out of the van. I saw Scott sitting in a double stroller! Quickly the waist strap was applied, and I found myself being pushed across the gravel parking lot(a bumpy ride, let me tell you) and finally down a dirt path toward the area. All sorts of multicolored tents were set up. Each one had either a 1, 2, or 3 printed on it. Jenny started to wheel us toward a "2" tent. Once inside, I looked around and all over there were playpens with kids ranging in age from 2-13, all diapered, and all being very happy. Jenny pulled up to a large playpen, occupied by 3 other boys. An attendant put wrist bands on us to show whom we belonged to, and Jenny scuttled off. We looked around, and saw where we were was pretty cool. Inside was a whole row of neat toys and games, as well as a sandbox! Scott and I looked at each other, grinned and headed straight for the sandbox. Luckily there was a sink right next to it, so there was plenty of water for building sand castles. Pretty soon, we were both sweating from the hot day and the work we were doing. The attendant came over and noted that we were both soaked not only from the water, but from our leaking diapers. She lovingly changed us, and since our shortalls were soaked, she left us in just our diapers. About an hour and a half later, I was crouched down sculpting a nice-looking tower, when suddenly I felt sand gushing down the back of my diaper! That in there along with a nice large deposit of pee brought on by too many bottles of water. I stood up, feeling the sand work its way into the soft padding of my diaper. The other boy had already turned, and started to go back to his group. Scott and I jumped him from behind, and we both started using our shovels to dump scoopful after scoopful into his waiting diaper. Scott filled him bucket, and then pulled back the elastic on the back of the diaper. With great gusto he poured his bucket down into the boy's diaper! From the outside we could see that he was so wet, it was traveling up his butt. I could only imagine what a pound of sand in there must feel like. It was then that we felt hands come from behind! His buddies had grabbed us and proceeded to turn our diapers into small deserts. Just when our diapers began to spill over, the attendant came into the play area. By the donut in her mouth, she had obviously left to grab a snack, so this could go on. Quickly she grabbed our assailants and hauled them to a smaller playpen inside of our play area. Dumping them in, she stretched nylon webbing across the top to make sure they couldn't get out. Next she grabbed the two of us, and strapped us to individual changing tables. after taking off the sandy diaper, and sweeping the rest off the changing table, she found that removing the sand was easier said than done. Finally, she produced a hose, and that removed it nicely. Finally into dry diapers, Scott got up the nerve to ask: "Are we going to be punished?" "Well, that's up to....Jenny," she said, checking the name on his wristband. Both of us were quite worried over this, and spent the rest of the morning worrying about what Jenny would do. Jenny finally showed up around 1 o'clock, and after talking to the attendant told us what bad boys we had been. "For that, I have something special planned for you two," she said. Neither one of us could think of what that could be. Once all of the kids were in their highchairs, the adults started to dole out the hot dogs and hamburgers. Me and Scott both got 2 hot dogs and a burger, plus a HUGE bottle of grape soda. Scott and I were stuffed! But then they brought out this BIG chocolate cake(I noticed that the other tables got Vanilla) with a big 2 on it. Jenny told us it was only for the kids, so eat up. Scott and I each put away a nice 3 inch slice! It was getting dark by the time everything was finished, and both Scott and I were starting to feel really sleepy, so Jenny tucked us into our car seats, and an hour later we were home. She took us out, and since we were both soaking and poopy, she removed our diapers and left us lying on the tables. A few minutes later, she came back carrying the THICKEST diapers I've ever seen! a full 2 1/2 inches thick! Scott and I looked at each other, knowing that we wouldn't be able to walk in these positively protruding posterior padders. Jenny spread about 2 feet of oil, creme, and powder onto our butts, and told us that for misbehaving at the fair, she wasn't going to change us for a whole day! She then pulled 2 pairs of plastic pants on over our diapers, and told us that if we tried to remove them, we'd be sorry. What else could we do? It was then that we both noticed our bowels were churning good, and our bladders suddenly emptied big time into the diapers. Now that I thought about it, that soda and cake had a funny taste.................... Part 15: A Swim A month had passed. Jenny had taken really good care of us, and Scott and I were both very happy boys. Mom and Dad started taking an active role in us when they were home, and Mom had started making us custom rompers and overall sets, just for us to add to the fun! Mom walked into the nursery, where Scott and I were building with Legos. "Danny, I want you to try this on." "Okay, Mom." From behind her back she produced a denim shortall and a nice green shirt. I started to reach for the clothes when Mom said: "Hold it buster, how long has it been since you've been changed?" "I dunno, a couple hours maybe." "A couple hours! I think you're too wet to try these on. I don't want you staining them before you even wear them!" "But Mommmmmm!" "No buts except yours on the table, now!" I sighed and stretched out my arms. Mom picked my up and lay me on the table. The safety strap was drawn securely over my chest as mom unsnapped my onesie. As she had predicted, my diaper was swimmingly full, and had it not been for their extreme thickness, they surely would've leaked before now. Stripping off the stinky diaper, Mom raised my legs in the air and proceeded to clean off my behind with a warm washcloth. Soon she had my whole diaper area ready. Taking out a tube of Desitin, she rubbed it in her hands to warm it up, and gave my whole diaper area a nice, thick coat. Then came the baby powder, put on nice and thick. By the time she finished, I was more powder than boy! Then she pulled out one of my nighttime diapers(that are 1/2 an inch thicker). "Mom! It's not nighttime! I don't need the thick ones!" "Ah, but you may be wearing this when you need extra protection. So we have to try it on with your thickest diapers!" "All righttt....." Mom taped the diaper securely around my middle and then stood me up. Quickly she helped me into the overalls and shirt. She walked around me, tugging here, marking there. I noticed that the crotch of these pants was a snap one, and that they had extra space around the middle, as well as an elastic band in the rear. This was obviously to allow room for even larger diapers than I had on already! I wondered where those would come from. Satisfied, she picked Scott up off the floor, changed him and repeated the whole process. Then she stripped the clothes off of us and left us in just our diapers. "It's a hot day, I think you'll be fine." Dad had been setting up the pool that he bought in the back yard, and Scott and I couldn't wait to go into it! It's six feet deep, and about 10 across, plenty of room for two growing babies to play in! Finally, after 3 hours of filling from ours and our neighbors hoses. The pool was treated and pronounced ready for use. Mom took us over to the changing table and took off our quite wet diapers. she left us strapped to our tables as she left the room. She came back with 2 boxes. "Mom, what's in the box?" "Well, if you went swimming in your diapers, that would kill the whole point of them wouldn't it? Diapers have even been known to explode in pools! Now what I have here are some special plastic pants, that don't let the water in, and they're weighted so that you still can do everything you normally would! Scott and I were very excited about this! Mom quickly put on our fresh diapers and started with Scott, stretching the tight plastic pants over his fresh diaper. there were valves on the waist and leg bands, and Mom attached a small pump to them. Quickly they filled with compressed air, forming a tight, but not uncomfortable seal around his middle. Mom then opened a valve in the actual pants and pushed out all the air she could till it was tight around his diaper. "Don't worry Scott, that valve is only designed to let things out, not in," she smiled. After I was also prepared, Mom unstrapped us from our respective tables. When we got up, we both felt a little weird because of the weights in the side of the pants, but we knew it would be OK once we were in the pool. Suntan lotion was rubbed all over our bodies, as we hadn't been outside much this summer and could be sensitive. Mom had already set up a hood over the pool to keep the sun and elements off. As the pool was right next to the deck, Scott and I went to the edge and got ready. Jenny called to us from her lawn chair where she was getting a tan to be careful in there. With a unanimous "We will", we jumped in!! The cool clear water felt really good in that hot sticky day. It felt a little strange with the weights and thick diapers on, but as far as we could tell, there was no water leaking in at all! We spent the next hour splashing and playing in our waterproofed diapers, till we both were tired. Mom helped us out of the pool and dried us off. She said that if we were good and took our naps, that we could go swimming even longer after the sun went down. Both of us were stripped, changed, and placed in our cribs for our naps. Jenny started the mobiles and we were both fast asleep. After a dinner of pizza, we were both once again sealed in our swim pants and were off into the water! For 2 hours we splashed and played. What Mom had failed to read on the box was: "WARNING: THIS PRODUCT WILL SLOWLY LEAK PRESSURE TO MAINTAIN FIT AND TO PREVENT PREMATURE FAILURE. REPLENISH SEAL PRESSURE EVERY 90 MINUTES" Scott dived to the bottom trying to grab my legs, I leaped out of the way and scooted to the other side of the pool. All I saw from him was a huge host of bubbles, and then he came up hanging onto the side for dear life! "The seal broke! My diaper is soaked beyond imagination!!!!!" he cried. Quickly Jenny came over to him and hauled him out of the pool. When she took off his plastic pants, his diaper was over twice the size it was normally! Water was leaking everywhere and he looked a mess! She grabbed the tapes and ripped it away, throwing the wet diaper off to the side. "Are you all right?" she asked Scott as he coughed up some water. "Yeah" he replied "I just was surprised for a minute". During all this commotion, I was hanging onto the side, and they hadn't told me to get out. What I didn't notice was the small stream of bubbles coming from the legband of my plastic pants. It wasn't until I felt cold slowly spread over my butt that I realized I wasn't wetting! Quickly I got out of the pool and ran over to Jenny and grabbed her legs. "Mine leaked too! Now I'm all wet!" I started to cry! "There there" comforted Jenny as she rubbed my saturated behind, "it's OK, we'll get you both all dry, okay?" Jenny took us both into the bathroom with towels wrapped around us in case of accident. She placed us both into our extra large tub and began to wash the chlorine out of our hair and off of our bodies. Mom came in and said: "Well, here's why that happened. It slowly reduces the pressure to make sure they don't burst, and you were almost 45 minutes overdue for a fillup! Jenny, when they're in the pool, see that their pants get pumped up every hour, okay? "Sure, no problem." "OK, when you're done with their bath, I think that they need to go to bed. They both look very tired. I'll get their bottles ready." Jenny took us out of the tub and dried us both from head to toe. Then she diapered us up good for the night, and as the air had gotten cooler, she put us in a light cotton short sleeper with a Velcro crotch. Mom came in with our night bottles and kissed us both goodnight. She pulled the sheet up singing to both of us as Jenny switched on our mobiles. The last thing she did was to switch on the air conditioner and take away our finished bottles. Replacing them in our half asleep mouths were two pacifiers, specially orthodontically designed and scaled up for bigger babies. I started to suck automatically as I drifted into dreamland, I heard Jenny on her phone in the next room. "He's ready? Only a week late guys, gee. Ok, yeah, I'll be ready to accept delivery tomorrow, no problem. See that everything is ready by next week for him. Uh Huh......well, it's probably take two or three days...uh huh, OK...yeah...gotcha..bye!" I wonder what's coming tomorrow? Part 16: A Return I woke up the next morning wet and messy as usual. Mom changed me and put me into the swim pants. Reminding me to get filled up every hour, and rubbing a generous amount of sunscreen onto my exposed parts. Scott and I jumped into the pool to play. After an hour, we got out and Mom and Jenny began to refill our pants. From behind us came a "hey"! There was Steve, dirty and wearing his scout uniform and carrying his backpack. He had a sort of glazed, far away look in his eyes that I attributed to exhaustion. Scott and I both said hi, trying to cover up the diapers we were wearing as he made fun of us the last time. We went inside, and after getting dry, we both sat on Steve's bed as he put away his things. "So, Steve...what did you do on your trip?" "Oh, we went hiking and canoeing. I caught a lot of fish that we ate for dinner a couple of nights. We sneaked a TV in and used a solar battery so that we could still watch. It was innovative, so the leaders let us do it. For three days it was rainy, and we all had shows we wanted to watch. We ended up using half a pack of batteries shining flashlights on the thing!" "Wow, sounds like fun!" "Listen guys, I'm sorry about the way I was treating you. If you want to be little, fine, have fun! I shouldn't have laughed at you." "OK Steve, I accept your apology." Just then there was a knock at the door! Jenny answered the door, and it was the diaper man. he hauled in the large crate as usual, and Jenny signed for it. The guy came every 2 weeks or so, and always had something nice for us. Today it was a Hot Wheels car! Scott and I thanked him, and with a tip of his hat he was gone. Scott stood there in our room watching us unpack the diapers and put them into the stackers attached to the ends of our cribs. When it was full, we closed the top and it was ready to use. The remaining diapers went into the closet. I unfolded one of the ones left out. "Wow Jenny, these are bigger, and thicker!" "Remember when I measured you guys a couple weeks ago? Well the place that custom makes your diapers enlarged them at my request to correspond with your new measurements. After all, growing boys need diapers that fit them correctly, as we don't have any messy leaks, right? I've been waiting over an extra week, because they had to create a new mold for you." We agreed, and Mom called us to dinner as Dad took the burgers off of his new gas grill. Our highchairs were moved out to the deck. Jenny was introduced to Scott and vice versa as the food was passed around. Scott and I made a mess of ourselves as we ate our condiment-filled burgers. After dinner, Scott and I got into our swim diapers and the three of us splashed around in the pool for a couple of hours. Finally Jenny pulled us out announcing that it was bedtime. During our bath, I saw Steve watching from the hall quite a few times. As we were carried, our diaper areas wrapped in towels toward our room (which is at the other end of the hall), I wet and it soaked through the towel all over Jenny's clothes! "Naughty baby!" she playfully admonished me. We were right next to her room, so she went in and put us on the bed. From her closet she pulled two diapers, saying that she kept them there for emergencies. She changed her shirt and then wrapped us up in the soft plastic protection. As she carried our diapered behinds toward our room. Steve came out of it. "What were you doing in the boy's room?" asked Jenny. "Well, I left my pocket knife in there, we wouldn't want them hurting themselves would we?" Steve answered, holding up the knife. "No we wouldn't, be careful of that Steve, we don't want them hurting themselves" Steve went into his room, and we were put into our cribs and tucked in. The mobile was started, and as I drifted off to sleep, I could swear I heard crinkling when Steve was walking.......... Part 17: A New Member of the "Family" The rest of the summer went by quickly, between swimming and playing we were so busy, we didn't even notice. I had noticed in recent days that if I tried to hold anything, I couldn't hold out for too long and my diaper almost filled automatically. Nor did I care, as this is what I wanted! Steven spent a lot of time playing with Scott and I, being more of a brother to us than ever he was to me. As it was getting close to the start of school, Jenny took us to the doctor again, and he gave us the required booster shots that we needed (something I did NOT appreciate, as he gave them to me through my diaper when I wasn't looking). It was when we returned from the doctor, and some shopping that something happened. Scott and I were let down and told to go to our room while Jenny put away the groceries. We turned the corner, and saw all was not right in the room. In Scott's crib, sucking his pacifier and wearing nothing but a diaper was Steve! Scott let out a yell that shook the windows! Steve quickly sat up, but this caused the recently installed locking top to fall down and latch. I could tell by the front of the diaper's chromatic metamorphosis that he was wetting as we stood there. At Scott's scream, Jenny came running! When she saw Steve sitting there in his warm wet diaper, sobbing in a locked crib, she started to laugh! "Jealous of your brothers, huh, Steve? Well, we can certainly let you join the party!" "No, I just wanted to try one on...." "Too bad! We'll just let you sit there until your parents come home." Steve sat there the rest of the afternoon. The only contact he had with us was when Jenny passed him a pair of plastic pants so that he wouldn't leak on the sheets. When Mom and Dad came home, Jenny brought them up to speed. "Well, I've noticed them missing for awhile now. By my count, Steve's been wetting his bed almost since he got back. There was an unusual amount of dirty sheets that suddenly stopped and the diapers started missing. I think if he's going to be wetting his bed, then certainly proper diapers should be supplied for him. It seems he wants more than this though, and I'm more than willing to provide it. I think though, that we should keep him confined for a week or so to get him used to it." Mom was almost glassy eyed in her response. I did notice that she seemed to be staring at that new clock that Jenny bought her a lot lately. "Definitely......put Steven in diapers....begin right now." Dad went with Jenny to haul Steve out of the crib. Each taking an end, they picked him up and placed him on the changing table. Several straps instead of the usual one were put around him. "Daddd!" Steve yelled "Don't let her do this to me!" "Son, it's for your own good, I promise you" "Nooo Dad!" With that, Steven's diaper change was complete. Jenny and Dad locked him back into Scott's crib. Jenny disappeared for a moment, and came back with another mobile. She unhooked Scott's and put up the new one. "Scott and Danny, you'll be sleeping in the living room in your travel cribs. Steven needs your room for a couple days," "Okay," we agreed. Steve was given several bottles, and we all left, closing the door tightly behind us. The only sound we heard from the room for the longest time was the thrumming music of the mobile. In the living room, Mom was inflating our cribs, and in the kitchen Dad began warming our bedtime bottles. After about an hour of TV watching, Mom told us to go back to our room and tell Jenny we needed our bath. In there she had Steven on the changing table, obviously asleep(how she got him there is a mystery, especially asleep) and measuring him over the diaper. I noticed that our diapers barely fit him, and the tapes were at the very edge of the adhesive area. After writing down several measurements, she put him back in the crib and locked the top. Amazing, he didn't wake up the whole time. After our baths and fresh diapers (on the changing mat as to not disturb Steven) we were put into our travel cribs and the webbing stretched across the top. Our mobiles were started and we went to sleep. The next day there was a knock on the front door. Workmen flooded the house as they dismantled Scott's old bed and hauled it out. Quickly, components were brought in for a changing table and crib. After about an hour of banging, the workman left. The Diaper Man also made a visit, this time leaving _3_ packages at our door, as well as a strange cloth package. Jenny grabbed it, and opened it up to reveal a sleeper. The weird part about it was, the sleeves and legs were sewn together with tight thick stitches. We crinkled behind Jenny as she went to our room. Steven, now awake sulked in the crib in a VERY wet and by the smell, messy diaper. "OK Steve, put on this sleeper so we can transfer you to your room." "No, not going to." "Steven, if you don't I'll leave you in there until your father gets home, and then we will BOTH haul you out of there, spank you, and THEN put the sleeper on you. Now what's it gonna be?" Steven wisely elected for the sleeper, and after a great amount of difficulty, got the leg part on. Through the bars, Jenny helped him get the top piece on, and zippered it up the back. Like a prisoner, Steven was trotted to his room (the legs were sewn at shin height, so he could still KIND of walk) once in his room, Jenny gave him a boost onto the changing table. She tightly strapped him down and unzipped the legs. His diaper was changed and he was quickly zipped up again. Into the crib he was pushed, and the top came slamming down after it. Reaching through the bars, Jenny expertly removed the sleeper. "Now if you're good, you won't have to wear the sleeper when I take you out to change you later, okay?" Steve nodded a beaten nod and lay down in his crib where he found a stuffed animal and several bottles. Sucking on one of the bottles he closed his eyes to the thrumming of the mobile. Jenny took us both into our rooms and changed us into our swimming gear. For the rest of the afternoon we swam, having Jenny pump up our diapers as needed. When we returned to the inside, we found Steve in front of the TV in the playpen, nylon webbing stretched across the top. We asked Jenny if we could join him, because he looked lonely. She said sure as long as we didn't mind the webbing. We both got into the playpen with Steven. "How're you holding up?" "Fine, Danny." I noticed he was looking a little spacy." "Are you bored in the crib?" "Noooo...Jenny gives me things..to do." "OK...Do you like wearing diapers? Or are you sad?" "I..like...wearing...them." Steve just kind of lied there, so I asked Jenny to let us out. After dinner Steve was put back in his crib, and he obviously went to sleep by the snoring. Us on the other hand went swimming again, and then we watched some TV followed by our bath. As Jenny tucked us in, she told us that Steven might be let out in a couple days if he was good. I was glad to hear this, and after starting our mobiles, she tucked us in and we went to sleep. Part 18: School days Finally the first day of school came, and Jenny had already bought us some thinner diapers that fit under normal clothes. That morning she got us both up extra early and bathed us so that we wouldn't be all stinky. After that, she took extra special care to treat our minor rash and to make sure that lots of oil and powder were used, because we wouldn't be changed till lunchtime. She started to pull plastic pants over our diapers, but decided against it because of the extra noise they'd make. For the first time in 3 months I was wearing a shirt and pants, and I really felt odd in them. After being fed and our diapers checked one last time(dry) we set off for school, swinging our book bags around. Scott raced out front, diaper crinkling as he ran. I quickly ran to catch up with him and we reached the school building breathless. The day went normally with teachers introducing themselves and textbooks being handed out. I did notice that several of my classmates were missing with no sign or explanation of were they went. In the meantime my diaper as well as Scott's became heavier and heavier as all the juice we drank with breakfast began to catch up with us. I began fighting as the wet diaper began to make me itch. I noticed several other kids around us fighting as well, but assumed that they just were bored. Finally lunchtime came and Scott and I dashed down to the nurse's office in a rush to get our wet diapers removed before they leaked. We rounded the corner and to our surprise there was a large line formed outside! Kids of all shapes and sizes, at least 15, and all with that telltale bulge around their middles! Scott and I couldn't believe it! But one by one the children filed into the room. Finally it was our turn and we were helped onto the 2 changing tables that were set up in the office. Pacifiers were placed into our mouths as our pants were removed and our diapers changed. Quick, professional hands wiped our bottoms clean, and we were quickly powdered and taped up. As our pants were fastened, I saw our sopping diapers being placed on a scale before being thrown out. Quickly we were ushered out the door, and Scott and I started toward lunch. After selecting our meal, we began to eat and I introduced Scott to a bunch of my older friends. We all seemed to get along fine, until the girls behind us noticed the wisps of white plastic sticking out from the waistband of my pants. "DANNY'S WEARING DIAPERS!" screamed Tina, the most annoying girl in school. Immediately, I saw several of the kids from the nurse's office freeze, as did Scott. The whole group of them started chanting, "Diaper baby!" at the top of their lungs while the entire lunchroom laughed at us. They quickly spotted Scott's equal attire and began taunting each person as they found a new one. We sat there cowering trying to ignore them, but all of a sudden the commotion turned to a table at the far end of the cafeteria. It was Steven, standing there with the front of his pants slowly growing dark from the pee stream that was emptying out of his pants leg! Immediately the entire crowd except for the crying diaper wearers descended upon Steve who ran out into the hall. Jenny was called in as well as all of the other nannies whose charges went to the school. The principal came into the room. "I'd like to thank you all for coming. Due to the incredible amount of incontinent children we have this year, I would like to suggest a school that another principal suggested to me. You would get tuition vouchers for it, and your children would be cared for by professionals who specialize in the treatment of incontinence. What do you say?" All of the nannies agreed that this was a good idea, and we were all sent home to prepare with the booklets from the school. At home we were stripped down to just our diapers, and told to get into our cribs. As we passed by Steven's room, we saw him asleep in his crib, diapered thickly and a pacifier in his mouth. Jenny locked us into our cribs and gave us the pamphlets to read as well as our bottles. While reading about all the benefits of the institution, we both fell asleep to the humming of our mobiles. Part 19: The New School One week later a large bus pulled up to our front door. Outside waiting were Scott and I, thick travel diapers surrounding our loins and our bags packed. Two men came out of the bus and picked us up. We were carried inside, and we noticed that all of the other occupants were diapered and strapped into the car seats we were about to be! After we were buckled in, Mom and Dad waved goodbye to us as the bus pulled away. After several similar stops, we reached the open road and bottles of juice were handed out to all the travelers. No rest stops were made on the 10 hour journey, and by the time we reached the school the entire bus stank of stinky diaper. Outside where the bus parked, there were several orderlies waiting with strollers and some just waiting. About 5 boys were placed in the strollers and the rest of us were lead into the building. After the last of us entered, the door slammed shut and we could hear the sound of heavy bolts locking into place. Once we had entered the main school area, the 15 of us were told to go into a large room to the right and stand by a changing table. The 5 or so who were strollered in were already being strapped to the tables and one by one, we were each lifted, stripped down to our diapers and prepared to be changed. Finally the diaper cart was rolled over to my table, and my sopping diaper was removed. Quickly I was wiped off, and oil, powder, and Desitin were applied to my rear. An ID bracelet like that in a hospital was put around my wrist and I was left, clean and dry for the first time in awhile. Once the process of changing all of us had been completed, we were led to the feeding area, and those who needed help were fed. The rest of us were lifted into high chairs and the trays were locked in front of us. A mixture of soft, tasty nutritious food was placed on our plates and we all ate with gusto, occasionally taking sips from our bottles. Finally we were lead into an orientation room. This, like all the classrooms had desks styled after highchairs, and the desk part locked in front of the owner. Since there were no need for bathroom breaks in this school, we all didn't mind too much. A man with a nice beard came up to the front. "Hello boys, and welcome to the Rickett's Institute For Incontinent Children. In this school you will receive the best of care as well as an education. Now we'll go over the ground rules that I'm sure you are aware of." Papers were handed out to all of us boys, and they said: GROUND RULES 1-You are NEVER to be without a diaper without permission 2-You are NOT allowed to change yourself, when you need to be changed you must ask an attendant 3-School uniforms will be worn by all, no exceptions 4-Bedtime is 8PM, ALL students will report to the dorm at this time 5-Those capable may feed themselves, but all must use supplied seating and utensils We all were then let go and led to our dorm rooms. There were 4 cribs in our room, and it was the size of a small apartment. Along the wall were 4 folded highchairs, and on the other 4 changing tables stuffed full of diapers! Scott and my two new roommates were all led over to the changing tables. One by one, the fronts of our diapers were squished to see if we were in need of changing, and, boy, was I. After that bottle it all "went to my hips" so my front was sagging quite a bit. I was lifted and strapped onto the table, as was Scott. Apparently the new two weren't wet, but were told to climb on the table anyway. Once we were on there, our attendants produced 2 inch thick diapers! Over these were stretched plastic pants made of a heavy duty material. Into our cribs we were dumped, and the attendants disappeared into a hall that looked like it had bedrooms. The lights went out, and we were left alone in just our diapers. I quickly found myself falling off to sleep, as did the others. MEANWHILE................. Julia sipped her coffee, occasionally glancing at the starlight scope enhanced screen of the 4 cribs in room 119. She could tell by the infrared that 2 of them had used their diapers already. The next 6 hours passed quickly, with the diapers occasionally growing brighter on the IR screen due to additions. Julia had intentionally kept the lights off, even though it was now bright daylight outside. She saw that several of the babies were awake, but very drowsy due to the sleeping pills in their bottles. She hoped that they would suck on the bottles included in the cribs so that no one would interfere with them due to crying and fussing. She switched the cameras over to the infant ward. She panned over to where Billy Johnson, a recent admittee was in his crib, a screen over his eyes and headphones on his ears. An IV fed him nutrients as he lay there, oblivious to the world. According to the chart she flipped open, Billy was now at the development stage of a 1 year old, and they intended to take him even lower. Billy kicked several times, and drool began to come out of his mouth. He began to whimper, and wet his diaper. She increased his dosage of sedative and sent a nurse in to change him. Dr. Ricketts was testing the reaction times of the 2 year olds in the next ward, noting their progress, and Johnny Schmidt had finally completely lost control of his bowels, much to the relief of the staff. Several babies in the 2 year old ward had leaky diapers, and poop had leaked onto the crib sheet. Julia sent in a cleanup crew and leaned back in her chair. She lit a cigarette and tapped the ashes into the ashtray. Sipping her coffee she took satisfaction in seeing the formerly rebellious boys now helpless babies. Tomorrow she would start work on those Williams boys........ Part 20: New beginnings Finally I came out of that hazy sleep I was in, and started to move around. I could feel that I had an extremely full diaper, and if it wasn't for that thick layer of oil, powder, and Desitin covering my butt, I would have a nasty rash. I stood up in my crib, hanging onto the rails. I noticed that the crib sides were much higher than normal, and I couldn't reach the top to climb out. I noticed the other 3 boys stirring as well, but decided that I would let them wake in their own time. I felt the usual morning movements in my nether regions, and quickly had a warmed up diaper. From the side hallway, the attendants appeared again, and one by one, the crib sides were lowered and we were secured to the changing tables. The plastic pants were stripped off, and my diaper was untaped. Keeping my feet in the air, he untaped the diaper with one hand and placed it on the scale. His partner made a note of the weight, and I was quickly cleaned, but left nude on the changing table. The attendant unlocked the wheels and wheeled the tables down into an oversize bathroom with a very large(Jacuzzi size) tub in it. All of us were placed in it by one guy, as the other added soap to the bath. It started bubbling and swirling as we played with the boats and other toys provided to us by them. Finally the bath stopped and we were placed lying down on a board with tons of holes in it. From the top and bottom came strong blasts of warm air, quickly drying us from head to toe! This completed, we were buckled back onto our changing tables and coated with oil, powder and rash cream. Finally, baby blue onesies were placed under us and we were sealed into them. As we got up from the table, we all noticed that we had a number 2 on the butts of our onesies. We dismissed it as a section ID#. Finally we were lead out of the room by the hand, toddling in our thick diapers, wondering what our first day of school would bring.... NO MORE UNDERWEAR! PART 21:The First Day From our room we were led to the dining hall, where at least 30 other boys were already being put in their high chairs. The four of us were boosted into our high chairs and locked in place. Bottles and muffins were placed before us, and we all began to eat. Finally we finished eating and the attendants unlocked us, after running a finger around our diapers to make sure they were clean and dry, we were lead to the classroom. When everyone was locked in their "highdesk", our teacher came in to teach the first subject, History. Several hours passed of lessons "...and that's when Pampers introduced the first disposable diaper, it was very thick, but did not hold even a quarter of what the diapers you are wearing right now do. The basic design was not changed until the mid eighties, when elastic leak guards were added to the legs. Within the next 10 years, advances such as super-absorbent gel and a "canal" in their center of the diaper have made leaks nonexistent on the properly put on diaper.............. She continued on like that for the next hour, and the room was really starting to get smelly. I could tell that the boys to either side of me had messed their diapers, and mine was beginning to sag from the weight of liquid in it. Finally George(the boy next to me, he was also one of my roommates)'s diaper started to flood, and a puddle began to form under his desk. "WELL!" said the teacher, I think I went on a little too long with this lesson! It's lunch time anyway. Our attendants came into the room and lead us back to our rooms, where everyone had his diaper changed, then to the dining hall, where everyone had cut up hot dogs, and then to the play area. The play area was a large room where the heat had been turned up to 85 degrees or so. It had mirrored walls and one side that was full glass windows, looking down the hill. Outside of the playroom we were stripped down to our diapers and led through the door which was locked behind us. The room was full of toys and other babies playing. Scott and I went over to where George and Jason(other roommate) were sitting, playing with pickup sticks. As we played, I could see various nurses and doctors going around looking at various boys, checking their diapers and scanning their bracelets. A few of them, after being examined had bright blue stickers put on the backs of their diapers. When my turn came, my diaper was checked, and various measurements were taken, a sticker was placed quickly on my bum, and they moved on to the next baby. After an hour, I noticed that some orderlies had entered the room, and they came up to me, and picked me up. I was carried away from Scott for the first time in a long while, and brought to a large white room with many examining tables in it, I could see the other boys who had been stickered lying on them, and I was placed down and a light strap placed across my chest. A nurse came up to me, and started attaching EEG and EKG monitors to me, and had me lift up so that she could change my diaper. As she cleaned my bottom, suddenly I felt a sting and the whole room went black....................... NO MORE UNDERWEAR! PART 22: Revelations Julia removed the needle from Danny's butt, and set it on the table, he had stopped struggling immediately and the monitors assured her that he had suffered no ill effects from the medication. Quickly and professionally, she pulled a diaper under his bottom, and hooked a tube to the drainage duct on the front. Inside the diaper she attached a wetness monitor, and then inserted an electronic thermometer into the boy's ear. She then taped the diaper securely closed. After attaching IVs to the boy's body, she removed a large pair of goggles from a box behind the boy's head, and put gloves attached to the helmet onto his hands. She ran several tests and moved on to the next boy, who had already been sedated. When she had finished, she moved to the booth, and activated the system. Immediately the boys were surrounded(from their perspective) in a photorealistic world, perfect for shaping young minds. She began to lower the temperature in the room, and stopped when the boy's breathing and heart rate reached target levels. Dr. Ricketts came into the room behind her, chewing on a donut. "So Julia, how are my boys?" "Right on schedule, Doctor, what is the target you want me to hit?" "2 years old, make sure to adjust it as needed." "Yes, Doctor." I woke up, in what seemed to be a normal bed, and stood up. I looked down at my body and saw that for once there was no thickness of a diaper, just normal clothing! I sat on my bed and contemplated whether this had all been a dream. Deciding that action was better than sitting there, I got up and went downstairs. In the kitchen was a woman I had never seen before, but at once I knew this was my mother. She looked at me, and asked what I was doing, and I blinked in response. She asked that didn't I know what day this was? I replied no, but wanted to know. Today is your DIAPER DAY! She replied, and told me to get undressed immediately! WHAT! I replied, I don't need diapers! Every boy who turns 10 soon will need diapers she replied...and threw me to the ground and began to unbuckle my pants. I squirmed, but her firm hand stopped me. Soon, I was diapered and standing in a play pen, vainly trying to jump out...jump out...jump OUT! I came up through a fog, and realized that I had a set of goggles on my face. I tried to tear them off, but realized that my hands were strapped to the surface I am lying on. After shaking my head back and forth, I managed to throw the goggles from my head and see what I am up against. In my arm I saw an IV line, crimped so that nothing was coming through, and various monitors on my body, I strained and struggled, but all I succeeded in doing was messing my diaper. An alarm went off and a light over my head lit. I immediately pretended to be asleep in this cold room, and soon an orderly came and unstrapped my legs and changed my diaper. Seeing that the IV was loose, she unstrapped my arm and this was all I needed. I quickly bashed her with the goggles and she fell over unconscious. I unstrapped myself, and looked around, and saw that the other orderly was not looking at me. Quickly I got out of the room, as fast as my little diapered behind could move! The alarms went off, as my monitors moved out of the radio range and I stripped them off as I ran. I dove into an air duct, just as pounding orderly feet came from behind me. I began to crawl through the ducts as quickly as I could, peeing my diaper as I went. Unfortunately, there was a loose panel, and I fell into a dark black room. NO MORE UNDERWEAR! PART 23: Answers The room was very dark, but also warm. I could hear the humming of some sort of compressor as I scrambled for the light switch. I flipped a switch, and a red light came on, illuminating a long row of tanks Inside each tank was a boy! They had air masks on their faces, and a device on the outside simulated a heartbeat. They floated in the liquid, oblivious to anything and everyone. As I went down the row, I came to one whose display read.... STEVEN WILLIAMS PHYSICAL AGE: 12 Years TARGET AGE:2 months CURRENT MENTAL AGE:0.8 years I tried to open the tank, but it was sealed tightly, suddenly the door burst open, my diaper began to leak as I peed with the effort of opening the tank. Steven slid out of the door, fluid gushing after him. I slapped his face, trying to wake him but he would not wake. Then came a banging on the door, and I dove back into the air duct. I climbed through into a supply closet, and there I managed to get a sleeper(which I cut the feet off of) and a supply of diapers which I put into a bag. Finally I found an external vent, and managed to leave the school. As I made my way across the land, I could see flashlights in the distance, and I hid in a tree until morning. Finally the light came, and I climbed down. My fresh diaper from the supply room was about to leak, so I changed it and kept heading south. I was very hungry by this point, having had nothing to eat since before they took me from the playroom. Finally I came to the highway, and not far away was a truck stop. Realizing that I had no money, and the police would surely be notified if I went in there like this, I began climbing into various cars and trucks parked outside. After half an hour of ducking and dodging, I managed to come up with a five dollar bill and a shirt and pants. They were huge on me, but I didn't mind, besides, it covered my diaper. I went into it, and ordered breakfast. The waitress and truckers looked at me funny, but soon returned to their meal as they had to return to the road, all but one that is. He came up to me and asked: "Son, where are you headed?" "Back home sir, to Adenville" "Did you run away from your folks?" "Uhh, yes sir, but I am going back" "My son ran away when he was 13, and I haven't seen him since, I can see you know how much this has hurt your parents, so I'll give you a lift back to them, how's that sound?" "Gee thanks, mister!" "Call me Joe." "Thanks Joe!" And so we got on the road, talking, laughing, and joking. He let me work the CB, and blow the horn and everything. Unfortunately, the time came when I had to poop. Joe began to wrinkle his nose. "Danny, do you smell that? Smells like a manure truck" "Uhh, yeah...that's me Joe. I need to wear diapers" "Diapers? Well, I guess you can't help yourself...how did it happen?" "Uhhh...I fell out of a tree when I was 7 sir, and it damaged my nerves" "Well, can you change yourself? You can change in the sleep area of the truck." "Yes, I can manage." He handed me a box of tissues to use for wipes, and I spent the next 20 minutes cleaning myself up. At our next stop I was able to throw out my "collection" of diapers. Finally after several days of deliveries, we pulled up in front of my house, and I got out. "Thanks Joe, thanks for everything" "You're welcome, Danny, now go see your folks." "THANKS!" I ran in the door, yelling MOM! MOM! Mom came into the kitchen, and stared at me with a confused expression "Who are you, kid?" "It's me, Danny, Mom!" "Danny? I don't know you, who are you?" "YOUR SON!" "I don't have a son, thank you very much." "Where's Dad? He'll know me!" Dad came into the room "Who's this kid, Joyce?" "Says he's our son." "We don't have a kid, and never did. I don't know what you're trying to pull, but leave our house now." I just stood there, and Dad grabbed me by the collar and threw me out the door! I landed on my butt, and turned to see the door lock. I ran and ran, crying all of the way, and finally stopped at the bridge in the park. I cried and cried, until I felt a presence behind me. I turned.... "JENNY!" "Yes Danny, you must have figured it out by now." "You made my parents forget me!" "Oh come on now, you don't really think I could turn their son into a baby again without a little `persuasion' do you? How much harder do you think it is to make them forget you entirely?" "I HATE YOU!" "I'm sure you do, but you are going back to the institute, you can't be in the outside world like this, it causes to many ripples in the other's conditioning. Do you know how hard it is to remove 15 kids from a town's memory, records, and get away with it? I'm afraid you have been awarded a transfer however, you are more trouble then you are worth." Orderlies appeared from under the bridge and grabbed me as an ambulance pulled up. I was strapped to a stretcher and my clothing cut off. I was loaded into the ambulance and taken to a van where I was loaded into the back for the return trip. Once we had arrived at the institute, Dr. Ricketts appeared over me. "Hello Danny, I'm afraid that you just aren't a cute toddler anymore, and that we have to move you. I am not pleased at all with you, too bad you won't be able to be with Scott any more. Say hello Scott" My head was turned, and I saw Scott curled in the Nurse's lap, and she picked up his arm and waved hi as Scott chortled. "Of course, if you haven't figured it out already, your growth has been halted, all of you. Can't have babies getting too big now can we? All in all, this has been a marverlous experiment in the human mind and development, It's a shame we can't talk more, but it's time for you to go Danny.." A needle bit my arm, and all went black EPILOGUE: Danny floated in the tank, his breathing nonexistent, fed completely by the stomach tube in oxygen and food. The nurse stopped in front of his tank, and adjusted some settings. The monitor read DANNY WILLIAMS PHYSICAL AGE:9.3 years TARGET AGE:-.2 years CURRENT MENTAL AGE:.1 years Pleased, Julia went back to her desk, 10 babies needed physicals today, and Dr. Ricketts was releasing some of the physically younger ones for adoption, to "clear the decks". Julia drew on her cigarette and smiled. A new group of future diaper nannies had arrived, and Jenny was training them. Soon there would be more institutes like this, and there would be some changes. She glanced once more at Danny on the security monitor, wondering how much he had told that truck driver. It didn't matter, he was "taken care of" anyway. She flipped over the newborn ward, when Steven William's size reduction was going nicely, a new process developed by Dr. Rickett's top personnel had enabled the matching of the physical body to the mind, and soon Steven would be ready to be adopted by some nice couple. Of course, all Ricketts brand babies would need their diapers, permanently, Julia didn't worry for a moment that her share in the money would be enough in a few years to retire to some tropical island. Steven wet his diaper, and her console started beeping. Ah well, a good nurses work is never done............... THE END A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR I intended this story to be a "Stephen King diaper story" that is, it's not a happy one. In the 5 months or so I have been writing it, it has become a totally new animal from the original concept. I hope you enjoyed this "more intense" story, and if you didn't, I promise my next story will be happier :)-Jeffy