Never Felt This Way Before Summary: Sexual attraction between 2 young men. Note: This story contains sexual acts between a 17-year-old and a 20- year-old who are best friends. I met little Johnny when I was 17 years old. They called him little Johnny because of his size. At 14 years old he could easily pass for 9 or 10 years old. At that time I lived in a fairly small town in upstate New York. We had a sandlot softball team and we played at the elementary school behind little Johnny’s house. Little Johnny was only 14 years old and most if not all of us on the team ranged in age from 16 to 20 years old, Johnny was the youngest. I admired little Johnny’s coordination and skill and this is why he was allowed to play on the team. There weren’t a lot of kids his age and he tended to hang around older kids. Whenever we played another team and we called a time out the other team would always make fun of Johnny. They would say things like “What’s the matter? Does baby need his diapers changed” Obviously they were talking about Johnny and it never seemed to bother him as much as it did me, but like I said he looked so young and had a baby face. Little Johnny and I didn’t become best friends until he was 17 and I was 20, but we did hang out as a group together before that. Fast forward 3 years, I am 20 and Johnny is 17. Johnny lived in a big Victorian house with just his father who was a physical therapist and ran his practice out of the house. His mother lived just over the border in Connecticut and Johnny visited her every other weekend. Since I lived 12 miles outside of town I often spent the weekends at Johnny’s house. One night when I slept over, Johnny and I were watching TV in his bedroom and he farted. It sounded like a wet fart, and I remarked “better be careful pushing out a fart like that you might get more than you bargained for”. Johnny replied, “don’t think that hasn’t happened before”. I replied back “that must’ve felt good” in a sarcastic tone. In a baby voice he replied “I like it ‘cause it feels so nice and squishy”. Of course this aroused me and my dick got hard. Johnny must’ve suspected as he reached out and pinched my dick in a joking manner and made fun of my hard on. I turned red with embarrassment as Johnny giggled lightly. He must’ve known this kind of talk turned me on. I just shrugged it off. On another occasion that I slept over, Johnny’s father left for the weekend with his girlfriend and we had the whole house to ourselves. Johnny got up in the morning and took a shower. While he was in the shower I was lying on the floor and noticed the end of a magazine sticking out a little from in between his mattress and box spring. My first thought was it must be a porn magazine, perhaps a Playboy or Penhouse. My heart started to beat faster at the prospect of what it might be. I pulled it out and it was an issue of Parenting Magazine. I was bummed out. Then I wondered why he would have that under his mattress. I noticed one page was dog eared. I turned to that page and there was a full page picture of a 3+ year old toddler wearing just a disposable diaper. The opposite page had an article on potty training difficulties and resistance. This piqued my interest further. Since Johnny spent every other weekend with his mother he kept a small duffel bag at the ready with some clothes already in it. I decided to snoop a little. While Johnny was still in the shower I found the duffel bag in his closet. I opened it and moved some clothes around and found what something that surprised me. In the bottom of the duffel bag I found toddler size terry lined plastic training pants. They had what looked like cum stains in the front and poop skid marks in the back. They had been obviously well used. I knew it! Johnny liked being a baby! I just needed more proof. I continued to search every inch of the duffel bag, every zippered compartment there was. Of course the last one I tried revealed even more tantalizing proof. In it I found a binky. My mind started imagining what Johnny might look like with a binky in his mouth and wearing training pants. The image was cute as Johnny still looked young at 17. He could still easily pass for a 12 to 14 year old. Johnny finally came back to the room as I lay on the floor in a sleeping bag holding my now pulsating, throbbing, cock. I pretended to be asleep. Johnny woke me up and said it was my turn to shower. I got up and he noticed my hard on, and remarked, “Got a morning woody, huh”. I was a little embarrassed but answered, “I guess so”, and went to the bathroom to shower. We headed to my house as I lived on a lake and we went swimming. There was no one home at my house as my mother and sister went to New York City for the day and would not be home till late that night. We swung from a rope from a tree into the lake. We were both treading water next to each other. As I turned my back towards Johnny he grabbed my butt and pinched and then laughed a little. I replied, “You like grabbing my ass, don’t you”? Trying to make a joke out of it as my cock expanded and throbbed. “See what you did?” as I grabbed for my crotch. I never expected him to reach in between my legs to feel it. He pinched it lightly and put his lips real close to mine, I took the initiative and kissed him on the lips. He just looked at me like a deer in the headlights and kissed me back. Seconds later we were groping and hugging each other in the water. Without a word, we both got out of the water knowing full well without speaking what was going to happen. We got dressed without a word being spoken and walked up the path to my house. We went directly to my bedroom and turned on the TV and stripped off our clothes and got into bed together. I admired Johnny’s body, particularly his baby smooth tiny little bottom and his cute cock. Johnny admired my cock as well and started to rub it. His cock became hard as did mine. Johnny rubbed my ass and I rubbed his. Knowing that he liked to pretend he was a baby I jokingly remarked at how much his butt needed to have a diaper on it. Johnny’s dick got even harder at this suggestion and his face turned really red. We French kissed and fondled one another. Then Johnny rolled onto his stomach got up on his elbows and knees and spread his legs and told me to “stick it in”. I was a little shocked at first that Johnny would make such a request and I was pretty sure this is not something I would enjoy doing. Sloppily, I got behind him with my throbbing dick. Johnny said “wait a second” and spit in his hand and rubbed it all over my cock and said, “now hurry before it dries.” I knew what he wanted me to do but still asked “are you sure”? He replied, “Yeah, come on!” I would have never believed Johnny had experienced this before as I was older and totally naïve to this. Things seemed to go too fast. I couldn’t believe I was sexually attracted to someone of the same sex, much less having sex with them. This was truly my first homosexual experience, but apparently it was not Johnny’s. He had told me he did it twice before with one boy when he was about 14 years old and he remembered how much he liked and how aroused he became and how he had the best orgasm he ever had. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing or the fact he did this and felt this at the age of 14! He was 17 now and I surmised he was probably into other things as well by now. How could he be so experienced and I wasn’t being 3 years older? Anyway I felt my cock slide into Johnny’s ass and surprisingly it did feel good. My body automatically started to thrust in and out rhythmically as Johnny moaned softly with pleasure. After about 5 minutes I felt myself cum in his ass and sighed with relief. Johnny asked if he could do me. I was a little afraid but said yes. I assumed the same position Johnny did. Johnny spit in his hand and rubbed it all over his cock and began to push it into my butt hole. At first it hurt as I was tight and not relaxed. Johnny told me to relax and when I did it felt a lot better. Johnny poked in and out for about five minutes with his little cock but it still felt good. After 5 minutes he too started cumming in my butt and as luck would have it I came again while he was cumming in me. I figured now we had no secrets between us and nothing could embarrass me now. As it became dark we ate and then lay in bed watching TV. I got up and told Johnny I had to get something from my closet. The room was dark except the light from the TV. Johnny was not paying attention to me as I went to my closet and then to the bathroom in my room. I took from my closet 4 small size depends disposable diapers which back in 1980 were much thicker than they are today. I also had 2 pair of Gerber super toddler size vinyl pants. In the bathroom I put on 2 diapers and the plastic pants intended to put the other 2 diapers and plastic pants on Johnny. I came out of the bathroom waddling in my thick diapers like a 3 year old. Johnny still hadn’t noticed as he was caught up in the program on TV. I got under the covers and asked Johnny to feel in between my legs. When he did he got this surprised look on his face like wow! Someone else likes to wear diapers. As close as we were and the things we did, Johnny was still too embarrassed to tell me about his diaper fetish. He told me how he thought he was the only one in the world who felt this way about diapers. I confessed to him how I once found baby things in his room like the terry lined plastic pants and the binky. His face turned red with embarrassment. I told him to lay down and spread his legs. I sprinkled powder on his crotch and pulled the diapers up between his legs and taped them. His erection was throbbing. He told me he never knew there were diapers that size. Whenever he could he would steal a baby diaper here and there when visiting relatives. Most of the time they were too small. He could fit into Pampers toddler size for babies over 37 lbs, but they were hard to come buy. That is why he had the terry lined plastic training pants in which he would stick old t-shirts or towels to simulate diapers. After we were both diapered, Johnny asked if I would mind if he used the diapers for their intended purpose. I had no problem with that as this is what I wanted him to do. I wanted to do the same. Johnny got up and stood next to the bed. He spread his legs a little and bent his knees slightly. His face turned red and he grunted a little. I heard the poopy filling his diapers and plastic pants. I could hear the poop crackle as it surged into his diapers. I could hear the crinkle of the diapers and plastic pants with every little move Johnny made. Johnny was doing a very large, mushy bowel movement in his diapers. When he was through pooping he straightened up and announced he was peeing. When he was done he got back in bed and asked me to squeeze the feces in his diaper and rub it all over his butt cheeks and push it between his legs and up and over his balls and cock. I complied with his request and rubbed poopy up and down the shaft of his cock all the time shaming and humiliating him until he announced he came. I stepped out of bed and did the same, I pooped, I peed and got back in bed and Johnny rubbed me too until I came. We stayed together and pleasured each other for the next 2 years until I moved away. I have never ever had an orgasm like the ones Johnny gave me since. I will never forget.