Mark's Story Mark Moves to Connecticut Part 1 When I was eight years old I started to wet my bed a few nights a week. I couldn't explain why it was happening. My father had just received a promotion at his job and we were going to be moving to Connecticut. We lived in Ohio at the time and I was in the second grade. Because the new job paid well my parents decided to send me to a private school. I was not looking forward to this and begged my parents not to move. I did not want to leave my friends but I had no say in the matter. They said I will love the new home they picked and assured me I would make new friends. My mother was concerned about my bed wetting and decided to bring me to the doctor. She had to get our family records for the move anyway. After the doctor examined me he found nothing wrong. He explained to my mother that I was probably going though a phase and it would pass in time. He said many kids eight years and even older are bed wetters. My mother asked what she could do to help me but the doctor said to just let it pass and in time it will stop. My mother began to complain about the extra wash and how we were moving and would be driving to Connecticut staying at motels along the way. The doctor suggested to just start using diapers again and added it will help me sleep better anyway. I looked shocked and cried saying " I don't need diapers mommy, I will stop " and the doctor calmed me saying that many boys and girls have to wear diapers to bed it's nothing to be ashamed of. I cried " I don't want diapers , I am not a baby. Only babies wear diapers." My mother thanked the doctor gathered all our medical forms and we left. On the way home my mother stopped at a department store. I asked why we were here. Mom didn't answer me and we went inside. We went to the baby department and mommy looked at diapers and plastic pants. A sales women came up to us " Can I help you ? " Mom said " Sure I need some diapers for my son here do you have any that will fit him " The sales women began to help. " I think the plastic pants your holding look about right " as she took them from my mother and held them up to my waist. Next the sales women grabbed a package of 12 cloth pre- fold diapers that she said were my size. My mother grabbed two more packages and several assorted color plastic pants in my size. Then the sales women said they carry disposable diapers also and walked us to another isle. She showed mom some Pampers brand disposable diapers that would fit me. She explained how they were good for trips and outings away from home. Well that's all mom had to here and in the cart a case went. After more shopping for a few other things we left. I was glad because I felt so ashamed and was red with embarrassment as my mother talked about my bed wetting accidents with a complete stranger. When we got home mom told me to go play while she began packing for our trip to Connecticut. We were leaving in a few days in the car. Dad had arranged for all our furniture to be moved after we had left. By the time we were to arrive at our new home the movers will have moved all our furniture there. We were going to be staying at a hotel for a few days while mom and I helped the movers at our new home. That night after supper I was sent up to take my nightly bath. When I finish and went to my room my mother was there. She was placing some cloth diapers on top of my bed and had two duck head pins in her mouth calling for me to lay down on the diapers. I cried " I don't need diapers mommy. Please ...NO I don't want diapers " But my mother ignored me and lifted me up placing me on the diapers. She applied baby powder and pinned the diapers on me. I was told to stand as she held out blue plastic pants and told me to step into them. I sobbed as she pulled the plastic pants up my legs and covered the diapers. She did this like it was so natural and I felt so ashamed. She said " All set for night nights , now put your pajamas on and you can watch some T.V. before bed time in an hour" It was only 6 o'clock and my bed time was at 9 o'clock. I asked " Why do I have to go to bed so early mommy? I don't have to go to bed till ....." She interrupted " From now on you'll be going to bed at 7 o'clock , the doctor said you need your rest . Now come down stairs with me there must be some cartoons on TV that you can watch before night nights." After I put my pajamas on I followed mom downstairs feeling myself waddle in such thick diapers and I felt so ashamed. I could hear my new diapers crinkle as I walked. When I got to the den Daddy said " All set for night nights I see" I didn't answer him looking away, but mom said " Yup , Do want anything to drink honey " looking at me. I said "OK ...Some juice please " " How about a nice glass of warm milk " " Okay " Mom returned from the kitchen with a cup of warm milk. I saw that the cup had a top on it and I gave a strange look. " Here you go honey the cover is so you won't spill it , I won't have time to wash the couch if you spill it so here is one of your old cups I found when I was packing " I didn't want it but the look on daddy's face said I better so I took it and drank the warm milk. I watched some cartoons and just before 7 o'clock mom called out " BED TIME! ,Time for night nights. Give daddy a kiss then come with me I'll tuck you in " I pleaded to say up at least till the end of the cartoon but that didn't happen. As I went over to daddy and kissed him he grabbed hold and hugged me saying " Night Night ..See ya in the morning " as he patted my diapered bottom.. I followed mommy up stairs to my room. Just before I went to get in the bed mommy said " Wait" and put my pajama top inside my bottoms and pulled it up high. Next she took two or three duck shaped pins and pinned the bottoms of my pajamas to the top. She said "I don't want you catching cold and having your pajamas slide down " She held the bed covers as I slid into bed. After being tucked in and a kiss from mom the window shade was pulled down to block out the daylight and the door was shut. I just cried myself to sleep. The next morning I woke up in a very wet diaper. I heard my mom downstairs with my dad packing up boxes. I didn't know what to do I felt so ashamed but at least my bed was dry. I wanted so bad to take the diaper off. When I got up I tried to take out the pins holding up my pajama bottoms. My mom must have heard me because she shouted " Mark, come downstairs for breakfast honey. I have your cereal already out for you. I'll change your diapers after you eat . Now come downstairs sweetheart. " I went downstairs " Good morning mommy and daddy " and went to the kitchen table. Mom was there and as I sat she poured milk in my Frosty Flakes and poured some milk in the sippy cup from last night too. "Why that cup mommy " The others were packed. I finished eating quickly because I wanted my wet diapers off . When I finished mom said " Okay... lets get those wet diapers off " pointing to the floor in the den where a vinyl pad was on the floor with Mickey Mouse and friends all over it. I looked at it strange " Its so the carpet doesn't get wet honey , Now lay down after I unpin your pajama bottoms." I laid down on the mat and mom pulled down my pajama bottoms to my ankles , then pulled down my plastic pants exposing a very wet diaper. " Good thing we put you back in diapers " she said as she unpinned the diapers and pulled them away. Next she told me to lay still while she went to get a warm cloth. She went to the bathroom off the den and I heard water start running then it shut of. Mom returned with a wash cloth in one hand and a disposable Pampers diaper and powder in the other. I started to complain " Mommy I don't want to wear diapers. Please don't put that diaper on me " Ignoring me she wiped me clean with the cloth , put the disposable diaper under me and sprinkled baby powder on my bottom then tapped the diaper on me while saying, " Sweetheart we are leaving to go on the trip to Connecticut in about an hour. It's a long car ride and you will be sleeping in the car like you always do. We don't want any accidents now do we" She pulled off my pajama bottoms and plastic pants from my ankles. Then put my pajama bottoms back on me and placed the plastic pants on top of the wet diapers. As I stood up I could hear the crinkle of the diapers. Mom stood by me and repinned the bottoms to my top as she said " I think it will be best if you stay in your pajamas till I can find some other clothes. Everything is packed right now." I hated this every time I moved my diapers made noise. I was told to go to my room and bring anything I wanted to play with while we drove to Connecticut. She said to be careful and not mess up the boxes. I gathered some stuff and soon it was time to go. Daddy had the car packed and there was hardly any room for me. Before we left I asked mom if she found the box with my clothes so I could wear my regular underpants and jeans. Mom said it was right on top but thought it would be best for me to stay in my pajamas because I sleep in the car a lot and I would be more comfortable. The Journey day 1 Part 2 Soon we were driving to Connecticut. The car full of gas and two days away. The car was packed with boxes all labeled but not one with my name on it, unless it was at the bottom of the pile. But I did notice that on top of the boxes was the package of Pampers in the window where everyone could see. I went to reach for them and try to place the box out of view but was stopped by mom telling me to leave the boxes alone before I get hurt. We drove and drove and I began to feel the need to go to the bathroom. I told mommy " Mommy... I gaga go to the bathroom " and she said " Just go in your diaper sweet heart. I will change you when we stop for gas." I held it as long as I could and complained again. " Sweet heart just go pee pee in your diaper Don't worry mommy will change your diaper later , Do you want some juice and a snack" I said " No" and tried my best to hold back my need to pee. A while later I looked out the window trying my best to hold it and it just happened. I started to sob as I was sitting in the back seat in a very wet diaper. Mommy reached over to the back seat with a half peanut butter sandwich and a cup of juice , another sippy cup with Mickey Mouse on this one. Mom said " Eat this honey it will make you feel better. We won't be stopping for dinner for a while so here is lunch. When your finished I have the other half up front here... okay kiddo" I didn't feel like eating but I did and asked mom for the other half. I was so bored just sitting there very uncomfortable with nothing to look at but cars on the road and trees. I had some toys with me and a few books but the lunch was at least something to do. After I ate mommy said " Okay honey try to get some sleep okay and reached to the floor and handed me a pillow". I said " Mommy I am wet please can we stop" She said not yet to just get some sleep. I just started to play with some of the toy cars I had but eventually I did fall asleep. When I woke up daddy was driving to the entrance of a motel. Mommy looked back at me and said " Gee ... Looks like someone was tired" as I rubbed my eyes. When the daddy parked the car mommy got out. Mommy opened the door for me and had me get out .As I stood beside the car I noticed my pajama bottoms were wet. She reached for a bag and went into the box of Pampers taking a few disposable diapers out of the box. We walked to the room where mommy opened her bag and laid down the vinyl Mickey Mouse pad on the bed. " Lets get that wet diaper off you sweet heart before you get a rash" as she pointed for me to lay down on the pad. She unpinned my pajamas and took off my wet diaper which was more soaked. " Wow!! what a wetter . Even your pajamas are wet". I must have wet my diaper again while I slept, I though to myself. Mommy wiped me clean and tapped a fresh diaper on me. " See all betters now Nice and dry now " Then she pulled some clothes out of the bag that I haven't seen before. It was another set of pajamas. They were blue and one piece. While I laid on the pad mommy held up the back of the pajamas and unzipped the back. They were a baby blue color. She lifted a foot at a time "Lift upsy honey "and pulled the pajamas up my legs then held out one arm at a time telling me " Put your arms in here honey". With that done mommy had me stand up. She zipped up the back. These pajamas had feet in them. As I looked down at the feet I saw a big picture on the chest front of the pajamas. It was of Big Bird, and all the Sesame Street characters. I cried saying " These are baby pajamas... Mommy" Mommy said " They are little boy pajamas and Your a little boy. They look so cute on you". I stood up and mommy patted my bottom telling me to wait while she went potty. I looked around the room and in a mirror I saw that I looked like. I was a big two year old wearing diapers under pajamas not an eight year old going on nine in three months. As mom came out of the bathroom daddy walked in with some suitcases. Daddy when potty too and said " Are we all ready " I looked confused and mommy said " Yep... We are all set. Lets go eat" I said "Mommy I don't want to go out like this ...Please I look like a baby " But again having no choice mommy grabbed the bag with the pad , her purse and we went to the motel's restaurant. While waiting for a table I couldn't help but notice people staring at me. I saw one kid with his mommy and daddy about my age staring at me and pointing me out to them. I just looked away red in embarrassment. There was nothing I could do. Soon a booth was ready and the waitress walked us to our table. Mommy whispered something to the waitress and she left. I was just sliding into the booth when the waitress returned pushing a high chair and holding a yellow plastic and cloth thing with yellow strings hanging down. Mommy said " Hop up sweat heart " holding the high chair as the waitress removed the tray. I started to refuse but mommy grabbed me from the booth under my arms and sat me in the high chair. Everything happened so fast and I was too in shock to say a word. As I sat in the high chair the waitress put the tray back in place and that's when I found out the yellow cloth was a bib. The waitress tied it on me. It was yellow cloth on one side with the plastic facing out and a picture of a brown teddy bear on the front with words, Mommy's baby. Mommy thought the bib was so cute she asked the waitress where she got it. The waitress said they have lots of them and she can keep it. I wanted to just hide as tears began to form in my eyes. Mommy said " Don't be sad you can have what ever you want okay" as she read the choices from the kid's menu. I refused to answer what I wanted. The waitress returned asking for our order. Daddy ordered steak and mommy ordered chicken. Mommy asked me again what I wanted and when I didn't say anything she ordered me a hot dog and fries with milk and handed the waitress my Mickey sippy cup. Mom and dad ordered soda with there meals. I felt like such a baby sitting in a high chair in the isle at the booth. When the waitress return she had the soda and my cup. When it was placed on my tray I accidentally hit it with my arm because daddy was playing gatsha with his hands and me. Even though I was eight I still loved that game. Anyway the waitress picked up the cup and wiped up the milk from the floor saying she will refill the cup. My mother took the cup saying " I have something better so this won't happen again" and reached into her bag. She handed the waitress a baby bottle saying " This will be better sorry about that " " I think so too " the waitress said as she walked off with the bottle. I said " Mommy I don't want a baby bottle " Mommy said " That's too bad you should have thought of that before you decided to spill your milk " Before I could say a word the waitress returned and handed me the baby bottle of milk. I looked at it refusing to drink from it " Mommy I am not a baby " Daddy said " Stop your complaining Markie. Your mommy is right. You just spilt your milk. If you drop your bottle it won't spill and mommy or I can hand it back to you" I started to cry but daddy said " Hey, I thought you were a big boy ... Now stop your crying before I give you something to really cry about" I stopped quickly but was still sobbing. The waitress came with our food. Mommy took my plate and cut the hot dog up in little pieces then gave the plate to me. I ate it with my hands because mommy wouldn't give me a fork after spilling my cup of milk. I just kept quiet not complaining because I didn't want things any worse. I ate my dinner but refused to drink from the bottle. So mommy held it for me. " Here you need to drink some milk sweet heart " That happened only once. Then I drank from it no problem afraid of the embarrassment of mommy feeding me the bottle. I finished eating first because my plate was the smallest. Mom asked if I wanted some chicken. When I said "okay" she fed a few pieces to me from her fork . " Here try this you'll like it... Broooooom Beep Beep open up bay doors " I felt so humiliated and was hating every minute. As I sat there now refusing more chicken from my mom. I was watching them eat when I felt I had to pee. I said " Mommy I got to go " and wiggled a little in the high chair. " Go where sweet heart" she said. " No, I mean I got to go pee mommy " " Go ahead sweet heart I will change your diaper later " and ignored me continuing her conversation with daddy. When they finished eating daddy paid the bill and mommy let me out of the high chair in a wet diaper. Everyone was staring it seemed. I grabbed at the bib and mommy said " Keep that on we are going to get some ice cream , Don't you want some ice cream " I said " Yes ,Yes Yes" with excitement forgetting about the bib and how I looked. We left the restaurant and walked to a ice cream stand that was next door to the hotel. It was outside near a small park. There were benches outside. Mommy picked one a little distance away from the others near a tree. Mom and I sat there while daddy went to get some ice cream. I asked for chocolate ice cream in a cone. As we waited and were sitting on the bench mommy reached into the bag and pulled out a disposable diaper. Mommy told me to stand up for a minute. I said " Not here Mommy, Please. " Mommy looked a little upset and said " I don't want you getting a rash. Now stand up " She unzipped the back of my pajamas and told me to lay down on the bench so she could change my diaper. She lifted my feet and took my legs out of the pajamas. She quickly ripped the tapes of my diaper and placed the dry diaper under me. She tapped it up and put my feet back into the pajamas. She told me to stand up and zipped me back up. She straitened out the bib I was still wearing saying " See that wasn't to bad now was it ...I bet you feel lots better in a dry diaper, this one is soaked. " as she held it up for me to see. It happened so quick. It did feel better to be dry. As I was standing watching mom roll up the diaper daddy was coming with the ice cream. After mommy rolled up the used diaper she handed it to me and told me to throw it away before I eat. I ran it over to the nearest trash can. I returned to my ice cream cone which was a little soft. As I licked the cone I noticed people looking at me and other kids too. I became nervous and wasn't paying attention to my ice cream. When I licked some it slipped and some landed right on my bib before hitting the ground. " It's a good thing you have a bib on " mom said as she watched me. I finished the ice cream but my face and hands were a mess. Mom reached into the bag again and pulled out a clean cloth diaper. She used it to wipe my hands and face clean but left the messy bib on me. She handed me the rest of my baby bottle I didn't finish and told me to finish it while they finished their ice cream. Soon we were all done. Mom wanted to go for a walk but it was close to 7 o'clock when she looked at her watch. " Okay Time for bed you " as we got up and walked back to the hotel room. As we got close to our room I saw a baby crib in the hall. We walked past it and went into our room. Mom washed my face and hands in the bathroom and took the bib off me after wiping it clean. Then mom said " OK time for night nights " and we walked into the room. There was only one bed. I said "okay" and jumped on the bed waiting for mom to pull down the covers. As I was on the bed there was a knock at the door. Mom went to open the door. There was the crib I saw in the hall but now with sheets and blankets. The man behind it began to push it in our room. Mommy said " Thank you we were waiting for it... Over there please " pointing to a nearby wall. The man pushed the crib against the wall and fluffed the blankets. Mom said " Thank you, Sir "and gave him something that I didn't see as he left. Then mommy lowered the side railing and said " Okay honey , Time for night nights , lets go hop up "as she patted the mattress. That was it " I am not sleeping in a baby crib... I am not a baby mommy I am a big boy .. Please mommy PLEASE " Mommy began to get upset saying " You better get over here and get in this crib now or I will spank you , NOW !!!" I had no choice I went over hopped up and mommy tucked me in the blanket. She kissed me and lifted the railing to the crib till I heard it lock saying " Now go night nights we have a big day tomorrow, We will be going to our motel first then we have to go to the new house to make sure they bring all our furniture. Daddy will have to get set up for work so its just me and you sweety , sleep tight don't let the bed bugs bite" She walked away and began to get ready for bed like daddy was already doing. Soon everyone was sleeping. When I woke up mommy and daddy were up. I felt wet but my pajamas were dry and the sheets were dry. I called for mom but daddy answered " She is outside putting our stuff in the car. She will be right back" Mom came in and saw that I was sitting in the crib. I called for here and she said " In a minute , okay sweety , did you sleep well. " I didn't answer. I hated being in this stupid crib. I decided mom wasn't coming over because she kept leaving carrying stuff outside. So I stood up and tried to figure out how the rail lowers. I couldn't see how it lowered so I started to lift my leg over the rail. Daddy saw me and said " Stay in there before you get hurt. Mommy will be with you in a minute " Next I felt the need to poop bad. I told daddy " Daddy I got go potty" but he said mommy would be with me in a minute and was getting upset. As I stood in the crib mommy wouldn't let me out. When I couldn't hold it anymore I wet and made poop in my diaper. I just stood there and cried. Finally mommy came to me. She tried to calm me down telling me to stop crying that she was here. She smelled me and said " Oh stop crying Markie, mommy is here now and gonna make it all better. I think Markie made poopies , Did Markie make mommy some poopies" She felt my bottom " Yes Markie did make poopies, That's okay mommy gonna clean it all up, make Markie all betters " Then said to daddy " Honey please start a bath for Markie okay" All I did was cry. Mommy unzipped my pajamas and took them off me. Then lowered the crib rail and grabbing me under my arms lifted me down and out of the crib. We went to the bath room where daddy had a warm bath waiting for me. I stood beside the tub and mommy took of my messy diaper and wiped me with some tissue paper. When she was satisfied I was told to get in the tub. While in the tub mommy washed me as I was still crying a little. She finished and dried me off with a big towel. " Oh stop your crying , Big boys don't cry " We went to the other room and mommy lifted me back into the crib telling me to lay down. I did and she grabbed a disposable diaper and some powder. I was diapered and then dressed in my blue jean shortall and a yellow T-shirt. The first time not in pajamas since the trip started. I stopped crying as mom put my socks and sneakers on me. As I watched her tie my sneakers I noticed shinny snaps in the crotch of my shortall. I was about to say something but after I was dressed mommy lifted the crib rail and told me to stay in there until she finished packing the car. I was going to complain but before I did I saw the way she looked at me which scared me. As I sat I noticed that there were gaps in the crotch between the snaps and in the gaps my diaper was showing. I was in the crib a good hour before mommy let me out saying " OK breakfast time , Let go eat " We walked to the motels restaurant and again I was put in a high chair. Mommy tied the bib on me. I ate cereal and drank from my bottle. I was so glad it was early and no one was in the restaurant while we ate. Soon we finished and we were off to Connecticut. The Journey day 2 Part 3 We drove for a long time. I played with my toy cars being bored with the trip. Around mid-morning mommy asked, " Do you want something to drink honey " I said " Yes please ". Mommy then reached behind with a baby bottle of juice. I said " Can I have a cup mommy " She said " No I don't want a mess ,here you go" I took the bottle and drank from it, " See what a good boy " I fell asleep with the bottle about empty. When I woke up daddy said he needed gas and it was almost lunch time. Mommy saw a sign that said (McDonald's ahead 3 mi )and asked me " Hey sleepy head want to go to McDonald's for lunch " "Yes yes yes please mommy please I am hungry " I said as I became excited. I then noticed from getting excited and moving around that my diaper was soaked but I didn't say a word I wanted to go to McDonald's. Shortly we were driving into McDonald's and daddy parked. There were lots of cars and people there. Mommy got out and opened my door for me telling me to hold her hand. " I am a big boy mommy I can walk myself " "No... you can't there are lots of people here and a lot of cars now lets go eat" mom said in a stern way. As we walked into McDonald's I felt my diaper sagging from the wetness. I then noticed mom holding a new disposable diaper in her hand. The lines were really long so we went to stand in line. I saw people staring at me but I just looked away. Dad said " Honey why don't you go find a seat. There aren't many left" "Okay" mom said and we looked for a place to sit " Daddy I want a Big Mac okay " Daddy didn't answer me back as mom pulled me toward the tables. Mom found a booth in the middle. She told me to sit while she threw some garbage left on the table away and left her purse and diaper on the table. When she returned she was pushing a high chair. " No mommy please .. No" I cried. Mommy pushed the high chair to the side of the table and removed the tray placing it on the big table. I moved to the far side of the booth not wanting to go in the high chair. Mommy said " Lay down sweet heart I need to change your diaper " People were all around now staring at me. Mommy just grabbed my legs and pulled me toward her laying me down on the bench. Before I knew it she had unsnapped my crotch and pulled off the wet diaper putting it at my feet. She grabbed the fresh diaper and put it under my bottom and tapped it on me. She quickly snapped up my shortall and told me to sit up as she rolled up the soiled diaper. Then she slid the high chair over to me and said " Hop in sweet heart " I refused but she grabbed my arm and I hopped in willingly. Mommy put the tray in place and moved the high chair at the edge of the table in the aisle with me in it. She reached into her purse and pulled out a baby bottle of juice and handed it to me before she left to throw away the diaper. I felt so ashamed and just looked down. That was all I could do. Mommy returned and as we waited for lunch mommy decided to feed me the bottle. People stared but mommy just ignored them. Daddy returned with our food. I got a Big Mac and fries. I clapped my hands with excitement but then saw no shake or soda. I asked " Mommy can I have a soda, too?" "No, sweetheart your juice is right here." referring to the baby bottle. I went to reach for the Big Mac but mommy said " In a minute " and pulled out the bib from her purse. After it was tied on me she gave me the Big Mac and Fries on the tray of the high chair. I love Big Mac sandwiches but they always make a mess. It was good I had the bib on. I was just so happy I didn't care what people thought. We finished eating and after mommy wiped me clean she took off my bib we went out to the car. We drove to get some gas and we were back on the road again. After that big lunch and being in the car I felt sleepy. I went to sleep. When I woke up we were in Connecticut and a few miles from the hotel. I was wet but knew that we would be stopping soon. Sure enough an hour later we were at the hotel. This hotel was fancy. There was a man that stood at the front door dressed really fancy. When daddy stopped he took all the bags out of the car my dad wanted out. Mommy grabbed my hand and we went to a big counter with people behind it all dressed up fancy. Daddy spoke to them and we got on an elevator to get to our room. "Wow!!! What a big room" I said. It had a big living room that you first walked into then a big bathroom and two bedrooms. I went to check out the place. One bedroom had a huge bed and it shared a bathroom with the other bedroom. When I went to the other bedroom I saw that there was a baby crib in there, no bed. There was a long dresser on the other wall and the room was decorated like a nursery. I hated it and ran out to mommy saying " There is a baby crib in there " pointing to the room. " I know sweet heart , Come lets get that nasty diaper off ya " I was shocked. When we went into the room mommy opened a set of doors as you walk into the bathroom. There was a counter with a pad on top. There was a shelf under it with baby powder and stuff and a couple of cloth diapers in a package. Mom lifted me up onto the pad and unsnapped the crotch of my shortall. She took off my shortall and T-shirt. She told me to say while she went to fill the tub with water. She lifted me off the table and took off my diaper as I stood next to the tub. She checked the temperature of the water and told me to get in. I was given a bath and after being dried I was put back up on the changing table. There mommy took a strap that was on the pad and buckled it over my chest. She left for a minute and returned with some cloth diapers and yellow plastic pants and placed them down near my legs. She put some pins in her mouth that had teddy bear covers and started to put some cream on my bottom as she lifted my legs by my ankles. "Looks like a little rash is starting, Here this will make all betters." in a splurred speech due to the pins in her mouth. She continued holding my ankles as she slid the cloth diapers under my bottom and put my legs down. Next came a ton of baby powder. She pulled the diapers up through my crotch and tightly pinned them on me, saying " These widdle teddy bear pins are so cute" Next she put my feet in the plastic pants and pulled them up over my diapers making sure all the diapers were tucked in as she said " Lift your hinny up sweety so mommy can tuck your diaper in your plastic baby pants " I remember thinking these are thick. With that done she unbuckled the strap and helped me down off the table. She walked me to the crib , lowered the side and lifted me in. " Stay in her while mommy and daddy get ready for dinner , I will dress you after so you don't get dirty " she said as she lifted the crib rail up. I just sat there looking about the room and looking at these really thick diapers. I couldn't even put my legs together. A half hour later mommy came in dressed nice in a pretty dress and I saw daddy putting on a suit and tie. Mommy put some clothes on the changing table and walked over to me. She lowered the side of the crib and lifted me out, " Time to get you dressed little guy " as she patted my bottom and checked to see if I was wet. She lifted me on the changing table and put some white socks on me. Then my black shoes. She put a nice white shirt on me and buttoned it up the front. The collar of the shirt was rounded and had light blue trim. Next came a light blue bow tie which mommy clipped on. She lifted me down and held out some light blue pants. These must be new I thought. " When did you get these mommy" I said as she took them of the changing table. She said "I found all these clothes in the attic, They are still new, They were too big for when Aunt Marcy made them for you but now they fit perfectly." She held out the pants and told me to step into them. As I did and she pulled them up over my diapers. They puffed out but still fit me. Then I saw her still lifting up some straps and a front part. " Hold out your arms honey so we can finish " I did and they were like suspenders but the front had a bib like my shortalls. On the front was a little pocket and a design of a Big Bird. She tucked in my shirt and tighten up two plastic buckles I now saw shaped like the Cookie Monster. " Sesame Street was your favorite TV show , remember, Auntie Marcy made this for you years ago." I hated it " Take it off mommy. I don't want to look like a baby." " You look cute , Now hold out your arms again for mommy," as she held out a yellow sweater. As I did mommy put a the sweater on me saying " Good boy" The sweater buttoned up the front with buttons of plastic shaped like all the characters in Sesame Street. She buttoned the bottom two and left the front open so Big Bird would show. On the front of the sweater on the upper right side were the numbers 1.2.3.in bright colors. I knew I looked just like a baby and started to cry. Mommy held me saying " Don't cry sweet heart Mommy is here it will be all right "I said " Why mommy? , Why do I have to dress this way?" She replied " Because... You look so cutest and your back in diapers now so mommy needs to dress you in some clothes that help her when she has to change your messy diapers " as she snaps some snaps in the crotch of the pants I didn't see till then. Just then daddy came in all dressed up. " Ready , we are going to be late meeting Mr. Smith, my new boss" We left our room and walked to the lobby of the hotel. I felt like such a baby. We were early because the car coming to pick us up had not arrived yet. There was a store off the lobby and mommy took me inside while daddy waited for the car. Mommy was looking around at all the stuff reminding me not to touch anything. Then we came to a baby aisle. She looked at all the stuff and saw a pacifier with Big Bird on the mouth piece. " This is cute " she said as she looked at it. A sales women approached and commented about my clothes. " Cute outfit he is wearing. Where did you ever find it?" My sister made it years ago it and it just fits him now. " It looks so cute on him, How old is your little pumpkin? He looks a little big " Markie is eight years old " Oh my and still in diapers!!!, That must be a chore ?" Mom said " Not that bad you get used to it " The sales women said, "He sure is a cutie , can I ring that up for you?" I wanted to shout "No!", but mommy said "Yes you may, thank you." Mommy paid for it and opened the package. The sales women said " Would you like a nice ribbon and pin so he doesn't lose it?" Mommy said " What a perfect idea " The women had a yellow ribbon and tied it to the little ring and mommy found a duck-shaped diaper pin in a small bin at the counter. " There you go sweety I know we forgot yours at home but I am sure you'll like this one the same. Look, it matches Big Bird on your pants" pointing to Big Bird. The sales women pinned it to my blue bib front pants. " There now you won't loose this one " as mommy smiles and told me to say thank you. " Thank You " I said before mommy put it in my mouth and we left to meet up with daddy. Soon the car came and it was a big Limo. It was really neat I thought. We went to a fancy restaurant. As we went inside the table was all set for us. I saw a high chair all ready there. I still had the pacifier in my mouth as daddy introduced us to his boss, Mr. Smith. "What a cute little boy you have!" he said as mommy lifted me into the high chair and put the tray in place. Mommy said, " Thank You , Markie is a wonderful ball of joy " Mommy reached into her purse and took out my bottle. She took the pacifier out and put the bottle's nipple in my mouth and told me " Here you go sweetheart". I took hold and listened as they all talked. Soon the waitress came and handed everyone a menu except me. She asked if I wanted some crayons and a coloring book. Mommy said " Yes that will be good, thank you " She returned and I was soon coloring pictures of cartoon characters. I was so embarrassed but it was better than complaining. I knew if I caused a scene I would be punished. In the car over to the restaurant I was warned by both mommy and daddy to be very good or I would get a spanking. I did not want a spanking at all. The waitress came and took our order. Mommy ordered me some chicken and rice and gave her another baby bottle to fill with apple juice. Mommy put the bib on me and we waited for dinner. When dinner came mommy cut up my chicken into small bits and gave me a spoon to eat it. It was good. I did drink my bottle of juice and accidentally dropped it a few times. Mommy was there to pick it up. I was finished first again. Mommy just cleaned up my hands and told me to finish my bottle. As I was drinking I felt the need to poop. I started to move around in the high chair and looked at mommy. She said " Stop fidgeting " I had no choice but to poop and wet my diaper. A few minutes later Mr. Smith sniffed and said," OOPS !!! I think someone made dirties in their pants." Mom sniffed and felt my bottom as I sat and said " Did you make poopies ? I tried to look away and it must have looked like I was nodding my head no. " I think you did make poopies cuz you stinky pants" Then she told Mr. Smith " That's okay I'll change him later. He's probably not done yet. He had a big lunch today. I'll wait". I had to sit there till they finished about an hour later. When we were finished everyone said there good byes. After Mr. Smith left with daddy mommy lifted me out of the high chair. It was 6:30 on the clock I saw as I was lifted out. Mommy said " Okay lets get you back to the room and get little stinker here ready for night nights " When we got back to the hotel mommy striped my clothes and lifted me up on the changing table. I was cleaned up and put in more cloth diapers and blue plastic pants. Again I was dressed in the footed pajamas and put in the crib for the night. Mommy kissed me saying " Night night sleep tight " as she pulled up the crib rail and locked it in place. The New Home Part 4 The next morning I woke up and heard daddy saying good bye to mommy. " Have a good day , Hon " mommy said and came to my room checking on me. I was still laying down and a little sleepy. Mommy walked up to me and patted my bottom saying " Wake up sleepy head , Wake up We have lots to do today " I rolled over looking up at mommy and said " Good Morning Mommy, Where did daddy go?" Mommy said " To work honey. He will be back tonight. Come on now time to get up you little stinker" It was then that I realized I must have pooped during my sleep. I could now feel a little poop in my diapers. I began to cry, but mommy said " Shhhhh, Mommy gonna make it all better" as she helped me stand up in the crib, put the pacifier in my mouth and unzipped the back of my pajamas. Mommy took off my pajamas and lowered the crib railing. She lifted me down and walked me to the changing table. " Up we go, Kiddo , now lay down and stay still while mommy gets widdle stinker here cleaned up". Boy! I think that Big Mac is finally out , she mumbled lightly as she buckled the strap at my chest. Mommy pulled down the plastic pants and took them off. Next she unpinned each side of my diapers and pulled down the front " Just a widdle poopies , Thats okay, Markie , mommy gonna make all betters," and left to get a warm cloth at the bathroom sink. She returned and lifted my legs and pulled the diapers out from under me. She wiped me with the cloth and put that to the side. Next she applied some cold cream on my bottom, " The rash looks better but we still need a widdle cream k's " I didn't say a word plus the pacifier was still in my mouth. Next came a disposable diaper. With ease she taped it on me after putting some powder on me. With that done mommy left to get me some clothes and threw the messy diapers in a pail under the changing table. She returned with my jean shortalls from the day before and a red T-shirt this time. As she dressed me with socks and sneakers she said , "We gata go shopping we running out of clothes for you mister " "But... I already have lots of clothes mommy. " " Yes you do sweet heart but mommy needs to have clothes to make it easy for her to change your diapers" " But... mommy ... I thought I only have to wear diapers at night ...Why I gotta wear them now in the daytime? I don't want new clothes I want my old clothes mommy, Please" " But But But ,Honey listen to me...I put you in back in diapers for the trip because we don't want any accidents... But now I really think you need them. Now you wet and mess your diapers and wait to be changed. You didn't tell me you had to go poops in the restaurant and Look... this morning you woke up messy, I think you really need diapers right now honey. You don't want to have messy big boy pants now do you" " No.. Mommy I don't want to wear... " Shhhhh calm down Its gonna be all right mommy will be there, Maybe we can try potty training again but right now I think it's best we keep you in diapers " I just started to cry , but a stern look told me I had better stop as she pined the pacifier to my shortall. I just sobbed as mommy lifted me off the changing table to the floor. " Okay, time for breakfast. Lets go honey. A car is coming to bring us to our new home after we eat. We have to hurry, Okay." I didn't say anything. I just took hold of mommy's hand as we went to the hotel's restaurant for breakfast. Again I sat in a high chair, wore a bib and drank from my bottle. I had scrambled eggs and bacon ( my favorite ) for breakfast. Breakfast was over quickly and soon we were out in the lobby waiting for the car to pick us up. It was the same car that picked us up last night for dinner. The driver drove us to our new home. " Wow!! Mommy it's soooo big" My excitement grew. All the houses were big on the whole street. The house had a brick exterior and lots of windows. The yard in front was a long distance from the road like the other houses. The driveway was long as the driver drove up to the front door. That's when I saw the big moving truck. We got out of the car and went in the house. Big guys were moving furniture and a women was telling them where to put it. I saw that there was some new furniture too. As we walked in the front door I saw a big staircase that curved up to a big balcony. The walls were all fancy with raised panel timing and moldings. The living room off the foyer was huge with a big fireplace. The furniture in that room looked brand new and really fancy dark wood. Also off the foyer was a big Dinning room with our old dark wood table and chairs only there were more chairs now. Going straight in from the foyer under the stairs was a big room, bigger than the living room and two stories tall. The Balcony from the stairs looked down into the room. Mommy said this was the great room a room you use every day similar to our old den she said. It was neat, there was a fireplace like the other rooms and mostly all new furniture. I said " Mommy I want to the whole house, Can I , Can I " as she was still holding my hand. " Not now, sweety" she said as the women telling the guys where to put everything walked up to us. Mommy said " Hello Mrs. Johnson, Any problems? Did everything arrive okay?" Mrs. Johnson said " Hello. Everything is just fine " Mommy walked over to a closet and inside were most of my toys on shelves. On the floor was a folded up playpen. Mommy asked Mrs. Johnson to please set it up so she can help her with some stuff. I looked shocked as Mrs. Johnson set up the playpen in the great room and mommy grabbed a small box from the shelf. Mommy walked me to the play pen lifted me in saying " Okay, widdle guy , play in here so your out of the way , and stay in there with your toys while mommy helps Mrs. Johnson like a good little boy for mommy. Here I have your bottle of juice for you in case you get thirsty, Don't you dare leave this playpen." I began to sob some but again a stern look from mommy and I stopped. Mommy went with Mrs. Johnson while I watched all the movers moving stuff in the house. Some stuff I recognized but other stuff was new. After being in the playpen a few hours, mommy came and said " Okay, honey time to eat," and helped me out of the playpen and we went into the kitchen. It was big and in the corner was a high chair and on the table was a plate with a sandwich on it with some chips and my bottle. Mommy walked to the high chair , removed the tray and said " Up we go " as she lifted me in and put the tray in place. Mommy put the plastic plate on the tray and told me to eat. While I ate my lunch Mommy sat and ate hers with Mrs. Johnson. " My My, you have such a cute little boy, what's his name?" " Markie , he is such a little angel," mommy said. I blushed but was now use to sitting in a high chair in front of others. After lunch mommy asked, " Mrs. Johnson, Is Markie's room all set up , I have to change his diaper," as mommy reached her finger inside the crotch of my shortall and diaper. "I believe so , they finished in there yesterday, I even got the things you requested and set them all up for you " I looked puzzled. "Okay, honey, up we go" as she helped me out of the high chair and took my hand leading me upstairs. We walked to my room. I was expecting to see all my bedroom furniture but... " Mommy , why , why do I have a crib and changing table now? Where is my old bed Mommy? I want my..." I complained and was interrupted " Okay, sweety, up we go lets get that wet diaper off ya and clean you all up" As mommy took off my shortall and T-shirt I looked around the room. It looked just like a nursery. Mickey Mouse, Minnie Mouse, Donald Duck designs were everywhere. The walls were painted yellow and a the rug on the floor was of all the Disney characters. Mommy took off my wet diaper and looked under the changing table. She pulled out some cloth diapers and put two diaper pins in her mouth with teddy bears on the head. Opened and ready for use. She placed the thick diapers under me and pinned them on me after some more powder and cream. Then she reached under the table and shook out some new plastic pants. These had Disney prints on them. She quickly slid them on me up over my diaper. " Okay, all set for your nap " I complained " NAP ? " Yep from now on you'll be taking your nap after lunch so you don't get too rambunctious, Here now come over to your Crib as she helped me off the changing table and lowered the side of the big white baby crib that had a curved canopy top. The crib sheets were all of Disney designs that matched my baby pants. I didn't come that fast so mommy shouted " NOW Mister " I went to her and was lifted in the crib for my nap. She left the side down as she went over to the changing table. She returned with the pacifier, placed it in my mouth and said " Night Night" as she lifted up the crib rail. Soon I was alone in my new room at my new house. I liked it at first but now hated everything about it. I did fall asleep and woke up to a wet diaper. Mommy peeked in my room and saw I was up. She said " Did you have a nice nap sweet heart " as she check my diaper with her fingers. " It was OK, Mommy I am wet " I said. " That's okay, They aren't that wet, I'll change you a little later , here lets get you up" She helped me stand up in the crib and took my red T-shirt off her shoulder and put it on me. She lowered the side and helped me out. I waited for her to get my shortalls and after she grabbed my hand to walk me out I asked, " What about my shortalls mommy?" " Oh they're the only clean pants we have here now, till we can go shopping for more clothes, You can just wear what you have on, It's warm today, and besides, I found your favorite toy cars and put them in the play pen for you, Lets go see" I looked down and my shirt came to my waist letting my diapers show for everyone to see. Mommy walked me back to the playpen showing me the trucks. " Here you go honey , Now play nice " as I was lifted into the playpen. While I was playing the phone rang. It was daddy. Mommy told him everything was just fine and it was almost finished. I heard mommy tell daddy to have someone bring all our stuff from the Hotel here to the house. Then heard mommy say dinner was at 6 o clock before she hung up the phone. Later that afternoon a man came with all the stuff from the hotel. Mommy took it and put it away. The movers had left and now it was just mommy and I in the big house. Mommy decided I needed to be changed and had me lay down in the playpen to change my diaper. She took off my diapers and put a disposable diaper on me, still leaving off my pants. A little while late I heard the doorbell. Mommy went to the door and talked to someone briefly. She returned with a wrapped package with a bow on it. Mommy unwrapped it and took out a bright yellow one piece outfit with short legs and short arms. I asked" What's that, Mommy?" She said " It's from Mr. & Mrs. Smith to you, sweetheart," turning the outfit toward me. I saw that it was a yellow jumper type outfit with a wide rounded collar and a design on the front of Mickey Mouse , Minnie Mouse and Donald Duck. The bottom part around the legs had little yellow snaps. " I hate it , give it back " I said from the play pen. Mommy said ignoring me, " Lets see if it fits you it looks a little small" She stood me up in the playpen and pulled the clothing over my head telling me to lift my arms. She pulled it down and snapped up the snaps in the crotch. " Oh look it fits you a little big but not much" "Where did she ever get this?," mom said as she looked for a label. There was no label, so mommy said it must be custom-made. That really impressed mommy. I wondered how someone knew my size. Then mommy mumbled, "gee the medical records must have given my measurements." I then remembered getting measurements taken at the last doctor visit. Mr. Smith would have copies of all those records. " Oh you look so cute , stay there while I get your sock and sneakers" I hated it but mommy returned with my socks and sneakers. She said stay in the playpen, honey, dinner will be ready soon and daddy is bringing Mr. and Mrs. Smith over for dinner so I had better get busy making something nice. Later Daddy came home with Mr. & Mrs. Smith. Mrs. Smith came up to me and fussed about how cute I was in the outfit. Mommy thanked her and told me to say thank you. I did but didn't want to and I think she could tell. Mommy just said " He loves it he couldn't wait for me to put it on him.". Mommy lifted me out of the playpen and we went to the dinning room. "Then I'll have to make you some more outfits, I love to make outfits and clothes. I do it everyday". Mrs. Smith said. " I would be glad to pay you," mom said but Mrs. Smith said there was no need for that she loves making little fancy outfits for little children. Soon I was in the high chair at the dinning room table. There I ate cut up pieces of fish mommy had de-boned and drank my milk from my bottle. I finished first again and felt the need to pee. I held it but after a while I had to poop to. I began to move around in the high chair. Mrs. Smith said " Oops, looks like someone is messing his diapers." Then all attention was on me. I began to cry at this point. Mommy just quietly put the pacifier in my mouth, saying, " Shhhhh Honey It's okay, mommy's gonna change your diaper before night nights in a little bit."I just sat there while everyone watched me poop my diapers and listen to my muffled cries. Soon it was up and out of the high chair and taken to my room for a bath and ready for night nights. " Okay, Mister, time for a bath, you widdle stinker." Mrs. Smith asked ," Do you need a hand? " Mom said "Sure if you don't mind". Both Mommy and Mrs. Smith walked me to the bathroom located off my bedroom. Mrs. Smith said " Oh my this room is so adorable, I love that crib " Mommy said " Thanks" as she started to fill the tub with warm water and unsnap the snaps in my clothes. She pulled the outfit off me and then removed the soiled diaper as I stood by the tub. I sobbed a little and went to cover my bottom with my hands because Mrs. Smith was right there. Mommy Asked " Can you hand me some tissue paper please, we have just a little mess here," then she ordered me to move my hands before they get messy. Mommy wiped me clean while I stood there nude. I felt so embarrassed I wanted to just run away and hid. This was too much to take so I just started crying. Mommy then told me to get in the tub. I did and she washed me from head to toe taking to Mrs. Smith the whole time. When I was done I was dried with a big yellow Mickey Mouse towel and lifted up on the changing table. There mommy put cloth diapers on me with duck shaped diaper pins and frosty color Plastic pants. Mom put a big yellow T-shirt on me with the Smurfs on the front and lifted me off the changing table and into the crib. Mrs. Smith lifted the rail and locked it in place. They said Night Night and after giving both a hug Mommy laid me down and covered me up for the night. They left the room with a little night light on and a Mobile of Disney characters hanging down from the crib's top was playing soft music.