Summary: Nine year old caught taking his brothers diapers and gets what he wanted: to be a baby again. Diaper Boy When I was nine-years-old I liked to wear diapers and since I was so small, about the size of a four or five-year-old. It was easy for me to fit into size 5 Huggies. My three and a half year-old brother wore size 5 Huggies and I would sneak some of his diapers every night for the last several weeks. I would wet them at night when I woke up with the need to pee and go back to sleep. But before mom came in the morning I would have changed back in my big boy underpants and put my wet diaper in Timmy's diaper pail. After about a week I started wake up wet not remembering waking up to wet my diaper. I figured that since Timmy was still wearing diapers. It was OK to be a real bed wetter for now. Diapers were in my room; why not use a few? Mom would not know that was wetting my bed like Timmy. I thought I was getting away with something but then one early morning I woke up at 5:00AM with the urgent need to go poop. I got up and ran to the bathroom that was connected to our bedroom. I pulled down my pajamas and had trouble getting the wet diaper off in time when poop went in to it I could not stop it. At first I was scared then the warm feeling came over me it felt grate and I like it. I sat on the floor and loved every minute of the feeling. Then reality hit me what is mom going to do if she finds out. I quickly got clean up using about ten baby wipes and put the messy diaper in Timmy's diaper pail and got dressed in my regular underpants. I had gotten away with using diapers like a baby for real and mom would not know. I got back in my bed and for the few hours thought about how good the messy diaper felt but fell asleep. Mom came in to wake us up and the first thing she did was to take Timmy out of his crib and into the bathroom. Timmy peed and pooped in the potty and mom was so proud she put him in training pants and dressed him in big boy clothes all of witch I did not see. Mom had started to potty train him three days ago and he has had only one accident on the first day. I got out of bed and got dressed and went to the kitchen where I saw Timmy sitting in a booster seat just like mine his highchair was gone. I asked what happened to the highchair mom said Timmy is going to be a big boy now. It was the first day of summer and after breakfast I was out in the back yard playing with Timmy since we lived out in the country and had no neighbors to play with. The only time I could play with other kids in the summer was when we went to day care on Thursday and Friday. I was playing with Timmy for about and hour and need to pee so I went around to the back of the garage and peed on the ground and returned to play Timmy and mom never knew what I was doing. It was another hour when Timmy ran to the house with me following him he told mom he need to pee. I was so shocked when mom said that Timmy has been clean and dry for three days now and was finely a big boy. While she was taking Timmy to the potty I looked in his diaper pail. The only thing in it was my two wet night diapers and the wet and messy diaper that I would have to get out to the trash before mom saw them. Mom said it was time for me to pee too so I went to the potty and peed too. We returned to playing with our toys. Mom gave us both a drink after we said we were thirsty. I drank two large glasses of Kool- Aid and returned to my play. It was 11:30 when mom told us to get in the car and we were on our way to the mall twenty-five miles away. Within fifteen minutes I needed to pee so bad so I told mom. She said. We were on the freeway with no way to get off that I would have to hold it. I ended up wetting my pants while I sat in my car seat. I thought I had just peed a little and mom would not see my accident. Mom found me soaked with a very large wet spot on the front and back of my summer pull-on short pants. Mom was not mad at all like I thought she would be. She was prepared for Timmy to have an accident but did not think I would be the one having the accident. She did not know if the cloth and plastic training pants would fit her big boy or not but when she had my pants off wiping my bottom and crotch she was hopeful the dry clothes would fit me. Then she had me step in to the training pants and pulled them up and they fit me perfectly. Then she pulled up the pair of summer shorts just like the ones Timmy had on. The training pants were six or eight layers thick with plastic pants over them making me look and walk funny just like a baby. Timmy told mom he needs the potty so we walked to the potty where Timmy went to the potty just like he has been doing it forever. Mom asked me if I had to go too I said no. We went to the toy store last after were bought us some summer clothes for us. We could only look at the toys and wished we could get some toys. On the way home we stopped at McDonald's we ate lunch and just before we left mom asked if anyone needs to potty we both said no. We were on our thirty minute trip home but ten minutes from home I told mom I needed to pee. Mom told me again to hold it but that was the wrong answer. I wet the training pants I was wearing but since they were so thick my little bit of pee barely made them wet and I forgot about wetting them. When we got home mom told us we had to take a nap. I said I did not need to take a nap I am a big boy. Mom told me I was not that big still wearing training pants. Mom told me that I better do what she told me. So I lay down in my bed and Timmy was put in his crib and we took our naps. After our nap mom changed my wet training pants as I had wet them again during my nap making the soaked. These training pants were thin with plastic pants and felt like real underpants. Then Timmy and I went to play in the backyard. About a half hour later I needed to pee again and did not really want to go to the back of the garage again or go in the house. So I peed in the training pants again making them just wet enough to be to leak enough to be noticed by someone. Mom came out with some drinks for us and saw that I was wet she led me to our bedroom and lay me on the changing table with Timmy watching. Mom pulled off the summer shorts that had wet spots in the crotch then removed my soaked plastic pants and cloth training pants then cleaned me up and had me dressed in Pull-ups this time with a pair of Timmy's old overalls that fastened in the back so I would have to go to mom to remove them before I could use the potty. Mom took the wet training pants to wash them out. We went back out to play after we drank our drinks. In just thirty minutes I needed to pee again so I went to our bathroom and tried to get my over-all off to use the potty. But wet my Pull-up before I could get to mom for help. Mom just led me to the changing table and unsnapped the snaps in the crotch of the over-all removed my wet Pull-up and opened the diaper pail and discovered my two wet night diapers and the one I wet and messed in from last night. Knowing she had emptied and washed out the diaper pail two days ago and was going to put it in the garage, that Timmy has not used any diapers she asked what the diapers were doing in there. I tried to deny it and blame Timmy but she knew where it came form. She got mad and bare bottom spanked me I cried as I told her it was a real accident that I had started to wet my bed. Last night I could not make it to the potty in time and pooped in it too. I did not wanted you to find out I was wetting my bed so I wore Timmy's diapers. Last night the poop happened to fast I could not stop it. She put me back in diapers with the over-all's to cover them and sent me to play with Timmy. The thickness of the Huggies diaper made my over-all's puff out with an unmistakable bulge that Timmy saw. Timmy asked me why I was wearing diapers like a baby. Mom heard him ask the question and she said because Donny is still a little baby not a big boy like you are Timmy. Timmy was so proud when she said that. He said. Donny the baby me the big boy. I felt so ashamed I started to cry Timmy ran to mom and got a pacifier and put it in my mouth. I tried to refuse it but the look on mom's face told me I better start sucking it. After I started to suck on the pacifier Timmy just giggled and went back to his play. I soon began to play along with Timmy forgetting about my diapered condition. But soon felt the need to pee so I ran to mom she told me since Timmy did not need to pee and I just peed less that an hour ago I should hold it until Timmy goes. I ran back to Timmy and asked him to go potty. He said. No! He is a big boy and can hold it longer. After he said that I lost control and wet my diaper and started to cry. So Timmy put my pacifier in my mouth and I started to suck it without thinking. Sucking in my pacifier calmed me down and I forgot that I had a wet diaper on. I started to play with Timmy again but this time he was taking charge of our play. Because he kept saying he was the big boy and I was the baby. Every time he said that I was reminded of my wet diapers and had to do what he wanted us to do. My first day of summer vacation and I am playing like a baby dressed like a baby with my baby brother. Only thing is my baby brother is wearing big boy pants and I am wearing diapers. Mom called us to dinner and I found the highchair had returned. Just as I was going to ask mom why the highchair was back I found her lifting me into it. She had the tray in place and I was trapped and could not do anything about it. I soon had a bib on with mom feeding me baby food. I tried to refuse to eat it but mom kept tricking me into opening my mouth. After eating three jars of the food I was full and mom handed me a training cup of milk so I drank it down. Timmy was watching me being fed as he was eating his meal sitting in a booster seat at the table. I felt so ashamed me being the oldest being babied so much. I had to wait until Timmy and mom was done with their meal to get out of the highchair. I wet my diaper while I was waiting just to get even with mom for doing this to me. After our meal mom just changed my wet diaper like she would for Timmy last year when he was only eighteen months old. Last week when Timmy wore diapers he only used four diapers a day. We had to play in our playroom until it was our bed time in two and a half hours. We were having fun and I forgot about my diapers even after I wet them I just kept playing like nothing happened. When mom came to check on me she found me soaked and ask me if I wanted my diaper changed. I said nothing as she lead me to the bedroom and put me on the changing table and changed my wet diaper just like I was a baby. With a clean dry triple thick cloth diaper and plastic pants she put a thin footed sleeper on me that zipped up the back. Then I watched Timmy as he removed his clothes and dressed in his two-piece pajama set. He raised his arms and mom lifted him into my bed and pulled up the covers. Timmy was smiling so big as mom said sleep here in the big boy bed Donny is the baby now. I asked mom where I was going to sleep as she lifted me up and lay me in the crib saying right here. I jumped up and started to get out so mom put me over her knee and gave me ten hard spanks on my diapered bottom. She put me back in the crib and said if I don't stay in the crib I would get a bare bottom spanking next time. It hurt with the diaper on and I did not want to find out what a bare bottom spanking would feel like so I lay down in the crib. Mom turned out the light and said good night to us. About ten minutes later I was surprised with the nipple of a bottle pressed to my mouth and without thinking I started to suck on it just to have something to do. I was asleep just before it went dry. I had fell asleep sucking a bottle just like a baby does. I slept in the crib for the rest of the night wetting my diaper more than twice causing it to leak. The next morning mom changed my soaked diaper and dressed me in Toddler clothes while Timmy used the potty and dressed himself. I struggled but every time I squirmed too much mom would smack my bare or diapered bottom. My summer as a baby brother started and mom told me I would wear baby clothes until I was potty trained again like Timmy. She listed the potty training rules that Timmy had when he was being potty trained. I interrupted her saying I was already potty trained and did not need potty trained rules. She said. If I was so potty trained I would not have any problem passing the listed rules. Timmy don't have any problems with them. She listed the rules. 1. Potty times start at 8:00 after night diaper change and are every two and a half hours after that. 2. If you cannot hold your pee or poop you must use your diaper like a baby would. 3. To get out of diapers and wear training pants you must have three days clean and dry diapers. 4. If you wet or poop your diaper the potty time timer is restarted. 5. If you are still wearing a diaper you still use all the other baby things in the house. 6. If you are wearing diapers you must do the things babies do. 7. You are not aloud to hide your diapers at any time even if we are out of the house. 8. You must wear the clothes that I put on you, you are not aloud to change your own clothes. 9. Timmy is aloud to help care for you and make sure you are a good safe baby. Mom carried me to the kitchen and I was again in the highchair being fed by mom. For breakfast I was fed baby oatmeal. I wet and messed my diaper just to get even with mom diaper me like a baby. I was thinking the more I wet and messed the more mom would let me out of my punishment because of all the work it caused. After breakfast mom just changed my wet and messy diaper like I was a baby and did not even say anything. Timmy was there helping with each step as mom explained what she was doing. I could do nothing to stop mom because I was strapped to the changing table and could do nothing but kick and cry. Both mom and Timmy paid no attention to me they just put my pacifier in my mouth and let me kick. I was finally dressed and mom sent us out to play. I looked more like a two or three-year-old than Timmy did with my diaper bulge and diaper waddle sucking on my pacifier. I could not do anything about it mom and Timmy was in control of my clothes and I could not find my underpants I use to wear or the ones Timmy was wearing now. Mom had both Timmy's and my clothes locked up so I could not get to the big boy clothes. We had fun playing with all the toddler toys since all the big boy toys were taken away. I still had fun even if the toys were for younger kids than me. Since I was small I could still ride on all the toddler toys just like Timmy. I had a lot of fun until I wet my diaper for the third or fourth time since breakfast. Mom let me wet until my diaper started to leak and Timmy saw it and led me to mom telling her I was wet. I spent the rest of the day being babied. I had decided to try to make it hard for mom to keep me dry by wetting whenever I even thought I needed to pee. By the end of the day I was wetting without thinking about it. I was now diaper trained like a baby wetting without even trying to hold back. The most I could hold my pee before I was diaper trained was about forty-five minutes. It was too easy fore me to loose what control I had. I was wetting every ten or twenty minutes now. Timmy could hold his pee for three to three and a half hours like most older toddlers. After dinner Timmy and I played out side until my bedtime when mom called us in the house at 8:00PM. Timmy was aloud to play in the playroom while mom gave me my bath and diapered me with my thick cloth night diapers and plastic pants. I was then put in the crib and given my night bottle. Mom explained that Timmy and I will go to daycare tomorrow as I started to suck on the bottle. Within fifteen minutes the bottle was empty and I was sound asleep. Timmy was aloud to bathe himself while mom watched him. He dried himself and got dressed for bed without help from mom. It was 8:30 mom told him he could stay up and play for another half hour. Then mom put him to bed in my old bed it did not have a noisy plastic sheet like the crib to sleep on since he has not wet the bed in a year mom thought it would be OK. The next morning I was awakened by mom pulling off my plastic pants and unpinning my soaked diapers. I had wet so much even with thick cloth diapers and plastic pants leaked all over the crib sheet and my T-shirt. After mom had me undressed she carried me to the changing table and dressed me in my daytime Huggies with toddler snap on T-shirt and snap crotch cover-alls. She put shoes with Velcro instead of laces to make it easier to remove them. I looked just like a normal un-potty trained two-year-old boy except I was nine-years-old. After I was dressed I could see Timmy had dressed himself and looked just like me except no diaper bulge at all. Mom carried me to my highchair and again I was fed my oatmeal while Timmy ate at the table. I could not help but wet my diaper while sitting in my highchair because mom told me to hold it until we finished breakfast. Mom changed me wet diaper by unsnapping my over-all's and I had a dry diaper on in just minutes. Mom put me in the front of the double stroller and Timmy rode in the back. Mom pushed the stroller down to the daycare three blocks down the street. When we arrived at daycare Bobby climbed out of the stroller and ran to his classroom. I tried to get out to but mom had the seat belt fastened and the release was in the back. Mom signed me in and left I started to cry and one of the care takers put my pacifier on a string in my mouth. The one mom had pinned to my T-shirt before we left the house. I started to suck it as soon as it hit my mouth. They lifted me out of the stroller and stood me up held my hand and walked me to my new room. My new room was a nursery with six other kids going through the potty training months. Some wore only diapers one kid was wearing Pull- ups. As I walked to the room I pooped my diaper with out warning poop just slipped out in to my diaper. As I was now use to poop in my diapers I did not even realize what I had done. The caretaker was removing my clothes as she said someone has poopy pants on. I felt so ashamed as she walked me to the diaper changing station and changed my diaper in front of everyone. But no one even watched they were to busy playing. As soon as my diaper was changed I was lifted down off the changing table and told to go play. All I had on was my Huggies feeling so ashamed until I realized no one was looking at me. I started to play with the other kids and they were more fun than my brother because they did not ask me is my diaper wet all the time. We were playing for about an hour and I started to smell pee from one of the other kids and told one of the care takers that I smell pee over by one of the kids. She picked me up and said she would take care of the pee smell right now. She carried me over to the changing table and started change my diaper I tried to tell her I did not need a diaper change but she had my pacifier in my mouth. When she untapped my diaper and the air hit my wet skin I realized I had wet my diaper and did not even know when I had done it. After my second diaper change in less than one hour the care takers knew that I was just like their littlest and needed to be watched. I was put down with the little boy I thought wet his diaper That care taker said this Tommy you can play with him we started to play. It no longer smelled like pee around where he was playing. We had fun pushing the toys around and making noises he could only say a few words but that was OK with me since he did not talk about my diapers. About fifteen minutes I smelled poop I knew it was not me because I just had my poopy diaper changed about an hour ago. I knew it was Tommy he just played like nothing happened I thought about telling some one but remembered what happened when I told some one I smelled pee so I just kept playing. With ten minutes one of the caretakers started checking diapers. When they came to me I said no but they checked any way and said this one is just wet. I don't remember wetting and don't even feel wet. Then when they checked Tommy they said here is the stinky one and carried him to the changing table and started to changed his messy diaper. While they changed his diaper on the changing table they put me on a changing mat and changed my wet diaper. They told me I pee like a one-year-old and it might be a while before I was ready for potty training. I said I was potty trained and did not need diapers and wanted to got with the big boy class. They asked me if I wanted to prove that I was a big boy and not a baby. I said I was not a baby and will prove it any way they wanted me to. So in stead of diapers they put me in thick cloth training pants no plastic pants with red summer shorts and a T-shirt that was to short to cover the top of my shorts so any bending down would expose my training pants. They walked me to the kindergarten room and told me to go play. I forgot about the way I was dressed because I was so excited to be in the bigger kids room and was going to prove what a big boy I was. I started to run and play with the other kids and they were not aware of my type of under pants and did not care. I was outside climbing the sliding board ladder when the kids behind me points at me and said he has wet baby pants on. I felt so ashamed as I felt my pants and they were soaked and I did not even know it until some one told me. I went down the slide and every one was pointing and laughing. I was crying as I entered the Kindergarten room they saw my wet pants and asked what is wrong I said I want to go back to my old room with the little kids. When I got in my old room they changed my thick training pants and put me back in very thick diapers. I was put me in a crib and given a bottle that I started to suck on and relax an soon was asleep and it was only 11:00AM. I napped for only and hour and was awakened for a diaper change and to be fed lunch in a highchair with all the other kids. I ate and drank just like Tommy messy face, bib, and tray. While I was being fed my baby food poop filled my diaper without me even trying to stop it. I was in the class I was the most comfortable because there was no pressure to do things. I could do what ever I wanted and did not have to do anything if I wanted to. I could play if I wanted to, sleep if I sleep if I wanted to, I could suck my pacifier if I wanted to, or even cry if I wanted to. My wet and messy diapers were changed and I was led to another class where they told me I belonged. Since I was not ready for potty training class and the other kids were back sliding because of me. Now I was in the class with kids learning to walk and play like big kids. No pressure to do anything but play and be a little kid. The kids here did not even talk or walk very much they mostly crawled and cried. There was nothing to do but play with soft toys and baby toys no toddler toys like I liked to play with. I was put in a crib for a nap and was asleep in about ten minutes sucking my bottle. It was 1:00PM when I was out in the crib. When it 3:00PM they changed my wet diaper since I was the only that had wet I was the only one dressed in only a diaper when we went out to the baby play area. I did not want to stand and draw attention to myself so I crawled around like the other babies. At 4:30PM mom picked Timmy and I up and I was again in the front seat of the stroller but this time I was wearing only a clean dry diaper that I wet on the three block walk back home. When we got home mom changed my diaper with Timmy's help. My first day at daycare was over and only a few kindergarten kids mad fun of me but they would not be around me in my new class with the babies. Mom told me the daycare said if I could stay dry just a little longer I would go back to the toddler class that had better toys. I told mom that the baby class was so boring with nothing to do but play with real baby toys not toddler toys. She told me to try to hold my pee for as long as I could, Timmy would help remind you when you are at home. I spent the next four months with the babies before I was able to hold my pee fore the hour and a half the minimum time for pee holding for babies to advance to the next class. That was hard for me to do but now I could go to the toddler class and start to be a real big boy not the pants wetting little boy I was at school. It usually takes a kid a year to a year and a half to get out of toddler class and go to preschool. They told me I had to be potty trained fully before I could graduate to preschool level of social behavior and be with my brother in preschool. But by then he might be in kindergarten by that time. Mom put my brother in charge of keeping me clean and dry after his fourth birthday, my tenth birthday was eight months away. After three days of mom's training him to change my diapers he could change my messy diaper in just minutes just like mom. I asked mom when I could change my own diaper. She told me I would be spanked if I was ever caught touching my own diaper. After I asked that question she showed Timmy how to mark the tapes to see if I ever removed them myself. That way if I removed the tapes I could never put it back the way Timmy had it marked. If I ever moved the tapes he would tell mom and I would get the bare bottom spanking of my life and I did not want that so I left my diapers alone and let someone else keep me clean and dry. Since mom was a schoolteacher she was aloud to teach me at home and I did not need to go to school and get teased about my diapers. My brother is at the kindergarten and first grade level of social skills he is smart enough to pass the second grade. But he is too young to go to school he is only four. I was smart to I could pass the seventh grade test but my social skills were that of a baby not potty trained and always sucking on something like my pacifier. I need help eating and doing other things a baby has trouble doing. I was no different than an eighteen month old socially. They told me it would take me about another year to get potty trained for my daytime potty needs but would still need my night diapers put on by someone every night. If I still needed diapers I would not be aloud to diaper myself until I was sixteen then I would be aloud to diaper myself. Until then my diapers would be changed by any one that is potty trained even if they are two-year-old and knows how to change a diaper. After I hit puberty no one under twelve would allowed to change my diaper except my brother. I am socially a two-year-old my brother is socially a six or seven year old he was taller by two inches and weighed twenty pounds more than me. I still cried all the time and needed a pacifier I still need a night bottle to go to sleep in my crib I am almost ten but still a big baby. My brother does not let me play with the big boy toys just baby toys. He is mom's baby sitter for me telling her if I was a bad baby by not doing what he wanted me to do. He keeps my pacifier in my mouth and my diapers clean and dry. I am aloud to play in my playpen or my crib only when mom is not in the room. I am now a real baby for the next two and a half years at least. By until I can be a big boy again! Maybe a little longer?