Deja Vu ************Disclaimer*************** This is a fictionalized story taken from events in the author's life. Names have been changed to protect the privacy of the people these characters portray. This story will contain scenes of teen boys wearing diapers for different reasons. If this doesn't appeal to you then please stop reading now, otherwise enjoy the story. ***********Disclaimer**************** Part One Mark's Boyfriend "C'mon DJ, Mom says it's time to get up." I heard my brother Donn say from the doorway. "Go away!!" "I'll take it from here, Donn." I heard my older brother Dan state. "You going to get up, or are you going to make me do this the hard way?" "All right! I'm up," I mumbled as I threw back my covers and sat up. "I'm glad you decided to be reasonable. Now you have 15 minutes to change and get down to breakfast." I just nodded to this and sat up in bed. As soon as Dan left the room I pulled off the plastic pants covering my extremely wet night diapers, and started to clean myself off with some Huggies baby wipes. I noticed as I was pulling off my night shirt that the bottom third of it was wet. Looking over to my bed I saw a big wet stain covering almost half the bed. "Damn it!", I thought, "It looks like it's going to be one of those days." with that I tossed my wet shirt on the bed and finished putting on one the Small Attends that I had been forced back in to wearing since the previous May due to a considerable weakening of my bladder. After finishing getting dressed I made sure I had all my homework in my back pack, and that my "diaper" bag had been restocked with more diapers, wipes, plastic pants, and jeans. "Hey Mom, DJ's diapers leaked again!" my other brother Paul laughed as I walked by with my wet sheets. "So, yours did too, but at least DJ has the common sense to take his down to the laundry room so they can be washed," Mom replied from the kitchen. From this I could tell that Paul must have just left his wet sheets by his bed again this morning. "How bad did your mattress get wet DJ?" mom asked as I came back upstairs, and sat down to eat breakfast. "About a third of the sheets got wet, but the mattress is okay." "How could the mattress be okay if a third of your sheets got wet?" "Easy, I put a plastic sheet over it because of the chewing out you gave me last time this happened." "Oh, okay. You better hurry up DJ, or you'll be late for school." I just nodded at this while I scarfed down some eggs and toast. I was out the door ten minutes later. I was cussing up a storm when I got back home about an hour later. "DJ, What are you doing home already? Don't tell me you forgot something?" Mom said disapprovingly. "No, I didn't forget anything. The bloody school was closed because a transformer went out last night and started a small fire in the school. You could have let me know about this you know." "Don't take that tone with me young man! I didn't even find out about this till about 20 minutes ago. I know your mad about getting up there, and finding this out, but you had best cool your jets right now!" "I'm sorry, Mom, but you know how I am when I get short on sleep." "I know all right, but still. I left a small list of chores I'd like you to get done today before I get home, and I don't want to find them undone because you spent all day on the net. Okay?" I half-way nodded at this. "Donn, Paul, You have 5 seconds to get done here, or I'll leave without you, and you can walk to school," I just laughed as they came barreling down the steps, and out the door. "Have a good day, and remember what I told you about getting those chores done," Mom called over her shoulder on her way out the door. After making sure the door was locked I headed back up to my room to get some more sleep. I woke up several hours later to the sound of phone ringing in my parents room. "Hello?" I answered groggily. "Well it certainly took you long enough," came the distanced reply. "Hey Mark, What's up, and I mean besides the obvious." Mark's laughter could be heard clearly over the phone line. "Just thought I'd call, and see if you were doing anything today since we have it off." "Nothing much. Just have some chores to do. You can come over if you want." "Okay, sounds like a plan. I'll be over in about 15 minutes. "I'll see you then," I told Mark then hung the phone up. I wandered back to my room and pulled on a pair of sweatpants. After doing this I went down to grab a bite to eat, and see what mom had planned for me to do. I found her note right away, and to my surprise it wasn't that bad. "DJ, I'd like you to get the following done(or at least started) before I get home today. Wash sheets(both yours, and Paul's). Get diapers washed(two loads), and hang up in back if not raining. Clean kitchen. Get some meat out for dinner. Don't forget to get the meat out! I'll see you tonight. If you go out be home by 6pm. Love, Mom." "I can live with this." I thought. While thinking over what I wanted to eat I went down to get the laundry started. Mark showed up just as I came back up from starting the sheets. "Hey Mark." I said as I answered the door. "Hey DJ, how's it going?" "Not bad. Where's your shadow?" I laughed, but the look that formed on Mark's face made me instantly regret I said it. "Okay, what happened?" I continued. "It's nothing." "Don't give me that, Mark. I've known you too long, now what's wrong?" "Randy broke up with me last night. He said it was time to look in some different directions." "I'm sorry to hear that, you going to be okay?" I asked as I gave him a squeeze on the shoulder. Several years before, Mark had shocked me when he came out and announced he was gay, but I had learned to accept it, and had no problem with helping him out emotionally during times like this. Mark just started crying at this. I helped him over to the couch, and let him get it out of his system, while listening quietly. He was back to normal a couple of minutes later. "I'm sorry about all that," Mark said, still sobbing a bit. "There's no reason to be sorry. It's better to get it out of your system quickly, so you can move on." Mark just smiled at this as he joked "You've been reading Dan's Psych textbook again, haven't you?" I smiled at this and nodded in confirmation on this. "So, what do you want to do today?" I asked. "How about going out to Oak Park, and seeing a movie." "Sounds good to me. Let me go down and switch some laundry over, and get the kitchen cleaned up." "Want any help?" "Sure. You can take a look in the paper for a movie while I get the laundry done." With that I tossed the paper to Mark and headed downstairs. "So, did you find one?" I asked, coming back upstairs. "Yeah, have you heard anything about `The Postman?'" "Not yet, but it just came out last Friday." "Well let's go get the kitchen cleaned up, and then we can go up and get on the Net for a while." "Cool. When did you go online?" "Last August. Dan was needing it for school, and he was nice enough to let me hook up to his." "That was nice of him. I might have to see about getting my mom to let me get online." With the two of us doing the cleaning it didn't take any time at all to get the kitchen done. "This is really cool," Mark said as I navigated my way around. "Here, let me show you the site of this one guy I've been writing to for a while." "Deeker's Diaper Page. What kind of name is that?" Mark laughed. "A pretty good one if you ask me. You should see some of the stories he has on this site." "You mean people actually write stories about wearing diapers, and put them on a web site?" "Sure, how do you think I get most of my diaper related stuff?" "I'll be right back. I need to go change before I start leaking all over Dan's chair. Feel free to read some of the stories, but don't move from that site. I don't want you blowing up Dan's computer," Mark started chucking at this since we both knew that he knew more about computers than I did. "Man, I think I lost five pounds during that change," I said as I walked back in to the room. "That wouldn't surprise me with how you were sagging when you left," Mark laughed. "Have you ever read this story called "DJ's Diaper Diary"? I think it's really good. It's amazing at how detailed it is. I almost feel like I'm living it. would you mind if I made a copy of this?" "How about, you have lived it, and I'll make you a copy of it before you leave today," I chucked back at this. "What do you mean, I have lived it?" "That sleep-over you and I had several years ago." "Oh yeah, now I remember. I still wish I could have gotten a picture of the look on your face when Linda gave you that bottle," Mark laughed. "Well just remember Mark, I still owe you for that. C'mon I need your help to hang up some laundry." "Hey DJ, do you think I could borrow one of your diapers for when we go to the movie," Mark asked as we headed inside. "They might be too small for you, but you can try if you want." "Cool , thanks." I had to laugh with how Mark ran ahead of me and up into my room to try on one of my diapers. While he was in getting his diaper on I decided to log back on to the net and send Deeker the latest update to my story. Though, I never considered myself a very good writer I was surprised how well it was turning out. Mark would probably be shocked to find out the reason the sleep-over part of "DJ" seemed so real. Well he would soon enough when he started to read the updated version I gave him to read at home. "Uh, DJ, I think I'm going to need to borrow some of your pants as well," I started chuckling when I turned around to answer Mark's statement, and saw him standing there with his pants only covering the bottom part of the diaper he had on. "You'd never fit into any of my pants, Mark. You're taller than me, remember? But let's see if maybe some of Dan's will fit you?" It took us a couple of minutes searching to find a pair that not only fit, but were baggy enough on him to conceal the diaper he had on underneath. With this taken care of I left a note for everyone, and headed out the door with my diaper bag over one shoulder. Mark and I talked about how we were doing in school, and our plans for the up coming summer. I purposely stayed away from the topic of girlfriends, or in Mark's case boyfriends, due to his recent break-up. Mark really floored me with one question he asked. "DJ, do you think I'll every find the right guy for me in life?" Since I wasn't sure of any intellectual way of answering this I choose to speak from the heart. "Mark, I'm sure you'll find somebody that's right for you. I don't know how or when this might be, but I think you'll know when this happens. Just do me a favor, and next time you get a boyfriend make sure it's because you care for them, and not because of sex." Mark nodded somberly to this knowing the reason behind this request. We got to the theater about 20 minutes later. I was surprised to see Erin standing behind the counter. "Hey Erin, what are you doing here? I thought you'd be up at school right now." "Hi DJ, I was, but they cut classes short because some idiot blew up one of the Chem. Labs this morning." "I hope nobody was hurt. Anyway, I `d like a student ticket to `Star Wars', please. I'm surprised John's not here." "He is. He's manning the snack counter. That'll be $3.50, please." I found it surprising how Erin still had her accent even after living in the US for three years. Mark followed me in after getting his own ticket. "Remember, Mark, John's already has a girlfriend so no making goo-goo eyes at him," I chuckled. Mark just gave me a jab in the ribs at this, but laughed as well. "C'mon, John, get to work!" Mark, and I said in unison as we got to the station he was working. "What are you two goldbricks doing here?" he asked. "Seeing a movie. What's your excuse?" I shot back at him. "Erin volunteered me to work today when she found out that school was canceled." "Ain't it just a bitch having to work for your sister?" Mark piped in. "So, John, your mom mad at you again, or something?" I asked smiling. "No, why do you ask?" "Because the top of you dydee is showing," I chuckled. "Man, I hate it when that happens." John mumbled, as he pulled his shirt down more. "Maybe you should borrow one of Josh's onesies?" Mark stated as he grabbed his snacks. Even though it was meant as a joke I could tell John was giving it some half-way serious thought. I could still remember that Sunday morning ,Three years ago, when John's mom came in to wake us up, and after throwing back the covers on John's bed realized that he had a wet diaper on. To this day I still don't know what shocked John more the fact the his mom caught him wearing a diaper, or that for the first time in his life he had wet the bed. John told me at lunch the next day that he had told them his desire about wanting to wear diapers again. I guess they took as one of the things that teenagers did every once in a while. He told me that they didn't mind it, but he would have to buy his own diapers. It's gotten to the point now that John actually needs them at night, but wearing them during the day was new twist. I had seen him wear them a few times during the day, but that was normally when his mom was mad at him for something. "That was a great movie!" Mark exclaimed as we walked home. "It was, wasn't it. I think this was a lot better than the original," I added. I had noticed that instead of going to my place we ended up at Mark's. "C'mon up to my room. I need to get out of this wet diaper." Mark said as we hit the front door. "MOM! I'm home!" he added at the top of his lungs a few seconds later. "Hello honey, hello DJ." Linda said coming out of the kitchen. "Hey Linda," I said in greeting. "Hi Linda, is mom home yet?" Mark asked. "Not yet, she called and said she'd be running late tonight," Linda told him. "So, DJ, what's new with you? I haven't seen you in a while." Linda asked turning to me. "I know, I've been kind of busy with work and school. I was hoping to have Mark over this weekend, but my parents are having my cousins over, and shot that idea down. Would it be okay if he stayed over the weekend after this?" I asked her. "Well, I'm not sure if he can sleep over with you, but if it's okay with your parents we'd like to have you come over here." she answered. "Mark, before you sit down or anything why don't you go get that wet diaper off," Linda smiled. "What wet diaper?" Mark asked, turning red at getting caught. "The wet diaper that's leaking all over your pants," she laughed. "Sorry about the pants, DJ, I didn't think I had wet them bad enough to leak." "Don't worry about them, it happens," I told him as I put the wet sweats into the my bag, and told Mark I'd see him at school the next day as I head for home myself. I was barely through the door before my mom was jumping my case about something. "Where do you think you were all afternoon!?" "I was out seeing a movie with Mark. I left a note saying where I was going to be, and what time I was going to be home. What's the problem?" "The problem is that I came home to find the kitchen a mess, and that you hadn't gotten anything out for dinner like I had asked. Now get up to your room while I try and figure out something for dinner." "But.." I stammered. "Don't `but' me, young man! I said get up to your room now, and don't come out till I call you!" and for the first time in almost four years she swatted my butt with something more than a playful pat. Without even trying to explain myself, I ran up to my room slamming the door behind me. I preceded to strip off my clothes and change my sagging diaper. After changing I climbed into bed, and cried myself to sleep while cuddling Tigger to my chest. I didn't even bother to go down for dinner when I was called because I was to upset to eat, even though my last meal was the small popcorn I had at the movie earlier that afternoon. Chapter 2 I got up and went through my morning routine without saying a word to my mom. Since I had a Color Guard practice I skipped eating breakfast at home and decided to grab something on my way to school. "Hey, DJ wait up!" I stopped to see who was calling, and saw Mark and John running to catch up with me. "Morning, guys," I told them as they caught up to me. "You got your mind on something? We've been yelling at you for the last three blocks to slow down," John said while still trying to catch his breath "My mom started chewing my ass out last night about something, and I'm still a bit bummed about it," I answered. "This isn't about you going to the movies with me yesterday, is it?" Mark asked worriedly, thinking he was the one that got me in trouble. "Nah, it's about that last of chores my mom left for me to do," I told them. "Why should she be pissed about it, you got it done." Mark answered. "Yeah, I know that, but apparently when my brothers got home yesterday they wrecked the kitchen making themselves a snack, and placed the meat I got out in the microwave, so my mom thought I hadn't done it. She didn't even give me a chance to explain," I replied. "Man, that really sucks," John piped in. About this time this time we were walking by a McDonald's that was near our school. "You guys hungry?" I asked as I headed for it. "Nah, we already ate, but I guess we could join you for moral support," Mark answered with a grin. I had to laugh at this. For some reason Mark had always known just what to do, or say to get me to smile when I was in a bad mood. "You guys wouldn't mind if I came into see you practice, would you?" john asked as we entered the school a few minutes later. "I don't have any problems with you watching, but I can't let you join in," I told him. "That's okay, I heard that the Sargeant-Major chewed you out for it last time. I don't want you to get into trouble over it again." John said as we walked into the classroom. "Where's Scott?" I asked a few minutes later when I realized that the team commander wasn't here yet. "His brother came by a few minutes before you got here, and said that Scott was at the E/R because he fell down some stairs this morning," one of the cadets answered. "That's just great," ,I mumbled, "Well, Rich, I guess that makes you team leader for today then," I added, looking at another cadet. "What?" Rich said, visibly shocked. "Look Rich, your the Asst. Team Commander. That means you take over the team when Scott isn't, or can't be here," I explained to him. Mr.Yeater, our asst. instructor, came in about that time, and Rich let out a visible sigh of relief when Yeater told him he would be taking over this morning. I too, breathed easier because I knew for a fact Rich was one of our unit's worst officers. As we were putting up the equipment 45 minutes later, I felt my breakfast starting to stir in my guts, and before I could do anything about it I felt it unloading into the back of my diaper. "Mark, could you finish up here? Something just came up that I need to take care of." Mark just smiled at this because he knew by the look on my face what that "something" was. "Sure DJ, I'll finish up here," I just nodded my thanks, and grabbed my bags as I headed to the nurse's office. While I made my way to the office my thoughts went back to the doctor's appointment I had the week before. I remember how nervous I was as my mom and I waited for my doctor to come back with the results of the tests she had run on me. "Mrs. Morrison?" Dr. Harrison asked as she came into the room. "Yes, doctor." Mom answered getting up to shake hands with her. "I've just finished going over the results of DJ's tests, and I'm afraid the news isn't good," ,she told us, and explained, "The tests show a marked reduction in the strength of the muscles that control bowel control. Now I'm sure this is due to the fact that DJ has been in diapers since he lost control of his bladder last May. I will have to tell you that there is a very good chance that he will become completely unable to control either his bladder or bowels." "Is there any type of exercise he could do your something like that?" Mom asked. "I could give him some exercises to do, but to be honest, I doubt it would do any good. For the simple fact that DJ's body is adjusting to the fact that it no longer has any need to hold back any eliminations. I want to stress here that none of this is your son's fault. His body is acting of its own accord to his present situation." I just sat there, stunned through all of this. While I had come to accept having to wear diapers for my wetting problem, though I wasn't ready to accept that I would be totally diaper dependent at age 16. "Hello DJ." our school's nurse called as I walked into her office. "Morning, Mrs. Timmons," I replied. "Dropping off a new kit for the week?" "Yep, and I need to put it to use," I told here. "Okay, you can use the back room,", she said, "Is there something else?" I turned a bit red at my next statement. "Uh, Yeah. I'm going to need some help with this." She nodded knowingly at this and led me into the back examination room. While she was busy getting some gloves on, I undid my jeans, and pulled both them and the plastic pants I had on over my diaper down, then hopped up on to the exam table. "Blue today, huh?" she stated on seeing my plastic pants. "Yeah, I wanted something a bit different." Mrs. Timmons just chuckled a bit at this as she untaped my diaper, and pulled it down. "I can see why you wanted some help with this," she commented while pulling a box of wipes from my bag. I just nodded at this. I had prided myself on the fact that I was able to do my own diaper changes at school, but with my recently developed problem with bowel control I had found that I needed help with changing more often. This wasn't some much as from the fact that I was unable to change my own messy diapers, it was more that I lacked the speed to do it, and at school, speed was a requirement. I soon found myself all cleaned up, and Mrs. Timmons telling me to lift up so she could get the old diaper out from under me, and a new one in it's place. After getting the new diaper in place, I noticed Mrs. Timmons had picked up a bottle of Baby Magic lotion out of my bag. "I've noticed that you skin had been looking kind of dried out so I had your mom put some lotion in your bag," she said on noticing my surprise. With that, and before could ask her to go light on it, she poured a generous amount of lotion into her hand and preceded to rub it over my groin. Now, don't get me wrong I have no problem with using lotion, I just didn't like how much she was using because I knew full well that this would cause me to smell like a little kid most of the day, or at least till my next change. I made a mental note to ask her not to use so much next time. Just as Mrs. Timmons started to apply the powder to me the late bell rang. "Don't worry about that. I'll write you up a hall pass before you leave." she said while pulling my diaper up snuggly, and taping it closed. "You can do the rest yourself. I'll have your pass ready when you come out." I just nodded at this and hopped off the table so I could get my pants up. She handed me my pass as I walked back into the main part of her office. "Have a good day, and thanks." I said as I walked out the door. "So nice of you to decide to join us, Mr. Morrison," Mr. Allen, my math teacher, said as I walked up to give him my pass. "Thank you, sir. It's good to be here." I replied, though I noticed his nose twitching as he caught a wiff of me, and knew what was causing it. I also heard several people chuckling softly as I took my seat. I ignored this for the most part, but was still pissed off by it. I could tell Mr. Allen was also pissed off at this, though he's the type of teacher that hated any and all disruptions in his class regardless of how small. The rest of the class period passed quietly, and as the bell ran dismissing us rang Mr. Allen called out. "Mr. Morrison, could you please stay a moment longer?" "I'll catch up with you in a moment." I told Mark as I finished gathering my books. "Yes, sir?" I said going up to the teachers desk. "DJ, I know all about your medical problems, and the steps being taken for it, and to be frank I could care less about it. But I will ask that in the future you not be quite so exuberant about the amount of lotion you use because it is a disruption to my classroom, and that I won't tolerate." "I understand how you feel sir, and to be honest I feel the same way, but it was Mrs. Timmons that went a bit to far with the lotion not myself. I will let you know now that I plan on talking to her about this later today." What I said mollified my teacher because he just nodded at this, and sent me on my way. "Damn, DJ. Do you think you used enough lotion and powder this morning" Mark asked as I came out of the classroom. "Believe me Mark, using this much powder, and lotion wasn't my idea," I told him as we headed for our next class. I was all too aware of the looks I was getting as we headed there. "I just hope we're in the pool today in R.O.T.C. so I can get some of this shit cleaned off." Mark just nodded at this. As we walked in to the ROTC room I found my luck was holding because on the board our teacher had written. "2ND, 3RD, AND 4TH HOUR CLASSES REPORT TO THE POOL AREA." "This is just great! I left my suit at home." Mark exclaimed on seeing the note. "Don't worry about it. I have an extra swim diaper with me if you want to borrow it," I told him. I could tell that Mark wasn't to thrilled by my suggestion. "Relax," I said. "This is a pair that I picked out, not my parents. It looks like a pair of regular Speedos." I had to laugh at how Mark relaxed at this. Not that I blamed him since my Mom still got carried away with her shopping for me especially when it came to things like my diapers. Luckily for me, nobody made any comments about my smell when I came into the pool area, though Capt. Lavin did give me a brief smirk as I walked by him. The rest of the morning went slowly, but without further incidents on how I smelled. As I walked in to the cafeteria I noticed Mark talking to a kid I hadn't seen before. "So, Mark, who was that you were talking to?" I asked after I had gotten my lunch. "Why? You getting jealous or something?" Mark said while resting his head on my shoulder. "Yeah right, smartass. I just had never seen him before, and was wondering who it was." I laughed while pushing his head off my shoulder. Mark just chuckled as he answered my question. "That is Tom Taylor. Him and his brothers moved into the area from New Mexico during Christmas break." "Tom Taylor. Tom Taylor," I thought aloud, "Wasn't he the kid that took out three of our defensive tackles back in January?" I asked in reference to an incident that had taken place several months before where several of our football players had been injured during an alleged Gay bashing. "Yep, he's the one." Mark laughed. "You know Mark, maybe you should start going out with him. At least that way you know you'd be safe," I said while jabbing him in the ribs to let him know I was just kidding. "You never know," came Mark's reply, though I could tell that he wasn't kidding about it. "Who's that next to him, though?" "That's his brother David. Why?" "I don't know I just get the feeling that I know him from some where. Plus that fact that he keeps staring at me?" I just shrugged this off, though in the corner of my mind something about Tom's brother was nagging me. "Mom, I'm home!!!" I called as I headed up to my room. Closing my door behind me, I started to pull off me jeans that had gotten wet during my walk home from school. After pulling a new pair of plastic pants, and several clean, cloth diapers from my closet I started to change myself. My mom surprised me by just walking in as I was placing my old diaper into the Diaper Genie I had picked up over the weekend. "Mom, no offense intended, but do you think you could knock next time before coming in?" I asked while standing there naked from the waist down. "Sorry, honey, but I feel we need to talk about yesterday," She answered. "What's to talk about. You blamed me for something I didn't do, and didn't even allow me to explain," I told her calmly. "Okay. Fine. I'll talk, you can listen," She said as I sat down on my bed. "I want to apologize about yesterday. It was wrong of me not to give you a chance to explain what was going on," mom stated as she reached for the diapers I had gotten out, and started to fold them together. "Why didn't you give me a chance to tell you my side of it?" I asked while lifting up so she could fit the diapers under me. "I had been having a bad day at work and coming home to the mess your brothers made in the kitchen made me lose my temper even more. I am sorry about snapping at you like I did. I want you to know that Donn and Paul will be covering your chores for the next to weeks because of this," I just nodded to this and let the subject drop. "How was school today?" mom asked as she rubbed some lotion into my groin, and started to powder me. "It wasn't too bad," I said, and told her about the kid you had been watching me during lunch. "Do you know who he is?" she asked as she pulled the diapers snugly up between my legs, and fastened the velcro on them. "No, and that's what's driving me crazy about it. He looks kind of familiar, but I can't place his face. "I'm sure you'll figure it out sooner or later." she said while handing me my plastic pants. "Do you have any homework to get done?" Mom added as I stepped into the pants, and pulled them up. "I finished all during study hall. I was just planning on writing some more of my story," Mom just smiled at this, and left the room. I had gotten worried several months before when I had come home from school one day to find her reading it. She told me that she had found it laying out on the end table, and started reading it to find out what it was. I thought she was going to blow her top over my having written it, but after talking it over for a while she told me that she thought it was really well done so far. From then on I started to let her proofread it, though I still had to make sure my dad didn't see it because I knew for a fact that he wouldn't understand my need to write it. The rest of the week went without incident, though I did notice that David Taylor kept staring at me during lunch. I did find it amusing when Mark had David, and Tom sit with us, and asked Tom if he wanted to go out that night. I could tell that Mark was taking my advice and asking Tom if he wanted to start dating. David found this funny as well when he started joking at what a cute couple they made. With the looks Mark and Tom were directing at him, David should be glad that looks couldn't kill, or else he would have been in some serious trouble. Chapter 3 "Do you have your room ready yet, DJ?" Dad asked when he got home that evening. "No, why do I have to clean it up, anyway?" "Because we're having guests over." "But dad, it's just Jacob, and Justin." "That doesn't matter. They are still guests in this house and will be treated as such. Now get up there and get it cleaned." I stomped up to my room while muttering about having to clean my room just because my cousins were spending the weekend. I heard them getting dropped off about 30 minutes later. Justin came into my room a few minutes later to see me finish making up my bed. "What?" I asked as he just stood in the doorway. "What's that?" he asked in a shocked voice while pointing to the crib I had set up against one wall of my room. "It's a crib. What did you think it was?" I asked sarcastically. "I know it's a crib, but what's it doing here?" "Holding the wall u,." I dead panned as he set his bag down. "DJ!" Justin pouted. "Oh, lighten up!", I laughed, "It's a gift from the Drama club at my school." Just as he was going to say more Dan shouted up that it was time for dinner. "Aren't you going to put some pants on?" Justin asked in a shocked tone as I headed out the door wearing just a T- shirt, and my diapers. "Why should I? My parents and brothers have seen me in just my diapers before. Besides it's more comfortable like this." I told him as I walked out the door. Actually, my parents had asked that I, and my younger brothers go around the house in just our diapers because Justin's mom had said that he was still having trouble adjusting to wearing diapers all the time, even though he had been doing so since he was hit by a drunk driver the previous April. I didn't mind going around like this anyhow since I did it most of the time anyway. I was just wondering how Justin was going to take it when it came time for bed and found that he didn't have any PJ's with him. Jacob seemed just as shocked to see me coming down in just my diapers. Dinner conversation stayed mainly around how everyone was doing in school. About half-way through the meal I noticed that Justin was starting to fidget a little, and knew exactly what it meant. Leaning over to him I whispered in his ear "Just let it go. You'll only make it worse if you try to fight it." He turned a deep red when I said this, though embarrassing him wasn't my intention. My brothers, and Jacob started chuckling when Justin's pooping was preceded by a very audible fart, though they quickly shut up when they saw the looks on both my parent's, and Dan's faces. "Don't worry. It happens." I said while patting Justin's shoulder. He just nodded at this, but still looked like he was going to start crying at any moment. The rest of the meal was finished in silence. "Everybody upstairs and get ready for bed." Dan announced as mom, and dad cleared the table. "Do we have to!?" Donn, Paul, and Jacob whined as they got up from their seats. "Yes you do." Dan said as he herded them towards my brothers room. Justin and I just chuckled at this. I knew Justin wasn't going to argue this since he was needing to be changed. "Go ahead and lay down on my bed." I told him as I closed the door behind us, and reached for Justin's bag. "What are you going to do?" Justin asked as I pushed him onto hi back, and reached for his pants." "I plan on cleaning you up. What does it look like I'm doing." I told him as I pulled his pants down to his ankles. "Do you have to?" "Yes I do. Unless you'd like me to call my mom up here to do it." "NO! I mean. No, that's okay." I had to chuckle at this. I was a bit surprised in pulling down the from of his diaper that he had a thick patch of pubic hair covering his balls. The bad part of this was due to all the walking Justin had done most of the hair had a layer off poop in it. "Justin, this isn't going to work. Go use my parent's bathroom and grab a shower. That's the only way you're going to get all this stuff off you." I told him after several minutes of trying to clean him off. He seemed to take this in stride, and headed off without any arguing. "Mom, I'm going to need some help re-diapering Justin," "Why?" "Because he has a full crotch of pubic hair, and you know how hard that is to work with." She nodded knowingly at this because it took several months, and more than a couple of very painful rashes before I decided to shave my crotch smooth. "You, go ahead and get yourself changed. I'll take care of Justin. Where is he?" "I sent him into get a shower. He's using yours and Dad's bathroom." I could see a plan forming in her eyes as we headed upstairs together. Justin was just coming out of the bathroom when my mom walked into the room. "Aunt Pat, What are you doing here?" "I've come in to help you get diapered for the night. Now just lay down on the bed and I'll be right back." Mom came into my room a few seconds later. "You're done already?" "No, I just needed to get some things." she told me as she grabbed a small stack of my cloth diapers and a pair of my plastic pants. I had also noticed that she took both the powder and lotion with her, and knew right away what she was going to do. I just smiled at this as I finished pulling up my own plastic pants and went in to watch the show. "I'm sorry Justin, I wasn't looking. Go jump back into the shower and wash off again." I heard my mom saying as I entered the room and saw Justin heading for the bathroom. "You pulled the `hair removal cream for the baby lotion' trick again didn't you?" I asked when I heard the shower start. Mom just smiled in the way of response. Justin came out of the bathroom a few minutes later crying. A quick look down at his crotch confirmed why. Where just 30 minutes before a thick patch of hair stood was now bare as the day he was born. "I'm really sorry about that, Justin. I just wasn't paying attention to which bottle I was reaching for," I was amazed at how sincere my mom sounded, especially since I knew she planned the whole thing. "It just kept falling out." Justin mubbled while looking down at his now bare crotch. "That's OK, honey, I'm sure it'll grow back," mom said while laying him down on the bed, and started running a diaper wipe over his crotch to remove the few hairs that still remained. He started complaining again when he saw mom reaching for the cloth diapers. "Why do I have to wear those? I brought some of my own with me." Mom surprised me by telling him the truth of this. "Justin, your mom asked me to use cloth diapers on you so you can get used to them. She told me your Attends are going too fast, so she plans on getting you some cloth diapers for you to start wearing at home." "But, I don't want to wear cloth diapers. Everyone will think I'm a baby if I use those." "Do you think DJ is a baby?" mom asked, knowing how Justin looked up to me. "Well, No." "Well he wears cloth diapers at home all the time. See?" she explained to him while pointing to me. Justin seemed shocked to see me standing there. Even more so when he saw that I, too, was wearing cloth diapers. "Wearing cloth diapers is no big deal Justin. You might even like how they feel," I told him simply. Justin just nodded at this, and let my mom finish diapering him. "Look, Justin's wearing cloth diapers," Jacob laughed as we entered the living room. Before any of us could respond Dan reached over and smacked him outside the head. "OW!!! What was that for?" Jacob yelled, while rubbing where Dan hit him. "For that comment you just made, and just remember it's not too late to change you into them as well," Catching the not so subtle threat Jacob shut up. Justin just looked over at his brother, and smirked. "So, who's ready for a movie and a snack?" Dad asked coming into the room. "We are," all of us yelled in unison. "I don't think I've seen a cuter looking set of toddlers in my life," dad chuckled, as he set the movie up. "Hey Honey," ,he added, "with all these toddlers here, I think maybe we should just bring out bottles of milk for them." My brothers and I just laughed at this. Looking over at Justin I noticed he was trying not to start cry at the playful comment my dad made. "He's just kidding. Don't take it so personally." I told him while giving his shoulders a bit of a squeeze. He seemed to perk up at this. "So, dad what movie we going to be watching?" Dan asked. "I, thought Justin, and Jacob would like to see "Young Frankenstein", and if either you, or DJ start following the lines I'll turn the movie off. Understand?" We just nodded at this. "Uncle Kevin, is there another movie you could put in? Me and Justin aren't supposed to watch horror movies," I started chuckling at this a little. "It's `Justin and I,' Jacob," ,mom corrected as she came into the room, "and don't worry, it's a comedy." Jacob just nodded at this, but seemed really surprised when mom handed him a bottle of milk. "What am I supposed to do with this?" he asked my mom. "Drink it, what else," she answered, as she handed out the rest of the ones she had. "I started chuckling when I noticed how Justin was trying to drink his. Leaning over to him I said "It works better if you use you tongue to flick the nipple a bit as you inhale., I could see Justin turn red in the dimmed lights at my advice, but he seemed to follow it. "C'mon you guys time for bed, Dad announced a few hours later. For once there was no grumbling about it we all just got up and headed to our rooms. Dad came in a few minutes later. "Either of you need to be changed?" I nodded that I did, and with how Justin started looking at the floor I could tell he did, too. "It's OK, Justin. I figured you'd need it." Dad stated while leading him over to my bed. We were both in clean diapers a few minutes later. "Now to figure who sleeps where. Heads, DJ gets the crib. Tails, you get it, Justin, and no arguments," Dad said while pulling a coin from his pocket. "Call it, Justin," he said as he flipped the coin up and caught it. "Heads," Justin said. "Tails, Justin you get the crib," Dad announced as he showed us the coin. Justin seemed like he wanted to cry at this, but was doing his best not to. "C'mon kiddo, let's get you tucked in here," With that, Justin was lifted into my crib, and the side raised after getting covered up. Justin was a bit embarrassed when he was handed his teddy bear, but that quickly faded when he saw me curl up in my bed hugging Tigger to my chest. We both fell asleep quickly after dad left the room turning the light off behind him. I was woken up a few hours later by Justin having a nightmare. He bolted to a sitting position the moment I touched his shoulder to wake him up. "Easy there, it was just a dream," I told him soothingly. Just all but jumped into my arms when I let the rails down on the crib. I led him over to my bed while holding his shoulders to comfort him. "You lay back down, and I'll be back in a moment." I told him as I handed him his teddy bear. With Justin somewhat calmed down in my bed, I headed to the kitchen to fix him a bottle. "Here, this will help," I said a few minutes later as I pulled Justin into my lap, and slipped the bottle's nipple between his lips. I spent the next hour rocking him and humming softly in his ear till he fell back a sleep. My mom found him curled up next to me with one of my arms draped over him protectively. "Is everything okay?" she asked softly. "Yeah, Justin had a nightmare last night, and it took a while before he calmed down enough to fall back asleep. I told her as I climbed out of bed. Mom covered her nephew up while shaking her head. "Poor kid. His still having nightmares about what happened to him." "I'm not that surprised. He almost ended up in the same place as the driver that hit him," I answered softly. "We'll let him sleep in a bit longer. In the mean time why don't you go get a shower, then come into Donn, and Paul's room to get dressed I'll get some clothes for you." I just nodded at this and headed for the bathroom. "Where's Justin?" I heard Jacob asking my mom as I entered the room. "He had another nightmare last night," she answered simply. I was surprised that Jacob didn't make a smart-assed comment about this like he normally did. He did give me a strange look when I walked into the room stark naked. "What happened to all your hair?" he asked, pointing to my crotch. "Jacob," mom said in way of warning. "It's OK, mom. I shaved it off, and it's none of your business why," I told him, anticipating his next question. With that I laid down on Donn's bed and started to diaper myself. "Mom, why does DJ get to handle his own changes and we can't?" my brothers asked. "DJ gets to handle his own changes because he's shown me he can do it without ending up leaking all over the place. You two haven't been able to do that yet." With that said and my help we had both my brothers and cousin stripped and changed in just a few minutes. Just as we were finishing up Justin walked in still holding my old teddy bear to his chest. "You feeling better?" I asked "Yeah, I'm sorry I was so much trouble for you last night." "Don't worry about it. These things happen." I told him as I herded Donn, Paul, and Jacob out the door and downstairs to give my mom some time alone so she could talk to Justin about the dream while she changed him. "I hope you guys plan on putting on some pants later, or you're going to really funny when we go to the mall later," Dad laughed as he finished making breakfast. "We'll get some on after breakfast," I answered. Just as dad set down the plates of pancakes, eggs, and sausage Justin and mom entered the room. Like the rest of us kids he didn't have any pants on, though he was still holding Kilroy to his chest so I knew he was still shook up from his dream. "When you guys finish I want you to put your dishes in the sink, and then go finish getting dressed." mom told us as she sat down. I was kind of amused when I walked into Donn and Paul's room after having finished dressing. "Is there something you're not telling us, Jacob?" I chuckled from the doorway. Jacob just froze in place when he heard my voice. "You're not going to tell anyone about this, are you?" he asked, the GoodNites pant only half-way pulled on. "No, I won't tell anyone," I said, laughing. With a sigh of relief Jacob finished pulling up the GoodNites, and pulled on a pair of loose jean shorts over them. "C'mon, you guys get a move on, we have a lot to do today," Dad called from the bottom of the steps. "We'll be right down," I yelled back. "So, how'd you guys like the movie?" Mom asked as we walked out of the theater. We all just grinned and stated how much we liked it. "Does `Friday's' sound OK for lunch?" my dad asked as we headed for the car. "Sounds good to me," I replied. Everyone else voiced their agreement except for Justin, who just nodded. "What's the matter?" I asked in a quiet voice. "Nothing." I just nodded and let the subject drop. We arrived at the restaurant a few moments later, and were seated immediately. Justin seemed even more edgy than before. "Okay, what's wrong?" I asked him again. "It's nothing," Justin replied. I started to lean back up when I caught a whiff of what was bothering him. "You need to change?" This time he nodded. "Then go do it, before you the whole place knows it." "I can't. I don't know how to do it," Justin told me embarrassedly. "It's OK. I have to change myself. Just follow me in and I'll help you." "We'll be back in a moment, mom," I said after giving the waiter my order, and grabbing the back pack I brought in with me. Mom nodded to this as we got up. We ended up being in luck since the bathroom was made for just one person at a time. "How are you going to change me? There's not enough room in here for a person to lay down," Justin asked as I closed and locked the door behind us. "I'm not going to change you. You're going to do it yourself with me telling you how," I answered as I started pulling my pants down. Justin seemed scared at what I was having him do, but I figured he had to learn how sooner or later. "Okay, first, take off your old diaper, and set it on the floor," I told him as I undid my own diaper. "Now, take these and clean yourself off," I added handing him a travel pack of baby wipes. "Do I really have to use these?" "Your mom uses them on you at home, doesn't she?" "Well yeah, but that's at home." "You don't have to use them if you don't want to, but I don't want to hear you complain if you get a rash." This was enough to get him to use the wipes. "Now, place the wipes in the diaper, roll it up, and tape it closed." "OK, now unfold the back part only and place it against the wall. Holding it in place with your body." I said handing him one of the diapers from my back pack. "What about powder?" "I powdered them before we left the house." "As well as you can make sure the diaper is in position, and pull it up between your legs as tightly as you can, and unfold the front," I told him while demonstrating with my own diaper. "Now, while holding the front up, reach back and pull the back flap over the front, and fasten the bottom tape as tightly as you can with out it feeling too loose or tight. Now do the same with the other side, and repeat it with the top tapes." After Justin finished with the second top tape I went over and checked it. I was surprised at how well he did it, and told him so. We got back to our table just as our meals were brought out. "What took you guys so long?" mom asked after the waiter left. "I was having to show Justin how to change himself," I replied. "Oh, OK. Just so you guys know, I expect all of you to go down for a nap when we get home," Mom told us while giving Jacob, and my brothers the look so they wouldn't argue it here. The rest of lunch went quietly, and inside the hour we were back home getting ready for our naps. "Jacob, What are you wearing those for?" Mom asked while changing my brothers. "What? I always wear shorts to bed," he answered. "Not around here you don't, young man. Now take them off." "Do I have to?" "Yes, you do. Now take them off before I come over there and remove them for you," Mom told him while turning back around to finish diapering Paul. "Why do you have those on?" Mom asked in a surprised tone in seeing the GoodNites Jacob had on. "I just like to wear them to the movies so I don't have to get up and miss any of it," Jacob stammered. "Well, it looks like you've put them to good use," mom chuckled noticing the yellowish stain on the front. " Come over so I can change you, too." Mom soon had Jacob out of his GoodNites, and into a full diaper. I guess he had come to enjoy wearing them over the last three years since he hardly put up any fuss about it. Without any of them seeing me, I went back into my room. "Well, Justin looks like you just got your baby brother back," I laughed on entering my room. "Why's that?" Justin asked while pulling off his shorts. "Because my mom just caught him wearing a pair of GoodNites, and put him back in a diaper since he had used it," I answered while undressing myself. "That's nothing new. Mom does that all the time at home. What's really funny is that he likes wearing them more now that he doesn't need them, than when he did." With that, Justin started to untape his diaper. "If you're not wet you can just keep wearing it," I told him. "Yeah, but I don't want to leak all over your bed if I wet too much." "Here, put this on over the diaper it'll hold most of it in if you leak," I said, tossing a pair of plastic pants to him while pulling on a pair of my own. "You boys get into bed now," Mom said, sticking her head into the room. "I'll be back to tuck you in just a moment." We both just nodded to this. Justin did shock me by climbing into my crib without a word of complaint. Mom returned a few minutes later caring a couple of bottles, and Justin's teddy bear. Her eyes seemed to widen a bit on seeing her oldest nephew laying in my crib, but said nothing about it. "You guys have a nice nap," she told us while pulling the covers up over us and giving us our bottles. Justin and I talked a couple of more minutes before falling asleep. I woke up a few hours later, and just laid in bed finishing my bottle while rubbing the front of my wet diaper. I got so caught up in it that I didn't even hear Justin wake up. "Enjoying yourself?" "Wha!?" I said shocked at being pulled from my thoughts just as I shot off in my already soaked diaper. "You know, that's not very polite," I told my cousin. "Don't worry about it. I do it all the time myself," Justin laughed. "Yeah, I bet," I joked back. Just about that time Donn, Paul, and Jacob came in, and as usual with out knocking. "Don't you guys ever knock!?" I asked, annoyed. "We just wanted to know if we could borrow a couple of games?" Donn asked. "Yeah, but next time knock first." As they were walking out Jacob finally noticed that his brother was in my crib, and stopped short causing Paul to run right into him. "What are you doing?" Jacob asked. "Talking to you," Justin answered smiling. "No, I mean what are you doing in a crib?" "Sleeping, what else?" "The real question though," ,Justin said with a wink to me, "is what are you doing in a wet diaper?" "Or is it that you started wetting the bed again?" he added. Jacob ignored the barb, and walked out. Justin and I started laughing with how his brother seemed to waddle more than walk. Mom came in a second later asking if we needed any help changing. Since we were both messy we consented to her helping us. Within ten minutes we both were in fresh cloth diapers. The rest of the weekend was normal. With all of boys spending most of our time playing out back. Mark even stopped over for a while and we got a game of three on three semi-contact football going. I can only imagine what anyone would have thought at seeing five boys ages 12 through 16 running around in diapers. I could tell that Justin was still uncomfortable about having to wear diapers because, try as I might I couldn't get him to lose his pants and just go around in his diapers and a shirt like the rest of us were doing. this was definitely something I would have to work on in the future, but knew that Justin had to come around and accept having to wear diapers again first. Chapter 4 "So, DJ, how are you feeling this morning?" Mark asked with a smile. "I'd be felling a hell of a lot better if you hadn't clothes-lined me during are game yesterday," I relayed a bit crossly. "What can I say, it seemed like the thing to do at the time," came his grinning response. "Whatever, just be more careful next time," I told him. "By the way, stop by the bridge after school today, there's a couple of people I want you to meet." "OK, I'll see you then." I told him as I walked off to my first hour class. The rest of the day seemed to drag by, as my teachers piled on more work each hour. The only breaks I seemed to get were in Study Hall, and Lunch. The one kid I noticed looking at me a couple of weeks ago was in his normal spot glancing at me every once in awhile. It still drove me crazy at how familiar he looked, but I just couldn't place his face. I did notice that Mark was sitting with them today, and figured he must have taken my advice about asking Tom to go out with him. I had to admit that they did make a cute couple. "Hey, DJ, Over here!!" Mark yelled as I walked on to the bridge. "Hey, Mark, How'd your day go?" I asked coming up to them. "About normal." "That bad, huh?" I laughed. "You could say that. Anyway, I'd you to meet my new boyfriend, Tom Taylor, and his brother David. Tom, Dave, I'd like you to meet my best friend DJ Morrison." Mark said in the way introduction. I saw Dave's eyes go wide in recognition for a split second which told me we knew each other, or at the very least he knew me from some where. "They just moved here from New Mexico, at semester," Mark was saying. "Nice to meet you," I told them as I shook their hands. I noticed Dave looking at me even more intently than he had before. "David, not wanting to come off like a hard-ass, or anything, but what the hell do you're looking at?" I told him. Getting shocked looks from both Tom and Mark. "Oh, nothing, but tell me DJ, do you still have to wear diapers to bed?" "Yeah, I do.", I said without thinking, "How could you possibly know that?" I said, looking at him even more closely. "How're your brothers doing" Dave said smiling while brushing off my first question. Both Tom, and mark started looking at him strangely at him asking all these questions. "They're fine, but who the hell are you and how do you know all this stuff?" I asked looking at him even harder. "Do you remember a kid back in grade school that everyone called `Gizmo?'" he asked, smiling. This last question is what brought all the others together for me. "Gizmo?" I asked softly. David nodded to this. my next response shocked everyone. "You son-of-a-Bitch!" I laughed loudly, while throwing a punch at his head. David laughed as he dodged the punch. "Why the hell didn't you ever write and let me know what was going on!?" I went on. "Things were just happening too fast. Besides, I was so messed up for a while I thought it would be best just to cut all ties and start over," David told me honestly. "Would somebody please tell us what is going on here?" Tom asked confused. "Tom, I knew your brother here about seven years ago, when he was known as David Haynes," I told him, and Mark. "Are you guys waiting on a ride, or anything?" I asked Tom and David. "No, we do have to get walking home though, or our mom will start to wonder where we are," David said. "Don't worry about that. I'll give you guys a lift home, but first were going to go out and have a small celebration to get caught up on things," I told them while leading them out to my car," I told them. Over the next ninety minutes David and I started to get caught up on what had been happening over the previous eight years. Part II Flash Back Chapter One "Welcome home stranger," mom said as I walked through the door. "Sorry, I'm late. Mark introduced me to his new boyfriend, and his boyfriend's brother after school today, and I offered to give them a lift home." I answered. "Oh really? Who's the lucky guy?" "Tom Taylor. His family moved into the Ladd's old house back in December." "I know who you're talking about now. Their twin sons are in the same grade as Paul." "The really funny part of this all this is who is older brother is." "Who's that?" "You remember David Haynes, don't you?" "After what happened when you slept over at his house last I doubt I'll ever forget about him, though I have to admit he was a very nice kid." "Well, he's Tom's older brother." "You're kidding, right?" "No, I'm not." I then preceded to tell her about all that happened to David over the past eight years. "I'm glad to hear everything worked out for him. He definitely deserved better than what he started with." "Christ!!" I breathed, as I bolted up in bed realizing I was soaked in both sweat and pee. This had been the third time in the past week that I had the nightmare concerning my first sleepover with David. It seemed to all have started a week ago when David asked if I would be interested in spending the night at his house. Since we both wore diapers to bed I knew there was no logical reason for me to decline the invitation, and I really wanted to do so. All this went through my head as I got up to change the soaked T-shirt and diapers I had on. "Everything OK in here, DJ?" My older brother Dan asked, quietly sticking his head in the room. "Yeah, I just had a nightmare," I replied. "I thought you would have outgrown dreams about the Bogeyman by now," Dan laughed. "It wasn't the Bogeyman." "You want to talk about it then?" he asked, seeing how shaken I was. Knowing that I wasn't going to get back to sleep anytime soon, I nodded that I did. "Okay, meet me in the kitchen then, once your done changing," he said, closing the door behind him while I finished changing. "So, what's going on with the nightmares all of a sudden?" Dan asked as I sat down next to him, accepting the drink he made me. "You know about David asking me to sleep over, right?" "Yeah. Mom, and Dad both think it's a good idea." "I know. I think it is, too, but ever since I accepted the invitation I've been having flashbacks about what happened last time." "I don't see how something that happened almost eight years ago should be affecting you now." "Mom and Dad never told you the real story behind that sleep over, did they?" "No, all they said is that something happened that got you shook up, and to leave the subject alone unless you wanted to talk about it." "Well, I'm about to tell you what happened, and then maybe you understand a little better." Dan just nodded at this, waiting for me to start. After waiting for me to collect myself I began. "As you know, my getting asked to a sleepover was a big step for me because it was to be my first one ever, and since David and I both knew of each other's problem with bedwetting we didn't think it would be a problem if an accident did occur. Anyway, Since I was going to be going home with David, Mom dropped a bag off for me at his house earlier that day so I wouldn't have to worry about taking it to school with me. Looking back on it, when they say your first impression of a person is normally the right one, I would have turned around and headed for home right then. His mom was as nice as could be, and couldn't have been more helpful at putting my fears to ease about staying over. His dad, on the other hand had so much aggression coming off him it was almost tangible. The one thing that should have tipped me off was the fact he always had a drink with him, but being only eight at the time I didn't know any better. The evening went by quickly, and I was having lots of fun, till it was time to get ready for bed. I thought it was kind of odd about David's Dad telling him that he would be in to check on us later and that David had better be dry when he did. We stayed up a little longer to play after David's Mom got us both into our night diapers. The next thing I know David's Dad was flipping on the bedroom light and checking both of our diapers. He started yelling at the top of his lungs when he found that David's diaper was wet, and started slapping him. He really went off when he found that not only was my diaper was wet, but the bed and gotten wet as well. While he never slapped, or anything like that I was still terrified. "Without a second thought, David's Dad pulled me out of bed, and tossed my bag to me, yelling that he wasn't going to put up with a kid that wet his bed, and he was sending me home right then. I could barely speak when Dad picked up the phone, and asked him to come and get me. I figure he probably heard all the yelling in the background because he said he would be right over and hung-up. After telling David's dad that mine was on the way to pick me up, he escorted me to the door, just about pushed me out of it, then closed and locked it behind me. I stood there the entire time it took dad to show up. I about ran to the car when dad pulled up to the house. "I explained about what happened to Mom and Dad the next morning, and as you know I didn't go on another sleepover till the one with Mark several years ago." I could tell that my story had a profound effect on my brother. "I'm sorry, DJ, Mom and Dad never told me what happened. I would have never given you all that trouble over the years about sleepovers if I had known." "Now you know why I'm still a bit hesitant about going on this sleepover." "If it bothers you that much, why go on it?" "This is one thing that I have to get over because if I don't I'll never be able to face David again about why." Dan just nodded at this, and smiled a bit. I took this as a sign of approval from him. "Well, I have to get back to bed or I won't be worth shit at school tomorrow." "OK, DJ, sorry if I kept you up." "Don't worry about it. I'm glad I was finally able to get it off my chest. And Dan?" I called. "Hmm?" "Thanks for listening." He just nodded at this and I headed off to bed. "So, DJ, are you ready for this weekend?" David asked me at lunch the next day. "It should be interesting. Just as long as we don't have a repeat of last time I slept over at your house," I told him seriously. "Yeah, I know what you mean." "Why, what happened last time?" Tom asked. "It's classified, and I would appreciate if you don't press for an answer." Tom, catching the look his brother gave him, let the subject drop. "About what time would you like me to come over?" "Well, since Mom was wanting you to have dinner with us, I'd say about 5:30pm, but I'll have to get back to you on that." The rest of lunch went by with us talking about the usual things. I was happy when school let out since I knew I didn't have any homework to do, and I could just relax. Since no one was home yet when I got there I decided to get on the Net. One of the first sites I linked in to was Deeker's Diaper Page to see if any of the stories he posts had been updated. On seeing that no new updates had been made I decided to write him a short note and bring him up to date on what had been going on in my life. I had been writing with him since the previous August, and had come to look forward to his replies. I also took that time to send him the most updated version of the story I was writing. After sending my letter, I took a look at his links page to see if he had any new ones. When I opened the page I did see that he had a couple of new ones. One that sounded cool enough was JD's Teen Baby and Diaper Lovers Page. I became so engrossed in it I didn't even hear my brother Donn come into the room. "What are you looking at, DJ?" This cause me to jam my knee in to the bottom of the desk when I jumped. "Damn it! Donn, you know better than to walk in without knocking first," I mumbled angrily, while still rubbing my knee. "I'm sorry. I saw that your door was open, and thought it was okay. I was just wanting to see if any one else was home. What are you looking at, anyway?" "A new site Deeker had on his links page," I said as I moved over so Donn could see it. About this time Paul came into the room to see what was going on. "Cool, this a new site?" he asked just as Donn opened a picture from the gallery I was in. "Yeah, just found it. You guys need to be changed, or are you still dry?" They both stated they needed to be changed. "Okay, go into your room and strip down I'll be there in a moment." After they left I turned back around, and looked to see what stories he might have in the site, after finding the pickings a bit on the slim side I decided to send him the story I was working on. "You coming, or not?" Paul asked from my door way just as I finished closing down the AOL program. "I'm coming," I started chuckling when I turned and saw that all Paul had on was a pair of GoodNites pants, and that the front of then were mostly yellow. "C'mon, let's go get you changed before you start leaking all over the place," I laughed as I herded him back to his room. Don was already laying on his bed, and his GoodNites were in the same condition and Paul's. I had them both changed about 15 minutes later, and made a mental note to talk mom into letting them change themselves, but know that would be a waste of breath. The rest of the evening went quietly. I spent some time working on my story, and a little more "surfing" the net. From all the thumping I was hearing, and feeling trough the floor I could tell that Donn, and Paul were wrestling with Dan again, and probably losing at that. After a while I shut my computer down, and after showering, and putting on my night time diapers I crawled into bed. As I fell asleep, I thought of what it would be like this coming weekend. Part III Deja Vu. The rest of the week went quickly, and I found my feelings about the coming sleepover torn between excitement and nervousness, but it was too late at this point in time to try and back out. David had been telling me all week that his mom was planning a special meal to celebrate my staying over. "So, DJ, you ready for this weekend?" David asked as we were getting out lunch. "No," I told him stoically. "Why not?" "You haven't told me what time you wanted me to come over this evening," I said laughing. "Yeah, I guess that would make a difference." I just nodded at this with a smile. "How about 5:30. That way we'll have some time to screw around before dinner." "Okay, I'll be there." Tom, and Mark were already eating by the time we got there, and I saw Mark leaning in close to tell tom something, but decided to have a bit of fun with it. "All right, you lovebirds, enough of that," David and I both started laughing with how they jumped apart like they'd seen a snake. "Very funny DJ, very funny," Tom said as Dave and I sat down. "I thought it was," I replied. "So, what were you going to say, Mark?" "Oh, nothing," he replied, turning a bit red. At this, I knew what he was talking about. "So, who's ass were you looking at this time?" I stated simply, but with a hint of a smile. "Scott Johnson's," Tom replied, turning as red as Mark was at getting caught. "I don't think Scott's girlfriend would be too pleased to hear you talking about him like that," David joked to his brother. The subject changed after a few seconds of laughter on this. "You sure you have everything?" Mom asked as I finished packing the bag for David's. "Yes Mom, I'm sure I have everything," I responded, but not really sure why she seemed so nervous. "What about diapers? Are you sure you have enough of them>" she continued, "Mom, please. I'm sure I have enough of them. I can always swing back by here if I don't." "What about PJ's, did you pack any?" "Yes, I'm sure I packed some," I replied a bit stronger than I was meaning to. "Don't take that tone with me." "I'm sorry, but all these questions you're asking are starting to get on my nerves. I'm perfectly capable of packing a bag for a sleepover." "I'm sorry. It's just after what happened last time I'm still a bit nervous." "I can understand that, but I doubt it'll happen this time, or David wouldn't have asked." "Okay, but if you feel the slightest bit uncomfortable I want you to come straight home." I just agreed to this as I zipped the bag up and headed out of my room. after a quick goodbye to everyone I headed out the door. "What took you so long?" David asked as I walked in, and was lead up to his room. "You wouldn't believe the 3rd degree I got from my Mom while I was packing." "Why?" "She thinks this will be a repeat of last time." Dave just laughed at this, and said " I don't think you'll have anything to worry about this time." "Hey DJ," Tom said in greeting as we came out of David's room. "Well, let me introduce you to the rest of the family." With that we headed downstairs. "Mom, I'd like you to meet my friend, DJ Morrison." "Well, DJ, it's so nice to finally meet you. David's told us what good friends you two used to be." "Thank you ma'am. that's nice to hear." About that time we heard a crash from upstairs, and then the rumbling of several pairs of feet. A few seconds later David's middle and twin youngest brothers came storming in the room. "MOM! Eric's bothering us a again." "I am not! You two went into my room without asking, and I was just getting my things back." I just leaned back against the counter, and smiled at all this. If they were wanting me to feel at home they were doing a good job of it. "All right! All three of you back upstairs, and we can sort it out up there." With that Eric and the twins turned around, headed back upstairs. "I'm sorry about that, DJ. I was hoping for once they'd actually behave themselves." "Don't worry about it, Mrs. Taylor. I'm used to it from my own brothers." She just smiled at this and headed up to take care of her three youngest sons. "By the way, those were my other brothers. The older one was Eric, and the two younger ones were Jared, and William," David laughed. "Well, I have to admit that if you were wanting me to feel at home you're doing a good job so far." David just chuckled at this. "C'mon, lets go up to my room and play some Nintendo before dinner." "Sounds good to me. Besides, I need to change anyway." Walking into David's room this time I paid a little more attention to what it looked like, and found it was like a normal teenager's room. He had two twin beds sticking out from one wall with a night stand between them. A computer, and desk took up the opposite corner. While his dresser, and an Entertainment center took up the wall in front of the beds. His closet took up the final wall. "I've cleared up some space in the closet it you'd like to put your things away," David said as he set up his Nintendo. "Sounds like a good idea, that way your mom won't think I'm a normal teenager." we both looked at each other for a moment at that, and then started laughing. I did get a bit of a surprise on opening the closet door, and found all of David's diaper supplies out in the open on the shelves. I just shrugged this off after a moment and set about unpacking. David didn't even bat an eye even I dropped my pants and started to change myself. "Is there anyplace I can put this?" I asked as I finished rolling up my old diaper. "Yeah, there's a Diaper Genie under the sink in the bathroom." I just nodded, and headed to throw the diaper away, after pulling my pants back up. David's mom didn't say a thing when we past each other in the hall, though I'm certain she saw the diaper I had in my hand. About an hour later Tom stuck his head in the room to tell us dinner was ready. Just as we came out of the room I bumped into a brick wall, which I found out a moment later was David's dad. "You okay there?" He asked, helping back to my feet. "Yes sir, Thank you," I told him. "Dad, this is DJ Morrison. The friend I was telling you about. "Oh, you're DJ. It's nice to finally meet you." "Let's get downstairs before your mom starts yelling," Mr. Taylor said to David. We found everyone else seated, and waiting for us. "So nice of you to join us," Mrs. Taylor said with a grin. "You know me Anita, I like to be fashionably late," James told his wife. With all this done Mrs. Taylor started dishing up dinner, which consisted of homemade Enchiladas, Spanish rice, and Salsa. "So, DJ, how do you like having to wear diapers all the time?" Jared asked with typical ten-year-old directness. "Jared! You know better that to ask guests questions like that," Mr. Taylor admonished his son. "That's okay, Mr. Taylor, I don't mind him asking. To answer your question, I don't mind it at all. To me they're nothing more than thick underwear." Jared seemed to accept this, and let it drop. Mrs. Taylor, though, seemed to take this time to poke a bit of fun at her eldest son. "Funny you mention them as being nothing more than thick underwear. I can still remember what it was like once David was able to regain daytime control. He was so used to wearing diapers that he would complain to no end when I'd have him just wear one pair of underwear. I finally got him to accept it though," I started chuckling at this, especially when I saw how red David got at this. "How did you manage it?" I asked just to have a bit of fun myself. "Oh, that was easy. I just started having him wear multiple pairs at one time and each week I'd take one pair away." she said. I started laughing in earnest at this. David however just turned even redder. The rest of dinner was spent with me and David getting caught up on old friends, and his family asking me about what had been going on with my life. I did notice one thing during dinner I was drinking more water than everyone else combined. My guess is that this was from the salsa Mrs. Taylor had over everything. I could almost swear that I wouldn't have any enamel left on my teeth after all this. "Okay, you boys go up and get ready for bed," Mr. Taylor announced as he helped his wife clear the dishes. We all just nodded, and headed upstairs to carry-out his request. "It's a good thing dinner ended when it did. I think my diaper would explode if I tried to put anything else in to it," I said as I pulled my pants off. David just laughed at this. Just as I was getting ready to untape my diaper Tom walked in. "You need any help changing?" he asked with a smile. "No, That's quite all right. I think I can manage. Thank you, though." "Well, OK, but just call if you need any help," Tom answered with a comically hurt look on his face, and walked out. David and I both burst out laughing after Tom left the room. I then started to take my diaper off and grab a fresh one. "You'll need you get a shower before you put that on," David told me. One look at his face told me he was serious about it. With a shrug I grabbed my shaving kit, and after pulling my PJ bottoms I headed for the bathroom. Without thinking, I walked right into the bathroom, and caught Jared, and William just as they were stepping out of the tub. "Sorry," I mumbled, and quickly stepped out, closing the door behind me. They both came out a few moments later with just a towel wrapped around them, but still dripping wet. I just smiled at this because it reminded me of Donn and Paul when they were that age. As soon as I came back into David's room he headed for the bathroom himself. Once he left I dropped my PJ bottoms and started to diaper myself. After pulling the bottoms back up, and pulling on a T-shirt I headed downstairs, David came out of the bathroom just as I walked by, but unlike his brothers he didn't have anything on. I just shook my head at this, and kept walking. I was a bit shocked when I walked into the family room because Mrs. Taylor was in the process of diapering William, and Jared was pulling some plastic pants up over his padded posterior. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt you," I said when Mrs. Taylor looked up. "Would you like me to leave the room while you finish up?" "No, that's okay, DJ. You go ahead and have a seat." I took a seat on the couch, and chatted with Mr. Taylor while Jared climbed up into his dad's lap. While I was chatting with Mr. Taylor, Eric came down and sat next to me. When I turned to acknowledge him, I saw that he had on a pair of GoodNites pants under his T-shirt. "You still wet the bet too, huh?" Though I knew it was a bit rude of me to be asking that question it just popped out before I could stop it. Eric handled the question with considerable grace with his reply. "Nah, I stopped last year, but I've grown so used to wearing diapers to bed my parents said it was all right for me to keep wearing them if I wanted to. Besides, they're really convenient in the morning when you have to wait for the bathroom to open up," Eric said with a laugh. I saw that Mr. Taylor was smiling at his son's response to my question. "Yeah, I know what you mean about that," I told Eric with a chuckle. About that time David, and Tom came down. I saw that Tom was dressed in just some PJ bottoms, while David just had on a T-shirt, and his own night diaper. Judging from the look on their faces, I must have surprised them by wearing PJ's, but I didn't feel right going around in just my diapers, like I do at home, in front of David's family just yet. Once David and Tom were settled into their seats Mr. Taylor got up, and started the movie. I was more than a little surprised to find that they had chosen "Starship Troopers" for the movie, especially since they were letting Jared, and William watch it as well. I just shrugged this off, and sat back to enjoy the movie. After the movie, Mrs. Taylor checked all of our diapers in case anyone of us need to be changed. While I knew I needed a changing, I found it a bit humorous that Eric was also needing a change, but I just figured that this was because he didn't want to miss any of the movie so he used his GoodNites instead. Chapter 2 "Hey DJ, it's time to get up," I heard David say through a fog of sleep. "OK, I'm up. I told him." The first thing I realized that my PJ's were wet. "SHIT! I don't believe this," I mumbled. "What?" David asked in concern. "My fucking diaper leaked last night." Even though I was mad about what had happened, David's reaction made me even more pissed. He started laughing. "You know, this is the exact same thing that happened last time. Talk about wanting to relive old times!" David managed to say through fits of laughter. "Yeah, haha, very funny." Just as I sat up to survey the damage David's mom came in to see if we were up yet, and saw me condition of my PJ's and guessed what had happened. "I'm really sorry about this," I told her, as I started to strip the bed. "Don't worry about it. The same thing happens to all of my sons every once in a while. I guess it's a good thing I put Tom's old Plastic sheet on the bed when I was making it yesterday," she chuckled. I just nodded to this, as I handed her the wet sheets. "I'll need your PJ's too, so I can wash then as well." I turned bright red at this because I didn't really like showing off my diapers to my friends parents. Especially the used ones. But seeing the look on her face made me decide not to even try and argue with her on it. I removed my PJ's as well, and handed those to her. After changing my diaper, I went ahead, and got dressed. "You know, DJ, you could wait till after breakfast before getting dressed." David told me. "I know, but I'd feel kind of awkward going around in just my diaper in front of your family," I told him. "Whatever your most comfortable with then." This said, David headed downstairs still wearing his night diaper. I soon understood why David didn't think it was all that big a deal in going to breakfast wearing his diapers, all of his brothers were still wearing their diapers as well, and judging from the yellow creeping up the back of them I could tell these were the same ones they wore to bed the night before. They did seem kind of surprised to see me dressed when I came into the room a few moments after David. I was pleased that none of them made any comment about my having gotten the bed wet. I guess this happened often enough that it wasn't that big of deal to them. After breakfast was done David, and his brothers were run upstairs to get dressed for the day, and thirty minutes later we were all sitting on the couch waiting for David's parents to waiting to be told what they were going to do that day. All of them started jumping around with excitement when They were told that they were going to be going to the local amusement park. As for myself I kept a straight face on hearing this, since I knew these plans probably didn't include myself. After the meeting broke up, David and I headed back up to his room where I packed my bags. "Hey David, I'd like to thank you for having me over. I had a really fun time" "I'm glad you had fun. You have to admit though it was a lot better than last time you did this." "Yeah, ain't that the truth. I'll swing by tomorrow to pick up my PJ's." With that I swung my bag over my shoulder, and headed downstairs. I found that his parents were waiting for me in the front room. "Mr. Taylor, Mrs. Taylor, I'd like to thank you for making me feel so at home this weekend, and again I'm sorry about that little `mishap' earlier." "Don't worry about it. That happens often enough around here that it doesn't bother us," Mrs. Taylor. "Thanks for your understanding anyhow. If it's okay, I'll just pick my PJ's up tomorrow." They both nodded at this. Just as I was about to leave Mr. Taylor spoke up. "DJ, my wife, and I were wondering if maybe you'd like to join us?" "I'd like that a lot. Thanks for asking, though I will need to get permission from my parents first." "We understand. You can use the phone in the kitchen." I nodded my thanks, and headed off to make the call. It took me about 10 minutes to finally talk my mom into letting me go. We were on our way a short time later, after making a stop at my house so I could drop my bag off, and get a diaper bag put together. "Hey David, you might want to readjust your shirt some," I said about 20 minutes later. "Why?" "Because, the top of your diaper is showing. If you don't mind my asking, why do you have a diaper on? I thought you didn't need them during the day." "Most of the time I don't need them, but I sometimes lose control during certain types situations, so I figured it would be safer this way." I could agree with his reasoning on this since I had done the same thing myself. The rest of the ride out to the park was filled with the normal chit-chat common on these types of drives. Once we got to the park, I noticed that all of us boys, except for Tom, had backpacks with us. We spent most of the morning doing the tame rides, and headed for the big rides right after lunch. I did find it amusing when after lunch Mrs. Taylor herded Eric, Jared, and William off to the restroom, but instead of going into the men's room I saw all of them go into the diaper changing area the park had set up between the restrooms. This did answer the question that was nagging me as to why those three hadn't headed off to the rest since we left their house. "C'mon you guys lets go get in line for the Mamba," I said a few hours later. We had already hit all the other rides several times over, but hadn't ridden this one yet. "I don't think I want to ride this one," Eric complained just as the cars started moving, and he got his first really good look at the first hill on the ride. "Too late now, Eric. Just hold on, and close your eyes," David said from next to me. I just started laughing at this. Until I saw the first drop. Then my attitude changed quickly. "Hey DJ, look at this," David said, pointing. When I looked at what he was pointing to, I saw how steep the first drop on this ride was. This was just as we reached the pinnacle of the climb, and started to drop off the other side. "OOOOHHHH SSSSSHHHIIIITTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I yelled as our car started down the 205 foot drop. The one thing I had never noticed before was that the drop was some 205 feet high, and angled at about 75 degrees. I never did figure out exactly when during the drop I messed myself, but at the end of the ride I was really glad that I had a diaper on. Apparently, David did too, since we both had to change our diapers after that ride, along with Eric, and William. Mr. Taylor just laugh as we headed off to be changed. I just laughed along with him because when I looked at it this was a pretty funny this to deal with. The rest of the day was an seemingly endless stream of rides. All of us boys were completely worn out by the time we left, and I was glad that I had the foresight to take my car home when I went to drop off my duffel bag earlier in the day. I thanked the Taylors one last time before I headed in to my house. Conclusion The rest of my school year went quickly, and I was happy to have it behind me. I was kind of pissed to find out that due to all the days I had missed I would be required to take summer school if I wanted to advance with all my friends. In retrospect, this was a good thing for me since I was able to make some new friends, while still keeping in touch with my old ones. David, Tom, Mark, and I still got together on weekends, and on days that we didn't have to work. I have found myself becoming more at ease in having to wear diapers all the time. over the course of the summer I had found myself doing yard work wearing just a T-shirt, and my diapers. If any body had told me several years before that I would be doing this, or even that I would have to wear diapers full time I probably would have laughed at them for it. It is unfortunate though that my life hadn't been a bed of roses. On September the Seventh of this year my older brother Dan was involved in a car wreck coming home from work. He died three days later without regaining consciousness. While I will miss him greatly, his passing has shown me that our time on this plane of existence is brief, and we should make the most of whatever time we have. It is to him that I dedicate this story. DANIEL B. MURPHY APRIL 10, 1970 TO SEPTEMBER 10,1998 YOU WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN This story is complete.