Baby John's Story

	My name is John, I'm 19. I'm French and I live in a 
small town, in France.
	I don't know the age I was when my parents have decided 
no longer to put me diapers (I don't remember it), but at 
this instant, I wet my bed all the night. I think that I was 
4 and my parents have had to think that I was too old to 
wear diapers. However that may be, all the mornings I woke 
in a wet bed and I hate that. I had a friend who wet his 
bed, but his mother bought diapers and he wear them. I 
envied him. Once, I have stole him a diaper. It was fun to 
wear it. I have wet my bed until 11.
	I think I was 8 when I begun to have an attraction for 
diapers. I lived then in a small village so I couldn't 
bought diapers. In the school, one of my friends wore 
diapers during the night because he wet his bed. I remind, 
one day, I have flown him a diaper and it was very fun to 
wear diaper. I envied him because his parents obliged him to 
wear diapers the night. During this period my mother worked 
in a nursery where I stole some diapers when I could. But 
these diapers was already small for me.
	At about 9 years old, I moved in a largest city. I was 
always attracted by diapers but until the age of 11, I never 
dared to buy diaper in supermarket.
	I was 11 when I went in a shop where I could bought 
diapers for baby. I fastened two diapers together to do a 
largest diaper. But during this period, my mother found 
several times where I hid them. A day, she saw me to wear 
them. She often asked me why I wore them. I already answered 
I don't know why I did this. I was 13, when a day, when I 
was in the house of my grandmother, I had hidden diapers in 
the attic. Of course, she found them and all the familly 
knew I wore diapers. My cousins made fun of me. They told me 
I was a baby. At this period, I didn't wet my bed. My aunt 
also was calling me his baby. It was hard for me. I believe 
my family thought I wore diapers because I wet my bed. But 
there was other thing and my mother knew it. She tried to 
discuss with me, but I always refused. I was about 13 when I 
had my first orgasm, it was when I wore a diaper.
	Years have past, but I kept a strong attraction for 
diapers. Problems with my mother grew. My mother is divorced 
from my father. My mother send me seeing a psychiatrist. I 
never told him anything.
	Since this time, I wear diapers when my mother isn't in 
the house or during the night, but I'm afraid she discover I 
wear again diapers. I think she believe I don't wear them 
and that this strange phenomenon, that has marked my 
adolescence is finished.
	But she is wrong !!!