From:  (messy pants)
Date: Thu,  5 Jan 1995 03:14:44 UTC
Subject: The delurking thing.


   I've been following this group for quite a while, and finally decided 
it was time for me to become an active participant rather than a passive 
observer.  I've been turned on to diapers ever since I was about six 
years old.  I am particularly turned on by poopy diapers.  I am a gay 
male living in Bellingham, WA and would be interested in meeting others 
that are in the area.  Actually I would be interested in meeting anyone 
who shares my desires, but travel becomes impratical, and expensive.  
   The first time that I tried on a diaper was prompted by what my friend 
next door did one afternoon.  We were standing in his back yard just 
talking when from out of nowhere his older sister came up from behind us 
and slapped him on the ass.  Then Sandy (his sister) exclaimed, "You get 
into the house right now."
   I was puzzled at what he had done to piss his sister off so much and 
later asked him why she had gotten so mad.  He told me that he had pooped 
in his pants.  I responded by asking why he would do such a thing, and 
his response was "I just wanted to see what it would feel like."
   I'm still not sure why, but for some reason his answer got me pretty 
curious. However,  I decided to be a little more careful than he 
was.  After talking to him I went back home and snuck a pampers from my 
little brothers room.  I went into the bathroom, locked the door, and 
tried it on.  I didn't have any pins so I put placed it the way it was 
supposed to go and then pulled my underwear up to hold the diaper in 
place.  Next thing I did had a permanent effect on my life.  I pooped in 
the diaper and loved it.    
   I was dissapointed when my brother outgrew the diapers.  Suddenly I 
was without one of the components of my strongest desire.  My solution 
required some improvisation.  A little bit of toilet paper in the bottom 
of my jockey shorts kept me going until I was old enough to do my own 
laundry.  Shortly after that I skipped the toilet paper part and just 
shit into the underwear.  I also found that It feld really good to drop a 
big load and then sit down on a hard surface.  It feels so good to have 
the crap squish all over my ass.  Thus I have chosen the nickname messy 
pants to be used on this news group.  
   Thats about all the time that I have for now.  I'll talk more later.

messy pants.