Posted by Pooper on October 29, 1997 at 21:43
Thought I'd write about my start in pooping
The first time I I became interested in pooping when I was kid. I was probably about 4 or 5 at the time. I was outside playing inthe sandbox. I felt some pressure in my bowels but I ignored it because I was too busy building my sand castle. After a few miuntes I decided I should go to the bathroom, but the second I stood up I lost control. My poop slid out of my butt, and filled my underpants. I didn't know what to do. I felt ashamed at first, but the poop felt warm against my bottom. I decided to go back to my sandcastle, and sat back down, the feel of the poop spreading in my underwear was incredible. It felt so wierd, yet good at the same time.
After a while my mom came out to check on me. She smelled my poopy underpants immdediatly. She brought me in and cleaned me up but was she mad that I hadnt told her about it. She told me the next time I did that I would be punished.
The threat of a punishment from my mom made me keep my pants clean for a while. It wasn't until almost a year later that I pooped my pants again. This time I was inside playing and felt the urge. Again I didn't want to stop playing so I let the poop fill my pants again. This time mom found me right away and she was even more upset than before. She took me upstairs into my room. After about five minutes of rifiling through some drawers she pulled out some of my old diapers and rubber pants. She said since I pooped like a baby she would treat me that way.
She cleaned up my bottom adn began to diaper me, by now I was completly in tears. Soon I was in my diapers and she pulled up the rubber pants. She told me the rest of the day the diaper was my toilet. Although I didn't have to poop in them again I did wet them several times. By the end of the day I was ready to be out of them completly. I hated the feel of the wet diaper, but I liked it when my mom changed me just like a baby. She would be so gentle in cleaning my bottom and powdering me and then pinning the new diaper on.
After that day in diapers I didnt poop myself again until my early teen years. I think the spark that got me to do it was when my family was over at my aunts. my cousin was still in diapers. After playing with him for a few hours I noticed him strain and squat. after a minute aI smeeled his poopy diapers, but he seemed so happy. He had abig grin on his face and then threw a fit when my aunt tried to change his diaper. A day later the house was empty so I decided to give it a try. To play it safe I placed toilet paper throughout my underwear. This time I had a problem letting myself go, so I sat down on the toilet and filled my pants. I could undertaand how happy my cousin felt. It felt great. It had been over 6 years since my last pants pooping. The poop was warm and soft and squished all throughout my pants. It felt so good to just let it all come out and fell my mess.
That pants pooping continued for a few years unknown to anyone. I still felt as tough something was missing though. Finally It was while I was working getting carts out of the parking lot at the grocery store I saw a young boy get his diaper changed in the back seat. His mom seemed to be doing it so lovingly. It was that that brought back the memories of my mom changing my wet diapers.
I decided that I would try pooping in diapers. It took me over three months to work up the confidence to go and buy some. I decided I wanted to try disposable. I finally was able to purchase a package of depends. ( I dont think I looked at the cashier at all.)
i waited till a weekend with my parents out of town. I finally put myself in diapers. I have to say it felt great!. I felt as though it was what was missing whenever I had pooped my pants before. They were soft and comfortable. yet they gave me a babyish feeling as though I had no worry in the world. When I first pooped the diaper. It was fantastic. Soft and warm and confined right against me. I must have worn the me dirty diaper for several hours. The poop felt cold by then but still great. I tried wetting the diaper but still have not got used to that feeling Pooping is a lot better than wetting the diapers. Since the first time of wearing a poopy diaper I have been hooked and if I run out of diapers well then theres always underpants to mess.
Let me know what you think
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