From: (messy pants) Date: Thu, 5 Jan 1995 03:14:44 UTC Subject: The delurking thing. I've been following this group for quite a while, and finally decided it was time for me to become an active participant rather than a passive observer. I've been turned on to diapers ever since I was about six years old. I am particularly turned on by poopy diapers. I am a gay male living in Bellingham, WA and would be interested in meeting others that are in the area. Actually I would be interested in meeting anyone who shares my desires, but travel becomes impratical, and expensive. The first time that I tried on a diaper was prompted by what my friend next door did one afternoon. We were standing in his back yard just talking when from out of nowhere his older sister came up from behind us and slapped him on the ass. Then Sandy (his sister) exclaimed, "You get into the house right now." I was puzzled at what he had done to piss his sister off so much and later asked him why she had gotten so mad. He told me that he had pooped in his pants. I responded by asking why he would do such a thing, and his response was "I just wanted to see what it would feel like." I'm still not sure why, but for some reason his answer got me pretty curious. However, I decided to be a little more careful than he was. After talking to him I went back home and snuck a pampers from my little brothers room. I went into the bathroom, locked the door, and tried it on. I didn't have any pins so I put placed it the way it was supposed to go and then pulled my underwear up to hold the diaper in place. Next thing I did had a permanent effect on my life. I pooped in the diaper and loved it. I was dissapointed when my brother outgrew the diapers. Suddenly I was without one of the components of my strongest desire. My solution required some improvisation. A little bit of toilet paper in the bottom of my jockey shorts kept me going until I was old enough to do my own laundry. Shortly after that I skipped the toilet paper part and just shit into the underwear. I also found that It feld really good to drop a big load and then sit down on a hard surface. It feels so good to have the crap squish all over my ass. Thus I have chosen the nickname messy pants to be used on this news group. Thats about all the time that I have for now. I'll talk more later. messy pants.