How did it Happen? When I was 8, my sister and I were playing house with our baby-sitter. When the baby-sitter came upon some diapers and rubber pants, for my then un-born brother, she asked us to wear them. We tried them on and wore the diapers all evening. When I had to go to the bathroom, I could not get the rubber pants and diapers off fast enough before I wet my diaper. I actually enjoyed the experience, but I had to hurry to hide the wet diaper. I forgot about the wet diaper in the laundry basket that night. The next day, my mother called me into the laundry room to show me the wet diaper. She asked if I needed or wanted to wear diapers. I was embarrassed, and told her no! Since I never have been a liar or been capable of pulling off a lie without showing it, I am sure she knew I was lying. When I returned home from playing with friends that afternoon, I found a fresh diaper, pins, and rubber pants on my dresser. I quickly put them in the back of my dresser drawer to hide them. She never mentioned them again nor asked if I used them. When I was 10, I finally used the diaper and rubber pants. I was going through my drawers one Saturday morning, and found them. The rubber pants did not fit, but I was able to wear the diaper. The experience of diapering myself caused an instant erection (although I was to young to know what to do with it). Not only did I enjoy the feel of the soft diaper, it felt erotically stimulating too. It did not take long before the diaper was soaked, and I had to go searching for my brothers old diapers in the garage. I kept the wet diapers in a large Tupperware cake container, and would wash them while my family was out. At 16, I discovered that you could purchase adult diapers and rubber pants from a Sears catalog. I could not get them ordered fast enough. My diapering continued through college. I really enjoyed studying in a wet diaper. Not only did it relax me, I also did my best on tests when I wore diapers while studying. The diapering stopped after college, until I was 30. I saw some adult disposable diapers at a Thrifty Drug's one day, and decided to buy them. Well, my diapering days began again and I have not been able to stop. I am now 37, and have no desire to stop either. I am a senior engineer for an industrial construction firm. I have done my best and most celebrated designs while diapered (usually wet, or soon to be). I find the feel of a diaper to be comforting and enjoyable. The feeling of wetting and wearing a wet diaper is very soothing to me, and allows me to concentrate fully on my work. I have just discovered DPF through CompuServe, and have ordered bedwetter pants to wear during the day (no disposable diaper sound). I also ordered some rubber pants and cloth diapers. Until I found this forum, I thought I was the only person who felt like this. I like wearing my diapers and plan on continuing there use, hopefully full-time. Although, I have no desire to act like a baby, I sure enjoy the pleasure of being diapered like a "baby". Thank you to all of the other "babies" who have written letters and stories to help the rest of us feel we're not the only one.