From: "Diaper head"Subject: ~story "First Diaper" Date: 10 Mar 1998 07:39:51 GMT God all the diaper stories I read are the same. I wanna try. First Diaper Billy sat patiently in his bed for something to happen. He was naked except for the big white Attends disposable diaper. IN his mouth was a pacifier, and on his head was a baby bonnet. He wanted to wet the diaper so bad, and he had been waiting so long that he knew something was bound to happen. He was suddenly rewarded when a warm flow of urine streamed from his penis into the disposables thirsty bulk. He felt so good he couldn't help but smile. The warmth spread all around his crouch and slowly dissipated as it sank in the diaper. As Billy sat on his bed in complete bliss he remembered the events leading up to today. Billie was your average 16 year old, in almost every manor except for the fact that he loved diapers, but not only did he love diapers, he also loved being a baby. IT was strange how it first started. It kind of crept up on him slowly at first he liked doing things to himself in private that seemed embarrassing, like wearing his moms clothes, or makeup, and he liked tying himself up and masturbating, or other things that made him feel helpless, it slowly involved into a full fledged teen baby fetish. He started going to the supermarket to look at the baby things, he stared on end at diapers, and occasionally would take on with him in his pocket when no one was looking. It was so disappointing because they would just almost fit, but not quite. Then when he got fed up with Huggies he started making his own out of several layers of pillow cases, it's amazing how many times he stabbed himself while trying to pin those together. He found and old pacifier and baby bottle, which he used a great deal. When his parents were gone he would dress up and just lay there, after looking at himself in the mirror. then he would spend some time acting like a baby, sucking on his bottle, then he would fantasize about having his dirty diapered changed by a sexy woman wearing no clothes, just a big frilly apron, and then suck on her breasts, all while masturbating. Once while going through his usual routine he accidentally let go and wet all over himself, the urine quickly ran out of the pillow cases and all over his bed. He spent the rest of the afternoon running around the house in his wet diaper trying to clean it all up. It was this day that the concept of adult diapers hit him. So yesterday he went to the store and ripped open a package of Attends and shoved one down in his pants. He wanted to buy them but he was so embarrassed he knew that somebody would see, and his life would be shattered. He felt so bad about this that he almost threw it away before leaving the store but he couldn't help it, he had to try it on. So he went through his ritual, and taped the diaper on snug. He loved the feeling of a real diaper surrounding his skin. He never felt so secure in his life. He felt happy to no end. Billy had wet the diaper a total of three times now and it was starting to feel pretty heavy. He felt the need for a bowl movement, but couldn't decide if he wanted to mess the diaper or not. He knew it would be messy but the experience would be unforgettable. He waited around for awhile tell he really needed to go, then he just pushed it out. It was soft and just flowed out of his anus, filling his but first then forcing it's way out into the diaper. He knew he needed to stop because he felt it all over his but, but he couldn't, in fact he pushed harder. couldn't help himself, when he was done he rolled around pushing it, he loved the feel, he didn't even notice that it was squeezing out of the diaper all over his sheets. After the bliss was over he realized the mess he had made, and suddenly it hit him, his parents would be home in a few minutes. The smell of poop filled the air as he wrapped the soiled sheet around him and rushed down to the bathroom. He worked furiously cleaning, despite the fact that he kept spreading poop everywhere. His mom and dad came in and didn't question his being in the bathroom for a half and hour. He sneaked down later and disposed of the diaper and sheet. The next day he went to the store and bought an entire package of diapers. And still to this very day loves to mess and wet his diapers.