From:  (W Dilly)
Subject: Ryan's Little Secret Part 1
Date: 1 Feb 1996 07:41:58 GMT

Ryan's Little Secret

PART 1
 
	Ryan had just gotten home from school. He was home 
alone for quite a while until his parents got home from 
work. He ran out and got the mail and was looking through 
the ads when he saw a picture of a boy about his age 13 
wearing Goodnites. All of a sudden he wanted to get some, he 
remembered wanting to wear diapers when he was younger but 
he didn't ever do it for fear he would be caught. Ryan 
rarely wet the bed when he was younger so he hadn't worn 
diapers since he was three. He was an only child. The more 
he thought about it, the more he wanted to wear diapers. The 
next day he planned to ride his bike to the store and buy 
diapers.	 
	I went to school the next day and my friend DJ wasn't 
there. I just figured that DJ was just sick and would be 
back at school the next day. At about third period I 
remembered what I was to do after school. I was getting 
nervous as I walked home. It seemed like days before I got 
home. Finally I reached the front door unlocked it and 
walked into my room. I picked up my wallet and got my bike 
out of the garage. It was only about a half mile to the 
store but it seemed like forever until I got there. I locked 
my bike up and went to the aisle where the diapers were. I 
knew I had about 20 dollars saved out of my allowance so 
after waiting for the line in the front of the store to 
clear out, I picked up a package of the Goodnites I saw the 
day before and a package of XL Pampers. As I was walking up 
to the checker of course someone walked in front of me. As 
the man ahead of me checked out, I was getting very nervous. 
After waiting five minutes or so for the man ahead of me to 
check out, I was next. The clerk gave me a kind of funny 
look. 
	"Shopping for your mother?" the clerk asked. 
	"Uhhh...yes," I answered nervously. 
	"I haven't seen you here before," The clerk returned. 
	"Well I don't often shop here," I answered quickly. 
	"Are these for you?" he said as he pointed to the 
Goodnites. 
	"No, they're for my cousin whose staying over this 
weekend," I said. 
	I don't think the clerk believed me as he handed me the 
bag and I ran out of the store. I unlocked the bike quickly 
after I looked at my watched and noticed how long I had 
spent in the store. I got there at 4:00 and I was now almost 
quarter to five. My parents usually get home at 5:30 and I 
wanted to have time to wear the diapers. I got on my bike 
and pedaled as fast as I could until I got home which was 
only in a few minutes. I was thinking for sure that 
something was going to go wrong but nothing had. I ran into 
my room and closed the door and pulled out the package of 
Goodnites and Pampers. I hadn't thought of where to put them 
after I got them. I just stuck them under my bed where my 
parents rarely ever go. I pulled out the Pampers and put one 
on. Amazing! It fit perfectly. I am a little skinny at 5''3 
and 100lbs but they sure enough fit. All of a sudden I 
thought I heard a car...no I thought, no one is supposed to 
be home until 5:30. My watch says 5:00, it must be a passing 
car. Then I heard the front door open. 
	"Oh no!" I said. "Please don't let her come in my 
room." 
	I was still in a diaper so I quickly put my shorts back 
on just in time for my mom to open the door. 
	"I'm home early," she announced. 
	"Oh hi Mom," I replied. 
	She walked out and didn't seem to notice the bulge 
under my pants. How could you miss it I wondered. Quickly I 
took the diaper off and shoved it under my bed. At 6:00 it 
was time for dinner and I ate without saying much. 
	"Are you feeling all right, honey?" My mother asked. 
	"Yeah, I'm fine," I answered. 
	But she decided to take my temperature anyway. 
	"Well, you don't have a fever," she said. 
	"I know...I'm fine, okay?" I said. 
	Right after dinner I went into my bedroom and decided I 
didn't want to wait until bedtime to put on another diaper. 
I decided to try one of the Goodnites. I opened the package 
and pulled one out. 
	"God these are big!" I said to myself. "They might even 
be too big." 
	So I put one on and stayed in my room and watched TV. 
After about an hour I realized I had to go to the bathroom. 
I contemplated on whether I should use it or not. I decided 
not to because my parents had not yet come into my bedroom 
to kiss me goodnight. I thought that they might smell it. I 
held it for a while until my parents came in. They kissed me 
goodnight and after my mother hugged me she stopped for a 
second. "Uh oh," I thought. 
	She then continued on to leave my room. I had to go so 
bad that I could hardly hold it. As I proceeded into the 
bathroom I bumped into the edge of the door with my leg. 
	"Damn it!" I shouted and all of a sudden I could feel 
my bladder emptying into the Goodnite that I was wearing. 
"Oh great...now what am I going to do?" Then I had a 
thought, I took off the used "underpants" and put them in a 
Zip-Loc baggy. "That should keep the smell down," I said. 
But there still was the little task of getting rid of it. I 
thought about it until I realized that I just had to take 
out the trash and slip the Goodnite in it. 
	The next day at school I could hardly wait to get home. 
The day seemed to take forever and worst of all my best 
friend DJ wasn't there. Finally 6th period arrived and I 
hurried home. When I got home I checked for sure that there 
was no car in the garage and I took out the trash as 
planned. I found the same diaper that I wore yesterday when 
I got home. I wore it until 5:15 and then I decided...my 
parents surely didn't notice last night that I was wearing 
them, so I think I'll just keep them on all night and see 
what happens.......  

PART 2 

	After a few hours doing my homework in my diapers, DJ 
finally called me. 
	"Miss me?" he asked. 
	"Oh hi DJ,"I said ignoring his first question. 
	"Got our homework?" he asked. 
	"Yep...just Algebra. Page 135 1-15."I said. We had some 
different classes and I always ended up getting a lot more 
homework than he did. 
	"OK cool. So what are ya doing today?" he asked. 
	"Well uhhh.Nothing," I said nervously. I had decided 
not to tell him my secret until later when I was more ready. 
	"What? Don't you want me to know what you're doing?" he 
said annoyed. 
	"I'm just doing my homework, why?" I answered. 
	"Just asking," he said. 
	"Oh, well I gotta go and finish my homework, okay?" 
	"Sure," he said and we hung up. 
	All I wanted to do was to get off the phone and finish 
my homework. Not to mention that I was wondering what would 
happen if my parents caught me wearing diapers. I never 
thought about that. Maybe they wouldn't care or maybe they 
would take them away from me. Better to be safe than sorry. 
I decided to try to conceal what I was hiding. After I 
finished my homework I turned on the TV. Finally at 5:30 or 
so I heard the familiar sound of my front door opening and 
my Mom walking towards my bedroom. 
	"Hi," she said. 
	"Hi," I returned. 
	"Finish your homework Ryan?" she asked. 
	"Yep, I had a lot to do today," I told her. 
	"Oh, good to hear it!" she exclaimed and she walked out 
of my room and into the kitchen where she ordered the pizza. 
I was one not to do my homework and put it off as long as 
possible. Not that I was a bad student or anything, I got 
good grades. I was just a "lazy-ass" as my mother would call 
me sometimes. My father didn't usually get home until late 
and I hardly ever saw him. I heard the doorbell ring and I 
yelled "I GOT IT!" to my Mom as I answered the door. I still 
had my diaper on and I was pretty much oblivious to the 
sound it made. The man gave me kind of a funny look as I 
handed him the check but he didn't know what I had on. He 
just acted as if something wasn't quite right. Well, I 
thought. I've already gotten by my parents and some pizza 
guy, maybe it's not as noticeable as I thought. We sat down 
at the table and my Mom gave me a couple of slices of pizza 
and we talked about school and my father and our plans for 
the weekend. She never seemed to be able to figure what was 
wrong with this picture. 
	After dinner I really had to go to the bathroom but it 
wasn't as easy to get rid of the diaper as it was before 
because the trash was just taken out and it wasn't even 
full. So I decided to take the diaper off for a while until 
shortly before I went to sleep. It was a rather boring night 
as usual but there was never anything on TV on Wednesdays. 
As it approached 10:00 I knew that my Mom would soon be 
going to bed so I slipped on a new Goodnite and laid in bed 
waiting for her to come in and kiss me goodnight. After 
about 10 minutes she came in and kissed me goodnight as 
usual not saying anything about the crinkles she heard 
earlier. I thought about maybe wearing a diaper to school 
and what would happen but I knew that I was not brave enough 
yet to do it. I had P.E. and if I changed someone would 
surely notice my diapered behind. And if I didn't dress I 
would have to make up an excuse for not dressing or I would 
be forced to dress by my teacher. I hadn't even told my best 
friend about it so I definitely wasn't prepared to have the 
whole school find out. It was about 11:00 or so when I 
finally fell asleep. I thought about wearing diapers and why 
I had always been wanting to wear them. I had a dream that 
night about going to school with a diaper on and having 
someone pants me and find that I was wearing a diaper. Then 
everyone laughed and I woke up. 
	To my surprise I was wet when I woke up. I had soaked 
the Goodnite I had on. I hadn't wet the bed in years and 
just now I did. It was a good thing I was wearing what I was 
or I might have to hide wet sheets. I didn't know what to do 
with the soaked Goodnite. I had kind of panicked since I had 
not wet the bed in so long. It was a good thing that my 
parents didn't ever wake me up because I'd be in big 
trouble. I checked my clock and the alarm had not gone off 
yet. It was still only 6:20 and my parents didn't get up 
until shortly after that, usually. It was a chance I had to 
take. I ran out into the kitchen and got another Zip-Loc 
baggy and just as I was coming back down the hall I saw my 
parents opening the door. 
	"Uhhh good morning Dad," I said quickly to avoid 
suspicion. I just wanted to get back to the safety of my 
bedroom. He groggily said hi but I was already half way into 
my room. I quickly took of the goodnite and stuffed it into 
the bag hoping that I would have an opportunity before 
Friday or I would have to risk it being found during the 
weekend. I was really getting nervous after that encounter. 
I almost got caught, I just hope he didn't smell it because 
I could smell the strong odor of urine already. I opened up 
my drawer and took out a pair of underwear which I noted to 
myself that it had been a few days since I had worn them all 
day. I ended up walking to school wondering what would 
happen to me next..... 

PART 3 

	I walked to school as I normally would thinking what I 
would do after school today. I couldn't believe that no one 
found out I was wearing diapers. I thought that my parents 
must be deaf not to hear the crinkling sound that they make. 
Then again I also didn't hear them sometimes when I wasn't 
even thinking about having them on. It scared me that I wet 
the bed this morning. I just hope my parents don't find out 
that I did. Why worry though, the only evidence I had of it 
was the soaked goodnite. As I walked past the office I saw 
DJ and walked up to him. 
	"Hey! Its about time you get back to school," I said. 
	"Yeah I guess so, I've been out for three days. I 
didn't even have a choice about coming to school today. 
Stupid three day rule!" DJ replied. 
	"Well, I better get to class. See you in Algebra!" I 
told him. 
	"Yep, later," he said as I walked towards my History 
class. 
	"Ahh my boring history class," I said to myself as I 
walked in. I took my seat and started doing the assigned 
work on the board. The class seemed to fly by surprisingly 
since I wanted to go home so bad. I left History and walked 
to my Science class. Before I knew it I was already out of 
my Algebra class and heading towards the lunch line. I met 
DJ in it and took cuts like I normally do. 
	"So, what have you been doing after school lately? I've 
been kind of bored." he said. Of course I hadn't planned him 
asking me questions like on the phone the day previously. I 
just kind of gave him the "same old, same old" answer and we 
got off that subject. During P.E. we played basketball and 
finally my day was over. I got dressed and waited for the 
bell to ring. Finally it did and I didn't bother going to my 
locker with this being one of the few days I didn't have any 
homework. I walked home and ran into my room and put the 
diaper on that I had on the day before. I just sat in my 
room and watched TV until all of a sudden... 
	"DING DONG!" It was the familiar sound of my doorbell. 
	"Oh no! Who could it be?" I walked up to the door being 
as quiet as possible and checked to see who it was. It was 
DJ. Just perfect. Then I saw him walk over to one of my 
windows and he saw me. 
	"HEY! Open the door," he said. What could I do but open 
the door. I unlocked the door and let DJ in. 
	"Hi Ryan!" he said. 
	"Yeah, what's up?" I asked nervously. This was the 
biggest test I had to endure yet. I was praying that he 
would not notice the crinkle that the Pampers made under my 
shorts. 
	"I just wanted to see if you wanted to go see a movie?" 
he asked. There are some pretty good ones out. I was going 
to go see one and my Mom is waiting out in the driveway." 
	"Uhh well..."I couldn't think of a valid excuse. This 
was really starting to suck, I could get caught in public 
wearing diapers. What would I do when I have to go to the 
bathroom? As a million thoughts raced through my head I 
found myself saying yes. "Let me call my mom and ask." There 
wasn't much I could do. Unfortunately she said yes and I 
found myself going with them to see a movie. 
	It seemed to take forever until we got to the movie 
theater. I tried to move as little as possible so that my 
pampers wouldn't make any noise. Unfortunately I saw DJ look 
over at me after I had adjusted my seat belt. I noticed that 
he was deep in thought instead of being so talkative like he 
normally is. When we got to the theater we decided on Apollo 
13 since it was still playing and neither of us had seen it. 
I found out it was almost 2 and a half hours long so I knew 
I was going to have to go to the bathroom at some point 
during the movie. Also, if I used my diaper my Mom would be 
home from work when I got home and she might find out. It 
seemed like nothing could get worse and I knew for sure that 
there would be no way out of it. 
	We got some popcorn and sat down. I thought for sure 
that he would hear the diaper but he didn't. To my relief 
there was not very many people in the theater because Apollo 
13 had been out for a while already. About half an hour into 
the movie I noticed how thirsty I was from the rather salty 
popcorn. 
	"I'm really thirsty, want anything?" I asked him. 
	"Nope," he said. I was dreading the fact that I had to 
get up. I quickly got up and scurried out of the theater. I 
turned around to look back at where we were sitting when I 
noticed he was giving me kind of a funny look. I knew that 
he had heard me then. When I came back he didn't say 
anything, he just gave me a funny look. I tried to not look 
at him because I was really embarrassed and I thought that 
he knew for sure now. Then I noticed the smell of my diaper. 
The smell is unmistakable, how it smells like baby powder 
and perfume. He then noticed the smell too and asked, 
	"Do you smell that? It smells kind of like diapers." 
	"No, not really," I lied. 
	"Maybe it's just my imagination," he said. 
	"Guess so," I told him. About a half an hour after 
that, the Pepsi that I drank started to "take effect". I 
noticed that I was going to have to go to the bathroom soon 
and that there was no way around it. 

PART 4 

	I knew that I was going to have to go the bathroom 
soon, I just didn't know when it would happen. I decided to 
try and hold it for as long as I could which I soon found 
wouldn't be long. About an hour and thirty minutes into the 
movie I knew that my chance of holding it was none 
whatsoever. I was getting really nervous when all of a 
sudden I knew that I couldn't hold it any longer. It just 
flowed out of me. I knew that it was going to smell like 
piss in a few minutes and there was no one around us that 
would smell it, but then there would be no one to blame it 
on. Luckily for me DJ's Mom didn't come in and see the movie 
with us. 
	"It smells like someone took a leak." DJ said. 
	"Ummm, uhhh, "I said stuttering. DJ took notice of my 
being nervous and stuttering. 
	"Did you wet your pants Ryan?" he asked. 
	"OH SHIT" I thought, I knew that I was dead. I couldn't 
even change out of the wet diaper until I got home and I 
knew that could be a while since we still had almost an hour 
left in the movie. 
	"I...uhhh," I just couldn't say anything, I freaked. 
	"Oh my god!" He said rather loudly. "Did you really?" 
	"Well...not exactly," I said. 
	"Then what?" He said with his mouth almost completely 
open. 
	"I ummm, well, I wear diapers," I explained. 
	"You what!?" DJ asked. 
	"Yeah, exactly what I said," I told him. 
	"Why?" he asked. 
	"You're going to think I'm really strange when I tell 
you this but, I like to." I explained. 
	"You've got to be kidding!" he whispered trying to keep 
his voice down. 
	"No, the other day I saw an ad with a boy who was 
wearing a sort of diaper. It brought back memories from when 
I was younger. When I was younger I wanted to wear them, I 
just never told anyone or did it." 
	"Do you wet the bed or something?" he asked surprised. 
	"No, well I did this morning for some reason." I said. 
"The reason I didn't tell you was because I thought you 
would think I was a freak or something." 
	"Well, I think I might understand why." He told me. "I 
never told you this, but I was a bedwetter until I was 8. 
The diapers seem comfortable and when I wore them, they 
weren't that bad. I kind of actually liked them, but that 
was then and this is now." 
	"Well, now what do I do?" I asked him. 
	"What do you mean? Haven't you told your parents? He 
asked. 
	"No way!" I said a little too loud. 
	"Lets see...if it was Friday I would ask you to sleep 
over. But it's not so I don't really know. You should've 
told me, I understand." He said trying to comfort me. 
	"I didn't know what you would do. I wasn't planning on 
seeing a movie with you today." I told him. 
	"If you keep it on then my Mom will notice the smell 
and will probably tell your Mom." He said. 
	"Great! But what can I do?" I said to myself. Once 
again I was trapped and I knew it. At least DJ didn't laugh 
at me or announce it to the whole world. Now we know a 
secret of each others. I could just not wear anything under 
my shorts until I got home but I wasn't too sure about that. 
It might be my only hope though. I remembered the store 
where I bought my diapers wasn't too far from here. But then 
I wouldn't be able to sneak the rest of the diapers home. 
Eventually I got up and went out of the theater and down the 
hall to the bathrooms. Lucky for me there was no one in 
there at the time. I went into one of the stalls and removed 
my wet diaper and as I walked out put it into the trash. 
This was a little too close for me. I could've been caught 
by my parents but instead I was caught by my best friend. 
	"Next time this won't happen," I assured myself as we 
finished the movie and got into DJ's mom's car. When I got 
home I was thankful that my Mom hadn't gotten home before me 
but I expected her any minute. Trying to ignore what 
happened earlier, I put another diaper on and waited for my 
mother to get home. I was really thinking about what my 
parents would do if they caught me wearing diapers. Maybe 
they would take them away, I hoped not but I didn't know 
what they would do. They might even just laugh it off and 
then I wouldn't have to hide it since my best friend already 
knew. That was kind of a relief letting him find out. As 
long as he doesn't care I won't worry. Then I heard my Mom's 
car pull up into the driveway, she walked in and said hi to 
me as usual still not taking any notice of my hidden diaper. 
I went through the whole evening with a diaper under my 
shorts. I even watched a movie on TV with my mother and she 
never said a thing. Come to think of it...would she even say 
anything if she knew? I wondered about it for a long time 
thinking of what might happen if they found out. It just 
stuck on my brain, it was kind of exciting trying to hide 
something so embarrassing. When I went to sleep that night I 
just couldn't stop thinking of my little secret. The next 
morning I woke up as usual having to go to the bathroom 
really bad, I decided that I didn't want to have to hide 
another diaper because of my accident yesterday morning. I 
guessed that I might have had a dream about wetting a diaper 
and unknowingly wet myself in real life. Then I thought 
about something else...should I try to wear a diaper to 
school? 

PART 5 

	I thought about it...if I do it and get caught, what 
will happen? Everyone I know will be laughing at me forever 
and my parents will surely find out. If I don't get caught 
it will be quite an adventure. I decided against it, maybe I 
will if my parents ever find out. I just wouldn't know what 
to do if I was caught with them on. My best friend found out 
and didn't make fun of me. But not everyone is my best 
friend. The Friday went fast since Fridays are usually good 
days when we don't have homework. I talked to DJ a little 
more about wearing diapers the day before at the movie 
theater. 
	"You really like to wear them?" He asked me. What could 
I say but "yes"? He didn't act as if it was such a big deal. 
I was glad to hear that at least he wore diapers until he 
was eight and that I wasn't completely alone. After I went 
home I took out the trash which contained my accident from 2 
days ago and put on another pampers. It felt good to be back 
in diapers, a half an hour after I got home I heard a rap on 
the front door. 
	"Not again!" I said out loud. It was just DJ, he wanted 
to just hang around. He came in and we went into my room and 
started watching TV. 
	"Are you wearing diapers right now?" He asked. I was 
prepared for the question this time, "Uh huh," and I showed 
him my diaper. 
	"Want to sleep over?" He asked. 
	"Ummm," I stuttered. 
	"Do you want to wear your diapers at my house? It's not 
like I have any siblings who are going to find out." he 
said. 
	"Well, okay. Let me ask my mom when she gets home." I 
replied. 
	"Okay," he said. We continued watching TV for another 
hour or so and we started talking again. 
	"Does anyone else know you wear diapers?" he asked. 
	"No one other than you," I told him. 
	"Oh, when does your Mom get home?" DJ asked. 
	"Anytime, now." I said after taking a glance at my 
watch noticing it was 5:15. Five minutes later my mother 
walked in surprised that DJ was here. 
	"Oh, hi DJ," she said, "I wasn't expecting anyone else 
to be here." 
	"Hey Mom?" I asked. 
	"What?" 
	"Can I sleep over at DJ's?" I asked. 
	"Is it okay with his Mother?" she asked. I looked at 
DJ. 
	"Yeah, she asked me if I wanted you to sleep over." DJ 
told my Mom. 
	"Okay, its fine with me." She said and left. 
	"You didn't even act nervous about wearing a diaper 
around her!" DJ commented. 
	"Oh yeah, I guess I didn't even notice. I wear them so 
often around her that it seems natural." I said. 
	"You better pack your stuff for my house," DJ said. We 
got the games we wanted to play. I got a backpack and 
stuffed the video games in it. With my clothes I packed 
another diaper, a Goodnite and a pair of underwear just in 
case. My Mom drove to McDonald's on the way to DJ's house 
and we ate dinner there. I was kind of nervous being around 
so many people. It felt like everyone was looking at me but 
in reality no one was and no one cared even if they had 
noticed. I was very surprised that my Mom hadn't heard the 
crinkles that my diaper made. Then again maybe she did and 
was just pretending not to hear it or she was waiting until 
we were away from DJ before she said anything. We ate and 
finally got to DJ's house. We immediately went to his room 
and turned on the Super Nintendo and started playing video 
games. I noticed that I was going to have to go to the 
bathroom soon but I knew I couldn't use the diaper because 
we would never be able to sneak it by his mother. I told him 
I had to go to the bathroom and left his room. He gave me 
kind of a smirk. I couldn't tell what he was thinking but it 
was something I would soon find out. I took of my diaper to 
go and just put it back on when I left the bathroom. DJ was 
still smiling. 
	"What?" I asked. 
	"Oh, nothing," he said simply. We continued on playing 
games until 9:30 when we got sick of them. We ended up 
watching TV not really talking about anything. At 10:00 his 
mom called him into the living room. I just stayed there 
watching TV. I had only slept over a few times and we would 
stay up until 12:00 sometimes 1:00 but his mom got mad at us 
and since it wasn't summer we decided to go to sleep earlier 
than we had been. He came back into the room after about 
five minutes. I could tell he was going to say something. I 
just didn't know what, maybe it had something to do with 
that big smile on his face earlier.....

 PART 6 

	"Hey Ryan, I have something to tell you." 
	"Yeah?" I asked. 
	"Well, this is a little hard to say and I feel funny 
saying it but I wear diapers too. Remember in the theater 
when I told you that I wet the bed until 3rd grade?" 
	"Yeah," I said. 
	"Well, I lied a little. I still wear diapers." He 
explained. 
	"Are YOU serious?" I asked. 
	"As serious as a heart attack," He said. "What do you 
think I was doing in the last five minutes?" 
	"Oh, this is strange." I told him. "We have this in 
common too." 
	"I told my mom that you were wearing diapers..."he 
started. 
	"You what?!" I asked loudly. 
	"It's okay," he said. "She's cool about it. She said 
that you can even wear one of my disposables if you want." 
	"So you still wet the bed?" I asked. 
	"Yep." DJ replied. "I kind of like wearing the diapers. 
When I nearly stopped wetting the bed completely, I did it 
on purpose just to stay in diapers." I had to have a second 
to think this over. This was coming so fast. So my best 
friend likes wearing diapers too. We stayed up talking about 
what we wish would happen. He pretty much had his wish, no 
one knew. I'm his best friend and even when I slept over I 
never found out. This is kind of cool, at least I know I'm 
not the only one who likes wearing diapers. I couldn't 
really sleep. I had so many thoughts running through my head 
that I wasn't tired. I finally fell asleep after 45 minutes 
or so. What would happen the next day?  I woke up the next 
morning feeling odd. I was wet, "What's going on?" I 
thought. Then I heard DJ wake up. 
	"Good morning," he said. "What time is it?" 
	"It is...8:15." I told him. 
	"Oh, okay." 
	"Hey DJ," I said. 
	"Yeah?" he answered. 
	"Ummm, I woke up wet this morning. Ever since I started 
wearing the diapers I've been wetting the bed, that's twice 
this week. What can I do? 
	" I asked. 
	"Welcome to the club!" he announced. "You can either 
ask my Mom to change you or tell her that you've wet and 
she'll take care of the diaper for you." 
	"I felt kind of funny asking DJ's mother to change me 
so I was against that idea. I had never been changed by 
anyone else since no one else knew about my diaper 
fantasies. I wondered why I kept wetting the bed. I hadn't 
in so long and all of a sudden I was, it was a thought that 
plagued me for quite a while." I ended up taking out the 
pampers that I brought with me and I changed right in front 
of DJ. I had nothing to be afraid of since he already knew. 
Then I went up to his Mom and nervously said. 
	"Ummm, I had an accident this morning and DJ said that 
you could take care of this," I said as I showed her my wet 
diaper. 
	"Sure," she returned as she took my wet diaper and 
disappeared. I went back into DJ's room and he was still 
lying in the bed. 
	"I'll be right back," he said. 
	"Time for a change?" I asked. 
	"Uh, huh," he replied. After about 10 minutes he came 
back and I was watching TV. 
	"She thought that I should stay in diapers today." He 
told me. "I mean what was I going to say? No?" So DJ ended 
up spending the day in diapers. 
	"I hope my parents are as understanding as your Mom 
is." I told him. 
	"That would be pretty cool, my parents don't care as 
long as I don't screw up the mattress and the sheets. They 
would rather have me wear diapers than have to buy new 
bedding every week." 
	"You are so lucky." I said. 
	"I am until someone from school finds out." he said. 
	"Yeah." We watched TV for the rest of the morning since 
there wasn't much else to do. 
	"Let's go to the arcade or something," DJ said. 
	"With diapers on?" I asked. 
	"Yeah so, I've done it before and no one ever noticed." 
he replied. 
	"Really, aren't you afraid anyone is going to find 
out?" I asked. 
	"Not really. Do you want to go?" He asked again. "I 
don't think that anyone is going to notice. I can hardly 
tell that you're even wearing those." 
	"Well...okay." I gave in. We left to go to the arcade 
at noon and I was getting nervous shortly before we left. 
The night before I had gone to McDonald's with a diaper on 
but I wasn't planning on that. Now, I was really taking a 
chance. A lot of people from school would be there and if 
anyone found out it would be the end of me. We got in the 
car and his Mom drove us down to the arcade which was only 
about five minutes away. We got there and it wasn't as busy 
as it normally was. We took out our money. I only had a 
little more than 6 bucks after spending some money on 
diapers. We played pinball for a while but that was getting 
boring so we walked over to the MK II machines. That's where 
the crowd was. I was afraid that if I was bumped into 
someone would hear the crinkling Pampers under my pants. It 
was loud but I still didn't want to take many risks. We just 
stood back and watched for a while. After about an hour we 
were getting hungry so DJ called his Mom to pick us up. 
Finally she came and we stopped at the same McDonald's that 
we had been to a night earlier. Luckily we went to the drive 
through and we didn't have to go inside. We got home and 
ate. Before long I noticed that I was going to have to pee. 
I didn't have anymore diapers, only the Goodnite with me. 
But then I remembered that DJ said that I could use one of 
his. So I just let it go while we were eating. Before we 
finished I saw his Mom looking at me. 
	"It smells like you need a change," she said. 
	"Well, actually I do," I replied. 
	"Come with me, ill change you," she said as she walked 
into a room I had never been in. 
	"I...uhhhh, well," I stuttered. What could I do? I had 
never been changed by anyone and I didn't even feel like I 
had a choice. I just got up and followed her. As I walked 
into the room I could smell the distinct smells of baby 
powder and diapers. I saw a bed which looked like it was 
more of a changing pad. 
	"Lay down over here," she said. I did just that. As I 
lay there helplessly, I looked around the room and noticed 
all the diapers and a TV. There were some clothes, not baby 
clothes, but like he just came in and dressed here everyday. 
I wondered how often he wore diapers. Then I shocked back 
into reality as his mom pulled off my soaked diaper and 
powdered me. She was so gentle and kind that I didn't say 
anything. I just enjoyed it. I thought it would be really 
embarrassing but it turned out to be fine. She put one of 
his diapers on me. It was a little big but not enough to 
make a huge difference. She left me without my pants on and 
told me to put the shorts that I had yesterday on. It had 
warmed up a lot and was too warm for pants. I had to walk by 
DJ to go to his room and retrieve my shorts. I was kind of 
embarrassed seeing that it was the first time I had been 
changed by anyone and when I had diapers on I always wore 
clothes over them. I flew by him and entered his room. I 
found my backpack and put my shorts on. He ended up coming 
back to his room after obviously being changed himself. When 
he came back in he asked me, 
	"Do you want to sleep over tonight?" 
	"Sure," I said. "If it's all right with my parents." I 
called my mom and she didn't have a problem with it. She 
seemed kind of happy since she would have a home alone with 
my dad which is something rare. 
	"It's fine with her," I told him. 
	"Good!" He returned. I looked forward to being changed 
by his mother again. Apparently DJ's parents were divorced 
and he enjoyed living with his mom. Now I see why... 

PART 7 

	At dinner we just ordered pizza which was really cool. 
But the pizza made me really thirsty and I was afraid I 
would wet the bed again. I don't understand why I was doing 
it. I just was. I ended up drinking a Pepsi and a few 
glasses of water. I knew that if I didn't wake up tonight I 
would wet the bed again. I didn't have to be changed before 
bed because I was changed again by DJ's mom earlier. I want 
to be changed by her every time. We just stayed up and 
watched TV again. At about 9:30 I was getting really tired 
so I just told him that I want to go to sleep. We ended up 
going to sleep at 10:00 and I didn't wake up during the 
night.  When I was waken up by DJ the next morning I could 
feel the warmth from my diaper being wet. I don't know why I 
wet the bed. It just boggled my mind. 
	"Wet again," DJ asked. 
	"Huh? Yeah," I said groggily. 
	"Well it looks like you'll need to find my mom." He 
said. 
	"Yep," I said as I went out into the living room. 
"Ummm." She cut me off, "You need to be changed?" 
	"Yes," I replied. 
	"Okay," she said and walked into that room. I followed 
her and I lied down on the bed again. She took off my shorts 
and removed the extremely wet diaper. 
	"You wet almost as much as DJ!" she exclaimed. 
	"Well, I don't really wet the bed often." I said not 
really knowing what to answer. She changed me and I went 
back into DJ's room. 
	"She doesn't really mind changing diapers. It makes her 
feel like I'm still her baby." DJ told me. 
	"Really?" I said surprised. 
	"Uh, huh." We went out into the kitchen and were 
greeted by the smell of pancakes. 
	"Ahh" I thought. He had a really cool mom. I wish mine 
was like that. Now I understand why he told her that I wear 
diapers. She was really laid back and didn't really care or 
have any opinions about it. If she would've told my mom I 
would've had to kill DJ. Luckily she was cool about it. I 
was wondering what I would do if I continued wetting the 
bed. I wet the bed 3 times in the last week. At least my mom 
didn't find out which gave me more time to think of a 
solution. We ate for a while and went back to his room and 
watched a movie that was on HBO. DJ told me that his mom 
still wanted him to wear diapers today and DJ was really 
starting to like this. 
	"Have you ever worn them to school?" I asked. 
	"A couple of times," He replied. 
	"And you didn't get caught?" I said amazed. 
	"Nope...I'm surprised that not even you noticed." He 
said. 
	"So am I," I said. 
	"Are you going to wear them to school?" He asked. 
	"Ummm...I don't know. I'm too afraid that someone will 
catch me and then everyone will know." I told him. 
	"I was afraid to the first time too, but my mom made me 
wear them. She doesn't make me wear them during the day very 
often but I'm not one to complain." He said. "Actually I 
hope this continues." 
	"It just might," I said. 
	"When are you going to tell your parents, Ryan?" He 
asked. I stopped and thought about it. "Never I hope!" 
	"Good luck, you're gonna need it!" The day was cut 
short when my Mom wanted me home. It was about 12:00 when 
she called. This dream at DJ's house was going to end. She 
came and picked me up, I think she heard the crinkle of DJ's 
diapers since they were different than mine and they made a 
lot more noise. I stayed pretty still until we got home. 
When we got home I went straight to my room. I was kind of 
glad to see it. No one had been in here so no one could have 
found my diapers. I noticed that I had to go really bad so I 
scurried to the bathroom hoping that my Mom wouldn't notice. 
I guess she didn't and if she ever noticed that I had 
diapers on, she never said a word. We ate dinner at the 
table tonight and I decided to take off the diaper I had on 
and save it for later. We ate hamburgers and before I knew 
it, it was 10:00. I was exhausted for some reason, maybe it 
was because I couldn't fall asleep the other night. I 
decided not to bother with the diapers. I just wanted to 
fall asleep. I woke up to the sound of my alarm. I didn't 
want to get up because I felt so warm and comfortable. Then 
I realized why it was so warm. I had wet the bed again! 
	"Oh my god!" I said having realized that I wasn't 
wearing diapers. My whole bed was completely soaked. What 
was I going to do? I knew that I couldn't smuggle new sheets 
and blankets on the bed. I got up quickly and took a shower 
earlier than I normally do knowing that I would have to get 
the smell off of me. This was worrying me that I was wetting 
the bed so much. I got out of the shower and dried off. I 
started into my room when.. I saw my mother in here. 
	"Oh shit!" I said. 
	"What was that?" She asked. 
	"I...uhhhh" I stumbled. 
	"Why didn't you tell me about this as soon as you woke 
up?" She asked. 
	"I, I, I was embarrassed." I told her. 
	"And was this the first time it happened?" She asked. 
	"Well, no." I said. 
	"And how many times has it happened?" She asked. 
	"Well, three times," I lied 
	"And how did you clean the sheets?" She asked. 
	"After school I put them in the washer." I lied again. 
	"I see." she said thinking things over. 
	"If it happens again I might have to do something about 
it." She said and she walked out of my room with the 
bedding. 
	"Now what did she mean by that?" I asked myself. At 
least she didn't find out about me wearing diapers. Some 
consolation though. Now I had to go to school... 

PART 8 

	I couldn't get what she had said off my mind as I 
walked to school. As I entered the school grounds I saw DJ. 
	"So what did you do about wetting the bed?" He asked. 
	"My Mom found my wet sheets this morning because I 
didn't put a diaper on last night. I was so tired that I 
didn't even bother with the diaper." I said. 
	"What did she say? Did she find out about the diapers?" 
He asked. 
	"Fortunately no, but she said that she would do 
something if I wet the bed again," I said. 
	"What?" DJ asked. 
	"I don't know...I might just have to find out whether I 
like it or not. I'm going to run out of diapers at this 
pace." Then the bell rang and we both went to class. I 
couldn't stop thinking about what she would possibly do. 
During math my teacher even called me up. 
	"Ryan! Can you answer this question?" my teacher asked. 
I looked up. 
	"Huh?" The class laughed. 
	"If I catch you not paying attention again I'm going to 
send you up!" She warned. I just blew that off and kept 
closer attention to what we were doing. What could my Mom 
possibly do? Put a rubber sheet on my bed? I might just find 
out. Before I knew it the bell was ringing for school to get 
out. Time just flew by since I started wearing diapers. I 
got home and put a diaper on as usual. I just lounged around 
and did my homework. After 5:30 my Mom got home. She came 
into my room. 
	"I'm sorry that I went off this morning. I wasn't in a 
very good mood." she apologized. 
	"It's okay." I told her. It looks like I'm not going to 
have to worry about what would happen if I wet the bed 
again. It felt like a burden had been lifted off my 
shoulders. After we ate I went through my normal Monday 
night. Nothing on TV, no homework to finish, and nothing to 
do. I just sat there and read a book all night. I had to go 
to the bathroom again so I just let it go. It felt so good 
not to have to get up and do it. I just continued reading 
the book like nothing had happened. I knew that I really 
needed a change so after about 15 minutes of soaking in the 
wet diaper I switched into regular underwear which was a 
rarity except for school. My mom kissed me at 10:00 and went 
to bed herself and I sat there wondering whether I should 
wear a diaper to school tomorrow. I drifted off to sleep 
pretty fast which was still pretty unusual for me.  I woke 
up the next morning soaking wet. "Not again!" I yelled as I 
woke up. "What am I going to do?" I thought. I took an early 
shower like I did yesterday and when I opened my door to go 
back into my room, my Mom was standing there with one of 
those "I warned you" looks. 
	"I told you that if you wet the bed again, I was going 
to do something about it." She said. 
	"Yeah but..."I tried to rebuttal. 
	"But what?" She asked. 
	"I thought that when you apologized, you..." 
	"No," she said flatly. 
	"What are you going to do?" I asked. 
	"You'll find out tonight," She said. So I was stuck 
there worrying about what she was going to do. "Why couldn't 
I have worn a diaper last night?" I asked myself. I took my 
normal walk to school with more on my mind today than 
yesterday. DJ approached me. 
	"So, what happened?" He asked. 
	"Well, I wet the bed again. She found the wet sheets 
and she's going to follow up on her threat." I said. 
	"What's she going to do?" DJ asked. 
	"She won't tell me." 
	"Bummer," He said. 
	"I better get to class. So, later," I said and we left 
each other for our classes. Today was an extremely long day 
as far as school goes. It just wouldn't end. My first class 
seemed like it took until lunch just to finish. I had a lot 
on my mind wondering about what my Mom would do. After third 
period the day seemed to speed up a little. I had a lot of 
homework for a Tuesday since Monday is when we got the most. 
After what seemed like days, I finally got out of school and 
started home. I was surprised to find that my Mom was 
already home. 
	"What are you doing home?" I asked. 
	"Just felt like taking the day off I guess," She 
replied. 
	"Oh," I said and I walked into my room. I put on one of 
my remaining diapers and started on my homework. Algebra, 
English, and a Science assignment. Yuck! I really wanted to 
get my homework done while I could concentrate on 
schoolwork. I figured that my Mom took the day off to 
prepare for whatever she was planning for tonight... 

PART 9 

	I just kept wondering what she was going to do tonight. 
She did a good job not letting a word out about it too. She 
ordered out Chinese and I took it into my room. After making 
me wait so long to find out my 
	"punishment" if it even was punishment. She finally 
called me into her bedroom. She told me to go sit down on 
the bed and to wait for her. I waited only 30 seconds before 
she came back with a little bag. She pulled out a diaper and 
some baby powder. 
	"Oh my god!" I said. 
	"Not expecting this?" She asked. 
	"Uhhh..." I stuttered. 
	"If you're going to wet the bed, then you need to wear 
diapers. I don't want you ruining the bed!" She said. She 
diapered me and sent me back to my room. I sat on my bed 
thinking 'Oh my god!' Was this for real? She was going to 
put me back in diapers at night! I wonder what she'd do if 
she caught me wearing diapers during the day! I decided to 
call DJ. 
	"Hello." I heard him say. 
	"Hi DJ!" I said enthusiastically. 
	"You're in a good mood!" He said. "What happened? What 
did your Mom do?" 
	"She put me back in diapers at night." I answered. 
	"Really?" 
	"Yeah, just like your Mom." I said. 
	"For how long?" 
	"She didn't say. I guess for as long as I wet the bed." 
I told him. 
	"Unbelievable!" He exclaimed. 
	"I can't believe it, I'm still in shock." I said. 
	"I bet," He said. "Well, I've got to go for my own 
diaper reasons." 
	"Okay" 
	"Bye," he said. 
	"Bye." 
	I can't believe this. I'm going to bed in a few and I 
don't even have to worry about being caught with a diaper 
on. I think I'm going to love this. 
	My Mom kissed me tonight and that she'd be in when I 
woke up to change me. I just said okay and went to sleep. 
	I woke up to the soggy feeling that I had been getting 
used to in the mornings. I wet the bed again! What was my 
body doing to me? I just laid in bed for 5 minutes until my 
Mom came in. She pushed me into position and changed me. It 
had been the second person I had ever been changed by. I 
really preferred to be changed by DJ's Mom but I'm glad that 
my Mom is putting me back in diapers at least for part of my 
day. I enjoyed every minute of getting changed without 
showing it. I wasn't real keen on the idea of having her 
find out that I liked wearing diapers. It looks like I have 
something else in common with DJ now. I got ready for school 
and started on my walk. I wanted to wear a diaper to school 
but I was afraid to try because I thought that I would 
surely get caught. But that's what I thought about the 
arcade too. I saw DJ and walked over to him. 
	"Did you enjoy last night?" He asked. 
	"Yep, every second of it." I answered. "I want to wear 
a diaper to school too but I'm afraid I'll get caught." 
	"You won't." He said plainly. 
	"How do you know?" I asked. He pulled up his shirt and 
showed me the top of his diaper. 
	"Wow! I can't believe that you are doing that now." I 
said as quietly as possible. 
	"It wasn't my idea." He explained. "Remember when you 
slept over and my Mom kept me in diapers for the day?" 
	"Yeah." 
	"Today is one of those days," He said. 
	"I see." 
	"Better get to class," DJ said. 
	"Okay, meet you at lunch!" I replied. I went to my 
History class and we had a sub so we ended up watching a 
stupid video about the civil war. The day went pretty fast 
until lunch. I met DJ in the lunch line. 
	"This sucks," He said. 
	"What?" I asked. 
	"I have to go to the bathroom and if I go then I'll 
have to sit in it for three hours." He said. "I might not 
have a choice though. At least in P.E. I'm not going to 
dress. My Mom gave me a note for obvious reasons." The day 
was pretty boring except in P.E. I think DJ had an accident. 
He acted kind of embarrassed about it but no one seemed to 
notice. At the end of school we started talking again. 
	"I told you that no one will notice." He said. 
	"I believe you," I said. 
	"I thought for sure that someone would notice my little 
inconvenience. But no one did. No one ever does." He said. 
"You'd think it would be so easy to pick out!" We ended our 
conversation there and I got home wondering if my Mom would 
be there. She wasn't so I went about my business taking out 
the trash and taking care of my trash. I put another diaper 
on noticing that only had about 5 or 6 left. I need to 
either buy some more or get some from wherever my Mom is 
"hiding" them. (Of course she wasn't really hiding them, she 
had no reason to.) My mom got home and greeted me, telling 
me that she was going to cook instead of eating out like we 
had been doing so much. 
	"Was it hard to sleep last night?" She asked. 
	"Not really, I was extremely tired." I answered. 
	"You do know that you're going to be wearing them again 
tonight?" She asked. 
	"I figured that," I said. 
	"Does it bother you?" She asked. 
	"No, it's not like I'm the only 13 year old in the 
country who wears diapers at night," I said. 
	"That's true, but I don't see many," she said chuckling 
a little. 
	"Can DJ sleep over this weekend?" I asked. 
	"That shouldn't be a problem." She said. I didn't have 
any homework tonight so I watched TV until she called me 
into her room. I was careful not to keep the diaper that I 
was wearing on. I didn't want her to end up finding out that 
I liked to wear diapers. I went in and lied down on her bed. 
She went through the same steps as yesterday and I was glad 
to be in diapers without having to hide it. She didn't even 
give me my shorts back, she just let me go into the living 
room and munch before bedtime. I usually didn't go out in 
the living at night but I had the feeling that my Mom wanted 
me to. After an hour or so of nice and boring Wednesday TV. 
She told me good night and that she would be in the next 
morning to change me. It was going to become part of my 
daily routine. I went to sleep thinking about how lucky I 
was to be able to wear diapers and not have my Mom know that 
I loved it. 

PART 10 

	I woke up to the feeling of being changed. I thought it 
was a dream at first but then I really woke up. 
	"Huh?," I said groggily. 
	"Good morning Ryan." My mother said. I looked at my 
clock and remembered that I forgot to set the alarm for my 
clock. It was a good thing that she had to come in and 
change me or I might have overslept and been late to school. 
If she hadn't put me in diapers, she might have noticed that 
I was wearing one when she would've come in to wake me. 
There are many upsides to wearing diapers. You don't have to 
be interrupted all the time by having to go to the bathroom, 
they're very comfortable, and they're relaxing. Who wouldn't 
mind wearing them except for the embarrassment from your 
peers. I sat up after she gave me my underwear, I was so 
tired that I wanted to just go back to sleep. Unfortunately 
I had school, which I was still debating whether I should 
wear a diaper to school or not. It was the ongoing question. 
DJ was pretty convincing yesterday. "Okay," I thought. 
Tomorrow, I will wear one to school. 
	"It's not like my decision was set in concrete. I can 
always change my mind." I said aloud. I took my shower 
thinking about what could happen tomorrow. Either I would 
get caught and forever be made fun of, or I wouldn't get 
caught and enjoy every minute of it knowing that I would do 
it again. I took my normal walk to school. I saw DJ and we 
started talking as we walked to our lockers. 
	"Tomorrow...I think that I'm going to try wearing one 
to school," I said not trying to let anyone else hear us. 
	"Really?" He said showing me his. 
	"Again?" I asked. 
	"Yup, again." He said sighing. "It can be a pain 
wearing one to school, you think that you'll get caught but 
you never do." 
	"If I get caught, I'm gonna die here." I said. 
	"Don't worry, you won't get caught." DJ said. "At least 
you have a choice of wearing one!" 
	"Time for class! Later!" I said leaving him for my 
first class. I thought about it all day leaving another six 
slow classes. I was kind of nervous about it. I didn't want 
to suffer through getting caught but I really didn't think I 
would. The day was uneventful except for that it lasted 
forever. DJ still wasn't caught wearing diapers and I was 
convinced that I wouldn't either. 
	When the final bell rung I quickly got home and changed 
into a Goodnite instead of a diaper. I was running low on 
the diapers so I wanted to use the rest of the Goodnites. 
They crinkled considerably less than the diapers and they 
didn't bulge nearly as much. Maybe I should wear one of 
these instead. At least until I got the nerve to wear a real 
diaper to school. I didn't think that it would be as 
noticeable if I wore a Goodnite. They were supposed to be a 
substitute for underwear. My plans were almost completely 
finished. The only problem would be that I wouldn't dress 
for P.E. and I might get in trouble for it. It was well 
worth the risk. I waited for my Mom to get home and she 
cooked dinner tonight. I finished my homework in a Goodnite 
and she never seemed to notice. What would I say if she 
caught me wearing a diaper now? "Are you having daytime 
accidents too?" But I don't think that she would care. At 
least I hope not. 
	At about 9:00 I took off the goodnite and went to the 
bathroom. She came in a few minutes later and I went into 
her room to be changed into a diaper. I just loved the 
feeling that I could wear one without her caring. She 
diapered me and sent me into my room. I sat there in a 
diaper and a T-shirt watching TV until she went to sleep. I 
spent the few minutes before I fell asleep wondering why I 
was wetting the bed. Maybe it was normal...DJ had the same 
problem. I fell asleep knowing that I was almost surely 
going to wear a diaper to school the next day. Tomorrow was 
Friday and even if I was caught then I would have the 
weekend to not be laughed at. At least I wouldn't have to 
live through it for the two days on the weekend. But...I 
hoped that I wouldn't get caught. 
	I woke up the next morning and waited for my Mom to 
come in and change me. After a few she came in and removed 
my diaper. 
	"You're not wet." she said looking at me. 
	"Maybe I stopped wetting the bed now. I could've just 
been stress or something." I said. I really didn't want to 
stop wetting the bed because then she wouldn't diaper me and 
I would be back to the same place that I was before. 
	"Well, I still want you in diapers tonight. It could be 
just a one night thing." She said. 
	I was relieved that she wanted to keep me in diapers, I 
didn't like waking up in a wet bed and I didn't know why I 
was wetting the bed. Maybe not wetting was a freak thing. 
After a week of wetting the bed it makes you wonder what's 
going on. 
	Then I remembered that I was to wear a Goodnite to 
school. I didn't have to worry about anyone noticing it on 
the way to school since I rarely ever saw anyone on my walk. 
	I took a Goodnite into the bathroom to take a shower 
instead of underwear this time. I wondered how my luck would 
turn out... 

PART 11 

	I took my shower and put on my goodnite as planned. My 
Mom didn't notice that I was wearing one when I left and I 
wasn't afraid of that. If she was going to find out, she 
would've found out a long time ago. I walked out the door 
realizing that there was no turning back now. I was quite a 
bit nervous as I entered the school grounds. I immediately 
saw DJ and walked over to him. 
	"Well?" DJ asked. 
	"I'm wearing one," I said quietly. 
	"Yeah, well guess what..." 
	"What?" I asked. 
	"She made me wear one again!" He said annoyed. "I mean, 
I like wearing one but not to school. I wonder why she is 
doing that." 
	"Do you want to sleep over at my house tonight?" I 
asked. 
	"Sure, if my mom lets me." He said happily. "Now I get 
to find out what your mom does to you!" 
	"I'm still wondering what she will do if she finds me 
wearing a diaper during the day." I added. 
	"Nervous?" He asked. 
	"Oh yes, definitely." 
	"Don't worry, no one will find out unless you make it 
obvious," He said. 
	"I hope so," I said as I walked to my first class. 
	I walked into my class and sat down as I normally do. I 
was worried that someone might notice the slight crinkle 
that it made when I sat down. Fortunately no one did. The 
one thing I was afraid of was being called up to the front 
of the class to do something. Then someone might notice that 
I wasn't quite the same as yesterday. 
	Through the first two classes I fretted and fretted 
that something might happen but nothing ever did. I wondered 
what I might do if I had to go to the bathroom before the 
end of the day. I could try to use the bathroom but I would 
have to pray that no one would see my "special" underpants. 
Or, I could just use them like I normally do and hope that 
nothing happens. It was quite a debate. During my fourth 
class; Algebra, I wasn't called upon to do anything but sit 
in my seat and listen to the teacher. At lunch I met DJ in 
the lunch line... 
	"How did it go?" He asked. 
	"Fine DJ, just fine," I said reassuring myself. 
	"Good. See, I told you that nothing would happen!" 
	"The day isn't over though," I said. 
	"True." 
	My next class was P.E. and I was really worried that 
even with my baggy clothes, I could be detected if my 
teacher made me dress. I made my way through lunch and went 
with DJ to the P.E. building. He didn't dress but then 
again, he had a note. I wasn't so fortunate. I didn't dress 
and prayed that nothing would happen to me. Then, my savior. 
We had a sub!!! It was a relief to me but if I ever did it 
again then I might have a problem. But that could wait. The 
sub didn't make me dress and it looked like I was going to 
make it through the day. P.E. finished and I wandered into 
my English class. Because of the anxiety of P.E. I 
completely forgot about having to go to the bathroom. I was 
in need of a bathroom pass. I raised my hand. 
	"Yes Ryan?" My teacher said. 
	"Can I have a pass for the bathroom?" I asked as 
politely as possible. 
	"Well...make it quick," He said acting as if he would 
regret it. I really had to go and I didn't know if I could 
make it. I walked as fast as I could with out running but 
that just made it worse. After one of my steps I just 
couldn't hold it any longer. It just came out. I stopped and 
stood there for a second wondering what I was going to do. I 
walked into the bathroom like I was planning to. I couldn't 
think of anything that I could do right now. I had a half an 
hour until the end of school. But thirty minutes is a long 
time and I didn't want anyone smelling any distinct odors. 
	I knew that the only thing that I could do was walk 
back to class like nothing happened. I also wondered if the 
underpants would leak. I sure hoped not. 
	I walked back to class and prayed that I wouldn't be 
noticed. I had been doing a lot of that...hoping that no one 
would find out. Maybe DJ was right and no one would ever 
notice that he or I was wearing a diaper. So I tried to act 
as if nothing happened and it seemed to work. After the 
final bell rang I got out of the room as fast as I could. I 
stopped only to talk to DJ. 
	"No one found out did they?" He asked. 
	"Nope, but I thought someone would since on the way to 
the bathroom last period I couldn't hold it." 
	"You probably should've just let it go in class. It's a 
lot more convenient! I'll call you tonight if I can sleep 
over. Bye!" We parted ways and I took my walk home. The 
soaked goodnite was really heavy. I hoped that it wouldn't 
tear or leak or anything so I didn't have to deal with it. 
Luckily nothing happened and I made it home safely. DJ ended 
up calling and he was going to come over at 5:30. I called 
my mom and told her an she seemed okay with it. But she 
didn't know that DJ wore diapers too. I immediately changed 
into a fresh diaper when I got home and disposed of the one 
I wore to school. My mom came home and shortly after, DJ 
knocked on my door. 
	"Hello," I greeted. 
	"Hey." He returned. 
	"I didn't tell my mom that you wear diapers." 
	"No?" He asked surprised. 
	"I'll go do it now then." I said and walked into the 
living room. 
	"Mom?" 
	"Yes?" She answered. 
	"Mom, ummmm. Well, DJ wears diapers too." I said 
nervously. 
	"Really?" she said not acting surprised. 
	"Uh huh," I said. 
	"Okay, can he changed his own diapers?" I looked at DJ. 
	"Sure," DJ said. I didn't have any homework since today 
was a Friday. I was glad that we didn't so I wouldn't have 
to worry about it. We played on my Super Nintendo and 
watched TV for a while until my mom ordered us pizza. And so 
began my sleepover with DJ. 

	TO BE CONTINUED.....