This is a true story. But names have been changed for privacy. There is no elements of Diaper of Infant Punishments in this story. Also I use diaspoables only never cloth. I am also not an adult baby but a diaper lover. Intellectually and physically I am 28 but emotionally I am a 12 year old who has not been fully bladder trained. Also I never #2 in my diaper. My twin brother does not use diapers and he fully outgrew bedwetting at 13. My name is Chris and wear diapers part time at night only or if I am maybe on a long drive. I was born in 1971 along with my twin brother Gary. We were a typical white lower middle class type family. While we werent wealthy we had nice clothes, toys, an Okay Nothing Great House, lots of love and some discipline as well. Mom was in charge of discipline. She was in the middle not easy not tough. Dad also was that way. Twins are slower physically which includes bladder development. I recall mom trying to potty train us at 2 but we were stubborn. I remember by 3 and 1/2 we were out of day diapers but used Pampers which felt so good to bed. At 4 and a half we entered nursery school and still only needed diapers at night but I personally wanted them all the time. I looked forward to mom diapering me and rubbing me with powder. In the morning I was soaked. By 5 we began to be dry at night. Gary would wake me when he woke up to peepee. He made me get up and peepee. Finally after being dry most of the time mom cut the diaper supply. Still we peed alot during the day but mom always kept a container for us in emergencies. We never had to hold much. Then in the summer entering 2nd grade we went to day camp. The bus ride was an hour. I was bursting by 9 am. I still bedwet about 10% of the time. One day I lost control and peed my pants. That year in second grade the teacher would not let me go to the bathroom so I lost control and peed as well. My brother also had accidents. I told mom I wanted Pampers. She would not hear of it. Then I got a bladder infection in March of 79 in second grade. Mom made sure the teacher would let me go. I did wet the bed for 2 weeks straight. My mom then put me in Youth Disposable Diapers for bed only. Once I began making it though the diapers were cut off again. Still I would lay on my pillow around my crotch and pretend to be a 4 Year old baby in a Pampers commercial. I also tried 4 pairs of undies and a white garbage bag around as a diaper. I began to wear this to bed. Still I only wet the bed a few times a month. My parents divorced when I was in 4th grade. Mom would leave us home alone after school and would go out on dates Friday and Saturday night. She had a staedy boyfriend most of the time. Most "Uncles" lasted 1 to 2 years. They were all super. Gary and I loved them. MOm would have them over on weekends and would go out weekend nights and leave us food and play money. So we were independent. At 11 I continued my love and wants for diapers. I saw dad once a week on the average. One day at the Sports Center he managed when I was 10 I stole a Pamper from the nursery and tried it on in the stall in a mens' room. I peed in it and it felt so good. At 10 School was getting tougher to hold. I would pee when I got there at 8 am but by 9 I would have to go and the teacher did not always let me go so I would let some out in my pants. I went to Cathic School which stillregulated bathroom use. If I said it was an emergencey she would let me go. At this time I needed glasses to see the board. Kids teased me about this. At this time I began to badly want diapers. I shoplifted them for 3 weeks in a row at the grocery store by my house. I would open a box of overnight Pampers and take 3 out. I would put one on during the day in my underwear covering my frontal area. When Miss Dolores would not let me pee I just peed my Pamper. Our uniforms were blue Poliester slacks and lite blue shirts and school tie. Our schoole locked bathrooms for 3 days due to wvandelism and at this time each teacher would get a key to take the kids around 10 AM and 1 PM. Dozens of parental complants and about 30 Pee accidents and one Poop accident ended this rationing. Well after 3 weeks I got caught. I had 100 dollars saved up so I bought all 3 boxes I opened for 10 dollars. Mom was not home so I put them in the Celler and brought 3 up at a time to use. I now began diapering myself in 2 pampers taped together like a full youth sized diaper. But mom found them. Mom was liberal about sex so she discussed sex and how our bodies change with Gary and I regularly by 10. She told us that we would put release Mucusy stuff where we pee during the night. She told us it would feel great and not to feel ashamed or guilty. Still I did not quite get it. When she found 2 Pmapers one with piss in it under my mattress she pretended not to know. But she then discussed Masturbation with me in more depth. She said it does not happen the way I think and I will have some control over releasing. It will not be enough to need more protection than a tissue except maybe the first time. She hinted to know but prretended not to in order to prevent embarrassment. 2 weeks later Mom caught me in Pampers on a saturday morning and made me throw the 2 I had away. I did but kept wearing them to bed and to school on stressful days. I began to bedwet nightly at 12. Gary outgrew it. One day I had two Toddler Pampers on(One on my back side and one on my balls)taped together in the middle and on the sides. I woke up in the middle of the night needing to pee wicked bad. I began losing control and dribbling in my Pamper but got most in the toilet. When relieved I taped my pampers back and bagan to rub. I jumped into bed and rubbed more in awsome comfort. I moaned it feels so good and pretended to be a 12 year old with a bladder problem trying out Pampers Giant sized(Fictional) and talked how Pampers keep me dry when my bladder cant hold. Then as I rubbed against my pillow I lost control but released this Mucus Mom told me about(Called Seman). I sqirted till I was soaked and it felt awsome. Mom found my Kum filled Pamper and she ordered me to get rid of the Pampers. We argued and I put my foot down. I had a paper route and If I bought my own diapers it was up to me. Mom's boyfriend overheard. He teased me then told Mom to let me wear them if I so desired. At this time I began to buy Depends Briefs for bed and Pampers to stick in my undies during the day. Then in High School (Which was also Parochial)we had no uniforms but a dress code. It was a Solid Dress Shirt(Any Color) and Cotten or Wool or Poliester Slacks(Any color) and any tie. I wore grey or Navy Blue or Sky Blue shaded Poliester slacks. I wore Sears Cotton/Nylon/Poliester Underwear briefs(Comfortable but no absorbancy and a Pamper taped in. For Gym I would wear a long enough dress shirt to cover my underwear. Since the Pamper was taped to my crotch I would face the wall and kids all thought I was wearing only underwear. I used sweats and Spandex uniform shorts around them. For Peeing I peed in the bathrooms still mostly and sometimes let out during class. I peed in between most classes. Also I began to grow hair on my crotch at 14 and on my face at 15 and on my legs at 18. So in high school I looked like a little kid. I was severely nearsighted and my glasses were thick but I was still athletic. I was sort of a geek though but I discovered 2 other classmates used diapers as well. I was a straight A student too. At 16 I got my lisence and Gary & I got a car to share. I also wore diapers to my road test. Then I graduated and my brother and I went to seperate schools. I was going to a medium sized college and was scared to let anyone know about my diapered habits. So I hid them in my car which I brought to campus. After a month my roomate walked on my masturbation in my Attends brief so I came clean. He was shocked but we stayed friends. Since then I allowed other friends to know. Many of my classmates knew and still accepted me for what I am. I remained a chronic bedwetter till senior year. Upon graduation I decided to stop wearing day diapers and limit them for bed only. I use Attends or Certainty Briefs at night and regular JC Penny white cotton/Poliester briefs in the day with a depends guard for men inserted for support. I wear Levis Blue or Black Jeans mostly but at work where I manage a front end at a large retail store I wear Blue or Grey Poliester slacks still. They are cheap and if they wear down they are easy to replace. I also like sweats as well. AS for my medical condition I am only an occasional bedwetter. I wake up to pee the rest of the time. In the day if I drink Soda or cofee I pee hourly. If I drink nothing though I can go 4 hours without peeing.