Axel's Story

	This is just a story that is partly based of fact, take it 
for what it is worth.
	Last year Axel thought that it was only a matter of time 
before his diaper wearing would be over and that he would put it 
out of his mind about wanting to wear them. Even when one of his 
best friends died he had told him self that he would stop, in 
memory of his friend Cory. But now half a year later he still is 
wearing diapers behind his parents back even though last time they 
found out they told him they were going to take him to a 
psychiatrist. Every time he puts a diaper between his legs he 
knows that his parents would not approve of it, what is worse is 
that he always wonders if he is committing a sin by not honoring 
his father and is morher's wishes. This is how his life is and 
how, to the best of his knowledge, how his love of diapers 
started.
	 When he was young Axel was playing with his cousin, Fred, at 
his aunts house during a family get-together. They went into his 
Aunts room where their little cousin sleeps and they say a diaper 
on the ground. Fred could always get Axel to do things, he just 
talked him into it. Fred dared Axel to put the diaper on. Axel 
thought about it then decided that a dare is a dare and he did it. 
He went into his Aunt's walk-in closet and started putting it on. 
He didn't know but Fred had left and his grandpa was looking for 
him. He had the diaper on and was thinking about how good it felt 
when he heard someone come into the room. It was his grandpa. His 
grandpa walked over to the closet and said, Axel come out and go 
downstairs to where everyone else is. Somehow Axel got his grandpa 
to leave and he got the diaper off. No one knew or said anything 
about what he had done that day. If his Grandpa had known what he 
had done he never said anything to anyone. A year or two or even 
less than a year latter Axel was thinking again about how that 
diaper had felt so good. He wanted to feel that same feeling again 
some how. He went into his sisters room, which he would never do 
if she were home, and went over to where she kept her cabbage 
patch kids dolls. Axel spotted some of the diapers that she had 
for them to wear which was made just like a real diaper. He 
decided that she had enough to where if he snagged one no one 
would ever know. So he did. Time passed and he had snagged a few 
of them, he was sure that someone had figured out what he was up 
to because one of them was missing from where he had hidden it. He 
was just a little kid and the best hiding spot that he could think 
of was the far side of his water bed. His parents confronted him 
about this later and he promised them that he would never do it 
again but deep down he knew he wanted to. Time passed and he had 
almost forgotten about his love for diapers, but not quite. His 
parents would now let him ride his bike to town from his house 
which was about 6 miles out of town. One time when he was nearing 
home he stopped at his aunts house, the same aunt that he had 
previously had the other experience with, to use the rest room and 
get a drink of water. They weren't home so he let him self in, 
Axel's family is close and they don't think much on it if they 
come home and some one from there family is at there house. Axel 
remembered that they had had diapers here before so he went 
snooping a little. He opened up a piece of wooden furniture with 
two big doors on it and looked inside. on the bottom shelf were 
some Huggies Pullups, and it even looked like they would fit him. 
He slipped one on and put his clothes back on and went home. He 
arrived home fifteen minutes before his weas supposed to be home. 
He took it into his room, which now had a bunk bed in it, and he 
masturbated in it a little, it did not take him long since he had 
just started going through puberty and was easily aroused. It took 
awhile but he went through all the diapers at his aunts house, 
which was about five or six, and he only got caught once at home 
by his mom. He had gotten home with one and had hid it under the 
sheets on his bed, somehow he managed to fall asleep and when he 
woke up his mom was sitting next to him, the diaper was no where 
to be found.