How did it Happen? 

	When I was 8, my sister and I were playing house with 
our baby-sitter.  When the baby-sitter came upon some 
diapers and rubber pants, for my then un-born brother, she 
asked us to wear them. We tried them on and wore the  
diapers all evening. When I had to go to the bathroom, I 
could not get the rubber pants and diapers off fast enough 
before I wet my diaper. I actually enjoyed the experience, 
but I had to hurry to hide the wet diaper. I forgot  about 
the wet diaper in the laundry basket that night. The next 
day, my mother called me into the laundry room to show me 
the wet diaper. She asked if I needed or wanted to wear 
diapers. I was embarrassed, and told her no!  
	Since I never have been a liar or been capable of 
pulling off a lie without showing it, I am sure she knew I 
was lying. When I returned home from playing with friends 
that afternoon, I found a fresh diaper, pins, and rubber 
pants on my dresser. I quickly put them in the back of my 
dresser drawer to hide them. She never mentioned them again 
nor asked if I used them.  
	When I was 10, I finally used the diaper and rubber 
pants. I was going through my drawers one Saturday morning, 
and found them. The rubber pants did not fit, but I was able 
to wear the diaper. The experience of diapering myself 
caused an instant erection (although I was to young to know 
what to do with it). Not only did I enjoy the feel of the 
soft diaper, it felt erotically stimulating too. It did not 
take long before the diaper was soaked, and I had to go 
searching for my brothers old diapers in the garage. I kept 
the wet diapers in a large Tupperware cake container, and 
would wash them while my family was out. At 16, I discovered 
that you could purchase adult diapers and rubber pants from 
a Sears catalog. I could not  get them ordered fast enough. 
My diapering continued through college. I really enjoyed 
studying in a wet diaper. Not only did it relax me, I also 
did my best on tests when I wore diapers while studying. The 
diapering stopped after college, until I was 30. I saw some 
adult disposable diapers at a Thrifty Drug's one day, and 
decided to buy them.  
	Well, my diapering days began again and I have not been 
able to stop. I am now 37, and have no desire to stop 
either. I am a senior engineer for an industrial 
construction firm. I have done my best and most celebrated 
designs while diapered (usually wet, or soon to be). I find 
the feel of a diaper to be comforting and enjoyable. The 
feeling of wetting and wearing a wet diaper is very soothing 
to me, and allows me to concentrate fully on my work. I have 
just discovered DPF through CompuServe, and have ordered 
bedwetter pants to wear during the day (no disposable diaper 
sound). I also  ordered some rubber pants and cloth diapers. 
Until I found this forum, I thought I was the only person 
who felt like this. I like wearing my diapers and plan on 
continuing there use, hopefully full-time. Although, I have 
no  desire to act like a baby, I sure enjoy the pleasure of 
being diapered like  a "baby". Thank you to all of the 
other "babies" who have written letters and stories to 
help the rest of us feel we're not the only one.