From: "Diaper head" 
Subject: ~story "First Diaper"
Date: 10 Mar 1998 07:39:51 GMT

	God all the diaper stories I read are the same. I wanna 
try.

First Diaper

	Billy sat patiently in his bed for something to happen. 
He was naked except for the big white Attends disposable 
diaper. IN his mouth was a pacifier, and on his head was a 
baby bonnet. He wanted to wet the diaper so bad, and he had 
been waiting so long that he knew something was bound to 
happen. He was suddenly rewarded when a warm flow of urine 
streamed from his penis into the disposables thirsty bulk. 
He felt so good he couldn't help but smile. The warmth 
spread all around his crouch and slowly dissipated as it 
sank in the diaper. As Billy sat on his bed in complete 
bliss he remembered the events leading up to today.
	Billie was your average 16 year old, in almost every 
manor except for the fact that he loved diapers, but not 
only did he love diapers, he also loved being a baby. IT was 
strange how it first started. It kind of crept up on him 
slowly at first he liked doing things to himself in private 
that seemed embarrassing, like wearing his moms clothes, or 
makeup, and he liked tying himself up and masturbating, or 
other things that made him feel helpless, it slowly involved 
into a full fledged teen baby fetish. He started going to 
the supermarket to look at the baby things, he stared on end 
at diapers, and occasionally would take on with him in his 
pocket when no one was looking. It was so disappointing 
because they would just almost fit, but not quite. Then when 
he got fed up with Huggies he started making his own out of 
several layers of pillow cases, it's amazing how many times 
he stabbed himself while trying to pin those together. He 
found and old pacifier and baby bottle, which he used a 
great deal. When his parents were gone he would dress up and 
just lay there, after looking at himself in the mirror. then 
he would spend some time acting like a baby, sucking on his 
bottle, then he would fantasize about having his dirty 
diapered changed by a sexy woman wearing no clothes, just a 
big frilly apron, and then suck on her breasts, all while 
masturbating.
	Once while going through his usual routine he 
accidentally let go and wet all over himself, the urine 
quickly ran out of the pillow cases and all over his bed. He 
spent the rest of the afternoon running around the house in 
his wet diaper trying to clean it all up. It was this day 
that the concept of adult diapers hit him. So yesterday he 
went to the store and ripped open a package of Attends and 
shoved one down in his pants. He wanted to buy them but he 
was so embarrassed he knew that somebody would see, and his 
life would be shattered. He felt so bad about this that he 
almost threw it away before leaving the store but he 
couldn't help it, he had to try it on. So he went through 
his ritual, and taped the diaper on snug. He loved the 
feeling of a real diaper surrounding his skin. He never felt 
so secure in his life. He felt happy to no end.
	Billy had wet the diaper a total of three times now and 
it was starting to feel pretty heavy. He felt the need for a 
bowl movement, but couldn't decide if he wanted to mess the 
diaper or not. He knew it would be messy but the experience 
would be unforgettable. He waited around for awhile tell he 
really needed to go, then he just pushed it out. It was soft 
and just flowed out of his anus, filling his but first then 
forcing it's way out into the diaper. He knew he needed to 
stop because he felt it all over his but, but he couldn't, 
in fact he pushed harder. couldn't help himself, when he was 
done he rolled around pushing it, he loved the feel, he 
didn't even notice that it was squeezing out of the diaper 
all over his sheets. After the bliss was over he realized 
the mess he had made, and suddenly it hit him, his parents 
would be home in a few minutes. The smell of poop filled the 
air as he wrapped the soiled sheet around him and rushed 
down to the bathroom. He worked furiously cleaning, despite 
the fact that he kept spreading poop everywhere. His mom and 
dad came in and didn't question his being in the bathroom 
for a half and hour. He sneaked down later and disposed of 
the diaper and sheet. The next day he went to the store and 
bought an entire package of diapers. And still to this very 
day loves to mess and wet his diapers.