At what age did you get your first diapers of your own?

Number of responses received: 68

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
6 or under	6	8.8%
7-8	4	5.9%
9-10	5	7.4%
11-12	12	17.6%
13-14	12	17.6%
15-16	11	16.2%
17-18	3	4.4%
19-20	3	4.4%
21-30	6	8.8%
Over 30	6	8.8%
Total:	68

From where did you obtain your first diapers?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Bought them from a store	33	48.5%
Bought them via mail order/online	3	4.4%
Stole them from a store	0	0.0%
Got them from a friend	4	5.9%
Sneaked them from a friend's supply	3	4.4%
Sneaked them from a sibling's supply	9	13.2%
Parents have always furnished diapers	5	7.4%
Other (explain below)	6	8.8%
Made my own (makeshift)	4	5.9%
I don't remember	1	1.5%
Total:	68

What kind of diapers were they?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Disposable	51	75.0%
Cloth	12	17.6%
Makeshift	5	7.4%
I don't remember	0	0.0%
Total:	68

Did you pee in your first self-obtained diapers?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Yes, right away	25	37.3%
Yes, but not right away	28	41.8%
No	11	16.4%
I don't remember	3	4.5%
Total:	67

Did you poop in your first self-obtained diapers?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Yes, right away	3	4.4%
Yes, but not right away	24	35.3%
No	40	58.8%
I don't remember	1	1.5%
Total:	68

Did you masturbate in your first self-obtained diapers?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Yes, right away	12	17.6%
Yes, but not right away	27	39.7%
No, but because I wasn't old enough to do it	12	17.6%
No, for other reasons	14	20.6%
I don't remember	3	4.4%
Total:	68

Who, if anyone, caught you with these diapers (first time only)?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Mother	19	27.9%
Father	5	7.4%
Brother	5	7.4%
Sister	6	8.8%
Other adult relative	1	1.5%
Male friend	7	10.3%
Female friend	1	1.5%
Girlfriend/wife	2	2.9%
Male significant other	0	0.0%
Other person	2	2.9%

What happened after you were caught with your self-obtained diapers (doesn't have to be the first time you got diapers)?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Diapers were confiscated	15	22.1%
Had to take diapers back	3	4.4%
Got punished with the diapers	6	8.8%
Got punished but without the diapers	10	14.7%
Got to wear the diapers	14	20.6%

Describe the first time you went out to obtain your own diapers. Include details such as how you felt, who might have seen you, how the cashier reacted, how you had to sneak them into the house, etc.:

Name	Age	Answer
		Bought Depend Guards for men, and was self conscious when cashier put them in a see thru bag. AFter that, bought disposable underwear, then bought briefs in supermarket. Always a bit shy on who saw me, but got over it .
Paul	57	I felt like the whole world was watching.
		I had wet the bed at my friends house (who i was living with at that time) that same night his mom took me to wallgreens and got me a pack of disposable diapers, the cashier looked at me like ohh poor thing i felt soo embarrased
Dave	17	i walked downstairs and there was a full bag of luvs on the dryer they were my nephews since my mom baby sat all the time so i though hmm ill try one i put it on and wore it a few nights before i worked up the guts to wet it
	24	My friend has always Diapers @ home, For him he wet his bed sometime's. We played with the diapers ( Pampers junior ). When i'am going to home i get some one.
Bob	62	When my little brother was born, I often watched my mother change his diaper. My brother and I slept in the same room and one evening I pinned one of his diapers on myself. When my mother came in the check on us before she went to bed she found that I was wearing a diaper. She got really mad, and took them off of me and told me to never do it again.
		i felt quite nervous about the shop assistant asking quetions and if any one i knew saw me. i knew whick days and times the house was empty so i done it then
bedwetter		i was a little nervous about it but i went in to the store and purchased a package of xl size pampers got them home and took them to m room where i put two of them together and then i took off my pants and underware and laid down and put the diaper on and i laid there for a litttle while in my diaper thinking how good it felt to be in diapers again i was home alone so i walked around the house in just my diaper and t shirt
DiaperDon	36	I went to the store late at night, when I knew there wouldn't be many people there. I went right to the incontinence aisle (where I had been several times before, but not bought anything). I was embarrased to be in that aisle, and was horrified that someone might see me there. I looked at the selection for a while, and decided what I wanted to buy. I decided on the store brand diapers, because they were lower priced. (I since have tried several other better-known brands, but those first ones I tried are better.) I went and got several other things, so that I could hide the diapers in the bottom of the cart. Then I went back to the diapers, got the package I wanted, hid it in the cart, and headed to the checkout counter. I have a neighbor who works at that store, so had to be careful that she wasn't working the counter I went to. The cashier didn't seem to notice what I was buying. They just acted like everything was normal. (Maybe adults buying diapers is normal). I kept the diapers hidden in my car for several months, using them occasionally, and just keeping the rest hidden there.
robertdear	65	scared, but determined. Bought them in a closed bag. cashier didn't even notice.
davydiaperboy	30	I was about six, and a friend had a younger brother about 3 who was still in diapers. I stole one when he went to talk to his mom and put it in my overnight bag. When i got home i put it on and went to go ride bikes with another friend. I peed it as we were riding several times, and it ended up leaking on my shorts. He noticed and asked why i was wearing them.
barkid74	31	I got off the bus early and went to Walgreens... I was nervous as hell... My excuse was to use one as a gag gift for x-mas. I didn't even think to check what size I needed. I think I ended up with a package of medium but really needed small. I put them in my backpack and I think I walked home, not sure, I could have taken the next bus. A lot of people "could" have seen me as it was a popular stop to get off. I don't remember the cashier saying anything out of the ordinary.
	17	stole them from my grandma who lived in the basement suite.
diaperedteen	22	The first time I remember was taking some from the daycare center where my mom worked. I stuffed as many as I could down my shirt, and hid them behind my bed. I was about 8 or 10 at the time. Prior to this, I had always taken them from my brother, or from my grandma's and grandpa's stash of baby diapers at their house.
dave	13	well, i actually got my first diapers from a hospital i volunteered at. i said i needed them for a health ed report on incontinence and they believed me so i got a few diaps, and then a few days later i went back for more. i aslo had pullups, so i wore those more because i had 2 packs. i saved my actual diapers for times when i knew i wouldnt be disturbed. there was also a diaper with velcro fasteners so now i always wear that and i just keep wearing
JimmyB	57	Excited and happy
		i rode my bike to cvs, and eckards
		I felt good that I was getting them, the cashier almost didnt seem to notice and i snuck them in my house in my backpack.
paddyp	54	very embarrassed I tried to act like they were for someone else
c	16	i bought my first packages at a local eckerd. one huggies supreme size 6 and one goodnites XL. I had to sneak out of the house when my parents weren't home. I had to ride my bike for an hour, i was nervous. when i got there it was a piece of cake.
		father had adult diapers in his closet, a gag joke for his 40th birthday
Jake	28	I was very nervous! I walked to the adult diaper section of Walgreens, which was in the back corner. I looked at the different types. It was my first experience with adult diapers, so I didn't know what to get. I didn't want anyone seeing me looking at the diapers so every time someone came into that isle, I would pretend to look at something else. It took a long time to finally decide. When I did, I chose a cheap version of Walgreens own brand.
Oldwetter	58	I ordered my first diaper and plastic pants from Montgomery Wards phone order from the catalog my mother always got. I had to go to the pick up desk to pick up and pay for my diapers. I thought for sure they would be in a clear bag with big print saying for diapers for older kids. But it turned out they were in a shipping envolpe and just looked like anykind or clothes. I thought the clerk gave me a strange look, but I was just a little peronoid.
		I was on vacation in Florida over Thanksgiving break three years ago and I went into my grandpa's brother's room and saw diapers in his closet. After we sorted out where everyone was staying, I was to sleep in that room. At night, I went into the closet and obtained a pack of Depends (18), 4 Kendal Wings, and 5 Attends ATN. My great uncle was deceased, and his room was empty, so I figured they wouldn't be missed.
Jeremy	15	The first time I bought diapers on my own was last years. I have gotten some money for my birthday and went to Walgreens and bought a pack of goodnites. I walked around the store for like 20 minutes waiting for the time when no one was at check out. I took them to the cashier and paid for them. I was surprised cause she didn't even say anything to me and no one else said anything either. If I would have been asked then I would have said that they were for my litte boy cousin who still wets his pants.
powdermike	42	Very nervious, but bourght other goods as well to cover up
Randy	20	When I was 11 years old I and sleeping over with a friend and we watched his mom change the diaper of his little sister who was 5. We just got curious about what it would feel like to wear one and pee in it. So we sneaked a couple from his mom's diaper supply and tried them on. The diapers didn't really fit on us but we put them on inside our briefs. It felt great wearing them and even better when we finally peed in them. After that we became regular diaper thieves until we were old enough to earn some money to buy our own. I found that for the most parts few store clerks ever tried to embarass me when I purchased them. Now, no one says anything to me when I buy my diapers.
morgoth	17	i noticed them in my friends sisters room. was clueless as to why they were there. asked for them and she gave them to me.

Describe any other notable times when you had to obtain your own diapers:

Name	Age	Answer
		used debit card, and there was problem at the cash register, and line was long and I felt embarrassed.
Bob	62	After my little brother was out of diapers, I found out where my mother had stored his old diapers and would sneak one from time to time until she found that the diapers were disappearing. I don't know what she did with them after that.
robertdear	65	I had a urinary tract infection tthat caused me to lose control. Went back to diapers as a means to keep from doing it in my clothing.
davydiaperboy	30	I have a ritual now. I go to the store wearing tight-whities and sweatpants that i've just pissed and pooped in. Then i walk to the baby isle and get baby diapers to stuff, and then to the adult diaper aisle where i get my adult disposables. Then i go to the check out.
diaperedteen	22	Oh, too many to count. I first bought a package of Luvs at the Grocery store where I worked. My fellow cashiers (I was 12 at the time) questioned who they were for. I told them they were for my 5 year old cousin. The cashier said, "5 years old and still in diapers? Damn!" I bought duct tape with them and put them on. That started an incredible chain of purging of diapers.
dave	13	in canada when i was visiting relatives by myself, i went to the store and bought a really big pack of goodnite pullups. i later went back and bought another pack and i brought both of them home
paddyp	54	went to a drug store and bought disposibles said they were for my grandmother but I dont think they were fooled one bit It was very exciting I almost had an orgasm right there
c	16	see my last response (thats what i do to get them even now)
Jake	28	One time I went to the drug store to buy diapers after having wet to the point of leaking. My jeans were wet between my legs and on my butt. I would think the woman in line at the store must have been thinking, "He has to wear diapers and he ran out." "His diaper purchase came a little late."
Oldwetter	58	I ordered at least three sets of new diapers for Monkey Wards from 15 to 18 years of age. I have taken diapers from friends that had babies or baby bother and sisters and almost got caught. I had stuffed them down my pants and he noticed a bulge and asked what was the deal. I just told him I had thick underwear on but I don't think he bought it.
Jeremy	15	Before I had to buy them my best friend and me would steal diapers from his mom. He has a little brother who was 6 and he still wore them. So we would take some and put them on and pee and poop in them. If we couldn't get any diapers we would wear several pairs of briefs and pee and poop in them instead.
morgoth	17	i had that light stomach feeling, and i loved it

Describe the first time you peed/pooped in your first self-obtained diapers:

Name	Age	Answer
		It was childhood ll over again.
	24	Always when a ware my diapers i'am wetting them @ night before i go sleep. The next moring agian. A Wet diaper feels great. The old style Pampers was my first en best diaper ever!! NO LEAKS, always a dry bed.
Bob	62	I was in the attic wearing a diaper and playing baby. All of a sudden I had to pee so I went in the diaper. It felt so wonderful. The same thing happened another day and I wondered how it would to feel to mess in a diaper so I did.
		quite hard to do it at first but first time you do it it gets easier
bedwetter		i was going around the house in just my diaper an t shirt and i had to pee so i went back into my bedroom and laid down on my bed and let the pee go in my diaper i laid there for a while in my wet diaper and then got up keeping the wet diaper on for a short time longer i finally took off my wet diaper and got cleaned up before my mom got home and i threw the wet diaper away
DiaperDon	36	That is what I bought the diapers for, so I was excited to try it. The first time, I found it hard to purposely let go in my pants. I had to go into the restroom, and sit on the toilet (with the diaper still on). With it wet, I went back to my office, and continued working while enjoying the wet diaper. When I messed in the diaper (sitting on the toilet), I changed it immediately and hid it in the bottom of the trash can. It didn't take long to learn to use the diaper without going into the bathroom.
robertdear	65	did actly, but I know I was in my late 30's.when I was suffering from an urinary tract infection.
davydiaperboy	30	did above
barkid74	31	I don't remember the details, I'm sure I enjoyed it. I'm pretty sure that they leaked because as a novis wetter I flooded diapers to the point of leaking before I figured out to do a little at a time.
diaperedteen	22	I peed in the above diapers on the bike ride home. My father found the diapers though, about a week later, and questioned what they were for.
	43	Wet my nappy just of fun. very enjoyable
dave	13	I have never really liked peeing or pooing that much because if youre cought, it makes it worse. i do pee somtimes and then i wear it for a bit and then bag it and either keep it in my room for a wile or put it in the trash under some other bags. the first time i poped i couldnt get much out, same as the second tiem, plus it smelt really bad ad i got turned off
		I just peed, it was awsome though, warmness
		It felt really good and i likeed the warm flow of pee.
paddyp	54	I pretended that I was not allowed to take them off and that I had no choice but to wet and mess them
c	16	i was in bed one morning wearing a goodnite, and i felt i had to pee. It was the first time since i was a baby for wetting. i tried for a while, but i was nervous and it wouldnt come out. i just let it out little by little. it felt awesome and i can wet on command now.
		sitting on couch, had to pee bad!
Jake	28	I peed in the diapers as soon as I got them home. I couldn't believe what I had been missing! It was the coolest sensation! From that point on, I wore diapers, only, under my jeans for the next week.
Oldwetter	58	When I first got them my parents were gone for the weekend. I first took them out of the package and smelled them. They were a snap in pad with a lined plastic pant. Just smelling them gave me an instant erection. I waited until I went down then put them on, then I slowly peed seeing how much they would absorb. I had let my go my full bladder when they started to leak around the legs. I then had to lay down and start to rub myself.
		When I was on vacation, I drank a ton of punch with laxatives early in the morning, and wore Depends Refastenable Underwear through the entire day. At night I got into an ATN and sat in bed until I pooped myself.
Jeremy	15	It was so awesome when I peed and pooped in them. I got so hard after doing it. That happens every time that I pee/poop in my diaper.
Randy	20	My friend and I peed in our diapers the first time we tried wearing them after we sneaked a few from his mom's supply for his sister. It wasn't until maybe a couple months after than we dared tried to poop in them. It was like who would do it first. Then we decided to poop in them together. We had to do it outside so we camped out in is backyard one night and did it. It was really great but was stinky.
morgoth	17	very exhilerating

Describe the first time you masturbated in your first self-obtained diapers:

Name	Age	Answer
		Didn't have to worry about staining the bed sheets. Was good and gooey.
Bob	62	That came much later. I remember my wife was pregnant and had started buying baby cloths. When she was out one day, I put a diaper on and masturbated in it, thinking the whole time that I was back in baby diapers again. I had the greatest climax of my life.
DiaperDon	36	I used the diapers for pee and poop. When I changed the diapers, I would masterbate into the used diaper. I didn't masterbate while wearing a diaper for a long time, and don't remember the details.
robertdear	65	I don't remember exactly, but I know it was in my late 30's.
davydiaperboy	30	I was 10, and i'd been stealing them from all my firends with younger sibs. The problem was that the supply was infrequent and conditional upon being able to steal them, so i would wear a diaper multiple times. The first wearing i would only pee in it once, so i could take it off store it in my closet and wear it again another time. Well when you let a wet diaper dry out it hardens the absorbent material. One time i put on an old diaper that had a hard little lump right on my dick and when it rubbed i got a stiffy. I immediately laid down on the floor and rubbed my crotch into the ground until i ahd a dry orgasm.
diaperedteen	22	I masturbated about diapers numerous times while outside of diapers, but didn't really do it in diapers until in college.
	43	Saves having to clean up afterward and its great to mastubate in a wet nappy
dave	13	that was pretty recently i usually masturbate on the toilet, i was looking at some pics on the web and started jacking of. i felt great and it was so much fun!
JimmyB	57	I was 12 years old and didn't know about puberty.
		Details... hmmm... well, i first cut a hole in the butt of a teady bear, stuck a plastic bag in the hole(lubed) and diapered up. Tuns of powder, oil, ect. I humped the bear, diapered, just pulled dwon. It was great!
paddyp	54	It was wonderful
		after i peed in them i began to hump the couch
Jake	28	I put on a diaper from my bag as soon as I got home from the store. I already had to pee, so I filled it up. What a wonderful sensation!! As soon as I was done I admired myself and my pee soaked diaper in the mirror and started touching my genital region. This turned into rubbing which caused an erection. I kept rubbing. Pretty soon I was pushing my hard, wet penis shaft back and forth in my wet diaper. I got really turned on by the sensation of my penis head rubbing on my wet skin and wet diaper. I reached in and grabbed my dick and started pumping until I ejaculated all over the inside of my wet diaper.
Oldwetter	58	I got hard right away after peeing in them, the warmth and wettness was just heaven. I laid down and began masturbating and shot off in about two seconds. Then I washed and dryed them and started all over again. At least the second time I went a couple of minutes before orgasam.
Jeremy	15	The first time I wore the diaper that I bought myself I masturbated in them and shoot my cum in them. I first peed in them and after I just put my hand over my wet and warm diaper and rubbed my dick real fast until I squirted my cum in them. After that I masturbated every time and I usually put my hand inside my wet diaper and rub my dick and shoot my cum in my diaper.
RandyI	20	didn't masturbate in my diaper until I was 12 and started to cum. Diapers were the most convenient way to do it. My friend and I messed around with each other in diapers so both of us were used to doing it and didn't mine doing it together. We mutually masturbated each other in our diapers both wet and dry. I did to more alone than with my friend though.
morgoth	17	lso exilerating

Describe what happened when you were caught, if by anyone:

Name	Age	Answer
Paul	57	They were eventually found by my mother. Nothing much was made of it.
Bob	62	My mother got really mad and made me take the diaper off. I was told never to wear a diaepr again. I pleaded with her to let me wear diapers but it didn't help, so I had to sneak them.
		yhey asked why and i had to explain it to them and they asked if they could try one so i put one on him and he enjoyed it so now he wears diapers
bedwetter		well night time was coming and it was time i got ready for bed so i went into my room and took off my clothes and put a diaper on and got into bed after i got into bed and laid there for a while just before i went to sleep i felt the need to pee but instead of getting out of bed and using the bathroom i went in my diaper and went to sleep when i woke up the next morning i was still in my very wet diaper but this time there was a catch my mom was standing in my room and she saw me laying there in my diaper and wanted to know what was going on and why was i wearing diapers i tried to explain it the i liked wearing them and i wanted to wear them this made matters worse and she got mad and said i was to old and did not need diapers and did not want me wearing them i said again i wanted to wear them so she said since i wanted to wear diapers she had something for me she mad me lay on my bed on my stomach and then she pulled the back of my diaper down and proceeded to spank me after my spanking was over she refastened my wet diaper and made me sit in it for the next couple of hours after that i was allowed to get cleaned up and get dressed and was told i i was caught wearing diapers again i would get spanked again needless to say i got several other spankings because i liked wearing diapers
robertdear	65	Talked it out with my wife. Confessed thatb the desire to be force dressed was awfully intriguing.
davydiaperboy	30	my mom caught me once when i was 9 and made me wear some old cloth diaper and plastic pants for a day. She didn't let me have pants even when her friends who had sons my age came over. I enjoyed it of course
diaperedteen	22	Oh, so many times. Diapers were taken away and then sometimes I felt guilty about wearing and threw them out myself. I am too cheap, thankfully, to do that now.
JimmyB	57	Made to get rid of the diapers.
		My mom told me to stop wearing and took them away, but then I just went and got some more
paddyp	54	before this I was caught pooping my pants and my mother threatened to diaper me but she didnt, damn
c	16	my mom found my original hiding place and asked me why i had them. i lied and said i was practicing diapering stuffed animals for future babysitting jobs. SHE BOUGHT IT!!!
		called me a baby and seachered my room for more
Oldwetter	58	Never caught, just close calls.
		I showed my sister the diapers, and we began diaper play. There wasn't anything sexual, but I think she liked being in diapers.
Jeremy	15	My sister caught me and she though I was weird cause I wanted to wear diapers. She is cool about it now and sometimes she changes me after I pee and poop. She masturbates me sometimes too.
powdermike	42	My then wife found my diapers in my cuboard, then confronted me and found me wearing a diaper and plastic pants. She just walked away and i was very imbarresed. i got rid of all my nappies, but was back in nappies within three days
Randy	20	I was caught my both my older brother and younger sister. Both of them though I was a total wierdo but they didn't tell our parents or anyone else either. That was cool. My sister wanted to baby me when I wore my diaper which was okay by me. I let her give me a bottle and stuff like that and later let her change me when I pee or poop. She didn't mind changing me when I pee but she didn't like to do it if I poop. She still changes me but my brother refuses to do it.
morgoth	17	they asked why.

Average Age of respondents to this question:	30.1
Range of ages of respondents:	6 -  65

Age Distribution
Under 10	1
10-14	2
15-19	12
20-24	7
25-29	4
30-34	4
35-39	4
40-44	6
45-49	1
50-54	1
55-59	3
60-64	1
65-69	1
70-74	0
75-79	0
80+	0