Which factors do you feel influenced your diaper fetish?

Number of responses received: 88

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Toilet trained too early	22	25.0%
Unpleasant toilet training experiences	13	14.8%
Seeing siblings in their diapers	21	23.9%
Exposure to other children in diapers	32	36.4%
Wearing diapers for bedwetting or other accidents	27	30.7%
Diaper discipline	15	17.0%
Prolonged diaper-wearing throughout childhood	17	19.3%
Exposure to web sites and/or other media about diapers	36	40.9%
Direct influence from sibling, friend, etc.	6	6.8%
Other	30	34.1%

In which ways did your diaper fetish manifest itself?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Thinking about wearing diapers more frequently	74	84.1%
Obtained my own diapers	60	68.2%
Used makeshift methods for producing diapers	49	55.7%
Looking for diaper ads/pictures in magazines, commercials on	55	62.5%
Faked my need for diapers (e.g. wetting bed on purpose)	15	17.0%
Began masturbating in diapers and thinking about diapers	49	55.7%
Made drawings or other diaper-related artwork	7	8.0%
Wanted to let parents know	19	21.6%
Look for information about diapers on the Internet or elsewh	52	59.1%
Other	13	14.8%

At what age did you realize that you had a full-blown diaper fetish?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
7 or under	12	13.6%
8	2	2.3%
9	2	2.3%
10	7	8.0%
11	5	5.7%
12	15	17.0%
13	18	20.5%
14-15	13	14.8%
16-17	9	10.2%
18 or over	5	5.7%
Total:	88

Which negative feelings came over you as you realized you had a diaper fetish?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
I thought I might be gay	19	21.6%
I thought I might be a pedophile	14	15.9%
I thought I might have a mental disorder	36	40.9%
I thought about commiting suicide	10	11.4%
I was afraid I might lose my friends	39	44.3%
I was afraid of what my family would think of me	62	70.5%
I was afraid of being found out in school	37	42.0%

Which people do you confide in to know about your diaper fetish?

Response	Count	Percent	Graph
Mother	13	14.8%
Father	7	8.0%
Brothers	5	5.7%
Sisters	7	8.0%
Male friends	15	17.0%
Female friends	10	11.4%
Wife/girlfriend	15	17.0%
Male significant other	2	2.3%
People I know online	38	43.2%
Other	14	15.9%

Please elaborate on the factors you indicated as influencing your diaper fetish:

Name	Age	Answer
diaperboy711	13	dont know
billyd	69	I was trained very early and found out later that my mother would have really liked to have kept me as a baby longer. She did dress me awfully young and I always had to fuss to get fly front pants
kirt	36	was jealous of the "attention" my younger brother got
		I babysat for my cousins, and my youngest male cousin was still in night diapers at 7, and with me at 14, I thought they would fit me too/
Steve	23	i'm not sure fetish would be the term i use...it's not a sexual thing
		I'm not sure, it all of the sudden just hit me.
		i was raised early on by my grandparents, my grandpaw would baby alot as a toddler but when he died i was 6 and my grandmaw blamed me and I was so starved for affection that I would day dream being a baby in my granddads arms again
		I basically feel as if I was toilet trained too early. I never got the "full experience". In fact, I only have one memory of me being in diapers...
ryan	14	being forced to wear diapers at nite time
	17	i dont see it as a fetish well yes i do but it was never suposed to be come one im trying to learn how to stop it from being a fetish it was only suposed to help with my stress
Tad	34	Being a bedwetter, i guess i just came to accept and like the diapers
Mit	53	Seeing another 10 year old wearing diapers
Pat	14	I just saw them in the hall at Shopko and then faked wetting
gejoe	57	I did not have anything influencing my fetish other than maybe early toilet training. I just knew I wanted to wet my bed and pants and diapers looked convenet.
		Mostly needing diapers for bedwetting problems influenced me.
PuterGrammer	29	My mohter put me in diapers when we went out of town or out camping. I was very young and I was extremely aroused as my mother put them on me
James	18	I was forced in to toilet training early because my mother wanted to be the first in her circle of friends with a kid on the pot, so I missed out on a good year or two of nappies
Jimmy	58	It might have been influenced by the birth of my sister a year and a half after me.
	14	My ex girlfriend puting me in a diaper
DiaperedDavid	36	Late toilet training.
Travis	27	Mom says that I didn't want to give up my Pampers
thickndry	55	It was easy to wear a diaper whle working and in car, so I wouldn't have to stop to pee.
WingZ	21	Having accidents throughout childhood was probably among the greatest contributing factors.

Describe your earliest memories of expressing fondness for diapers:

Name	Age	Answer
diaperboy711	13	playing with them
billyd	69	I was quite interested as to how long kids stayed in diapers.
kirt	36	used to "borrow" and hide my brother's diapers, until I got caught and spanked
		14, babysitting
Steve	23	my being stubborn at getting out of them because i didn't want to give them up
		see above awnser, i was regressed happily to a baby when he babied me, but when he died I lost all hope at a happy life and something snapped in me then every time I saw a diaper commercal I would I would be secretly admiring them
		I remember in pre-school, everytime I went into the bathroom I would always look at the diapers on teh shelves and wonder what it'd feel like to wear one again. I also frequently looked at other diapered kids in pre-school.
James	13	I got hard one night when my mother was diapering me
ryan	14	don't know really
Jamie	31	I found some Pampers in a closet when I was six and put one on - have loved them ever since.
	17	i was 3 some time in potty training i wanted to be in diapers forever
Tad	34	Around 13 or 14, i was in bed and started rubbing my diaper and i liked it.
Taz Baby	27	Going down the diaper isle at the supermarket
patrick	16	when i was 7 i took diaper out from cousions rooms and wore them,then pee them and poop them
Mit	53	I used to steal plastic pants from my younger siblings when I was 5 or 6 years old
		being.diapered.in.kindergarten.in.the.gdr
Pat	14	Wearing pullups for fun and wetting them and then gettin spanked and put into pull ups for a year
gejoe	57	Wanted in the worst way to wet my bed when I was 6 or 7.
		Never openly expressed a desire to wear diapres
PuterGrammer	29	Convincing some frineds who were over to tie me up to my own bed after putting on a diaper, when I was quite young.
James	18	Our two families used to get together every couple of months, and the elder brother who was my age used to wear nappies to bed until he was nine. We all used to play 'families' and me, my brother and the two other boys all wore his nappies together and wetted them until he stopped wetting the bed.
Jimmy	58	The sight of the stack of diapers in my baby brother's and sister's rooms or hanging on the clothes line caused a very powerful and pleasurable feeling.
		Seeing my friend in drynites and putting one on.
	14	13
mike	15	about age 5 using my sisters
	31	at age of 5 years i started masturbating in my old plastic pant that i was wearing when i was a real baby
DiaperedDavid	36	Proabaly while I was 5 or 6 (in the first grade). Remember hearing rumors that there were a couple who were in diapers at school. Wondered what that would be like.
Travis	27	I loved the diaper commercials on TV when I was a kid
thickndry	55	Seeing nephew in cloth diapers and rubber pants
WingZ	21	Dreams began around age 11 or so.

Provide details on the activities you engaged in to fulfill your diaper desires:

Name	Age	Answer
diaperboy711	13	dont know
billyd	69	For a while I thought it was wet pants, but I finally realized it was diapers I was interested in and began to put together make shift diapers and plastic pants to wet and masturbate in.
kirt	36	used to raid the rag bag, used to put toilet paper in my underwear, bought pampers (when they were still packaged in a box)
		I put one of his diapers on, and got caught by my aunt, she told my mom, sho spanked me. This must of meant that I would enjoy them.
Steve	23	simple...i got some depends and wore them...although i've seen a lot of diaper-related web stuff before
		umm I think I am more adult baby than DL although I love diapers and using them as no other method works to regress me faster, I have sucked my thumb my entire life
		At first I just investigated the whole "diaper" thing online and read stories online as well. But soon after I was masturbating to pictures, stories or whatever image I could visualise in my head.
ryan	14	wetting myself and masterbation in diapers
	17	i rub my whole body up and down in my bed in a diaper only and shirt and then well you know what happens i also hold my stuffed dog in my right ar
Tad	34	I would sometimes wear them to school, or durring the day when out, just for fun
Taz Baby	27	Made diapers out of plastic bags, used other diapers from sisters dolls
patrick	16	bought diapers
Mit	53	constucted my own diapers and plastic pants
Pat	14	Online surfing
gejoe	57	I used my old tee shirts and my mothers plastic shower cap for diapers. When old enough to drive ordered diapers and plastic pants from Wards.
		Used to steal extra diapers from other choldren
PuterGrammer	29	whenever I found a diaper around, which wasn't often, I would masturbate with it
James	18	See earlier. I remember very clearly putting on a nappy and going to stand over the toilet in case it leaked. Then i pissed it. I had been 'saving up' all day so it was really great. I wanted to poop it too, but I didn't have the courage.
Jimmy	58	Took diapers from the baby's room into the bathroom and put them on after I took my bath.
		poop and peed in them.
	14	trying to wear them when ever i can
mike	15	masturbation(still)
Jake	28	In my early teens I would make diapers out of paper towels and siran wrap. I really loved the sensation of wetting my pants. I also would wet my pants while wearing no protection, but I didn't like the cold sensation on my legs. I liked the look of the front of my jeans being "stuffed."
DiaperedDavid	36	Made make shift diapers until I could drive and go get my own diapers
Travis	27	used multiple pairs of underwear and plastic bags, obtained real diapers
thickndry	55	Forced self to use diapers instead of toilet, made a mess, and loved it.
Mikeab		Night time diaper wearer and diaper wearing in public occasionally
WingZ	21	I pilfered diapers from my cousin, who was about 2 at the time. That and attempting to make my own were how I got by before becoming emboldened enough to purchase real ones.

Describe how you dealt with the negative feelings (if any) that came over you upon realizing you had a diaper fetish:

Name	Age	Answer
kirt	36	guilt - would throw away all my stuff
		Like everyone else, I thought I was the only one, and was very lonely for many years.
		I felt like an absolute freak actuly and was mortified when I realised after puberty that I was sentaced to life as an AB/DL, I grew into a babyfur and eventuly my mind opened in such a way that gives me thanks for what I am even if it keeps me lonely
		The only negative feelings I had was that of having to hold them in, instead of telling my parents. I still haven't told them. But I've come to deal with it.
James	13	Relalized that I was gay
ryan	14	none really
	17	i dont deal with it it takes a major impact on me
Tad	34	I would try to tell my self that it wasnt that weard
Taz Baby	27	Just dealt with it
patrick	16	i went out and got diapers for me self
Mit	53	I really hated it when I got caught by my parents. They threw my diaper stuff out; I rescued it from the trash
		My self-esteem suffered. I felt that this was somehow perverted.
		began.psychotherapy
Pat	14	Just forbet about it
gejoe	57	Just mainly guilt on using them and how weird I was for wanting to. Have never told anyone about my fetish, but I'm sure my wife knows.
Babywill	20	As I realize that more and more people have this diaper fetish, I feel more and more normal.
		Just ignored the negative feelings
PuterGrammer	29	I didn't deal. I felt like a freak and was humiliated in front of myself.
James	18	Keep it seperate from my 'real' life and remind myself that it's just a bit of fun that many other people like too.
Jimmy	58	I thought I would lose the desire when I got older until I got married and found the desire got stronger than ever.
	14	i was shy about i wanted to tell my current girlfriend but i cant, if only she liked diapers also
Jake	28	I often thought I was somehow screwed up, but this was quickly overcome by my enjoyment of peeing and pooping in my pants.
Travis	27	guilt
WingZ	21	This realization produced a tremendous amount of guilt, not only in the sense that the behavior was deviant but that it contradicted my desire to be independent/mature in other facets of my life.

Average Age of respondents to this question:	27.0
Range of ages of respondents:	11 -  69

Age Distribution
Under 10	0
10-14	12
15-19	15
20-24	4
25-29	8
30-34	6
35-39	4
40-44	3
45-49	1
50-54	2
55-59	4
60-64	0
65-69	1
70-74	0
75-79	0
80+	0

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