FOREVER IN DIAPERS: PART 51
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	It took Tony a little while to overcome the fact that he didn't 
get chosen to appear in Thickies diaper commercials and magazine ads. 
It didn't help matters that I was a constant reminder to him that I was 
chosen to go. I felt bad for Tony, and most of all, I didn't want this 
to affect our friendship. For the most part I kept quiet about it so 
that I didn't appear to be rubbing it in. As we had planned, we had our 
sleepover at his house on the night after we got back from summer camp, 
mostly so I could help cheer Tony up. Not a lot happened that night. 
Tony and I did the usual things like having pizza, watching a movie and 
playing with Tony's games and toys. When we went to bed we jacked each 
other off through our diapers and then went to sleep. The next day we 
looked at the pictures that had been taken of me by my sisters while I 
was sleeping in my crib. They had been developed while I was away at 
camp. I had to admit they were really cute.
	After we had our Monday night sleepover, we got together again 
the following Saturday night at his house. Tony and I shared the same 
bed at sleepovers at his house now. It happened one night last winter 
when I felt too cold sleeping on the floor, so I moved into Tony's bed. 
As we lay next to each other our diapers rubbed up against each other 
and we were in such close proximity to each other to feel each others' 
arms and legs and overall body warmth. This closeness led to Tony and I 
masturbating each other, and ever since then, this was how we made our 
sleeping arrangements. I also discovered how nice it was not to wake up 
with a stiff back from sleeping on the floor. It made we wish I had 
shared the bed with Tony all this time. He began doing the same thing 
at sleepovers at my house as well, including, of course, mutual diaper 
masturbation.
	Tony and I felt especially aroused tonight, probably because of 
the warm summer night that it was. After Kara diapered us up for the 
night we got into his bed. We took things a step further than just 
jacking off each other like we did every time we had a sleepover. For 
starters, we were both very impressively diapered. Tony now had such an 
abundant supply of Thickies diapers from the first shipment of the 
year's supply that he was eventually due to receive as a consolation 
for not being selected for the Thickies advertising. Because of the 
extra diapers available to him, he decided to have Kara triple up his 
Thickies diapers at night, at least while his free supply allowed him 
to do so. To increase absorbency and to make the extra diapers 
functional, Kara poked some holes into the lining of Tony's first two 
diapers and then she put a third diaper on top of these. He almost 
looked like he was as thickly diapered as I was when I had on one cloth 
Thickies. Tonight I was wearing three sets of Thickies cloth diapers, 
and Kara was wanting to diaper me up with as many diapers as Tony was 
wearing. Three Thickies was nothing to sneeze at. If anything, it was 
something to shit in, that's for sure, and I had done just that, having 
filled my diapers with fresh shit while Kara was still busy pinning the 
third diaper on me.
	Having seen many times the number of pins that Lisa and Cindy 
used in my diapers, Kara got on a mega-pinning kick with my diapers as 
well.
	Kara acknowledged that I had pooped in the diapers I already had 
on while she was busy sticking more pins into my outer diaper and 
reinforcing its tight hold around me. I rolled onto my back and spread 
my legs as I pooped some more, only momentarily interrupting Kara as 
she was sticking pins into my third diaper.
	"Are you done?" she asked me.
	"I think so," I said. Then came another fart as it bubbled 
through the shit in my diapers, barely audible through the tremendous 
stack of cloth layers.
	"Oops, I guess I had one more," I said.
	When I finally finished loading my diapers Kara said, "if you 
think I'm taking all these pins out to change you right now, guess 
again." Of course she said it in a fun way, smiling as she looked at me 
before finishing off the pile of safety pins before her.
	"They're staying on your butt for awhile," Kara added.
	Tony and I got into his bed shortly after Kara diapered us for 
the night, perhaps for the next day as well. I watched Tony stick his 
triple-padded butt into my face as he crawled into his bed and settled 
down. Likewise, I got into his bed in such a way that he would get a 
good look at my super thick diapers on my butt. I was hard as ever as I 
felt the diapers between my legs rubbing up against my genitals.
	We were both so hot that night that we decided to do away with 
the covers, so we lay on his bed with our bodies and our diapers 
exposed to the cool night air coming in through the window. The moon 
was three-fourths full that night, so the lunar light was enough for 
Tony and me to see the white diapers that we each had on.
	"God, these diapers feel so good!" Tony said as he rubbed 
himself. I could hear the extra rustling from his wearing three 
Thickies disposables at once.
	"Mine, too," I said as I raised my legs in the air and rolled 
back as I rubbed my hard-on, sticking my hands down inside my plastic 
pants and rubbing the diapers themselves.
	"Here, let me help you," Tony said as he got up and sat on my 
crotch while I was still rolled back with my legs spread apart. He 
rubbed crotch up against mine, giving me a good view of his butt 
diapered in triple Thickies disposables. Within less than a minute he 
had me cumming in my diapers. He, too, was able to bring himself to 
orgasm in this unusual and awkward position.
	Tony then got off of me and he resumed his position lying next to 
me. We talked about various topics, including my going to California 
and what I was expecting.
	"I wish I was going," Tony said with a sigh.
	"I wish you were going with me," I said. "Maybe someone will 
cancel or chicken out or something and then you'll get to go."
	"I hope so," he said. "But I doubt anyone who made it all the way 
would cancel and miss an opportunity like this. Would you?"
	"Not at this point, hell no," I said. "Only something like a 
death in the family would keep me from wanting to go."
	"I don't want to wish that on anyone, but I suppose that's the 
only reason someone else would not go," Tony agreed.
	An hour had passed. Neither Tony nor I could sleep. It was after 
midnight. It was a quiet Monday night, or very early Tuesday morning, 
to be correct. The cool summer breeze made the drapes in the window 
dance ever so gracefully as it kept Tony and I comfortable. Knowing 
that neither of us could sleep, I began to get horny again and I felt 
my dick get hard. My penis tried to push itself away from the poopy 
mess that covered the inside of my diapers all the way up to my balls. 
Tony was playing with himself as well. We lay there silently as we 
enjoyed the gentle night breeze and gently massaged our own genitals. 
Then Tony spoke.
	"You wanna do something different?" Tony asked me.
	I wasn't sure what Tony was getting at when he said this. Being 
that we just made each other come in our diapers over an hour ago and 
were itching to do it again already, I had to wonder what Tony was 
thinking.
	"Do we have to take our diapers off?" I asked Tony, making a 
subtle inquiry into his intentions.
	"Well, you could if you wanted to," Tony said. "But that would 
kind of miss the point," he said. "Besides, Kara almost put Lisa and 
Cindy to shame with the way she diapered you tonight. Why? What did you 
think I meant?"
	"I was thinking that, well, you know--"
	"Chris, you weren't thinking *that*, were you?" Tony said as he 
slapped my diapered behind.
	"Well, I was," I said with an embarrassed grin that Tony could 
see on my face in the dim light. "Not that I was necessarily wanting to 
actually do it," I explained, realizing that I was painting myself into 
a corner and making Tony think I wanted to engage in sodomy with him, 
diaperless and all.
	"Chris, the mess my butt is now, and the mess your butt is, I 
think it's best that we leave our diapers on like we always do," Tony 
said. He said it in a light-hearted way, knowing that I felt uneasy 
about giving him the false impression that I wanted to have sex with 
him.
	"So what *is* your idea then?" I asked, having now eliminated one 
possibility.
	"Let's ride our bikes around the neighborhood in our diapers!" he 
said.
	"Uhh, now?" I asked him.
	"Sure! When else can you get away with riding your bike around in 
your diapers?"
	"That's true," I said. "But, do you really want to?" I asked 
Tony.
	"Don't you ever think about that?" Tony asked me.
	"Yeah, I do, but it's after curfew, and think of how embarrassing 
it would be to get caught by some cop seeing us out late at night on 
our bikes wearing diapers!"
	"Look at it this way, Chris, since I was denied my fifteen 
minutes of fame by not being in the Thickies commercials, I can get it 
back by making it into the next edition of 'News of the Weird.'"
	"We'd both be listed," I said as we laughed about such a 
possibility. Having read some of these books, stranger things have been 
reported than two boys who were caught out riding their bikes after 
curfew in their diapers, and very thick diapers at that.
	The more I thought about it, the more I wanted to do it. There 
was still one very obvious oversight.
	"But my bike's at my house," I said. "Besides, I may be too big 
for it now, since I've had the bike since I was eight, during the last 
summer I wore something besides diapers."
	"So you haven't ridden a bike since then?" Tony asked me.
	"Come to think of it, I really haven't all that much," I said. "I 
gotta admit, while I love being in nothing but diapers and having no 
choice but to wear only diapers, I do miss riding my bike."
	"Well, I guess for you, there is a price to pay for getting to 
wear diapers," Tony said. "At least I can put some pants on if I want 
to go out."
	"And you wear disposables, too," I added, noting that my cloth 
diapers do not allow my pants to fit over them.
	"Yeah, but I usually wear just one disposable," Tony said, 
patting his butt to demonstrate his triple diapering. "But that may 
change; I really like these being on me so thick."
	Tony rolled himself back and began rubbing himself.
	"Better get some bigger pants if you do that, I said to him.
	"Pants? Where we're going, we don't need pants," Tony said as if 
reciting the last line of "Back to the Future."
	"You mean for the bike ride, I assume," I said.
	"Yep!" Tony said.
	"But I still need to get my bike if we do this," I said to him.
	"Do you know where your bike is?" Tony asked me.
	"Yeah. It's in the garage," I said. "I think I can sneak it out 
of there.
	Now I was getting excited, making an adventure out of going 
around in diapers, and a daring adventure at that. Tony put his shirt 
on. We then slipped our shoes and socks on. Tony and I sneaked out of 
his house by climbing out his window. After we got out we were standing 
outside Tony's bedroom window in the back yard in just diapers. Tony's 
bike was leaning up against the house. I followed him to the street as 
he wheeled it out. It sure wasn't easy to walk in three Thickies 
diapers. I hoped that I could handle pedaling my bike since I hadn't 
ridden it since last summer when my sisters let me have my shorts a 
couple times while diapering me in more modest disposables.
	Tony then scooted forward and told me to sit on the seat and hold 
onto the seat behind me while he remained standing as he pedaled. It 
was awkward and uncomfortable sitting on his bike, which was getting to 
be too small for one of us, let alone two-- but I sure did enjoy having 
Tony's triple-diapered bottom sticking in my face the whole time, 
giving me another hard-on. The street lights and the moon made our 
diapers stand out in the darkness.
	"How are you doing?" Tony asked me.
	"Fine," I said. "The view's nice!"
	"What, you mean my diapered butt?"
	"Oh yeah," I said. A couple blocks later he said, "Let's switch 
off and you can pedal."
	"Okay," I said. "You wanna stare at *my* diapered butt for 
awhile?"
	"Sure," Tony said. "That, and I'm pooped."
	"I'm always pooped, if you know what I mean," I said to Tony. 
"You smell like you are, too."
	Tony stopped at a dark point just beyond a street light and then 
we switched. Tony sat on the seat while I poised myself to pedal. My 
super-thick diapers made riding a bike more difficult, as I was finding 
out.
	"I hope I can handle this," I said.
	"It's just like-- well, riding a bike," Tony said. "You never 
forget."
	"True, but last time I rode a bike I wasn't wearing three 
Thickies diapers, either," I said.
	I stood up and balanced myself on the pedals as I began to move 
the bike. While we were going a car was coming from behind us.
	"Shit! That had better not be a cop!" I said.
	As the car went past, three teenage girls went past us. They 
whistled at us and one of them yelled, "nice butts, boys!"
	"Need a diaper change?!" yelled another one of the girls.
	"Well, at least we know it wasn't a cop," Tony said.
	"No, but they did notice we were in diapers," I said.
	"The way we're diapered right now, Chris-- especially you-- I 
don't think *anybody* could miss seeing that!"
	We thought that we were pretty much home free in getting to my 
house after the girls went past us. We were almost to my house. Then 
suddenly the damn neighbor's dog came running after us and barking. He 
followed us for a ways.
	"Pedal faster!" Tony said.
	"This is as good as I can do," I panted. "Remember that I am 
wearing more in diapers than the rest of my family probably has in 
underwear."
	"You may be right about that, Chris," Tony said as he put his 
hand on my butt. "I know that before I started wearing diapers I didn't 
have enough underwear to make the diapers that you have on."
	Before we got to my house I saw a car stopped on the other side 
of the street with its engine turned off. I could tell that the vehicle 
was occupied. The windows were steamed up and the car was shaking. I 
knew what was going on inside, but was still afraid that the occupants 
would see Tony and me. We were both in equally compromising positions 
as the fornicating kids in that car, in the event that either they saw 
us in our diapers, or they knew that we saw them doing whatever they 
were doing in the back seat.
	"Shit, what do we do?" I asked Tony.
	"They're busy, they're not paying attention to anyone but 
themselves," Tony said.
	We watched for a few minutes and listened to the lustful couple 
moan and groan.
	"This is good," Tony said. Suddenly the action stopped.
	"He must have came," I said.
	Two heads then suddenly popped up from the back seat of the car.
	"Shit, they're gonna see us!" I said.
	"Duck!" Tony said as we hid behind a nearby parked car.
	We remained crouched down out of view. As I squatted I could feel 
my tight diapers stretching and trying to pull themselves farther up 
into my butt. I could feel the poop trying to find a place to go, some 
of it likely getting shoved back up into my butt. The sensation of my 
thick, shit-filled diapers made my dick hard. I then broke the silence 
by breaking wind.
	"Shh!" Tony said.
	"I can't help it if I fart a lot," I said.
	We waited some more, unsure of when to go for it and dart across 
to my house. Tony took a quick peek to see what was going on. After he 
ducked back down we heard one of the car doors open and then close. 
Tony looked again to see who got out of the car and where they were 
going.
	"What do you see?" I asked Tony.
	"Some girl, sort of fat-looking, long hair," he said. His 
description sounded a lot like the girl could have been Lisa, but I 
didn't think about this at the time. "She's now standing outside the 
driver's door and kissing her boyfriend."
	"Shit, we can't stay here forever," I said.
	"Let's walk down the street a ways and then cross over," Tony 
suggested.
	"I think I hear someone," I heard the girl whisper. She then came 
walking over to the car we were hiding behind. Without saying anything 
we moved to the front of the car while she looked around. Tony's 
diapers crinkled as did my plastic pants. My heart was racing as I 
heard her footsteps coming towards us. Either she heard us or she 
smelled us and wanted to check on the suspicious odor. Fortunately she 
then retreated just before seeing Tony and me. Tony and I then moved 
back to the side of the other parked car where we had been waiting. The 
girl went back to kissing her boyfriend.
	We decided the only way to get past the car and avoid being 
caught was to crawl past it and then walk down the street a ways. The 
driver and the girl were on the other side of the car were still 
kissing each other when Tony checked. Right as we were crawling past 
the car, its engine started up.
	"Oh shit!" I exclaimed. We knew we couldn't just get up and run, 
so we stayed in our position and hoped the guy would drive off without 
noticing us. He turned his lights on and drove away. The girl was still 
standing there in the street watching the car drive away. She was 
oblivious to our presence, thank goodness, though our white diapers 
were hard to miss with the street light nearby shining on our butts.
	I then realized that the fat girl wasn't just any fat girl-- it 
was Lisa! We sat as still as we could until she was out of earshot.
	"That's Lisa!" I said. "See her?"
	Yeah, I see her; how could you miss her?"
	"Well, she missed seeing us, I hope," I said, slapping my 
diapered bottom. "These diapers tend to stand out against the dark 
grass with a street light shining on them, you know."
	"So that was Lisa making out in the back of that car!" Tony said.
	"She said she has a boyfriend now, met him at the water park this 
summer."
	"Has she ever invited him over?"
	"No, she doesn't want him to see that her little brother wears 
diapers and says she'd be embarrassed about it. Funny how she lets 
Betty and all the other girls she knows see me in diapers, though."
	"I bet she was doing more than just making out," Tony said. "Some 
guy was getting a piece of ass from her."
	"He had a lot to choose from, that's for sure; Lisa's got a big 
ass, you know," I said.
	"So do you, Chris," Tony said. "With the help of some diapers, of 
course," he added.
	"I have a big diapered butt," I said. "Girls have asses, boys 
have butts, at least that's what Lisa says. I don't know why she says 
that or if it makes any difference, but it sounds good to me, I guess."
	"Come on, I think we can go over to your house now," Tony said.
	We decided to leave Tony's bike where it is and walk across the 
street to my house. We headed towards the back door to the garage. We 
decided to wait a couple minutes outside the garage for good measure. 
We didn't want to go into the garage until we were good and sure Lisa 
was in the house and hopefully in her bedroom out of earshot of any 
noise I might make going into the garage and getting my bike. We 
decided that it was safe to proceed.
	"Okay, let's go," Tony said.

FOREVER IN DIAPERS: PART 52
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	I never realized how quiet things in and around my house could 
get until now, when I was trying to be absolutely as quiet as possible. 
Here I was, standing outside the garage in the middle of the night 
wearing very thick diapers, trying to retrieve my bicycle without 
getting caught. I walked around to the back of the garage and I opened 
the door. Naturally it was squeaky and it had to be quickly opened to 
minimize the squeal of the hinges. Upon throwing the door open I made 
it crash into the metal garbage can sitting just inside of it.
	"Shit!" I thought to myself, knowing damn well that somebody had 
to have heard that. Quickly I shut the door and ran back to Tony. In a 
panic, we ran over to the house next door and hid behind the wooden 
fence that separated the two properties. The people living there before 
had just moved out and the house was sitting empty, so we knew that 
nobody from over there would see us. Tony and I peeked around the end 
of the fence and watched to see if anyone got up to check to see what 
the noise was. After it appeared that nobody was fazed by the noise, we 
went back over.
	I entered the garage again, this time making sure not to open the 
door all the way. I walked inside and felt my way around through the 
dark. I knew about where my bicycle was, but I had to negotiate several 
other obstacles. I then realized that I could have a light on since 
nobody from inside the house would see it anyway. I had Tony flip the 
switch just inside the door. I told him to stand by the door that led 
into the house and listen for anyone who might be coming out to the 
garage. He said he would shut the light off, which would be my cue to 
hide, and then he would run out the door and hide, in case anybody came 
to the garage. He left the back door open ajar so that he could just 
slip out and close it without making too much noise.
	Just getting my bike out of the garage was turning out to be an 
adventure itself. I had walked past the car parked inside and I made it 
over to the corner where my bike was sitting behind Lisa's and Cindy's 
bikes, as luck would have it. I wheeled their bikes forward and leaned 
them up against the wall. Just as I was about to get my bike, Tony 
suddenly turned the light out. He closed the back door most of the way 
and then he left from view. Quickly I knew that someone was coming out 
to the garage. I ducked and hid between the garage door and the back of 
the car. Then I heard the door open from inside the house. My heart was 
racing once again, especially when my dad flipped the other light 
switch that turned the garage light on from the door coming out of the 
kitchen.
	"Anybody out here?" I heard my dad shout. "Wherever you are, come 
out right now, and don't try any tricks, because I have a gun!"
	I was so nervous that I peed in my diapers while I remained 
crouched down. I hoped Dad wouldn't notice that the bicycles had been 
moved. From what I could tell, Dad just stood there and didn't walk 
around, probably so that he could quickly get back into the house in 
the event someone were to lunge out and attack him.
	Meanwhile, I had another big fart waiting to come out. I felt the 
gas building up inside my intestines, ready to blow out of my butt and 
make bubbles with the poop in my diapers. Dad had stepped away from the 
door and walked across the back of the garage over to the back door. I 
could hear him open it to check to see if anyone was out there. I 
prayed that he wouldn't catch Tony out there.
	All I could do was hold still. My feet were tingling as the 
circulation had been cut off, but I couldn't get up and relieve the 
pressure. I also couldn't hold the fart in any more, so I let it out 
slowly and silently. The air stunk all around me as I felt gas bubbles 
going into the shit of my diapers. Some of the gas found its way up my 
butt crack, exiting out of the only place the gas had to go inside my 
diapers. Finally, I heard Dad going back into the house.
	"They must have run away, whoever it was," I heard my Dad saying 
to Lisa and Cindy and possibly my Mom. I knew both of my sisters were 
standing there with my dad because I then heard him say, "you girls can 
go back to bed now."
	Dad then shut off the light and closed the door as he went back 
into the house. He was gone at last. I breathed a sigh of relief. I 
also let the rest of my fart come out, this time popping loudly as the 
bubble of gas burst through the layer of poop in my diapers.
	Tony was still unaccounted for, but I figured he had to be close 
by waiting outside. Being that I was in the predicament that I was in 
and what had already happened, I decided to screw it as far as getting 
my bike was concerned. It was too risky at this point and I didn't want 
anyone to think that someone had broken into the garage and stolen my 
bike. I didn't want to leave the other bikes out and arouse suspicion 
of an attempted burglary, being that the bikes had been moved. I 
wheeled the two other bikes back to where they were, doing all of this 
in the dark. I then wormed my way out from the tight space between the 
wall and the car and headed towards the door that led outside.
	As I approached the back door I thought I was home free and 
clear, when suddenly the door from the house opened again and the light 
went back on. I made a run for it and went out the door and shut it, 
but I knew whoever it was that was coming out, they had to have seen my 
diapered butt as I scooted out the door.
	I stood outside the door, stuck between wondering where to run to 
or if I should run, and finding where the hell Tony was. I had too 
little time to think as I was transfixed by my fear, much like a deer 
with approaching truck headlights two feet from its face.
	Lisa then opened the door and saw me standing there in my 
immobilized stance. She knew it was me as she could see my bulging 
white diapers contrasting amid the darkness.
	"Chris!" she said as she confronted me. "What the hell are you 
doing here?"
	"Lisa!" I said while gasping. "You scared the shit out of me!"
	"At least you have diapers on to catch it!" she said. "What are 
you doing in the garage at 1:30 in the morning, and in just your 
diapers, I might add?"
	"Since when aren't I in just my diapers?" I asked her.
	"Was that you who made all that noise earlier?"
	"Yes," I confessed. We walked out to the gazebo in the corner of 
the back yard and sat down in it to talk.
	"You think I scared the shit out of you, you gave the rest of us 
a good scare!" Lisa said. I looked at her sitting there in just a long 
T-shirt. If I knew Lisa, she probably wasn't even wearing any panties.
	"I'm sorry," I said to her. "Does Dad know that it was me?"
	"He thought we had a burglar! You know there've been some break-
ins reported around the neighborhood! Wait until Dad finds out who it 
really was!"
	"Lisa, no, please, don't tell him!" I begged her.
	"Why shouldn't I?" Lisa asked. "They might even think it's funny, 
you coming over here in the middle of the night, in your diapers, of 
course. What were you doing, anyway?"
	I was trying to get my bike, okay?"
	"Now?" Lisa asked. "It's 1:30 in the morning, Chris!"
	"I know," I said. "Me and Tony just thought we'd be a little 
adventurous and take a bike ride at night in our diapers."
	"Is Tony with you?" Lisa asked me.
	"He's around somewhere," I said. He was waiting outside for me.
	"And both of you came over from his house in just your diapers, I 
assume."
	"What else do we have to wear?" I said. "That, and well, that was 
just part of the adventure, going out at night in our diapers."
	"You realize you're under curfew, don't you?"
	"Yes, like I said, we were being adventurous."
	"Well, I hope you got your craving for adventure out of your 
system after this!"
	"It was Tony's idea, actually," I said.
	"Well, I think Mom and Dad should be told. They may not even let 
you be in that diaper commercial now!"
	Lisa then got up. As her shirt had ridden up, I briefly caught a 
glimpse of her big bare behind before she pulled her shirt back down 
out of her ass crack, confirming my assumption that she was pantiless. 
The light in the alley behind us allowed me to see this. I figured if I 
told Lisa that I knew this she would back down and not tattle on me.
	"I'm telling Mom you're not wearing any underwear!" I said to 
Lisa.
	"So, what does she care?" Lisa said. "Besides, how would you know 
that?"
	"Your shirt rode up and I saw your naked butt before you pulled 
your shirt back down," I said plainly.
	"Fine, tell Mom what you saw, but then Mom will get mad at you 
for being such a little pervert," Lisa said. "She'll think you were 
spying on me while I was getting dressed. I know you wouldn't tell her 
you saw me out here, after I caught you rummaging through the garage."
	"Well, it's not like you don't see me in my underwear, or my 
naked butt for that matter," I said to Lisa. "I never even close my 
bedroom door anymore except when I am sleeping."
	"You being in your underwear is different, Chris. It's *diapers* 
for one thing, and you can't hide them no matter what since it's all we 
let you wear around the house anyway, and you seem to really like this 
arrangement, so your statement of me seeing you in your 'underwear'-- 
diapers of course-- has no validity. As for us seeing your naked butt, 
that has no validity, either. We have to see it to wipe it, you know, 
and then re-diaper it."
	"But you chose not to wear any underwear at all," I said. "I just 
happened to notice. So what difference does it make anyway, that I see 
that you're wearing no underwear, and that you see that I'm wearing, 
well, lots of underwear?"
	"You need to stay in your 'underwear', Chris, how ironic that 
you're incontinent now because of wearing it for so long! I at least 
have the option of removing mine. I think if anyone should keep his 
'underwear' on, it's you, Chris," Lisa said. She was purposely 
confusing the issue and avoiding the point that I was trying to get at, 
that I had something to use against her because she wanted to tattle on 
me. I figured I'd better play my trump card and tell her what else I 
knew she was doing that she would not want me to know.
	"If you tell Mom I was out in the garage then I'll tell her that 
I saw you making out with what's-his-name while parked out on the 
street," I said, having forgotten her boyfriend's name. This stopped 
Lisa dead in her tracks.
	"You didn't see me out there!" she said, sounding shocked and 
dismayed.
	"Sounds like your boyfriend was getting a little 'back seat' in 
the back seat, if you know what I mean!" I quipped.
	"That wasn't me!" Lisa said, blatantly denying my accusations.
	"It was, too!" I said. "I saw you get out of the car before your 
boyfriend took off."
	"His name's Chuck," Lisa said after hesitating, partially 
confessing that she was, in fact, having sex with him in his car in 
front of the house.
	"I hope Chuck's car has good shock absorbers on it, the way that 
car was rocking. I doubt you'd want Mom and Dad to know about that."
	Lisa knew I had her pegged now.
	"All right," Lisa said. "I'll admit, you got me there, Chris. I 
was out in the car with Chuck, but if you keep quiet, I'll keep quiet, 
deal?"
	"Deal," I said, feeling very satisfied. The tension was off and 
the issue was settled. At this moment I let out another fart which 
exploded in a succession of individual pops.
	"I told you to keep quiet, Chris," Lisa said, trying to lighten 
the subject a little.
	"Sorry, Lisa, you know I fart a lot," I said.
	"Yes, I know you fart a lot, Chris; good thing we keep all those 
thick diapers on your butt to filter most of the smells," Lisa said. 
"Most of them, that is," she added, fanning her face. I found it odd 
that Lisa would find the smell of my farts to be offensive when she's 
had to smell my shit-filled diapers and wipe up my shit-covered butt 
nearly every day for more than the last three and a half years.
	"So what are you going to tell Mom?" I asked Lisa. "I put the 
bikes back so that Mom and Dad wouldn't think that they were moved by 
some burglar.
	"Well, because of our 'deal', I'll just have to let them assume 
that it was an attempted break-in and that we should probably be 
prepared for it anyway, especially because of the other break-ins 
around here lately. Dad will probably get one of those lights that 
comes on automatically when you get close to it. Remember that next 
time you come over in the middle of the night, okay?"
	"So why did you come back out after Dad went back in the house?" 
I asked Lisa, knowing that she was probably scared from thinking that a 
burglar was trying to get in.
	"Because Cotton got out and I was going to look for him," she 
answered.
	"Weren't you scared?" I asked Lisa.
	"Yeah, but I wasn't even going to go out in the garage in case 
someone was in there, but then I saw your diapered butt going out the 
door and I knew it had to be you."
	"Well, Cotton's right there," I said, pointing at the ground. 
Cotton's white coat, much like my diapers and hence his name, showed up 
in the sea of the night blackness as he walked towards us and came into 
the gazebo. He meowed and hopped up on my lap. I petted him for a few 
minutes and he purred while sticking his little wet nose into my ear. 
Tony then came around from the other side of the fence that divided our 
yard from the house next door. Apparently he had heard Lisa and me 
talking as he approached the gazebo.
	"We'd better get back," Tony said. "It's getting late."
	"It already is late," I said.
	"Let's skip the bike thing," Tony said. I told him that I decided 
that before Lisa even came out.
	"Don't get caught," Lisa told us as we headed back to his house.
	"We'll try our best not to," I said.
	I told Tony what all had happened while he was over in the next 
yard waiting for me. He liked hearing about the "deal" I made with Lisa 
that I would not tattle on her for having sex with her boyfriend if she 
didn't snitch on me for coming into the garage to get my bike and to 
get everyone woken up.
	Tony didn't even ride his bike and instead just walked it as we 
went back to his house. Even though it was July, it still got cool at 
night, and with only diapers on, leaving our legs bare, we wanted to 
get back. It wasn't easy having to walk such a long distance in super-
thick diapers which were further weighed down with piss covered with 
poop from front to back.
	For the most part Tony and I were enjoying a quiet stroll through 
the neighborhood, only causing a dog or two to bark as we walked past. 
A couple cars also passed by us, and unless the occupants were not 
paying attention, no doubt they saw our diapered butts gleaming in the 
headlights.
	We were just a few blocks from Tony's house when a police car 
drove past us. We were walking on the sidewalk on the other side of a 
parked car when he drove by, so we didn't think the cop saw that we 
were in just our diapers. We hoped he didn't see us at all, being that 
we were out after curfew. We stood still as we wanted to make sure the 
policeman kept going. Instead, he stopped.
	"Shit!" I exclaimed. "I think he saw us!"
	Tony then bolted, still with his bike, and ran through a yard.
	"Chris! Get your butt moving and hide before he sees you!" Tony 
said, motioning for me to join him. "He's out of his car now!"
	"Ohhh, shit!" I said as I panicked and darted towards Tony, 
making big strides as my thick diapers forced me to do. Tony kept 
running and I tried to keep up. This was one time when I wish I hadn't 
been diapered so thickly. It did make me glad to have a lot of pins 
holding my diapers on as they would have fallen off with as fast as I 
was trying to run.
	We made it into the back yard. The policeman was waving his 
flashlight around as he was looking for us. I was so scared and I felt 
like a fugitive. I really wouldn't have minded being caught if I were 
dressed more decently, but a twelve-year-old boy in diapers was 
something that I didn't think the policeman was ready to deal with.
	Tony and I crouched around the corner of the house as we watched 
the policeman making a sweeping search for us. As he approached us, 
Tony whispered, "Run! Follow me!"
	Leaving the bike behind, we ran over to the house next door and 
triggered the automatic porch light, which exposed Tony and me in our 
diapers to anyone who may have been watching. We had to get out of the 
lighted area, so Tony led me out of the back yard and into the alley 
behind the houses.
	Tony and I paused to catch our breath. We didn't have long to 
relax as we saw a car enter the alley from the street. It looked to be 
a police car, and as scared as we were, we thought any car was a police 
car.
	"We're dead!" I whimpered helplessly.
	"No we're not," Tony said. "Hide behind these garbage cans until 
he goes past!"
	Without wasting any time we crouched down behind the row of three 
garbage cans, which we knew would offer only little cover. I felt 
paralyzed with fear as I crouched down and felt the poop find its way 
around in my diapers. The car came to a stop just before us. I pissed 
my diapers more as I knew this was the end. Tony and I didn't say a 
word.
	We could see that the car was that of a policeman, perhaps the 
same one who went after us a few minutes ago. My throat was dry but my 
diapers couldn't have been any wetter. I could tell that Tony's diapers 
were very full as well as I looked over at him and saw that his butt 
was puffed out a ways as was his crotch. At this moment, we didn't care 
how badly we needed diaper changes.
	The car then continued moving forward very slowly. I virtually 
saw my life flash before my eyes as the car went past us and continued 
down the alley. Either the policeman was looking the other direction or 
he just simply didn't see us as he drove past the garbage cans. What a 
relief we felt once he was past.
	"Whew!" I said, sensing that my chest was about to burst.
	"That was close! Tony said. "It made me fill my diapers!"
	"I already did that a long time ago," I said in two- or three-
word segments between gasps. We looked both ways down the alley and 
decided the coast was clear.
	"I still need to get my bike," Tony said. He told me to stand 
guard while he went back through the two back yards to get his bike. He 
triggered the automatic light as he ran past it. It stayed on as he 
came back out of the yard and met up with me again, this time riding 
the bike.
	"Get on!" Tony said.
	"What, we're riding back?" I asked him.
	"We're almost there," he said. "I just want to get the hell 
home!"
	"What if the cops are still around?" I asked.
	"We'll stay in the alley," he said. If we see a car, we'll just 
cut into someone's yard until they pass."
	"I've had enough of this," I said as I climbed on. I held onto 
Tony while he pedaled. With his well-used-diaper-butt sticking in my 
face I could see and smell that he was overdue for a diaper change. I 
enjoyed listening to it crinkling as well as the sound of his poop 
squishing around. It was making me hard as I held onto Tony at his 
waist and felt his diapers in my hands.
	Just before we reached the next cross-street, another police car 
went past. We were very relieved the driver didn't turn. It had its 
flashing lights on and was heading someplace else anyway.
	We reached the street that led to Tony's house and then, risking 
getting caught, we rode three blocks to his house. I was so glad to see 
his house! Tony returned his bike to where he had left it before and we 
sneaked back into his bedroom, safe at last!
	I looked at Tony's clock and it said 2:20 AM.
	"Let's get some sleep," I said.
	"Sure," Tony said. "But I'm going to change my diapers first." 
Seeing that his three Thickies diapers were all sagging, I knew that 
there had to be a lot of pee and poop on it. Looking at Tony's wet and 
dirty diapers bulging out from his butt, I wanted to change him as all 
the excitement of the night and having ridden on Tony's bike with him 
while his diapered butt was in my face made me horny.
	When I asked Tony if I could have the honors, he agreed that he 
would enjoy getting changed instead of doing it himself, so he lay 
himself down on his changing pad and let me handle all the work. I 
unfastened the strong tapes of his Thickies and pulled it away from his 
butt, revealing the other two diapers he still had on. I removed these 
as well and exposed the nasty mess underneath. There was poop literally 
all over the bottommost diaper! The second diaper had also caught a 
healthy dose of dookie. He had poop on his dick and his balls. I wiped 
his butt first as this is where the bulk of the mess was still 
concentrated. Then I moved forward and cleared his crotch of the thick 
pile of crap. Lastly, As I cleaned the poop off of Tony's dick and his 
nuts he asked me to "keep cleaning it" after I had already cleared his 
genitals of all fecal matter. I did this for only thirty seconds or so 
before Tony shot his cum. I stopped rubbing his dick when he 
ejaculated, but then Tony told me to keep doing it, so I did, 
extracting more of his semen.
	"Oh yes, thank you, Chris; that was good," Tony moaned in a 
relaxed state. "Now put my diaper on."
	"You want three again?" I asked.
	"Of course, silly," Tony said. "I know you'd never say no to 
three diapers!"
	"Damn straight," I said proudly.
	Tony's genitals were now red and swollen from the excitement that 
I had just given him. After I got a clean diaper out and unfolded it I 
gingerly pulled it over Tony's sensitive genitals. He winced as the 
diaper tightened over his now tired, flaccid penis. I made the 
appropriate modifications to his first diaper and then put the second 
one on, again modifying it to accommodate a third diaper. I was getting 
off on seeing how thick I was making Tony's diapers. I then cleaned off 
my hands using Tony's diaper wipes.
	Even though Tony was exhausted, I was extremely horny now, 
especially as I fastened the tapes and sealed his last diaper shut. I 
was stroking myself through my own diapers.
	"You sure need a change, too," Tony said, seeing how much pee my 
diapers had soaked up and knowing how much poop there was in them, even 
though there was still no visual indication of this, just a very strong 
odor.
	Tony then looked at how thick my diapers were and how many pins 
Kara put into them.
	"On the other hand, with as many diapers as I'd have to take off 
with all those pins, we'll be up past 3:00 AM by the time I get you re-
diapered."
	"Probably, I said. "The way Lisa and Cindy diaper me, it 
sometimes takes them over twenty minutes to do a whole diaper change, 
so they team up when they super-diaper me about like Kara did to me."
	"Are you going to be okay wearing those diapers to bed?"
	"Of course," I said. "I'm used to being in stinky, shitty diapers 
for hours on end. Kara can change me in the morning, anyway, well, that 
is, later in the morning."
	"Yeah, really, since it's-- shit, 2:40 AM now."
	I kept rubbing the front of my diapers. Tony could tell that I 
needed some relief. With this, he told me to lie down. I lay flat on 
the floor and watched Tony squat himself down onto me. He sat on my 
diapered frontal area with his freshly diapered butt facing me and then 
scooted himself back and forth, rubbing his crotch against my hard-on 
buried far down into my thick, soaked diapers. Within under a minute he 
had me coming in my diapers again. I felt a lot better and I especially 
enjoyed the extra help from Tony, mainly the visual aid of his diapered 
derriere.
	"Thanks," I said. "I needed that."
	"Me, too," he said.
	"You just came," I said. "Are you *that* horny?"
	"I meant that I needed it because I knew you wouldn't be ready to 
go to bed until you got your relief, so I just made it go a little 
faster so we could both get some sleep."
	"Thanks," I said. I then climbed into Tony's bed and waited for 
him as he shut off the light and climbed into the bed with me.
	"Do you think what we did was worth it?" Tony asked me.
	"It was risky, but it was fun," I said.
	"Too bad we ended up not getting your bike, which was what we 
were after in the first place."
	"I dunno," I said. "I actually liked having the one bike. The 
view's nicer that way."
	"I have to agree, it is," Tony said. "Good night, Chris."

FOREVER IN DIAPERS: PART 53
---------------------------

	Because Tony and I were out so late last night on our 
neighborhood jaunt we were still asleep at 10:00 the next morning, 
about the time Kara came into Tony's bedroom to check on us, especially 
as she had expected us to be awake by now.
	We weren't expecting Kara's friend Christie to be there, but she 
had come over to Tony's house that Fourth of July morning, as we later 
found out upon being awakened. Christie had long blonde hair with some 
curls in it. Christie has known about Tony and me wearing diapers for 
the last couple of years, ever since she and Kara became best friends 
in the first grade. Christie hadn't been as significant to me as far as 
me wearing diapers was concerned, especially as I didn't see her that 
often. I really hadn't given much thought to my experiences with being 
in diapers around her, but after spending an afternoon with Christie 
and Kara, it brought to mind several things that I remembered about her 
and her reaction to Tony and me wearing diapers.
	It was nothing new to Christie to see Tony and I decked out in 
thick diapers as this was about all she ever saw us wearing. I felt 
just as comfortable for her to see me in diapers as I did my sisters 
and their friends, and I even got hard over thinking about how she 
could see my big diapered butt fully showing all the time. I only saw 
Christie every now and then when she happened to be at Tony's house at 
the same time I was there, usually after school and a couple of times 
over the summer, such as now. Tony's Mom wouldn't allow both him and 
Kara to have sleepover guests on the same night. Because of this, 
Christie seldom ever watched me get my diapers changed by Kara and she 
had never changed me herself. For that matter, she had never changed 
Tony, either. She was always disgusted by the sight and smell of poop 
and at times she wouldn't even go near Tony and me if we stank too bad.
	I'll never forget how much Christie laughed when she saw Tony and 
me in diapers the first few times, being that we were nine years old 
then and that she didn't expect to see boys our age in diapers. She got 
quite a kick out of the fact that we were boys and that we were three 
years older than she was. She was especially amused by the sight of my 
cloth diapers, being that they were so thick (and have since then 
become much thicker yet) and that she had never seen cloth diapers.
	According to Christie, about the only time she ever saw diapers 
regularly were disposables on her little sister. As Christie knew how 
Tony and I felt about diapers being something for boys-- as she agreed-
- she was proud to tell me that the sight of her little sister in 
diapers didn't last very long as she, like most girls, was out of 
diapers not too long after her second birthday, ditto for Christie. 
Christie had no brothers, just two sisters, so she never heard her Mom 
complain about how much longer most boys take to be potty trained than 
girls. Christie had even mentioned to Tony and me that her mother used 
this as an incentive to get her girls potty trained, saying that only 
boys are still in diapers by the time they reach the age of three, "and 
you don't want to be a boy, do you?"
	Christie became further aware of the difference between boys and 
girls as far as diapers and potty training were concerned when she went 
into kindergarten. She knew of three boys who were still in diapers. 
She had heard it from other girls she knew in kindergarten who talked 
about their brothers still being in diapers after they were three or 
four years old. One girl even mentioned that her brother was older than 
she was. Christie often told Tony and me about these things, knowing 
that we diaper boys would appreciate the story.
	In the last couple of years, Christie has since then gotten used 
to seeing Tony and me in diapers every time she is there, which is not 
to say that she doesn't always acknowledge that we are wearing diapers. 
She hadn't yet seen me in Thickies diapers, much less three of them, so 
she was in for a surprise when she joined Kara in awakening us.
	Tony and I were still sound asleep when Kara and Christie came 
into his bedroom to wake us up.
	"Eww, it stinks in here!" Christie said, holding her nose.
	"You should expect that, Christie," Kara said to her friend. 
"They do wear diapers, as you have probably noticed by now."
	"Oh yeah," she replied, still holding her nose.
	"Unplug your nose," Kara said to Christie. "Remember, we have a 
bet going."
	"I know," Christie said as she let go of her nose and breathed in 
the smells of our diapers. The two girls then came up to the bed. Kara 
did all the awakening while Christie stood back and watched.
	"Wake up, sleepybutts!" Kara shouted, having picked up the word 
"sleepybutts" from my sisters. She also learned it from my sisters to 
pull the covers off the bed and then slap our diapered butts a few 
dozen times like bongo drums. She did just this, having climbed up on 
the bed and then onto our legs. She patted our behinds as rapidly as 
she could. Christie was rolling on the floor according to what Kara 
told us later on. After I heard Christie laughing I lifted my head and 
looked behind me, seeing her standing at the foot of the bed. She and 
Kara were both dressed in short, tight-fitting shorts that revealed the 
contours of their rear ends, implicitly making a bold statement to 
indicate their girlhood, and by extension, their non-need for diapers. 
Christie reached for my feet and tickled them.
	"No, no, stop!" I said as I drew my legs closer to my body to get 
my feet away from her. She must have been afraid to get too close to my 
stinky butt, and stinky it was!
	"All right, that's enough, we're up!" Tony said lightly, still 
lying down on his stomach as he lifted his head and turned it to look 
at looked at Kara, then at Christie. I remained in my position as well, 
enjoying the attention Kara was giving my extremely diapered behind.
	"Good morning, sleepybutts!" Christie said as she smiled and 
giggled at Tony and me.
	"Mornin'" I said. "Or is it afternoon?" I had no idea.
	"It's 2:30," Kara said.
	"Holy shit!" Tony exclaimed as he quickly propped himself up on 
his hands and knees. "You serious? Is it *that* late?"
	"Keep your diapers on, Tony. it's only about 10:15 or so," Kara 
said as she slapped his butt, being that he made it so readily 
available to Kara. Tony then looked at his clock. Kara and Christie 
were having a good laugh.
	"I bet you made him crap his pants saying that," Christie said to 
Kara.
	"Well, he doesn't have any pants on," Kara said, patting Tony's 
behind again and making it crinkle. "And besides, he's in diapers, so 
he can crap all he wants."
	"From the smell in here, I think somebody did crap his diapers," 
Christie said.
	"I don't think it was Tony," Kara said as she grabbed the seats 
of his diapers. "Hard to tell through these three Thickies I put on 
him, though." She was oblivious to the fact that I was the one who put 
on the three diapers he was wearing.
	"One of them is sure making it stink in here, Christie said. "And 
I *know* it isn't either of us girls!"
	"Somebody needs a dia-per change!" Kara sang as she also smelled 
the strong poop odors. "Somebody pooped his dia-pers!"
	Kara then pulled at the leg openings of Tony's thick diapers and 
examined the seat and confirmed her doubts that Tony had filled his 
diapers. She was surprised to see that he was only wet.
	"Nope," Kara said. "You didn't even poop, so maybe it's time that 
you start potty training again."
	"No way!" Tony said. Kara and Christie both laughed, seeing how 
determined Tony was to stay in diapers.
	"Well, that only leaves one possibility. It's gotta be *you*, 
Chris!" Kara climbed up on top of me and the mountain of diapers on my 
butt and she tried to examine them, only to realize that with as many 
diapers as I had on it wasn't easy to make a visual inspection of the 
contents of my diapers. She should have learned this from my sisters as 
well.
	"There's no way to tell since I can't get past all these diapers 
I put on you," Kara said. "But that's okay, I like playing with your 
diapered butt anyway."
	"I've never seen Chris in diapers that thick before!" Christie 
said. "They get thicker every time I come over, I swear!"
	"These are cloth Thickies he's wearing," Kara said to Christie.
	"I know you told me the cloth ones are really thick, but geez!" 
Christie said in astonishment. "And they come up so high on him, too!"
	"Of course," Kara said as she tugged on the top of my diapers, 
which came to about the same height as Kara's neck. "That gives them 
more room for the pee and especially the poop in the back and so they 
don't leak out the top. Besides, it's not like these boys need to worry 
about their diapers showing above their pants since they don't wear 
them anyway."
	"As thick as they are I can see why," Christie said. "Is that 
just *one* diaper he's got on?"
	"Actually, he's wearing three," Kara said. Christie's eyes 
widened.
	"Does he *need* three diapers?" Christie asked.
	"Not really, but he looks cuter in them, and besides, it'd smell 
a lot worse in here if he didn't have them on."
	"Actually, there are eight reasons for me to wear such big and 
thick diapers," I chimed in. I then enumerated these reasons for the 
girls:

(1) Big and thick diapers are even more conspicuous and difficult for 
observers not to notice.

(2) Big and thick diapers draw even more attention to themselves (and 
the parts of the body they cover) and the purposes for which they are 
worn.

(3) Big and thick diapers prohibit the use of pants, in which their 
absence helps to fulfill the first two purposes.

(4) Big and thick diapers have a greater capacity so they can hold more 
and be worn for longer periods of time. This is especially true for 
diapers that rise up higher on the body.

(5) Big and thick diapers allow for fewer diaper changes, but when 
diaper changes are performed, they last longer.

(6) Big and thick diapers offer *some* degree of odor control by being 
thicker and keeping smells contained.

(7) Big and thick diapers lessen the chances of unsightly and messy 
leakage to occur.

(8) Big and thick diapers, especially worn in multiples and with extra 
pins used make the removal of them more difficult, thus reinforcing 
prohibition from using the toilet.

	Christie was giggling by the time I got through the list, which I 
had recited word for word from memory. I even demonstrated each purpose 
and pointed it out as I went through the list.
	"He still stinks, Kara, even with all those diapers you put on 
him, so put another dozen of them on his butt!" Christie said while 
plugging her nose and exaggerating her offense over the odors. The 
thought of wearing a dozen Thickies made my already hard dick stretch 
out to his furthest possible length. I nearly came on this thought 
alone. I knew it wasn't possible to wear this many Thickies diapers. 
Three Thickies was pushing the limit.
	"You do realize that if you want to win the bet, then you have to 
put up with the smell," Kara reminded her friend of the bet that they 
had going.
	"I know," Christie sighed. "I'm glad I haven't had breakfast 
yet."
	"What's this bet you're talking about?" I asked, feeling very 
curious about it.
	"Christie and I made a bet," Kara stated. "If she changes your 
diapers, I'll buy her the Barbie set that she really wanted and didn't 
get for her birthday."
	"Oh, whoopee," Tony said sarcastically while shaking his hand as 
if he were jacking off without diapers on, something neither he or I 
have ever done.
	"Remember how you felt about that Hot Wheels set you didn't get 
for Christmas that one time?" Kara said to her brother.
	"Yeah, and I still want it, too," Tony said glumly.
	"Then that's how Christie feels about the Barbie set she wanted," 
Kara said.
	"You know, that's not really a bet," I said. "It's a proposition. 
A bet is when you place a wager against an undetermined outcome."
	"Whatever, Chris, just get your smelly butt on the changing pad," 
Kara said as she stood next to it and directed me over there. Christie 
stared at me with anticipation. As I walked past her, she looked at my 
butt, probably thinking about how much of a poopy mess there would be 
underneath all those seemingly clean white layers of cloth. I took my 
position and watched as Kara handed Christie the appropriate supplies 
for cleaning me up. I sat there with a satisfied grin, knowing that 
this would be no easy task for any unseasoned diaper changer. Christy 
then brought the wipes and the bucket which had been kept in Tony's 
room for use when I stayed over for transporting my dirty diapers to 
the wash. She set these things down and then she knelt down before me. 
We exchanged looks. I was actually pretty calm and relaxed while she 
was the nervous one. I was enjoying this immensely. Christie's eyes 
intermittently switched between my face and my crotch. I just lay there 
and waited patiently as she examined the sticky, messy situation that 
she was about to get into.
	"The poop's not going away by itself, you know," I said with a 
smirk on my face.
	"Do I really want that Barbie set?" Christie asked. "Yes, I do, 
yes I do," she coached herself.
	Christie crawled closer to me and fanned her face.
	"You really stink, Chris, and I haven't even touched your diapers 
yet," I smiled as I somehow felt superior in this situation. She looked 
at my crotch more closely.
	"I never realized just how thick your diapers really are," 
Christie said to me as she looked at the bulging mounds of cloth 
protruding out from between my legs. This made me smile even more.
	Christie hesitated and then she said, "Okay, here goes."
	She reached for the waistband of my plastic pants and then she 
pulled them down in the front. I lifted my butt so that she could pull 
the pants off of my behind.
	"Eww," she said as she began pulling the plastic pants down. 
"They're all wet and slimy."
	"Uhh, that's to be expected," Kara said somewhat sarcastically. 
"Keep going."
	All eyes were on Christie now. She took my plastic pants the rest 
of the way off and then she assessed the next task of taking out all my 
diaper pins. Because the pins were so big this made them easier for 
Christie to handle, even as tightly as they were fastened. She thought 
for a moment about which one to remove first, not that it really 
mattered. She then reached for the left side and grabbed one of the 
pins. She winced as she felt the wetness of my diaper.
	"I might as well get used to the wet feel," she said.
	"Remember, there's more than just pee in those diapers," Kara 
said to Christie while sitting on the bed next to Tony.
	"Like I needed to be reminded of that," Christie said with a wry 
expression on her face.
	After removing several pins from each side of the first diaper, 
Christie pulled it off of me, only to reveal another diaper just like 
the one she took off, only that it was wetter.
	"You mean he's got more diapers on *under* his other diapers?" 
Christie said.
	"I told you he was triple-diapered. You have one more to go." 
Kara stated.
	"I can't believe your sisters do this every day," Christie said. 
"And all because you liked to poop in your underwear!"
	I was laughing now, as was Tony. Christie got the second diaper 
off and exposed the last of the three Thickies. Christie wince as she 
noted how wet the diaper was. She set the second diaper in the bucket.
	"You should be glad Chris isn't wearing his regular diapers," 
Tony said. "Sometimes he wears twelve diapers then, don't you, Chris?"
	"Yep, sometimes more than that!" I said, wishing I could jack off 
at the moment.
	"Twelve? Twelve diapers?" Christie questioned. Her mouth was 
agape and her eyes were virtually lit up they were so widely opened. 
"You and Tony really are obsessed with this diaper thing!"
	"I guess you'd have to be a boy to understand," Kara said as she 
shrugged when Christie looked at her. "I like changing them, but I'd 
never wear them."
	"That I can't understand, either," Christie said. "It's enough to 
make me think twice about being a baby-sitter when I'm older."
	"For one thing, most babysitters don't have to do so much work to 
do a diaper change," Kara said. "Besides, You get used to the time it 
takes, the smells and everything. I used to feel grossed out by Tony's 
messy diapers, too."
	"I don't change diapers every day like you do, either," Christie 
replied.
	"Maybe your Mom will have another baby, and then you'll be 
changing diapers every day," Kara said.
	"Funny thing you mention that," Christie said. "Mom think she's 
pregnant."
	"Oh?" Kara said, sounding surprised. "Maybe it'll be a boy and 
you'll have a little brother and you can change his diapers!"
	"I hope not," Christie said. "That is, I hope I don't have to 
change his diapers all the time. Oh God, this is gonna be so-o-o-o si-
i-i-ck!"
	"If it's a boy, count on *at least* three years of diapers," Kara 
said. "You'll probably end up changing him at least a couple times."
	"I would like a little brother this time," Christie said. "But no 
matter how long he's in diapers, I don't want to have to change him."
	"You never know, he could turn out to be like Chris and Tony and 
be in diapers forever."
	"And if he spends any time with us, he will," Tony stated.
	Christie figured that she had dawdled long enough in conversation 
and felt that she had better proceed with the gruesome task of removing 
the third and wettest, heaviest diaper all covered with my stinky shit.
	Christie held her nose as she undid the pins on the last diaper. 
The smell was getting to be too much for her. She was nearly 
asphyxiated by the odors. She then held her breath and continued to 
remove my innermost diaper. She eventually had to come up for air, and 
in doing so, she gasped.
	The diaper was finally unpinned, but it was still wrapped around 
me, clinging to my skin by a layer of shit that virtually encircled my 
entire body. Christie got up to take a breath of fresh air. She then 
returned to reveal the mess that she was to clean up. She pulled away 
the diaper and released my hard-on from its confinement in the diaper. 
My dick stood straight up, its shaft coated in shit as were my balls. 
The front of the diaper was completely soiled.
	"Yuk! He's got poop all over, even in the front!"
	That's nothing unusual," Kara said. "At least being boys, they 
don't have to worry about getting poop down in their slits since they 
don't have them like us girls do."
	"His dicky is all big again!" Christie pointed at my erection.
	"They're always big like that when they get their diapers 
changed. I mean, you've noticed Tony's always like that when I've 
changed him."
	"I guess having no brothers and a modest dad, I don't get to see 
things like that very often," Christie said. "Why does it do that?"
	"It means boys like it when they get their diapers changed," Kara 
said, smiling at Tony and then at me.
	Christie hesitated as she tried to acclimate herself to the 
strong odors.
	"I can't do this," she said. "I don't have to have that Barbie 
set."
	"Christie, you've made it this far; you're almost there."
	"I know, but this will be the hardest part," she said.
	"So is the last part of climbing Mount Everest," Kara stated. 
"You think those guys turn back once they're that close?"
	"Probably not," Christie said. "But we're not talking about 
climbing a mountain. I'm changing a twelve-year-old boy's diapers. 
PHEW!"
	Christie grabbed one of the dampened wash cloths that were used 
to clean up the excess poop first. She held it in her hand as she 
prepared to take that initial wipe over my crotch and my balls. She 
winced again as she stuck her hand onto my nads and rubbed some of the 
poop off of them. I thought that she was going to finally do it, but 
after the first wipe, she backed away.
	"That's it, I just can't do this," Christie said in resignation. 
"It's too gross!"
	"Tell you what," Kara said. "You made it this far, I think you 
deserve the Barbie set anyway."
	"You think so?" Kara said.
	"Yeah, I'll admit, changing Chris was a bit too much for your 
first time, especially with how much he was diapered and how much poop 
he put in them."
	"Thanks!" Christie said.
	"You could change Tony instead; he's only wet," Kara said.
	"Not anymore," Tony said. He then spread his legs apart and let 
Kara see that he had pooped in his diapers while he was sitting there. 
He had to pull on the crotch to let Kara see the pop beneath the three 
diapers.
	"On second thought, maybe not," Kara said. "I'll finish changing 
Chris for you," Kara offered.
	Just before Kara got up, she got doused by a stream of pee coming 
from my erect penis. I got her shirt wet.
	"Ewww! Chris just peed on me!" Christie said. "My shirt's all 
wet!"
	"Sorry, but I can't control when I pee anymore," I said, now 
feeling a little guilty.
	"You can put on one of my shirts for now," Kara offered.
	"It's on my shorts, too!" Christie exclaimed. "Now I look like 
*I* wet myself!"
	"It'll dry," Kara assured her friend.
	"It'll smell, too," Christie said. "And I certainly don't want to 
smell like *I* peed my pants! If you don't mind, I'd rather just go 
home and change," she said.
	"Sure, but don't leave just yet. As soon as I change Chris and 
Tony I'll go with you and we can then go to the store to get your 
Barbie set."
	"I don't really want it now," Christie said.
	"You do too, and you're gonna get it; you earned it," Kara said.
	"Okay, I guess I do want it," Christie said. "Actually, there's a 
smaller set that I'll take instead."
	"Whatever you want, that's fine," Kara said.
	"I'll pitch in half and get the big one," Christie said, getting 
all wishy-washy about the whole thing. "I'll get some money when we go 
to my house."
	I could tell Kara was starting to lose her patience at this 
point. She didn't say anything more and she finished cleaning me up. 
She then effortlessly stacked a clean triple set of Thickies diapers on 
me and pinned them up as tightly as the night before using all of the 
pins. She then sealed up my huge set of diapers in the equally huge 
plastic pants. She then ran my dirty diapers to the wash and then came 
back to diaper Tony. While Kara was out of the room Christie asked me 
about my obsession for diapers, which it was. I welcomed the 
opportunity to tell her how I felt about wearing diapers. She tried to 
understand why I liked to wear them and why my sisters and I enjoyed 
our respective roles in my wearing diapers. I felt awkward talking 
about boys' sexuality to a nine-year-old girl and I simply told her 
that it makes me feel good to wear diapers.
	Now it was Tony's turn to get his diapers changed. They weren't 
as full of pee and poop as my diapers were, but I doubted that Christie 
would have been ready to handle his mess, either.
	"So why were you to sleeping so late?" Kara asked Tony while she 
wiped his butt and his nuts clean.
	"We were up late," he said. "You know how it is when you have 
sleepovers."
	"How late were you two up?" she asked.
	"Well, it was past 2:00 in the morning by the time we finally got 
settled down," Tony said, trying to avoid telling Kara that he and I 
were out past curfew last night roaming the neighborhood in our 
diapers.
	"What were you guys doing so late?" she asked. Tony decided that 
he would confess, at least partially.
	"Chris and I were running around outside," Tony said.
	"Where did you go?" Kara asked.
	"We went up and down the street a ways," Tony said. Kara then 
noticed that Tony had left his three diapers from the night before on 
the floor next to his diaper bin.
	"Did you change yourself last night?" Kara asked him.
	"Yeah, I did," he replied. He then confessed everything that we 
did last night, only omitting the details about the cop coming after 
us. We also felt the Lisa's loss of her virginity (as far as I know 
anyway) was not really necessary to disclose.
	"Don't tell Mom we went out last night, okay?" Tony pleaded.
	"Well, I'll keep quiet about it if you do one thing," Kara said.
	"What's that?" Tony asked.
	"You and Chris have to come with Christie and me to her house and 
then to the toy store."
	"Wait a minute," Tony said. "I'm not about to do that! It's risky 
enough running around in the middle of the night in diapers. I'm not 
about to do it in broad daylight."
	"At least it's not after curfew," Kara said.
	"But it's indecent exposure," I said. "It'd be like Tony and me 
going around in our underwear."
	"Well, for you boys--"
	"Yes, we know, our diapers *are* our underwear," Tony said, 
having heard this phrase several times.
	"Why do I have to go?" I asked Kara.
	"Because I'll tell your Mom, too," she smirked. I figured even if 
I didn't go, something would get back to my Mom and Dad about it anyway 
and then I'd be up shit creek without a paddle or diapers. I may even 
get paddled on the butt without diapers, and I didn't want that. It 
didn't take Tony and I long to decide which was the better choice. We 
both knew we were very vulnerable and at Kara's mercy.
	"We'll go with you," Tony said in resignation to his little, but 
dominant sister.

FOREVER IN DIAPERS: PART 54
---------------------------

	Tony still hadn't yet put his shirt on. He was going through his 
closet to select the longest shirt he could find. I stared at his butt 
and observed how indiscreetly high-rising his disposable diaper went up 
on his body. He found a shirt that came down all the way over his 
diaper except that part of his diapered bottom still showed and that 
the diaper itself was thick enough to bulge through his shirt. He only 
had one diaper on now.
	As for me, I had no way to hide my diapers from view even 
partially. Tony tried to find me another shirt of his that I might be 
able to conceal my diapers with, but none of them would come down 
enough to cover even half of my huge triple-stacked Thickies diapers, 
and if they did, the fact that my diapers protruded outward so much 
from my body would make hiding them with a shirt to be a fruitless 
effort. With this I decided to put on the shirt I brought with me. It 
covered the top four or five inches of my diapers, but since the 
diapers themselves went up so high over my waist, this left most of the 
surface of my diapers still exposed.
	Tony and I left his bedroom and we went into the kitchen to get 
something to drink before we left. I saw the newspaper laying on the 
kitchen table. The headline of the local section read: "Police arrest 
four suspected in rash of burglaries." I read through the article to 
see if it was about the recent break-in problems in our neighborhood, 
which it was. I was further surprised to find out that the suspects had 
been chased on foot through the same alley that Tony and I were hiding 
in. In fact, much of the activity reported in the article occurred 
right where Tony and I had been running around in our diapers.
	In fact, Tony and I may have even unintentionally helped to lead 
the police to the suspects. The article reported that police were 
tipped off by a resident who saw the light in his back yard go on. He 
said that when he checked things out he saw a group of four people 
retreating over the fence. The resident in question lived on the same 
street as the area Tony and I were in. It scared me to think that we 
may have run into those thugs face to face had our timing been any 
different.
	"Check this out, Tony!" I said, showing him the article. He 
quickly scanned through it and was also surprised to realize how close 
to danger we were, being that the suspects in question were reportedly 
armed.
	Tony's mother came into the kitchen and she commented on the 
suspected burglars being caught. She then asked us what we were going 
to do that day.
	"Dunno yet," Tony said. "Same things we do most Sundays, at least 
until tonight."
	"I hope you didn't light off too many of our fireworks last 
night, since I'm not buying any more."
	"We know," Tony said. "We still have a lot."
	Tony's mother then returned to the living room to watch the 
Fourth of July parade on TV. After Tony and I each finished off the 
rest of the orange juice, the girls came into the kitchen to tell us 
that they were ready to go.
	"Okay," Tony said hesitantly. He and I went out the front door 
first, followed by Kara and Christie.
	"Are you boys going outside like that?" Tony's mom asked us.
	"We don't have much of a choice," Tony said.
	"The whole neighborhood knows you wear diapers anyway," his 
mother said. "Have fun, and don't cause anyone to wreck," she joked, 
referring to the fact that drivers would be distracted by seeing us in 
diapers. It was either that, or the fact that the bright sun would 
shine on our white diapers and blind anyone who stared at our butts.
	We walked across the yard towards the street. Even before we 
reached the sidewalk we encountered a group of kids who laughed at me 
when they saw that I was in nothing but a T-shirt and some very thick 
diapers. Several of them stared as they rode their bikes past me. They 
were all boys. Perhaps they were just jealous and wished they could 
wear diapers, too, I reasoned.
	I felt rather nervous and embarrassed as we walked down the 
sidewalk. It was only five blocks to Christie's house from Tony's 
house, but that was far enough for me to walk wearing diapers and only 
diapers. Naturally, as it seemed, every kid in Tony's section of the 
neighborhood was outside playing, most of them in shorts or swimwear. 
Two boys were in just their underwear. Being that it was a Sunday as 
well as the Fourth of July, a lot of families were at home. The weather 
seemed to bring most everyone out to play.
	Most of the kids on Tony's street knew that Tony wore diapers and 
most of them were used to seeing him in his yard wearing just his 
diapers. While his extra thick disposable diapers drew even more 
attention because of this characteristic, my cloth Thickies stole the 
show, in a manner of speaking. Most of these kids had probably never 
even seen cloth diapers and plastic pants. I could tell that everyone 
was looking at me. I looked behind me and saw the street full of kids 
all staring at my multi-diapered butt. The usual references to being a 
baby, being stinky, having a very heavily diapered butt, being asked if 
I needed to be changed, etc. came from the growing group of gawkers. It 
seemed that only the girls who stared at us wanted to change our 
diapers.
	It wasn't even easy to walk while wearing such heavy diapers and 
I had to waddle all the way, which only made me stand out even more. 
Every time a car approached I cringed, wondering what the driver and 
passengers would say, being that one could count on at least one adult 
or near-adult being in the car driving.
	I also saw a boy who was probably age four or maybe younger, but 
he was in Pull-Ups. I took pleasure in thinking that this boy was 
probably nagged about using the toilet because "big boys go to the 
potty" and all that bullshit. It turned out that I had an opportunity 
to dispel that notion when the boy came up to me and asked me if I was 
wearing diapers.
	"Yes, I am," I said as I lifted my shirt so he could see how big 
and thick my diapers were as well as how high up they went on me.
	"That's a really big diaper!" he said.
	"It's *three* diapers!" I said. I turned around so that he could 
get a better look at the layers over my butt.
	"Three diapers?" the little boy said curiously.
	"All the better to pee and poop in!" I said. Tony stood nearby 
and laughed. Kara and Christie didn't even realize we had stopped until 
they got up the street about another block or so before coming back to 
find out what was holding us up.
	The boy then pointed to the pins that were showing through my 
plastic pants and he asked me what they were. I pulled my plastic pants 
down to show him.
	"They hold my diapers on," I said. "I bet you never seen cloth 
diapers before."
	"No," he said. "My mom got me Pampers before she got me Pull-
Ups," the boy said.
	"These are Thickies," I said.
	"How old are you?" the boy asked me.
	"I'm twelve," I said.
	"I can only count to ten," the boy said.
	"Its ten, plus two more years," I said. "I'm older than ten."
	"Why are you wearing diapers?" he asked.
	"Because I love wearing them," I said. "I like how they look and 
feel, especially after I poop in them several times. I like that slimy 
feeling of poop all over my butt." The boy looked at me funny but he 
seemed to be amused by my rather vulgar description of how I liked my 
diapers so much. I was starting to get carried away in my interests of 
"recruiting" this boy into a life of diapers, but the boy did ask me, 
after all, why I like to wear diapers. I wasn't going to lie to him and 
give him a dishonest answer, and I didn't want to give the boy the 
impression that it was okay to lie, so I felt that my response to his 
question was perfectly justified.
	"How old are you?" I asked the boy.
	"I'm gonna be four," he said as he held up four fingers.
	"And you're still wearing diapers," I said. "Lots of boys your 
age wear diapers, you know."
	"They're called Pull-Ups!" he said. "Mommy says they're NOT 
diapers."
	"They're still diapers, no matter what your mommy tells you," I 
said, hoping to drill this into his head. "If it looks like a diaper 
and you can use it like a diaper, then you have a diaper."
	The boy just giggled as he stared at my very thick diapers.
	"They are kind of thick, aren't they?" I said to the boy, seeing 
that the magnitude of my diapers was holding his attention. I turned 
around and said, "they're thickest back here in the butt!" I was having 
so much fun with this kid. He just smiled.
	"My mommy says Pull-Ups aren't diapers and that I should be 
taking them off to go to the baf'room!"
	"Now what gave her *that* silly idea?" I said, hoping to reverse 
any progress his mother may have made in toilet training.
	"My mommy says I hafta start using the potty because she says she 
doesn't want me to wear diapers anymore."
	"How do *you* feel about wearing diapers?" I asked him. "Not your 
mom, you." He gave me this shy and embarrassed look, but I could tell 
he wanted to answer.
	"Do you like to wear diapers?" I asked him. He nodded his head 
and put his hands on his cheeks, his facial cheeks, that is.
	"What do you think when your mommy says you have to go to the 
potty?"
	The boy may not have understood my question, so I asked him, "Do 
you like it when your mommy tells you to go potty?"
	"No," he said. I could barely contain my excitement now. I knew 
exactly how this boy felt.
	"She yells at me when I don't do it," the boy said, hinting as 
his resentfulness for how he was treated for not complying with his 
mother's expectations. I could understand more and more what made me 
want to keep wearing diapers and why I learned to hate the toilet when 
I was being forced through this most miserable stage of toddlerhood.
	"My mommy and daddy yelled at me, too," I said. "They'd make me 
stay in the bathroom all day." I then got carried away and embellished 
my story a little. "I kept pooping in my pants until they gave up and 
put me in diapers for good."
	Tony then came up to the boy to show him that he had a diaper on, 
too.
	"I'm wearing a diaper, too," Tony said. "Look, whatever your Mom 
tells you about being a big boy, tell her that big boys wear diapers, 
too, okay?"
	"And tell her that only girls use the toilet!" I added.
	"Tell her that all boys should be in diapers, always!" Tony 
continued.
	The boy just chuckled. At this point I could hear his mother 
calling him from the front door of the house he lived in.
	"Josh, get in here now!" his mother yelled. She looked over at 
Tony and me like we were a couple of freaks. Kara and Christie had also 
come back to us at about this time.
	"What were you telling that little boy?" Kara asked me.
	"I was telling him not to use the potty," I said.
	"Chris!" Kara said as she jabbed me in the arm. "Just because you 
and Tony like to wear diapers doesn't mean everyone else does!"
	"He said he likes to wear diapers and he doesn't like to use the 
potty," I said. "I'm just saving his mother the frustration of trying 
to force him to do something that he doesn't want to do. I know how he 
feels. I hated toilet training."
	"Because of you two, he'll probably grow up to be just like you 
and Tony," Kara said.
	"Yep, probably so!" Tony said proudly. He lifted his shirt to 
show off his diaper to some other kids who were playing. Tony had 
loosened up and he kept his shirt rolled up so more of his diaper would 
show. He kept his shirt up like this until we got to Christie's house.
	"Now don't you be pitching your anti-toilet ideas to my little 
sister," Christie warned me jokingly.
	"She's a girl," I said. "I had absolutely no such intentions 
whatsoever."
	"I know," Christie said as she smiled and patted me on the butt. 
"I wasn't really concerned, I just wanted to hear your reaction."
	Christie opened the door and invited us into her house. We were 
greeted in the front room by Christie's two sisters Courtney, who was 
five and had long, dark hair, and Marcie, who was thirteen with long 
blonde hair. Marcie had on some very short black shorts that accented 
her tall, slender legs. Courtney had on a one-piece swimsuit in neon 
tie-dye colors. It had ridden up into the crack of her butt, which was 
positive proof that she had no diapers on. It didn't take the girls 
long to notice that both Tony and I were only wearing diapers, 
especially me. Courtney just stared at us and giggled while Marcie 
walked over to us.
	"Hello, diaper boys!" she greeted us.
	"This is my sister Marcie," Christie introduced us. "And that's 
Courtney."
	"You guys really do wear diapers," Marcie said. "Christie's told 
me all about you boys."
	"What all has she told you?" I asked Marcie.
	"Not much, just that you two go around in diapers all the time," 
Marcie said. "Why do you guys wear diapers anyway?"
	"We like them," I said.
	"Yeah, I'll say you do," Marcie said as she stood back and 
examined the thickness of my diapers. "Looks like you're wearing just a 
few of them there."
	"Yeah, I am sort of diapered up," I said with a nervous chuckle.
	"I think they look cute on you!" Marcie said.
	"Thanks," I said, feeling my face blushing.
	Marcie looked over at Tony, who appeared to be somewhat jealous 
that I was getting such attention from Marcie.
	"You look cute in diapers, too," Marcie said as she patted Tony 
on the shoulder. She asked him about the diaper he was wearing, being 
that it was a disposable and much thinner than my diapers, but still 
much thicker than an average baby's diaper. Tony explained that they 
were Thickies brand and that he was going to be in the commercial for 
them, but was turned down.
	"Awww, that's too bad," Marcie said.
	"Chris is still going," Tony said in a mixed tone, one that 
expressed his disappointment for him, but assurance that this didn't 
interfere with our friendship.
	"But why are your diapers so thick?" Marcie asked me.
	"Everybody asks me that," I said. "I'm just a thick-diapers sort 
of boy, I guess."
	"At least you don't have to be changed very often, that's for 
sure! Who changes you anyway?"
	"Usually my sisters," I said. This surprised Marcie.
	"I bet they hate that job," Marcie commented.
	"Actually, they enjoy it," I said. This surprised Marcie.
	"That's one reason I've gotten to wearing them as thick as I do. 
My sisters just kept diapering me thicker and thicker until they 
couldn't get any more diapers on me. And then they came out with 
Thickies for boys like me who like really thick diapers. I'm wearing 
three of them."
	"I see," Marcie said. "You can wear your diapers, I'll stick to 
panties, thank you."
	"I don't see how you can stand it, Kara," Christie said to her. 
"I tried changing Chris this morning and the smell of his poop made me 
sick!"
	"You get used to it," Kara said. "I change Tony's diapers for him 
a lot of the time now," Kara told Marcie.
	"I guess you would get used to it if you had someone around the 
house who wears diapers all the time," Marcie said. She then looked at 
Courtney, who then extended her arms out in front of her and started 
waving her hands all about while backing away, giggling and saying "no, 
no, no!"
	"What?" Marcie said to Courtney. "I wasn't talking about *you* 
wearing diapers, silly!"
	"Good, 'cuz diapers stink and I wouldn't want to wear them since 
diapers are for babies!"
	"And boys," Kara added. "Isn't that right, Tony? Chris?" We 
nodded in agreement.
	"And Chris peed on my shirt when I tried to change him," Christie 
said, showing Marcie the light stain where my pee had sprayed Christie. 
"That's what we came over for."
	"So why did you guys come with them?" Marcie asked us. "You 
walked all the way from Kara's house in your diapers?"
	"Yep," Tony said.
	"I didn't have any choice," I said. "Can't fit anything over 
these diapers, except more diapers."
	"I don't think you need any more diapers than what you have on 
now," Marcie said while playing with her long hair, wrapping it around 
her index finger.
	At this point Christie went into her room to change her shirt 
that I peed on unintentionally. Kara went with her while Marcie and 
Courtney stayed out in the front room. Courtney then left to bring her 
friend over to play in the back yard.
	Marcie offered us each a soda. We sat on the couch and drank them 
while Marcie asked us about why Tony and I wear diapers. She was 
intrigued by this, but assured us that she would never wear diapers 
herself.
	"It must be a boys thing," she said. "You boys are always getting 
into gross things like that. But I do wish I had a little brother. I 
hope my Mom will have a boy this time!"
	"Why, so you can have someone around to keep in diapers?" Tony 
asked wittily.
	"Depends on his potty training," Marcie said. "I hear boys take 
longer to potty train than girls."
	"They do," I said with a smile. "I was still in diapers when I 
was four."
	"Well, it doesn't look like that's changed any," she said. "How 
old are you?"
	"We're twelve," I said.
	"A twelve year old in diapers," she remarked. "I thought I had 
seen it all. What grade are you guys in?"
	"We'll be in seventh grade this year," I said.
	"Then you'll be in junior high," she said. "I'll be in eighth 
grade, so I may see you guys. Do you wear diapers to school?"
	"Oh yeah, we have to wear them," Tony said.
	"I hope you have some pants to wear," Marcie said to me. "I think 
the dress code requires that you wear them."
	"I wear disposables in school," I said. "No way I could get away 
with wearing these cloth diapers, not even one of them."
	"So why do you guys wear diapers?" Marcie asked us again. "Do you 
have to wear them or something?"
	"Actually, because we've been in diapers for almost four years, 
now we have to wear them since we can't make it to the bathroom 
anymore."
	"So you're just like babies and you go pee and poo anytime, eh?"
	"Something like that," I said.
	"You'll hate P.E. class if you have to strip down in front of 
everyone and show everyone your diapers."
	"Shit, everyone knows we wear diapers anyway," I said.
	"There'll be more kids in junior high," Marcie said. "They'll 
tease you about anything and everything. They teased me for wearing 
braces and having too many zits. I can just imagine what they'll say 
about you two wearing diapers."
	"You mean you don't already know of anyone there who wears 
diapers?" I asked Marcie.
	"I've heard that some of the boys in my class do, but I haven't 
checked myself or anything," she said.
	Several minutes had passed before we realized that Kara and 
Christie hadn't come out yet.
	"I wonder what's taking them so long," Tony said.
	"I'll go check on them," Marcie said. Just as Marcie left the 
room, somebody came through the front door. I assumed it was Christie's 
mother, especially as she was wearing a shirt that read BABY with an 
arrow pointing downward.
	"Hello," the lady said to us. No doubt she was taken aback by 
seeing that Tony and I had no pants on and were in very prominent 
diapers. She didn't even know who we were.
	"Who are you boys?" she asked.
	"I'm Chris," I said. Tony also told the lady his name.
	"You boys have diapers on!" she said.
	"Yeah, that's what they are," Tony said.
	"Who invited you over?" she asked.
	"Christie," Tony said. "Kara came over with her and we came with 
Kara. I'm Kara's brother."
	"That explains the diapers," she said, hinting that she didn't 
accept this very well. "Christie's told me about Kara and her brother 
who wears diapers, so you must be him.
	"Who are you?" she asked me.
	"I'm Tony's friend," I said.
	"I've never seen boys your age in diapers before," she said. 
"Seems a bit unusual that you boys would still be wearing them at your 
age. Have you any pants to wear?"
	"This is all we have to wear," I said.
	"A tad bit indecent, I must say," the lady said, not approving of 
our attire.
	"We go around like this all the time," Tony said.
	"So that's what Christie has said," the lady told us. "I would 
like you boys to leave."
	"We're just waiting for my sister," Tony said.
	"I will not have you boys in my house wearing just diapers!" she 
said. "If you want to come back in proper clothes, that's fine."
	She then went to the door and opened it, directing Tony and me to 
leave.
	"Run along now," she said to us. If it weren't for Christie being 
friends with Tony's sister I would have flipped this lady off and told 
her to kiss my diapered butt after she licked clean a place on my poop-
covered buttocks to plant her lips on it.
	Now Tony and I had to go back to his house all alone with just 
diapers to wear. We decided that if we took the alley there wouldn't be 
as many people to see us. We cut back through the back yard, where 
Courtney and her friend were playing. They both laughed as Tony and I 
walked past them.
	"They're in diapers!" the other little girl shouted. "Look at 
their butts!"
	Tony and I just kept walking through the yard until we located 
the gate. Naturally it was padlocked and we had to climb over it to get 
to the alley. Just as we cleared the fence we saw Kara and Christie 
coming into the back yard. They told us to wait up, but we decided to 
keep going, anything to avoid dealing with that prudish wench of a 
mother that Christie had. Tony and I walked back to his house as fast 
as we could. A few people still saw us, though. It felt good to finally 
get back to Tony's house.
	Tony and I tried to find something to watch on TV, but there 
really wasn't anything good on. We were gamed out and we were just 
plain bored. Even writing diaper stories or drawing diaper pictures 
didn't sound appealing at the moment. The heat must have been getting 
to me. It was early afternoon by this time I was ready to go back home. 
I had no idea what my family would be doing today since it was the 
Fourth of July. Usually we didn't do anything. Perhaps a nap was in 
order. Tony and I watched some TV, anyway, but we quickly became bored.
	"Maybe we can do what we did last night, but in the daytime," 
Tony said.
	"You mean, go to my house and get my bike?"
	"Yeah," Tony said. "Enough people have seen us in diapers that it 
doesn't really matter who sees me now," he said. "Besides, I want to go 
buy some more fireworks."

FOREVER IN DIAPERS: PART 55
---------------------------

	I wasn't sure whether or not I was ready to go back out into the 
street again in broad daylight wearing just my diapers, but Tony and I 
had done it once already and many of the kids who lived in the 
neighborhood had already seen us anyway.
	Tony grabbed some of his money to buy some fireworks, but he then 
realized that he had no pockets to put it in as diapers were notably 
lacking of this taken-for-granted feature found on most pants and 
shorts. He decided he would change into one of his polo shirts with a 
pocket on it so he could carry his money there. After this we put our 
shoes on and went outside.
	Tony got his bike out and pedaled over to me. He scooted his 
diapered butt forward and patted the seat while he raised his butt in 
the air and stood on the pedals.
	"Get on!" he said to me. With this I took the seat and held onto 
Tony's waist as he rode through the front yard and out to the street. I 
got hard from the sensation of the bumpy ride as well as the sight of 
Tony's diaper so close to my face. He got the bike up to a good pace as 
we rode past the same kids that had seen us just moments ago as well as 
some who had not seen us before. As expected, we drew plenty of stares 
from the other kids as well as some adults. We really shocked an old 
lady who was out front tending to her flowers that lined the sidewalk.
	"You kids get some decent clothes on!" she yelled at us as we 
approached her, shaking her finger.
	"Diapers aren't decent enough for you?" Tony yelled back at the 
decrepit-looking old biddy.
	"Bitch!" I yelled as we rode farther away from her.
	As we approached the house where the little boy in Pull-Ups was 
playing I looked around for him and saw him playing with a hose. I 
noticed that this time he wasn't in Pull-Ups, but a full-fledged 
diaper. He smiled as we waved at him and slowed down.
	"Now I got diapers on like you do!" he said proudly. We would 
have stopped, but his mother was outside with him. We wanted to find 
out why he was in diapers after having see him in Pull-Ups earlier.
	Christie's house was coming up. As we rode up to it we saw Kara 
and Christie coming out the front door.
	"So where are you guys headed?" they asked as they saw us riding 
past.
	"We're getting some fireworks and then we're going to Chris' 
house," Tony said as he suddenly brought the bike to a stop. I slid 
forward because of the sudden stop and my face was buried in Tony's 
butt. I could tell he had pooped his diaper from the smell I detected 
with my nose pressed up against the seat of his diaper.
	"See what you started?" Christie said to Kara in a light way.
	"What?" Kara asked.
	"Now that they've been outside in their diapers in front of 
everyone, they'll start doing it all the time!"
	"It doesn't matter, really, since Chris will eventually be seen 
in diapers on TV by everyone!" Kara said. This segued into another 
discussion about my going to California as well as Tony's rejection. 
While he accepted it as gracefully as he could, I knew he felt highly 
disappointed by it.
	I realized at this time that because of Christie's mom, we were 
not able to fulfill Kara's request that we go with her to the toy store 
in our diapers. I asked her if she was going to snitch on us.
	"It wasn't you guys' fault, so no, we'll let it slide," Kara 
assured us.
	"Sorry about my mom," Christie apologized.
	"That's all right," I said. "I guess with having only girls in 
your house she isn't used to seeing anyone going around in diapers."
	"My mom's just weird," Christie said. "I'm surprised she lets 
Marcie and I get away with what we wear."
	After a couple minutes we got going again, parting ways with the 
girls as they headed back to Tony's house.
	Tony and I had remained in the subdivision as we went around on 
his bike in our diapers. There was a fireworks stand just down on the 
corner, requiring us to ride a couple blocks along a busy street.
	"Are you sure you want fireworks that badly?" I said, hoping to 
talk Tony out of wanting to venture further where many people would see 
us in diapers.
	"My Mom never gets the ones I want," Tony said.
	"I'll stay here," I said.
	"Come on, Chris, we've been going around in diapers all day, and 
if we do this, then we can pretty much go around anywhere in just our 
diapers."
	"I'm not sure," I said.
	"Either we both go, or we both don't go," he said. I didn't want 
to let Tony down and make him miss getting the fireworks he wanted.
	"Ahh, what the hell," I said. "Pretty soon everybody and their 
cat is going to see me in diapers anyway," I said.
	"Don't you mean, everybody and their dog?" Tony said.
	"I like cats better," I said to relieve some of my tension. Tony 
just grinned. With this, he proceeded to pedal forward out onto the 
sidewalk. Dozens of cars passed by, some of them honking as it was 
plainly obvious that we had on diapers. A few pedestrians saw us as 
well.
	The real challenge was going up to the fireworks stand itself. At 
least two dozen people, including their kids, were gathered around. 
When the light changed to green and gave us the WALK signal, Tony rode 
across. I didn't look at the people in their cars waiting at the red 
light on the cross street. I did hear a little girl say "hey look!" out 
the window of the car she was in, though.
	"This is it, there's no turning back now," Tony said. He and I 
got off his bike and parked it next to a bench for city bus users to 
sit on while waiting, and then we walked over to the fireworks stand. I 
was so nervous, but at the same time I was getting a thrill from it, 
exposing my diapers to several complete strangers. All the kids were 
looking at us funny, and I must have looked back at them with an 
awkward expression as well. Most of the adults there were mothers, many 
of whom looked at us but had the decency to say nothing. A few teenage 
girls and their boyfriends were there as well. Their boyfriends made a 
few rude comments, but other than that, everyone left us alone. Even 
the other boys and girls close to our age didn't say much of anything 
to us. We heard some people say "diapers" every now and then, however.
	I then saw one heavyset girl in the crowd who looked familiar. 
She had her back turned. Her wide butt was barely clothed in tight, 
high-cut denim shorts, exposing her sunburned legs. Her long straight 
red hair ran down her back, made virtually bare by the fact that all 
she was wearing on top was a bikini top. She then turned her head and I 
realized that it was Megan!
	"Uhh, Megan?" I said. She turned around and looked at Tony and 
me.
	"Chris! Tony! Look at you guys!" she exclaimed.
	"It was Tony's idea," I said shyly.
	"I didn't think you guys would come out in public in your 
diapers!" she said ever so loudly. "But you both look cute in them."
	"Thanks," I said. "So do you-- that is, not in dia--"
	"I know, " Megan said as she slapped mine and Tony's diapered 
butts.
	"I see you've taken things a little further with how much 
diapering you wear," she said as she examined the magnitude of our 
diapers. She was not at all inhibited by the presence of the other 
people.
	"I didn't recognize you with your hair straight down," I said to 
Megan. "Usually you have it in a ponytail."
	"When it's hot I like to just let it hang out," Megan said.
	We then stepped up to the counter to make our selections. The kid 
behind the counter couldn't help but to keep looking at Tony and me in 
our diapers, but he did his best to serve us just like anyone else. 
Tony bought a couple of whistling fountains and some other noise-makers 
that were still legal. Megan made her selections at the same time.
	After Tony was handed his change and his fireworks, a kid asked 
us, "What are you doing going around in diapers?"
	"Don't knock 'em 'till you try 'em," Tony said. We then walked 
away from the crowd. Megan came right behind us.
	"I can't believe you guys are actually doing this!" Megan said as 
she came running towards us with her own bag of fireworks. "Do you 
realize how many people were staring at your butts?"
	"Yeah, probably everyone, kind of hard to miss, you know, but 
they don't know us anyway," Tony said confidently.
	"And they're all going to see me on TV anyway," I said.
	"You mean you guys *made* it?" Megan said.
	"He did, I didn't," Tony said with a sullen tone.
	"I'm sorry to hear that, Tony," Megan said as she put her arm 
around him to console him. "Too bad you both don't get to go."
	"It's all right," Tony said. "I still got a year's supply of 
Thickies diapers out of it."
	"Yeah, but I know you would have liked being in a commercial for 
diapers," Megan said. She walked with us as we went back across the 
street. We told Megan about our summer camp and she told us about her 
summer as well. She had been babysitting. The three-year-old boy she 
had told me about before was getting closer to four. Last time I had 
asked Megan she told me he was not potty trained yet. Immediately, I 
asked about an update on this.
	"I'm still changing his diapers," Megan said. "Not even Pull-Ups, 
diapers. He must be related to you."
	"Well, he is a boy, I think that alone qualifies him to still be 
in diapers," I said. Megan just smiled at this comment. We then 
discussed out respective plans for the Fourth of July. Megan invited me 
to come to the barbecue they had going on at their house and then light 
off fireworks with them once it was dark, but recommended that we might 
want to get some shorts to wear over our diapers first. Tony and I 
agreed that this would be fun and we could have one big combined 
fireworks show, although Tony and I really wanted to have a fireworks 
show while wearing just our diapers. In spite of this I told Megan that 
I would call her after I asked my Mom about it.
	"Well, guys, I'd better get back home," Megan said. With this, 
she gave Tony and I each a hug and a kiss. I stood and watched her butt 
and her thighs jiggle as she walked back towards her house.
	"We did it!" Tony and I said as we high-fived each other. We felt 
like we had accomplished a great thing to be among others in a public 
environment in our diapers.
	"I'm sure that tonight lots of people will be talking about the 
two boys they saw at the fireworks stand wearing diapers!" I said.
	We went back to my house again. Our original plan for both of us 
to go riding our bikes in diapers was scrapped as we were both getting 
too hot and tired from the mid-afternoon sun beating down on us at 
about a hundred degrees. I looked down at my legs and saw that they 
were starting to turn red from sunburn. Tony was also beginning to show 
signs of sunburn as well.
	When we got to my house, I discovered that one of the cars was 
gone. Nobody was home except for Dad. I saw him out in the back yard 
repainting the fence. Tony and I went out there and Dad greeted us. He 
asked us what we were up to.
	"Nothing much," I said.
	"Did your mother bring you boys over?" Dad asked Tony.
	"Nope, we came straight over here ourselves," he replied. Dad 
paused for a moment as he had his eyes focused on our diapered torsos.
	"Wearing--", dad started to say before Tony cut him off.
	"Yep, just our diapers," Tony said.
	"You boys are getting to be pretty brave showing off your diapers 
to the world," Dad said as he returned his attention to his painting.
	"What's in the bag?" Dad asked Tony.
	"Fireworks," Tony said. "We went to the fireworks stand."
	"What?! And you went like *that?*" Dad asked us incredulously. 
Once again Dad's attention was on us.
	"It's all we have to wear, Dad," I said.
	"Might as well just get rid of your pants, Chris, seeing that you 
don't need them at all anymore," my Dad said, reluctantly accepting the 
fact that I hated to wear pants. Get rid of my pants completely so I 
had nothing to wear but diapers-- ever! That would be this diaper boy's 
wet dream! My dick got hard as I ruminated upon this thought.
	"Where did everybody go?" I asked Dad.
	"They went to get some fireworks and some food for the barbecue," 
Dad said.
	"Barbecue?" I asked Dad.
	"Yeah, it has a grill and you light a fire under it and cook 
hamburgers, hot dogs--"
	"I know what a barbecue is, Dad," I said to him. He smirked as he 
enjoyed teasing me like that.
	"What barbecue?" I asked Dad.
	"I guess we sort of made a last-minute plan to have it and we 
must not have told you," my Dad said. "Lisa and Cindy are inviting 
their friends over, and if you would like Tony to come over, he's 
welcome as well. Just no sleepovers. Everyone's bringing their 
fireworks and we're going to have a big show tonight."
	"Maybe your mom and Kara can bring the rest of your fireworks," I 
suggested to Tony.
	"Sure," my Dad said. "They're welcome to come, too."
	Dad seemed to be in a good mood today, probably because he wasn't 
at work and he was finally getting the fence repainted like he's been 
wanting to do for the last few summers.
	"Son, run in and grab me a Coke," my Dad asked me.
	"Sure, Dad," I said. I went into the house and grabbed him the 
drink he wanted and took it back out to him.
	As it was a hot day and we had been out in the heat for so long, 
Tony and I were both tired and thirsty as well, so I got us each a can 
of Coke each and we drank them in the living room while sitting by the 
air conditioner. I then lay down on the floor feeling the chilled 
breeze blowing over my body.
	"Ahh, yes," I said. "That feels good." While I was relaxing I 
decided to call Megan and let her know that we wouldn't be coming over. 
I had to white-lie and tell her that my Mom said no since we were 
having our own barbecue, even though I didn't ask my mother, or my 
father for that matter. Megan was cool with this and said she'd try to 
have me over again some other time. The way she said this made me want 
to see about going over there anyway, but this would have been too 
selfish of me since what Megan likely had in mind only involved the two 
of us.
	A moment later I got back up on my hands and knees and positioned 
my head so that the sweat of my scalp would pick up the blast of cold 
air. Suddenly I heard Tony ripping at the tapes of his diaper. I turned 
around and watched him take the diaper off. He had wet it very 
thoroughly, but he only wet in it, which was a good thing, considering 
that he had his bare butt planted on the carpet. His dick was hard, 
probably because I was still on my hands and knees and the sight of my 
diapered butt was arousing him. Tony was now naked from the waist down. 
He spread his legs apart and let the cool air blow into his crotch.
	"What did you take your diaper off for?" I asked Tony.
	"I just wanted to cool off," he said. "Why don't you try it?"
	I pulled down my plastic pants partway and showed Tony all the 
pins in my topmost Thickies diaper, not to mention that there were two 
more layers identically pinned on underneath, identically as big and 
bulky, too.
	"I'm not going to try taking all these diapers off just to cool 
off my butt," I said. "Besides, my diapers are filled up full of shit 
again, as always. I'd be better off dumping some ice cubes down inside 
my diapers. But if I did that, I'd cold-cock myself-- get it?"
	Tony thought this remark was funny, although we both admitted it 
was lame, too.
	"It must get awfully hot in those diapers on hot days like this, 
being as thick as you wear them," Tony said.
	"It gets hot, but well, I have to have my diapers on all the 
time, and so should you. I'm afraid you'll shit or piss, or both, all 
over the carpet."
	"I'll be okay for a few minutes," Tony assured me. "This just 
feels good sometimes to let the cool air blow on your skin," he said.
	"You just drank a Coke," I said.
	"I'll re-diaper myself in a moment," he said. "You got some 
disposables?"
	"Oh yeah, I don't expect to wear any of my disposable diapers at 
least until I leave for California," I said.
	"You mind if I borrow one?" Tony asked.
	"Borrow? I don't want it back after you've used it!" I said 
jokingly. Tony mentioned he would give me a diaper from his supply in 
exchange.
	I was still on my hands and knees when I pooped some more into my 
diapers. Tony heard the muted fart sound and he knew what I had done. 
This really got him aroused. He told me to stay in my position so that 
he could use me as a "visual aid." I knew what he meant and I smiled 
back at him.
	Tony then started jacking off. It was the first time that he had 
masturbated by handling his bare penis without wearing diapers, as far 
as I knew.
	"What if my Dad walks in?" I asked Tony.
	"He was a boy once, he'll understand," Tony said. "Ahh yes, you 
ought to try doing this without diapers on sometime."
	"Fat chance," I said. "The only time I'm not in diapers is in the 
shower," I said. "I've tried it there, but I can't get myself to come 
unless I'm in diapers."
	By this time Tony was too engrossed in jacking off to talk. He 
had sat up and got up on his knees. He was positioned directly behind 
me as he stroked his dick and rubbed its head against the surface of my 
big, thick diapers. He pushed his penis head in on my solidly diapered 
behind a couple of times. I couldn't see what he was doing, but judging 
by the sounds of his moans and groans, he had just ejaculated all over 
my butt, a money shot, if you will. At the same time I was rubbing 
myself.
	Both of us were too consumed in our sexual play to realize that 
Mom and my sisters got home. Mom had gone out back to talk to Dad while 
Cindy came in through the front door. She caught us in a rather 
compromising position, to say the least.
	"Well, well, what have we here?" Cindy asked, embarrassed that 
she saw us this way. Tony was a lot more embarrassed, especially as he 
was naked and still had a hard-on, which only abruptly went limp on him 
upon his realization that Cindy caught him as he was finishing jerking 
off on my diapered butt. I was speechless as well.
	"You boys and your diapers," Cindy said with a smile. "I can't 
believe you guys were doing this in the front room!" Cindy then shook 
her head as she carried a couple bags full of fireworks into the 
kitchen where she set them down on the table.
	"Mom's coming in the house, so you'd better get some diapers back 
on," Cindy warned Tony as she came back into the living room.
	"Where's Lisa?" I asked Cindy.
	"Out swimming with Betty," Cindy said. She then held her hand to 
the side of her face and whispered, "or so she tells us, anyway."
	Tony got up and went into my room since he didn't want to be seen 
being naked. Apparently he didn't quite make it as he left a trail of 
pee all the way down the hall. Apparently it never occurred to him to 
run into the bathroom to let the rest of it flow into the toilet. 
Either that, or he was like me and vowed to never use a toilet under 
any circumstances whatsoever. Instead, he stood over my diaper pail and 
let his pee pour into the empty receptacle. I followed him in.
	"Dammit," Tony said as he shook his head while huddled over my 
diaper pail and peeing in it. "I can't believe your sisters saw what 
they saw!"
	"They know we jack each other off," I said. "I really wouldn't 
worry about it."
	"I also feel almost like I'm using a toilet again by pissing 
straight into your diaper pail."
	"Well, it's not a toilet, so it won't go against your 'record'," 
I assured him.
	"So what did you take your diaper off for?" Cindy asked as she 
came into the room holding the wet diaper that Tony had left out on the 
floor.
	"I was just hot and I wanted to sit in front of the air 
conditioner to cool off," he said.
	"Well, I wouldn't recommend going around the house without 
diapers if I were you," Cindy told Tony. "But I'm glad I'm not! It 
makes me glad Chris never goes diaperless, that's for sure!"
	Cindy then offered to replace Tony's diaper, so he got on my 
changing table and let her diaper him. Tony explained to her that he 
had been wearing his disposables in doubles and sometimes triples, so 
Cindy made some holes in his first diaper and then added the second 
one.
	Next came my turn. Tony watched as Cindy unpinned my diapers and 
cleaned up my very messy butt. Cindy was impressed to see that I was 
put in triple Thickies. I added that Kara was the one who diapered me 
up this way.
	"She did a good job diapering you," Cindy said. "Too bad she 
doesn't get to diaper you in cloth diapers, Tony," Cindy said as she 
turned around and looked at him. Tony looked like he wanted to explain 
what he was doing.
	"You have something on your mind, I can tell," Cindy said.
	"I just hope you won't tell anyone what you saw," he said.
	"I won't," Cindy said. "I really wasn't that surprised, knowing 
what you two like to do together in your diapers."
	Once Cindy had wiped my butt clean and powdered me, she asked me 
if I wanted to be triple-diapered in Thickies again.
	"Sure, yeah," I said.
	"Good, because that's what I was gonna do anyway," she said. Over 
the next several minutes Cindy diapered me and pinned me up tightly and 
heavily, then diapering me twice more with the other two Thickies. Not 
to be outdone, she attempted putting four cloth Thickies diapers on me, 
but this was just not going to happen, so she stopped at three diapers 
and then added my plastic pants.
	"Come on, boys, I'll show you the fireworks we picked up!" Cindy 
said as she escorted us out of the room. She made a brief stop in the 
bathroom to wash her hands. I waddled out of the room in my fresh 
diapers. I knew I would be good until after tonight's fireworks display 
would be over with.
	Mom was busy spraying some carpet cleaner where Tony had left a 
trail of pee.
	"Sorry about that, Brenda," Tony apologized to my mother as he 
watched her clean up after him. Tony had known my Mom long enough to 
stop calling her "Mrs. Barrett", just as I had called Tony's mother 
Sandy for awhile now.
	"Don't worry about it, Tony," my Mom assured him. "It just 
further demonstrates that you boys should keep your diapers on in the 
house."
	"I didn't take my diapers off, Mom," I said.
	"I know *you* didn't, Chris, considering the way your sisters 
diaper you up so much," Mom said to me as she patted my butt.
	Tony and I went into the kitchen and waited for Cindy. She came 
out of the bathroom and showed us all the bottle rockets, firecrackers, 
Roman candles, and all sorts of other flying and exploding fireworks 
that were illegal in Idaho but could be purchased here for out-of-state 
use only-- yeah, right! We were going to literally have a blast 
tonight.

FOREVER IN DIAPERS: PART 56
---------------------------

	As the late afternoon arrived, so did most of the guests who were 
expected to show up for the barbecue. Cindy had Gina and Bryce come 
over, and of course, I had Tony along with Kara and his mother. Lisa 
was still gone with Betty for the afternoon to go swimming with her, so 
they were due to show up soon. Lisa also wanted to invite her boyfriend 
Chuck over to introduce him to the family, so he was to be Lisa's other 
guest. He was to show up once he got off of work at his job at Burger 
King. Everyone furnished food and fireworks for later on. We had 
everything from hamburgers to hot dogs, potato chips, watermelon, iced 
tea, and lemonade. It was going to be quite a feast.
	As expected, all of the boys who were present were only in 
diapers and a shirt. Tony and I had been in only our diapers all day 
long (hell, make that virtually all summer!), and Bryce took his shorts 
off as soon as he arrived. He did so without having to be told to do 
so. He voluntarily handed his shorts over to Gina, who hid them in an 
undisclosed location until it was time to leave later tonight.
	Tony, Bryce and me were playing in the corner of the back yard, 
running all around and in and out of the gazebo, just playing and 
having fun wrestling each other. Later on we played some badminton. 
Gina joined us so that we'd have two players on each side. Cindy ran 
the video camera and taped us while we were playing, mainly to get 
shots of us boys playing in our diapers as always. Tony and I played 
one side, facing the back fence, while Gina and Bryce faced the house. 
We all sucked at it and we kept hitting the birdie too hard, especially 
Tony and I. I sent the birdie over to the yard next door. Being that 
nobody was living there, I just climbed the fence to retrieve it from 
the other side, giving everyone a good show of my diapers in the 
process. Cindy, of course, got some close-ups of my diapered butt on 
video. Tony also hit the birdie over the back fence a couple of times, 
forcing us to go out into the alley in our diapers to go look for it. 
We asked Gina if she'd go get it.
	"You guys hit it over there, you get it," she said.
	"But, you have shorts on, Gina, and well, we just have diapers," 
I said to her.
	"Really, and all this time you didn't notice the difference until 
now?" Gina said sarcastically while strutting around in her ass-hugging 
shorts, flaunting the fact that she had on more decent attire on than 
Tony and me.
	"It's not like wearing diapers has stopped you boys before from 
going out where others see you in them," Cindy said.
	We figured the girls weren't going to budge and they wanted to 
see Tony and I, or at least one of us to go out to the alley in our 
diapers, so I opened the gate and went out with Tony following me. As 
far as I could tell nobody saw us. The birdie was right there laying in 
the middle of the alley, easy to retrieve. I picked it up and we 
resumed the game.
	It was not a minute later before Tony wailed on the birdie and 
sent it sailing well above the fence, maintaining a velocity that would 
likely cause the birdie to land at some point beyond the alley.
	"Oops!" Tony said sheepishly.
	"They did it again!" Gina said to Cindy, who took Bryce's place 
since Bryce had trouble playing the game in his poop-filled diapers.
	"Guess what, boys?" Cindy said to us.
	"We know," I said as Tony and I headed towards the gate and 
opened it.
	Tony and I looked around to see if the birdie was still in the 
alley. We looked in just about every spot possible, but there wasn't 
any sign of it. While we were meandering around looking for the birdie, 
two boys on their bikes came passing through. They looked to be about 
nine or ten. They gave us strange looks as we stood there in diapers.
	"You guys are weird!" one boy said.
	"Haven't you ever seen someone in diapers before?" I said.
	"Yeah, I have-- babies!" the other kid yelled back.
	They passed on as we resumed the search for the birdie. Having 
assumed the birdie did in fact, land in the yard on the other side, we 
tried to spot it through the knotholes in the fence. I finally found it 
lying in the grass about six feet from the fence. Meanwhile, Cindy had 
gotten a classic shot of me on video, where I was peering through a 
knothole in the fence while my diapered butt was sticking out ever so 
prominently. I didn't even realize this until the next day when I 
watched the video. I had to admit that our plight recorded on tape was 
rather comical to watch.
	"Now how do we get it?" Tony asked.
	"Easy, just open that gate over there," I said. I tried to open 
it, but then I realized that it was locked from the other side.
	"Damn!" I said. "We'll have to climb the fence, I guess."
	"Climb the fence?" Tony said.
	"Yeah, just climb over the fence and grab it and then get your 
diaper-assed butt out of there," I said.
	"It's too tall to climb over," Tony said.
	"I'll give you a boost," I said.
	"Do I have to be the one to get it?" Tony said.
	"Since you hit it, you should get it," I said.
	"Aww, man," Tony groaned. He started to climb the fence and then 
tried to give him a boost, pushing my hands up on his butt. In doing so 
I caused the poop in his diaper to squish out to the leg opening. Some 
of it fell onto my shoulder, leaving a glob of shit on my shirt.
	"My diaper's leaking," Tony said.
	"So I noticed," I said, pointing to the poop dropping on me.
	"Sorry," Tony said.
	"Hey, shit happens, literally," I told him. At that point, the 
boys came back by again on their bikes.
	"Babies!" they both shouted at us simultaneously. We just ignored 
them and got back to the business at hand.
	"Tell you what, boost me up instead," I said, agreeing to venture 
into the uncharted territory of a neighbor's back yard. "I'm diapered 
up a lot more than you are and my diapers won't leak."
	"I'm quite sure they won't leak," Tony said plainly. We agreed to 
try it this way by having Tony boost me over the fence instead. I 
started climbing the fence and got Tony's help as he pushed up on my 
bottom. I felt my poop squishing around as Tony's hands pushed into my 
thick diapers. I enjoyed feeling Tony push my shit up to my balls. The 
sensation gave me a hard-on. No doubt Tony enjoyed the view as well. My 
shit was securely retained in my much thicker diapers with no worries 
of leakage. Tony pushed me up as far as he could go. I managed to get 
to where I could make it the rest of the way over the fence. I leaped 
down from the fence and found myself wearing ust diapers while in a 
stranger's back yard. I ran over to where the birdie was lying in the 
grass. I picked it up and tossed it back over to Tony.
	I then realized that I had to get back out of the yard and 
neither Tony nor I had planned for this in our haste to retrieve the 
birdie. The gate was padlocked.
	"Uhh, Tony, I have a problem," I said to him as I shook the gate 
in vain. "I need to get back out, and the gate has a padlock on it."
	"Oh shit," he said.
	I looked around to see if there were any other ways out of the 
back yard. It was entirely fenced in. There were also a lot of toys 
lying around, so little kids must have lived here, I assumed. There was 
a gate at the other end, leading out to the front, but I could see that 
it was padlocked as well. Even if I did go out that way I would have to 
walk back around from the street. It was getting to be fun to run 
around outside in diapers alongside Tony, but the thought of being 
outside by myself in diapers didn't appeal to me.
	I ran over to the front gate, seeing that there were was a 
wheelbarrow that I could use to climb up on. I just wanted out of that 
yard before someone saw me and called the cops on me or something. The 
last thing I needed was for a policeman to confront me and see me in 
only diapers. I wouldn't want to explain the shit stain on my shirt, 
either.
	I was desperate for a way out of the strange back yard, so just 
as I was about to push the wheelbarrow across the yard I heard two kids 
come out to the yard, apparently having come out from the back door of 
the house. I ran up towards the front yard and stood around the side of 
the house with my back to the wall, hoping the kids wouldn't see me. I 
hoped the parents or other adults wouldn't also come out and possibly 
catch me.
	So far all I saw were two boys, both of them in just diapers, 
nonetheless. One of them was probably not even two years old yet, no 
biggie that he had a diaper on. The other boy, however, was probably 
four. I was pleased to see that he was in diapers, too.
	"Good boy," I thought to myself. I watched the boys play in the 
yard while I stood in silence and watched. One of them kicked a ball 
over towards me, so they came running in my direction. I was afraid 
they would see me, but they stopped just before reaching the side of 
the house, barely out of view, where they retrieved their ball. They 
played together for a couple minutes more. For awhile I thought that 
they were alone, but then a girl who looked to be about twelve or 
thirteen in a swimsuit came out. She did the expected butt-crack 
swimsuit pull that I often see girls doing. They manage to keep their 
swimsuits clean in that area and must wipe better than even toilet-
using boys ever do. The girl looked to be about my age, but I didn't 
recognize her from school. Maybe she had just moved here, I thought. 
She was carrying a fresh diaper in her hand.
	"Oh, Jo-ey! Time to change your diaper!" she hollered as she 
walked towards the older boy. He then ran away from her and she chased 
him.
	"No, I want mommy to change diaper!" he said as he ran away.
	"Just because I'm your cousin doesn't mean I can't change your 
diaper!" she said impatiently as she continued to chase him around the 
yard. "You should be potty trained by now anyway!"
	"No he shouldn't!" I was tempted to yell out. Joey then came 
running towards the side of the house where I was hiding.
	"Hah! I got you cornered!" the girl said as she chased her little 
cousin. She had me cornered, too; I didn't have any place to run or 
hide. At about the same time they both saw me standing there in their 
yard. The girl shrieked as I startled her.
	"Who are you?!" the girl asked me.
	"My name's Chris," I said nervously.
	"What are you doing in my aunt and uncle's back yard? And why are 
*you* wearing diapers?"
	"We were playing badminton and we hit the birdie into your yard, 
so I came over to get it."
	"And you hit it way over here?" she asked.
	I explained to her that the birdie had landed on the other side 
of the yard and I came over the fence to get it. Then, as I couldn't 
get out of the yard, I was trying to find a way out.
	"I see," she said. "You know, I thought my cousin was too old to 
wear diapers. Why are you wearing them, anyway?"
	"I just wear diapers," I said, not wanting to go into detail 
since I didn't know the girl nor expect to establish any degree of 
acquaintance with her. "You don't have to be a baby to wear them."
	"Whatever your reason is, I'd rather not know. Let me see if I 
can get a key to the gate from my aunt or uncle."
	While the girl went into the house, I talked to Joey.
	"You wear diapers, too!" he said.
	"Yep!" I said as I turned to my side and showed them off.
	"I see that you wear diapers, too," I said back to him. "How old 
are you?"
	"I'm four," he said.
	"Are they trying to make you use the potty?" I asked the boy.
	"Yeah," the boy said as he nodded. "My Mommy and Daddy don't like 
to change my diapers."
	"There's nothing wrong with wearing diapers," I pointedly said to 
the boy. "Just because you're four, five, or six, or whatever, doesn't 
mean you can't wear diapers. Hell-- er, I mean heck-- I'm twelve. If 
you want to wear diapers, you should get to wear them-- especially if 
you're a boy." I added on the last part for good measure.
	"So why do I hafta use the potty?" Joey asked me.
	"Because that's what grownups want you to do when you reach a 
certain age," I said in a mildly disagreeing voice. "I hated potty 
training, and I just wanted to wear diapers because I liked them, but 
my parents told me that I was too old for diapers and they were making 
me use the potty. They took my diapers away from me, but I got them 
back. It took me awhile to get my way, but I finally got what I wanted. 
I've been back in diapers since I was eight, and now I'm going to be 
wearing the rest of my life."
	"Do you like to wear diapers?" Joey asked me.
	"I LOVE to wear diapers!" I said emphatically. "Lots of boys do. 
I like them nice and thick, just like the way I'm wearing them now!" I 
demonstrated this by bending over and patting my butt.
	I heard the sliding door come open, so I figured the girl was 
coming back out. Before she arrived, I told the boy, "look, if you 
don't want to use the potty and you would rather wear diapers, don't 
let anyone try to tell you that you should, okay? Remember that for 
me!"
	The boy nodded his head. I wasn't sure how much of what I told 
him would sink in nor if it would have any lasting effects on 
sabotaging his potty training. It could possibly make a diaper 
fetishist out of him, I hoped. I felt somewhat guilty by corrupting the 
little boy's mind into getting him to think that it's okay to wear 
diapers. It seemed that he was on the fence about choosing diapers or 
toilet training, so I felt that he at least needed some persuasion.
	The girl came over to me and said, "sorry, they couldn't find the 
key. I guess you'll have to try climbing back out or come through the 
house and go out the front. But since all you have on is, uhh, diapers, 
you probably don't want to do that, and I don't think you'd want my 
aunt and uncle to see you in your, your diapers."
	"I'd rather not," I said. "Do your aunt and uncle know I'm here?"
	"No, I just told them that Joey threw his ball over the fence. I 
didn't want to explain to them that a boy in diapers was in our yard 
and he needed to get out."
	"How did you get in, anyway?" she asked me. I told her that I got 
help from a friend who boosted me up. With this I explained to her how 
I got a glob of poop on my shirt.
	"So your friend also wears diapers, obviously," the girl said. 
"Must be a boy's thing."
	"It is," I said proudly. "Lots of girls say that when they find 
out about me and my friends and cousins all wearing diapers."
	The girl didn't seem to be very receptive to my telling her the 
pleasures that wearing diapers gives me. I just wanted to get out of 
the yard before her aunt and uncle saw me. I then thought for a moment 
and then asked her, "maybe you can give me a boost over the fence."
	"Well, okay, since you're kinda nice," she said hesitantly. I 
think she was starting to like me and admiring the fact that I was in 
diapers after all, but I was probably just thinking wishfully.
	"So do you go around in diapers all the time?" she asked me. I 
told her that this was all I ever wore unless I went to school or was 
in a public place. She then asked me if I had to wear them of if I just 
liked wearing them.
	"Both," I said. "It started out as liking to wear them, but since 
I have been wearing diapers for so long, it sort of became a 
necessity."
	"Joey's four and still in diapers. I tried telling him that big 
boys use the potty and don't wear diapers, but now after seeing you, I 
don't know how I will convince him of that now."
	"Boys are harder to potty train. I'm proof of that," I said. I 
figured I would likely never meet the girl again, anyway, so I didn't 
have much to lose by being open with her about my feelings for diapers. 
She didn't say much of anything else after that.
	I got over to the fence and she told me to go to the corner where 
her aunt and uncle would not see us as easily from the house. I jumped 
up and grabbed the top of the fence. She pushed up on my butt, moving 
the poop around a she boosted me up.
	"Your diapers are awfully thick," she said. "I can't even feel 
where your butt is."
	"Be glad that they are thick," I said. I thanked her for her help 
as I made it over the fence and hopped down.
	I went back to the yard and saw that Lisa and Betty had gotten 
back from swimming. They were sitting in the gazebo rubbing aloe on 
each other to cool their sunburns.
	"Hi Chris!" Betty said to me. I said hello back to her.
	"What got on your shirt?" she asked me.
	"Tony's shit," I answered, then explained what I meant. Lisa 
thought it was pretty funny that I went over into the yard of a 
neighbor we didn't even know wearing just my diapers.
	"Everyone's going to see you in diapers anyway once they start 
showing you in your diapers in those TV commercials," Lisa said.
	I asked Lisa when she was expecting Chuck, her boyfriend to show 
up.
	"He should be coming any time. He was off work at 6:00."
	"Have you told him that I wear diapers yet?" I asked Lisa.
	"No, I haven't," she said. "I know he's gonna flip out when he 
sees you and Tony and Bryce in diapers."
	Lisa sounded apprehensive about it, so I asked her if she wanted 
us to wear some shorts over our diapers.
	"He's going to have to find out sooner or later," Lisa said with 
a resigned sigh. "There's plenty of evidence around the house as it is, 
the smell you make of your diapers being one of them."
	"Why are you so nervous?" I asked Lisa. "What do you think he'll 
say?"
	"I dunno, Chris, but I'll handle it, okay?"
	"Just trying to help," I said. "What should I say if he asks why 
I wear diapers?"
	"I'll do the talking, don't worry about it," Lisa said 
insistently. "Knowing you, you'd tell him a lot of things that would 
embarrass the hell out of me."
	"What if he asks what I do in my diapers?" I asked Lisa.
	"I assume he knows that diapers are peed in and pooped in. 
Whatever you do, just don't tell him about the 'other' things you do in 
your diapers," Lisa admonished me. I then decided to get back to Tony 
and left the gazebo.
	I went up to Tony and explained to him what had happened and why 
I was gone for so long. He and Bryce were playing badminton one on one. 
I told Tony what happened the whole time I was over there. He enjoyed 
hearing about what I told the boy about potty training. Cindy and Gina 
overheard me. Gina said, "Aww, Chris, you didn't say that, did you?"
	"Knowing Chris, he probably did," Cindy said. "You ought to know 
my brother by now, Gina, having diapers on his mind all the time-- and 
on his butt, of course!"
	"Hey Chris, you still got shit on your shirt," Tony said. He then 
looked over at my dad, who gave Tony a funny look as he was busy 
grilling some hamburgers on the barbecue.
	"Sorry, Mr. Barrett," Tony said to my father, apologizing for his 
language. As for the shit on my shirt, I went in to the house and to my 
bedroom to change into a clean shirt. I put on a shorter shirt that 
would let more of my diapers show. I then returned to the back yard. 
Dad had the hamburgers and hot dogs ready to serve. Tony, Bryce and I 
all loaded up our plates and sat in our chairs and ate our food. The 
girls isolated themselves in the gazebo and ate there. Several minutes 
passed and I realized that Lisa's boyfriend still hadn't shown up and I 
remarked on this.
	"He's here," Cindy said as she returned to the patio for some 
more lemonade. "He just got here."
	"Where?" I asked.
	"That's his car," Cindy said, commenting on the booming of an 
ultra-loud car stereo coming from the front side of the house. Lisa got 
up to go into the house and greet him at the door. A couple minutes 
later she came out of the kitchen and onto the patio. She was holding 
hands with him. He looked like a complete scumbag! It wasn't my place 
to tell Lisa who her boyfriends should be, but this guy looked like a 
first-class dope-smoking loser. He had on ripped jeans, a faded Slayer 
T-shirt and wore dark glasses. Yeah, he thought he was Mr. Hot Shit, 
that Chuck!
	"Sorry, babe, those fuckers were making me stay to close since 
some dipshit they hired last week didn't show up for closing!"
	"Chuck, could you tone down your language in front of my family?" 
Lisa asked him. I was tempted to ask Lisa where she got hooked up with 
this creep.
	"Sorry, sweetums," Chuck apologized.
	"Umm, everyone, this is Chuck, Chuck this is my Dad..." Lisa said 
nervously as she went around and introduced everyone. It was as if Lisa 
knew the family wouldn't approve of him. He came over to Tony, Bryce 
and me and he shook all our hands. His hands were rough, dry and scaly. 
He was quite surprised to see us three boys well out of their toddler 
years wearing diapers.
	"So what's with the diapers on these guys?" Chuck asked Lisa.
	"Well, that's one reason I was hesitant to bring you over," Lisa 
said to him sheepishly.
	"You don't wear them, too, do you?" Chuck asked Lisa. He took 
this opportunity to pat Lisa's big ass a couple of times and then pinch 
it as well. He reached up underneath her shorts when he did this.
	"Nope, just my brother and his friends," Lisa said as she 
flinched away from his advances, blushing red. "It's a boys' thing 
around here. Now don't do that, Chuck," she quietly admonished him.
	"I don't know about diapers, but I know what you *do* wear under 
those tight shorts of yours, sweetie," Chuck said to Lisa as he tried 
to kiss her.
	"Chuck, not here, please," Lisa said as she resisted his advance. 
"Let's go out to the gazebo and we'll talk."
	Lisa and Chuck sat in the gazebo for several minutes, talking 
about who-knows-what. About twenty minutes later Betty came up to the 
patio and stayed there. She seemed upset, as if Lisa was tuning her 
out. Meanwhile, Lisa and Chuck were sucking face. A few minutes later 
they came back to the patio. Lisa had a hickey on her neck, surprise, 
surprise!
	Chuck then went out to his car and came back with his electric 
guitar and a small, portable amp.
	"This is just my portable amp, guys," Chuck said, apologizing for 
its small size. "You should see the amp I have at home; it's this big, 
and if I play it too loud the neighbors complain, even from a whole 
block away!" Chuck seemed to be very proud of this. Shit, this asshole 
was turning out to be a real braggart and a boor, and I wasn't too 
impressed with his appearance or his attitude. Lisa seemed to be 
embarrassed as well, and Mom and Dad weren't getting much of an 
impression of him, either.
	"So, what do you guys wanna hear?" Chuck asked us while he idly 
strummed his guitar and tuned it.
	"Uhh, do you know 'Alive' by Pearl Jam?" I asked him.
	"How about 'Plush', by Stone Temple Pilots," Tony said.
	"'Enter Sandman', Metallica," Bryce said.
	"Say, you guys listen to come pretty cool music for being a bunch 
of diaper boys," Chuck said, acting surprised. He then played some 
riffs from the three songs we asked him to play.
	"I need my band for some of these," he said after playing a few 
bars. "Come on, gimme some others, I betcha I can play anything you ask 
me to play."
	"Do you know Nirvana songs?" I asked him.
	"Yep," he said, following this with a medley of their better-
known tunes to date.
	"How about Led Zeppelin or Kiss? You play any older stuff?" Tony 
asked him.
	"Oh yeah," he said, further demonstrating his expansive 
repertoire.
	"Betcha you don't know 'Toccata and Fugue in D Minor,' by Bach!" 
Bryce said, thinking that he had Chuck on this one for sure. To our 
surprise, he belted this one out, too.
	After this, Chuck got carried away and started playing all sorts 
of songs. I had to admit the guy could handle an axe rather nicely. My 
Dad finally got tired of it and asked him to put his guitar away for 
the night. He seemed resentful, but he cooperated and took his guitar 
and his amp back out to his car.
	Lisa and Betty were talking again. Lisa seemed torn between 
spending her time with Chuck and with Betty. Chuck came back and sat 
down with us.
	"So, why do you all wear diapers?" Chuck asked us.
	"Chuck, I told you why they wear them," Lisa said to him.
	"I know, I just want to talk to them. I think they're pretty cool 
guys after all, they got a decent taste in music."
	"Sure," Lisa said. "Betty and I will be right back." With this, 
Lisa and Betty got up and went into the house. Chuck asked us more 
questions about wearing diapers.
	"You get many chicks who dig your didees?" Chuck asked us.
	"There's one girl who thinks me and Tony look cute in diapers," I 
said to him. "Her name's Megan."
	"Ahh, so has she changed your diapers before?" Chuck asked.
	"A couple times," I said.
	"Really?" he said. "What else has she done?"
	I could tell that Chuck was wanting to hear something really 
nasty and torrid, but other than a diaper change from Megan, there was 
nothing I could honestly tell him about her that was overtly sexual.
	"Well, dude, the way you got those diapers on, you kind of make 
it hard for her to get to the goods, if you know what I mean," Chuck 
said, laughing afterwards. His cigarette-smoke breath was getting to 
me.
	"Yeah, I guess so," I said without making eye contact, hoping 
that he'd shut the hell up.
	"Well, you are only twelve, so I understand, but then, I was 
eleven when 'it' happened, if you know what I'm saying." Chuck formed a 
circle with his index finger and his thumb and took his other index 
finger and moved it back and forth repeatedly, pantomiming sexual 
intercourse to illustrate his point. "Man, she was thirteen and already 
fully equipped, tits, ass and all, it was nice, I tell you!"
	I didn't like this Chuck guy at all. He told us about all the 
times he did it with other girls, explaining in full detail all his 
sexual escapades, as if I really gave two-tenths of a shit. He 
conveniently omitted the times he'd done it with Lisa, though, 
especially being that there was one such time I actually knew of 
myself. I had a feeling that he would only hurt Lisa in the end. He 
then realized that we weren't into talking about sex, at least not with 
girls.
	"So what do you guys like?" Chuck asked us. After a couple 
seconds of silence he said, "I mean, what do you think about when you, 
you know, choke your chicken? You're old enough to do that, I think."
	Again, more silence followed.
	"You are straight, right?"
	"Why do you want to know?" I asked him.
	"What? You ain't straight? You mean you're gay?"
	"Why does it matter to you?" I asked.
	"None of this shit I been telling you seems to interest you. You 
got girlie mags, right? If not, I can give you some since I don't need 
them no more."
	I figured that the more he knew about me, the better. I also 
figured that if he knew enough about my diaper fetish it might even 
freak him out enough to dump Lisa. I knew Lisa wouldn't want this to 
happen at first, but it was for her own good and I knew she wouldn't be 
with this doped-up druggie dude for long anyway.
	"Well, I don't look at Playboys or Hustlers, for starters," I 
said. "I like to make my own things."
	"Really, like what?" he asked.
	"Diaper stories, and pictures," I said.
	"What do you mean?" Chuck asked. I was ready to give him a taste 
of his own medicine and really lay it on him.
	"I like to write about boys who wear diapers and shit and piss in 
them, and I draw pictures of this shit, too. Really nasty shit. I mean, 
I don't go for just ordinary diapers, these diapers are huge and thick, 
lots and lots and LOTS of big, thick white layers! No pants! I hate 
pants and so do all the boys who I know love diapers! You know how much 
a bunch of thick, white diapers on a boy's butt turns me on!? and they 
have lots of pins in them, too! Dozens of them! Each diaper! The boys 
can't get them off! They're forced to use their diapers, several times! 
And man, let me tell you, they're diapers are FULL of PISS and SHIT! 
They wear these diapers for HOURS and DAYS on end! Never changed! 
Imagine how much it stinks! But I love those smells!"
	There, that did it, I hoped. Chuck just looked at me stunned. 
Actually, it was hard to tell the difference, really, seeing that he 
was perpetually on something.
	"Uhh, do you ever think about, like, you know, girls?" he asked 
after finally snapping out of his stupor.
	"Oh yeah, all the time! Megan is in a lot of my fantasies and she 
changes my diapers and does some of those other things you were wishing 
I'd tell you about for real," I said. And this is the best part of all 
my diaper fantasies! Only the BOYS wear diapers! The girls, they NEVER 
wear diapers and they always remind the boys about their white thick-
butt diapers and point out all the things about the boys' diapers! The 
girls always go around in swimsuits and tight shorts, anything to let 
the boys know that they aren't wearing diapers!"
	I was getting dizzy at this point. I was so excited from my own 
recitation of what I think about when I think about diapers that I had 
to get some oxygen or go jack off or something.
	"I dunno about you boys," Chuck said. "I think those diapers are 
messing you up big time. I can see why, being that you don't have any 
'access' by having them on all the time, know what I'm saying? Can't 
really spank your monkey that way, can you?"
	Lisa then came back out to the patio again. She and Betty were 
both carrying diapers and the other supplies that were needed.
	"I might as well change your diapers now, Chris, before it gets 
dark," Lisa said. "How long has it been since you were changed?"
	"Just a couple hours," I said. "But I've peed and pooped since 
then."
	"I believe it," Chuck said as he fanned his face. "You guys are 
mighty ripe. I'd hate to wear a toilet all day and stink like one, you 
know."
	"Chuck, please, you said you'd not make fun of my brother or his 
friends," Lisa scolded her boyfriend, at least he still held this 
status with Lisa.
	"What? I just said I wouldn't want to go around wearing a toilet, 
which is about what wearing a diaper is," he said. "Look, babes, can we 
have a talk?"
	"In a minute, I need to change Chris' diapers first," Lisa said.
	"You changing me out here?" I asked Lisa as I pointed to the 
patio. Actually, this seemed like a good idea to me since it would 
likely turn Chuck off.
	"Sure I am," Lisa said. "Lie down."
	I didn't want to lie on the hard concrete of the patio, so I 
asked Lisa if I could go out on the lawn instead.
	"Sure, get your ass on the grass!" Lisa said. With this, I took a 
spot on the lawn just off of the patio. Lisa and Betty followed me, 
carrying the diapers and other things. Both of them went to work on 
removing my diapers and revealing the big mess in them, nearly an 
entire day's accumulation of piss and shit. Chuck was watching and he 
appeared to be astonished at seeing that I actually used my diapers. 
Obviously he didn't consider the fact that I certainly wouldn't take 
all those pins out and remove my diapers to use the toilet, thus 
defeating their purpose.
	I was cleaned up, powdered, diapered and pinned up in double 
Thickies plus several conventional diapers that Lisa and Betty used 
underneath these. Lisa took the diaper pail back into the house. It 
felt good to be in dry diapers again. They didn't stay dry for long 
once my body processed the three glasses of lemonade I drank that 
evening. Meanwhile, Gina changed Bryce's diaper, which was getting 
weighed down with plenty of excrement and overdue for a change.
	After telling Chuck about my diaper fetish these thoughts were 
lingering in my mind and my dick was begging for the attention that it 
needed. Tony and Bryce were feeling the same way. With this, we all 
went into my room and lay on the floor and released these feelings 
together. While Bryce wasn't able to produce cum yet, he told us that 
he was starting to get all these wonderful feelings in his diapers and 
rubbed himself every night. It was good to see that he would soon be 
"coming" of age. Tony and I both collapsed on the floor after we each 
brought ourselves to a mind-blowing orgasm.
	Darkness finally started to set in and the show was getting ready 
to start. We went back out to the street to light off some of the 
smaller fireworks. Several of the other kids were out there shooting 
theirs off as well. As there was still quite a bit of daylight, a lot 
of people could see that Tony, Bryce and I were in just our diapers and 
shirts. Tony's mother and Kara, who had left momentarily, arrived again 
with their fireworks and joined us for the big light show.
	As it got darker, we started lighting off the bigger and more 
spectacular fireworks. Lisa, Betty and Chuck had been elsewhere. I 
wasn't even paying attention until I heard Lisa crying with Betty 
comforting her. Chuck had gotten into his car and left in a hurry, 
squealing his tires as he took off.
	"It's okay, Lisa, just enjoy the fireworks," Betty told her.
	"I knew Chuck would be a jerk!" Lisa said. "I knew he wouldn't 
take to Chris and the other boys being in diapers very well!"
	"You don't need assholes like him in your life," Betty said. "A 
decent boyfriend wouldn't care if your brother wears diapers."
	After awhile, Lisa managed to get her feelings sorted out and she 
began lighting off some of the fireworks herself after dealing with the 
fireworks that Chuck set off on her. She sat in her lawn chair and idly 
lit firecrackers one at a time, tossing them into the street. She 
seemed to have gotten over Chuck and came to realize that he wasn't a 
very decent guy after all. Lisa even apologized to me for Chuck's 
conduct.
	"It's okay, Lisa," I said to her. I had a good feeling that my 
comments to him helped to finish him off and piss him off enough. I 
felt like a hero in my own right.
	"Maybe I should find a boyfriend who wears diapers," Lisa 
conceded. "At least I know he would be more understanding."

FOREVER IN DIAPERS: PART 57
---------------------------

	The weekend following the Fourth of July was usually when we got 
together for a combined birthday celebration for both my Dad and for 
Cindy. Dad's birthday was July 8 and Cindy's was July 11, the latter of 
which fell on a Sunday that year. We usually had the celebration at 
home, but this year my family decided to hold the event by having a 
picnic in the park.
	My Aunt Sharon and Uncle Allen came out that day along with 
cousin Suzy. I asked Suzy about the four and a half year old boy she 
had mentioned was still in diapers earlier this summer. Much to my 
pleasure, her last report was that the parents threw all of his toilet 
training materials into a pile and burned it all in a big bonfire out 
of frustration. How I wish I had gotten to see this! I had visions of a 
potty chair melting and turning into a charred cluster of black and 
traces of whatever color the potty chair started out with. Seeing a 
bonfire containing this most ultimately sacrilegious icon of forced 
diaper deprivation, along with several books and maybe some videos that 
taught parents the evils of potty training boys, would have been worth 
paying admission to see.
	Suzy was also quite impressed at how thick my diapers were on me 
that day. I hadn't been changed that morning, however. My sisters 
decided that since Suzy always wanted to change my diapers anyway, they 
wanted to let her get her money's worth out of it. Besides, it would 
give my sisters a break that I must admit they felt they needed once in 
awhile.
	Suzy told me to get up on my changing table. She showed no 
offense towards the noxious odors that my diapers contained since she 
was used to this sort of thing. She diapered me into my Thickies like a 
seasoned pro. She even used plenty of pins.
	My Mom came into my room to check on me. She saw that Suzy was 
diapering me,, which Mom was cool with. She asked Suzy if she knew 
about our plans to go to the park.
	"Yes, Aunt Brenda, I do," she said.
	"So is Chris just going to go like that then?" Mom asked.
	"It looks like it," Suzy said. "I know he won't have any pants to 
go over these diapers!"
	"Is that how you're going to go?" Mom asked me. I told her yes.
	"Okay, I guess you've gotten used to this sort of thing this 
summer," Mom said. "Suzy, your parents are leaving now; they need to 
pick up some chicken at KFC."
	With this, Suzy quickly finished pinning on my last diaper and 
left me to put on my plastic pants.
	"We'll be leaving soon, too, Chris, so if you change your mind 
about going to the park in your diapers, do it now."
	"I'm not changing my mind," I said.
	"Very well," Mom said as she left my bedroom.
	By this time I had lost most of my inhibitions towards going out 
of the house wearing just my diapers. It felt so cool to completely 
leave my pants behind and get into the car and go someplace with 
nothing to wear but my diapers. The park was just a couple miles away, 
situated right on the river. It contained several large, mature trees 
and offered plenty of shade. The park was busy and we had to park a 
long ways from our table, but at least we found one that wasn't used.
	When we got to the park Lisa turned to me and said, "I hope you 
don't plan on sitting here all day," she said.
	"I wasn't going to, why?"
	"Have you looked at how far we'll have to walk?" Lisa asked me. 
She then pointed out the window and said, "See that table way over 
there? See where Mom's going? That's where we're going."
	"And all you have to wear is DIAPERS!" Cindy said.
	"It was my choice," I said.
	"Oh, so I guess this means this fall you'll go to school like 
that, too," Cindy said.
	"That I'm not sure about," I said. "The dress code probably won't 
allow it."
	I got out of the car and went to the trunk where Mom and Dad were 
unloading food containers.
	"Chris, help your sister carry this big ice chest; it's pretty 
heavy," my Dad said. The ice chest was on the ground. Cindy took one 
side while I took the other. As I bent over to pick my side up a car 
pulled into the space behind us (it was parallel parking). I looked up 
to see the amused looks on all the kids' faces as they must have seen 
my white diapers gleaming in the bright sun. Cindy and I had to walk an 
estimated 200-300 feet to our spot. We walked past several people who 
rode past on their bikes as well as joggers and walkers. A group of 
guys playing Frisbee stared as went past them. One guy even got bonked 
in the head by the flying disk since my diapered butt was distracting 
him and he wasn't paying attention. Likewise, my diapered rear end 
caught the attention of a large family that was using one of the park's 
picnic shelters. Kids and adults alike stared. Much of the laughter was 
high-pitched and could have only come from the kids.
	"Do you know how many people have been staring at you, Chris?" 
Cindy asked me.
	"Two hundred and forty-six, yeah, yeah, definitely two hundred 
and forty-six," I said using my "Rain Man" voice. This wasn't the 
actual count, but I knew it was a few dozen so far. I saw two girls in 
swimsuits coming the other direction, both of them staring at me and 
smiling.
	"Two hundred and forty-eight people staring at my diapered butt, 
definitely a lot of people are staring."
	"All right, Chris, I get it!" Cindy said. We got to the table and 
set the ice chest down. A few minutes later Aunt Sharon and Uncle Allen 
showed up with the chicken. We had plenty of food besides the chicken. 
I ate quite a bit and I sipped down plenty of iced tea and lemonade, 
not that my diapers couldn't handle it.
	Since my parents liked to chat with Aunt Sharon and Uncle Allen 
between eating and opening presents, we kids would often go off 
somewhere to play. We were close to the river, so this was the natural 
place to go.
	"Don't go far, kids," my Dad reminded us.
	"We're just going over here to the river," I said.
	As we walked towards the river we came across several other 
people, all of whom stared. As if the guy who got bopped in the head by 
a Frisbee wasn't enough, I made one kid crash into his friend on his 
bike when he was busy staring at me bending over to tie my shoe. In my 
bent position I looked between my legs and saw the two bikes on the 
ground along with the two boys. I was concerned for them, so I ran over 
to see how they were.
	"You boys all right?" I asked them.
	"Yeah," one of them said. "You just looked really funny wearing 
those diapers!" The two boys then rode off and stared behind them 
instead of watching where they were going. It was as if neither of them 
had learned a lesson from what just happened.
	We went down to the river where several other kids were playing. 
I got a lot of attention for being in my diapers. A lot of the usual 
giggles and laughter ensued. A couple of the older ones asked me why I 
had diapers on. I was beginning to think about making up some form and 
printing off several copies to carry around with me. That way when 
someone asked me why I wear diapers I'd just hand them the form. 
Perhaps I could have brochures made for this. They'd be titled WHY 
CHRIS BARRETT WEARS DIAPERS.
	My sisters had put on their swimsuits underneath their clothes, 
so they both stripped off their shirts and their shorts. Suzy had been 
prepared to do the same thing. All three of the girls did the expected 
butt-crack pull on their swimsuits.
	"Hey Chris, how about you?" Suzy asked me.
	"Uhh, I think the river would instantly go dry once Chris got in 
the water and let his diapers soak up all the water," Lisa remarked.
	Lisa was right, although perhaps her response was a little 
exaggerated. I couldn't get in the water with such heavy diapers on. I 
just stood there and took video of the girls splashing around. A few 
minutes later Uncle Allen came over to tell us it was time for cake and 
ice cream and for Cindy and my Dad to open their presents. The girls 
got out of the water and put their clothes back on. Cindy videotaped me 
in my diapers as I walked back. She made sure to get several shots of 
the reactions from the other people, too.
	Cindy was fourteen now and had an appropriate number of candles 
on her cake. Dad was, well, I'll spare the fire department jokes 
regarding the candles on his birthday cake. For the record, he turned 
43 a few days ago. Both Cindy and my Dad received nice gifts. 
Afterwards Suzy wanted to go down to the playground. She asked me if I 
wanted to go with her. I figured why not. Hopefully my diapered 
presence would encourage a few boys to try diapers themselves. Cindy 
came along to videotape us. Lisa decided to relax in the shade.
	It was a bit of a walk to the playground. As expected there were 
lots of kids there, too. Likewise, as expected were the stares and 
giggles. With some of the parents being there, this generated some 
rather cross-looking stares. One lady had the nerve to say, "young man, 
you should be ashamed of yourself for wearing those diapers!"
	"Well, I'm not ashamed, so there," I said to her coldly. The lady 
just gazed at me and then called her kids. Suzy and I started out on 
the swings. We moved around to the monkey bars, where Cindy got some 
priceless video shots of me dangling from the bars wearing diapers. My 
shirt was up higher as my body hung. She got right below me and took 
some shots of my crotch.
	Next came the slide. Even though it had been placed so that it 
would receive enough shade to keep it cool it was still hot. Suzy had 
no problem going down it, but there was no way my plastic pants would 
do well against the metal surface.
	"Why don't you take your plastic pants off?" Suzy suggested. I 
agreed this was a good idea, and with this I removed the plastic pants 
and set them on an unoccupied bench. Soon a lady and her charges, a 
couple of little boys, approached the bench. I saw one of the boys pick 
up my plastic pants and ask his mom what it was.
	"Put that down!" his mother said. "It's probably covered with 
germs!"
	"What is it?" the boy asked his mom after having dropped my 
plastic pants.
	"They're diaper pants," his mom described.
	"Diaper pants?" the boy asked his mom.
	"They used to use them before they came out with disposables," 
his mom explained. "They're awfully big, though, have to wonder who 
they belonged to."
	"They're mine, ma'am!" I shouted out as I was walking through the 
maze of footbridges and other obstacles that led to the top of the 
slide. The lady just looked at me standing there in my diapers. She and 
her boys moved on to another playground. The boys continued looking 
behind them and looking at me in my diapers.
	With only my diapers on I climbed up to the top of the slide 
among some other kids. A group of kindergarten-age girls were giggling 
as they came up behind me and waited their turn. I liked how they could 
even see all the pins that were in my diapers since these were usually 
obscured by the translucent plastic pants. I sat my padded-up butt down 
on the slide and went down it swiftly the first couple of times while 
my diapers were dry on the outside. Soon, though, the iced tea and 
lemonade had processed in my body and had soaked through to the outer 
layers in front and in the crotch. The wetness on the surface of my 
diapers collected more dirt off of the slide. Pretty soon my diapers 
were wet enough on the outer surface to leave a streak of pee behind me 
as I went down the slide. It wasn't much, and it quickly evaporated, 
but it was enough to keep some kids from wanting to go down it, knowing 
that my pee-soaked diapers were leaving a trail in their wake.
	Lisa had come over to the playground to let us know that we were 
leaving. Lisa asked me why I had taken my plastic pants off and I 
explained to her that I couldn't go down the slide wearing them.
	"Looks like you got your diapers dirty from doing that," Lisa 
said.
	"Well, I'm always getting my diapers dirty anyway," I said. "In 
fact, they're dirty right now."
	"I mean on the outside," Lisa specified. She led us back to the 
picnic area to help pack things up and head back for home.
	In the days that followed, Lisa got her driver's license and that 
she had gotten a job at a pizza parlor. To allow Lisa to use Mom's car 
while she saved up for a car of her own. Mom left her car at home and 
went in to work with Dad and also came home with him, having made 
arrangements to change her schedule at work to allow for this. Cindy 
also kept herself busy babysitting for a lady down the street, watching 
twin five-year-old girls. Cindy assured me that they had been potty 
trained for quite some time.
	After the house next door had sat empty for awhile, we finally 
had new neighbors and they had moved in to the house next door. I 
watched them take all their stuff into the house, hauling it from a 
moving truck.
	I had the house to myself one afternoon, so I was keeping cool in 
front of the air conditioner and lounging around and enjoying a glass 
of iced tea in my wet and shit-filled diapers. I had taken my plastic 
pants off to allow my diapers to "breathe" a little.
	Suddenly I heard the doorbell ring. As there was nobody else 
home, I either had to answer the door myself and appear in my diapers 
before the visitor, or ignore it and hope the person would think nobody 
was home. After it rang a second time I decided to check to see who was 
out there, so I looked through the peephole and saw a boy standing 
outside. He looked to be about seven or so. He rang the doorbell a 
third time. He looked like he needed help, so I decided to go ahead and 
answer it.
	I opened the door and let him see right away that I was in my 
diapers.
	"Hi," he said.
	"Hello," I said back to him. He kept looking at me, seeing that I 
was wearing diapers, and big ones at that. He seemed like he wasn't 
sure what to say, so I asked him, "Is there something I can do for 
you?"
	"Do you live here?" he asked me.
	"Yes, I live here," I said. "Where do you live?"
	"We just moved in next door," he said.
	"Welcome to the neighborhood," I replied back.
	"Do you know anybody who lives around here I can play with?" he 
asked. I was waiting for him to say something about my diapers, but so 
far he hadn't said a word.
	"There's lots of kids who live around here," I said. I figured he 
was probably interested in meeting some kids his own age instead, even 
though I would have liked to play with him. He sure was a cute little 
boy and I couldn't help but imagine what he'd look like in diapers. I 
then thought that perhaps he would be interested in playing with me if 
he didn't mind playing with a twelve-year-old who wore diapers.. I then 
became excited at the thought of seeing	"Are you looking for kids 
your age?" I asked him.
	"I dunno," he said. "How old are you?"
	"I'm twelve," I said. "And you?"
	"I'm seven," he replied. "Do you have any brothers?"
	"Nope, just two sisters, and they're both older," I said.
	"I have a little brother and a big sister," he said. We talked 
about our families for a little bit. He told me that his mom and dad 
got divorced and he was living with his mother.
	"That's too bad," I said. I then told him about Tony and his 
experiences with watching his parents split up. This seemed to put the 
boy at ease knowing he wasn't alone. We hadn't even introduced 
ourselves yet, so I told him my name. His name was Derek. We shook 
hands.
	I was hoping he would sooner or later make some comment as to why 
I had diapers on. I was about ready to prompt him and ask, "Well, 
aren't you going to say anything about the diapers I'm wearing?" He 
came close, though.
	"Why aren't you dressed?" Derek asked.
	Actually for me, this is as dressed as I am going to get for 
awhile," I told him.
	"I can wait here if you want to go put some pants on," he said 
courteously.
	"Well, uhh, you see, that's the problem. I don't have any pants."
	"You don't have any pants?" Derek asked me curiously. "At all?"
	"I do, but I usually don't wear them," I told him.
	"Is that your underwear?" he asked me as he pointed to my huge 
diapers.
	"Yeah, you could say that it is," I said.
	"That's okay, because I'm in my underwear a lot, and so is my 
brother."
	"How old is your brother?" I asked him.
	"He's four," Derek said. I just had to know if his four-year-old 
brother had yet been put through toilet training or if he was like me 
at that age and still wearing diapers. I asked Derek what kind of 
underwear his brother wore, realizing that perhaps this wasn't an 
appropriate question.
	"Well, I actually meant so say that he's still in diapers," Derek 
said. "I just don't know what people would think of a four-year-old in 
diapers."
	A big grin suddenly appeared on my face as I was satisfied with 
the answer I got from Derek.
	"So what do you think these are that I'm wearing?" I asked Derek.
	"They look like diapers," he said. "But I didn't think big kids 
like you wore them."
	"Some of us do," I said. "Usually it's boys, though."
	"You *are* wearing diapers!" Derek said.
	"Like I said, this is all I have to wear," I explained to him 
honestly.
	"Is that all you ever wear?" he asked me.
	"Just about," I said. "Kind of hard to fit pants over diapers 
like these," I uttered nervously.
	"Can I come in?" Derek asked me. At least he was still interested 
in getting to know me a little more.
	"Uh, sure," I said.
	Derek continued to look at me, studying my diapers. I knew he 
couldn't have been expecting to see a boy my age in diapers, so I said, 
"I'm probably the oldest boy you've ever seen in diapers, huh?" God I 
was nervous.
	"I've never seen anyone in diapers besides a baby or my brother," 
Derek said. "He's not really a baby anymore, but my Mom says he is as 
long as he doesn't use the toilet."
	"Can I get you something to drink?" I offered Derek as I walked 
over to him. I wanted to keep him here long enough to hear more about 
his little brother, perhaps himself. While I had his attention I 
figured I might as well explain to him why I was in diapers.
	`"What do you have?" Derek asked. I offered him lemonade, iced 
tea, Coke or Diet Coke. He chose the lemonade, so I went to the kitchen 
and brought back two glasses full of ice cold lemonade. As I set the 
glasses down on the coffee table I purposely bent over to show off my 
diapered butt to Derek, followed by a feigned apology for my state of 
dress.
	"I hope you don't mind that I'm going around in my diapers in 
front of you," I said.
	"I don't mind," he said. "You said it's all you have to wear 
anyway."
	"Yeah, because if I didn't have these diapers on my butt you'd 
see my naked butt instead," I said. I knew I was pushing it a little to 
say this to Derek, but I was so excited by the smaller boy's presence 
and I couldn't resist. He laughed as I said this.
	I then offered him a seat on the couch. The air conditioner could 
be felt from where we were sitting. As he and I saw next to each other 
I kept my legs apart so he could see the magnitude of my diapers in 
their thickness as well as their width in my crotch. He could even see 
the pins since I didn't have my plastic pants on at the time. I turned 
myself towards him, hoping he would ask me about my diapers so more and 
hopefully express an interest in wanting to try wearing them. I noticed 
that he kept his eyes trained on my crotch most of the time, only 
making momentary eye contact with me. I asked him about his brother's 
toilet training stubbornness so that maybe this could elicit a dialog 
about diapers.
	"Well, that's one of the things my Mom and Dad fought about 
before the divorce," Derek said as he hung his head low. "My sister 
Jennie was potty trained at two and a half, so then everyone else was 
expected to be like her, and then when it was my turn, I was three and 
still in diapers and my Mom was yelling at me all the time, so my Mom 
forced me through toilet training until she made me wet and mess my 
pants without diapers, telling me that I would have to use the toilet 
or wear wet and poopy pants all day."
	This was getting interesting. I felt like I had made it to first 
base with Derek, in a manner of speaking. He was at least interested 
enough in the topic to keep telling me things about his toilet training 
experiences, which sounded like as much misery as I went through. I 
encouraged him to continue talking.
	"Then when Steven-- that's my brother-- turned three, my Mom 
yelled at him a lot, so that's when my Dad and her really started 
arguing. My Dad said that he was tired of her yelling at us kids over 
toilet training, and well, there were other things they fought about, 
too, but that was just one of them."
	"I see, I said, seeing that the topic of his parents divorcing 
made him uneasy, which was understandable.
	"Well, you don't have to tell me about the divorce if you don't 
want to," I said. "I am kind of curious, though, why your brother is 
still in diapers?"
	"I think my Mom upset him so much with making him use the toilet 
that now he's afraid to use it and he has bad memories of it, so Mom's 
like babying him and making him wear diapers and training pants since 
he won't use the toilet at all. She decided that after my toilet 
training was so difficult she wasn't going to fight it anymore and 
decided that Steven can just stay in diapers until he's ready."
	I could sense a hint of envy in Derek's voice as he talked about 
how his little brother was still treated like a baby to some extent, 
which he mentioned included having him drink from a bottle and sleep in 
a crib. Derek sounded like he wished he had been the youngest, and thus 
the one on whom toilet training was totally abandoned instead of his 
little brother. He also mentioned that his brother sucks on pacifiers. 
I was thinking, "Yyyeeesss!!!"
	I didn't want to ask Derek how he felt about all this. I figured 
I would let him reveal these things to me on his own if he wanted to, 
that is, assuming he wanted to wear diapers and be treated like a baby 
like his little brother. He finally asked me the one big question 
everyone asks me, why I was wearing diapers, so of course I told him 
the whole story. He asked me a lot of questions, which I was glad to 
answer for him, especially when he asked me why I had so many diapers 
on at one time.
	"I like them this way, I like how they look and feel, they can 
hold a lot, and well, it's the way my sisters like to diaper me, and 
they get carried away with it."
	"Did you say your sisters put your diapers on you?" Derek asked. 
He was surprised to learn that my older sisters handled most of my 
diaper changes.
	"Oh yeah, most of the time they do," I said.
	"So they have to see you naked, huh?" Derek said.
	"Well, unless they can do it with their eyes closed," I replied. 
"And I doubt that would be easy for them to do. I wouldn't want them to 
attempt it naked since they're handling diaper pins, and, well, they 
just wouldn't feel too good being stuck into some places other than my 
diapers. Besides, they like it."
	"But they're girls," Derek said.
	"I know they're girls; I've seen them naked a couple of times, 
too," I said. "We boys are different than they are."
	"Doesn't it bother you that they do this?" Derek asked me.
	"Not now, since it's been almost four years that they've been 
changing my diapers."
	"I'd never let my sister do that to me," Derek said. I picked 
this up as a possible hint that he still wore diapers, but it was hard 
to tell.
	"Even Steven won't let Jennie change him, but she does if she's 
the only one home, which wasn't very often since my Dad worked days and 
my Mom was working nights. I don't know why, but Mom didn't want Jennie 
changing his diapers even though she's always asking if she can change 
him."
	I could sense that Derek may have had an inclination to try 
wearing diapers, especially after being exposed to his brother wearing 
diapers for so long as well as seeing that I was wearing diapers, too. 
I didn't outright suggest that he try it himself, but I did mention 
several times how I used to make diapers out of my underwear by wearing 
a whole bunch of them at a time and then pooping in them. He smiled as 
I told him how I felt like I was wearing diapers. He acted like he 
wanted to say something to me, but he seemed to be holding something 
back. I didn't force it out of him.
	While I was sitting there I let a big load of poop go into my 
diapers, which were already wet and poopy from the day's previous 
usage. Derek looked down at my crotch as my continuous wet farts 
indicated what I was doing. He then sensed the odors from the fresh 
discharge.
	"You really use those diapers, don't you?" he said.
	"Well, taking them off to go to the bathroom would defeat the 
purpose, for one thing. And I'm surely not taking all these pins out!" 
I said as I pointed to the dense conglomeration of diaper pins running 
up my side.
	"Your sisters do that to you, too?"
	"Oh yeah, they like to make sure I won't take my diapers off, not 
that I would anyway."
	Derek then asked me where the bathroom was and I told him. He 
then got up to go use it. I felt disappointed as his request to use the 
bathroom obviously precluded any such notions that I had about him 
being a diaper-wearer himself. I had thought that this was what he was 
wanting to tell me earlier before backing down. I examined his shorts 
from behind as he got up from the couch and headed towards the 
bathroom. I could see the contours of his little butt cheeks, so I knew 
there were no diapers to speak of underneath his shorts.
	When Derek came back out of the bathroom he asked me what toys I 
had to play with. I took him into my room, making sure he stayed behind 
me long enough to see my diapers so prominently. When he came into my 
room he was surprised to see that I had a crib.
	"Wow, you sleep in a crib just like my brother!" Derek said. "I 
guess wearing diapers all the time must make you want to do that, or 
something," Derek said.
	"It does have its effects on you," I said. Derek then noted all 
the diaper ads that I had tacked onto my walls as well as the drawings 
I had done of older boys in diapers, not to mention some 8 x 10's of me 
in my diapers. Most of all he noted the large "Thickies" posters, which 
were enlarged versions of the pre-market ads that appeared in the 
information and questionnaire packets.
	"Wow, you're really into diapers," Derek said to me.
	"Yeah, it pretty much takes up most of my free time," I said. I 
then told him about my future appearance in TV commercials and print 
ads for Thickies. I showed him the Thickies diapers themselves as well 
as the huge plastic pants that went over them. We then played with 
several of my toys for awhile. Again I used this time as an opportunity 
to maximize the exposure of my diapers to Derek's eyes and his 
impressionable mind as I sat with my legs wide open. I could tell Derek 
kept looking at my diapers and was more interested in this than he was 
in playing with my toys. I then showed him some games on the computer 
as well as some of the diaper stories I had written about myself as 
well as Tony, my cousin Darren, Bryce, the boys from summer camp and 
some fictional stories that I had been working on.
	I didn't want to overdo it, but I knew I wouldn't be satisfied 
until I got Derek to tell me that he wished he wore diapers. Perhaps my 
hunch was leading me astray and Derek was merely intrigued by my 
interest in diapers without wanting to wear diapers himself. On the 
other hand, I didn't know what else would motivate him to show such 
interest. Otherwise he would have probably dismissed me as a complete 
weirdo by now and gone on to meet some of the other neighborhood kids 
instead.
	Just as I was showing Derek another story, the doorbell rang. I 
wasn't sure if I should ask Derek to answer it since he was more 
decently dressed than I was. I got up and looked through the peephole. 
It was a girl who looked to be about 10 or 11. She appeared tall, 
slender and had a tanned complexion. She had on high-cut shorts.
	"It's a girl," I said to Derek, describing to him the features 
that I noted.
	"It's probably my sister," Derek said. "That sounds like her. Is 
she wearing a bright green shirt?"
	"Yeah, she is," I said.
	"It's gotta be her," he said.
	I opened the door and stood right there before her in my diapers. 
I knew she couldn't have been expecting to see anything like this. She 
looked me over for a couple seconds and then said, "Hi, uhhh, I'm 
Jennie. We just moved in next to you guys. I think my brother came over 
here. Is he here?"
	"Yeah, he is," I said. I told Derek his sister was here as he 
expected.
	"Tell her I'll be right out," Derek said. I noticed he was 
reading one of the stories I had started writing recently.
	"Can I come in?" Jennie asked me. I didn't want to be un-
neighborly tell her that she couldn't, and she seemed to be in a hurry. 
I was getting so excited over letting her see me wearing my diapers. I 
invited the girl in. She looked at Derek, telling him that he needed to 
get back home.
	"Mom wants you home so you can finish unpacking your stuff," 
Jennie said. She then looked back at me again standing there. She kept 
her eyes on me as she stared at my diapers, but she didn't say 
anything.
	"Yep, they're diapers," I said to her, knowing that this was 
likely going to be her next comment. "Sorry if I'm not quite fully 
dressed."
	"Well, since my two brothers are always in their underwear, it's 
not like I haven't seen boys in well, I guess you could call what 
you're wearing your underwear, though I must say that you're a little 
old for diapers, though."
	"A lot of people think that and assume that diapers are just for 
babies and little kids."
	"You need to meet my brother," Jennie said. "That is, my other 
brother. He's still in diapers, and he's four. I think he was scared 
away from potty training. Mom thinks he'll give up his diapers 
eventually, but if he sees you, he might change his mind."
	"What makes you say that?" I asked Jennie.
	"Well, after seeing you, you can't convince him anymore that only 
little boys wear diapers and poop their pants."
	"That gives me an idea," I thought to myself. I was already 
thinking of ways to hopefully convince Derek to try wearing diapers. 
Now I had my work cut out for me, hoping to further thwart any progress 
Steven might make in potty training.
	"Oh, my name's Chris, by the way," I said to her.
	"Pleased to meet you, Chris," she said. I then paused for a 
moment before telling her, "I hope you won't mind that I'm in my 
diapers like this."
	"No, I don't mind," she said. I had a feeling she wanted to say 
something to the effect that she thought I looked cute in them, but 
being new to the neighborhood, she likely refrained from making such 
comments.
	"Good," I said. "Because this is all I have to wear."
	"You mean, you're *always* in your diapers like that?" Jennie 
asked me.
	"It's all I've worn all summer long," I said.
	"Don't worry," Jennie assured me. She then opened up and said, "I 
think you look kind of cute in diapers, actually"
	"Thanks," I said while I felt my face blush. "Everybody says that 
about me."
	"Who's everybody?" Jennie asked me. I told her that everyone in 
my family as well as a couple friends and their families have all seen 
me in diapers.
	"Just wondering, why do you wear diapers?" Jennie asked me. I 
should have known that question was going to come up.
	"Same reason your little brother wears them," I said. "I was 
scared away from potty training and I hated it, so I didn't want to use 
the toilet and I finally got put back in diapers for good."
	"Really?" Jennie asked me.
	"Chris told me all about it, too," Derek said.
	"I wonder if Steven will turn out like you," Jennie said to me.
	"From what Derek told me about him, he probably will," I said. 
"Whatever you do, don't make him use the toilet if he doesn't want to," 
I said. "I speak from experience, and it sucked."
	"Do you still live with both your Mom and Dad?" Jennie asked me, 
as if my mention of my horrible toilet training experiences invoked 
this question.
	"Yeah, I do," I said.
	"My parents just got a divorce, and that's why we moved," Jennie 
said.
	"I told him about Mom and Dad already," Derek said to Jennie so 
she wouldn't have to repeat what I already knew.
	A moment later Steven appeared at the door. He was in a T-shirt 
and a disposable diaper.
	"What are you doing?" Steven asked as he came to the door, which 
was still open.
	"Go back home, Steven," Jennie told him in a gentle voice. "We'll 
be over in a minute."
	"I think I need to be changed," Steven said as he remained 
outside on the front step just out of view of me wearing my diapers. I 
took a peek to see what he looked like. He had blonde hair just like 
Derek did.
	Jennie then knelt down and checked Steven's diaper, both front 
and back.
	"Hmm, just wet," she said. "You smell like you pooped."
	I had a feeling that Jennie was smelling me when she detected the 
poopy stink. She then realized that I was the source of the fecal odors 
as she turned around and looked up at me.
	"Wait until you poop, okay, Stevie, and then Mom will change you. 
No point taking your diaper off until you've fully used them, right?"
	Jennie then slapped Steven on his little behind as she sent him 
back home. I was hoping she'd let him see me in my diapers, but then I 
figured there would be time enough for him to eventually see that I 
wore diapers. I had to wonder how Jennie felt about Steven being in 
diapers, especially as Derek mentioned that she was always wanting to 
change him and wasn't allowed to do so unless she was the only one 
home.
	"Well, come on, Derek, let's get back before Mom comes over 
here." She then said to me, "I don't know what she'd say if she saw you 
wearing those diapers."
	"She'd probably be surprised like most people are," I said. 
"Would she let Derek play with me if she knew I wore diapers?"
	"Hard to say," Jennie said. "My Mom's weird when it comes to 
diapers. I'd have you meet her right now, but she's busy getting things 
unpacked and put away, and tomorrow she starts her job. You're welcome 
to come over then if you want."
	"Good!" I thought, hoping my diapered presence would exert some 
influence on the two boys. I couldn't wait.
	"Can I come over in just my diapers?" I asked, sounding somewhat 
embarrassed. "It's all I have, believe me," I explained. "Like I said, 
I don't have any pants to wear."
	"With diapers like those, I'm not surprised," Jennie smiled. She 
and Derek then left. "Nice meeting you, Chris."
	After they left, I headed towards the phone to call Tony to tell 
him what just happened. Just before I got to the phone, however, it 
rang. It turned out to be Tony calling me.
	"Chris! Chris! I have something to tell you!" Tony shouted with 
excitement.
	"I was just about to call you," I said. "I've got something to 
tell you!"
	"Is it good?" Tony asked as his exuberant tone mellowed somewhat.
	"Oh yeah, it's good!" I said. "What about yours?"
	"You'd better believe it's good!" Tony said. "But tell me yours 
first, since I know mine will knock your socks off!"
	"But probably not my diapers, right?" I said.
	"You'd better have them pinned on good and tight," Tony warned in 
a joking manner.
	"Trust me, they are," I said as I examined my diaper pins. 
"You've seen how Lisa and Cindy diaper me."
	"Good!" Tony said. "Tell me your story before I get too excited 
and tell you mine first!"
	I told Tony about meeting the new neighbors and what I had 
planned for the two boys. Tony was excited to hear about this. I 
started telling him some of the details, but then he cut me off.
	"Tell me the rest later!" he said. "I can't stand it any longer, 
I gotta tell you!"
	"What's your story?" I asked him. I figured it had to be good.
	"I'm going to California with you after all!!!" he shouted. I 
could hear him jumping up and down on his kitchen floor.
	"YYYESS!!!" I shouted. "I knew you'd make it! I just knew you 
would!"
	Tony explained that there had been a couple cancellations from 
the other kids who were going to appear, so Tony, being an alternate 
candidate, was chosen.
	"I wish I could high-five you over the phone!" I said.
	"Can I come over and show you the letter?" Tony asked. "I'm too 
excited to just stay here!"
	"Sure, come on over!" I said. He then hung up the phone and said 
he would be here right away.
	Cindy came home a few minutes later. She could tell I was very 
excited. I explained to her why I was so excited. She was glad to hear 
that Tony was going to be joining me for appearing in the long-awaited 
Thickies advertising. I started telling her about meeting the neighbors 
as well, but apparently nature was calling her. With this she headed 
for the bathroom. She wasn't in there five seconds before she came back 
out and came up to me.
	"I noticed the lid was up and someone peed on the toilet seat," 
Cindy said. "I know it wasn't you, Chris, or was it?"
	"Trust me, it wasn't. When you change me, you'll know that I 
didn't use the toilet."
	"Was somebody here?" Cindy asked.
	"Yeah, the kids from next door who just moved in," I told her. "I 
just met them today."
	I told Cindy about Derek and his reaction to seeing me in 
diapers. I also told Cindy about Jennie and Steven and that he was 
still in diapers at age four.
	"He sounds just like you, Chris," Cindy said. I told her that 
Steven went through hell with his toilet training just like I did.
	"You two ought to get along just fine," Cindy said.
	"Let me tell you more about Derek," I said to her. Cindy was 
crossing her legs now. This reminded me of how nice it was for me to be 
in diapers and never having to cross my legs, especially being that my 
diapers were much too thick to allow me to cross my legs, anyway.
	"Tell me about him when I'm done," Cindy said as she went back to 
the bathroom. When she came back out a few minutes later I told her 
about Derek.
	"He's the one who used the toilet, by the way," I said.
	"I figured it had to have been him, since I know you'd never take 
your diapers off. Maybe he should wear diapers, too, if he can't get 
all his piss to go where it's supposed to go," Cindy said.
	"I'm working on that," I said to Cindy. She was amused by my 
hopes of getting Derek to wear diapers. I then told her what I had 
observed of Derek and why I thought he was a potential candidate for a 
diaper-wearer.
	"You'll have every boy in this neighborhood in diapers at the 
rate you're going, Chris," Cindy said to me before taking me to my 
bedroom for a much-needed diaper change.

FOREVER IN DIAPERS: PART 58
---------------------------

	It was about 6:00 in the evening when the doorbell rang. I was 
lying on my bedroom floor drawing a picture of some boys in diapers. 
The scene was a "Diaper Testing Facility" as indicated by the sign on 
the wall in the background. Several boys were playing with monitoring 
devices connected to their diapers, much like the one I had used for my 
diapers. Other boys were on changing tables being changed by girls who 
were the boys' sisters. I had already completed two drawings in this 
setting and I was halfway though the third one. Cindy was out in the 
front room, so she answered the door. It was Derek from next door.
	"Is Chris here?" Derek asked Cindy shyly.
	"Yes, he is," Cindy asked the little boy. She had never met Derek 
before, so she asked him, "Who are you, by the way?"
	"I'm Derek, I live next door to you guys now," he said. "We just 
moved in."
	"Oh yes, Chris told me about you," Cindy said. "Come on in."
	"Chris!" Cindy shouted. "You have a visitor!"
	"Is it Derek?" I shouted back.
	"He claims to be Derek," Cindy said. I knew she was just 
bullshitting as usual, so I left my bedroom and went out to greet him.
	"Hi," Derek said. I could see that his eyes were fixed on my 
diapers. I lifted my shirt to expose them more for him.
	"Hello," I said. I wasn't expecting him to come back over again 
so soon.
	"I finished unpacking my stuff so my Mom said I could come play 
until supper was ready," Derek said.
	"Oh, okay, sure," I said, making him feel welcome. "What do you 
want to do?"
	"I dunno," Derek said.
	"Well, I was in the middle of drawing something, so do you like 
to draw?"
	"Yeah," he said. "But I'm not very good."
	"I'm not that great, either, but it gives me something to do," I 
said. I led Derek back to my bedroom. I showed him the diaper drawing 
that I was working on. Derek laughed as he picked it up and looked at 
it.
	"You made their butts big!" Derek said.
	"Well, look at my butt, and you'll see why I draw them like 
that," I said. Again I felt somewhat nervous, as if I was pushing my 
diaper persuasion onto Derek too ambitiously.
	"What do you think?" I asked Derek.
	"It's funny!" he said.
	"You wanna see some others that I drew?" I asked him, seeing that 
this held his interest.
	"Yeah," Derek said. With this I went to my desk and pulled out a 
folder containing other drawings I had made.
	"Here are some others I drew in the 'Diaper Testing Facility'" I 
said as I handed them to him. I then handed him the entire folder. 
While he went through them and looked at them I thought about what I 
should do next. He liked the pictures, but I still couldn't confirm if 
he would be willing to try wearing a diaper himself.
	"How long until you have to be back for supper?" I asked him.
	"My Mom will come over when it's ready," Derek said. "She said it 
wouldn't be more than a few minutes, so I probably can't stay very 
long."
	"Damn!" I thought. I didn't want to get him into a diaper only to 
have his mother come over. I needed to have some more time to really 
work with him. So far I've planted the seed in him, now I just needed 
to water it, and hopefully in the end I could harvest a diaper boy out 
of Derek, just like me.
	My Mom had since then come home and she came to my room.
	"Hello, Chris," my Mom said. "This must be Derek," she said. 
"Pleased to meet you, Derek."
	"Are you Chris' Mom?" Derek asked my mother.
	"Yes, I am," she said. "I'm sure you've noticed what my son likes 
to wear by now."
	"He wears diapers!" Derek said with an amused expression.
	"Get used to it," my Mom told him. "It's about all he wears 
around here."
	"Mom, you don't mind that Derek's here?" I asked my Mom.
	"No, not at all," my Mom said. "But we'll be eating shortly, so 
he'll have to leave by then."
	"Okay," I said. "Is it okay that he sees me in diapers?" I asked 
Mom.
	"Everybody else sees you in diapers, so what does it matter that 
Derek sees you, too?"
	"I dunno," I said. "I was just making sure it was all right with 
you."
	"You don't need my permission to wear diapers in front of anyone, 
Chris," my Mom said. "If anything, you'd need permission to wear 
something *over* your diapers when we have guests, and you already know 
the answer to that one."
	With this my Mom left us alone. I showed Derek some more drawings 
as well as a short diaper story that I wrote and printed out on the 
computer.
	"Is diapers all you ever think about?" Derek asked me.
	"Pretty much," I said. "Well, I like other things, too."
	"Do you like football?" he asked me.
	"No, not especially," I said.
	"What about baseball?" he asked.
	"It's all right, but I'm not very good at it," I said.
	"How about basketball?"
	"Not really, I'm too short and I can't handle the ball very 
well," I said. "I'm just not into sports, I guess. I do like watching 
car races, though."
	"You'll have to come over and see my race track when I get it set 
up," Derek said. "Maybe tomorrow you can come over and we can play with 
it."
	"You wanna see my race track?" I asked Derek. I felt that I 
should change the subject and balance things out and not push diapers 
on him any more than I already had. Either he was going to go for the 
diapers or he wasn't. With this I went to my closet and dug out my Hot 
Wheels racing set. In doing so I kept myself in a bent-over position so 
that Derek would get an extended view of my diapered butt. I pretended 
that I was having trouble finding all the segments to the track just to 
prolong the show I was giving Derek of my derriere. While I was bent 
over I let out a juicy fart which had also moved some stool along with 
it. Derek laughed but he didn't say anything, so I asked him what he 
thought was so funny.
	"You farted," he giggled shyly.
	"I more than just farted," I said. "I pooped."
	"Watch it, Chris," my conscience told me as I realized that my 
temptation to talk about diapers with Derek was overcoming me once 
again. Every vein in my body was awash with adrenaline, my heartbeat 
was in overdrive and I had an intense hard-on that I would be relieving 
myself of right now if Derek weren't in the room with me. I had to 
displace some of this energy, but I didn't know how Derek would respond 
if I just came out and asked him if he ever thought about wearing 
diapers. I finished gathering the tracks and some of my cars.
	"Pick a car," I said, showing Derek part of my collection of Hot 
Wheels cars.
	"I'll take this one," he said as he selected a red Corvette.
	"I like this one," I said as I picked out a blue Firebird. At 
that time I released more gassy poop into my diapers. Derek laughed 
again and then a moment later, when the smell had spread throughout my 
bedroom he said, "Phew, you stink!"
	"That's usually what happens when you poop your diapers," I said. 
I couldn't stand the tension any longer, so I had to break the ice 
somehow.
	"Have you ever had an accident?" I asked Derek. I felt I was 
overstepping my bounds by asking him this, but for the time being I 
felt better and released some of the tension as I gave into my 
increasingly irresistible temptation.
	"A couple times," Derek said.
	"When was the last one?" I asked.
	"I was coming home from school and I had to poop and I didn't 
make it," he said. "My Dad was really mad."
	"What did he do?" I asked him. I was hoping that he would tell me 
that he was permanently diapered from that day forward, but I knew this 
wasn't the case.
	"He just yelled at me, and he asked me why I didn't go at school, 
and I told him that the kids laugh at you if they know you're going 
poop."
	"So you don't like to use the toilets at school?" I asked him.
	"I only them if I only have to pee," he said.
	At this point I decided that I had better get the race underway. 
We only had about ten minutes to play before the doorbell rang. We 
stopped racing the cars and instead listened in on the conversation 
from the front door.
	"It's my Mom," Derek said. "I hafta go."
	"Okay," I said. "See you tomorrow."
	Derek ran out to the front room and waited while he and my mother 
talked and got to know each other. I stood out in the hallway and 
listened in. I wanted to find out what Derek's mother looked like, but 
I wasn't sure that she would think if she saw me wearing diapers. While 
I stood around the corner I picked up on the middle of the conversation 
between my mother and Derek's mother.
	"...Oh, well, Chris doesn't have anything to do during the day, 
so if you'd like him to come over and stay with your kids while you're 
at work, that's fine," my Mom said. "Or they can come over here and 
play."
	"That would be great, Mrs. Barrett," Derek's mother said. "I just 
don't like to leave my kids by themselves, but with the divorce and 
all, and me working a day job now, well, you know..."
	It sounded like our mothers had agreed that I could stay with 
Derek and his siblings during the day. In other words, I had more or 
less been appointed as their baby-sitter. I wasn't sure how Mom was 
going to introduce the fact that if I were over there I would have to 
be in my diapers. As I continued to listen, my answer to this question 
was determined.
	"There is one thing you'll need to be aware of when it comes to 
Chris," my Mom said. "I know you might think this is strange, but Chris 
wears diapers."
	"Really? Diapers? How old did you say Chris was?" Derek's mother 
asked my mother.
	"He's twelve," my Mom said. "I know that you've probably never 
seen a twelve-year-old in diapers before," my Mom said with some 
hesitation.
	"No, I must say that I never have, but maybe someday I may have a 
twelve-year-old boy of my own in diapers," Derek's mother said, 
sounding somewhat surprised. "My youngest is four and he's still in 
diapers, and as far as I'm concerned he'll probably stay in diapers. 
His potty training is pretty much, pardon the pun, gone down the 
toilet."
	"Believe me, I know what you mean!" my Mom said with an 
exasperated sigh. "Chris just flat-out would not use the toilet no 
matter what, and we had to literally chain him to the toilet to get him 
to use it."
	I remembered that day very clearly. Dad actually sat me on the 
toilet and ran a chain around me and locked it and made me sit there 
for an hour. I cried and cried, and I still didn't poop in the toilet. 
I held it until I got diapers put back on me. It was one of those more 
painful memories I tried to forget. I didn't even want to mention it in 
my personal account that I had written.
	"I thought about doing that," Derek's mother said in an equally 
exasperated voice.
	"I hope you'll take my advice, Mrs. Brooks," my Mom said, 
establishing Derek's last name. "We probably shouldn't have pushed 
Chris so hard with toilet training, but his sisters were so 
cooperative, so we thought Chris would do the same."
	"Boys are harder to train you know," Derek's mother said. "My 
daughter Jennie was out of diapers before her third birthday, and she 
never had an accident, piece of cake. Then along came Derek."
	"Mom!" Derek interjected.
	"Don't interrupt me," his mother chided him and then continued 
her conversation.
	"Derek was four and still in diapers. At the time there were no 
diapers that would fit him, so we told him, 'you've outgrown diapers, 
that's why they don't make them any bigger than they do.' He had 
several accidents, but he learned. As for Steven, now that there are 
bigger diapers, we're just waiting until he outgrows these, I don't 
know what else to do."
	"Well, as I was saying," my Mom continued, "we pushed Chris so 
hard, I'll admit that we made it miserable for him."
	"You're damn right it was miserable," I said to myself. Mom 
continued.
	"In the end it turned out to be a fruitless effort since, as 
you'll no doubt see in a moment, Chris is back in diapers full time now 
and has been ever since he was eight years old. He just wanted to wear 
diapers, period, and he wasn't about to give them up. He kept pooping 
his pants, refusing to use the toilet. Spanking him, grounding him, 
even smearing his nose in his soiled underpants wasn't enough to make 
him stop. I don't know what it was with him, but we put an end to the 
battle once and for all and our family has been more peaceful ever 
since."
	Mom continued to tell Derek's mother about my diaper-wearing 
history, including having Lisa and Cindy handle most of the diaper 
changes and how the school accommodated me, et cetera. My Mom continued 
to prattle on before she finally concluded. By then she was getting 
very boisterous as she felt so strongly about what she had been through 
with me.
	"What I'm trying to tell you, Mrs. Brooks, is that if Steven 
never wants to stop wearing diapers, don't make him. You'll save 
yourself a lot of grief that way, and Steven will eventually decide on 
his own if he wants to use the toilet. But if he wants his diapers 
badly enough, he'll do whatever it takes to make sure he doesn't lose 
them. He's probably learned to use his body's wastes as a weapon 
against you, so to speak, and he knows that this is something that you 
can't stop him from doing. He knows that you won't put up with smelly 
and messy pants and will use diapers on him for your own sake."
	"Wow, Mrs. Barrett, I must say that you've really been through a 
lot with your son," Derek's mother said to my Mom. "Is he here?"
	"Yes, let me get him."
	When I saw my Mom come towards the hallway I ran back to my room 
so she wouldn't know that I had been listening in on them the whole 
time. Mom came into my room as expected and she told me to come out and 
meet Derek's mother.
	"Does she know--?" I started to ask, even though I already knew 
the answer.
	"Yes, she knows you wear diapers," my Mom said as she directed me 
to follow her out to the front room. I hesitantly emerged from the 
hallway and stood before Derek's mother. She was quite impressed with 
the magnitude of my diapers.
	"You sure weren't kidding when you said he wears diapers!" 
Derek's mother said. "They sure are big! I mean, they're big-looking on 
your boy."
	"I know they're really, really thick, but that's how he wears 
them," my Mom says.
	"Does he have any pants or shorts?" Derek's mother asked.
	"Well, none that will fit over his diapers," my Mom said. "If 
Chris comes over, he'll have to come over in his diapers only."
	"Well, okay, if he's comfortable with it," Derek's mom said.
	"He doesn't have a choice," my Mom said. "Either it's diapers or 
nothing, and I don't think you'll want Chris over there in your new 
house without diapers on if you value the carpet," my Mom joked.
	"So Chris has *no* control of his bladder or his bowels?" Derek's 
mom asked.
	"Nope, within a few months he lost all control of his bladder and 
bowels," my Mom said. "You might want to think about that as well if 
you decide that Steven should stay in diapers. Consider how it will 
affect him at school."
	"Well, Steven had better make up his mind if he wants to use the 
toilet or he'll never develop any control and he *will* be stuck in 
diapers for good, whether he likes it or not. If he sees that Chris 
wears diapers, he may never want to give up his diapers. Maybe it's for 
the best, from what you've told me, Mrs. Barrett. I guess at this point 
I don't have anything to lose, except that I will need to get some 
diapers that will fit Steven when he gets older. Where to you get 
Chris' diapers?"
	"Kidz Klothez, it's at the mall," my Mom said. "They have a brand 
called Thickies, it's what Chris wears."
	Apparently my Mom decided to hold off from carrying the 
conversation any farther by mentioning my upcoming appearance in 
Thickies advertising since this wasn't brought up.
	"Can Chris change his own diapers?" Derek's mother asked.
	"No, his sisters usually do it for him," my Mom said. "He won't 
need to be changed during the day. Lisa or Cindy will be sure he's 
diapered up plenty thick before he comes over, so he can go all day."
	"Well, if Chris does need a change I suppose Jennie could change 
him," Derek's mother said.
	"What's this about Jennie changing me?" I asked, feigning 
ignorance to their prior conversation.
	"Chris, we were wondering if you would mind spending your time in 
the mornings and afternoons at Derek's house," my Mom said.
	"You mean, like babysit them?" I asked.
	"Yeah, more or less. Mrs. Brooks just feels more comfortable 
having someone a little older there at the house. You and Derek seem to 
get along well, and of course he's already seen that you wear diapers, 
so that's not an issue."
	"Sure," I said.
	"Look, I know this may cut into your free time at home, Chris, 
but it would mean a lot to me. You seem like a nice boy from what your 
mother has told me."
	I blushed as she said this.
	"I'll pay you twenty-five dollars a week, five dollars a day for 
your trouble," Derek's Mom offered me. I figured that with about six 
weeks of summer left, minus the one week or so I would be in 
California, that this amounted to 125 dollars. I figured I could easily 
use the money and have fun earning it at the same time.
	"There's no need to pay him, Mrs. Brooks, really, there isn't," 
my Mom intervened. I wanted to tell her, "Shut up, Mom!"
	"I have to give the boy something," Mrs. Brooks said. "He could 
use some pocket change, I'm sure."
	"Well, he doesn't have any pockets to put it in since he wears no 
pants," my Mom remarked.
	"Then you can fill up your piggy bank instead," Mrs. Brooks said 
to me. "It'll cost a lot less than day care, which I really can't 
afford until I get more established in my new job. Besides, Chris, you 
won't be doing everything that a baby-sitter does. Jennie's ten and she 
can handle most things by herself; she's a big girl. She can even 
change Steven's diapers. In fact, Chris, she might even change yours!" 
Mrs. Brooks laughed.
	"Looking at how Lisa and Cindy diaper him up, I don't think he'll 
need any diaper changes during the day," Mom sad as she once again 
confirmed the extreme thickness of my diapers by patting me on the 
butt. Mom continued talking.
	"If Chris does ever need to have his diapers changed, Cindy or 
Lisa�at least one of them-- will probably be home and he can call one 
of them over if he needs a change during the day. Besides, I don't 
think Jennie would know how to handle cloth diapers, especially with 
all those pins that are in Chris' diapers! That, and I don't think 
you'd want Chris' dirty diapers stinking up your house and getting into 
your laundry."
	"You're probably right, Mrs. Barrett," Derek's mother said. 
"Jennie's only handled disposables, and I was just teasing Chris 
anyway."
	"He gets enough of that from his sisters," my Mom said.
	Mrs. Brooks them turned to me and said, "So, do you understand 
what I am asking of you?"
	"Yeah, just more or less hang out at your house and do things 
with Derek," I answered. "Right?"
	"Pretty much," Derek's mother said. "I would just feel better if 
someone a little older was there. Derek and Jennie will go back to 
school this fall anyway, and of course so will you, so I just need you 
for the last few weeks of summer. By then I can at least put Steven in 
day care, if they'll take a four-year-old in diapers, that is. So, what 
do you say, Chris?"
	"Sure," I said. She still hadn't commented to me much about the 
fact that I would be wearing diapers, so I had to find out how she felt 
about this.
	"I'm sure my Mom's told you that I'm always in diapers like 
this," I said as I tugged at my plastic pants.
	"Oh yes, she told me quite a story about you and your diapers," 
Derek's mother said. "Since you're used to going around in front of 
your own sisters like that I'm sure you can handle being in front of my 
kids. I'm sure they'll understand when I explain to them why you are in 
diapers."
	At this moment Jennie came over to our house and she had Steven 
with her. No surprise he was wearing just a shirt and a sagging wet 
diaper.
	"I was just seeing where you were," Jennie said to her mother.
	"We're leaving right now, dear," her mother said. "I got talking 
to Mrs. Barrett about Chris. He wears diapers, just so you know."
	"Oh yeah, I saw him earlier today," Jennie said with a smile.
	"Well, he's going to be over at our house every day while I'm at 
work, so I'd get used to having an older boy in diapers in our house. 
You may even have to change him, so I'd be prepared for that."
	"I don't think that will be a problem," Jennie said as she looked 
at me with a pleased look on her face.

FOREVER IN DIAPERS: PART 59
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	Lisa had not yet met Derek nor any of the new neighbors since she 
was still at work when they came over last night. She had come off her 
shift and gotten home just before we ate dinner that evening. During 
the dinner conversation both she and Dad had heard about Derek as well 
as Jennie and Steven. Mom also mentioned that it had been arranged for 
me to go over to their house every weekday morning and play with them 
and make sure they were okay. I didn't want to call it babysitting, but 
I guess in a way it was. I wasn't making lunch for their kids or 
finding things for them to do, or in Steven's case, changing diapers; 
this was Jennie's job.
	"So you have a babysitting job now, Chris?" Dad asked me.
	"It's not really babysitting," I explained. "Derek's Mom just 
doesn't want the three of them there alone."
	"Why Chris and not Cindy?" Dad asked. "Cindy's older and more 
responsible." With this, Cindy stuck her tongue out at me. I just 
ignored her.
	"Derek came over and met Chris and they get along well, even 
though Chris is quite a bit older. Cindy has her own babysitting job 
anyway."
	"I take it they all know about Chris and his diapers," my Dad 
said.
	"Oh yes, they're very well aware of that," my Mom said. "Chris 
can't exactly hide the fact that he's wearing diapers very easily, you 
know."
	"I mean, are they okay with it?" my Dad asked. "A lot of the 
families in this neighborhood were quite surprised to find out that we 
have a twelve-year-old son in diapers."
	"They're fine, Robert," Mom said to Dad. "I had to explain it to 
them just like everyone else around here who's asked us about Chris. 
They accepted it just like everyone else, as if it's any of their 
business. Besides, the four-year-old is still in diapers."
	"If he's anything like Chris was at that age, then they might as 
well toss out the toilet training book right now," my Dad said 
emphatically as he looked straight at me.
	"That's about what I told Mrs. Brooks," my Mom said. "I told her, 
don't push the toilet training issue if he doesn't want to use the 
potty."
	"So when he sees Chris in diapers, he'll just want to keep 
wearing diapers."
	"Maybe so," my Mom said. "It's not the end of the world if your 
kid is four, five, eight, or twelve, and he wears diapers. I think 
we've come to accept that about Chris."
	Not much else was said about the neighbors from this point as we 
finished dinner. It seemed that Dad had been bothered somewhat by how 
other parents perceived him for having a twelve-year-old son in 
diapers. He always mentioned how hard it was for him to talk to his 
coworkers about his kids without mentioning that I wear diapers, the 
reason I don't go out and play sports or do the things that other 
peoples' boys do. At least this year he could talk about my attending 
summer camp. He also mentioned that I would be going to California to 
be in a commercial, but he didn't disclose what the product was other 
than that it was "boys' fashions." Maybe now that I have a sort of a 
babysitting job he'll feel better about talking about me at work and it 
will make him feel more at ease when water-cooler discussions about 
everyone's kids come up.
	It was about 8:20 in the morning and I had been awake since 8:00. 
I had eaten breakfast, orange juice and cereal. After I ate breakfast 
Lisa changed my diapers. Given the way Lisa was diapering me up to max 
that morning-- as she always did anyway-- there was no doubt that my 
diapers would make a great impression on the three kids next door, 
especially Steven.
	It was close to 8:45 by the time I got over to the house next 
door since this was when Derek's mother left. I walked out the front 
door, waddling in thick diapers as I made my way across the dew-covered 
front yard and out to the sidewalk. I couldn't just walk straight over 
through the adjoining front yards since a low fence separated the 
properties in the front. As luck would have it there were some newly-
trained drivers passing by. They honked their horn and one of the 
passengers shouted "get some pants on, kid!"
	"I don't have any!" I shouted back. Of course they were out of 
range by then and they couldn't hear me. I walked up to the front door 
and rang the doorbell. Jennie appeared and she answered.
	"Good morning, diaper boy!" she greeted me as she invited me in. 
She was already dressed for the day. Derek was wearing a tattered 
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles shirt and plain white underpants, further 
proof that he did not wear diapers. Steven was in a pajama top and a 
drooping wet diaper which also appeared to be loaded in the back as 
well.
	"Good morning," I said. Steven looked at me, seeing very plainly 
that I was diapered like he was, although my diapers were much thicker 
than his.
	"Hey!" Steven said as he pointed at me. "You're wearing diapers!"
	I reciprocated. I pointed to Steven and said, "Hey, you're 
wearing diapers, too! Who else is in diapers around here?"
	"Just you and Steven," Jennie said as she took Steven's hand and 
led him back into the kitchen. "Now come finish your cereal before it 
gets soggy."
	"You can sit here," Derek said as he patted a spot on the couch. 
I purposely turned my butt to Derek as I sat down just to make sure he 
could catch a good glimpse of my thick diapers were they were the most 
prominent on me. Before I sat down I bent over and pulled my socks up, 
as if to adjust them, to prolong showing off my butt. Derek was 
watching Nickelodeon, that is, until the sight of my diapers had 
overridden his television viewing interests. I could see Derek looking 
at my diapers as I sat with my crotch wide open. I could also see that 
a gap had formed in the space between his leg and the leg opening of 
his underwear. This was caused by his penis getting hard as a small 
tent had formed in the front.
	Steven came running into the room a few minutes later as Jennie 
chased him around with a clean diaper.
	"Steven, let me change your diaper!" Jennie shouted.
	"No, only Mom change me!" Steven whined.
	"Mom's not here, Steven, so I have to change you!" Jennie said as 
she had Steven cornered. "I'm not going to hurt you!"
	"Steven bolted for it as he charged past Jennie. She tried to 
grab him, but with a diaper in one hand, she couldn't grab him with her 
one free hand. He had gone out to the back yard.
	"Get your butt back in here!" Jennie shouted out the back door. 
She then groaned "Ugghh!" and went out there.
	Derek got up from the couch and said, "come on, let's help my 
sister."
	I got up and followed Derek to the kitchen. We watched through 
the sliding door as Steven kept ahead of Jennie and dodged her every 
attempt to catch him. Derek and I went out to the back yard. Steven 
came running towards us and then he started to turn away. He froze in 
his tracks as he realized that he was trapped. With this I grabbed him.
	"Let go of me!" he said as he squirmed.
	"What'cha running away for?" I asked Steven. "Don't you want a 
nice, clean, dry diaper on your butt like I do?"
	"I don't want Jennie to change my diaper!" Steven said as Derek 
held him down.
	"You want me to change you?" I asked Steven.
	"I want Mommy to change me!" Steven insisted.
	"Mommy's not here!" Jennie said. "You need your diaper changed. 
It's starting to leak! And it stinks!"
	"Where's Mommy?!" Derek cried.
	"She's at work, so she won't be home for a long while," Jennie 
explained to him. "Now just lay down and let me take that icky, sticky, 
stinky diaper off."
	"You're going to change him out here?" Derek asked Jennie.
	"His diaper's leaking, and I don't want to take him in the 
house."
	"Diaper him like me and leaks are a thing of the past," I said as 
I turned my butt to Jennie.
	"If I have to put up with this every day I may just have to see 
about having Mom get him some cloth diapers like yours and putting lots 
of them on him like you're wearing, so I don't have to change him all 
the time," Jennie said.
	"That'd be a good idea," I said. "It doesn't look like he's going 
to be potty trained anytime soon anyway, if ever."
	"Don't wanna potty!" Steven said.
	"Then let me change you, okay?" Jennie said calmly to her little 
brother. Steven was still showing signs of resistance. He was putting 
his hands over the front of his diaper.
	"Steven, I have seen you with your diaper off many times. I know 
what's under there," Jennie said.
	Steven finally resigned himself to having Jennie take care of his 
overripe diaper. I knew the poop smell came from Steven since I had 
only peed this morning's orange juice and cereal milk into my diapers 
and only the core of the massive bunch of cloth over my crotch was wet 
so far.
	Jennie took off Steven's full diaper and handed it to Derek.
	"Here, take this and throw it away," Jennie said as she gave 
Derek the wadded-up diaper. I noticed that Derek had another hard-on 
showing through his briefs. He even rubbed the used diaper (clean side, 
of course) over the front of his underpants several times.
	"Can you bring me Steven's diaper wipes?" Jennie asked him. With 
this, we both went into the house and into the bedroom which Steven and 
Derek shared. Derek examined the diaper for a few seconds before he 
threw it away. He then grabbed the diaper wipes and took them out to 
Jennie.
	"Now be sure and wash your hands since you were handling that 
diaper," Jennie said.
	"I know that," Derek said.
	"Just making sure you don't get germs and get sick," Jennie said.
	Derek and I went back into the house and to the bathroom. Derek 
washed his hands, but then he proceeded to pull his briefs down and pee 
into the toilet. I hadn't watched another boy pee into a toilet since 
when Tony and I used to piss jointly into the toilet before we got put 
into diapers. As he stood before the toilet with his butt facing me I 
could tell from the brown streaks in the seat of his underwear that he 
was not very adept at using toilet paper.
	When Derek began peeing I noticed he missed the bowl and 
overshot, spraying the tank.
	"Darn it!" he said. "I missed! It's hard to pee when your weenie 
gets hard. Don't you hate that?"
	"I haven't had that problem for almost four years," I said with a 
smile. "When you're in diapers, it doesn't matter how hard your weenie 
is or where it's pointed."
	"What makes it do that?" Derek asked me as he managed to readjust 
his aim. Suddenly a light bulb flashed in my mind. Now was my chance to 
break the ice and see how Derek felt about wearing diapers. As I 
hesitated to answer his question, I noted that the medicine cabinet in 
their house was partially open. I could see some laxative tablets from 
where I was standing. Another light bulb lit up in my mind. My heart 
raced as I thought about how I could get Derek to try using the 
tablets, that is, if he wanted to wear diapers first.
	"What makes it do that?" Derek asked me again. He started wiping 
up the mess he made around the toilet.
	"What makes what do what?" I asked, hoping that Derek would be 
more specific with his question.
	"What makes your weenie get all big and stuff?" he asked.
	I hesitated before I delivered my answer to Derek, keeping in 
mind that he was only seven years old.
	"Well, for most boys, it happens when you look at girls or think 
about girls."
	"Eww! I don't think about girls!" Derek said. He was only seven, 
after all, so it was natural for him to resist girls.
	"Well, what I meant is that older boys, older than you, think 
about girls and their weenies get big," I said. Derek had used up a lot 
of toilet paper to wipe up his misguided pee flow. He then flushed the 
wads of toilet paper down the toilet and then he went to wash his hands 
one more time.
	"Do you ever think about girls?" Derek asked me. He bent over and 
exposed more of his skid-marked underwear, which was significantly 
dirtier at the point where his butthole came in contact with his 
briefs.
	"There's one I think about from time to time," I said, referring 
to Megan. I also thought about Gina and Betty, even Kara, and lastly, 
my own two sisters, though not in a direct sexual way, just that they 
happened to be the ones who changed my diapers and this always made me 
get hard. I didn't feel that it was necessary to explain all this to 
Derek. I hesitated as I thought this over and prepared to tell Derek 
how diapers affected me sexually.
	"So what does it then, if I don't think about girls?" Derek asked 
again.
	"Well, for me, wearing diapers makes my weenie get big," I 
answered.
	"How?" Derek asked me curiously.
	"They just feel good and I like to look at them," I said as I ran 
my hands underneath my crotch and pulled up on the thick layers of 
cloth, tantalizing my stiff penis to which Derek was completely 
oblivious because of my thick diapers.
	"I also like how they look and how they feel when I pee and poop 
in them," I said.
	"Does that make your weenie big, too?" Derek asked.
	"Anything that has to do with diapers," I said. "I love wearing 
them."
	"So when you think about girls and diapers, what happens?" Derek 
asked. "Does it get *really* big?"
	This statement sounded an alarm to me and I had to make sure 
Derek wasn't making an association between diapers and girls. If he was 
going to enjoy wearing diapers, I wanted him to think of diapers the 
same way I think of them-- *boys only!*
	"I only think of boys wearing diapers," I said to Derek. When I 
think of girls, I think of girls *changing* boys' diapers and saying 
things to me like 'only boys wear diapers.' I think boys and diapers 
just go together better. Would you agree?"
	"I dunno," Derek said. Shit! I was losing him!
	"How old was Jennie when she was potty trained?" I asked Derek.
	"Mom says she was two, and she thought I should be toilet trained 
when I was two because Jennie was, but I was four before I was potty 
trained."
	"Would you say that it's because you're a boy that you were 
toilet trained later?"
	"That's what my Mom says," Derek said. "She says girls are easier 
to potty train."
	"She's right," I said. "Steven's four, and still in diapers, 
right?"
	"Uh huh," Derek said.
	"And he's a boy, right?"
	"He has a weenie like I do," Derek giggled.
	"So he's a boy. And he's still in diapers.
	"His weenie gets big when he gets his diapers changed," Derek 
said.
	"That's because he likes how it feels," I said. "Boys wet their 
beds more than girls do, so more boys wear diapers for it. Boys poop 
their pants more than girls. I've read stuff on all this. I think all 
boys should just wear diapers, period."
	Derek started giggling.
	"What are you thinking about?" I asked Derek.
	"I knew a boy who wore diapers," Derek said.
	"Really?" I asked him. "Please tell more."
	"My best friend before we moved, he pooped his pants a lot and 
his three sisters all teased him about it, and then his mom put him in 
diapers and his sisters teased him about that, too. I kind of felt 
sorry for him, but it was kind of funny, too."
	"See, diapers are for boys!" I said, hoping I had negated any 
possible notions developing in Derek's mind that were to the contrary.
	I told Derek about how my sisters were both potty trained at age 
two and then compared this to my reluctance to give up diapers. I told 
him about all the boys I knew who wore diapers and that I had yet to 
see any girls doing the same thing.
	"So would you say diapers are for boys?" I asked Derek.
	"Yeah, there are lots of boys who wear diapers, but no girls, 
huh?"
	"That's better!" I thought to myself.
	"None that I know of," I said. "Unless they're babies or 
toddlers."
	I noticed that Derek had a hard-on again. Since we had just been 
talking about hard-ons, diapers and boys, it seemed more apparent that 
Derek was aroused by this. Jennie came into the room to check up on us. 
She noticed that Derek was still in his underwear.
	"Aren't you dressed yet, Derek?" she asked. "It's almost 10:00."
	"Okay, I'll get dressed," Derek said.
	"What do you need to get dressed for?" I asked Derek. "Look at 
me, this is all I have to wear, a shirt, shoes, socks, and diapers, and 
more diapers, and more diapers, and more diapers, oh, and more diapers, 
and more diapers, and plastic pants."
	"I like going around in just my underwear," Derek said.
	"Me, too," I said. "Of course, my underwear is my diapers." I 
reached behind me and patted both of my buttocks.
	"Can I feel your diapers?" Derek asked me.
	"Sure," I said as I turned my butt to him. "Feel 'em all you 
want. In fact, you can spank me and I won't feel it."
	With this, Derek swatted my butt a few times, laughing as he did 
it.
	"Your diapers are thick!" Derek said.
	"So you noticed?" I said. "Why did you want to feel my diapers?"
	"I dunno," Derek said as he became shy. He shrugged, looking 
embarrassed.
	Finally, I had to make the first move.
	"Do you ever think about wearing diapers?" I asked Derek. I 
didn't expect a straight and honest answer, so I gave him a chance to 
open up. He hesitated at first and denied it.
	"Has your weenie been big this whole time?" I asked Derek.
	"Yeah," he said.
	"And we've been talking about diapers the whole time, huh?" I 
said.
	"Yeah," Derek said. "I like talking about diapers." He giggled 
with some reservation.
	"So, do you wish you could wear diapers?" I asked him. Finally, 
Derek finally admitted that he wished he could wear diapers since his 
little brother wears them.
	"You know, I had a feeling all along that you did," I said. "I 
noticed your weenie gets big when we talk about diapers or when you 
look at me in diapers."
	"I can't wear diapers, though," Derek said glumly. "My Mom won't 
let me since I'm toilet trained. I even tried sneaking Steven's diapers 
once and I got caught and I got in trouble for it."
	"That's too bad," I said. "Maybe if you had more accidents you 
could wear diapers."
	"What do you mean?" Derek asked me.
	"Ever try faking accidents?" I asked him.
	"No, I'm afraid I'll get in trouble," Derek said. "But how would 
my Mom or anyone know they're accidents? I could fake some accidents 
like you did."
	I then thought about the laxatives in the medicine cabinet.
	"You may not have to fake your accidents," I said. "You can make 
them for real."
	"How?" Derek asked.
	"If you take some laxatives you'll start pooping like crazy, and 
you'll get all your pants and your underwear dirty and everything you 
sit on will get dirty, and if your Mom doesn't want to clean up after 
you like that, she'll probably put you in diapers."
	"Do you think that would work?" Derek asked me.
	"It might," I said. "I just wrote about it in a story I wrote 
about a boy who did this in order to get put into diapers. Of course it 
worked for him."
	"So, what are you saying, that I should take some laxatives?" 
Derek asked.
	"You bet!" I said. "I saw some in the medicine cabinet while we 
were in the bathroom."
	With this, Derek headed back to the bathroom and to the medicine 
cabinet. He opened it and grabbed the box of laxative tablets.
	"Yyyeesss!!!" I thought to myself, feeling that I had 
accomplished the first phase of my mission.

FOREVER IN DIAPERS: PART 60
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	Derek picked up the box of laxative tablets and studied it. He 
tried to read the fine print and he tried to understand what it all 
meant. He was hesitating.
	"Are you sure it's okay if I take one of these?" Derek asked me.
	"Sure, it'll just make you shit uncontrollably, that's all," I 
said to Derek.
	"You said a bad word," Derek said to me as he pointed.
	"What, 'shit?' I say it all the time. When you're in diapers all 
the time, the word tends to come up more often," I said.
	Derek then said, "shit!" He then giggled.
	"You said it, too!" I said while mimicking his pointing gesture.
	"I know I'm not supposed to say it, but my Mom and my sister 
aren't around, so I can say it in front of you."
	"Yeah, I don't give a shit if you say 'shit' around me," I said 
as I smiled. "If you take that laxative you'll have good reason to say 
'shit.'"
	Derek went back to studying the box.
	"I just don't want to get sick or something," Derek said. I then 
gently took the box from his hands.
	"Look, I'll take one, how's that?" I said. With this I dispensed 
one of the pills and swallowed it.
	"See, I'm not afraid to take them," I said. "But then, I am 
sufficiently diapered for what might happen now that I have taken the 
laxative."
	Derek finally overcame his fears and he went ahead and took the 
poop-inducing pill. He swallowed it but then he complained that he felt 
that the pill was stuck in his throat.
	"Let's go get some water then," I said. I put the box back into 
the medicine cabinet positioned exactly as I had found it, hoping that 
nobody would notice the missing tablets or the fact that the box was 
recently accessed in the first place. We went out to the kitchen and we 
each took a drink of water to make sure the pills went down.
	"How long's it gonna take?" Derek asked me. "How long before I 
start pooping?"
	"At most, a couple of hours," I said. "Probably sooner."
	Derek and I went to his bedroom and we played with some of his 
race cars. We were making pretend engine noises, something many boys 
were naturally adept at doing. I enjoyed watching Derek play as he 
stuck his little underwear-clad butt up in the air. It gave me another 
good view of his skid marks which would likely soon be overshadowed by 
a much, much larger mess.
	A half hour passed and nothing had happened yet. Derek's 
underwear was still just as clean, which is not to say that it was 
unblemished to start with. I figured I was due to shit big time soon, 
and everyone would be glad that I had all the diapers on that I was 
wearing. Derek's case was different. He had nothing more than a thin 
piece of cotton covering his butt. His one pair of underwear serving as 
a diaper would be about as effective as a garden hose being used to put 
out a forest fire.
	I also realized that Derek still had quick, easy access to the 
toilet in case he didn't want to have a big accident in his underwear 
and decided to use the toilet. I wanted to go outside with Derek so 
that he would be farther away from the toilet, but I wasn't sure what 
we would do out there. Derek must have been reading my mind, because he 
said, "you wanna go outside?"
	"Yeah, sure," I said.
	"This is getting kind of boring," he complained as we had grown 
tired of racing the same two cars around his track.
	"I know you don't like sports, but maybe we could play some 
basketball, a little one-on-one."
	"I can handle that, I guess," I said.
	"You have to go out front in the driveway since that's where the 
hoop is, so you'll have to go out there in your diapers," Derek said.
	"I think the whole neighborhood has seen me in my diapers by now, 
anyway," I said. "What about you?" I asked Derek, seeing that he was 
still in his underwear. "Are you going out there in your underwear?"
	"I'd better put on some pants or some shorts," he said. With 
this, he went to his closet and slipped on a pair of shorts. I figured 
this was for the better, since he would also soil his shorts if he had 
an accident.
	Derek then retrieved his basketball from a box that he apparently 
hadn't yet unpacked. He then went out to the front of the house and I 
followed him. Before I closed the front door I locked it. I did this so 
that if Derek decided to not poop his underpants and instead make a 
beeline for the bathroom he would be delayed and thus probably have an 
accident. He began making practice throws between dribbling the ball. 
As I stood and watched him I felt the first batch of poop ready to be 
made.
	"Here, you probably need some practice, too," Derek said to me as 
he tossed me the ball. I stood there in the driveway in my thick 
diapers as I aimed the ball for the basket. I missed the first couple 
shots as I expected to do, but I made the third one.
	"You made it!" Derek said. At this point I let out a loud, smelly 
fart. The back of my diapers instantly became flooded with wet poop. 
Within seconds my buttocks went from dry and clean to being completely 
coated.
	"You just pooped your diapers!" Derek shouted.
	"How could you tell?" I said as I stuck my butt towards him. "You 
don't see anything through these thick diapers on my butt, do you?"
	"No, but I can smell it, and I heard you fart, too!" Derek was 
giggling.
	"Don't laugh too hard, your turn is next," I said.
	"I think I can feel it now," Derek said as he crossed his legs. I 
watched him walk around with his butt cheeks clenched so closely 
together. He was trying to hold it back, but he couldn't ignore the 
call of nature, or shall I say the call of Ex-Lax. He was sitting on 
his heel.
	"Just let it go," I said to him. I could understand his feelings 
and his reasons for trying to hold back the flood which would soon 
occupy every part of his body from the top of his butt crack all the 
way down to his balls.
	"I don't want to get in trouble for having an accident," Derek 
said.
	"What do you think will happen?" I asked Derek.
	"My Mom will probably spank me," he said fearfully.
	"Even if it's an accident?" I said.
	"Mom doesn't think I should have accidents anymore since I'm 
potty trained," Derek said.
	"That never stopped me," I said. "It took awhile for me to get my 
parents to diaper me, and I put up with a lot of spanking, yelling, and 
grounding, as well as teasing from my sisters."
	"So do I have to go through all that?" Derek asked me.
	"I don't know, depends on what your Mom is like. My parents were 
pretty persistent with getting me to stop, but they finally gave up. If 
I had been more aggressive with it I probably would have gotten put in 
diapers sooner, though."
	"What does 'aggressive' mean?" Derek asked me.
	"I wish I had pooped my pants on purpose more than I did," I 
explained. "I mean, just flat out stop using the toilet and shit my 
pants and my underwear, no matter what they said."
	"I dunno if I should do that or not," Derek said.
	"Do you think she'll put you in diapers?" I asked him.
	"I dunno," he said. "I know she'll get mad at me if it's an 
accident or not."
	"It's too late now," I said. With this, Derek's ability to 
withhold his wastes broke down and his bowels buckled under pressure. 
He unloaded his wet poop into his underwear and his shorts, bringing 
with it much flatulence and foul odor. I could see the mess dripping 
out of the leg openings of his shorts. His entire butt was wet from his 
runny stools.
	"I'm a mess now!" Derek said. "I didn't think that much would 
come out."
	"It ain't over," I told him.
	"I need to go change," Derek said. He walked to the front door 
and turned the knob, only to realize that it was locked. He tried 
turning it again, but to no avail.
	"Oh no!" Derek said. "We're locked out! How did we get locked 
out?!"
	I felt guilty for setting things up the way I did, but I knew in 
the end it would be worth of it everything was a success. Derek then 
walked around to the back yard to get into the house from the back. 
Jennie and Steven were out there playing when Derek approached them.
	"Derek, you pooped your pants!" Jennie said as she noted the 
brown mess dripping out of the leg openings of his shorts as well as 
the fact that it was running down his legs.
	"I know, it was an accident," he said defensively.
	"Sure it was an accident," Jennie said snidely. "You just want to 
wear diapers again, like Chris does."
	"No I don't!" Derek denied. Derek then went into the house. 
Jennie chanted, "Derek pooped his pa-ants! Derek pooped his pa-ants!"
	Derek went into his bedroom and he stripped off his soiled 
underwear and his soiled shorts. His stiff dick was covered in poop as 
was his entire butt. He then went into the bathroom, leaving a trail of 
dripping poop behind him. I heard the shower water running for a few 
seconds. Derek then came out of the bathroom, still wearing the same 
shirt, which had gotten wet from him wearing it in the shower.
	Derek went to his underwear drawer and put on a clean pair of 
briefs.
	"You're just gonna poop in them again," I said. "Maybe you should 
try wearing a couple extra pairs like I used to do," I suggested. Derek 
agreed that this was a good idea, so he put on six pairs of briefs. I 
got hard as I watched him put each pair on, making his underwear 
thicker and thicker.
	"Hey, I feel like I'm wearing a diaper now," Derek said as he ran 
his hands all around his body. He looked at himself in the mirror, 
including his butt, of course.
	"It sort of looks like a diaper, too," he said.
	"You don't know what you're missing until you get some real 
diapers like I have," I told Derek.
	"Do you think six is enough?" Derek asked me, referring to the 
number of briefs he had on.
	"You'll need a lot more than that," I said emphatically.
	"How many pairs should I wear?" Derek asked me.
	"As many as you can wear," I said. "The thicker, the better."
	"I hafta put my pants on still," Derek said. "I wanna go back out 
and play basketball."
	"Okay," I said. Derek grabbed his long pants and put them on.
	"Why are you putting long pants on?" I asked Derek.
	"It's all I have," he said. "Those were my only shorts."
	He was barely able to get his pants to fit over the half-dozen 
pairs of underwear he put on. I could see the extra bulk in the seat of 
his pants as I followed him out to the driveway.
	We started playing a game of one-on-one. I had a hard time 
keeping up with Derek and trying to get the ball away from him. It 
wasn't easy to move around like I needed to since my diapers made it so 
hard to even walk straight, add to that the fact that I had just loaded 
up my diapers more. My entire butt was covered in shit, and because it 
was so wet it soaked through several of the diaper layers, although 
leaving much of the outer layers of my diapers untouched. Still, with 
the wide crotch, the high rise and the thickness of my diapers, there 
was no visual sign of any such activity having occurred in my diapers.
	Quite honestly, Derek was kicking my diapered butt at one-on-one.
	"I'd be kicking your butt even more if I didn't have all this 
underwear on to slow me down," Derek said.
	"Why do you think I'm losing?" I said.
	"Why don't you take some of your diapers off?" Derek suggested.
	"Uhh, not a good idea," I replied. "These diapers need to stay on 
until my next diaper change."
	"Did you poop your diapers again?" Derek asked me.
	"Oh yes, big time, I said. "Can't tell, can you?"
	"No," he said ass I let him look at my butt for awhile.
	"What do you see?" I asked Derek.
	"Your big white diaper-butt!" he said with a chuckle.
	Derek and resumed play for a few minutes more. Jennie and Steven 
then came out the front door. Steven had been dressed and a pair of 
shorts had been put on over his diaper.
	"Changed your pants, I see," Jennie said, noting that Derek had 
his jeans on now.
	"Where you going?" Derek asked his sister.
	"We ran out of milk, and Steven's out of diapers already, so 
we're going to the store," Jennie said. "You guys wanna come?"
	"Nah, I'll stay," Derek said.
	"I don't have anything to wear but diapers, anyway," I said. 
Jennie and Steven then left to head to the grocery store. It was almost 
a half mile to walk there, so we knew they would be gone awhile. After 
playing more basketball for a few minutes Derek then stopped and stood 
still.
	"Do you have to poop again?" I asked him.
	"I already did," he said. He then looked down at his pants, 
seeing that some of it had leaked out the leg openings and into his 
crotch. From where I was standing I could see that even more of his 
poop had soaked into the seat of his pants.
	"You'd better go change again," I said to Derek. He agreed, so he 
set the basketball down on the ground and went into the house. He took 
off his pants and revealed his shit-sodden underpants, the seats of his 
multiple briefs all stained solid brown. He took them all off at once 
and let them in a bunched-up pile on the floor. As Derek exposed his 
poop to the open air he stunk up his room. I looked at how his butt was 
coated in shit as he walked to the bathroom to clean himself off in the 
shower again.
	Derek came back out of the bathroom, this time with a clean butt.
	"I don't have any more pants or shorts to wear now," he said. 
"That was my only pair of pants." He pointed at his soiled jeans on the 
floor.
	"My Mom doesn't buy me very many clothes," he said.
	"Well, it looks like you only have your underwear to wear now," I 
said. "Since that's all you have to wear anyway, you might as well 
'diaper up.'"
	Derek took heed of my suggestion. He stood before his underwear 
drawer and opened it. He then reached into it and grabbed a pair of 
briefs and slid them on, covering up his stiff penis. He then repeated 
the process several times, adding more and more underwear around his 
waist. By the time he had four pairs on the tent in the front of his 
briefs, formed by his erection, was smoothed out by the bulk of the 
cotton fabric, which was doubled in thickness by the fly front of each 
pair. Before too long Derek had put on ten pairs of underwear. Each 
pair contained indelible evidence of Derek's poor butt-wiping skills.
	"They're getting kind of tight and hard to put on," Derek said as 
he struggled with the eleventh pair.
	"Keep going, you need a lot of padding over your butt for as much 
pooping as you're doing."
	Derek stopped at fourteen pairs The top pairs were so stretched 
out and I could see several waistbands showing underneath his outer 
pairs. His butt stood out quite prominently and he looked like he had 
diapers on. His bottom was sufficiently covered to handle his next poop 
accident. He wadded as he walked while wearing the thick stack of 
briefs.
	"Well, so much for our basketball game," Derek said.
	"At least we can play more fair now," I said. "Since you and I 
are both diapered up in one way or another."
	"I can't go outside like this," he said.
	"Sure you can," I said. "Look at me, I'm diapered up much more 
than you are, and besides, what have you got to lose? You just moved 
here and nobody even knows who you are."
	"I need to get my pants and shorts washed," Derek said. "I want 
to get them washed before my Mom gets home."
	Since Derek didn't know how to run the washing machine I helped 
him with this. We gathered up his poop-covered clothing and threw it 
into the washing machine. I wasn't really sure myself of how to go 
about washing his pants and underwear. I figured if I used some extra 
detergent this would get them clean and he could have them back on 
before his Mom came home.
	"What do you think Jennie will say when she sees you like that?" 
I asked Derek.
	"She already knows I had an accident, so I think she'll 
understand," Derek said somewhat confidently. "But I'm afraid she might 
tell my Mom."
	"I'll back you up," I told Derek. "I won't say anything about the 
laxative. I'll just say that you developed a bad case of the shits-- I 
mean, the runs-- and I'll tell her that this was what I used to do 
whenever I had the same problem."
	"Thanks," Derek said. "You're a real cool friend."
	"So are you," I said to Derek. I gave him a hug and he 
reciprocated. With my hands on his butt I could feel how thick he had 
his underwear on. He also felt my thick diapers.
	"I like how your diapers feel," Derek said. "I hope that my Mom 
will make me wear diapers just like yours."

Forever In Diapers, Parts 61-70