MR. LENNY'S DELIGHT

Part 61-- A Bedtime Story Promised

	"Bed time boys, time to hit the hay," Mr. Lenny 
pointed toward their room.
	"Don't think we could go to sleep, Mr. Lenny!" Kevin 
suggested they watch TV or something.
	"No, you boys go to bed, I will be in to tell you a 
bedtime story. That will put you to sleep," Tom Lenny told 
them.
	Benji and Kevin bid all a 'good night' then headed 
down the hall towards Benji's room.
	"What kind of story are you going to tell the boys, 
Uncle Tom?" Donna asked.
	"I'm not sure yet, I have several to chose from," Tom 
Lenny answered, "What have you in mind? I am open to 
suggestions."
	"Well, I must say, the boys seem worked up tonight. I 
think they should hear something that will calm them down 
instead of ......" Donna didn't finish.
	"What you mean by being 'worked up', Donna?" Mr. Lenny 
asked.
	"Haven't you noticed ...... Well, I could be wrong, 
but I could see it in their eyes," said Donna.
	"What on earth are you talking about?" Clara asked.
	"I'm not sure, really, but I have seen that look 
before..... Have any of you seen my purse, I must have laid 
it down somewhere." Donna tried to change the subject.
	"No....... Donna, do you know something we don't about 
the boys?" Clara asked.
	"I could be wrong but...... I feel it is mostly coming 
from Kevin. I think he is ...... well, horny!" Donna tried 
to say it calmly but she could not hid her own feelings 
about it. There was a sparkle in her eye when she used the 
word 'horny'.
	"What you think, Tom?" Clara asked.
	Tom was staring out in space with a smile on his face. 
He did hear Clara's question and quickly changed his 
attention towards her.
	"Clara, honey, almost all boys get that way time to 
time. Nothing to worry about," Tom winked over at Donna.
	Donna ducked her head in embarrassment, "I think I 
should go check on the boys, they most likely need their 
diapers checked out." Donna quickly left Tom and Clara 
standing in the kitchen door way.
	"I am confused, what was that all about?" Clara looked 
puzzled.
	"I'll explain it to you later tonight, dear..... right 
now I think we should let Donna have time with the boys 
then I will see what story I could tell them." Tom walked 
over to the bookshelf. Picking a small paperback book he 
smiled.
	"Yes, this will do!" Mr. Lenny said.
	Meantime, Donna had just opened the boys bedroom door. 
She wasn't too surprised to find the boys busy wrestling on 
the bed. It took them a few moments before realizing they 
were being watched.
	It was Benji that first saw her. Pushing Kevin over 
onto his back he smiled and said, "Hi, Donna, we're just 
playing."
	"I know!" She took a few steps toward them. Kevin re-
arranged his diaper which had been pulled slightly from his 
waist. Benji showed signs of sweat as he took his T-shirt 
and wiped his brow.
	"Guess the movie today kinda hit home for you boys, 
eh?" Donna giggled as she threw a pillow at Kevin.
	"Hey, why you do that?" Kevin protested.
	Benji grabbed the pillow and tossed it back to Donna. 
"What you think of the movie, Donna?" He asked. She swatted 
him with the pillow but Benji caught on one end and pulled 
it from her grasp. Benji rolled over on top of the pillow 
allowing his diapered butt to hang high into the air. Then 
he repeatedly thrust at the pillow until it was crushed 
flat.
	"I just came in to tell you boys that Tom will be in 
for a bedtime story, however, I will give each of you a 
clean diaper then tuck you boys into bed." Donna came at 
Kevin first with her fist opening and closing like a 
monster. Kevin screamed and drew himself into a little ball 
to protect himself.
Donna continued to giggle as she forced Kevin to open his 
legs where she began to remove the diaper. To her surprise 
the boy was dry and clean.
	"Well, Kevin, why haven't you fixed your diaper like a 
good little boy?" Donna playfully tickled him on the back 
of his legs.
	Kevin kicked wildly as the tickling increased up his 
sides and over his belly. He was laughing so hard even 
tears formed in his eyes. "Help me! Help me!" he cried out 
for Benji's help.
	Benji made the mistake of mixing in with Donna's fun. 
The next thing he knew he also was getting tickled. Benji 
jumped up onto Donna's back trying to bring her down on the 
bed but she was too much for him. She, instead, threw Benji 
over onto the bed where she grabbed him by his diaper 
pulling it down some what.
	Both boys succeeded in pulling Donna over where they 
piled on top of her pinning her down. Kevin was sitting on 
her chest leaning over her face. Benji sat over her belly 
and began tickling her in the ribs.
	Donna began to scream out but Kevin put his hand over 
her mouth. She struggled to free herself but the boys held 
her tightly to the bed. With one more effort to free 
herself, Donna pushed Kevin backward against Benji.
	"Enough already!" She yelled out. "Keep your pee-pee 
out of my face!" Donna yelled at Kevin.
	About that time Mr. Lenny walked into the room. 
"What's going on in here? We can hear you yelling all the 
way through the house."
	The boys quickly rolled off Donna. Sitting together, 
they playfully hugged each other while giggling 
uncontrollably. At first Donna was upset at being held down 
by two boys but then she also began to laugh.
	She told Mr. Lenny that they were only playing and she 
got pinned down. She told how Kevin sat on her chest and 
how his privates were touching her chin. She was afraid he 
might get excited and pee on her because that is what he 
does when excited.
	 The boys continued to laugh and giggle. "That would 
be funny!" Benji cried.
	"Alright boys, the fun is over now let Donny do her 
job. I want you two diapered and tucked into bed by the 
time I return," Mr. Lenny told them.
	"Aren't you going to read us a story, Daddy!" Benji 
asked.
	"Sure do, son! I was trying to think of which to tell 
you but now that you are all giggly I think I know just 
which one to tell you. I will be back in about 10 minutes." 
Mr. Lenny closed the bedroom door behind him as he left the 
room.
	Donna pulled the diaper drawer open and withdrew two 
heavy night Molicare Diapers. The boys lay side by side 
allowing Donna to slide the Molicare under each of them. 
Patting each boy on the bottom she pulled the covers back 
so the boys could climb under the sheets.
	"I wouldn't have peed on you, Donna, really!" Kevin 
softly told her.
	"That's OK!" She bent over and gave him a kiss right 
on his lips. "If you had I would get even!" Donna gave his 
face a light slap then pinched his cheeks.
	Benji rolled onto his side facing Kevin. "Hope I get 
to see it.... getting even I mean!"
	Donna just kissed Benji good night when Mr. Lenny came 
in. Donna waved a goodbye as she closed the door behind 
her.
	"Where's the book..... the one you said you would read 
to us?" Benji asked.
	"No book, son! I am going to tell you a story from 
memory of a boy I knew very well."
	The boys sat up leaning against the bed's head board. 
Mr. Lenny sat on the bed facing them.
	"Once upon a time there was a boy who felt lonely and 
sad. Sad because he was the only child and because he had 
very few really close friends. Oh yes, did I tell you he 
wet his bed every night?" Mr. Lenny grinned.
	"I bet he HAS to wear diapers!" Kevin announced.
	"NO! Kevin, but he GETS to wear nice soft diapers." 
Tom Lenny corrected him.

Part 62-- A Bedtime Story Told

	The boys sat up leaning against the bed's head board. 
Mr. Lenny sat on the bed facing them.
	"Once upon a time there was a boy who felt lonely and 
sad. Sad because he was the only child and because he had 
very few really close friends. Oh yes, did I tell you he 
wet his bed every night?" Mr. Lenny grinned.
	"I bet he HAS to wear diapers!" Kevin announced.
	"NO! Kevin, but he GETS to wear nice soft diapers." 
Tom Lenny corrected him.
	The two boys snuggled up next to each other while Mr. 
Lenny began to tell this bedtime story.
	"The boys name was Mikeovichi Groytova but because it 
was too hard to pronounce all his teachers called him Mike 
for short which Mikeovichi preferred."
	"Mike was orphaned when he was just a baby so never 
did know his parents but was raised by an old maid Aunt 
until he was 5 years old. She died leaving him without a 
single known relative. The Authorities had decided to send 
the boy to the Rochester House which was known for taking 
in boys and working them for profit, lining the pockets of 
several City Officials.
	There was also another boy who was caught stealing 
food from the local store. 10 year old, Billy Cain was 
kicked out of his Uncles house where he had been living for 
the past 2 years. Unloved and afraid, Billy had been trying 
to survive by taking food here and there. The Officials had 
just sentenced him to work in the local coal mines.
	"Just as the Officials were about to make the final 
agreement pertaining to the two boys, a man in his early 
40's stood and pleaded for the boys. He told the small 
group that met in that dimly lighted City Hall room that he 
was a 'Gentleman of Means' and provided them with many 
proofs of his claim. He also told them how he has recently 
lost his family in a shipwreck while on a world cruise. How 
he was drifting aimlessly across the country trying to find 
himself and reason to continue to live.
	"I just happened to be walking pass your building when 
a chill came over me so I walked into your building to find 
some warmth. I over heard you speak of a little 5 year old 
boy in need of a home. My heart went out for him and when I 
could not help but over hear your plans to put him into a 
work house, I just had to intervene in his behalf.
	"And what concern is that of yours?" One of Officials 
that had no other reason but to make a few dollars off the 
boy spoke up.
	"A Work House is no place for a lad of that age...... 
Let me take him off your hands, he could be nothing but a 
lot of trouble for all of you." The Gentleman spoke in 
defense of the boy.
	"In the presents of the five City Leaders there were 
only one that protested sending the boy to the Work House. 
He began to plead with the rest to allow the man to take 
the boy and raise him as his own. But the hard hearted 
majority fought to send the boy to the Work house so they 
could share in the profits.
	"The Gentleman made them an offer they could not 
refuse. Knowing their love for money he offered a large 
ransom of money if they allowed the boy to come with him. 
The men kept asking for a little more then what was 
offered.
	"I will make one last offer and one offer only," the 
Gentleman told them, "I will offer this for one time only, 
I offer you double the amount last agreed upon but you must 
give me the other boy as well. And if you refuse I will 
withdraw my offer and leave you with the trouble you will 
surely have should you send the boys to the Work house.
	"And what trouble do you think we will have but to 
make 100 % of all their Labor, Nothing could be better then 
that?" One harden man asked.
	"For one thing, it will be many years before they are 
strong enough to make the kind of money you want, besides, 
it will cost you many years profit just to feed and house 
them."
	"The City Leaders began to talk among themselves. They 
finally agreed to let the man have the two boys for the 
agreed amount. Only they held the man to two conditions. 
One, he had to wait till the money changed hands and they 
could know for sure he had such fortune to give them. 
Second, he would have to take the boys far from the town 
and never return.
	"The Gentleman agreed.
	"By the time the morning sun appeared in the Eastern 
Sky the City Leaders had received all the ransom amount. 
They escorted the man and boys several miles from the City 
limits.
	"Remember now", the Leaders spoke to the man, "Take 
the boy far from here and never return, that is our deal."
	"Yes! I understand, we will never return." The man 
took both boys by the hand and lead them down the road.
	"In time the man and boys came to a cave hidden behind 
some fallen trees. The man directed the boys to climb over 
the fallen trees and entered into the cave.
	"Several feet within the man lifted the youngest boy 
upon his shoulders and carried him while holding onto the 
other. Soon they came to dead end where only the cave's 
walls seem to close in on them. 'hang on tight, my little 
friends, and we will soon be safe should anyone been 
following us.'
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	At this point Kevin interrupted Mr. Lenny and asked, 
"Where is the man taking the boys?"
	Benji also asked, "Ya What they going into a cave 
for?"
	"Hold your questions, boys. Soon you will understand 
this mystery!" Tom Lenny told the boys.
	Once again Mr. Lenny picked up his book and continued 
the story. The boys sat up against the head board of the 
bed drawing their knees up to their chins wrapping their 
arms around their legs. From the corner of his eye, Mr. 
Lenny smiled as he glimpsed at their heavy night diapers.

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	"Hang on tight, my little friends, and we will soon be 
safe should anyone been following us.
	"The little 5 year old boy watched as the man reached 
into his pocket and pulled out what looked like a small TV 
remote. There was a sound like the rushing of wind. The boy 
hung on with all his might as the walls of the cave seem to 
whirl by. What seemed to be a door suddenly opened before 
them.
	"What laid before them was an new world with green 
grass, dark blue sky. Trees with green leaves and different 
color blooms. Flowers of many different shades of color. 
Birds were chirping their songs here and there, Butterflies 
darting about. Yes it was a new world none like the boy had 
ever seen before. Lifting the young boy off his shoulders 
the man lead both boys into the new world. The 10 year old 
looked behind him to see the open doorway close behind them 
as if it were never there. Together they walked hand in 
hand down a winding path, several animals darted in front 
of them showing no fear at all.
	"Like a in a dream the man with his boys soon arrived 
in front of a cabin surrounded by trees and shrubbery. The 
setting was very much like a mountain hide-a-way. The yard 
was covered in a rich green grass. As quickly as it would 
take to say it a fountain of bubbling water appeared beside 
the path. The man asked the boys if they was thirsty.
	"Both boys drank until it seemed they could hold no 
more. 'aren't you going to get a drink?' the boy ask. 'No, 
this is a magical fountain and is only for boys like you!'
	" 'Magical?' the boy asked. But before the man could 
say another word something began to happen inside both 
boys. "That is the best water I ever had," the 10 year old 
announced. No sooner did the words come from his mouth 
before he felt the need to run to the bathroom but .... 
where was he to go? Trying desperately to hold within 
himself out of embarrassment but it was no use. Like a dam 
with a small crack that suddenly burst open flooding every 
thing in front of it, the boy had lost all control. It 
started slowly at first, then the warm pee flowed into his 
short pants until they were fully soaked. The same thing 
was happening to the 5 year old. Like a spring the pee 
trickled down both leaving a unmistaken puddle around their 
feet.
	All the boys could do was to stand facing the man that 
had rescued them from a life of hell, now with redden faces 
of shame and embarrassment, what would the man think of 
them. It was as if each boy had no control over their 
bladder till empty of all it contained.
	"The little boy was so embarrassed he hung his head 
and was about to cry. But the man kneeled before him taking 
the boy in his arms giving him a loving hug. Then reached 
out to the older boy drawing them closer to himself. It 
mattered not that the smell of fresh pee arose from each 
boy.
	" ' It's alright. It is not your fault at all. I told 
you the fountain was a Magical fountain. It first washes 
all the old world from you then gives you a forever youth. 
You see, this really is the long sought 'Fountain of Youth' 
that your world has seek in vain for.
	" 'But I peed my pants.... aren't you mad at me for 
that... look! everything is so wet and uncomfortable.' the 
older boy started to cry.
	"At Last... it is time for me to dress you in a nice 
clean dry.... diaper!
	" 'Diaper! But I am not a baby..... I'm 10 years old," 
the boy held up his hand spreading his fingers and thumb of 
both hands.
	"I'm 5!"said the other, "I had to wear diapers 
sometime when I had a....a... accident."
	"All little boys wear diapers here, no matter how old 
you are. You will have lots to learn... but, then again, 
you will have lots of time. I am to show you around your 
new home land, I know you both will love it as much as I 
do.
	"I haven't seen any other boys!" the 10 year old said 
as he looked around.
	"You will, in time anyway." It was time for the boys 
to receive their first lesson to prepare them before 
meeting other kids.
	"What caused us to pee our pants.... I tried, really I 
did try but just couldn't hold it back. Did the water we 
drank do something to us?" the older boy asked.
	It is not that your bladder is made weaker by drinking 
from the magic fountain, it is that you whole body is 
starting the change, giving you forever youth. You see, you 
were a boy of the other world but now you are a boy of this 
world. There is no need for a strong bladder any more.... 
Diapers solve that problem quite nicely.
	"But you should know of some other things, also, like 
there is no girls here, just boys. Well that is not all 
true, I guess there are girls of sort if you want to call 
them that.... You see, things change here in this world. 
Even boys and girls are different they are in the old 
world. What you would call a girl is really a boy. But all 
boys are not the same.
	"That's weird!" The older boy had a puzzled look on 
his face.
	"Not to the boys of this world, it is something very 
nice. You see, boys will be boys, was first said here. It 
means, when a boy changes he is still a boy but not the boy 
you think he was, but he will be a boy again when he 
changes back.
	The younger boy could care less, all this talk about 
boys being not boys etc was more then he could understand. 
All he wanted was to get dressed in that nice white diaper 
the man brought out from the cabin. The wet pants were 
turning cool and uncomfortable.
	The older boy, however, was pushing for answers. "I 
know the difference between a boy and a girl. I seen a 
naked girl before...... she had no pee-pee thing like I 
have."
	"Is that the only difference between boys and girls, a 
pee-pee as you call it?" The man seemed mussed at the boy.
	With the 5 year old laying on his back the man 
undressed him and began to clean him with a nice warm wash 
rag. He lightly powdered his genital area and began to 
tighten up the heavy diaper. The job was finished when the 
man pulled the tabs tight locking the ends together.
	"A fine looking boy I must say.... I will call you 
Jimmy, 'the cute one', because you look just like a Jimmy 
to me." The man smiled at his little diapered friend.
	"If a boy is not a boy then he must be a girl," The 10 
year old was still trying to figure out the puzzle. " 'A 
boy without a penis?'..... Then he wouldn't even be a boy, 
would he?'"
	"That is what I am trying to tell you. They can not be 
a boy, really, because the lack of penis and balls, but 
they have.... Well, they have nothing there, not any thing, 
just smooth skin. If they would put on a diaper they would 
not look different than a boy, But they don't wear diapers, 
I know it is hard to understand... it is so hard to 
explain. I can only say, they don't wet therefore they 
don't need diapers. And in this world girls, if you want to 
call them that, never wear anything, there is no need for 
them to be covered.
	The man had the 10 year old lay on his back while he 
was being undressed. While washing his penis the boy 
dribbled more pee, but the man paid no attention and just 
continued to wash him up. In time the older boy had a nice 
fluffy white diaper fastened around his waist. The boy sat 
up and admired himself while petting here and there to see 
how it felt.
	"So boys wear diapers? Do they wear anything else?" he 
asked.
	"No, there is no need to be covered, you see the 
weather is always warm summer, there is no bugs that bother 
you and nothing to ever give harm. All THAT belongs in your 
other world. Now you are in my world where boys stay boys 
forever. You can walk in warm mud, chase butterflies, climb 
trees and swim..... all the fun things boy's like to 
do..... anything you like to do.
	"Anything?" the boy asked.
	"Yes, anything, even what you do not know about yet 
but you will soon learn and it will be the most fun of all. 
When boys (girls) change they will do your diaper changes, 
that is what is excepted of them. They too have fun but 
their fun is different then yours and yours different then 
theirs, but you will need each other as much as you need 
other boys and they need other.... 'girls'.
	"I don't understand. how can a boy be a girl?" the 10 
year old asked.
	"I never said they were any girls but all are boys, 
but boys change then change back again. In time you will 
understand." The man told him.
	"I am going to call you, Chad, 'the boy full of 
questions'.
	"Chad..... OK I like that.... But what is my last 
name?"
	"No boy here has last names just first and only name." 
The man told him.
	"Sure is weird here!" Chad said.
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	"Well, that's all for tonight." Tom Lenny told the 
boys.
	"Are you going to finish it, daddy?" Benji asked.
	"Sure if you want me to, but your past bedtime now. I 
will read it again tomorrow night." Mr. Lenny answered.
	After tucking them back into bed, Tom Lenny left the 
room shutting the door behind him.
	"A boy without a penis? How rude!!!!" Kevin giggled as 
he rolled closer to Benji.
	"I don't get it!" Benji commented. "How can you be a 
boy and not a boy?"
	"Heck, I don't know......." Kevin answered. "Maybe one 
of the other boys eat it off." Giggle! Giggle!
	"How would you like being a girl for a while?" Benji 
teased Kevin.
	"No! NO! don't bit me........" Kevin joked. Teeee 
heeeee!
	"QUITE DOWN IN THERE YOU BOYS AND GET TO SLEEP!" Tom 
called from outside the door.

Part 63-- Bedtime Story (Cont.)

The next day =====

	The boys played together with some other neighborhood 
diaper boys for most of the day. Donna was keeping herself 
busy checking and changing the boys as they became dirty or 
wet. A couple of boys down the street came over to see what 
all the fun was about. Soon they were striped down in 
underpants so they would not feel so left out by the kids 
wearing diapers. When Donna saw them she brought them a 
diaper from the same pack as Benji's. These were older boys 
that had been wanting to try out being a diaper kid. Sammy 
was 14 and his brother, Bobby age 12 began to find the joy 
of diapers.
	Sammy watched as several of the younger boys got 
themselves diapered by Donna. Whispering in his brother's 
ear, "Let's pee our diaper so she can change us!"
	"But I don't have to pee now!" Bobby resisted. "Why we 
got to?" he asked.
	"So we can be changed!" Sammy motioned for Bobby to 
hurry up.
	"But, she's a girl......" Bobby was not sure about why 
Sammy wanted her to diaper them.
	"Come on, Bobby, let go so she can do it," Sammy 
motioned to Donna who was coming their way.
	Donna could see Sammy was enjoying his day in diapers 
so she invited him and Bobby into the house where they 
could lay on the bed to be diapered. No one seemed to 
notice as the back door closed behind them.
	Most of the kids have gone home by the time Bobby and 
Sammy came back into the backyard.
	"Where's all the kids?" Sammy asked.
	"Gone home, I guess," Benji answered.
	"What time is it?" Bobby asked.
	Kevin looked at his Space Cadet watch. "It's almost 
5:30."
	"We better get home, also, we were suppose to be back 
before 5:00." Sammy reached for his pants and shirt.
	"We had a lot of fun, Benji.... Can we come back again 
sometime?" Bobby asked.
	"You bet you can! We always have fun on sunny 
afternoons wearing diapers outside," Kevin piped up.
	"Sure, come over anytime," Benji invited.
	Sammy was trying to pull his pants over the diaper 
when he realized he still had one of Benji's diapers on. 
Benji told him to keep it and that he did not have to take 
it off now.
	"Does it show.... Can you tell I have it on?" Sammy 
turned around and around so the boys could examine him.
	"Not really.... your pants are big enough to hide it 
quite good," Benji told him.
	"But tell Bobby to keep the top pulled under his pants 
or under his shirt or else you can see he has a diaper on.
	"Will your mom let you wear diapers?" Benji asked.
	"I don't know... We haven't worn them for a long time, 
I think," Bobby said.
	"He potty trained very fast, but I had to wear diapers 
till I was started school." Sammy said.
	"Well, if you want to play in diapers come on over and 
we will give you one to use," Benji said.
	"Thanks!.... See ya later!" The boys waved good-bye.
	Donna had overheard the boys talking and knew what 
they were saying.
	"I would be glad to help you any time!" Donna waved to 
them.
	"You boys need to come in for dinner. It will soon be 
bedtime. I know Uncle Tom is ready for the next part of the 
story," She told Benji and Kevin.
	"OK, we'll be right in," Benji promised.
	"I saw you come out the door with Sammy and Bobby.... 
what you doing in the house?" Kevin asked.
	"OH, that! Well, they needed to be changed after 
peeing their diapers," Donna giggled. "If that is any of 
your business."
	"Just wondered!" Kevin smiled.
	"I bet you thought they were really cute, eh?" Benji 
teased.
	"Ok! so they are cute, so what?" Donna motioned the 
boys towards the house. "Bobby's cute but Sammy is...... 
different. He cooperated better then you sometimes.!"
	"Cooperate??? what you mean by that?" Benji teased 
some more.
	"Never mind.. you wouldn't understand anyway." Donna 
had the boys in on the back porch by this time.
	After dinner the boys played on the living room floor 
until told to go to bed.
	"I will finish that story tonight if you want," Mr. 
Lenny held up the small book he was reading out of.
	"Not until you both get a bath first.... I just washed 
your bedding and don't want your dirty feet on it till you 
get a shower," Benji's mom called out.
	With diapers off and the shower turned on the boys 
stepped under the spout. Kevin kept looking at Benji like 
he never seen him before. "What you looking at, Kevin?" 
Benji noticed a new look on Kevin's face.
	"Oh! nothing really. I was just wondering what you 
would look like if you lived in that new world your daddy 
told us about in the story." Kevin was still looking hard 
at Benji.
	"What you mean?" Benji asked.
	"You know, when the boy becomes the girl," Kevin 
giggled.
	"They don't become girls, Kevin. They just change but 
they still are boys," Benji corrected.
	"I wonder what it would be like to lose it.... you 
know, without a pee thing!" Kevin covered himself with 
heavy soapy suds as if to hide himself from Benji.
	"I wonder.... could a boy be a boy without one?" Benji 
looked down to examine himself. Pulling it down between his 
thighs he crossed his legs."
	Kevin began to laugh out loud. "Maybe that is what 
they look like."
	Both boys tried to see if they could make themselves 
look like a girl. Only Kevin's was getting harder to hide 
and just slipped out.
	"Look! I just changed back to a boy again!" Kevin 
laughed.
	After about half an hour later the boys were diapered 
and tucked into their nice warm bed.
	Mr. Lenny came in and sat on the bed beside the boys. 
He opened the book and began to read more of the story.

Part 64-- Bedtime Story (Cont.)

	Mr. Lenny came in and sat on the bed beside the boys. 
He opened the book and began to read more of the story.

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	'Jimmy and Chad spent the whole week in the new world. 
They lived in the cabin with Martin, the young man that 
rescued them from a life of slavery on earth.
	Martin insisted the boys drink lots of water from the 
Fountain of Youth. These waters had the power to change the 
boys into boys of the New World. Jimmy was already wetting 
his diaper several times a day which kept Chad busy 
changing him.
	But now something was happening to Chad. The moment he 
wake up from his afternoon nap, he felt different, but 
could not determine what it was. He had feelings he never 
had before. Strange but wonderful feelings that affected 
his whole body. First he had a tingling sensation all over 
like he was floating off the ground. Then became more 
conscious of the world around him. But after the first 
couple of hours he noticed a new and wonderful feeling 
coming from inside his diaper.
	Patting at his diaper seem to make the feeling 
increase immensely. So much so Chad went into the cabin to 
check himself out. At first he was shocked. He found his 
privates had shrunk to almost nothing. Chad grabbed at 
himself trying to pull it out to its real size but it was 
no use. While he was handling himself a weakness come over 
him and he dropped to the floor. There was a throbbing 
sensation that was driving him crazy but held so much 
pleasure he was unwilling to let go.
	When Chad came to himself Martin was sitting by his 
side stoking at his hair. "you OK now?" Martin asked.
	"What happened?" Chad sat up finding himself on edge 
of the bed.
	"You just made your first change into a boy of this 
new world." Martin explained. "Would you like to go back 
outside and be with Jimmy?"
	When Martin mentioned Jimmy's name, excitement flooded 
over Chad. He was wondering if Jimmy also made the change. 
Jumping to his feet Chad started for the door but he 
hesitated and turned toward Martin saying, "I.... I... 
forgot my diaper."
	"You'll not need a diaper for a while, Chad. You just 
made the change and now you will not need a diaper for a 
few months," Martin motioned for him to go outside.
	Chad glanced at the full length mirror on the wall. 
"WOW!" he yelled out loud. The image he saw in the mirror 
startled him so much he grabbed his hands over himself as 
if to be sure it was really himself. "What's the most 
beautiful image I ever saw. Is it really me?" he yelled.
	Martin laughed and explained that what he saw was 
really himself.
	Slowly Chad took another look at himself in the 
mirror. He was not sure that what he saw was really himself 
but, yes, it was truly himself.
	"You like?" Martin asked with a grin.
	Chad ran his open hand between his legs only to find 
smooth skin without any sign of his former self. He was 
aware of a tingling sensation like he never knew before. 
But it was nothing like his former self.
	Chad insisted that he wanted a diaper on even if 
Martin told him he did not need it.
	"You won't like the diaper on, Chad. But if you insist 
I will put one on you," Martin warned him.
	Chad was not diapered more then a minute before he 
began to pull it off. Martin explained that when a boy is 
changed he would not be able to wear a diaper because it 
would cause irritation that would be unbearable. "That is 
why no boy would ever wear a diaper while he is in the 
changed period of time." Besides in this state your body is 
in an almost perfect state. You have no waste, no pee. No 
need for a diaper.
	"What fun is it to be in this condition?" Chad asked.
	"You'll see soon enough, you will realize you have an 
new role to play in this new world."
	Martin led Chad outside where Jimmy was laying on the 
ground with his feet kicking into the air like a small 
baby. No sooner did Chad noticed the big thick diaper then 
something strange come over him. He had this powerful urge 
to reach out to Jimmy.
	Chad almost lost his breath when he saw Jimmy playing. 
It was as if something had taken over his body once again. 
This time the tingling came from his breast. Both of his 
nipples began to expand outward becoming very firm. Both of 
them looked similar to that of a boy having an erection 
only he had no control over them. The very tips became 
tender with sensitivity as they erected.
	Jimmy looked up from his play. Seeing Chad as if for 
the first time, Jimmy was so over come with emotion that he 
immediately lost all control of bowel and bladder. Laying 
flat on his back with his legs spread, he lifted his bottom 
off the ground filled his diaper both front and rear.
	Martin handed Chad a clean diaper. He told Chad it was 
now time to diaper his little friend. He also told him it 
would be his job now until he changed back to a boy like he 
had been.
	Chad had always enjoyed diapering boys. It gave him 
some kind of satisfaction that he had a hard time 
explaining. He just liked to do it, that's all. But now it 
was like a drive within. The more he thought about changing 
Jimmy the more his breast tingled with this new sensation.
	"It will all come naturally to you, Chad, you are free 
to try out your new body.
	Chad couldn't get to the boy fast enough. Once the 
diaper was off he began to clean the younger until he was 
speck and span. Then carefully re-diapered him.
	Jimmy could not resist reaching for the two nipples 
protruding from Chad's chest. Jimmy began to fondle with 
them. Martin smiled as he walked away leaving the two alone 
for their first experience since their change into the new 
world ways.
	Chad made more outward changes but Jimmy also was 
changing from a boy of the old world into a boy of the new 
world.
	Because Jimmy was still too young he would not be 
making the change like Chad until reaching around 10 years 
old. But he had gone though a change. By instinct Jimmy 
knew what he had to do. He instinctively knew he must take 
the blue droplets of sweet nectar that formed on each of 
Chad's nipples. Finding the one nipple was dry Jimmy took 
the other until finished.
	Almost as soon as Chad's nipples released the droplets 
they receded back into his chest looking very much like the 
boy he was.
	Now that Jimmy received from Chad another change was 
about to take place. Both boys were now fully new world 
boys. Chad in the form of beauty and Jimmy shedding off the 
old world to become of the new.
	Jimmy discovered he was swelling up as never before 
and something had to be done about it. He soon learned that 
no matter what he did for himself he could not find relief. 
It was only when Chad gave him a helping hand would comfort 
and pleasure come.
	Chad knew just what he needed to do even if he never 
experienced it before. He knew he would never be satisfied 
until he diapered and fed a boy. A powerful urge to serve 
was rewarded when he spent time with the boy.
	The new experience made both boys relax into a deep 
sleep.
	Chad slept with a big smile on his face. His body 
still withering from the experience.
	Martin told him this was only the beginning that they 
would soon be meeting other boys of the new world. Some 
would be in the Beautiful State while others would still be 
just boys. To explained that every 5 to 6 months the boys 
changed places where the boys became the Beautiful and The 
Beautiful became the boy and this change would take placed 
for the next 100 years.
	Soon they would travel to the valley below where they 
would meet many other boys. But before they can be with the 
other boys they will need more time to change into the New 
World system. Martin told them he would help them make the 
changes.
	"Other Boys?" Jimmy seemed pleased.
	"Other Boys?" Echoed Chad in the new high pitch voice. 
Chad was noticeably excited by the idea of other boys. 
"Will they affect me the same as Jimmy does?"
	"Even more so, because by that time you will have 
developed all your new systems and will be able to give 
more to the boys. Your greatest joy will be serving the 
boys. Just your changing the diapers will cause you to 
experience wonderful things. They will crave the taste from 
your erected nipples. You will find yourself needing the 
boys and the boys will find they need you, they can not 
find relief from themselves. They will seek you out and you 
will want to serve them."
	Jimmy piped up asking Martin a question. "Do you ever 
change, will you become a boy-girl?"
	"Good question, Jimmy. Yes! I will in time but first I 
must nourish both of you into full Citizenship. You see I 
am over 100 and I will soon have my own boy then within 
five years I will be like you again."
	"You're over 100 years old?" both boys seemed to be in 
disbelief.
	"Yes and I have made this change back and forth more 
times then I can remember. I am one of the few that get to 
travel into your old world to find boys that need help. As 
you know, your people were going to sell you into slavery. 
I could not allow you to be in such a condition because I 
loved you both so much." Martin reviled much more about 
himself.
	"Why did I have so much desire for Jimmy, Martin? I 
feel OK now but awhile ago I couldn't leave him alone." 
Chad was somewhat puzzled.
	"That is the order of things here in the new world. 
But there is so much more to do. Things that all boys do 
everywhere. Play, learn and live life. There is no sadness 
here. No death, nothing in all this world can hurt you, you 
never grow old. After one hundred years you step into 
another part of the cycle of life here. Now you can be a 
boy again for the next hundred years and travel to other 
worlds," Martin explained.
	"Other worlds?" The boys asked.
	"Yes, there are hundreds of worlds like this all over 
the universe. And when you are ready you, too, can travel 
to them, but one thing is the same, you will always be a 
boy."
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	Mr. Lenny shut the book.
	"Is that the end, Daddy?" Benji asked. "What happened 
to Jimmy and Chad?"
	"That, my boys, is something for you to wonder about!" 
Mr. Lenny got up to leave the room. "I can tell you this, 
they lived happy ever after."
	Mr. Lenny turned out the light and shut the door 
leaving the boys wide-eyed in wonderment.
	"WOW!" Said Kevin.
	"Likewise!" sighed Benji.

Part 65--

	Mr. Lenny was had just finished reading the story to 
the boys. He laid down the book and was leaving the room.
	"Is that the end, Daddy?" Benji asked. "What happened 
to Jimmy and Chad?"
	"That, my boys, is something for you to wonder about!" 
Mr. Lenny got up to leave the room. "I can tell you this, 
they lived happy ever after."
	Mr. Lenny turned out the light and shut the door 
leaving the boys wide eyed in wonderment.
	"WOW!" Said Kevin. "Likewise!" sighed Benji.
	"That could never happen, could it, Benji?" Kevin 
asked.
	"Could have.... I suppose, anyway. Nah, not really I 
think". Benji answered.
	The boys got very quiet as they pondered the 
possibility of being taken to a new world where boys would 
be boys forever. The room was dark but the moon shined 
through the slightly open window. A breeze gently blew 
across their faces bringing a scent of roses that grew just 
under their window. This aroma worked like a magic potion 
upon the boys. Neither spoke a word but closing their eyes 
and breathed the perfume deep into their lungs.
	As if a switch had been thrown both boys let out a 
verbal sigh. It was Benji that first rolled onto his side 
facing Kevin. The silence was broken when Benji spoke, 
"Kevin! Kevin? are you awake?"
	Kevin answered, "Ya! I'm awake.... I'm just 
thinking...!"
	"Me too!" Benji reached out has arm placing an open 
palm over Kevin's arm.
	Kevin took a deep breath holding it for awhile then 
turned over on his side facing Benji.
	"Oh Benji!" Kevin started to say something but never 
finished.
	Both boys moved closer until their faces were almost 
touching. Benji laid his arm around Kevin's shoulder while 
slowly and gently rubbing has hand through the boys hair.
	Kevin placed his arm in such a way so he could pat and 
rub Benji's side just above the diaper.
	Both were staring into each others eyes. Kevin 
whispered, "I like that, Benji"!
	Benji acknowledged that he also liked the way Kevin 
was touching him.
	"Don't stop!" Benji sighed taking in another deep 
breath filling himself with the magic of the roses.
	The boys shifted positions as they came even closer to 
each other. In the next few moments they abandoned 
themselves in intimate petting. As the boys progressed in 
their playful carousing it was Kevin that first threw off 
all caution of self control as he proceeded to become more 
serious and demanding in his petting. Kevin was allowing 
himself to take misbehaving advantages to satisfy his own 
deprived physical needs.
	The resulting activity was not new between the boys 
but for some reason Benji was responding in a new and 
exciting way. Being touched in this way was always exciting 
and desirable for Benji but for some reason he could not 
comprehend why he felt the way he did. He found himself not 
wanting to resist Kevin's direct petting procedures and 
positioned himself in such ways that Kevin would have every 
freedom to do as he liked.
	Benji surprised himself by becoming passive allowing 
Kevin to have complete control over him. He himself 
returning similar favors which were readily accepted.
	What happened in the next few minutes could never be 
explained by either boy. They found themselves sprawled on 
top of the bed without even a diaper on. The first thing 
that Benji was aware of was how cold his body felt. He was 
shaking so hard his teeth rattled. All he could do was roll 
over on his back and allow the tingling he felt subside so 
he could talk.
	Kevin had similar feelings but his seemed to settle to 
one location on his body. He tried to comfort himself as he 
attempted to prolong this unfamiliar feeling.
	Benji got courage to speak up. "What happened?"
	Kevin sat up rubbing his eyes, "I don't know!" he 
announced rather surprised at the after effects.
	"I gotta go pee!" Kevin said as he realized he had no 
diaper on. Climbing off the bed he made a bee line for the 
door then ran to the bathroom.
	Benji began to examine himself. The story his father 
had been reading to him made him check himself out thinking 
he may have gone into a body change. "This is really 
weird," he thought to himself."
	Finding his diaper, Benji put it on and soon snuggled 
back under the covers rolling himself up in a ball feeling 
very cozy.
	Kevin returned. Sat on the edge of the bed as he 
slipped his diaper back on then crawled under the covers 
snuggling up to Benji.
	Neither boy opened his mouth to say anything. A heavy 
and deep feeling of sleep overcame them both. In just 
moments both boys were in a deep sleep dreaming what boys 
dream. A smile on each lip.
	"This had truly been a strange but satisfying day." 
Benji whispered in his sleep.

Part 66--

	"This had truly been a strange but satisfying day," 
Benji whispered in his sleep.
	Mr. Lenny came back into the boys room just before he 
himself went on to bed. Finding the boys fast asleep he 
pulled the blanket over their bare shoulders then leaned 
over kissing each one on the forehead.
	"Good night boys, sweet dreams!" Mr. Lenny whispered 
to each.
	Donna was serving breakfast to the family just as 
Benji and Kevin staggered into the kitchen rubbing their 
sleepy eyes.
	"Well, aren't you boys a sight first thing in the 
morning!" Donna began to laugh out loud.
	"Didn't neither of you sleep last night, you look like 
you both have gone though the ringer!" exclaimed Mrs. 
Lenny.
	"They were fast asleep at 1:30 this morning when I 
tucked them into bed," explained Mr. Lenny. "When did you 
fall to sleep? I thought after that story both of you would 
be so bored you would drop off long before I finished."
	Benji still rubbing his eyes gave a big yawn being 
caught by Donna who tried to hide the fact she had her 
mouth open.
	"You boys need a diaper change, hope you know that!" 
Donna giggled.
	Kevin stretched his arms high into the air standing on 
tip toes as he stretched out the nights sleep. His diaper 
nearly fell to his knees before he caught them in both 
hands. It was too late, Donna, Mr. and Mrs. Lenny all got a 
good glimpse of his boyhood. No one said much except Donna. 
She had almost dropped the bowl of cereal she held in her 
hands.
	Benji's diaper had stretched also and was hanging low 
on one side while the back side dipped even lower in the 
back.
	"Smells like someone needs a change before breakfast," 
Mrs. Lenny nodded toward Benji.
	Donna sat the bowl of cereal on the table motioning 
for Kevin to sit. She placed an arm over Benji's shoulder 
and led him off toward the bedroom.
	As if the activity last night had depleted Kevin of 
his energy he dug into the bowl of cereal like a starving 
lad.
	Suddenly Kevin felt like strange eyes were upon him. 
He looked up over the empty bowl letting his eyes search 
those that were watching him. Both Mr. and Mrs. Lenny were 
grinning at him as if they knew something he didn't.
	"What!" Kevin sat back with his butt almost off the 
edge of this chair. Mr. Lenny's grinning at him made him 
very nervously.
	After a few seconds of dead silence, Mr. Lenny asked, 
"Did you and Benji like the story?"
	"Ya!" Kevin looked over at Mrs. Lenny wondering what 
she would say about it.
	Kevin was more then aware that Mrs. Lenny was looking 
him over top of his head to the soles of his feet. This 
action made Kevin feel rather uncomfortable. "Did she know 
what Benji and I did? Would she be mad at us?" Kevin 
thought to himself.
	Benji and Donna walked into the room hand in hand. 
Benji had on a brand new white diaper neatly pinned on each 
side. Each of them had a smile on their face.
	"What you two been up to?" Mrs. Lenny asked.
	Giggling Benji started to say something but Donna put 
her finger to her mouth, "Shhhhhh!" Benji grabbed his hand 
over his mouth while giggling.
	"Don't you like his new cloth diaper?" Donna changed 
the subject, "I hemmed them myself.
	"Nice fit, Donna, you did a great job." Mrs. Lenny 
commented.
	"Got one for you too, big boy...!" Donna took Kevin's 
arm pulling him off the chair.
	Both Mr. Lenny and Mrs. Lenny stood Benji beside them 
so they could examine his new diaper.
	"I like the what she made them come up high on the 
thigh leaving just enough room to pin them." He patted 
Benji over one of the pins.
	"Yes, and look how she made the thick part between his 
legs and over his butt. This will be a good diaper and will 
hold all his messing." She ran a hand over his diaper 
causing Benji to react with a shiver.
	"You smell better too, she must have used some perfume 
on you!" Mrs. Lenny stiffed at the boy.
	"No, boys don't use perfume.... but she did put on 
some diaper stuff that smells really good," Benji 
explained.
	"OH yes I know what it is..... Mrs. Wilson left little 
Tommy's diaper bag here the other day. I bet Donna found 
the diaper things and is using some of it on the boys." 
Mrs. Lenny sat Benji down so he could eat his breakfast.
	By the time Kevin and Donna returned Benji had 
finished his breakfast.
	Benji noticed Kevin was blushing behind his big grin.
	"Diapers just like Benji's!" Announced Donna as she 
presented Kevin before the whole family.
	"OH! nice!" Mr. Lenny's mouth flopped open at the 
first sight of Kevin in his new diaper. "That looks just 
like the ones used in the 'new world'!
	"There is no such place, Mr. Lenny!" Kevin corrected, 
"It was only a story."
	"Are you really, really sure about that, Kevin?" Mr. 
Lenny asked with a chuckle.
	"I would like to go there sometime!" Benji commented.
	"Would you really?" His daddy asked.
	"Ya, It would be fun, wouldn't it?" Benji responded.
	"I don't know!" came back Kevin, "I wouldn't want to 
be turning into a.... a... girl or whatever they do. I am a 
boy and I get to wear my diaper and I don't want to be 
changing where I can't wear one......! Kevin was very 
serious about it.
	"But, Kevin, you can be a boy forever in the new 
world. The boys that went there liked it a lot," Mr. Lenny 
reminded him.
	"Well, I just don't want to change.... I want to be a 
boy and wear diapers.... like these." Kevin spread his legs 
to show off his new diaper.
	Benji remained quite as he visually checked himself 
and Kevin out. He quickly noticed that Kevin's diaper was 
not as thick as his own. When he asked why the difference 
he was told that poopy pants require more then a pee-pee 
boy. Every one laughed when Donna explained that.
	Mr. Lenny sent the two boys out into the backyard to 
get some sun, besides the adults wanted to talk without 
having the two 11 year olds underfoot.
	"I wonder if the boys realize just how lucky they are 
to be able to go out back in diapers." Donna watched out 
the window as the boys did summersaults on the grass.
	"Donna, I didn't know you were jealous of the boys!" 
Mrs. Lenny joked.
	"I'm not really, but sometimes I just think how fun it 
must be for boys.... not that I am jealous of them or 
anything but sometimes I wish we could change places for a 
day or so." Donna did not take her eyes off the boys as she 
talked.
	Mr. Lenny and his wife looked at each other to check 
out each others reactions to the statement made by Donna.
	"You must have read the book I read to the boys!" Mr. 
Lenny asked.
	"Not really! But I couldn't help but hear as you read 
to them!" She answered.
	"You mean you eavesdropped?" Mr. Lenny asked with a 
bit of shock.
	"Ya!" She answered, "I think you changed it a bit, 
too."
	"What do you mean, I changed it?" he asked.
	Turning away from the window Donna returned to her 
chair at the table. "I seen the same book a long time ago. 
I did not remember them having... well, you know, playing 
around!"
	Mr. Lenny realized he had been found out and was not 
sure how his wife would take to making up such a story for 
the boys.
	"Well, I ..... err... I'm not sure I understand you, 
I, well, you see...." Mr. Lenny was stopped for the right 
words to protect himself.
	Mrs. Lenny got up from the table looking a little pale 
as she made herself for the hall way. "I will leave you to 
explain to Donna... I have to make beds."
	"Mr. Lenny.... I'm sorry if I got you into trouble, I 
didn't mean to.....!" Donna reached a hand over towards her 
Uncle.
	"Don't worry about it. I did get carried away with the 
boys, but they are boys and understand those things. Anyway 
they need to know some facts of life!" He looked over at 
Donna.
	"I understand also, remember I babysat boys before," 
Donna giggled. "But really.... changing sex every six 
months....."
	"Think I should tell the boys that I made up part of 
the story?" Mr. Lenny laid himself to the mercy of his 
Niece.
	"Not at all. But why did you make up the parts where 
boys change into.... whatever they did?" Donna put both 
elbows on the table holding her face in her hands. She 
lifted her eyebrows several times with a silly grin on her 
face.
	"Well, boys don't what to be girls, not even for a 
minute, so I made them just change a little. I thought it 
would give them the idea that boys and girls are different 
but they each have feelings of their own that they like to 
feel. But in the story of the new world, where only boys 
lived I thought they would understand better if I did not 
get too graphic about the sex difference." Mr. Lenny sat 
back in his chair.
	"OH! I see. you wanted the boys to get the idea that 
girls have feelings as well, but you did not want them 
become girls." Donna was joking with Mr. Lenny. "You got 
something against girls, Uncle Lenny?"
	"Oh no, sweetheart, I like girls but I just.... I just 
wanted the boys to feel being changed is OK time to time. I 
mean, I did not want the boys to feel they were the only 
sex. .........Why are you laughing?" Mr. Lenny was trapped 
and he knew it.
	"Got ya, Uncle Lenny! I got ya!" Donna and her Uncle 
laughed together.
	"Did you really read the original book, Donna?" Mr. 
Lenny asked.
	"Yes I really did. I read it many years ago, I must 
have been about Benji's age, I was fascinated at the idea 
behind it. My mother thought it was a nasty book and took 
it away from me. That is why I listened in on you and the 
boys because I heard you mention reading from the book 
called, "New Worlds."
	"Why would your mother think it was a nasty book?"
	"I never understood her, either. It was only about a 
world where people stayed young forever in a child-like 
body. There was no bad things to hurt them. Boys and girls 
could be friends without anyone interfering because no 
babies could be born until they were over 100 years old and 
even then they were still very child-like. Also in the new 
world neither boys nor girls wore any clothes, they were 
not needed," Donna said.
	"Well, I think the boys appreciated the idea of 
wearing diapers, I know they would be bored just being 
naked all the time," Mr. Lenny explained.
	"Uncle Lenny, can I asked you something rather.... 
personal?" Donna asked in almost a whisper.
	"We're family, of course you can ask, but I may not 
answer!" Mr. Lenny chuckled.
	"I will come right to the point...... Do you think 
boys want.... I mean, need..... sex play? Donna bit her lip 
waiting for him to answer.
	"Sex play? Yes. If I would have said NO you may get 
the wrong impression I am trying to make. I say yes only to 
a point. First of all, boys do have sex play with or 
without anyone's permission. It is a natural order of 
things. This of course goes for girls as well as boys. One 
needs to find things out for themselves and when we find 
that certain foods appeal to our taste buds we want more 
and it helps us to stay healthy by letting us enjoy our 
food. Likewise sex play, as you put it, allows the boy to 
know what feels good to him, what makes him feel relaxed. 
Society will limit how far it can go by making laws with 
punishment, but our natural laws built into us always 
allows touch and play.
	"But with sex, comes responsibility. I don't know why 
we use the word SEX to express meaning to this kind of play 
but we do. As in all kinds of play the child learns to do 
adult things that will make him or her a better human 
being. Play releases a lot of tension and fear we have of 
the world around us. Like playing with their trucks in the 
sandbox, it teaches co-operation between the players. It 
also teaches about roads and need for boundaries so the 
trucks have a place to go.
	"Sex play is no different the other games boys play. 
They find out about other boys, they come to know they are 
not so different from friends. Boy and girl play allows for 
both sexes to understand the other and accept the 
differences. There is a lot of good advantages to allowing 
a boy or girl to masturbate alone or with a friend without 
fear of punishment. Some punishment can actually drive a 
boy from a girl or the other way around. But they need 
parental control, to be taught what is good and what is not 
in truth and not out of fear. They need a parent that will 
guide them and listen to them giving answers that stand on 
truth.
	"But sex play that makes babies, NO. A Child is not 
ready to make babies even if his or her body can do so. 
That is why it is important for a parent to be open minded 
about sex so they can rightly divide between what is okay 
and what is not. They need to teach their child in a way 
that will increase knowledge without scaring away the 
truth. Telling a child he came from the fairies is setting 
him up for sexual problems later on," Mr. Lenny elaborated.
	"Hey, you said more then I wanted to hear, Uncle 
Lenny." Donna held both hands over her ears.
	"Sorry, dear. What is it you wanted to know?"
	"Is it alright for Benji and Kevin to... well, play in 
bed, you know?" Donna leaned forward waiting her answer.
	"Benji and Kevin are very good friends. A sleepover is 
a very good time to experiment with their feelings. I see 
no problem allowing them time to themselves as long as they 
don't bring their play out where they could be embarrassed 
or hurt by others," Mr. Lenny answered.
	Donna had a satisfied grin on her face. "I figured it 
was OK for them but I needed to ask you about it."
	"I take it you know something I may not.... are 
they... as you say, playing around?" Mr. Lenny asked.
	"I may have said too much already, I really don't want 
them to get into any trouble." Donna looked back out the 
window just as Benji did a hand stand with Kevin holding up 
his legs.
	"I will have a special talk with both boys. Don't 
worry, they are not in trouble but may need some of that 
parental control I spoke of." Mr. Lenny pushed his chair 
back as he got up.
	Looking out the window where Donna seemed occupied he 
made a comment.
	"Maybe I have been overlooking something..... You seem 
interested in the boys.... have you any feelings ... I 
mean, towards them?" He watch for any expression change in 
Donna.
	"I think boys are beautiful....Ya, I got feelings, 
lots of them and I'm not dead yet!" Speaking openly about 
the truth almost frightened her.
	"Maybe Mrs. Lenny needs to visit with you, also." Mr. 
Lenny gave her a light hug as he left the room.
	Donna sat for the next few minutes pondering over her 
conversation with Uncle Lenny. "Did I go too far... Did I 
say something I should not have?" Donna watched the boys as 
they ran around yard free as a bird in only their diapers.

Part 67-- Donna's Secret Thoughts

	Donna sat for the next few minutes pondering over her 
conversation with Uncle Lenny. "Did I go too far... Did I 
say something I should not have?" Donna watched the boys as 
they ran around yard free as a bird in only their diapers.
	"I sure hope I did not tell Uncle Lenny something that 
may get the boys into trouble," Donna thought as she went 
out the back door and sat on the steps. She had been 
noticing how the boys spend so much time together. She 
knows the boys are having some kind of relationship and it 
is bothering her something terrible.
	What she did not tell her Uncle was about the night of 
the story when she woke up to noises coming from the boys' 
room. Mr. Lenny had just finished reading his story to 
them. Having heard him leave the room she was disturbed by 
the sound of whimpering and giggling coming from the room.
	Without the boys knowing it she had quietly opened the 
door a crack to see what was going on. What she saw caused 
hot flashes to flow all over her. She had witnessed them 
playing before but this was far more complicated then just 
playing around. She was not sure if she should leave and 
forget or bust into the room to rescue her little charges 
from the passion that held them at the moment.
	All she could do was stand frozen in the door watching 
the activity unfolding before her. She observed the 
gentleness and caring they showed each other. At times she 
could not tell what was happening but the sounds were 
unmistakable. She had mixed feelings.
	Donna had a flash back to a few years ago when she 
babysat a little 10 year old boy back East. She had allowed 
play for herself and the boy until the afternoon when the 
boy's mother came home early. This is one of the reasons 
she was sent to live with her Aunt and Uncle out West. Up 
till now she had given this very little thought.
	But now with what she was witnessing her old feelings 
returned giving her mix emotions of fear and excitement.
	She tried to bring it up several times to Mr. Lenny 
but held back for fear he would not understand.
	Thinking back over the last conversation with Uncle 
Lenny she tried think word for word what was said. "Is it 
alright for Benji and Kevin to... well, play in bed, you 
know?" Donna remembered asking this question.
	She gritted her teeth when she realized just how that 
must have sounded. But the way he answered still left her 
wondering if she understood him correctly.
	His answer was, "Benji and Kevin are very good 
friends. A sleep over is a very good time to experiment 
with their feelings. I see no problem allowing them time to 
themselves as long as they don't bring their play out where 
they could be embarrassed or hurt by others."
	Donna realized this could have been taken two 
different ways. "But was he talking about the same thing I 
was?" She continued in her deep thought taking an 
occasional glance at the boys romping in the backyard.
	"He could have meant he saw no problem letting them 
sleep in the same bed or he saw no problem for them to play 
like they were doing. Which was it?" "Or he did say they 
should not bring their play out into the open where others 
may get the wrong impression, something like that!" "He had 
to mean that he knew about it or why would he think they or 
others could be embarrassed?"
	Donna began to giggle softly when she remembered what 
she said next, "I figured it was OK for them but I needed 
to ask you about it." "Why didn't I just come out and tell 
him what I saw?" She wondered what his reaction would have 
been!
	Benji had just wrestled Kevin to the ground pinning 
him. Kevin let out a yell, "Hey, get off me you big 
pooper!"
	This brought Donna back to the present. She looked up 
just as Kevin grabbed Benji's diaper throwing him onto his 
side. Kevin rolled on top of him and began to lightly slap 
his face. Benji let out a yell.
	Donna put her hands to her mouth to give more volume 
to her voice. "Get him good, Kevin!"
	 Watching the boys was a pleasure for her. Secretly 
she was hoping they would need a diaper change soon. She 
had a few things she wanted to talk to them about. But what 
she was really planning was something rather daring. She 
had a plan and intended to carry it out.
	As Donna watched the boys play in the back yard she 
began again to daydream about what she and her Uncle had 
been taking about. Even if she wasn't a 100% sure that Mr. 
Lenny was thinking along the same lines as herself, she had 
always thought her Uncle had an open mind about things like 
this .
	"Sure glad I had that little talk with him." She again 
giggled to herself.
	Kevin caught her eye as he strolled out on the grass 
in front of her. The sight of his smooth sun tan skin, his 
cute little smile caused a demanding shiver that run up and 
down Donna, causing her to tremble.
	She was actually getting those little strange feelings 
as her eyes darted from Kevin to Benji and back. She 
wondered what the boys would do if she gave them more 
direct attention. She wondered if Benji would even want to 
get more personal. A few times she had already gone farther 
then she thought she should have.
	Benji called out from across the back yard, "Hey, 
Donna, you alright?"
	The sound of his anxious voice startled her from her 
light slumber.
	"Yes, I'm Ok. Guess I need a nap, eh?" She giggled. 
But inside she wished she could get Benji to at least talk 
to her about personal things. She would like to tell him 
she was watching that night. Would he get upset.... or 
would he confide in her? That was the question.
	The two boys continued playing in the sandbox making 
car and truck noises as they drove over the make-believe 
roads.
	She asked herself why she felt upset just because the 
boys seemed to have more personal contact with each other? 
Why was it causing her so much inner pain? Was she reading 
something into their relationship that may not be there? Or 
was she seeing activity that made her jealous?
	Donna had been finding herself down the dumps, so to 
speak, these last couple of days. It was not like Donna to 
be depressed. She wondered if it showed.
	 "That's it, jealousy was what I'm feeling!" She 
thought to herself. "But why am I jealous of two 11 year 
old boys. After all I will be 17 soon." But now she thinks 
she has found the reason.... She really was jealous of the 
boys, but why? "Is it because they get to do things and I 
can't? I bet it is!"
	Donna understood about puberty and the pressure it can 
put on a body. She thought she could handle these growing 
feelings alone but now she was not sure.
	Her breast had began to fill out this last year. They 
were so tender and full of sensation. Every time she would 
diaper the boys she could see them noticing her.
	Even the last time she diapered Kevin and noticing him 
preoccupied with her, she got this almost un-controlling 
urge to unbutton her blouse so he could see better.
	"What would he have done or said if I did?" Donna 
thought as her daydream continued.
	She knew the boys were bonding much closer between 
themselves. "Yes, I am jealous of them. They get to do 
everything from wearing diapers all day to playing around 
at night. I'm entitled to something for myself!" Donna 
argued within herself. She felt life had given her a unfair 
dealing.
	What she really wants is more freedom around the boys. 
She knows the boys look forward having her change their 
dirty diapers. Besides this is one job she looks forward 
to.
	"Changing their diapers is one thing," she thought out 
loud, "But I need more...."
	Donna became aware that her emotions were building up 
while thinking about what she wanted to do. She realized 
what she wanted was not going to happen. This frustration 
was getting to be too much for her to handle alone. She 
knew she had tell some one how she felt, but how could she 
tell Uncle Lenny? How could she explain her need to be 
alone with Benji or Kevin once in a while.
	It had occurred to her that maybe Uncle Lenny would 
listen if she would present her petition in a logical 
approach. 'He did say boys need to experience things.' 
Wouldn't to be logical to assume that girls have similar 
needs?" she reasoned.
	"Donna, look out!" Benji yelled.
	Donna looked up just as the beach ball hit her on the 
shoulder almost knocking her off the step.
	"Ouch!" She screamed in pain.
	"Sorry!" Benji said softly after he retrieved the 
ball.
	"Me too, Benji!" Donna answered rubbing her shoulder. 
"Guess I wasn't watching what was going on."
	"Wanta come play with us?" Benji tossed the ball to 
her.
	She came back with. "You don't know how much!"
	"What?" Benji asked.
	"Sure I will play with you. Kevin, you go over there 
by the shed, and Benji, you over there."
	The boys ran to their positions waiting for her to 
throw the ball.
	Clara Lenny had been watching from the window.
	"Tom, come here a minute," Clara called Mr. Lenny.
	"What is it, Clara?" Mr. Lenny asked as he walked over 
to the window beside his wife.
	"Isn't that a sight.... Those boys sure have it good, 
don't they?" Clara nodded towards the game of catch.
	"I agree, not many older girls would spend time with 
them as much as our Donna does." Tom gave his wife a hug. 
"And Benji is lucky to have such an understanding mom such 
as you!"
	"Your getting at something, Mr. Lenny, What is it?"
	"Now why are you so suspicious, wife of mine?" Tom 
joked with her.
	"I know you, Mister, now what is it?" she asked.
	"Oh, I don't know how important it is, but Donna came 
to me this morning. She seems puzzled over something, not 
sure what," Mr. Lenny answered.
	"You want me to have a talk with her, Tom?" Clara 
asked.
	"I knew you would, Thanks Dear," Tom grinned. "I think 
she wants women talk!"
	"You know more then you are letting on, what did she 
tell you?" Clare probed.
	"Well, let's just say she needs a woman's love and 
understanding about now." Tom returned to the living room 
where he was reading the paper.
	"Boy problems, eh?" Clara asked while following him 
into the living room.
	"Think so!" He answered.
	"I never knew she had a boyfriend.. Who is he?" she 
questioned.
	"Don't think it is any stranger, think it is Benji and 
Kevin!"
	"Benji and Kevin!" She looked puzzled.
	"Yep, she has something going on between her and the 
boys." Tom put his paper down to look his wife in the face.
	"I can't imagine what?" Clara picked up her netting.
	"I can..... she likes them," he said.
	"Of course she does, she's Benji's cousin..... What 
are you getting at, Tom?" She said, putting her nettle 
down.
	"Sex, my dear, just old fashioned sex!" Tom hid 
himself back behind the paper.
	"Good grief,......... sex! She's almost twice as old 
as they are, they're just little boys. What has sex to do 
with anything?" Clara began to work at her netting.
	"Well, both boys are 11 years old. Within the next two 
or three years they will begin puberty, if my memory serves 
me correctly this is the time things began to happen." Tom 
turned a page in the paper.
	"Yes, that's so. but still they are only little 
boys.... still in diapers I may add!" Clara declared.
	Tom just laughed.
	"Could be it is not the boys, Clara. Donna's well into 
her puberty. Frankly I think she is getting a little foxy!" 
Putting his paper down, Tom leaned over towards his wife.
	The back door opened sending in a breeze of fresh air. 
The boys ran into the living room and dropped to the floor 
as if exhausted. Donna was right behind them panting like a 
deer in a chase.
	"Whew! That was one of the fastest games of catch I 
ever played." Donna dropped into a chair very un-lady like 
flopping one leg over the chair's arm.
	"You boys head for the bathroom. This is bath night." 
Clara headed the boys down the hall.
	"I better go with them, I know Benji pooped his pants 
at least once," Donna started to get up but was motioned to 
remain sitting by Clara.
	"The boys will have to get alone without you this 
time..... We need to talk!" Clara's voice was soft and 
gentle but firm.

Part 68-- Donna's Secret Thoughts Exposed

	We need to talk!" Clara's voice was soft and gentle 
but firm.
	"OK, but am I in some kind of trouble?" Donna sat 
nervously.
	"No! at least I don't think so!" Clara said as she 
reached out with her hand to console her niece.
	"We want you to feel comfortable to talk to us about 
anything. You mentioned something about the boys, are they 
bothering you?" Tom Lenny asked.
	"They don't bother me, Uncle Lenny, But it's just that 
they get to do so much and I can't."
	"What you mean, dear?" Clara asked.
	"You know........ !" Donna looked down at the floor 
moving her toe nervously as she bit at her lip.
	Tom and Clara looked at each other with Tom raising an 
eyebrow. Clara had a small grin forming at the edge of her 
mouth.
	"No I don't think I understand," Clara fibbed to 
Donna.
	"Uncle Lenny you know..... We talked about it, 
remember!" Donna just could not bring herself to say the 
words.
	"I think what Clara is trying to say is that you need 
to tell us yourself then we will know exactly what you're 
thinking. Otherwise we may go off the deep end and all of 
us drown, if you know what I mean," Mr. Lenny explained 
with a wink.
	Donna could read body language quite well. She still 
felt that Mr. Lenny was accepting what she was trying to 
say but had more difficulty reading Clara.
	"Auntie Clara, I... I.... I like to diaper the boys!" 
Not what Donna intended to say but was a beginning.
	"I know you do, dear..... Lot of girls your age enjoy 
diapering little boys, it is their chance to see little 
boys and learn from them, that is why so many young girls 
like to babysit. Besides, unless you haven't noticed, I 
too, am a girl. When I was your age I could hardly wait for 
my next baby sitting job. I must confess to you, there were 
times I turned down sitting with a girl so I would be 
available to sit a boy. I tell you this so you will be 
aware that I am human, also. I went though a lot of what 
your going through right now. I do understand, so don't 
hold back what your trying so hard to say," Clara revealed 
her past feelings so Donna could relax.
	Tom caught on to what Clara was done, so he added, 
"My! Clara! You mean you actually went out of your way to 
diaper little boys?"
	"Yes.... does that make me a weird person or 
something?" She laughed. "Donna, I just want you to know it 
is not strange nor weird for you to feel the way you do. 
You are a growing girl and someday you may have a baby of 
your own, it is important for you to learn all you can 
now." Clara made it clear she was on Donna's side and would 
listen to her.
	"Boy, Auntie Clara, I'm so glad you want to talk about 
it. I have so much I need to say. Sometimes I just think I 
will just die. It hurts so much and I can't do anything 
about it!" Donna opened up letting words flow. "Auntie 
Clara..... have you ever wanted to reach out and........ 
and..." Donna could not go on.
	Clara began to fill in the words for her. "Yes, dear, 
I have."
	"What are you two talking about now?" Tom broke in.
	"Why dear, we are talking girl talk..... Haven't you 
ever had a girl diapering you, or can you remember that far 
back?" Clara poked fun at her husband's question.
	"Well, it is a while back but, yes I do remember. You 
know I had to wear diapers till I was almost 12, didn't 
you? ........ Well, I do remember this one girl.... she was 
about your age, Donna. At the time I was not more then 10 
or 11, She came to spend the night while my mother and 
father were out late. It seemed I had too much chocolate to 
eat and on top of that she kept giving me more sodas. Well, 
to make a short story shorter I ended up needing a diaper 
change from both ends. HA! HA! Well, she acted as if she 
hated me for the pooping and wetting but after she was 
cleaning me up... Ha! Ha! she got playing.........." Tom 
was cut off by Clara.
	"Yes Dear, you told me that story before but what 
you're not aware of is she fixed you up so you would have 
to poop and pee. That is what we are getting at.... Girls 
like to change boys' diapers on account they can learn more 
then what they look like. She set you up!" Clara laughed.
	Turning her attention back to Donna, Clara asked, "Is 
that what you're concerned about, your desire to touch 
them?"
	Donna was taken back by Clara's bluntness. She had not 
expected to get this deep into her thoughts right away. As 
surprised as she was to the openness of her Aunt and Uncle, 
she was concerned that they may take on another attitude if 
they knew she was already doing the very same things with 
Benji and Kevin.
	Had the boys told on her? And what about this very 
afternoon when she and Kevin used Benji's bed to play. 
Donna knew she could never tell about that.
	"Uncle Lenny, did you ever tell your parents about the 
what the girl did?" Donna wanted to get her Uncle to 
confess putting him in a spot she may be able to use later.
	"Ha. Ha," he laughed nervously. "No, I never did, 
why?" he asked.
	"I was wondering what happened to you if you had 
told!" was her response.
	"Your wondering why I did not tell on her, It is quite 
simple really, I did not want to get her in trouble," Tom 
said.
	"Why not, she did you wrong, didn't she?" Donna had 
more riding on this question then what met the eye. This 
was more then just a surface question.
	"Honey, she did not do me wrong, believe me. I went 
along with it.... in fact, I was looking forward to my 
diaper changes after that." Tom had that far-off look in 
his eyes.
	"But your parents, what would they had done?" Donna 
wanted to know.
	Racking his throat Tom continued. "They would have put 
a stop to it. I would have been punished for allowing it 
and she would have been asked never to return." Tom 
probably was right. "How would you have handled it?"
	"I don't know, but I think I would be more reasonable 
about it. After all, sex play is not going to hurt anyone, 
is it?" Donna waited for a response.
	"But Donna, being a parent they would have to take 
that stand, it is expected of them," Tom answered.
	"What would you do if you were a parent and found out 
sex play was going on? Clara asked.
	The room was hushed for a few seconds. Then Donna 
spoke.
	"I don't think I would punish the boy for what the 
girl did. I don't think the girl should be punished ether, 
she did not do anything really bad. it isn't like she hurt 
them or something. The parent should see it from the 
child's point of view." Donna told it as she what she felt 
was right.
	"It is all the way you look at it. Some say if a child 
gets into sex play too early that they may be damaged for 
life . Some others say the older person should be put in 
jail for life, even wanting to hang them on the spot. But 
you're right, as parents we should see it from the child's 
point of view and not from the adults view." Clara broke 
in.
	Mr. Lenny had been pondering what was said then he 
spoke up, "That's right! You know, children do see things 
differently than adults do. Some adults seem as if they 
were never a child themselves. If they did they would know 
sex play is fun and exciting and this idea should be 
carried into adulthood, but too many adults have lost the 
beauty of sex, lost the ability to see things as a child 
sees them.
	"For example, when a little child sees a butterfly he 
is thrilled and follows after it trying to catch it. They 
see the world as a fun place where everything is new and 
exciting. When they find that sex play with another child 
is just another thing to explore, they think it is 
something to investigate.
	"They are not concerned about all the does and don'ts 
at this level in life. All they want is to know what it is 
and why it feels so good, like other things in life they 
will experiment.
	"But when an adult sees a child, especially their own, 
engaging in sex play they panic. They see the act as some 
devious thing and if they don't put a stop to it the child 
will grow up being some kind of monster. This is far from 
the truth, in fact, just the opposite happens. The child 
will grow up thinking sex, of any kind, is bad, dirty and 
evil and must not be engaged in. This causes many men and 
women to fail in their marriage as well as their own sex 
life. Our country has the highest rate of men that suffer 
from impotency.
	"If their child is a boy they think they failed 
somewhere and now they are going to pay for it with a 
lustful child. If their child is a girl they think she has 
been ruined forever and blame the boy for all their fears. 
In reality the child is only learning about life, himself 
and those round about him, or her." Mr. Lenny gave a fine 
speech.
	"We believe a child should have the opportunity to 
explore his or her world without adult intervention. 
However, with loving guidance, not a free run. We as 
parents need to know what our children are doing," Clara 
added her input.
	Again their was a pulse in the conversation until Mr. 
Lenny gave a shocking statement.
	"Donna, we know you have been playing with the boys!"
	At this statement Donna turned hot all over. She had 
always felt she was doing something naughty, so she kept it 
a secret. Now she was confronted with the truth. It caused 
her much embarrassment.
	"Uncle Lenny, I...... I am sorry..... I didn't mean 
to...." Donna busted into tears.
	Donna was quickly taken into Aunt Clara's arms 
allowing her to cry on her shoulder. Aunt Clara patted he 
back gently. Clara spoke softly with a loving tone.
	"Don't worry about it, dear... If we had thought you 
were doing something so terrible we would have stepped in 
long ago," Clara continued soothing her Niece.
	Mr. Lenny can hardly stand having a female cry. He 
reached out to Donna, "Now, now, it isn't as bad as all 
that. Life will go on. It is alright, we're not mad at you, 
you are not in any kind of trouble...... Here, take my 
hanky wipe your eyes." Tears were in Mr. Lenny's eyes as 
well.
	Between sniffles and blowing her nose, Donna asked 
Tom, "Did that girl cause you a lifetime of problems?"
	"Why no! Not at all. In fact I think it gave me a head 
start in my development. I can say this in all honesty 
because what she did was done in love and with caring. I 
have always looked back at this time as something of 
beauty, not with shame. It was a time when I was truly 
loved and wanted. It also helped me find the right woman to 
marry."
	"Then after my first wife died, and I found Clara, I 
just knew she was the one for me. No, dear, I have been 
grateful for the experience," Tom said all this with much 
love and gentleness.
	"Does Benji know you know?" She asked as she wiped the 
tears from her eyes.
	"We had a man-to-man talk about these things, but no, 
he never told me or Clara but we knew something was going 
on," Tom answered.
	"You see, we love Benji very much and want the very 
best for him. When we find him, or even you, are upset over 
something we will try to open the communication lines 
between us. If he is happy and feels comfortable we know 
everything is Ok. But if any one of you seems unhappy and 
are uneasy about something we still want the communication 
lines to be open," Uncle Lenny told her.
	Clara gave a few words of wisdom, "When I first became 
aware something was going on I was very concerned. But I 
also respect Benji's privacy. I also respect your privacy. 
I trust you to do the right thing.
	Perhaps it was because your mother and I used to 
experiment with each other when we were kids so it is no 
surprise that you and Benji or Kevin or any other child 
would do the same. All we ask is you come to us if you 
should ever need to talk about it. We trust you not to 
cause Benji to get into some kind of problem that may cause 
trouble down the line. I mean, don't let it go too far. You 
wait till you are married and have a home of your own. But 
there are times when you just can't seem to control your 
own feelings, this is the time to come and talk with us. We 
will listen. I promise neither of us will ever be angry 
with you but will give you some help if you ask us for it. 
Please let us know, we will help!" Clara promised to be her 
closest friend to confide in.
	"Thank you Auntie Clara, and you, too, Uncle 
Lenny..... I feel much better now!" Donna sighed with 
relief. Nothing was brought up about her and Kevin much to 
her relief. So far this discussion had to do with her and 
Benji. "Maybe they won't need to know any more. For now 
anyway," Donna thought to herself.
	"We are not completely ready to close this 
conversation, Donna. Now that you know we will listen and 
will not condemn you, now you need to tell us what it is 
that is bothering you," Mr. Lenny folded his hands over his 
belly, leaned back in the easy chair ready to hear what 
Donna was going to say.
	"Maybe they do know about Kevin, but how?" This is so 
embarrassing. Donna continued to worry to herself.
	Donna started to open her mouth but Clara put he 
finger to he lips saying, "Shhhhh! I will go check on the 
boys first then when I come back we can talk, OK?"
	"Sure."
	It would have been Donna's place to go check on the 
boys but under these circumstances she did not bother to 
get up.
	"Ok, but please hurry back, I don't want to lose my 
nerve." Donna had a look of little child anxious to get 
something off her chest.
	While Clara had gone checking on the boys, Tom began 
to talk with Donna.
	"Honey, if I can help in .... any way please let me, 
Ok!" Tom gave her a look that made her think he could see 
right through her.
	He continued , "You have grown into a fine-looking 
woman.... I can understand why the boys find you 
desirable," He flattered her.
	"Oh! Uncle Lenny.... I don't have any boyfriends...... 
do you really think they would be interested in me?" Donna 
took it as a compliment.
	"I can truly guarantee it. I only wish I was younger!" 
Tom grinned.
	"I'm glad you like me, Uncle Lenny," she smiled back 
at him while still trying to figure out what he could 
possibly mean by his flattering words.
	"Before Clara gets back I want to ask you 
something...... Did Benji say anything about what you two 
were doing that could have made you think he was unhappy 
about it? I mean did he give you any impression that he 
worried about it?" Mr. Lenny came about as close as he 
dared so not to upset her anymore then she was.
	"No not really, He seems to like me changing his 
diapers," she said.
	Tom leaned over close to her ear saying, "No, that is 
not what I meant. While the diaper was off and you ..... 
you know, sort of tickled him, did it upset him?" Tom sat 
back into his chair.
	"Don't think so. I guess he liked it..... he lets!" 
Donna stopped knowing she said too much already.
	"And how about you?" Tom whispered.
	I guess we both like it. I like to feel his bare skin 
with the palm of my hand. But I didn't mean to harm him, I 
just....! she started to cry again.
	"I know, I know, it's Ok...... I am getting a better 
picture now," Tom smiled.
	"Uncle Lenny, did you ever do anything when that girl 
played with you.... I mean, did you do something, too!" 
Donna glanced down the hall but not seeing Clara she 
continued, "Did you ever do anything with her?" She 
whispered.
	What she asked took Tom back a bit. Getting his 
composure back he answered her.
	"I think what is done in private should be private, 
Don't you?" Tom thought he may had opened a can of worms.
	"I think I understand!" Donna sat quietly.
	"No!... If I want you to be open, on top of the table 
so to speak, with me you should expect the same from me!" 
Tom sat closer to the edge of his seat so not to have to 
talk so loud.
	"Yes, were together much like you and Benji!" Tom 
whispered.
	"Maybe you shouldn't have told me. Are you sorry you 
told me?" She asked then quickly added, "I promise never to 
tell anyone!"
	There was a moment of silence being broken by Clara 
shutting the bathroom door.
	Tom sat back into his chair, "Maybe we can talk about 
this some other time, Ok!"
	"Sure, I feel better already! Donna wiped her eyes.
	"The boys are just fine, they are washing each other's 
backs, so guess they will get clean. I must have surprised 
them the way they jumped when I came in.!" Clara said as 
she sat down once more.
	Clara looked first at Donna then over at her husband, 
"Everything alright?" she asked.
	"Oh, sure, dear. We were just talking." Tom gave a 
nervous cough.
	"Ya, it was very helpful, too. I am so lucky to have 
you to live with, thanks!" Donna was now sure that Uncle 
Lenny would be on her side.
	"Donna, why don't you leave now and help the boys. We 
will be eating soon. I will give you a call." Clara 
instructed.
	"OK." She headed for the bathroom only stopping off 
for a couple of clean diapers. She turned her head to look 
back at her Uncle. When she turned back down the hall she 
was smiling from ear to ear. "YES!" She threw the diapers 
in the air catching them then entered the bathroom.

Part 69-- Donna's Problems

	"Donna, why don't you leave now and help the boys. We 
will be eating soon. I will give you a call," Clara 
instructed.
	"OK." She headed for the bathroom only stopping off 
for a couple of clean diapers. She turned her head to look 
back at her uncle. He smiled and threw her a kiss. When she 
turned back down the hall she was smiling from ear to ear. 
"Yes!" She threw the diapers in the air catching them then 
entered the bathroom.
	"She seems to have recovered rather fast didn't she?" 
Clara asked Mr. Lenny.
	"Yes she did, I think we had helped her in the right 
way, didn't you, dear?" Tom seemed rather proud of himself.
	"I hope so. I know it is hard for a young girl like 
her to find herself nowadays. With so much sex on the TV 
and in the papers, too many places to get the wrong idea 
about it. There is really no substitute for the real thing, 
I always say." Clara gave no hint of embarrassment.
	Mr. Lenny looked surprised, "Why, Darling, I did not 
know you were so open-minded about such things!"
	"We never really had opportunity to talk about sex 
even between the two of us. If you get a little pushy you 
may find I know more then you think!" Clara came over to 
Mr. Lenny and sat down on his lap.
	"Ho, Ho! My Little Lotus Blossom, are you one of those 
nice little babysitters a boy dreams about?" He whispered 
in her ear as he gave her several light kisses.
	"Honey, I was known as Miss Mother's Helper of the 
year. And that ran five years in a row," she giggled while 
giving Tom a loving hand.
	"Only five years.... what happen..... you got caught?" 
Tom joked.
	"Maybe..... but I'm not talking!" Clara told Tom. 
"Little Tommy never complained!"
	"Little Tommy was one of your early pets I presume?" 
Tom began to engage in petting his wife.
	"That's right..... remind me to tell you all about it 
sometime," Clara answered.
	"Now is a good time....! Tell me all about it. Start 
at the beginning." Tom was trying not to show too much 
interest but what his wife was telling him had set things 
in motion.
	"You really want to know?" She teased him.
	"Sure.... go ahead." Tom began to unbutton the blouse 
of his 120 pound wife.
	"My, My but your becoming a big boy, Tommy Boy! If I 
affect you this much we better head for a more private 
location." Clara removed his roaming hand, "It's getting 
late, let's go to bed!"
	"Whatever you say, my love." Tom picked his wife up 
and carried her into their bedroom.
	"I got a terrific idea, if your willing to go along 
with it," Clara giggled.
	"Oh boy lets have some fun!" Tom began to pet her more 
but she pulled back putting a finger to her lips. "Trust 
me!"
	"We are going to play a game.... you be the little boy 
and I will be your baby sitter....!" Clara had never acted 
like this before and it almost frightened Tom.
	"What you got in mind?" He asked.
	 "We will play baby sitter until we can't stand it any 
longer, then we ....... do it, OK?"
	"OK! What you want me to do?" Tom was ready to be 
teased.
	Clara told Tom get all of his clothes off and lay on 
the bed, she would be right back. In a few minutes she 
returned with a large Depend diaper which she put on her 
husband. She was taking her time, stopping here and there 
teasing her big baby.
	"That tickles!" Tom wiggled about. He reached for her 
but she would not let him.
	 She said, "Play like you're a 10 year old boy, I'm 
your sitter and you must mind me. Stop being an adult and 
go along with me. Again she began to tease him as he laid 
in his diaper.
	As the pretend game continued Tom was finding it 
harder to resist playing the adult part.
	"No! No! you mustn't do that." Clara would slap his 
hands.
	Tom began to settle down, being a 10 year old again. 
Somehow it felt rather good to him playing this role. Clara 
did all the doing while he just laid stretched out on the 
bed. It had been a long time since he had been able be 
child like and he was enjoying it.
	She began to talk 'little boy talk' to him asking, "Is 
my little boy comfortable? Here, let me adjust your diaper, 
it looks crooked. Then she would proceed to mess around. 
Tom would wiggle and kick out his legs. He could hardly 
stand the stress that was building up.
	For the next few minutes Tom was able to relive 
another time when his babysitter took advantage of the 
situation. As the game continued both of them played their 
roles to the best they could. Soon their passion for each 
other reach it's highest advantage which proved pleasing 
for both of them.
	All too soon they completed the game which was giving 
them both lot of satisfaction. They soon collapsed from 
complete exhaustion.
	The last thing Tom remembers is telling his wife she 
was one sexy baby sitter. She told him he was one fun baby, 
that she would love to baby sit again.
	"Let's play more. Life is too serious to pass by the 
opportunity to be a child again." Tom leaned over his wife 
giving her a big kiss.
	Some time in the night Clara woke up to find her 
husband laying on his back and still in the diaper she put 
on him. Quietly she got up tip toed to the table where she 
picked up their new digital camera. Taking several pictures 
she giggled as she crawled back into bed.
	Meantime while all this was going on in the adult bed 
room, Donna continued to suffer with her own puberty 
problem. She had finished giving the boys their bath. She 
helped them get into their night time diapers, shut the 
lights off then headed for her room.
	With her lights out she dropped on top of her bed. The 
thoughts of the day flooded her mind. She had been building 
up tensions all day long. Now she could not get to sleep. 
"How much more of this can I take?" She thought to herself. 
I wish I had told Aunt Clara how I really feel."
	Donna was ready to reach out to anything that would 
give her some rest from all this struggling within.
	"I know they must be playing, that was the bed hitting 
the wall. Sounds like they are bouncing on the bed," she 
thought to herself. Normally this would have brought a 
smile to her face but today she was in no mood to do so. 
Pouting, she walked towards the boys' room.
	Carefully opening the boys door she observed them 
romping on top the bed. Usually walking in on the boys 
would bring enjoyment but now she felt envy. Lately Donna 
had been feeling the pain of being left out. It was as 
though time was slipping by -- without her.
	Even now seeing the boys in only their diapers brought 
Donna little pleasure. It only left her feeling guilty. 
What she and Kevin did recently only increased her feelings 
of guilt. It had left her deeply depressed. She had not yet 
recognized her problem.
	"How is it they can do it without feeling guilty, 
Why?" She stood at the boys' bedroom door for a moment. "No 
one cares about me, they get to do everything and I can't 
do anything." She justified her guilty feelings by blaming 
it on some one else. A true sign of growing up.
	Donna quietly closed the boys door then tip-toed back 
to her room closing the door behind her. In the dark of her 
room she peeled off her clothing dropping naked on her bed.
	"It's not fair," she pouted. "Everyone has someone and 
I am all alone." She was referring to Aunt and Uncle Lenny 
together in one room, then to Benji and Kevin in the other. 
She was aware of the games being played out in both rooms.
	"I have sneaked around long enough now it is time I 
got to do what I want. Every one else can do it why can't 
I." She brooded over her situation. She vowed she would 
change all of that.
	Still, feeling rather sorry for herself, Donna said, 
"Every one gets to have some fun but me, but I will see 
that gets changed." She reconfirmed the vow she just made 
to herself.
	Somehow all this self-talk made her feel justified but 
did nothing to solve her problem. She still suffered the 
worst case of puberty-itis anyone ever had.
	Even her own body was fighting against her. Every 
fiber of every cell was crying out for some loving care. 
Every system in her body was prepared and alert. But every 
thing was idle, all put on hold.
	This would tax any adult to the limit.... but for a 
teenager it made her feel lousy. Hidden anger was building 
up... she was resenting the activity going on around her.
	Donna was brought out of her daydreaming when Benji 
called out, "Donna! Donna!"
	She was so surprised by the urgent call that she 
jumped up running out the door.
	"What! What's wrong?!" Donna called out loud. She was 
completely out in the hall before realizing she was still 
naked.
	Benji came running out the his door "Donna! 
Don........." He was not expecting to see his cousin in her 
birthday suit.
	Donna was clearly shaken but unable to move. Try as 
she could, she just could not make it to her door in time.
	Kevin stuck his head out the door, his jaw almost hit 
the floor. With a bright grin Kevin said, "Donna you're... 
naked!"
	By this time the boys had walked over by her not 
knowing wither to laugh or what.
	Donna could not make the door knob work, try as she 
did.
	It was Uncle Lenny that opened their door wondering 
what all the commotion was all about.
	By the time Aunt Clara had gotten into the hall Benji 
had managed to open Donna's door in which she rapidly 
disappeared slamming the door behind herself.
	Out in the hall stood Uncle and Aunt Lenny and the two 
boys who were trying to talk all at once.
	It was Aunt Clara that took control. She sent the boys 
back to their room where she learned that Benji had pooped 
his diaper and Kevin was sloppy wet.
	Aunt Clara busied herself changing the boys while 
Uncle Lenny was trying to figure it all out.
	Tom Lenny knocked upon Donna's door. "Go away!" was 
the call from a very frightened and embarrassed girl. "Just 
go away!" Then sounds of tears.
	Again it was Aunt Clara that brought sanity back to 
the household. "Honey, just go back to bed, I will take 
care of this." Aunt Clara said as she carefully entered the 
girls room.
	"What in the world has happened?" asked the most 
confused Mr. Lenny.
	"Never you mind... I'll talk to you later, now get!" 
Clara shut the door then went over and sat on the bed next 
to Donna.

Part 70-- Donna Gets Some Help

	"What in the world has happened?" asked the most 
confused Mr. Lenny.
	"Never you mind... I'll talk to you later, now get!" 
Clara shut the door then went over and sat on the bed next 
to Donna.
	Donna was laying across the bed sobbing like her heart 
would break. "I'm sorry Aunt Clara, I didn't mean to cause 
so much trouble."
	"Now, now dear.... you just tell me what happened. You 
know I will help you all I can." Aunt Clara rubbed lovingly 
over her back.
	"I ran out in the hall when I heard Benji calling.... 
I could not get the door open.... and I was naked.... he 
saw me... all of you saw me," Donna told her between sobs.
	"Yes, we all saw that... but why didn't you put on 
your robe first?"
	"I don't know...." Again Donna broke into tears.
	"Well, never mind that for now. Tell me what has 
really been bothering you lately, you have been in a world 
of your own." Clara was calming her down by speaking in 
soft tones.
	A few more sniffles then Donna sat up leaning against 
her Aunt. Clara put her arms around Donna, hugging her even 
closer.
	"You know we love you.... you can tell us anything 
without any worry of rejection. Now please tell me." Clara 
and Donna sat in quiet for a few seconds.
	"I just don't know where to start." Donna wiped her 
eyes.
	Clara did not answer but began to slowly rock back and 
forth while Donna laid her head against her shoulder.
	"I just feel so strange!" Donna said. "I feel like I 
don't belong." Again a few tears.
	"Are you sick? You feel hot, do you have a fever?" 
Clara ran her hand over Donna's forehead.
	"No! I'm alright.... It's just that you all have some 
one..... I feel so alone!" Donna came about as close as she 
could to the truth.
	Before Clara could respond Donna continued, "You all 
have been so good to me, I feel so ashamed."
	"Maybe we have been working you too hard. Maybe your 
doing too much, why don't you let me diaper the boys for 
awhile that will give you more time for yourself." Clara 
was looking for a way to help.
	"OH NO! Aunt Clara, I want to diaper them, I really 
do!" she said this before thinking what it must have 
sounded like.
	"Why don't you take a couple of days off then, I and 
Mr. Lenny will get along fine and the boys will have to 
pitch in around the house....." Clara said.
	"Auntie Clara, I ..... I need to tell you something... 
its been bothering me. Please listen." Donna pleaded.
	Donna proceeded to tell how she felt she could not do 
this and that. How she felt left out of what she believed 
to be important things. Of course she could not come right 
out with what was bothering her but she did make a start.
	"Donna, I am aware you feel yourself denied of 
whatever it is you are trying to say and that you feel all 
alone even if you are not really alone at all. What I need 
to know is the exact thing or things you feel you are to 
deny yourself of having." Clara probed for more direct 
answers.
	"Aunt Clara, can I just come out and say it? Will you 
promise not to be too mad at me?" Donna was now as close to 
telling deep secrets as she had ever been before.
	"Of course, Dear! That is what I have been trying to 
tell you, no matter what is going on I will not be upset 
with you!" Clara promised.
	Donna got up from the bed and put on her robe then sat 
in the chair by the bed. Aunt Clara sat with her feet 
dangling over the bed's edge waiting for Donna to begin.
	"It all started last week when I was changing Benji's 
diaper. I guess I just came to realize that he is a 
boy........ I mean..... I know he is a boy but.... I can't 
seem to find the right word." Donna was a little frightened 
at the sound of her own voice.
	"Yes, Benji is a boy, has been one since he was 
born..." Clara tried to humor her niece.
	"Yes I know that, too.... It's just different now, I 
mean, I know he is a boy and I know Kevin is a boy 
but......" Donna tried to explain.
	"But, somehow you have discovered that boys are more 
then mere boys. Is that what your trying to say?" Clara got 
a more clear picture now.
	"Precisely! It was as they suddenly became more then 
just a boy, they were really boys! Ya know?" Donna was more 
relaxed now.
	"I think it is because you're growing up, your 
beginning to see more then what is just before you. This 
will happen to many of your early ideas about things. One 
day you see just what is there and the next day suddenly 
there is much more before you then you first thought. Boys 
are taking on a different meaning for you now. Before when 
you would change diapers they represented a job you had to 
do. Suddenly they became objects that caused you funny 
feelings inside." Clara was zeroing in on the problem.
	"Ya! That's it. I could change their diapers and saw 
them as boys that needed a changing. Nothing has really 
changed outside of myself but now inside I get all goosy. 
But why?" Donna began to see her problem but was filled 
with more questions.
	"Perfectly natural, Sweetheart! You're becoming a 
woman. You are just beginning to catch up with your 
puberty." Clara reached out a hand toward Donna. Donna 
moved her chair closer to take a hold.
	"Puberty?" she asked. "What does that have to do with 
it?"
	"It means you are changing from a girl into a woman. 
You have started when you were 10 years old and it has been 
a gradual change up till now. Chemical actions and 
reactions within your body is causing new things to happen 
within you. One of these things is you are more aware of 
your sexual needs. It is a time when your body is telling 
you new things about yourself. In the case of the boys you 
have began to cross the line between innocence and 
knowing." Clara quietly instructed her.
	"But I was always aware of boys, I know the 
differences!" She responded.
	"I know, dear, but up till now you were only aware of 
the physical differences and that holds some excitement for 
you as well as for the boys. Have you noticed how boys will 
try to see up girls' legs or want to look at naked 
pictures? Girls don't have that much interest when they are 
younger but that could be due to the fact girls get more 
chances to babysit boys than boys babysitting girls. 
However, after puberty sets in causing the changes in your 
body you find yourself more interested in boys even if you 
do not yet understand why. All this new interest can cause 
much confusion. On one hand you are the same person you 
always were but on the other hand a new you wants to 
emerge. It is called the sex drive which to some girls 
becomes almost unbearable." Clara continued her 
instructions.
	"You can say that again, unbearable is right. Aunt 
Clara, can this drive cause you to do something maybe you 
shouldn't do?" Donna wanted so much to tell her secret.
	"Yes, many girls have let go, so to speak, wishing 
later they hadn't been so quick to act." Clara answered.
	"Like having sex with a boy?" Donna shivered as she 
asked.
	"I suppose. It depends what you call sex. This is a 
word that is misused much of the time. Sex can mean the 
category between what is male and female nothing more or 
less. Or it can mean the act of inter-exchanging between 
two people of either sex. One can have inter action with 
themselves. This is called masturbation." Clara explained.
	"The boys do that, masturbate I mean." Donna did not 
mean for it to come out like it did but Clara did not seem 
be worried about it.
	"I know. Boys usually experiment with themselves long 
before girls do. In fact some girls never had. Others only 
after had sex play with a boy or was taught by another 
girl."
	"Is it alright for the Benji and Kevin to.... do 
that?" Donna asked with a little excitement in her voice.
	"To answer you honestly I must say it would be hard to 
keep them from doing so. Your Uncle and I have been aware 
for some time that Kevin and Benji have been fooling with 
each other for some time now. This can and does lead toward 
some kind of sex experimenting. But is it alright? To a 
point I would suppose, but it still is a parent's 
reasonability to direct their child in the accepted ways. 
What is acceptable is debatable." The conversation was 
beginning to cause Clara some embarrassment.
	"How far can they go? I mean, if you know they are 
doing it, how far would you allow them go before 
interfering?" Donna had something else in mind.
	"I would, as a rule of the thumb, that if they are not 
bothering each other nor disturbing anyone else it would 
wise to say nothing. But if they go over the line we would 
need to take steps to curb the activity before it becomes a 
set pattern.
	"What I am trying to say to you is, it is OK to 
experiment now and then. But we would need to deal it by 
making some limits for their own safety." The room fell 
into a dead silence for a few minutes.
	"Aunt Clara, what would happen if it did go too far 
before you found out about it?" Donna almost whispered.
	"I suppose your Uncle and I would have to talk it over 
and decide what to do. We would want the best for the boys 
and for you, also." Clara realized that she had not given 
much thought before but it could very well happen.
	"Aunt Clara..... I......I got to tell someone......" 
Donna began to tear up again.
	"Go ahead, dear, get it out.... you will feel much 
better if you would." Clara encouraged her.
	"I.... I and Kevin did it." There was a much longer 
quiet or so it seemed for Donna.
	"For some reason I am not too surprised..... but tell 
me, was it his idea or yours?" Clara got up off the bed and 
knelt down beside Donna which was now crying again.
	"I'm not sure; mine I guess.... Oh Auntie Clara I was 
under so much pressure.... I just wanted to do it so badly. 
I tried not to, really I did, but I did it anyway." Donna 
held her hands over her face as she sobbed uncontrollably.
	"What is done is done! I think you're giving yourself 
more punishment then anyone else could do for you." Clara 
consoled the best she could.
	"Auntie Clara, I don't want to stay alone tonight!" 
Donna grabbed on to her Aunt's arm as if to keep her near.
	Clara thought for a moment then told Donna she would 
not have to be alone tonight, "Let me go tell Mr. Lenny and 
I will right back."
	"Oh must you tell him.... tonight?" Donna pleaded.
	"I won't tell him what you told me but I must tell him 
I am going to stay with you tonight, he would be wondering 
what has happened to me." Clara pulled away.
	"Hurry back!" Donna acting just like a child that woke 
from a nightmare.
	"I will be right back, Honey then we can talk to as 
long as you want to." Clara left the room.