Ivan

Summary: My name is Ivan. I'm 12 and a bedwetter. I never knew my mom 
and I have a abusive family that I know of. So this is my story.

"WAKE UP!" yelled Tim (that’s my dad's name but he wants me to refer to 
him as "sir".

"WAKE UP! You've pissed your pants again!"

As I was yanked out of bed and on to his lap he pulled down my pj's and 
my diaper to expose a good hard twenty spankings to my butt. This was 
normally the routine every morning. I did not pee myself during the 
night. After he left and I was done crying I went to clean myself up 
and went downstairs. I was practically the slave of the house. I have 
to clean, cook, do laundry and many more things. I did not go to school 
because of this.

"What will you be having this morning, sir?" I asked.

"The usual," he said. After I made his bagel and poured his OJ he 
leaves to go to work and I am left to clean. I can't leave because 
there are locks on the outside of the door. I cannot call anyone 
because we have no phones. I am a prisoner in my own home.

One day that changed. The people across the street moved and new 
neighbors came in. That is when my life became a nightmare. They came 
to my house and I could not answer because, but I thought of this as my 
time to escape. I rushed to the door and told her to unlock the door 
and she did. She tried to ask why the door was locked on the outside 
but I was gone before she could. I could have been two miles away 
before Tim got home (but that’s not the way my story goes.) When I got 
to the intersection I didn't bother to look either way and that was a 
nearly fatal mistake. The last thing I saw was how blue the sky was.

I woke up in the hospital only to remember nothing. Shortly after, the 
nurse came in to ask if I was okay.

"How long was I out?" I asked. She said, "two days."

I went black. I woke up the next day only to realize I was being 
changed. The nurse started for another diaper but I told her I only wet 
during the night. She had a worried look on her face and said "When the 
car hit you it damaged your bladder and it’s permanently damaged."

I was stunned. So she went back to grabbing a diaper from the cubbies 
above me. The diaper was light green with a white line going down the 
middle. She took some wipes and began cleaning my groin area and added 
the powder. She unfolded the diaper which made a lot of noise and told 
me to raise my butt. I obeyed. She slid the diaper under me and I lay 
down. She pulled the diaper over my genitals and taped up the sides.

A few seconds she left the doctor came in and told me the details of 
what happened. He asked why I ran out in the road like that and I told 
him everything. The cops came the next morning to ask questions. They 
told me they would find relatives and will get me a new home.

TO BE CONTINUED