| Title:
| Death's Whisper
|
| Name:
| Alias
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| Email:
| [email protected]
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| Gender:
| Male
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| Current Age:
| 17
|
| Posting Date:
| 03/29/09
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| Story Contents:
|
| A- Post-toddler (4-8)* | | R- Sisters, other girls* |
| | B- Pre-teen (9-12)* | | S- Babysitters |
| | C- Teen (13-17) | ● | T- Masturbation |
| | D- Adult (18+) | | U- Sexual situations | ●
| | E- Cloth diapers* | | V- Gay | ●
| | F- Disposable diapers | ● | W- Erections | ●
| | G- Pee | ● | X- Bedwetting | ●
| | H- Poop* | ● | Y- Accidents | ●
| | I- Exposed diapers/pantslessness* | ● | Z- Punishment/Diaper
Discipline |
| | J- Multiple diapers* | | 1- Female Domination* |
| | K- Baby paraphernalia | | 2- Enemas |
| | L- Mother | ● | 3- Restraints |
| | M- Father | | 4- Crying |
| | N- Aunt | | 5- Spanking |
| | O- Uncle | | 6- Humiliation | ●
| | P- Brothers (diapered) | | 7- Babying |
| | Q- Brothers (not diapered) | | 8- Regression |
| | *Denotes Deekerian story elements
|
|
| Summary:
|
Hello, my name is Alias but you can call me Al. This is my first story
and I put a lot of thought into it. Okay, that might be a lie as once I
came up with an idea I pretty much just played mad lips with the rest
of the story. I'm looking forward to what ever comments I get both good
and bad. When I started this story I didn't want it to be a 'what if?'
kind of fantasy story where the main character reaches a happy ever
after by the end of the first paragraph. I'm not so good at writing so
please comment to help me improve.
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My name is Tyler Envoy. This is the story of how I saved the man I love
and the curse that followed.
Chapter one: Cheating Death
Let me start from the beginning. I�m a student at Scarsdale High school
and I�ve got four best friends. The first one is my pal William. He has
been my pal since we were in kindergarten. He�s like me in whom we�re
both very skinny due to me being on the track team, and him joining
hockey. However while his brown hair is short and wavy, my brown hair
is straight and is long enough to cover my ears. Also he�s a bit taller
but only by an inch or two. There�s my friend Sarah who�s also been
part of our group since we were kids. Sarah�s a kind of girly girl and
keeps us updated with any new information because she�s the head of the
student council. And then there�s Hiro. Hiro�s only became one of my
friends recently. He came from Japan and upon entering Scarsdale had a
hard time fitting in. That changed once William found him and brought
him to the group. Out of our group I would have to say Hiro�s the sore
thumb. For one he�s a junior where the rest of us are sophomores.
Secondly he always uses suffixes which have some sort of respect to
them. Still after getting past he�s a really fun person who�s into the
same stuff that my friends and I enjoy. To add on to that he�s
extremely handsome. Of course I don�t tell him he�s handsome though
because for one no one knows that I like guys. Secondly while I would
like to be with Hiro I don�t want to ruin the friendship we have by
having him not be gay and then it would get extremely awkward between
us. Still as long as I don�t say it I�m allowed to keep this crush of
him even if it will never be anything.
This story begins on a normal day. I woke up to the sound of my alarm
clock and quickly got dressed for school. As I put my breakfast into
the toaster, I turned around to see my mother who was walking out of
the house going to work. She and I don�t talk much and I still don�t
know why. It started when I was seven and my dad left us. After that it
was like we were strangers. At first it was hard to deal with, but now
I�ve become so used to it I�m no longer bothered. After grabbing my
breakfast I grabbed my food and headed out of my house.
Upon walking to school I was greeted by Hiro. He lives close to my
house so we normally walk together to school and back. I enjoy this
moment because it�s a part of the day where all that�s there is himself
and I. When we got to school we went to our first period classes and so
on until lunch. Once lunch hit we met up at our table as Will and Sarah
greeted us. As we had our small talk I zoned out of the conversation
and saw a hooded figure. Though I couldn�t see much it looked as though
the part of the hood where his head would be was looking at our general
location. As it turned its head to look at me Hiro�s head got in the
way. When he moved back down the hooded figure was gone. �Strange.� I
thought to myself as the image of that hooded figure drove into my
head, and became the center of my focus until the end of school. Once I
finished school I found Hiro and we started to walk home. I didn�t have
track today so I had one more moment alone with Hiro.
�Hey Hiro?� I said as we were walking.
�Yes Tyler-kun.� Hiro said calmly as I told him to stop with the
suffixes.
�Sorry it�s just something that comes naturally.� He said soundly as
this had to be the hundredth time I heard it.
�Anyway,� I said going back to my original thought, �Would you mind if
I spent the weekend at your house? My mom�s got another business
meeting so I figure rather then staying home alone I could bunk up with
you.� He paused for a sec before he nodded and said �sure. Just bring a
change of clothe.� As he was saying this though, he must have missed
the light change because he kept on walking even though the light was
red. I yelled at him to watch out but by time it was too late. Hiro was
already halfway in the street and there was a guy trying to beat the
light. There was a swift yell as I saw my friend fly through the air.
I immediately ran over to him and kneeled down by his side. The car hit
him hard and there was blood all over. I tried to feel his heart but it
wasn�t beating. My mind jumped to health class as I began to try and
pump his heart and doing CPR. Though I only learned it in a text book I
figured that I had to try. I must have tried it twenty times before I
fell on his chest and began to frantically cry. Not only was Hiro my
best friend he was also the person I had a crush on. In my mind I hated
myself for being so stupid and not warning him sooner. Then like a
camera that ran out of film all sound faded out. When I managed to wipe
the tears out of my eyes, I saw that everything around me stopped
moving. Then out of the corner of my eye I saw the same hooded figure
that I saw before. Only this time I was close enough to see that he had
a glowing blue mask that kept me from seeing his face. He was also
wearing black gloves and black boots that complemented his robe.
�Why are you still moving?� The hooded figure asked as I screamed at it
to get loss. The hooded figure took a step back and then said, �How can
you see me?� This is when I could feel my voice return to normal as I
asked the man to take off the mask. When he removed the mask I was in
for the shock of my life. Behind the glowing blue mask was an abyss of
emptiness.
�I am Death.� He responded as he placed his mask back over where his
face should be.
�I am the collector of souls. The reaper as it seems to be my nickname.
I collect the souls of the departed and bring them to the next life.
Now Tyler would you please move out of the way so I can severe his soul
from his body.� After Death said this he lifted up his right hand and
materialized a scythe from nothing. As he lifted it over his head I
threw myself over Hiro which caused Death to put down his weapon.
�Are you willing to die for him?� He asked casually as if it was
nothing. Though I was scared out of my mind, I nodded and Death raised
his scythe one more time. I heard a swing of the blade but I didn�t
feel any pain. I looked up to see Death hold some sort of green essence
before it became merged with him.
�The price had been paid.� He said as he began to fade out into strains
of darkness. Once he was completely gone I heard a thousands sounds
crash into my ears at the same time. From underneath me however I heard
the faint breath of Hiro gasping for air as I quickly jumped off of him
and started to cry on him again. In about ten minutes the ambulance
came and we headed off to the hospital.
Chapter two: The price
I woke up in a hospital as I felt my hand being held. I looked turned
my head who looked like she was crying recently. Though it made me feel
odd, I was happy to see her cry over my safety.
�Tyler.� I heard my mom say silently as she bent over to kiss me. As
she went back to her chair I asked her what happened. She told me that
I have been sleeping for ten days going in and out of consciousness.
Though it felt surreal to me I suddenly remembered the last events of
mine.
�Where�s Hiro?� I yelled but my mom put her hand on my shoulder and
said �Hiro�s fine. He was let go a few days ago and he�s been in school
waiting for you. He bought you some flowers along with the rest of your
friends.� I turned my head to the left to see a vase of flowers on a
desk with a note written on it. I went to bend over to grab the note
when I heard this unusual crinkling sound. I took off my blanket to
find out I was in a diaper. At first I was in shock, but before I could
react my mother said hastily �you were wetting the bed in your sleep.
The doctors said it was natural because you weren�t conscience enough
to recognize you needed to pee. The doctors asked if I was okay with
them diapering you and I did so because between you and me, I was
afraid of what they were going to do otherwise.� Though I felt a little
uncomfortable wearing a diaper in public, I covered myself back up and
bent over to grab the card. Inside there was a giant �Get well soon�
written in black Sharpie. Underneath that was everyone�s signature
written in their own handwriting.
�I see you�re fully awake.� I heard a non-familiar voice say as I put
the card back to see some guy doctor. During the move I saw that the
bottom of my diaper was exposed but I didn�t fix it because I was sure
that it wasn�t going to matter in a matter of minutes.
�I am Doctor Gregory.� The man said as I asked if I could leave today.
�There shouldn�t be a problem with that.� Dr. Gregory said as he held
out a clip board and handed it to my mother.
�Once you sign that you�re home free.� As she was signing it though Dr.
Gregory gave an odd look as I asked what was wrong.
�You don�t feel that?�
�Feel what?� I asked innocently as I looked down to my diaper where a
massive yellow spot was being formed. Doctor Gregory looked at this as
if it was a Rubik�s Cube.
�That�s odd. We first assumed you were wetting yourself because you had
were not conscience enough to recognize you were peeing. However now
that you are fully awake you still have no control over your bladder.�
After saying this he went into the desk next to me and pulled out a few
more diapers from the top draw. He handed them to my mother as he said
�you should keep your son in these until you get home. If he has any
more problems please do not hesitate to call me.�
When he left us my mom got up and closed the curtain around my room.
She then walked over to me and threw my curtain straight off of me.
�Tyler I know this is strange but right now you have to promise you
won�t struggle with me and you�ll do what I say.� I nodded but she told
me to say that I promised. Once I did so she walked over to me and
removed the tapes off my old diaper and slid a new diaper underneath
me. She then sprinkled baby powder on me and then taped up the new
diaper. I felt extremely embarrassed as I laid in nothing but a t shirt
and a diaper in front of my mother. After a few seconds of thinking
that though I figured at least it�s my mother who�s doing this who has
diapered me when I was an infant. After a few seconds my mom threw some
clothe at me as I quickly put on a new t shirt and a pair of shorts. I
didn�t like these shorts though because I felt like it was too obvious
I was wearing a diaper. After putting on my shoes, the nurse came in
with a wheel chair and I was strolled out of the hospital.
Once my mom and I left the car, my mom asked me if I was hungry. I
nodded and she turned into the closet fast food restaurant there was.
When we entered the McDonald�s, I ordered a number 12 large where as my
mother ordered a number 4 medium. As I reached for my wallet I realized
that it wasn�t in this pair of shorts. My mom saw me and said �Don�t
worry this one�s on me.� I smiled because normally anytime we go out to
eat food I�m always paying for myself. Because of this I got a job at
the local grocery store. However today I didn�t have to worry about
this as my mom seemed to be in a very gracious mood. After we got our
food, we sat down and again I could hear the crinkling in my diaper.
Apparently so did the table behind ours because throughout my dinner
all I heard was the sound of the other table talking about if I was
wearing a diaper or not.
When we went home I went to my room and closed the door.
�I�m sorry.� I heard a familiar voice say as I turned around to see
Death sitting on my bed. His hood was off so I saw very clearly he was
completely hollow yet somehow wearing that glowing blue mask.
�Had I known the exact price I would have told you ten days ago.�
�What price?� I asked as I sat down on a chair next to my dresser as I
felt a warm sensation so I figured that must have meant I had wet
myself again without realizing.
�The price you gave up to save your friend.� He said soundly.
�Death is a natural part of life. There are no coincidences, no
mistakes, just fate. Your friend was meant to die on that night.
However you were immune to the laws of Death and desperately tried to
save him from me. Because I could not kill you before your due time I
was forced to abide the rules of judgment.� Death then dug his hand
into his sleeve and pulled out a scroll. He unraveled it and began to
read its context.
�Only those who have a powerful bond with the deceased are able to make
this bound. During which the living will hand over the object of most
value over to Death. In which the power of the most cherished thing
will be able to keep the balance of Death and the decease shall live
again.� He walked over to let me see the contract as I saw my name was
signed at the bottom of the paper.
�Wait a minute,� I said quickly as Death went back to his former seat,
�Are you saying that having control over my bladder was my most
cherished thing?�
�Not necessarily.� Death said as he pointed towards me.
�You were once a self dependent man. You took on everything yourself
because ever since you were little you were forced too. Because of this
you also matured quicker then most people your age. Over time, your
self respect became the most important thing to you because of how hard
you work towards getting it. Now you will no longer be as self reliant
as you once were. The loss of bodily functions means that from now on
you will have to wear diapers. Diapers are the prime sign of
dependency. As long as you use them you will be dependent on others.
Also�� Death took a quick pause before he said �I�m sure by now you�ve
noticed that people have commented on your new attire. Another part of
this curse is that until the price is repaid that you will be placed in
unfortunate circumstances in which your diapers will cause you great
embarrassment.�
Before I could respond I realized I pooped myself. It felt different
then peeing because I felt the poop slide through my diaper as oppose
to pee which just floods easily and without immediate notice. I felt a
piece of myself die right their though. Just thinking about all the
things that could go wrong caused me to sweat. But something caught me
off guard though.
�What do you mean �price repaid�?� I asked Death who then said �Once
Hiro dies, then the curse you have on you will be taken off.
Unfortunately though, that won�t be anytime soon.� I felt at ease when
he said that as my mom walked into the room. I got up but the feeling
of the poop smearing all over my ass caused me to stop moving.
�Hey Tyler I just wanted to know if you had another accident or not.� I
told her I did and that I also pooped myself.
�I see. I�ll call Doctor Gregory in the morning. Until then let me get
you out of that diaper.� As she laid me down on the floor, she untaped
my diaper and flipped me over to my back side. She then left the room
to come back with baby wipes. After cleaning my ass she flipped me back
over and slipped a diaper under me. I don�t remember her being so
strong that she could flip me like a book but then again, it wasn�t
like we talked enough to find out enough about each other. As she
applied the tapes to my new diaper she asked me why my legs weren�t
hairy. I told her I shaved them for track and she gave a quick sigh. I
don�t think she knew I was part of the track team so I guess this was
the first time she heard of it. Also I noticed that she didn�t respond
to death at all which meant she obviously couldn�t see him. After that
she didn�t bother to put my shorts back on but she did say good night.
This was the first time she has ever said good night to me so I didn�t
respond fast enough to echo it back to her. Closing my door, I went on
my bed and laid down on it causing Death to get up.
�How come she couldn�t see you?� I asked sheepishly. Death sat on the
chair I was sitting at before and said �Normal people can�t see me. To
be honest I still haven�t figured out why you could see me when Hiro
died. You must have had a strong bond which allowed you to see the
spirit plain.� I asked him how long he would be staying and he said �As
long as the contract is in place I will be following you. You�re bound
to me as I am bound to you. Don�t worry though I am a spirit of neutral
nature so we shouldn�t be bothered too much.� As I dug myself under the
covers, I began to think about all these weird things that were
happening and how in a single moment my life was changed forever. I
didn�t have much time to think about this though as the powers of
slumber quickly took over my body, causing me to get some much needed
rest.
Chapter three: A loop hole
Upon opening my eyes I saw my mother already taking off my wet diaper.
I didn�t even have the time yet to notice if was wet yet.
�Hey Tyler,� My mother said very casually as she powdered me up and
taped the new diaper on.
�Go ahead and get dressed. Today�s Thursday so once you get past today
and tomorrow it�ll be the weekend.� She then went over to the chair
next to my dresser and sat down. I also noticed that Death was here and
watching us which made me feel a little embarrassed.
�I called the doctor,� Mom said as she gave a little pause before
continuing.
�He said that Psychological shock is a normal response to a
traumatizing event. He said that there is a chance that one day you
might get back your bodily functions. Until then he told me to keep you
in diapers and avoid shrinks. Good thing to because my insurance does
not them.� As she left my room so I could get dressed, I looked over to
Death and asked if that�s true.
�I�m afraid not.� He said as I got up and he sat down on my bed.
�You will never have control over your bladder or bowels so long as
Hiro lives. This will be what it�s diagnosed as though.� After he said
that to me he turned his head and looked over to where my mother left.
�Her life span has increased.�
�How can you tell?� I asked as I took off the shirt I slept in and put
on a new one. I then put on socks because I was trying to avoid
thinking about pants.
�People have a set point on when they will die. It�s the destiny I
mentioned to you about the day before today. However when you paid the
price and saved your friend not only his life span was altered.
Everyone�s lifespan was altered due to such an event. Whether for more
time or less, the new wiring of Destiny is now set into motion.� As he
was saying all of this I was trying on pairs of pants, hoping one of
them wouldn�t make it too noticeable I was wearing a diaper. When that
failed I asked Death �Did I really do all of that?�
�Indeed.� Death nodded.
�The reason a price must be paid to bring someone back is because
should I have just brought back your friend, the whole universe would
have imploded. This is the reason why the most cherished object is
required from the signer of the contract. Only that power can balance
out the universe and save your friends soul.�
After I tried on a few more pairs, I found some shorts that were meant
for track and tried them on. While standing it hid my diaper which is
far better then I could say for the rest of my pants. As I went to make
some breakfast, I saw that my Pop Tart was already made.
�I figured you were still getting dressed and I didn�t want you to be
late.� My mom said as she was not rushing out of the house like usual.
�I told the principal about your condition. He assured me that no one
will make a big deal out of it and when you need a change the nurse
will take care of it.� I left the house saying good bye and forgetting
how close Hiro was, bumped into him. I crash landed on him as we both
fell to the floor.
As I got up the crinkling of my diaper was at its best and Hiro gave a
confused look. I told him that I was wearing a diaper and then he asked
why.
�Because it�s a new fashion statement all the cool kids are doing it.�
I said trying to make a joke and make myself feel a bit easier about
it. However that quickly failed and I told him that I allegedly am
suffering from psychological shock.
�I�m sorry Tyler-kun.� He said as we were now to walking to school
again. I told him not to be as it was my fault that he got it.
�You saved me, though.� Hiro said as I took a pause and asked him what
he meant.
�On that day,� He began and I continued to walk to keep up with him.
�After I got hit by the car I felt enveloped in this white light. I
couldn�t see anything but brightness as I thought I must have died.
Then in all the light I see this hooded figure with a glowing blue
mask. As it walked closer I began to see the light surrounding me start
to fade out. Then the hooded figure took off its mask and�� I closed my
eyes because I knew what came next.
�It was you,� Hiro said as I gave a slight jump as I was more confused
then that time I tried to download AIM.
�You were the man in the black robe and as soon as I took your hand I
could feel myself breathe. I don�t know why it was you I saw but I know
it was and I�m sure if you weren�t there I would have died.� Hiro then
looked at me and said thank you. I smiled towards Hiro but then gave a
look back at Death who was following us. Why did he use my face? This
question roared in my head but I knew I would get no answer until
later.
Once we got to school we were greeted by William and Sarah. As I was
telling them about my diaper issues, it seems as though they already
knew as the whole school was talking about it. Figuring it was just
part of the curse I walked into school and continued on with my
classes. While dealing with my first three classes I noticed that while
no one was directly commenting on it, everyone was mentioning it
throughout the classroom. Then everything changed when it was time for
gym. I went down to gym and the teacher told me that like everyone
else, I had to change in the locker room into my gym clothes. I told
him about my condition but he said he did not get a note so I was not
excused from this. Figuring I had no choice I went to my locker and
began to get changed. During which I could feel the piercing eyes of
everyone upon of me as if seeing a diaper was a whole new concept.
�Come on there�s nothing to see.� I heard William say as he managed to
get everyone out of the locker room so that it was just the two of us.
�Thanks Will.� I said as I put on my gym clothes as quickly as
possible.
�Anytime Partner,� William said as I could hear his southern accent
come out of that phrase. During gym we then had to play floor hockey.
This was bad because in this high school, most people high stick which
means that a lot of people are hurt in the end. Upon playing I felt
that I pooped myself but no one seemed too noticed. I asked if I could
take the goalie post but it was a little too late as one of the people
on the other side did not hear the time out and slammed my ass with his
hockey stick.
As I felt the poop squirm all over my ass, I heard the gym bell ring
and watched as everyone went to the lockers to get dressed. I went in
last though as right now I really did not want anyone to see me in a
diaper. After everyone left I tried my best to make it to the lockers
without getting any more poop smeared around. When I got to the
lockers, I was surprised to see that Hiro was there. I asked him what
he was doing and he said he was waiting for me. As I sat down to take
my shoes off, the aroma of my messy diaper flew into the room as Hiro
got a good whiff.
�Do you need a change?� Hiro asked and I was blind struck dumb at that
moment. While it would be really awkward being diapered by one of my
best friends and more importantly the guy I like, the idea of slowly
walking to the nurse�s office with this diaper on was enough for me to
take the option.
�Are you sure you don�t mind?� I asked him as I lay on the bench
waiting to see what would happen next.
�No I don�t. I think I mentioned to you before about my younger
brother. Now please do not move.� As he took off my diaper I remembered
about his younger brother Sai. Sai was a bedwetter until he was
fourteen and because of that he was kept in diapers while he was home.
Hiro�s parents are very strict in their discipline which I believe is a
Japanese stereotype proven accurate.
As he went into my backpack and pulled out the diapering supplies that
my mom packed in, I felt myself having an erection. This was the first
time I�ve had one while getting changed but I figured that was because
I was naked in front of the guy I like. When he looked at my penis he
said �Don�t worry my brother does the same thing. I think it�s just
something having to do with diapers. Don�t worry I promise I won�t
think anymore about it. It�s not like you�re gay or anything.� I
shivered a bit because of how quickly he rolled it off. He then flipped
me over to clean my ass with baby wipes. Each wipe felt like a lick
from a succubus as I felt myself feel more aroused. After flipping me
back over and sliding a new diaper underneath me he powdered me up and
put my erected penis into the diaper, taking it up. After I put my
paints on, I told him thank you. He threw the old diaper into the
garbage can and said it was no problem.
�Hiro,� I began but didn�t know if I could continue. He stopped walking
and came back so I figured I should ask now.
�Will you be the one to change me during school please?� I felt so
embarrassed asking this but at the same time I felt more at ease
because I could trust him with this. He nodded but then said �only if
you add the suffix �sempai� to my name.� I promised him I would and
then I asked him what it meant.
�Nothing bad,� He said soundly.
�It�s a term of respect for someone who�s older then you but only by a
little bit of time. I just wanted you to use it so you won�t give me
trouble when I call you Tyler-kun.� I smiled because of the strange
relationship I was forming with Hiro. And yet I wasn�t embarrassed at
all. In fact I felt very comfortable.
After eating lunch with the rest of our group I noticed that my name
was not topic of everyone�s conversations. It made me smile and I
finished the rest of my lunch. After school I had track but to my
amazement Hiro was waiting for me at the bleachers. I feel like I�m
noticing more what�s in my diaper now as when I was running the lap I
could feel the warmness of my diaper meaning I wet it. After track Hiro
asked me if I needed a change before we left. I told him I did and we
went into the bleachers where no one else could see us. He then took
off my pants and removed the old diaper as he slid a new diaper
underneath me and powdered me up. I was erected again but seeing how
Hiro didn�t mind I just kept my blush to myself. He taped up the new
diaper as I pulled up my pants again. When walking home with Hiro, he
asked if I still wanted to come over to his house for the weekend. I
was confused but then I remembered before any of this happened I asked
him if I could. Though my mom was home this time, I�m sure she wouldn�t
have any problems with me being off her hands.
�Sure.� I said as I made it official. When he went to his house I
turned around and began to interrogate Death.
�Why did you use my face?� I asked as we walked into the house being
greeted by nothing.
�Because you were the one to pay the price,� Death said as he stood in
the doorway.
�Your personal strength was your price and because of that, I used that
as the form I take when I saved him. I�m surprised though.� I asked him
what he meant but then he said �Though you experienced your fair share
of torment, during the end of the day it became less tormenting. I
suppose it�s because your price was there to balance things out.�
�What do you mean?� I asked now more confused then when I began.
�Your price for bringing your friend back was your self dependence.�
Death said stating the basics.
�Those feelings are within Hiro�s soul now. They�re the strains of life
that are keeping him from experiencing his end. My guess is that since
he�s forming a closer bond to you now that some of your self dependence
must be leaking out and lessening the curse. This is the first time I
have ever seen this.� An idea popped into my head as I said �Does that
mean if Hiro and I get closer that one day I won�t need a diaper
anymore?�
�No,� Death said quickly to get that theory out of thought.
�However it does mean that if you two form a strong enough bond, all
the embarrassing moments that are happening to you will be gone.� While
it isn�t the full package I�ll take that.
About an hour later I made my own dinner. As I was eating it I saw my
mother come into the house holding a couple bags. As she put them on
the counter I saw that they were bags of diapers and changing
materials. After that she turned to me and asked if I needed a change.
I knew now that my diaper was wet so I told her yes. She placed me on
the floor as she took off my pants and then my diaper. After powdering
me up she went and took out one of the new diapers.
�These are more absorbent so you can pee in them without any worrying
of leaks.� As she put the new diaper on me, I noted that these diapers
were also much thicker then the earlier diapers. As I reached for my
pants, my mother grabbed them telling me it would be easier to check me
if she could see my diaper. I looked up at Death who knew this was
another part of the curse. Before I went to bed I pooped my diaper and
asked mom to change it. She did so and when she did I noticed that in
these diapers I didn�t even notice that I peed in them. After changing
my diaper I went to my room and tried to go to sleep. I couldn�t though
because I was thinking of all the ways I could get closer to Hiro-
sempai. I thought of telling him I had a crush on him but since he
doesn�t even think I�m gay I�m sure that�ll do the opposite to our
relationship and probably land me in the circus. I began to wonder what
his house would be like but I didn�t have enough time to ponder this as
I fell asleep soon after.