Hallam Shines Summary: This is the Hallam Shines daycare in Hallam, Idaho that I went to when I was 11. It became the worst place I have ever gone to. When we arrived at Hallam Shines Daycare in Hallam, Idaho, it was really big, like 200 by 200 feet. When we entered my mom singed me in. As I ran around and discovered there were three rooms. One for babies ages 0-2 and what really shocked me was how they said "Ages 0-2 or higher" but I didn't care. Inside the room there were at least 40 babies crawling on the floor or in a playpen. The next room I saw was the preschool room and once again it said, "Ages 3-5 or higher". In there, there were around 40 preschool aged kids playing with toys or walking around. Then I saw the third room "Ages 6-13" and there were only around 10 kids my age or lower just chilling. My mom left me and said I would be there for a few weeks and I said okay and went to hang with the big kids. We told each other who we were and went outside to play ball. While we were playing one of the adults called us in and we went to the assembly room (except the babies) and learned the rules. The speaker first told us what would happen for things like misbehavior or fighting and the punishments ranged from warnings to time outs to Expulsion from the camp. Then she said "We do not take accidents lightly and expect everyone to use the bathroom properly. Here is what will happen if you have an accident:" ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Actions and Punishments: Wet or messed pants- You will wear training pants for the rest of the day Wet or messed pullups(same day or consecutive day)- You will go to preschool status Wet or messed pullups when in preschool status- You will wear diapers for the rest of the day Wet or messed diapers(same day;preschool status)- You will go to baby status Nighttime Wet the bed- You will go to night preschool status Wet night training pants- You will wear diapers the next night and if you are dry you will be allowed to wear training pants again Wet night diapers- You will go to night baby status Preschool Status: 1. You will wear training pants all day and may use the bathroom by taking your training pants off and using the bathroom 2. You will wear the clothes the teachers put on you and must not remove them unless to use the bathroom however if you do you will be put in special clothes that you will be unable to remove. And if you need to go to the bathroom you must call a teacher to remove your clothes and supervise you using the bathroom. 3. You must drink from a sippy cup and if you spill milk on yourself you will wear a bib. 4. You will take a nap and must go to sleep or just lay there. If you refuse to comply you will be put in a special sleeping apparatus that will prevent you from moving. To get out of preschool status you must go 3 days with no wetting or messing accidents. Baby Status: 1. You must wear diapers all day except if your an "older" baby then you get 6 times a day to ask an adult to supervise you use the bathroom however if you wet or mess yourself other than the times you asked to use the bathroom you will lose your bathroom privileges and must use your diapers the rest of the day. 2. You must wear the clothes the teachers put on you and must not remove then ever. However if you do you will be put in special clothes that will not allow you to remove them. 3. (Older babies only) You must crawl at all times however if you are caught standing once you will be put in special clothes that will prevent you from standing. 4. You must eat in a highchair during breakfast lunch or dinner and must eat the food the teachers feed you. If you are not hungry then you will stay in the highchair until the eating time is over. 5.You must take a nap in a crib and if you do not stay lying down you will be strapped down and unable to move. 6. No talking unless you are allowed to. If you are making noise or screaming or crying you will have a pacifier put in your mouth and will not be allowed to remove it or it will be tied around your head. To get out of baby status you must not wet or mess your diapers for 4 days. Then you will go to preschool status. Night Preschool Status: 1. You will sleep wearing training pants and will be allowed to wear your own sleepwear. However you must keep the training pants on or you will be put in special clothes that you will be unable to remove. 2.You must sleep on a mat or the floor if you refuse you will be strapped down and be unable to move To get out of night preschool status you must go one night without wetting. Night Baby Status: 1. You will sleep wearing diapers. However you will be placed in clothes we pick for you and you will be unable to remove them. 2. You will sleep in a crib and must sleep and not make noise or you will be strapped down and wear a pacifier. To get out of Night Baby Status you must go 2 nights with dry diapers and then will be allowed to go to night preschool status. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- I slept most of the time she was talking so then we went outside. Then We went to play ball and while playing one of the kids said "Dude, did you pee your pants" I said "Crap dude I gotta clean this up before someone sees" and then while running to the bathroom a teacher stopped me she noticed I wet myself and I said "I've got other clothes I'll just change" She stopped me and said "You know the rules its training pants all day". I violently struggled but she managed to get me on the table in the bathroom, remove my underwear, and put the training pants on me. I was in tears but I waited for her to go away then I went outside. Later at 5:00 I wet myself again and this time she called everyone in for dinner. They checked everybody and told me to wait until tomorrow while she changed my training pants. At night I wet the bed again and she told me "Well you know what happens today and tomorrow". In the morning she dragged me to the preschool room and put me on the changing table and she removed my wet night underpants. Then she pulled out training pants again. I struggled and tried to get away but she just strapped me down on the table and put the training pants on me. Then she pulled out a black vest that looked like a little kids and put it on me. Then she pulled out some black dress pants that were a little small and put them on me. While she did that she said " Today you get be with the preschoolers and get to be just like them" " Now you have to wear cute little kid clothes and training pants and will be treated just like a little kid have fun" With that she put little black and silver shoes on me and put me on the floor. I was crying very hard and then started removing my clothes. She caught me and put a bright white belt around my waist and fastened it very tight and locked it with a key so I couldn't remove it. That made me cry even harder as she said "Whets wrong, little Pauly should be happy his nice teacher put him in cute little clothes and training pants now he gets to be just like a preschooler! Now off you go" With that she put me on the floor again and I walked on all the jungle gym toys and sobered up. At lunch we got peanut butter and jelly with crackers and apple juice. After a little while I needed to pee and asked a teacher to remove my belt to let me use the bathroom. She watched me the whole time and then she put my belt back on and sent me to play. An hour later I needed to poop but the teachers were busy handling a fight between the older kids. The door was locked as I tried to hold my poop. Then I started talking to some little kid and accidentally pooped my pants. When I realised it I started crying ashamed of what I did and when she came back she checked us all and checked me last saying, "Some little preschooler has a mess in his pants and needs to be put in diapers so It wont happen again". I screamed, and ran but she was too strong and grabbed me and strapped me on the changing table. I was bawling as she removed my messy training pants, cleaned me up, put baby powder on me, and diapered me in Luvs size 6. She put my clothes back on stating, "If little Pauly has another accident he will get to be with the babies". I was mortified on having to wear diapers all day with no reprieve but didn't think of wetting myself again. At naptime she laid out a mat and told me to sleep. Once again I refused so she pulled out a strap like thing that zips underneath you and bolts to the floor. While crying she strapped me down and I couldn't feel the straps in my crotch because of the diapers. I slept and woke up to a woman unstrapping me. I played until dinner when we had pizza with Mountain Dew and ice cream for desert. I needed to pee really bad so I headed towards the teacher to ask her to use the bathroom but I had to waddle because the diapers were kinda bulky in the crotch. Then When I got to her I said " I need to use the restroom". She laughed and said "Well its too late now look down". I had wet myself again and I started crying as she got me dressed for bed. She said "You thought I forgot you have to wear training pants because you wet the bed last night" She put training pants on me and told me to sleep. In the morning I woke up and a woman carried me to the baby room. I started crying as she removed my training pants, powdered me, and put 2 Huggies size 6 on me. Then I freaked when she pulled out light blue shirt that had snaps in the crotch with a picture of a teddy bear in a diaper on it and some overalls that had padding and snaps in the crotch too. I fought, kicked and screamed and even called her a bitch but she got me in the clothes and said "Baby Pauly is lucky that his teacher is nice enough to put him in fluffy diapers and cute little baby clothes and make him do baby things" "Maybe if Pauly would stop wetting and messing himself then she would let him be with the preschoolers or big kids but today she's gonna make him into a baby" With that she put oversized white baby booties with white socks on me and put me on the floor on all 4's and patted my well diapered bottom and said "Go have fun being a baby for at least 4 days and more if you have accidents" I got up and started walking away and she told me to crawl but I didn't listen so she picked me up and removed my clothes and put me into an all over playsuit that was the same size for a 2 year old. It was light green and had a baby bear on the front crawling in diapers with that same pattern and a bunny on my behind drinking a bottle in a diaper. As she was about to put me down she said oh yeah one more thing. She strapped a pacifier around my head and put me down on the floor. I tried to stand up but the playsuit was so small that my legs weren't strong enough for me to be able to stay standing. I just quit trying to stand and I started crying again through the pacifier and she said "There now baby Pauly is all finished his nice teacher put him in diapers, cute little baby clothes, and made it so he cant walk or talk now all he can do is crawl to a teacher to ask to use the bathroom which he can only do 6 times a day" She patted my diapered bottom again and said "Have fun little baby". I was speechlessly mortified. I was unable to think of a word to describe how upset and ashamed I was. 2 days ago I was a walking talking normal clothed 11 year old but now I was a incontinent, diapered 11 year old who has to wear baby clothes that he cant even take off or stand in. Also, I can't talk anymore, either. With little to do I crawled around and played with the baby toys until breakfast when I was picked up and put into a high chair and was strapped in as they fed me oatmeal and wouldn't release me until I was done. Then I had to go to the bathroom so I tugged on a teachers leg and she removed my baby clothes and diapers and held me on a toddlers toilet and waited until I went saying "Pauly is getting older before you know it he will be out of diapers and into training pants". She reclothed me and put me in a playpen. I played with the baby toys until naptime. She said, "All diapered kids sleep in a crib and you're no different" With that she removed my playsuit put me into a dark purple footed sleeper and thick nap diapers. I was crying again as she said "Have a nice nap baby". And put me in the crib. She left as did the other teachers and turned off the lights. I tried to stand but couldn't because the playsuit was too small and couldn't reach the top bars of the crib then so I just gave up and cried myself to sleep. After the nap I had wet myself so she told me that I lost all bathroom privileges but one and have to be a baby for another day. I cried and yelled through the pacifier but she just put me in 5 pampers size 5 diapers saying "Pauly doesn't get that we treat him like a baby or preschooler because we want him to stop having accidents so we wont have to clean up any messes" "So we try to make you feel as much like a baby as possible hoping you would try to not have any accidents so you wouldn't be treated like a baby" "Babies can only crawl and not very fast but you could walk if we didn't put you in baby clothes that didn't let you stand" " So I'm gonna put you in more diapers and smaller baby clothes until you are unable to move at all and will have to stay in a crib like an Infant" She then put me in a playsuit that was specially made because it said Baby Pauly on the front showing a baby in a diaper crawling and that same design on my behind. Also the playsuit was even smaller so I could only crawl half as fast as normally. She put me in a high chair fed me lunch than put me on the exact opposite side of the room patted my diapers and said "Have fun baby Pauly because its only gonna get worse if you don't stop messing and wetting". I cried and wanted to die because I was stuck as a baby and it would only get worse. Then in 30 minutes I had to poop and tried to stand but couldnt so I crawled very slowly do to the thick diapers and small playsuit towards the nanny but half way their I could feel poop slipping out into the diapers. I started whimpering as I got closer and then when I got to her all my poop was in my diapers and I started crying. She was wondering why and smelled the poop and said "Aww, poor baby Pauly pooped in his diapers like a real baby and needs to be changed Ill change you baby". She changed my diapers and I spent the day playing with other babies. The next few days I held it and managed to graduate to preschool status and to big kid status but still was in night baby status. However, next week I bought about an ounce of marijuana from another kid who visited frequently. I got caught smoking it and was about to get expelled when the manager suggested I should be an Infant for the rest of the camp. I ran and screamed but they strapped me down and powdered me and put me in 12 size 6 Luvs again and the most humiliating outfit ever. They specially ordered a small pair of baby jean shorts that were several sizes to small and when put on they are somewhat translucent so you could see the outline of my diapers and even the designs on the neck. Also on it it read "Baby Pauly's diapers" on the front and on the bottom it said "Baby Pauly's cute diapered bottom". And the shorts were the right size so that the diapers poofed out all of it so you could easily tell I'm wearing diapers. The next thing was a shirt that stopped above my belly button and said "Hallam Shines Babies". They cuffed me in a crib and taped a baby bottle around my mouth and said "Have fun being an infant" Then put me in a crib. They would occasionally change my diaper when it was wet or messy and they would feed me and pat my back to burp me. They even would rock me to sleep with a bottle in my mouth. When I finally got the fuck out of there I burnt it down and killed all the nannies.