Title: A Boy and his Dreams
Name: AToddler
Email: [email protected]
Gender: Male
Current Age: 24
Posting Date: 11/08/09
Story Contents:
A- Post-toddler (4-8)* R- Sisters, other girls* 
B- Pre-teen (9-12)* S- Babysitters 
C- Teen (13-17) T- Masturbation
D- Adult (18+)U- Sexual situations
E- Cloth diapers* V- Gay
F- Disposable diapers W- Erections
G- PeeX- Bedwetting
H- Poop*Y- Accidents
I- Exposed diapers/pantslessness*Z- Punishment/Diaper Discipline
J- Multiple diapers*1- Female Domination* 
K- Baby paraphernalia2- Enemas
L- Mother 3- Restraints
M- Father4- Crying 
N- Aunt 5- Spanking 
O- Uncle 6- Humiliation
P- Brothers (diapered) 7- Babying
Q- Brothers (not diapered) 8- Regression
*Denotes Deekerian story elements
Summary: This is about a boy and his hypnosis, and body modification into a hardcore AB slave by a master. Or is it? There is more coming but this is the meat of this bit of fiction. Hopefully you will all enjoy...              
Deekerian Score (20 is max.) [?]: 7 (35%)

This story like all of my stories, ends and beings in the same way. 
With the moment of recollection, where by as the reader on gains 
understanding of the situation within a reflection of the work read, 
and the manner by which things are written. This is just a notion 
between now and never, so, dear reader, enjoy.

It began with dreams, and from dreams arose desire. The dreaming mind 
of the all had awoken within flesh again. The force that guides the one 
along their journey. Then it happened. The cold had surrounded me 
again, pulled me from my slumbers, and of course I was without a 
diaper. The mattress pad had been the only redemption from having to 
endure my mattress being soaked for ages. It in this moment I set the 
resolve, that I will be in diapers again, and never have to experience 
the sensation of waking up cold and wet.

This, I suppose, is the price of things. That one developing the mind 
and spirit the body is the thing that goes. The vessel is conditioned 
to hold energy currents, so then the price is paid, through control. 
However, upon the reflection of this, there would be worse things yet 
to come. It was the night spent with a friend, in that night, he 
persuaded me to be naked, to hold to him tightly and use his warmth, 
his hard manhood keeping me from slumber, he that was enjoying the 
sensation that someone else had made him damp, and roused him from his 
own dreaming. It went as then as all my mornings had gone, however this 
time it was something new. This was when I begun to know who I was, 
what I was. The man, my elder friend, my dearest brother, pulled me 
into his arms and kissed me deeply. He consoled me, said I was his 
sweet baby brother and then he grabbed hold of my loins and began to 
arouse me. His finger moved to my hole, waiting, and quivering under 
his touch, as he then opened me as a flower unto his wanting. That 
penetration filling me, with his experience, his man hood. My brother 
giving to me his seed with everything that he had. Kissing me, and then 
filling me with fluid from his water, marking my very insides, within 
me, I felt the swell. He plugged me tightly, and hurried me off to the 
morning shower.

When the water was running, he set me down over his knee with the plug 
still filling me with a yearning and an urge to climax. Now then the 
moment of release is drawing up greater and filling me with a deeper 
need, with each stroke of his hand, hard upon my flesh. The smacking 
sounds filling me deeper, covering me in my humiliation he reduced me 
to tears within moments. Begging, pleading to him to let me go, to end 
this punishment. He assured me, that it was just the beginning. When my 
bath had filled, he rolled me off the knee, my backside sore and red 
filled with a plug to large for comfort, but solely for function. Then 
he pulled it from me. I filled the water with my weakness. I could not 
contain that which churned within my body, as he made it.

My member stood at attention and ready for what ever subjugation he 
wanted and willed upon me. In my moments of release from this 
discomfort, he gave to my flesh reward. This feeling upon my skin, 
stroking and giving over any control over myself to HIM. My brother 
commanded that release, he demanded that I give him my seed. That he 
would be the only one to pull it from me. Then he said "Baby brother 
give it to me, NOW!" then with convulsions of will, I shot forth what 
he commanded. Appeasing his appetite for the moment. Upon cleaning me 
from all the remnants of this morning, and the eventual release of 
himself again within me. Upon his pleasure, he removed me from the 
water, and covered me in a warm towel, and rubbed me down, drying all 
of the water upon my skin, and kissing me again. Telling me I was a 
good boy, to be rewarded despite the punishment that was awaiting for 
the wet bed.

Daddy would be awake soon, and he must be told of the event, as his 
rule demands that his boys remain in diapers, and mine was removed from 
me, without his knowledge. At least according to what I was aware of. 
When he woke, and came down for his coffee, I started crying, for 
failure to admit flaw is a deed more punishable then anything that can 
be given for such moments beyond ones control. I am but a boy in the 
house, lowest ranking soul, when my brother, an elder slave did to me, 
it is his will I must follow, as it is above my own. He placed his hand 
on me, and consoled me from my tears, and he said, "since you have only 
been here a single night, your punishment will be your lot in life. You 
will be forever now from this moment nothing but a toddler. You will be 
the lowest of the low, you are forbidden under great punishment to 
touch yourself, or your diaper. When you are dressed, you will be done 
so by your elder brother or myself, and it is up to us when you get 
changed. You will do nothing but cry when you are messy, or wet, there 
will be no sound then that of laughter or tears from you am I 
understood, boy?" Nodding to him, I hung my head. He took me by the 
hand and led me to a room I had not yet seen.

Wall to wall there was blue, white clouds and dancing bears upon fields 
of grass adorned them. The table stood against the wall with thick 
leather straps, and soft padding. Then daddy noticed my then manhood, 
took time to place a hand upon it, he told me, "This belongs to me, 
everything you are belongs to me, and this is my will that I will for 
you to endure to serve me". I nodded to daddy, he hoisted me up by my 
shoulders, upon the padding of the table, and fastened my arms down, 
then my legs. Around my mouth he placed a pacifier held in by a strap 
and secured in back that it would come off only with the key to his 
lock. Gagged, and bound before this man, I was helpless to his will. 
His control had me silent, afraid of what would come, safe in knowing 
he would care for me, and he would make me as he wanted. Then he, being 
satisfied with his work, sought to amuse himself with my flesh. He took 
the knife from out of sight, and began with its cool blade to set 
against my hot flesh. He pulled for what seemed like hours was in 
actuality only moments of the backside of the blade against my inner 
thigh. There was pulling upon my testicles, being stretched and bound 
by something. Then, cool metal engulfed this binding, something being 
held in place from what I was positioned to observe appeared as a band, 
small, thin. The metal device engulfed me down the base of the sack.

Daddy looked down at me, "You are mine boy, by contract and will, you 
are here to serve me, and to be serviced by none other then those I 
will! This is a punishment you will be forced to remember for ever." He 
released the band from the clamp, and it slid upon my flesh, the pain 
was momentary but I still gasped and recoiled against the strong bonds, 
trying to find position which could sooth this pinching. Nothing would 
abate until my master�s words filled my head. "You are now mine, this 
will make you so. When it is done, you will be collared if you are 
found worthy, if you are not. Then you will endure for the rest of your 
days as I have made." Then he pulled up a thick diaper under my 
backside, rubbed a rash cream into my freshly shaved skin, then powder 
upon the region. Then upon me it was set, snugly into position, tight 
and yet restrictive. The mass of plastic and stuffing bound in place by 
tapes masterfully applied. This was to be way of my life. I am now his 
boy. If I can please him, he will allow me pleasure I thought, unaware 
of all that has taken place. He tells me that I am not to touch myself, 
that I am not to be able to move unless he wishes it. That for moving 
without his command he places my bound arm within a strait jacket, and 
then proceeds to bind me tightly. Noting his displeasure at my behavior 
he had decided to set about the task which he agreed would take time to 
ease my conditioning. However this act of betrayal of his kindness had 
changed his mind. That he forced me, by his will to this infancy of 
slavery. That when he had my arms secured, my crotch secured, my mouth 
gagged, all that remained was my legs. He said that as I am no his 
baby, I have to be forced backwards. He folds my legs up to my chest in 
the fetal position.

The rope then begins to bind me, tying my ankles loosely but 
unyielding, upwards over calf and thigh. Upwards around my back, 
binding me into position. He slides a bag of soft flannel in a baby 
blue over me, and zips it up. I am now bound within a bunting bag. He 
tells me that I must only crawl, or be carried. Unable to move arms and 
legs, tears falling down my face for the pain within my loins that I 
cannot speak about. He nods in approval, and then holds my head up and 
opens my mouth, removing the gag, and telling me under pain of more 
punishment I am not to say a word. He places his erect cock in my 
mouth, and moves me to position. My waiting mouth forced open by 
thrusts, deeply down into my throat he fills me with his seed that he 
tells me, I am to learn his tastes. Then he releases himself down my 
throat covering my face in this disgrace telling me, that I will be 
used as is fitting for a boy that has no control over his life. That he 
makes me, and breaks me, and is casting me into the inferno of his 
deepest desire in recasting my form in the image he desires. Taking a 
rag he dries my face, and places a bottle in my mouth. I hungrily drink 
what ever daddy offers.

He holds me up against his back, and pats my lower back, forcing me to 
expel the gas within my chest. Wiping up the spittle from my jaw. As he 
pays attention to my breathing, rubbing my back, the room begins to 
spin. Daddy telling me that its time for his boy to come home to him, 
and when I awake I will be his body mind and soul, that he loves me and 
cant wait for me to be ready to be his baby...then the room went dark.

I came to consciousness what seemed like moments later, legs still 
bound together, my diaper wet, then a cold sensation shooting through 
my body as the diaper is peeled away. Then there is pressure upon me 
down there, as it is wiped clean. Then the sent of powder fills the 
air. My loins again bound up in thickness, bonds still applied, yet the 
room is still dark, there is no sight, to pay attention to. There is a 
tone I hear, nothing descriptive, as my mouth is opened again for 
another bottle, drinking it happily as daddy's little boy, feeling 
myself and wondering where my daddy is. Wondering when I will be 
allowed to play with him. To be able to watch my cartoons, and see my 
big brother again. Then the room began grow hazy, as images flashed in 
front of my eyes, sounds began to fill my ears. Watery sounds, a 
masculine voice, command then sleep occurs. Falling into the world of 
the new me. There is no distinction that I am not my daddy's boy, that 
I am not anything but his to use and do with what he will. Then no 
thoughts, only quiet.

Then a shifting, a dream, someone who looks like me, in the arms of 
another man, covered in his own urine, being told of a punishment, 
being showered, being humiliated, being bound, and then sleep. Yet I 
awake in my crib, to nothing of this, other then as the passing thought 
of my dream as I wait for my daddy to come in and change me. I sit in 
my crib, in the sodden diaper around me, and wait and cry because it 
starts leaking around my leg and I fear for him to be angry. Then the 
light clicks on, and in walks my daddy, smiling, greeting me and asking 
how is his boy. He lifts me up and holds me tight to him, kissing me 
lots putting me on the changing table, and taking care of my diaper. 
Telling me how he loves me, and he�s happy that I�m his baby. He then 
changes me thickly saying there is a lot planned for today. He puts me 
in a t-shirt as he said its time to play outside, He puts me on my 
feet, and I go to my knees, and begin to crawl to the door. In strides 
he over steps me, and opens the door, and picks me up into his arms, 
and carries me out of the nursery. The baby blue clouds and the dancing 
bears fading from view, as we go out into the living room, where my 
brother is sitting on the floor wagging his tail, and runs on all fours 
to give me a kiss, covering me with his tongue. Daddy commenting on how 
such good boys we turned out to be.

Daddy puts me in the sandbox on the porch with a paci in my mouth, and 
tells me to play here while he goes to get my brother, who he throws a 
ball for and begins a good game of fetch. All sense of time is gone, 
all thought but what daddy wants of me is all I can think of. We play 
outside for hours, and then he draws a bath. We get into it, after he 
cleans me up. He holds me close to him, kissing me, holding onto me. He 
then turns me around and slides a finger in, opening up what I have to 
offer. My daddy filling me, holding me closely telling me that he is 
glad I am his boy. We get out of the bath after his release, holding a 
towel up and drying himself off first, he picks me up and carries me 
back to the nursery.

Closing the door, he sets me on the rug and kneels down before me. 
"Your mine now boy", I look up at him confused, and he says "I'm your 
daddy now, this ensures the bond between us, Now and forever." He 
placed a cool metal ring around my neck, and he looked me in the eye, 
and asked me "Do you accept me my baby boy?" I looked back at him, 
smiled and hugged him and nodded. Then he clasped the ring and it 
clicked near silently. He stood me up holding me up in my arms, letting 
my diaper fall, as I stood there in his arms naked, shorn of hair aside 
from a toddlers haircut atop my head in light blond. My penis the only 
sign of my manhood, dangling limply against the air. Thin, I stood 
there as nothing but a toddler, as he picked me up and carried me over 
to the changing table, and put my diaper under me for the night. Daddy 
smiled at me and gave me a bottle, the room began to spin, and then I 
awoke wet in my crib and cried for my daddy to come in, as I woke up 
from a dream, which I�m not sure of. The cool metal band around my 
neck, the bulge of wetness and sent of my babyhood in the air, as daddy 
walked through the door saying, how�s "My baby boy this morning?"

*smiled and nodded back at him* My only feelings were that he was my 
daddy, he was the one I was to serve with a need deeper then sound, I 
couldn't utter a sound other then tears for the condition of my wet and 
soiled sodden mass between my legs. As daddy picked me up and unzipped 
me from my sleeper, he took me to the changing table and wiped me down 
so he could carry me to the bathroom and began washing me. He told me 
he was going to start teaching me things, I looked at him, and stared 
back at myself. His hardened shaft, tight testicles gleaming in the 
water, and I looked down at me, my lil� member, dangling there, alone. 
With nothing to keep it company, small and flaccid, daddy puts his hand 
on it, and says "I have made you my baby boy. You are mine, now its 
time to learn to please your daddy". Silently I nodded to him, and he 
lowered me down, my mouth upon him, taking it deeply into my throat, 
feeling torn apart from both ends as I realize my brother has mounted 
me from behind, fitting into my tight hole with an experienced ease 
that was being conditioned by daddy, The task at hand, being filled, 
and sucking deeply of my Master was my world, and all I cared about. He 
was all that was my world.

The day then progressed as all of my days did, with diaper changes, 
cartoons, naptimes, and play times, with different playmates taking 
advantage of the things my body would provide for them, as daddy 
sometimes watched me play with the people he brings in. Sometimes they 
would cause me pain, sometimes they would make me cry. But always the 
blue sky and clouds, with the little dancing bears would be there when 
the day was done, when daddy would come in and change me, fill me, and 
tell me I was his good boy and made him proud. I drank my bottle, fell 
asleep, and awoke with the fleeting notions of a dream, quickly 
dispersed by my tears that called my daddy to me, to be the one to lift 
me from the changing table, to fill me, and diaper me, and introduce me 
to my playmates. In silence just nodding and being positioned into 
action while things occured. One day blossomed into another, with one 
thought that was the deepest feeling to be of use to daddy. To be 
everything he wanted me to be, but wordlessly, without thought but to 
please. I was his, as collar bound my neck in the silver metallic band.

I was everything he promised, everything he wanted, I was remade in his 
image of how I should be, and used for what ever he willed, and let 
others do. This was my life as I know it. This is how I am, this is all 
I ever know. Anything else but this, is a dream of a life not my own. 
These words are written silently, and with no sound behind them, but 
the feeling expressed is it is all for my daddy.

Editing level: Low
Editing Notes:
  • Mostly well-written, just a few minor corrections needed.


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