BEING HOSPITALIZED

	When I was young I was diagnosed with a colon disorder 
and the doctor told me that I would not be able to control 
the bowel movements. I went to several doctors and 
hospitals to see if they can do something about that 
problem. A couple suggested to go to the hospital so they 
can clean out my colon. What I did not know that they stuck 
me with a tube down my nose all the way to my stomach.
	It was not fun watch them do that to me. After they 
got the tube down my throat they turned the thing on and 
turn it on high. I was throwing up because it was too much 
for me. Then they turned it down some and diapered my butt. 
They said to me that this is going to be worse then having 
diarrhea. 
	"You have to deal with this for three days and 
nights," they told me. "You will going poop non-stop and 
having no control over your bowels." I pooped the diaper so 
much that it covered me so much. I so confused at this 
point. Because I have no control over it and it is flowing 
out of me like a river. It was weird a person who is in the 
teens wearing diapers.
	I was pooping the diaper. I was covered front to back 
and the diaper was sagging. I rang the bell and the CNA 
that was on duty came to change about over four times a 
day. It was weird wearing those again and I did not mind 
it, too. So I let it flow like a river out of me. The room 
smelled gross and so did the diaper. It took place three 
days straight. And could not eat or drink anything. Only 
the liquid that was in the machine, it was over 10 gallons 
of that stuff.
	The second time I have too go in there it was a couple 
years later and I had to change myself. Yes it was three 
days again and the same process took place again. I got so 
used to it. I let them put it in me to get it over with. 
When it came to the last day and it was the liquid coming 
out of me now because I was cleaned out now.
	I tried running to the bathroom to put a clean one on 
but it was too late. The diaper was soaked all over and was 
getting heavier by the minute. It was flowing out of me 
like crazy. The liquid was so fast that my diaper was 
leaking and sagging a lot. It was almost off me at that 
time. The liquid was flowing out of the diaper and onto the 
ground there was a puddle on the ground.